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Thanks (for the anime) 2016.

Happy New Year!

Victuuri goes in the middle. Then there’s Boku no Hero Academia, where I can’t wait for TodoDeku arc season 2. And I stuck in akuatsu from BSD, and my faves from Kiznaiver even though I haven’t completed it ;;;; I cried a lot over Orange and Kimi no Na Wa…and re zero. Doukyuusei is good! It’s really gentle. And MP100. And D. Gray Man Hallow. And Servamp. There are so many more characters and anime I wish I could have included, but I only had so much time. So here you go, 2016 in anime.

Sad doesn’t begin to cover it. I’m empty. I’m shocked. I’m terrified. I’m horrified. I’m panicked. I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve cried in the last 12 hours. I’ve never experienced feeling like this. I’ve never been more in despair about voting. About my voice. About my choices as an American. I’ve lived in Manhattan all my life. I’m a New Yorker, by birth and by choice and I love my city with all my heart but I’ve never wanted to leave New York and this country more than I do today. I wish you guys had ridden the subway with me this morning and felt the absolute despair I felt. How I couldn’t look anywhere but the ground because if I looked at the faces of my fellow New Yorkers and citizens, I was going to burst into tears. I wish you guys had seen the rainbow of people I walked by on my way to work. And I wish you guys could know how utterly heartbroken I was watching every little girl, every child or person of color, that one woman proudly wearing her Hijab. I don’t know how to put on a face and be happy for my kids and pretend everything is ok. I’ve cried in front of them twice already. How do I tell the 3 year old who came into school yesterday over the moon because she went to vote with her mom that a man who has no respect for her and her life is now president of her country? 

Congrats America. You’ve elected a man with no morals, no heart and no political experience what so ever. He is the least qualified man who has ever been elected president. Over a woman with more experience than any previous president ever. I guess more of more of us are still living in the 1950′s than I thought. I can’t be a part of a country that is this morally corrupt. I can’t and I won’t. 

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know where to go. I just don’t know.  

Tagged by @phoenixyfriend

rules: copy/paste, replace answers and tag people

a - age: Old enough to know better

b - biggest fear: Drowning.

c - current time: 11:33 AM

d - drink you last had: Coffee

e - every day starts with: A morning jog and a hot shower

f - favourite song: Glitter & Gold by Barns Courtney

g - ghosts, are they real: More of me says yes than wants to say no

h - hometown: Worms

i - in love with: My wife

j - jealous of: Neil Gaiman’s talent

k - killed someone: Technically, I suppose so.

l - last time you cried: Watching Rogue One

n - number of siblings: 5 brothers (*sigh*)

o - one wish: To finally learn Saint-Saëns’s Allegro Appassionato

p - person you last called/texted: My elder brother Axel

q - questions you’re always asked: “Are you 16/17/18?”

r - reasons to smile: Sunshine, breezes on empty streets, clouds, cats, flowers, music, laughter, people. 

s - song last sang: A duet of I’m A Believer with my brother. 

t - time you woke up: 4:15-ish

u - underwear color: Light blue

v - vacation destination: Brazil

w - worst habit: alphabetization of everything

x - x-rays you’ve had: Wrists, ankles, shin, back, shoulders

y - your favourite food: Artichoke and green olive paella

z - zodiac sign: Pisces

Tagging @barricadeofnargles, @redhothollyberries, @tinytinyrobot, @hiruma-musouka


Thank you @soulless-blunder for tagging me. This was fun and new and that’s always welcome!
ABC’S of Me
A: age- 40
B: biggest fear- dying alone 
C: current time- 8:33 central time
D: last drink I had- NAked Mighty Mango juicie
E: start everyday with: COFFEE
F: favorite song: depends on my moods 
G: ghosts? Are they real? They most definitely are!! 
H: hometown: Springfield
I: in love with: someone very special 
J: jealous of: no one.. it’s not nice to be jealous of anyone
K: killed someone? Nope
L: last time I cried: the night before last 
M: middle name: Ann
N: number of siblings: 3
O: one wish: more time 
P: person last texted: my middle daughter 
Q: question(s) I’m always asked?- how do you stay so strong? 
R: reasons to smile: Being loved by someone that loves me for me 
S: song last sung- Breathe by Through Fire 
T: time awakened- 4:30am central time
U: underwear color- none 
V: vacation- the beach 
W: favorite weather - Spring .. not to cold and not to hot 
X: x-rays done- whole body LOL
Y: yummy dessert favorite- Coconut cream pie 
Z: zodiac- Aries
How about you!! I’d really like to see!! :
@hairlesschewbacca, @greeneyedlittleone, @msexplorer, @southern-fried-soul, @isotrip

@vero-chan tagged me in a thing! So now I’m gonna force you guys to learn random stuff about me! >:D

1. Are you named after someone?
Nope! Mom just thought Jocelyn was a pretty name

2, When’s the last time you cried?

Yesterday! Yaaay anxiety!! :D

3. Do you like your handwriting?
I think its fine, but the doctors I work with wish I would spend more time on it haha (in hindsight, if DOCTORS are telling me its bad, maybe its kinda bad…)

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tagged ♡

Tagged by @josai ♡ thank you so much, cj! ♡

A - Age: 20
B - Biggest fear: germs
C - Current time: time is just an illusion
D - Drink you last had: coke
E - Every day starts with: meditation + breakfast
F - Favourite song: spring day by bangtan ♡
G - Ghosts are they real: maybe…
I - In love with: jeon jungkook ♡
K - Killed someone: sshhhhh~~ v( ̄∇ ̄)
L - Last time you cried: last week
M - Middle name: none
N - Number of siblings: more than i could have asked for
O - One wish: financial + emotional stability
P - Person you last called/texted: my sis
Q - Question you are always asked: “where are you from?” *sigh*
R - Religion: Islam ♡
S - Song last sang: house of cards by bangtan
T - Time you woke up: 7 am
U - Underwear color: eh ఠ ͟ಠ
V - Vacation destination: japan 
W - Worst habit: major mood swings
X - X-Rays you’ve have: multiple
Y - Your favorite food: burger and/or shawarma
Z - Zodiac sign: capricorn

Tagging: @teaorlatte, @seaofvoicesinvoid, @iwaizumi, @oikawa,  @akaashvi, @oik-awas, @nonchalantnonsense, @dandelionmeadow, @dahliadenoire, @kagevama, @kuroko, @iwaizyumi ♡

Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, when you are done tag up to ten people and also tag the person who tagged you.

Tagged by:  @diamond-mod

tagging: idk everyone who wants to

A - Age: 22
B - Biggest fear: spiders
C - Current time: 11:13 am
D - Drink you last had: I don’t drink
E - Every day starts with: wanting to sleep some more
F - Favourite song: Firefly by Lindsey Stirling
G - Ghosts, are they real: yes
I - In love with: my girlfriend @amy-rebe-sparkle
K - Killed someone: does indirectly count?
L - Last time you cried: when my cat died
M - Middle name: None, since my parents couldn’t decide between Berta and Brigitte
N - Number of siblings: 0, and thank fuck for that
O - One wish: I wish I could life next to all my internet friends, and more importantly, my girlfriend<3
P - Person you last called/texted: my best friend, Julia
Q - Question you are always asked: what do your free requests cost?
R - Reasons to smile: people liking my art
S - Song last sang: idk, I don’t sing much
T - Time you woke up: around 10 am
U - Underwear colour: boring
V - Vacation destination: Italy
W - Worst habit: procrastination
X - X-Rays you’ve had: 3, or 4, idk
Y - Your favourite food: Sushi
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo

26 Questions

I was tagged yesterday by the lovely @i-want-to-be-wonderwoman and I am just now getting a chance to respond!

A. - Age: 43
B. - Biggest fear: Losing it all chasing this creative career dream
C. - Current time: 9:58AM
D. - Drink you last had: water
E. - Every day starts with: A glass of water
F. - Favorite fruit: Red Pears
G. - Ghosts, are they real: nope
H. - Hometown: Chicago but now live in the burbs
I. - In love with: Swimming of course!
J. - Jealous of: I am really not a jealous person.  I am more envious of people who are experts/skilled artists/craftsmen/women.
K. - Killed someone: no  
L. - Last time you cried: December
M. - Middle name: Raymond
N. - Number of siblings: 1
O. - One wish: I have been wishing for a hot tub for years - maybe one day I will make that wish come true!
P. - Person I last called/texted: Michelle
R. - Reason to smile: My dog Annie makes me smile all the time
S. - Song you last sang: Shovels and Dirt by The Strumbellas
T. - Time you woke up: 4:30am
U:  Underwear color: black
V: Vacation destination:
W. - Worst habit: Doubting myself/worrying
X. - X-rays you’ve had: Foot, Chest, Head/Sinus
Y. - Your favorite food: Pizza and Garlic Bread
Z. - Zodiac: Libra

Thank you to the lovely @rockstars-and-otherloves thank you so much! 😊💕
a - Age: 20
b - Biggest fear: probably clowns 
c - Current time: 10:40pm
d - Drink you last had: Sparkling water 
e - Every day starts with: music 
f - Favorite song: it’s always changing but right now it’s Ziggy Stardust - David Bowie 
g - Ghosts, are they real: I think so for sure 
h - Hometown: well I was born in st.pete florida but didn’t live there long so my more relatable home town is Atlanta 
i - In love with: someone I wish was in love with me back
j - Jealous of: Nothing really 
k - Killed someone: No 
l - Last time you cried: I don’t remember 
m - Middle name: Leigh 
n - Number of siblings: zero 
o - One wish: To be with the one I love 
p - Person you last called/texted: My best friend 
q - Questions you’re always asked: All sorts if questions about my hair 😂
s - Song last sang: Monica Lewinsky - G Eazy
t - Time you woke up: 6:15am
u - Underwear color: Black and pink 
v - Vacation destination: everywhere I want to travel the work 
w - Worst habit: I’m not really sure probably picking at my aims 
x - X-rays you’ve had: my knee 
y - Your favorite food: pizza!
z - Zodiac sign: Virgo
I tag @bexyfroosh @capricorn-sister @beautigrohl @dancing–on-glass @eddievedderswaves @ettaarlene @findmethroughthegrey @freakyfrusciante @hoe-strummer @holdmyhansolo @interpates @jimmypageshurdygurdy @magikofinsanity @one-bad-apple @punkpayton @rocknrollinmyveins @shoutwiththedevil @the-hairspray-queen @zoeyinchains

Tagged by @gipsyspirits​, thanks mate! C;

A - Age: 20

B - Biggest fear: Spiders

C - Current time: 19:24

D - Drink you last had: Honey tea with ginger

E - Every day starts with: me waking up and automatically looking at Tobi’s poster on my wall, lol

F - Favorite song: Atm Lady in black by Ken Hensley

G - Ghosts, are they real: Yep

H - Hometown: Kaunas, Lithuania

I - In love with: Tobi and Janick

J - Jealous of: everybody tbh, because everybody is more beautiful than I am

K - Killed someone: only bugs

L - Last time you cried: 4 days ago

M - Middle name: Elizabeth

N - Number of siblings: 1

O - One wish: Moving out of Lithuania and living somewhere in Bavaria

P - Person you last called/texted: best friend

Q - Questions you’re always asked: ‘Why you’re so weird?’; ‘Why you chose to be a metalhead?’; ‘Omg, you’re a fangirl?’ etc.

R - Reasons to smile: concerts/festivals, friends, good memories, music

S - Song last sang:  What else is there? by Röyksopp

T - Time you woke up: 8:20am

U - Underwear color: Red

V - Vacation destination: Europe

W - Worst habit: probably staying up late and then getting not enough sleep, lol

X - X-rays you’ve had: Everywhere

Y - Your favorite food: Pizza

Z - Zodiac sign: Libra

I’ll tag: @deadrock-n-rollsociety, @moonslices, @hobbitsmind, @petro96, @bruceedickinson, @damnedchild and @hietalice

Heyy, so I was tagged by the one and only @gipsyspirits 


A - Age: 20 and a bit more over half

B - Biggest fear:  FROGS.

C - Current time: 10:26pm

D - Drink you last had: Green tea ftw

E - Every day starts with: TEA

F - Favorite song: rn is Tonic- If you could only see

G - Ghosts, are they real: i guess

H - Hometown: Pascani, Romania

I - In love with: Mars ( his name and also the Mars bar xD)

J - Jealous of: people who get to spend time with him

K - Killed someone: nope

L - Last time you cried:2days ago

M - Middle name: Petronela -_____________-

N - Number of siblings: 0

O - One wish: having a truly home

P - Person you last called/texted: Mars

Q - Questions you’re always asked: - If I am Sweden/Dutch

R - Reasons to smile: little things, like puppies

S - Song last sang: idk

T - Time you woke up: 7:40am

U - Underwear color: Darkblue

V - Vacation destination: something with hiking

W - Worst habit: mood swings

X - X-rays you’ve had: chest part?

Y - Your favorite food: Spinach Lasagna

Z - Zodiac sign: GEMINI

i’ll tag @nmyiira  @elixmia @prideandperdition @asylumsammet @damnedchild @thethroneoffirenowbelongstome @war-of-the-metal-gods @my-sxe-world @skadi-och-skjoell @mathiasismywhore and anyone who wants to

I was tagged!

Tagged by @mintypear
rules: copy this into a new text post, replace my answers with yours and tag 10 people

A - age: 21

B - biggest fear: The deep ocean tbh

C - current time: 1:07 pm

D - drink you last had: Chocolate milk!

E - every day starts with: Wishing I had more time to sleep!

F - favorite song: Hmmmm… don’t really have a fave but Robbers by The 1975 has been stuck in my head lately

G - ghosts, are they real? Maybe? I go back and forth believing in ghosts and not

H - hometown: Mokena

I - in love with: My puppies!! I have 5! 

J - jealous of: Ummm? Can’t think of anything honestly 

K - killed someone: Haha, nooooooo

L - last time you cried: When I went to see A Dog’s Purpose with my friends. Too sad. 

M - middle name: Grace

N - number of siblings: 4

O - one wish: Tbh I just wish I had enough cash to not have to worry about it

P - person you last texted: The girlfriend ;)

Q - questions you’re always asked: “Pansexual?? So you mean bi??” 

R - reasons to smile: Did I mention I have 5 dogs? Also my friends are amazing

S - song last sang: On My Own from Les Mis lol

T - time you woke up: 8:30 today (I don’t have work today)

U - underwear color: Uh….. underwear?

V - vacation destination: I want to go so many places. Japan would be cool so I could visit the Pokémon Center :)

W - worst habit: I always turn of lights when I leave a room which is usually a good thing but I even do it when people are still in the room. Or at other people’s houses

X - x-rays you’ve ever had: One on my finger and one on my ankle

Y - your favourite food: any kind of pasta or just anything with a cheese/tomato/bread combo, Italian food is my weakness 

Z - zodiac sign: Libra

Now it’s your turn: (sorry if you’ve already been tagged x_x)

@matsuricrossing @evaskycrosses @pocket-crossing @mayor-of-dulcimer @picnic-crossing @mayor-moony @newhopecrossing @shuu-goo-crossing @peppy-villager @mayor-tamako