i wish i could stop but i can't

Tony Stark Headcannons

     Tony Stark can dance. Like really well. He has extremely vivid memories of Maria and Peggy teaching him to dance while he was still rather young, the two of them hoping to prepare him for the future where he would be expected to dance at charity galas and Howard’s parties. Tony absolutely despises the stuck up, slow dances that he had become accustomed to performing at those same events but came to really enjoy some of the other dances Peggy showed him for fun like the waltz or even the tango. None of his friends apart from Pepper and Rhodey know about the happiness he gets from those dances. Occansionally when Tony is feeling really down or anxious, Pepper will dance with him to calm him down a little. It usually works. 

     (Side Note: Peter Quill is specifically happy to find out that his new ‘friend’ enjoys dancing just as much as he does)

I feel so tired all the time but when I am in bed I can’t shut my eyes. I stare at the ceiling for so long and wonder why? God if you are out there, why won’t you reply?
Why I keep logging onto Tumblr to see what’s happening with One Direction
Signs as things said in my band class
  • Aries: if I could be a musician I wouldn't, but that's just because it's a fantasy. I would do it in real life.
  • Taurus: every time we stop playing music an instrument dies
  • Gemini: I was thinking so hard I forgot how to count
  • Cancer: you don't know music like I know music because I am music
  • Leo: haha, you thought I could play but in reality it's just my corpse doing all the work
  • Virgo: see I know what I'm doing but I don't in anyway know how to transfer my reading into noise
  • Libra: I wish I could be a perfect musician but I'm just a high school student who can't play an instrument
  • Scorpio: do you dare me to eat a piece of the reed? No I'll do it anyway, I'm hungry.
  • Sagittarius: you wish you were cool but nothing will be cooler than me and my sax
  • Capricorn: I just want to curl up under a chair, if you need me I'll be playing sad trombone tunes under here
  • Aquarius: you just have to feel the music, like get into it *hits head on a drum*
  • Pisces: sometimes I wish I could sleep in this class and feel the music

anonymous asked:

Hi! I can't believe that Ken immediately started kissing her back! He didn't hesitated and layed her down so he could be atop, like... how much he suppressed his feelings for her up until now? How much he actually wanted her? This chapter killed me, all the raw feelings OMG

When I saw he deepened the kiss I was honestly in shock, I wish you have seen my face, anon, it took me years to keep scrolling down and go to the next page because I couldn’t believe it. I WAS SO sure that he would stop her, or at least say “uhh, touka-chan,  i don’t think this is the moment..” or like “maybe we should find a different place? we are in the middle of an abandoned building and we are on the floor” but he didn’t even seem to care about that… I was even waiting for some kind of parallel between the first akiramon kiss when Amon stopped Akira… BUT NOPE. 

I think it’s a great way to express Kaneki’s feelings, we usually never know what he’s thinking or feeling, he’s kinda like a mystery to us sometimes, but the way he responded to her touches it definitely gives you an insight of his current feelings.. he never had a chance to answer her when she told him how she felt because Tsukiyama interrupted, but he was clearly surprised… to me, he was surprised to know that he wasn’t the only one who felt this way, so this scene (despite both trying to comfort each other due to their pain) i definitely feel like it’s an answer from him, i don’t think he would ever, ever, EVER have sex with Touka just for fun or to experience something new… she’s his friend, he respects her, i think there’s a limit between a friend and a girl you barely know or you have seen a few times, he would never have sex with her knowing the way she feels and if Kaneki himself wouldn’t feel anything at all, because he does. I truly believe he likes her, Haise made that very clear, and I think he’s having the opportunity to explore those repressed feelings. 

Ugh I miss the days when Mark and Jack were okay with making jokes about Septiplier, the fandom didn’t take it too seriously, and everyone was just having fun. Now the boys are always either saying “It’s dead” (which it pretty much is, to be fair) or shaming people who ever shipped it. And the fans… Well, I’ve seen 3 responses to that shaming:

1. Some people willingly dropped it, not wanting to go against their wishes. Unfortunately, most of those people disappeared from the fandoms entirely and aren’t even around to talk about videos with or anything anymore.
2. Some people feel sick and guilty for enjoying something that Mark and Jack themselves created, even if they never took it seriously and haven’t really shipped it in a long time.
3. Some people have created a total backlash, saying that the boys are wrong, that it’s real, sometimes threatening them or their girlfriends, and basically just pushing it harder than ever.

Basically, all three of the options suck and it makes me sad. I loved when they could joke about it and we could all just play around and regular hang-outs were a thing. Now the whole fandom is fractured, and I miss all the people who just disappeared into thin air, hate the people who are just enormous bitches to each other, to Mark and Jack, or to their girlfriends, and feel like a horrible fucking person for ever enjoying Septiplier. And the more they dig in the point that they don’t approve of it anymore, the shittier I feel, and I know plenty of other people who feel the same way. And the more they repeat that point, the more some people dig their heels in and push back harder. I just really hate it.


Brandon: Joel, if you had to have an animal that wasn’t like a traditional pet, what would it be?
Joel: I’m actually so glad you asked me this question.

a masterlist of prompts and sentence starters
  • ☂: our muses get caught in the rain outside without an umbrella
  • ★: our muses stargaze together
  • ✈: your muse is going away for a time and says goodbye to my muse or vice versa
  • ❤: one of our muses says the first "i love you" to the other
  • ✿: your muse asks my muse to dance with them or vice versa
  • ☤: my muse visits your muse at the hospital
  • ☢: your muse tells my muse that they need to break up
  • ☯: our muses have their first kiss
  • ❅: our muses have a snowball fight
  • ☠: my muse visits your muse's grave
  • ▲: how our muses first met
  • ➳: how one of our muses asked the other on a first date
  • ✌: our muses' wedding
  • ⌚: my muse proposes to your muse or vice versa
  • "Please don't leave me."
  • "I don't want to lose you, okay?"
  • "Because I love you!"
  • "And I thought I could trust you."
  • "I can't believe you forgot."
  • "What did you do this time?"
  • "We're going to get caught!"
  • "Kiss me."
  • "I'm sorry, I screwed up."
  • "I might be drunk."
  • "You look beautiful."
  • "That smirk is annoyingly hard to ignore."
  • "Stop staring at me!"
  • "Please go away, you can't see me like this."
  • "Come on, dance with me."
  • "I need you. I need us."
  • "You can't just lead me on like that!"
  • "I can't do this anymore."
  • "Oh, I'm nothing special."
  • "Just don't forget me, okay?"
  • "You have to let me go."
  • "We'll get through this together."
  • "You're not alone, you know."
  • "Shut up! I hate you!"
  • "I wish this could last forever."
  • "Maybe I was right in thinking that I should never have even fallen in love with you."
  • "What would the world be like without you?"
  • "Why do you like me so much?"
  • "Are you okay?"
  • "Shit, what did I do?"
  • [text]: Fuck you.
  • [text]: Where are you?
  • [text]: I'm sick.
  • [text]: I love you.
  • [text]: I wish I could be with you right now.
  • [text]: I'm at your door.
  • [text]: Is that all you care about?
  • [text]: Please stop talking about her/him.
  • [text]: Just come over, watch a movie, and cuddle with me.
  • [text]: Don't even start.
  • [text]: Is that all I am to you?
  • [text]: Help me.
  • [text]: Wait, what happened?
  • [text]: I can't go to sleep because you're on my mind.
  • [text]: I miss you.
  • [text]: Good night.
  • [text]: Stop leaving me voicemails, I'm not going to forgive you.
  • [text]: Tell me you didn't forget.
  • [text]: I've had such a bad day.
  • [text]: Don't talk to me ever again.
  • [text]: I have nothing if I don't have you.
  • [text]: After all we've been through, you can't leave me... please.
  • [text]: Breaking up over a text? You've stooped that low?
  • [text]: Can you stop ignoring me for a second?
  • [text]: Sometimes I worry that you won't know how much I love you.

Okay, but I saw Wonder Woman yesterday for the first time and I keep thinking about the development of Diana’s team of ragtag WWI misfits. I wish the Howling Commandos had gotten the same depth and attention in The First Avenger. The Howlies had a montage and a few very forgettable side scenes that were eclipsed by the larger story. Diana’s team all had very distinct, memorable personalities and they were all given at least one meaningful conversation with Diana to make their connection to her that much more personal and grounded and real. 

Seeing her with her team showed me we could have had so much more with Steve (Rogers) and his own band of misfits. 

Just imagine how much more personal it would have made Captain America’s bond with his team if we’d had: a campfire conversation where Gabe talked about how hard it was to give up his education to fight in the war (especially since he’d fought tooth and nail just to be able to take classes). Or Steve learning French (and explosives) from Dernier (sometimes at the same time, and sometimes with near-disastrous consequences (Hydra found them more than once due to accidental explosions)). What if Falsworth and Steve bantered back and forth about their taste in art (Van Gogh is the only one they both agree is any good)? Or what if Dum-Dum cooked them all something awful and Steve tried to choke it down for the sake of morale (only to find out Dum-Dum knew it was bad and just wanted to see how far Steve would go)? What if Steve found out Morita had family back at home who were in internment camps (also known as the night Steve almost called off the assault on Hydra to go back home and tear down the US internment camps with his bare hands (that’s also when he starts to realize the government of the good ol’ US of A can’t always be trusted)? Imagine if we saw the team relieved to find out Bucky was still alive after Zola took him away in Azzano—and imagine if we saw them grieving with Steve after Bucky’s fall from the train. 

Wonder Woman showed us you don’t need much—just a brief exchange here and there. A spark, a glimpse, a suggestion. If Captain America had that depth of connection to his first team, imagine how much more powerful it would be seeing him having to adapt to a new team in the future. Maybe it would be difficult for him, or maybe it would explain why Steve is actually so good at falling into a leadership position with the Avengers. We’d have seen how capable he is at uniting his first team.

I don’t know. In either case, I can’t stop thinking about what we missed. 

anonymous asked:

have you ever thought of drawing some surfer clexa au? maybe with lexa as a surfer, I don't know i love surf even if I can't do it, it always fascinated me, i wish I could learn. I read some fics about it in the past but now i can't remember it

I could absolutely see lexa as a surfer! (I could see Lexa in any sort of athletic thing tbh)

Originally posted by starvedcreativity

oh! or or or Clarke as a surfer and Lexa as the strict no-nonsense lifeguard at the beach that gets flustered whenever Clarke passes by with her board and offers her a wave and a smile that has Lexa’s face going red and Shut up, Anya, stop laughing. I’m just overheated from the sun!

I can’t un-think about you. I can’t un-feel your touch. I can’t un-hear all the words. Unsay all the things that used to mean so much. I wish I could un-remember everything my hearts been through. I’m finding out it’s impossible to do. I can’t un-love you.
Fall Out Boy inspired Sentence Starters
  • 1: "I'm gonna make it bend and break."
  • 2: "And I want these words to make things right."
  • 3: "Who does he think he is?"
  • 4: "Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great."
  • 5: "Been looking forward to the future."
  • 6: "They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers."
  • 7: "I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood."
  • 8: "But you will remember me."
  • 9: "And just one mistake is all it will take."
  • 10: "We'll go down in history."
  • 11: "No, it's nothing wrong with me."
  • 12: "I never meant for you to fix yourself."
  • 13: "I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name."
  • 14: "We've been here forever."
  • 15: "I could scream forever."
  • 16: "Am I more than you bargained for yet?"
  • 17: "Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him/her/them?"
  • 18: "I'm just a notch in your bedpost."
  • 19: "Be careful making wishes in the dark."
  • 20: "I'm just dreaming of tearing you apart."
  • 21: "You’re the antidote to everything except for me."
  • 22: "Burn everything you love, then burn the ashes."
  • 23: "In the end everything collides."
  • 24: "They say we are what we are, but we don't have to be."
  • 25: "I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way."
the signs as mean girls quotes
  • Aries: Your mom's chest hair!
  • Taurus: That is the ugliest f-ing skirt I've ever seen.
  • Gemini: If you're from Africa, why are you white?
  • Cancer: Boo, you whore!
  • Leo: That is so fetch!
  • Virgo: Janis, I cannot stop this car. I have a curfew.
  • Libra: Get in loser, we're going shopping.
  • Scorpio: That's why her hair is so big, it's full of secrets.
  • Sagittarius: I gave him everything... I was half a virgin when I met him!
  • Capricorn: On Wednesdays we wear pink!
  • Aquarius: I CAN'T GO TO TACO BELL, I'M ON AN ALL-CARB DIET. God, Karen, you are SO stupid!
  • Pisces: I wish we could all get along like we used to in middle school... I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy...

anonymous asked:

(1/3) ALLY!! Okay, i wanna write down a list of things that i really like about you just cuz. 1) your hair, it's such a soft brown and your highlights bring compliment it so well, 2) your eyes, they're the prettiest shape and they're so warm, 3) your smile, which is brighter than my ideal future, 4) your height, which is so petite and melts my heart, 5) your accent, which reminds me of home, 6) the way you draw eyes, which is just so unique to me, 7) the red tones of your art ofc

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anonymous asked:

I don't see a reason to keep on living, everything is pointless. I'm so empty but my heart aches, i can't take it

i’m sorry it’s been like this for you. i know no words i’m going to say are going to make the pain stop. i wish i could give you something that made the heaviness go away. i only have words though so the only thing i can do is say with honesty, you deserve a life you want to live. you deserve to get better. to recover. to have softer days. i’m not saying there’s a way to make the bad days stop completely but there’s a chance at more light. i want you to reach out and talk to someone because you really do matter. i hope these words don’t feel empty to you. i hope you don’t think that they’re coming from a faraway place from someone who doesn’t care. because i really do care and i want you to find a peace that outlasts the darkness. i hope you find it someday. remember that healing is a process and it’s okay to take baby steps. i’m sending all my love, always.

Dwight & Sherry and Daryl & Carol

A topic that’s being discussed on TSDF and which I wanted to gather all the “evidence” together and put it in once place here. 

So, since the spoilers for Always Accountable came out I have been saying that it was significant that Daryl would be the one to tangle with Dwight & Sherry - specifically the fact he meets them as a couple (rather than just Dwight alone).  

In that episode we are shown them as a couple, they dynamic and that while Dwight seems bad he’s essentially a “good” man who has never killed and just wants to help his wife (and her sister).

I believe from this point Gimple wanted to parallel Daryl & Carol’s relationship with Dwight & Sherry’s.

  • Starting with Always Accountable, we have the whole episode taking place in the “burnt forest” (Carol’s exact description in Twice as Far). We know - and the commentary for Same Boat specifically mentions - that fire is Carol’s symbol. She’s associated with it, and particularly in relation to her relationship with Daryl (see all of Consumed). We have Daryl’s statement “we ain’t ashes” - and here he is with a couple in a place that is all ashes.
  • And this is the episode and the location where Gimple himself insisted a Cherokee Rose make an appearance - in the burnt forest with Dwight & Sherry, a symbol of Daryl’s relationship with Carol.
  • In Twice as Far, both of Daryl and Carol’s scenes are about Dwight, about Daryl not killing Dwight.
  • Dwight has taken Daryl’s vest and bike and crossbow and has become some twisted version of Daryl, as Negan’s right-hand man (where Daryl is RIck’s)

In season 7, we see the situation Dwight & Sherry are now in - Sherry has given herself to Negan as a wife, in order to save Dwight’s life. Both are miserable, but feel it’s better to live like this, apart, than lose each other completely. 

  • In the stairwell scene in Twice as Far, we see Carol and Daryl sharing a smoke. Carol has the cigarettes, Daryl asks for one, lights it and they have a brief uncomfortable talk about the way things are.
  • In The Cell, we see Dwight and Sherry share a smoke on some stairs. Again, the woman has the cigarettes, he asks for one and lights it then they have an uncomfortable talk about the way things are.

Also in seasons 7, we know The Well and The Cell are “twinned” episodes, showing us where Carol and Daryl are. 

In The Well, Gimple uses Don’t Think Twice (it’s Alright) as a song in the ep, with lyrics that give us insight into why Carol has left the ASZ (and wants to leave the Kingdom too), and a large part of that reason is Daryl - foreshadowing her saying “I couldn’t lose you” to Daryl in New Best Friends.

Well it ain’t no use to sit and wonder why, babe
Ifin’ you don’t know by now
An’ it ain’t no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It’ll never do some how
When your rooster crows at the break a dawn
Look out your window and I’ll be gone
You’re the reason I’m trav'lin’ on
Don’t think twice, it’s all right

And it ain’t no use in a-turnin’ on your light, babe
The light I never knowed
An’ it ain’t no use in turnin’ on your light, babe
I’m on the dark side of the road
But I wish there was somethin’ you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin’ anyway
But don’t think twice, it’s all rightNo it ain’t no use in callin’ out my name, gal
Like you never done before
And it ain’t no use in callin’ out my name, gal
I can't…

Then we have The Cell, where the piece of music used JUST after Dwight compares himself to Daryl (specifically bringing him back to the vents in the “burnt forest”) we hear Crying by Roy Orbison:

I was all right for a while, I could smile for a while
But I saw you last night, you held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say “Hello”
Aw you wished me well, you couldn’t tell

That I’d been crying over you, crying over you

Then you said “so long”. left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying, crying crying
It’s hard to understand but the touch of your hand
Can start me cryingI thought that I was over you but it’s true, so true
I love you even more than I did before but darling what can I do
For you don’t love me and I’ll always be

Crying over you, crying over you
Yes, now you’re gone and from this moment on
I’ll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah crying, crying, over you

Now, those lyrics at the time are clearly meant to make us think about Dwight and Sherry, but it’s also clear now we know the events of New best Friends that these lyrics describe EXACTLY the Daryl and Carol portion of the episode. 

So once again the music is about Carol and Daryl, their relationship and foreshadowing future events, but more than that it strongly emphasises this parallel with Dwight and Sherry.

Here we have two couples, where the woman has put herself someplace “away” from the guy because she doesn’t want to lose him- explicitly said on the show. The guy is crying because he’s trying to put on a brave face, but seeing her and not being with her breaks his heart. So instead he goes out there and does what he can to win the war so she can be free.

thenkas to @zedwordjen @justyouanmee adn @ravenesque2 whose posts contributed largely to this!