i wish i was in here too

I wish I didn’t have to leave when and how I did. I wish I could be there and you could be here. But you were drowning and I tried to save you, but your chains were too strong and you were too weak to try to fight. I wish I wasn’t forced to save myself and you would’ve abandoned ship with me instead of letting the seas tear you apart.
because of the free overwatch weekend, i’ve been seeing a lot of new players and it’s been great

for the following reasons:

-i get away with a lot of headshots cuz new players don’t seem to…move around as much

-seriously. i think they severely underestimate my health or overestimate their own health…which is something i did when i first started playing too, so no judgement 

-people also don’t seem to have much aim… I’m not dying more than once, and it’s mostly due to six people cornering me or sort of hitting me with their wandering shots

-I’ve been getting a lot of objective time because…i think new players don’t know or care that you’re not just here to kill as many people as possible, lmao

-but then again, some of our experienced players don’t seem to know that either

-people don’t hound me about being DPS or a defense hero or bitch about strats

-which is something i wish experienced players would do too but whatever

-no one switches heroes either but that’s alright

-everyone spams their hellos

-I keep sniping enemy snipers…and instead of learning their lessons, they keep coming back as snipers, determined to beat me at my own game…

-which is…not a good idea but it means more fun for me

-people switch to heroes i know they’d be worse at, like if i kill a lucio who’s new at the controls and is running like a spaz off of maps, he switches to…tracer… 

-also, in general, newer players just don’t know abilities or counters as well, and uh, that’s been fun to use from map to map…where it’s more advantageous to be certain heroes over others…. 

-an example of the previous point is that i spent an entire map of anubis  harassing a bastion as a mei…and i would never be able to do that to a normal player…cuz this bastion didn’t seem to remember that it could heal…or go turret mode

-or that it could hide in the corners of anubis, not sit right in fucking front of objective a

-symmetras don’t need to aim, and yet, they seem to forget that they need to get a certain distance for their guns to work…

-i just saw a mccree roll off a cliff

-a hanzo thought he was some hot shit, shooting arrows at me from a bush. i just stared at him for a few seconds before tossing a sleep dart in there

-in general it’s just been fun cuz new players don’t take themselves seriously and are just trying to have some fun and i dig it. i’ve had a few people talking on mic sounding waaaay to friendly for regular overwatch players, lmao. 

-plus they say thank you every time i heal them.

-like…regular overwatch players don’t appreciate that kind of shit anymore.

-it’s nice to be appreciated, goddamnit. 

Why Jews rejected me, and Jesus.

You neither know me or anything.
God controls the world.

The Jews are like anyone else. Humans.

Also, I spent a lot of time in the orthodox community. I am Jewish by birth. They acted like they were the only people on earth with a soul. I literally had a rabbi in private tell me that. That Jews had more of a soul by nature than the rest of humanity. Don’t get me started on what they thought of Christians, and black people. They acted like God could only love Jews. They saw the world like everyone else was pigs. They wouldn’t even eat with me, because I didn’t eat Kosher too. I was reformed Jewish, before I saw Jesus. They rejected me, I was also half Italian. They called me a goy like an insult, many times from many different Jews. To them, there are Jews, and everyone else. I am FROM NEW YORK. THERE ARE MORE JEWS HERE THAN IN ISREAL. I would get shit from my Jewish boyfriends saying they wouldn’t marry me because I wasn’t a full Jew. I dumped them in tears. When I told a Jewish boyfriend that I loved Jesus, he broke up with me on the spot, and ridiculed me. I never was loved by my own community. They rejected me. Don’t give me your lies and think you have the truth. You don’t.

We are all sinners.
We are all sinners.
You break your laws.
You too are unclean.

I do not wish you any harm or evil. I wish for you to exist with us in peace and harmony and I would take a bullet for you if they tried to kill you. I am you. I am a Jew. I wish you would see that this world isn’t owned by you and for you. It’s God’s. It’s all God’s.
@jewishpolitics @theforgottenjew @angrybell @kugel-and-kombucha

anonymous asked:

I've been stalking you and what's the thing between 1D and van? lol

Louis complimented Catfish and Van tweeted back. It was a bit childish, but it wasn’t meant to be like… nasty, I don’t think. Then, because he’s Van and doesn’t think before he speaks and very much values hard work, he said more shit about them in a couple of interviews. NME wrote about it all - click here. I think it definitely got misinterpreted and blown out of proportion. Van doesn’t always articulate his thoughts well. I honestly think he just kind of means ‘look, you guys got handed your careers, and we worked hard for years and years, therefore maybe we deserve this a little more, but at the same time, good for you because I wish it were easy for me too, and I’m glad you like our band, good job lads’ type of thing. You know? There’s another article where you can see he doesn’t legit hate them or anything - click here. Van just likes to stir the pot.

ladygwen-moongoddess  asked:

Your blog is so relaxing. I always wish it was Autumn even now. Thank you for running this blog. You're the best. <3

I wish it were autumn already too. I’m excited for summer, but I know myself: I’ll be excited for a solid week, then it’ll get aggressively hot, leaving me feeling as though I’ve crawled into the depths of hell, and I’ll want fall so badly that I’ll come on here and drown my followers’ dashboards in fall pictures—ha! 

Thank you so much for the sweet message, lovely. I hope you have a fun weekend! 

anonymous asked:

People wishing they had athletic girlfriends or not but here I am wishing I even had the chance of a girlfriend lol

That too

anonymous asked:

What did you have for lunch?

*The camera blinked on, with a soft yet grating snoring being heard.*

Dallas: Oh, you had said you wanted the camera on, Elihu… *She tapped his shoulder softly.* Dr. Greenburg?? I got the camera set up for you like you’d asked! 

Eli: Huh? O-Oh…yeah…thanks dear. Did you talk to Caddy yet?

Dallas: Yes, sir. I told him what happened, and he sends his well wishes, and if he’s able, he’ll come by later today too!

Eli: Ah, bless that sweet man for helping me and everything…I don’t know how long I could’ve been like that…

Dallas: Well, that was certainly a good thing wasn’t it? Now, you do not need to get yourself worked up, okay? Keep it light on here. I will take away your camera if I hear you shouting in Yiddish or something like that, got it?

Eli: …..yes Mater. *He rolled his eyes as Dallas left the room.* Well, Shalom askers. Great to uh, see you all again, I guess? As for what I had for lunch yesterday?

Eli: I don’t remember, except for trying Caddy’s mock crab cake…because shortly after I was taken to the back, I kvetched in a bag from the increasing pain.

anonymous asked:

aWWE you are too sweet carol i cri ;-;💞💖💖💞 i hope your exams went well and if you still have exams,, i wish u the best!! u can do ittttt!!! here the exams are in a month lol so i still have time but im already v v v nervous!!!! and gOsh it was so hot today!!!! about 30°C!!!! so i wasn't able to concentrate on studying hehehe but i tried :((( aLSO AJSGAJSGS EXO?!?!?!?! BAEKHYUN MY LOVE SHOWED HIS ABS!!! I FAINTED JAGSAHSGA AND KAI DID TOO?????!!! *cries in puppy* ly carol💖💞💕 x ur pupp🐶

hello puppy!!! thank u v much for the encouragement - i only have 2 exams left and im v excited for them to be over!! and YES i am not a fan of hot weather. or cold weather. in fact all weather is terrible inside is where it’s at. anyway don’t worry it’s ok!! u have other days to study, so don’t stress out ✨  and uM I KNOW EXO RLY WANT ME DEAD SDDSDFS

Aries: Told You So

I know you like
When I admit that I was wrong and you were right
At least I try
To keep my cool when I’m thrown into a fire
And they go

I hate to say I told you so
But they love to say they told me so
I hate to say I told you so
They love to say they told me

Taurus: Hard Times

All that I want
Is to wake up fine
Tell me that I’m alright
That I ain’t gonna die
All that I want
Is a hole in the ground
You can tell me when it’s alright
For me to come out

Hard times
Gonna make you wonder why you even try
Hard times
Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
These lives
And I still don’t know how I even survive
Hard times

Gemini: 26

Hold onto hope if you got it
Don’t let it go for nobody
They say that dreaming is free
I wouldn’t care what it cost me

Reality will break your heart
Survival will not be the hardest part
It’s keeping all your hopes alive
All the rest of you has died
So let it break your heart

Cancer: Pool

I’m underwater
With no air in my lungs
My eyes are open
I’m done giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive
I’ll dive back in

As if the first blood didn’t thrill enough
I went further out to see what else was left of us
Never found the deep end of our little ocean
Drain the fantasy of you
Headfirst into shallow pools

Leo: Idle Worship

Oh, it’s such a long and awful lonely fall
Down from this pedestal that you keep putting me on
What if I fall on my face?
What if I make a mistake?
If it’s okay a little grace would be appreciated
Remember how we used to like ourselves?
What little light that’s left, we need to keep it sacred
I know that you’re afraid to let all the dark escape ya
But we could let the light illuminate these hopeless places

Just let me let you down

Hey, baby I’m not your superhuman
And if that’s what you want
I hate to let you down
I got your hopes up
Now I got you hoping
But I’m gonna be the one that let you down

Virgo: Forgiveness

Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
No, it’s not forgetting
No, I’ll never forget it, no

And you, you want forgiveness
(I can barely hang on to myself)
But I, I can’t give you that
(I can’t give you, I can’t give you that)
And you, you want forgiveness
(I’m afraid that I’ll have nothing left)
But I, I just can’t do it yet
(I can’t do, I just can’t do it yet)

Libra: Fake Happy

And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears
You think I’ll look alright with these mascara tears?
See I’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth
And if the lights are low they’ll never see me frown

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don’t ask me how I’ve been
Don’t make me play pretend
Oh no, oh oh what’s the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

Scorpio: Grudges

Time is a bastard I won’t break my neck to get around it
But aren’t we so brave to give up a fight
And let the years go by without us
‘Cause now I feel you by my side
And I don’t even care if it’s been a while
I can feel that we’ve changed and we’re better this way

Stop asking why
Why we had to waste so much time
Well, we just pick up, pick up and start again
'Cause we can’t keep holding on to grudges

Sagittarius: No Friend

Another thorny field to scatter fruitless seed,
Another song that runs too long god knows no one needs
More misguided ghosts, more transparent hands
To drop a nickel in our basket and we’ll do our riot!

Dance beneath another burning sky,
Behind our painted lips
In scores of catatonic smile-covered ankle-bitten ships
So throw your pedestal of stone in the forgetful sea
As protection from the paper-thin perfection
You project on me

Capricorn: Tell Me How

Think I’m tired of getting over it
Just starting something new again
I’m getting sick of the beginnings
And always coming to your defences
I guess it’s good to get it off my chest
I guess I can’t believe I haven’t yet
You know I got my own convictions
And they’re stronger than any addiction
But no one’s winning
You keep me up with your silence
Take me down with your quiet
Of all the weapons you fight with
Your silence is the most violent

Aquarius: Caught in the Middle

I can’t think of getting old
It only makes me want to die
And I can’t think of who I was
'Cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry
Can’t look back, can’t look too far ahead
I got the point, I got the message
I was dreaming life away
All the while just going blind
Can’t see the forest for the trees
Behind the lids of my own eyes
Nostalgia’s cool, but it won’t help me now
A dream is good, if you don’t wear it out
No, I don’t need no help
I can sabotage me by myself

Pisces: Rose-Colored Boy

Just let me cry a little bit longer
I ain’t gon’ smile if I don’t want to
Hey, man, we all can’t be like you
I wish we were all rose-colored too
My rose-colored boy

Leave me here a little bit longer
I think I wanna stay in the car
I don’t want anybody seeing me cry now
You say “We gotta look on the bright side”
I say “Well maybe if you wanna go blind”
You say my eyes are getting too dark now
But boy, you ain’t ever seen my mind


Happy 42nd birthday, Zach Braff!
April 6, 1975

I literally headcanon that when Marinette finds out that Chat is Adrien, she wears ladybug related stuff for Adrien to slowly piece the clues together to find out that she is actually Ladybug.

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anonymous asked:

First off, I'm a big fan of yours. Your text posts are PERFECTION SPACE MOM. Second, I sent a message to my crush about how I like him in a different language. And I promised to tell him on the last day of school what it meant in English when he's leaving. I thought you could make a text post of something Lance confessing to Keith in a different language ( cause I'm Klance trash ). Sorry to bother😅 just really wanted to ask. Hope you have a wonderful day !


secondly, i made a post similar to this a while back but i love this trope so much and couldn’t help myself so here we go!!

 translation: (to the best of my ability - please correct my spanish if anything is wrong ) 

“i’ve been thinking about you…”


“do you like me? i adore you…”


“i wish you were mine.”

“i’m sorry…”

“please ignore this”

~ and now because ur spacemom is a sappy piece of shit and couldn’t leave this open-ended~ 


keith: “You make me happy… I love you and I can’t live without you. :)”

lance: “i love you too!!! :)”

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A;N: Things and people you meet are not always what they seem. 

Pairing: StilesxReader

Author: thelittlestkitsune

Warnings: Smut. 18+ Explicit Content.

Word count: .9,612

Listen to me.

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Masterlist - Updated 30/4/17

Originally posted by sebastiansource

- read my masterlist here . Please come and let me know your favourites -


Training With Bucky - A series of connected one shots of what’s like to train with Bucky Barnes based off these headcanons here - Part 1

Ficmas - A series of christmas drabbles - Masterlist

Daddy Drabbles - A series of drabbles which detail the adventures of our favourite characters as fathers - Masterlist

100 Kinks - 100 kinky drabbles to celebrate Bucky’s 100th birthday (smut)

Front Line Love - Reader a nurse during WW2 finds herself at the same camp as Bucky. - Part 1, Part 2 (smut)

Riding in cars with boys - A smutty drabble series featuring all our favourite Sebastian Stan characters in cars, so come along for the ride. - Part 1: Carter

Bucky x Reader- Prompt drabbles

“I’m tired of being your secret”/“Sometimes, there is nothing better than some good old-fashioned, no string attached fucking” (SMUT)

“Will you just tell me the truth?”

“You don’t need to protect me”/“Didn’t realise I needed your permission”

“I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear.”

“I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”

Bucky + knives + dirty talk (SMUT)

Under the table at black tie gala (SMUT")

“It’s Christmas, don’t be mad at me.”

“Welcome to fatherhood”

“Stop being so cute”

“How is my wife more badass than me?”

“I’m not buying IKEA furniture again.”

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