i wish i could get a pic with her :((

Season 2 Klance and Shallura Analysis

Alrighty so this is another one of those voltron prediction/theory/rant its basically an analysis of some parts of season 2 not all bc that would take me forever but just a few key parts (aka the key to my heart Klance okay bye). So grab a drink because this is an essay folks that I spent way too much time on than I should have. Let’s begin shall(ura) we? (I hate myself)

So I’m gonna start with a very good and very platonic (in my opinion) relationship, which is K//allura. Okay okay, they have so much potential to be bffs its exciting.

First off, I took the whole Galra Keith and Allura tension as a message the creators wanted to convey to the viewers about judging someone merely by their race. Honestly I really love it when tv shows, especially kids shows, integrate bigger ideas like racism into their stories. Its subtle yet satisfying and I really really appreciated this particular scene with Keith and Allura.

Allura is describing her hatred for the Galra which is basically her hatred toward a part of Keith that he can’t even control. He never chose to be Galra, it’s just in his blood. And obviously that hurts him because its a part of who he is:((

Like ugh this is so sweet guys. So as you know from the title of this, I don’t ship K//allura at all, but this scene was very special to me in a much different way than how I feel from a romantic interaction. Like this is a genuine moment between two characters that are haunted by the same group, the Galra. Keith is part Galra, he has a part of the enemy inside of him which is probably causing inner turmoil maybe even self-hatred within him. And Allura as we know hates the Galra for killing her entire civilization. These two have a deep character development from this scene alone. We see that Allura has matured from being bitter toward Keith for being Galra to understanding that a person should not be judged by their blood but who they truly are. Also we see that Keith has accepted the fact that yes he may have a part of the enemy within him, but that does not mean he has to be anything like them. He is also pretty stand-off ish and doesn’t like opening up necessarily. He’d much rather keep to himself (other than Shiro), but he is finally opening up to someone else as well. He forgives Allura immediately despite how offensive her bias opinion was towards him. I just love Keith. 

So these two are super close now or should be? Which is pretty awesome considering… Keith is super close to Shiro too. SO now he’s close to both Shiro and Allura who are both, might I remind you all, much older than would be appropriate for him to have a romantic relationship with. Anywho, this reeks of space parents and an angsty teen.

Which then leads to Shallura and why I believe it is pointing toward canon woot woot love these goobers. Alright so I’m solely focusing on a few scenes in particular where my heart was pounding and my eyes watering and I was clutching my heart while screaming at my computer screen. The feels man the feels. 

I just about swooned at this. Like these underrated moments are what really get me. Like I love the whole Shiro taking Allura’s hand and telling his wife to get some rest, that got me feeling some sort of way. But this scene guys. In the heat of battle, Shiro is concerned for Allura. He’s basically saying “I wish I could be there to take care of her but Coran you have to do it for me.” I cannot guys I cannot.

She could’ve called for anyone else. Was it Keith? NOPE IT WAS SHIRO, PEOPLE!!

Never forget honestly. This is the face of a broken man. I have never seen Shiro more distressed and this pic doesn’t do it justice but when you watch this scene his eyes are glistening like he’s about to cry. The calm, collected leader Shiro is on the verge of tears? omg I can’t. 

Honestly this is my weakness. When a character gets hurt and another character goes ballistic and rages. Like Shiro is so determined to kick ass in this scene and avenge Allura. End me. 

For Shallura, they both have an understanding that they need each other. They are each other’s support especially considering they both are the leaders and are the older ones of the group. They help bear each other’s responsibility which is much different than Klance’s dynamic. For Klance it is much more playful and focused on chemistry. And also because they are younger it is much more naive and afraid. Both Keith and Lance obviously care for each other but they try not to show it especially when the other is present. They are self-conscious and afraid of what the other will think, that the other doesn’t feel the same way. Shiro and Allura, however, both know that they care for each other and they aren’t afraid to express it through calling each other’s name during battle and other small gestures like that.

Which I forgot to mention that everyone is freaking out over a simple hug between Allura and Keith but like have you noticed that both Klance and Shallura have not had a proper hug yet? Ummmm is this a slow burn fic or… Seriously tho, I’ve watched plenty of shows and animes (I’m shameless) to know that usually the canon couple does not have that special hugging and seal-the-deal scenes quite so early in the series because all the anticipation builds up until the perfect scene is created. I swear a tender Klance and Shallura moment is coming I swear. 

Which then leads to my mains, Klance. I just have to admit that one of the many reasons I love these two is because of the fact that Keith and Lance are like my fav characters of all time. And I can relate to both of them at the same time idk. Anyway, back to what’s important: evidence of canon.

So… Do I really need to show these? Like these scenes do not need further analysis it just reeks of dorks-in-love-who-don’t-know-they’re-in-love-with-each-other-and-who-don’t-know-that-the-other-is-in-love-with-them. Man I love Klance. 

So instead let’s over-analyze a few other scenes…

“Babe I thought you would have my back.”

“First you forget the bonding moment now this.”

Look this one is a stretch lol but just look at Keith’s face. When you watch this scene, Keith goes from his signature annoyed and irritated look to a betrayed and frustrated look. Maybe that’s just me, but aside from that, he doesn’t necessarily look pissed off, his face changes from his usual pissy look to something much different. Obviously what Lance says does calm him down enough not to yell back at him, but he also looks frustrated because no one understand him or his secret about his past with the Blade of Mamora and all that good junk at this point. I think it is especially bothering him that he can’t just upfront say what he is hiding, and instead he knows he is looking like a fool in front of them (and especially Lance). 

Body language is important. Keith turns around as not to face them, I think he is hurt because obviously this whole situation is important to him but not even Lance seems to understand him. And I seriously think Keith and Lance have like this weird mutual understanding usually. Like ya they fight I get that, but usually they kinda get what the other is trying to get at I feel, idk maybe thats just me. 

Let’s take a moment to appreciate how blue Lance’s eyes are in this… I love my son…

So like if you look closely at this scene you notice that when Lance is making eye contact with Keith, Keith has his typical “I hate you Lance but really I don’t but I’m gonna pretend like I do” face. But right when Lance looks away Keith actually looks sad and kinda hurt. Out of everyone, he hates that Lance is the one revealing his flaws, and even he knows its true. Lance stop insulting your husband. He’s actually sensitive about what you think of him:(((

Uhhh lowkey I think Keith is just as insecure as Lance is, but he just doesn’t show it… Oh the Klangst!

And another thing we get to see in Season 2 is that Lance is showing ALOT of concern of Keith’s wellbeing which is pretty big if you ask me because season 1 was basically Pining!Keith worried about his boyf. Now we get to see some worried Lance.

Honestly, like I mentioned before, the creators are going for a slow burn. And both Shallura and Klance definitely have their little hints and subtle moments that are very easily missed. But that’s the point. If it’s too obvious then the ending won’t be as powerful, the couples won’t be as special. Also, the development of both of these couples is going slow but very well thought out and I actually appreciate it a lot. I know for a fact K//allura won’t be canon because their interaction is too straight-up(lol) for it to be canon. It could be said as “predictable” but idk I just get a total brotp vibe from them nothing more, plus if they were hinting at canon for them, they wouldn’t have them hug so soon. Also their reactions and facial expressions toward the hugs and touches would be very different. It wasn’t tender like the Bonding Moment™ or the Shallura hand grab™. Facial expressions and reactions are key! Keith looked indifferent when Allura fell into his arms and their hug was sweet yes but it wasn’t hesitant and nervous like a couple who just discovered their feelings for one another would react. It was a hug between two people who recognize their bond. It was a strong bond yes, between two lovers? no I don’t think so. Allura, herself even confirmed how she now viewed the paladins as her family and it just felt to much like a familial bond I couldn’t see anything more to it. If Kallura was to be canon they would have more subtle moments than in-your-face big moments. Little details in the way Keith or Allura would look, or in the background they would be gazing at each other (*cough* like Keith does to Lance *cough*) It’s the little things that count, remember that.

The only ship I was concerned that would be canon was Sh//eith, because they have an obvious bond that is much different than everyone else. But ever since the “Shiro, you’re a bro to me” happened, it basically killed any chance of it happening. Which in my opinion is much better because Klance and Shallura have so much potential and their stories can expand and be written so well. As it is, the creators are doing a really good job at unraveling their stories slowly but just enough as to give the viewers hope which is the goal usually for tv shows. They try to make the shippers suffer sometimes *sigh*. 

Anywho, if you read up to this point thanks for listening to me rambling about space parents and space ranger partners lol! I loved season 2 because it revealed a lot about Keith not only through the obvious backstories and blade of mamora stuff but also through his interactions. And yes Keith is my fav lol. Anyways, I am 99.9% sure Klance and Shallura are gonna be canon but by no means am I saying you shouldn’t ship what you want. You do you, folks. Ship on and enjoy the show!

Okay, so here’s a recollection of the best day of my fandom life? #ECCC

I’m usually just here to make short, dumb, spazzy comments, so bear with me, because this will probably be long. However, I’ll try not to be too repetitive and remember the interesting parts. ;) Apologies if the pics are effing huge. I don’t do this posting thing - ever. hahah

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Accidentally My Ass - Part 2

Part two of Accidentally My Ass, requested by @kmomof4 looks at things from Killian’s point of view on their first date after the “Original Swan-Jones Merger” Thanks for the prompt mama!! Rated M. Part one of this story was inspired by this post and prompt from @xemmaloveskillianx This chapter is unbeta’d. Also on ao3 and ffnet  

Killian looked into the mirror again, straightened his tie, and checked the buttons on his jacket once more. His brother and friends always gave him shit about the amount of time he spent primping. It wasn’t that he was vain, but who didn’t want to look their best? Especially for a night out with Emma Swan. He looked himself up and down as the blonde goddess passed through his mind. “This is all wrong, mate,” he mumbled to himself, then proceeded to strip down to his boxer briefs and find a new ensemble for the evening. Good thing he’d given himself two hours when he’d started his preening. Looking at his phone he saw that he had exactly forty-five minutes left to finish and get to Emma’s doorstep.  

From the moment Killian had seen Emma Swan he’d wanted her body, from the moment he’d met her, he’d wanted more. He’d pled with Liam, to add a stipulation to the upcoming merger. He even enlisted his brother’s wife, Elsa, to convince Liam to implement this new stipulation… Killilan would be brought on to the merged team as part of the business contract for a time no less than six months.

Checking himself one last time, and deciding he now looked devilishly handsome, he grabbed his wallet and keys and headed out the door. He wondered what deliciousness she would be wearing tonight, thinking back on that sinful red dress.

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Heya guys! So next reblog is an artist who wishes to draw a little fan-comic of [my] Morticia’s past with her old Rick! Now, once you see the username I know red flags are gonna be going up everywhere. I went like 

when I first saw the username myself lol. Anyways, @rickxmortyforever was so kind to message me and ask if they could make a comic for Morticia’s life before her current Rick! Now let’s get things straight here, I don’t do ships. Yeah, Yeah, I’ve drawn a romantic pic for Breezy and Robin or like, done two or three of Jessica and Morty but I’m NOT active about shipping. ((In fact the “romantic” pictures I’ve drawn are neither sexual and/or are [foreseen] to be canon. ie Breezy and Robin are real people. And are dating.)) Cause I find romance to be the biggest pain in the ass lol. Just as Rick said “ Rise above. Focus on Science”. 

*cough* ANYWAYS, I’m here to just reassure that this comic will not be romantic in any way, shape or form. Their username does make you go “!!!” but I’ve checked with them and they said that it will not be. They know when to lay the anchor and when to let the sail go. So its totally cool with me that they make a fancomic! And I’m totally cool with you guys if you make some thing on your own accord. But if its shipping, like I’m not trying to sound mean but I’ll pass lol. And if you make your own Morticia, yo dawg, good on you! I hover in the Morticia Smith tag so I see all the Morticia!

For a safe way to look through their comics that they draw, I’m going to put a “MASTER POST HERE” of them! Please check them out! Good stuff. c: ((Also English is their second language so sometimes the words might be a bit mixed)).

Rick and Mermaid Morty (Funny)

Evil Grown up Morty & Doofus Tiny Rick (Sad? Kinda… mean? lol idk)

Rick who makes up a zillion Pocket Mortys names (Funny, sweet)

Morty playing a modified Roy Game (Sad, Suicide TW)

Rick’s Eyebrow is a Caterpillar (Funny)

What if Morty stayed in Cronenberg Universe (Sad/Gore)

Cool Poster for a Comic (I just liked this a lot okay lol)

Rick and Morty in Hoodies (Funny)

Rick watching a VR of his “Fake Family” (Sad)

Doofus Rick and Morty chill for a day (Sweet, Wise advice about Rick(?))

And if you want to see the other things, just scroll. You do what you want. And now, how did I find all these pieces? Well you see. I’ve learned this awesome technique called “Passing over things I don’t like” lol.

Also I know all of you nerds should be adults. You watch Rick and Morty and read the weird adult jokes I make in Morticia’s stories! I had Rick make a freakin’ penis with his name yesterday. You should all be responsible enough!


So I know this woman who pushes the boundaries of narcissism so far that the condition should probably be re-named after her instead of some allegorical Greek dude.

Which is apparently her goal, because yesterday, a mutual friend of ours got a photo. Photo taken at an event, showing both of them. Photo he looks nice on.

And he cropped it to show his face and chest, and used it as his profile pic on facebook.

To which she replied, “why did you remove me from the photo?!”

I wish I could make myself believe she was joking.

Spread open for you baby to suck my clit and eat my sweet little pussy. Please post some more sexy wet juicy pussy pics for me. I loved them and got me all wet

Wow this lady is hot. Her pussy look open and ready for me to start sucking on her clit until she cums all over my face. I wish I could get a couple pictures of her with a better camera though. She’s so fucking hot I want to see every detail 😘😘😜👅👅

Sketches from between finals, finally posting these up. Also finally getting use from my tan tone sketchbook paper. Sole Survivor is my lovely Arianna Sun who went back to her maiden name after the intro.

Bottom pic is her graduation photo. I been imagining how Hancock first finds out about her prewar life (he’d heard about her being frozen already but not much else), and while they’re staying in Sanctuary he starts snooping around the houses out of boredom and finds it. Man there are times I wish I could write

A Disturbing Day

I’m almost at a loss for words after the troll action today on IG. Almost but not quite. 😜It’s very disturbing to see these trolls in action. Seeing their accounts get deleted, seeing them create new accounts and escalate their harassment and then see them attacking those who are reporting them. They are harder to eliminate than a nest of snakes.

One of them appeared to create a new account, post 3 hateful comments then deleted her own account. The comments were there but the account was closed. Another posted a death wish this evening. I (and others) reported her and she is gone now.

The data lounge sock puppet reappeared under a new but similar name and spewed the same tired, old lies.

Marina617 went to her Twitter account asking for help reporting the person who has been actively calling her out on IG and was probably instrumental in getting her account closed. I mean if IG agreed her account was bullying how could they call the person who reported her a bully? She’s the lovely person who has had more than one con pic taken with Sam. SMH over that one. I don’t know how someone can be a Sam super fan and ridicule his girlfriend like she does.

Kim denying she is OL2013 takes the cake. Maybe she has her different accounts so compartmentalized in her mind that she forgot. Did she really think her name is Shipper McShipperson at that moment in time? It doesn’t matter because all her various accounts add up to an obsession with Sam and as she says in her bio she’ll ship it no matter what. She doesn’t have to spread the lie that Sam and Cait got married in Dec ‘15 to keep shipping however. That was done to provoke and she typed that comment with glee. What a sicko.

Another lovely account that has since been taken down called MM a whore and said her job for Sam involved performing a sex act on him. Another said neither Sam nor Mac were good enough for Cait 🙄and that Sam was a loser dating a loser! (She spelled it “looser”) It makes me laugh out loud to type that because it’s so childish and ridiculous. Is she proud of being a fan of a loser? I wish I had that pic of Sam at Baftas Scotland in 2015 when he didn’t win and had a photo taken with his hand making an L on his forehead!

Then there are the comments and posts accusing NSTs of being the hateful ones! JHRC is that one rich! Do any NSTs have IG accounts mocking anyone or shippers? Of course not. I blog about the hate accounts because they can’t be allowed to bully Mac with impunity. I call out Tumblr posts that spread misinformation but that is usually when an anon brings it to my attentions. I try to leave them alone.

I report the abusive comments on IG. It’s OK to police my own fandom. I’m not reporting shippers for shipping. I’m reporting and calling out the bullies and the liars. I’m not reporting anyone to MPC unless they make a specific MPC rule violation. So far I haven’t seen any and I hope other people leave MPC alone. The actors’ charities can’t scrutinize each donation, they are just happy to get the money to help children and others with cancer. WCC, WCCUSA, Bloodwise and MPC need to be left alone.

I consider myself a middling Outlander fan. I only have my personal IG and Twitter accounts and they don’t have anything Outlander in their names. I had my Twitter long before Outlander the tv show. I haven’t had my pic taken with Sam at a con and probably never will - that’s just not me. If I saw him on the street I would say hello but probably would not ask for a pic unless it was outside the stage door at a theatre where he was appearing. I’m currently reading a book that is not Outlander (I’ve read all 8 books plus the side books multiple times) and I have no trips to Scotland planned - not even the MPC Gathering even though I am a member. Events like that are just too big and cumbersome for me - too many people.

I say this because I understand many fans have a lot more emotionally invested in Sam and Cait and the show and books than I do and for much longer. Maybe they have too much invested if they can get so upset over Sam dating someone who is not Cait.

If Mac posting a photo that proves she is in SA sets you off so much that you have to rant about it on her account rather than on a closed FB group or Tumblr group then just maybe you are over invested.

If you have sock puppet accounts to enable you to troll you may be over invested.

If you get your jollies manipulating Mac’s IG posts in order to ridicule and bully her maybe you are over invested in Sam, Cait and/or Outlander and it’s time to find some balance in your life.

Silo 7/19/17

have i talked about Silo on here before? i probably have but i don’t think i have given a true description of him so here we go

SILO! is a big thoughtform. pretty much a beefcake, but like…huge. he has skin about the shade of mine, but with a more orange undertone. i forgot to give him a shirt when i made him so he’s also shirtless around my space lol rip. i probably could make him a shirt but I’m in a lull right now sooooooo yknow! lol

hes really strong and huge and great and good for protection and fighting! if we go by this pic,

im the SMA of the army i have in my space and Silo and As are CSMs (As really wanted to be in charge, so her wish is my command). 

Silo started getting a little rowdy at one point bc he had nothing to do, but i found out he likes painting and gardening and is really good with animals. SO! i’m making him hyena pals when i get out of my lull and its gonna be great. he’s gonna be so happy. 

heck yea


belated bday draw for @jiving !! (aka an excuse to draw one of my fav ocs in the world, tanya <33) + process pics

and i say this all the time, but if you aren’t already following her then you gotta follow jasmen bc she has been my art inspo since i was like??? 12?? i just love her colors and faces and shading and characters and everything. also not a day goes by that i don’t wish i could draw hair like jasmen… i could probably go on but then we’ll be getting into “i still cant believe senpai noticed me” territory so instead i’ll end with HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY!!!!

@stephanemiroux asked if I was happy with Treesa. Well, I’ll tell ya: 

  • If taken back in time, I may in fact have just taken pics of the one I bought for Niko and waited til she was on sale to get my own. 
  • I kinda wish she had been one of the things Mattel said they were gonna send for me to review (remember that email we got like, 2 years ago? yeah still waiting on those toys to review. Still… waiting….

I like her. I feel like she could’ve used a little of the GDC’s touch. I suppose I’m ok with her. 

Had a bunch of fun today, it was super busy tho! Went to World of Coca Cola and IKEA and took a bunch of cool pics but the Internet was fucking horrible and wouldn’t let me post anything, maybe I’ll try when I get home tomorrow

Idina Menzel was amazing, she has such an incredible voice and puts on a really great show. Also I am crushing really hard on one of her background singers, a gorgeous curvy black woman with amazing hair and the most rich soulful voice I’ve ever heard and damn she can dance too. Wish I could hear better when she called out her name

ak-is-satan  asked:

Hi~♡♡♡ I just wanted to request - tis the season - a fall scenario for the members + V? It can be lil fics or hc's, whatever inspires you. Thanks~! ( ^ • ^ ) ~♡

a/n fall is here!! (i’m late) lolol but this was kinda vague so i did a different hc for each person and someone also requested coffee hcs with jaehee so waBAM two birds in one stone - pps i was listening to this playlist while writing this so u should too! (thanks @radicalhoodie))


    • ❝ dawnfall mornings❞
  • waking up really late together in bed with snack crumbs on the bed because you tow were in  bed last night gaming together before you fell asleep mid fight on his shoulder
  • yoosung got super soft and ended up killing himself in the game because he wanted you to get the winning point
  • you wake up and feel the fall breeze coming in through the window so you get up and put on his jumper
  • its not too oversized since he’s tiny too
  • peeking over at his sleeping face
  • god he looks so angelic
  • you see ur winning point on the screen and you smile
  • the boy is too damn precious so you go over to make breakfast
  • he must’ve slept much later than you because he’s still sleeping when your done >;(( get more rest sungie
  • but the smell of pancakes in the morning wakes him up and he looks super cute with messy hair and rubbing his eyes
  • loveable smile plastered on his face
  • pancakes and tiny mc?? 
  • wow.. how did i get so lucky.. she’s. so. cute. ugh  
  • pulls you back into bed and crushes you into a bear hug and he’s a light shade of rose pink
  • makes you sit inbetween his legs and he feeds you as well as himself ofc
  • both spend the day under the covers like small kids playing ds games and LOLOL
  • insists you wear bear onesies and take 1000 selfies together
  • constant temple kisses and shy loving glances at you and protectively envelops you in his arms so you’re never cold ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
  • protect yoosung x mc PLEASE


    • ❝one night: fall shopping ❞ 
  • you’ve been convinced by mr one and only that you need a completely new house makeover because its fall
  • its really chilly and you both wrap yourselves up so you look like hedgehogs and he can’t help himself from kissing ur squishy cheeks
  • coat paws
  • you go at night to avoid being spotted fans hand in hand
  • onwards to ikea!!
  • buying hot chocolate and picking out different pieces of furniture around ikea and the store is empty 
  • testing out the beds out by jumping up and down before running away from security guards
  • lots of fall selfies in the mirrors making funny poses and they’re the cutest thing eVER
  • puffy cheek selfies, him squishing ur cheeks with one hand, you drinking coffee candid and him kissing your cheek
  • calls you sweet cheeks because your cheeks are tinted pink as you’ve slightly warmed up in the cold environment
  • picks you up and puts you inside a big trolley and runs around with you
  • uh oh
  • zen spills his hot chocolate on isle 4 and oh crap run
  • you’re both doubling over laughing and he can’t push the cart anymore and somehow you’re both on the floor 
  • sore cheeks at the memory of the security guard’s face as its you guys again
  • he stops laughing and looks at you adoringly before pulling you in for an eskimo kiss then pecks your lips
  • both stare at each other for a while because jesus christ how cliche are we
  • break into giggles again because
  • god damn how are we adults again?
  • who knows?
  • leave hand in hand to try find another ikea that might let you in


    • ❝one afternoon: fall colds❞
  • big dummy catches a cold and you force him to stay in bed because stop! working!
  • tries to refuse but you reassure him that jaehee will reschedule meetings and extend his deadlines please relax baby!!
  • sick jumin = fluffy jumin
  • his voice changes from husky to a cute mess and so does HE
  • he’s wearing a t shirt and sweatpants and his hair is flopped over his face with his specs 
  • and he has a red nose
  • i told you he becomes fluffy
  • when you tell him you’re going to make him a soup that your mum made for you when you were sick he sheepishly smiles and his heart swells up 
  • “thank you i appreciate princess”
  • no jumin its f- wait did you agree? huh..
  • you set about making the soup and he can hear you humming from the nearby smaller kitchen and he falls asleep with a silly smile because mc’s voice is angelic i’m blessed!
  • when you come back to see jumin sleeping you put the soup down and stroke his hair because sigh he’s so adorable :(((
  • you’re about to leave but he mumbles for you to stay and hell yeah you don’t need to tell me twice
  • he refuses to let him feed him but after sneezing while trying to eat the soup he lets you because ouch its hot :c
  • his heart hurts and its not the cold as you spoon him
  • stares at you because no one’s ever showed him this amount of love 
  • ❝ i wish i could just give you the world.. ❞
  • you catch him staring and you blush and he tilts your face up
  • I would kiss you but I don’t want to get you si-
  • you just kiss him anyway because who cares anymore at least you’d be fluffy together
  • you both sneeze right after the kiss and just chuckle
  • zen in the background: serves u well for all those cat pics that got me sneezing >:)))


    • ❝several evenings: fall coffee❞
  • you both live for coffee in the evenings!
  • you pick her up after work and take her to a coffee shop every weekday because she’s always worn out
  • her neat bun has fallen out of place and strands of hair cover her eyes and jesus thank you amen
  • you insist she wears a sweater under her coat and she doesn’t fight you because she really loves your sweaters
  • they smell like you
  • you’ve memorised her order and like jumin she’s amazed because wow, how a cute human being care about me
  • when you turn back with both your order she thanks you and with her sweater paws picks up her caramel macchiato 
  • candid photo op!! and she gets a shock every time 
  • she smiles from ear to ear at your lame joke but covers her smile with her hands too late as you snap a picture
  • BAM! theres your new lockscreen
  • she gets red and puts her head on the table because oh god
  • listens to you talk while drinking her coffee and the foam somehow gets on the corner of her lip
  • she doesn’t realise until you wipe it off with your thumb
  • never gets used to pda heavy sigh and she tells you that she was just about to wipe it off ‘herself
  • ok sure
  • as it gets darker you have your coffee to go and you walk home through the park and your hand makes it to hers
  • she hesitates before slipping her hand into yours because no one can see you guys under the dimly lit lamps shes shy remember
  • you’re rambling but the only thing she can think of is how much she’s changed since being around you with a silly smile on her face
  • ❝ i wish they knew how much they mean to me…  ❞


    • ❝late night adventures: fall leaves❞
  • both of you have been so focused on work that you’ve barely seen each other or joked about even though he’s in the next room
  • one night as he’s about to sleep he sees you with your head in your hands revising with messy hair and his sweater
  • he’s convinced this is the best you’ve ever looked but why are you frowning no smile please!
  • he swiftly takes your hand and takes you outside
  • ???
  • he climbs over the closed off park fence and jesus we could get arrested but he just shrugs
  • he interlocks your hands together and tells you to just rant
  • you stare at him because damn he knows you so well and you just ramble about everything and anything and he has the other hand in his pocket silently listening 
  • feeling guilty you nudge at him to start ranting and he hesitates before spilling his worries
  • it ends up silent as you walk along the park path as you both process your thoughts before he breaks out into a run
  • oh fgs i thought he was going to be normal this evening
  • he ends up in a leaf pit throwing around leaves into the air like a child his laughter filling the air
  • smiling to yourself you run in next to him and join in throwing and kicking leaves around and all your worries from before have been forgotten
  • he giggles to himself at the fact that you’re enjoying yourself 
  •  she loves me despite who I am and my past… do i deserve this?
  • he’s cut off by the patter of rain and your squealing
  • instinctively pulling you in, he covers you and him both with his coat as you both start running back home
  • reaching the door he glances at you once before before staring at your lips and places his lips on yours before pulling away slightly red
  • uh sorry, i’ve always wanted to kiss you in the rain
  • you pull him back in because shut up u bean ur face matches your hair


  • ❝noon: fall pictures❞
  • you trail along with him to the forest because v taking photos is something that made you feel giddy
  • following behind him kicking leaves as he’s looking for a spot to take pictures
  • when he finds a position he takes out his camera and smiles at you before turning to face the orange trees
  • you sit on a log because you’re a lazy person and you’re already tired i really have to start running or something
  • he gets frustrated because fuck nothing is looking right and turns to see you examining a leaf looking adorable
  • he smiles to himself before snapping a photo
  • ..perfect
  • the snap of a camera startles you because I don’t look good on camera no no no!
  • when you cover your eyes out of embarrassment he squats down to your height before giving you a reassuring smile
  • hey you, you’re beautiful… how many times do I have to tell you?
  • his encouraging words help you to relax as you explore the woods and he takes candid photos of you
  • every one is perfect to him 
  • by the end of the session he smiles to himself and pulls you to him kissing the top of your head
  • you sneak out your mobile and snap a photo of him and he chuckles to himself thinking damn how innocent can a person be
  • but suddenly you jump up on to his back and snap a quick selfie on his back
  • you’re both mid laughter and his eyes are wide in shock
  • you travel straight to the shop to get the photos printed and create a fall photobook
  • and the cover of the photobook is that silly selfie you took together and it’s the best picture he’s ever seen

how soft is this

anonymous asked:

Do you think the MCU is homophobic??

In short: yes. 

I think the MCU also has a problem with the way it represents women and other non-queer minority groups but at least those people are starting to be represented on screen. In the movies, queer characters are pretty much unofficially “banned” thanks to censorship in Russia and China and other big players in cinema that Disney get a lot of money out of. But even outside of the movies, such as in the TV shows where they could plausibly have queer superheroes and characters, the MCU is littered with microaggressions, exploitation and queer-baiting of queer characters. 

Think about Jessica Jones. I was initially very excited when I saw set pics of the show and the possibility of a wlw relationship. Then I watched the show and it was basically a train-wreck when it came to the queer characters. One queer woman is cheating on her wife (who she wishes to divorce) with a younger woman. I would normally be okay with this kind of thing if this wasn’t THE FIRST LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP IN THE MCU. LIKE, IMMEDIATELY IMPLYING THAT QUEER PEOPLE CHEAT ON EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT IN “””TRUE”””” RELATIONSHIPS. People have tried to play the realism card but really. By the end of the season, one queer woman is dead, the other is sitting on a murder charge and the pivotal queer woman of the show turns out to be an absolute shit-bag. Even the way the dead queer woman, Wendy, is killed is unnecessarily brutal compared to other deaths in the show. A straight guy, Reuben, is killed off-screen (admittedly his body is left in the protagonist’s bed, but still) whereas Wendy has her head smashed into the side of a glass table and is left dying with her eye twitching. Again, using the MCU’s favorite trope of killing off their gays without any real character development.

Then there’s Agents of Shield and the three queer characters we’ve seen on that show, two of which you would have only known were queer if you read the comics. There is Isabelle Hartley, who is killed in the same episode she’s introduced in, and then there is the tragedy of Victoria Hand. AoS could have worked some real magic with a queer woman in a position of power like Victoria Hand. Instead she is murdered by Ward, who is generally woobified by the fandom. Finally, there is Joey Gutierrez, who I actually have some hope for. Admittedly I have stopped watching AoS because the writing got bad imo but from what I can gather from what people have told me, Joey only really exists in a team capacity or when he’s protecting or helping Daisy (i.e. making the straight heroes look good and progressive) plus the fact he is OUTED by Bobbi who has been snooping around in his personal life. UGHHH.

Honestly the only good thing that Marvel has arguably done for queer people is Deadpool but that’s Fox, not the MCU, and Wade’s sexuality has yet to be fully explored only alluded to (here’s for hoping in the sequels!!!) And I literally hate whatever comes out about queer people from the mouth of Kevin “there will be a gay superhero in the MCU within ten years” Fiege and all of the shitty loose promises Marvel have been giving to us to avoid confronting the fact they are being homophobic. Or worse queer-baiting. Looking at you Sam L Jackson. Now all we have to go on is loose rumours, like people saying Marvel would want to make Punisher bisexual if he landed his own show, but even that could be problematic if handled by the wrong people considering how violent that character is. UGH UGH UGHHHHHHHHHHH.

avatartagg  asked:

I was wondering if you were planning on/ had done a tutorial for Pearl's spear. I'm planning on cosplaying her but am not sure what materials to use to get a good curve on the spiral part.

OH man you’re not the first to ask and I was so surprised by the positive feedback on it and the amount of people who asked me at the con how I made it and sent me an ask haha!

I wish I could make a tutorial with detailed pictures and all but I didn’t take too many pics of how I made it and next time making it I’m planning on making it out of Apoxy resin.

At first I had no idea how to approach the spear until I found this video tutorial on crystalgemcosplay :


It helped me get an idea how I’ll make it (Especially for the head) although I thought making it out of paper will look too flat so I made everything out of craft foam. I taped it to the broomstick I already covered in gesso to see how it’d look.

Here’s a few WIP pics, sorry I don’t have many to show you:

After I saw it sat and looked good, I cut the edges of the spiral carefully to even it out and started to glue everything with an UHU transparent glue and a tiny bit of hot glue from inside of the spiral, but please be careful using hot glue as it can give you burns and also melt the craft foam!!

I cover it all with gesso (I mixed my gesso with the paint because I forgot to buy white paint haha whoops I guess it worked?) coated it once, waited for it to dry and coated it twice more.

When the gesso dries the coated craft foam becomes stiff, so don’t go bending any of it because IT WILL CRACK and you’ll have to coat it again. 

Here’s a pic after I coated it twice before I coated it with a mixed gesso (ft. Fishbones in the background)

Before painting I used sandpaper to carefully smooth the edges where the craft foam connects to the broomstick and where the head connects to the spiral. Then I painted the areas I had left (edges of the spear, the broomstick etc.)

It’s fairly easier than you’d think, I hope I helped somehow! Have fun cosplaying!! B)))


I realized I never posted pics. (I’m sorry!!!) But this is what I currently have bought from @bekkathyst and I love every single piece. Wish I could get more from her today!!! (Will legit be on an airplane soon lol) Best of luck with the sales! Can’t wait to get more :333

2nd pic is a gift from Rebekka. Thank you so much! (ily!!!) not sure what the stones are tho

3rd pic gift for grandma. (Necklace by Rebekka and earrings by me) 4th pic is me (my face) and a piece by Rebekka that made into a choker. I love your work. Keep up the beautiful work! Can’t wait to see what else you create!!!

One time I was at food lifeline and the coordinator was getting to know the volunteers and there was this one white mom and her son and the guy was like “and what’s ur name?” to the son and the kids just goes “cilantro” and the guy turns to the mom “oh why did u name him that?” And she gives him this big smile and says “because cilantro is my favorite hhhherb” and if that’s not upper middle class suburban white culture I don’t know what is

harbour lights

Peyton can’t help the glow that covers her when she enter’s Liv’s apartment the next morning. Her friend is putting on coffee and Peyton is taking up her favourite stool at the counter. “There’s just something about him…I wish I could describe it.” 

“Big dick?” Liv offers with a laugh.

“Well, yeah, but it’s not just that.” Coming over, Peyton pulls out her phone and shows her the pic she snapped just before he left. They’re both smiling and look messy but happy. Liv, however, does not. 

“Are you kidding me?” Her friends eyes flash dangerously. “He’s the one who turned me! That bastard is a murderer and a fucking menace. He’s using you to get to me and I swear I’m gonna kill him!”

Something inside of her feels like it’s collapsed. She thinks it’s her heart but is too hurt to tell. Liv rants but it sounds like white noise as she tries to make sense of it all. It was just a lie. There was nothing different about it for him, she was just a body attached to a person he wanted to hurt. She was nothing to him and the thought shouldn’t make her as sick as it does. Her friends arms wrap around her and Peyton holds on tight. “I’m sorry, Peyton…”

“It’s fine,” her voice shakes, “better to know sooner rather than later.”

“Do you wanna stay here tonight? We can have a proper girls night with Zombie High and crappy netflix movies.”

“No. I just want-” A fucking time machine. “I think I want to be alone tonight. Major and Ravi are gonna be out at some nerd convention so I’ll have the house to myself.” She loves Liv, but can’t help but feel a touch of resentment that she’s partially why this has been ruined. It’s illogical, but it’s there. 

“O-Okay…” Liv lets go with one last squeeze and Peyton’s out the door. 

Instead of getting ready for a date when she gets home, she changes into her favourite shorts and most cozy pairs of socks before stealing Major’s ice cream from the freezer and making a pity fort on the couch out of blankets. In all the chaos she completely forgets to text Blaine and tell him that it’s off.