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anonymous asked:

How's your week been?

My week’s been filled with people giving me their souls willingly blessings from plenty of people, among other nice things. I hope yours is being just as lovely <3

Hi I’m Alisa and I have low-key crush on a person I don’t have a chance with. So here ya go @bunny-yams! I drew you (featuring little emotional me-). I’m sorry if these drawings are not accurate to how you look now but I mean I used the pictures of you on your blog,,,

anonymous asked:

How would Minhyuk be different off camera?

TUMBLR DIDN’T EVEN TELL ME SOMEONE SENT THIS AND I WENT TO SLEEP AND HAD A NIGHTMARE!

anyway.. ugh. right-o i don’t remember who… but someone mentioned that minhyuk was the most different off camera and that he’s quieter and i remember on no.mercy hoseok mentioned that minhyuk was really shy and quiet??

it’s not that i think minhyuk’s a whole different person on camera, i just think… i realized what makes him stick out for fans, what parts of his personality made the best impression and he amplifies it. 

(this next part is gonna be sappy and my minhyuk stan-ness is coming out but wtvs). when i started getting into mx and watched no.mercy, to me, minhyuk was the one that could have been anyone else. they could have easily swapped seokwon with him (I DON’T THINK THIS WAY ANYMORE OKAY I JUST ANYWAY). but i think that was a common comment during that time?? and minhyuk probably saw that and made a concerted effort to prove his worth?? and you could see it immediately! the way he monitors his own performance. minhyuk is such an incredibly hardworker and i think starshit saw that too. he’s so integral, not just with his rising!skills, but also bringing the group together. i think it’s so incredible how much effort minhyuk puts into making sure each member is reminded of their own worth!

and that’s a piece i think that stays relatively the same on and off camera. someone (when will i stop being a fake stan) said that minhyuk was hoseok’s multivitamin (was this hyungwon?) and i think he’s that way for everyone. minhyuk on camera is loud with his praises and i think off camera, he’s soothing and reminding? like kihyun is absentmindedly singing while he’s cooking and minhyuk’s like ‘oh, you hit that note nicely.’ or idk jooheon just steps out of the shower and he says he looks nice or something, you know? little things, quietly whispered. i think they all need some reassurance and that’s where minhyuk fits in so well!

i also think he just?? recharges off camera? i know he seems really extroverted, but based on the comments of his change in behavior, i think he’s more of an introverted extrovert and he needs moments to recharge, needs moments to himself of just quiet lulls. it’s not that he’s fake, but he amplifies parts of himself in front of cameras and is finally able to shut down a little off camera. this is also why i really like the showhyuk ship bc hyunwoo is so quiet and caring, it’s what minhyuk needs after idol!minhyuk is tucked away (i just picture them laying next to each other, not speaking, just like.. in each other’s embrace). 

but like, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t joke or goof off, you know? like he’s obviously hilarious (fite me, he’s so funny) so he does jokes with jooheon and changkyun, picks on people (’you need me to get you that from the cabinet, kihyun?’), but it’s not as loud? it’s just… you’re friendly neighbor fucking things up.

in my mind, the minhyuk off camera is just… quieter and at least tenfold more obnoxious with a sharper tongue (i feel like he’s the type to make everything a dirty joke).

also! minhyuk mentioned that he lost some of his confidence and it breaks my heart, but on the other hand, he’s being so real with us (like listen buddy pal friend-o, i stanned shinee for 9 years and we’re just now getting bit of jinki ANWAY THIS IS ABOUT MINHYUK). i always see minhyuk as the class clown that accidentally got hot and doesn’t really know how to handle that. like, he knows he’s goodlooking, but he’s also doing dorky things and making weird faces. the reason i bring this up is bc originally, this would have been a behind the camera minhyuk moment, but he’s opened up to us and we’re see this in front of the camera. but that’s minhyuk. he’s trusting and needy. as much as he helps others, he needs some reassurance too! anyway, i just wanted to mention that bc i think it’s really nice that he opened up a bit to us. minhyuk, you’re amazing ily i’d do anything to make sure his smile is always genuine. i’m crying okay. 

oi. this got long. and there will be people who disagree, but these are my thoughts and i cannot believe there was a time i thought he was replaceable, bc i just thought of that and teared up. he’s come so far and he’s done such amazing job in bettering his singing skills (pls work on dance skills next), that’s what starshit saw in him. his overall potential and his dedication and hardwork. lmh puts in so much effort and i’m glad it’s showing and i hope others start noticing too! i really can’t wait to see mx as a whole grow and see fans’ reactions to each member’s growth bc!! it’s really beautiful.

Pink Coral - Nevy

bet you thought I’d abandoned this series but no, I just procrastinate a lot. I’m not super happy with this one but it’ll do. I mostly kept to Nevy’s cannon outfit with different colours and her gem is her left eye which I like because it looks like she’s permanently winking. I considered making Nevy a rose quartz but I’m sick of quartz gems for now and coral seemed more appropriate since Nevy is so connected to the ocean.

Next up - Gil

anonymous asked:

could you do yohadia with 19/show off please?

“Ok, Yoshiko-chan, here’s your outfit,” Yō holds out her latest frilly endeavour - it’s bold, and a bit risky, but if she does say so herself, it’s her best work yet. Yoshiko touches it gingerly.

“It’s-” her face squirms. “Ah. Hm.”

“What does that mean?” Yō ribs Yoshiko with her elbow, turning her around and heading for the clubroom, not unlike trying to tug along a stubborn mule. “Come on, at least try it on before you go home. I wanna make sure I did get the measurements right this time - Uh, Dia? You done in there?”

Before Yō can even raise her hand to knock politely on the door, it opens with a dramatic air, and Kurosawa Dia steps out, clad in Yō’s latest work.

Like Yoshiko’s, it’s a frilly, extravagant thing, but it’s just a little more elegant, shows a little more skin, and has a deep, passionate tone of red instead of Yoshiko’s grey. When she twirls, the skirt flutters and whirls with the grace of a flamenco dancer. A brilliant diamond on a choker, befitting her name, sits neatly upon her exposed collarbone, only defined more clearly by the cut of the bodice which accentuates her mature figure. Her shoes look like crystal, heels inches high that she still insisted on dancing in. A real life modern Cinderella.

Dia finishes her incessant twirling and admires herself in the mirror. “Yō-san, you have truly outdone yourself this time,” she says, flipping her hair behind her shoulder and posing like a runway model. “Why, it looks almost professional, doesn’t it? Of course, that could be the wonderful specimen modelling it, wouldn’t -”

She trails off as she finally realises that Yō is not alone. As she coughs awkwardly and presumes a more ladylike position (but still, Yō would readily admit, kind of intimidating-hot), Yō glances at a slack-jawed, tongue-tied Yoshiko and hums. “I’m glad you think so…? What do you think, Yoshiko?”

Yoshiko makes a noise that reminds her of an overtaxed computer in the summertime. Jealousy…? No, not that…

“… Sh-show off…” She mutters, rather ineffectually, and very unconvincingly.

The muggle studies students convincing the teachers to let them set up a “muggle cinema” in one of the larger empty classrooms. After months of tinkering and experimenting with the technology, the students find a way to set up a projector and speakers. With the help of some tech savvy muggleborns or halfbloods, they get it all up and running pretty quickly. The teens and tweens that lived with their muggle parent(s) are happy they can finally show their friends some of their favorite movies. The purebloods and halfbloods are very curious to see the moving pictures that were created by muggles without the use of magic.

Some Hufflepuffs ask the house elves to supply everyone with popcorn, soda, and candy. Add in the new seats that were made to replicate a real theater and the thick curtains draped along all the walls and this old classroom is really starting to feel like a movie theater.

Sometimes they have movie marathons on the weekends. One week might be sci-fi, featuring the Star Wars and Star Trek movies. Another week might be dedicated to the classics and the next is all the best comedies. On the Disney movie weekend all the 1st and 2nd years of all bloodlines cuddle on the floor in front of the screen with their friends covered in blankets and sleeping bags brought in by the elves. All the kids that have grown up watching these movies say the lines along with the characters and sing along to all their favorite songs. Sometimes they all get up and dance, too. Meanwhile, behind all the youngsters are the older kids that watch the movies with just as much enthusiasm.

One weekend, some muggleborns trick some of the purebloods into watching the scariest horror movies of all time after curfew. Let’s just say some students will never look at a ghost the same way again and refuse to walk the halls alone.

Many of the students are happy they can finally understand all the references some of their friends are making and can now make references of their own. They encourage their muggleborn friends to show them more muggle culture.

All the students love the new cinema (except for those who were victims of the horror movie marathon), and the muggle studies teacher gave extra credit to all the students who take the class that had helped set it up and kept it running. There was some talk at the end of the year about keeping it set up for next year.

anonymous asked:

Hey Kikai! I was wondering, now that you've had time with Creativerse and Minecraft, what kind of differences are there between them? Which did you enjoy more? :) I've got a friend with MC and I'd like to find out more about Creativerse before I go and buy MC.

I definitely enjoy Creativerse much more. I don’t need mods to have fun or install shaders to play a pretty game, and I don’t need to struggle with servers to play with friends. Creativerse will also be Free to Play once it’s out of Early Access whenever that may be. 

I’m not saying Minecraft is bad or you shouldn’t buy it but Minecraft has dulled for me over the years especially when I see all the videos with mods and shaders I can’t be bothered with and Creativerse helped fill that gap + some.

Minecraft feels very limited to me now. There’s a few mobs, a few pets, and once you’re lost, forget about home unless you know the coordinates. (I have a whole notebook full of minecraft coordinates…) Creativerse, however, encourages exploration by letting you craft teleporters and to always warp back home just by pressing T for teleport. And forests and trees are huge and incredibly fun to climb and jump from canopy to canopy.

There’s a lot more biomes and creatures you can only find in those biomes. And each monster has a different way of attacking you (blinding you, throwing you for fall damage, breathing fire or frost damage or poisoning you). And every single monster, even secret bosses, can be tamed as pets. Here’s some of my pets and if you look at the blue one, I put a bow tie and top hat on him.

I feel like there are many more decorative blocks in Creativerse, furniture including shelves and tables, block rotation, blueprint builds, and a larger variety of lighting with significant light radius for each as well as ceiling torches. If you die, you just follow your compass and beacon to your death statue and pick up your stuff, and there’s no race to get to where you died before your inventory despawns (you also keep all the items in your hotbar so you usually keep your mining stuff and swords and armor so you’re not defenseless). I also don’t have to memorize recipes because the game will tell me all of them as I unlock them and it’s incredibly challenging and rewarding to play overall.

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Um, hello…don’t reblog things and remove the text on the post. It still baffles me why people don’t get that this is rude. I don’t care how much you like the pictures. If I wanted to post pictures without a description just for the sake of being artsy and vague then I would have. I didn’t. And I’m gonna continue ranting under read more…

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“Things you said that i wish you hadnt.” Mini/Marcel (BasicallyidoMini?)
Requested by some lovely anon.

I’m so sorry. :L

Marcel was heading out on a suicide mission, a decision he made freely. The city was being over run by people desperate to survive. Two of the guys had gotten stuck on a mission to hunt down food and Marcel couldn’t leave Scotty and Jon out there to die alone. Evan and the guys keep telling him it was a terrible idea, but if there id a chance that Marcel could save them, he’d take it even if it meant not coming back himself.


He was  prepared to go, everything he needs ways packed away and his resolve set. There’s one this left that Marcel wants to do, and the person it involved is no where to be found. With good reason, Craig was avoiding Marcel; he didn’t want to listen to another goodbye, especially not after Scotty and Delirious leaving with promises of return.


Marcel finally stumbled upon Craig, the air heavy between them. They both knew they had things to discuss and they both knew Craig didn’t want to talk about it, watch his friend walk out to his death. Marcel tried multiple times get Craig to respond to him, even just look at him, but all of his attempts failed.
Marcel spent the next few minutes just talking to Craig, talking about past memories and telling him that Craig has first dibs on anything he wants from Marcel’s remaining things. Marcel continued to ramble on, unable to see the tears that streamed down Craig’s face; the tears only got worse when Marcel said it was time for goodbyes.


Craig waited to hear Marcel’s footsteps after he said goodbye, but Marcel waited for what seemed like years to Craig. The next sound Craig expected to hear was footfalls, but instead it was Marcel’s voice; Craig couldn’t hear Marcel leave over the sound of him sobbing.


“I know you don’t want to hear this right now, Mini, but I love you. I’m sorry.”

godofyouthminami  asked:

aha is it bad that i want to write most of your art aus

Oh my goodness I’m answering this so late, I was not expecting this I did not check until today after looking through my emails. This a surprise to me and the thought makes me so happy that you sent me ths message ;A;  ohmygodbutIamsososorryIreallyam

Of course I wouldn’t mind, I’d be the opposite and be very delighted that you would like to do so you are more than welcome to if you want to! ahhhwwehh

Please accept this as I am very tardy in responding to you  (╥ω╥)
You’ve made my day today.

Long Distance

Requested: I love your stuff! Can u do a Shawn Mendes imagine of what it would be like to date him realistically? - like the struggle of long distance

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Grabbing your phone from where you left it under your pillow, you press the home button and squint at the screen. It reads 2:08 am, and you sigh. You’ve been lying in bed for the past two hours, trying desperately to sleep, but no matter how hard you try, you just can’t get comfortable enough to sleep. It is just one of those nights where your bed feels cold and empty without your boyfriend beside you. And the saddest part is that there is absolutely nothing you can do to make yourself feel better. Shawn is on the other side of the country, probably fast asleep like he’s been since ten pm your time when he texted you goodnight.

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Nov 2012 - I know you feel like no one wants you right now, but trust me, I do. I just can’t tell you yet.

Dec 2012 - I’ve known you for over a year, but I still get breathless when you walk into a room. Those eyes; they catch me off guard every time.

Jan 2013 - You asked me today if I love you. I laughed, but didn’t say a word. The truth is, I think I’ve loved you for a very long time.

Feb 2013 - I’m falling for you, SO hard. I want you so badly, all of the time.

March 2013 - I know sometimes we find it hard to understand each other and you get frustrated, but in time we’ll learn to know each other.

April 2013 - I love the way you half wake up at some ridiculous time, like three in the morning, and you sigh, and sleepily you roll towards me, finding me with your arms. Then you envelope me in a spoon, kiss my neck, and softly fall back to sleep.

May 2013 - Please let me into that mysterious, messed up head of yours. You don’t know how much it’s killing me not knowing what you’re thinking.

June 2013 - You’re always nicer in my dreams.

July 2013 - I miss you.

Aug 2013 - I haven’t seen you in too long. You work too much. I feel like you’re not even trying anymore.

Sept 2013 - I love you, but I’m ashamed of letting you hurt me over and over again.

Oct 2013 - We both knew it was over months ago. We were just too scared to admit it.

Nov 2013 - All I want is to cuddle up in bed with you. But I shouldn’t and I can’t, and I don’t even know if you’d want me there.

Dec 2013 - I’m only sleeping with you again because I like feeling wanted. I’m trying not to let my feelings get in the way.

Jan 2014 - Stop giving me hope and then crushing it into tiny little pieces. And no, we’re not anything more than fuck buddies, because I can’t trust you. I can’t keep hanging around, waiting for you to break my heart.

Feb 2014 - You came back today. I still like you.

March 2014 - You told me last night that you’ve started seeing someone else. I keep picturing you fucking her. I’m in bits.

April 2014 - Stop acting like I’m invisible.

May 2014 - I keep finding myself crying and then I realise I’m thinking of you.

June 2014 - I can’t believe I’ll never see you again.

July 2014 - I saw photos of you and her together and I couldn’t breathe, I was crying so much. Why does it still hurt?

—  21 things I wish I’d told you at the time, but didn’t.

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