#transformationtuesday here on the left is me suffering form multiple disorders from restricting myself, over exercising, binging, purging, depression, to mental health that had just gone to shit. All I wanted was to be skinny and no matter how skinny I was It still wasn’t enough. I was wrapped up with this idea that I was worthless, ugly, and a disappointment if I couldn’t live up to society’s expectations. I constantly compared myself to others just wishing I could look and be like them. I would physically harm myself because I hated myself so much that I felt like I needed to be punished. On the right is me now! I eat what I want when I want it. I practice self love everyday and finally feel good and confident in my own skin. I go to the gym and lift heavy weights because that’s what I’m passionate about, but if I’m tried or just don’t feel up to going I simply don’t go and I don’t get stressed out about it like I use to. I try my very best not to compare myself to others, but with social media it can be very challenging at times. I battle my demons everyday and recovery is mentally exhausting and so not easy, but it’s worth it to me because it makes me stronger. My past, my scars, my bruises, and my imperfections make me who I am today and these things are what make me feel beautiful🐣
Hiiii! Good luck on your blog! May I request a sfw scenario about Jushiro finding out that it was his s/o that was once his secret admirer and left him love letters? And they're super embarrassed about it because they're not seen as the lovey-dovey type?