Just a little bit of your heart
Y/N Styles (A. Grande)
Note: I wrote this bsm a long
(and i mean looooong :p) time ago but i don’t know how i forgot it till i found it back this
week when i wrote another BSM! So enjoy and sorry for any typos..
It was your first British Award show, walking on the red carpet taking some pictures with other famous people. Your album stood under the category British Album of the Year but so were your brothers band, Ed Sheeran, Sam Smith, etc. Your negative side told you repeatedly that it wasn’t possible to win but hoping couldn’t hurt. ‘Y/n it’s your time’ your manager Jenny stood next to you ‘Now? Aw but Ed is singing!’ you pouted a little, she rolled her eyes playfully at you. ‘Yes, sweetheart now.. you see every show of him so it’s not something new!’ you shrugged but followed her towards the backstage. ‘Here’s your dressing room, everything you need is in there and if you need help just call okay?’ you nod short and walked inside. You hate being alone, everybody knew it but that’s a sad part of being a Solo artist. Luckily there was still Ed (Sheeran) to make you smile and having a little fun on the tour, yes you’re his opening act. Slowly you started dress yourself out, you switched your short red dress for a “long” black one (see picture). Admiring yourself in the mirror you smiled, hopefully you can hold these one. Walking outside the dressing room you let someone finishing your make up and hair. ‘Wow, Y/n you look amazing!’ a familiar voice said behind you ‘Do you think? I love my outfit but Harry is here and if he sees this-‘ Ed hugged you. ‘Hey! If he dares to say something bad, call me and I talk with him ok?’ Carefully you hugged him back ‘Thanks! And Ed..’ you let go of him and started to play nervous with your hands. ‘I don’t know if I said this or not but you’re an amazing friend, singer, musician and so much more you’re like my second brother! I’m really happy that Harry introduced me to you, you’re the best!’ shy you looked up at him. He smiled and hugged you again ‘You’re such a cutie !’ you laughed and pushed him playfully ‘I’m not cute remember?’ he thought back at the past few months and shook his head. ‘Yeah okay maybe sometimes’ you two laughed but shut up when you heard your manager yell. ‘Y/N STAGE NOW! WHERE WERE YOU?’ you shrugged to Ed ‘Need to go! Wish me luck!?’ he shook his head ‘NO YOU NOT NEED IT!’ while walking faster in those deadly heels you heard Jenny still complaining about you. ‘And now… we all know who’s our next star.. She’s beautiful, smart, funny and kind..’ Ant stops with speaking ‘Her last name is Styles.. no we’re not talking about Harry, shtt.. girls’ Dec joked what made you laugh ‘Dec c’mon they know that Harry is sitting there!’ Ant pointed towards your brother, you and thousandth others saw him waving on the big screen, what made the public cheer. ‘Okay, okay that’s enough! Now give a loud applause Fooooooor Y/N STYLESSSSSS!’ With a loud applause you walked towards your microphone and waved shy towards the crowd. The music started and you concentrated yourself “I don’t ever ask you where you’ve been, And I don’t feel the need to know who you’re with, I can’t even think straight, but I can tell, That you were just with her, And I’ll still be a fool, I’m a fool for you” You sang every emotion you had out of your body. A different voice interrupted your performance but you smiled while you saw your brother walking on stage with a microphone “I know I’m not your only, But at least I’m one” he stood next to you and pushed your microphone because you stopped with singing without knowing. ‘A little love, Is better than none” He let you sing the highest note, what you did successfully! After the song finished, you almost jumped in his arms but with your dress was it impossible. ‘Thank you!’ you whispered in his ear. When you pulled back you heard all the screaming people, applause and whistling. You covered you mouth with your hand while your eyes were watering a little. ‘Can I have a moment please?’ Harry quiet the arena ‘Thank you, so where do I need to start?’ you took the microphone out his hands ‘Take a seat.. he’s going to tell a story… you know what happens when-‘ he took the microphone back out your hands. ‘Thank you Y/n!’ the people were laughing ‘So I was going to start with how amazing singer you’re Y/n, you always wanted this since you were little. I can hear her still say ‘Hazza, I’m going to be a pop star, a lot bigger than you and the boys.’ Your cheeks turned red ‘And see where you’re standing girl! You did this alone! Mom dad, Gemma and me are so proud and I believe all your friends, family, fans are too! So what I want to tell you Y/n is that this award for Best British Album Of The year is for you!’ He said it so normal that you only believe him when Ant&Dec walk on the stage with the awards in their hand. Tears of happiness rolled down your cheeks while your hands covered again your mouth. You couldn’t believe this! YOU WON? After another two minutes you spoke your “speech” ‘………And lastly , I want to thank my brother. Without him I didn’t had such an amazing song! Everyone know he wrote the song I just performed and it’s also my favorite song on my album! I know about what this song goes and every time I sing it, I try to understand and feel which emotion he had then. Harry you’re the best brother a sister could wish! but you’re not only the best but also an amazing person, thank you for everything, Haz!’ a few tears rolled also off his cheeks while you both hugged each other. The applause didn’t stopped till you were away ‘STYLES AND STYLES! YOU TWO ARE THE CURLY CUTIES!’ You laughed when Ed yelled in your ear ‘Do you still think i’m save with him’ you asked Harry what made him laugh again.