i wish i bought two

Lee Jeno || Charm Bracelets & Pink Perfume

Originally posted by neotechs

Idol: Jeno (NCT)

Genre: Fluff

Summary: In which Jeno doesn’t know what to buy Y/N for Valentine’s Day, until he stops by some cute stores in the mall

Requested by @jeno-xoxo, Jeno’s wifey <3

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[Jeno’s POV]

February 13th. Exactly one day before Valentine’s Day. And I still don’t know what to buy Y/N.

“Ughh” I groan, slouching down on the chair in my dorm room. I chew on my fingernails nervously, thinking hard and deep about what to buy for my beautiful girlfriend for tomorrow.

Everyone told me that flowers and chocolate would be enough. But me? Nope, flowers and chocolate will definitely NOT be enough. I want to give her something much more than that. But what?

I sat in my computer chair in thought, tapping my fingers on the desk lightly as a bunch of different ideas popped inside of my head.

As I was thinking, I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket. I pulled out my phone and check the caller ID. I widen my eyes and feel my heart beat fast. It’s Y/N.

I don’t know if I should answer her or not? Well of course I should, she’s my girlfriend.

But ugh, what if she asks me about Valentine’s Day and if I bought her something? She’ll most likely freak out when she finds out that I didn’t even buy her anything. God, I’m doomed.

I hesitantly answer the phone, holding it close to my ear. “Hello?”

“Jeno!” And there’s the sweet voice that I love to hear everyday. Her voice is so sweet and soft and adorable, I just love it??? I get emo every time I hear it, like seriously, her voice and her in general is so beautiful and perfect, I wanna die.

“Y/N! How are you, princess?” I say into the phone.

I could practically feel her blush across the phone. “I’m good, my prince. How about you?”

I bite my lip. Should I truly tell her how I am and tell her that I’m literally freaking out about what to buy her for the special day tomorrow and that I’m seriously the worst boyfriend in the whole history of boyfriends and she doesn’t deserve me and she deserves to be with someone that’ll give her everything in the whole wide world and will make her happy instead of being with a lame joke like me?

I decide to lie, though. “I-I’m good.” I clear my throat. “So… Valentine’s day is tomorrow…”

“Oh! Yeah, it is! I can’t wait to give you the gift that I just bought for you~”

I gulp, my cheeks turning hot and red. Oh god, she bought me a gift and I didn’t even buy her anything. I’m the literal worst.

“O-oh! W-well, I can’t wait to see your gift, babe! A-and you’ll love mine, also!” I cleared my throat, hoping that my stuttering didn’t sound too obvious.

“Yeah! And Jeno, are you okay? You keep stuttering.”

Too late.

“Yeah, I’m okay, Y/N! Don’t worry about me~”

“O-okay. Well, I’ll see you tomorrow then! Love you~”

“I love you too, princess. MUAH!” I sent a kiss through the phone, making her giggle. After we say our goodbyes, I hang up. I slouch down on my chair, slapping my forehead.

“God, I need to think of something to buy her.” I say. I check the time on my watch. It’s only 2:35 P.M. I still have a lot of time to go to the store and buy her at least something. I sit up and walk to my closet, finding my black hoodie and jeans. I take them out of the closet and put them on, before grabbing my car keys and walking out the door.

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I walked inside of the mall, looking around and trying to find a decent store that Y/N would usually shop at. I continued walking around the mall, looking at all of the different stores but couldn’t find a nice one.

Until I stopped right in front of Victoria’s Secret.

‘Y/N usually comes in here when we have mall dates. This would be a perfect place to buy her something!’ I think before walking into the store.

My eyes trailed off to all the lingerie and bikinis. I could feel my cheeks growing hot and my heart pumping faster. My eyes stopped at a blue bikini. “Oh my gosh, Y/N would look so cute- NO JENO!” I slapped my cheek, which made some people walking past me stare at me with a weird look. ‘Don’t think like that, you idiot.’

I shake those thoughts off and continue roaming around the store, trying to find something nice to buy for Y/N. I need to buy something that is just as perfect as her.

I keep walking around until the perfume section catches my eye. The smell of cotton candy and cherry blossoms fills my nose, making me sigh in ecstasy. “Y/N would definitely love the smell of these.” I say, holding up a small bottle of pink perfume. I spray it in the air, sniffing it. “Ah, it smells like doughnuts! I’m definitely buying this for her.”

I put the pink perfume inside my shopping bag and continue looking around the whole store. I stop by a shelf full of pretty charm bracelets. I look at all of them, until my eye stops at a cute light blue bracelet with a heart carved inside of the steel part of the bracelet. “This would look so nice on Y/N.” I said to myself. I put on a wide smile before carrying the shopping bag to the lady at the front desk. 

“Would this be all for you, sir?” The lady asks me. I nod my head, smiling at her. She scans the items and puts them into a little bag.

“These are lovely items. Your girlfriend will definitely love these.” The lady told me, a grin plastered on her face as she hands me the little bag.

I could feel myself blushing, thinking of how happy Y/N will be when she sees what I’m giving her. “Th-thank you, miss.”

“No problem, kid.”

I wave goodbye to her as I walk out the door. I take out the items that I bought for Y/N and take another look at them. I smile to myself. “Y/N will love these.”

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Today is Valentine’s Day, and it’s currently 5:55 P.M. Y/N will be coming over for our Valentine’s Day dinner in 5 minutes and oh my gosh, I’m so nervous to see her.

I’m wearing a black vest with khakis and I doubt I’ll look as good as Y/N. She’s so gorgeous and I can’t wait to see her and see what she’ll be wearing tonight.

I look in the mirror and fix my hair, wanting to look as good as possible for Y/N. I grab the gifts that I’m giving to her from the drawer. I put it in a nice red box for her to open.

I check my watch. Oh god, it’s 5:59 already. I quickly comb my hair and fix my vest before the doorbell rings. 

“You got this, Jeno.” I say to myself in the mirror before walking quickly to the front door and opening it, revealing a beautiful Y/N wearing a beautiful blue dress.

My jaw drops as Y/N stands in front of me. SHE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD. 

“Hey, Jeno.” Y/N says.

I continue staring at her, looking her up and down. She looks so gorgeous, I wanna die.

“Jeno?” She waves her arm up and down, making me blink out of my trance.

“O-oh, Y/N! C-come in.” I clear my throat, stepping aside so she can come in. She walks in and looks around my house. I offer to take off her coat for her. 

“Dinner will be ready in a second.” I say, before rushing to the kitchen and checking up on dinner, which is pizza and macaroni. I check on the pizza in the oven. It’s almost ready. I check on the macaroni and it’s not done just yet, so dinner will probably have to wait another 20 minutes, how great.

Y/N walks into the kitchen, holding a small bag, and sits down on one of the kitchen chairs. “So, Jeno, are you ready to see what my gift for you is?” She asks me excitedly, a huge smile spread across her face. My heart melts at her smile. Her smile is so beautiful and everything about her just screams P E R F E C T.

“Yes! But I need to get my gift for you, too. Be right back.” I tell her before running off to my room and grabbing the box that has her gifts in it and rush back to the kitchen.

She hands me her gift and tells me to open it. I open it and I can’t believe what’s inside. 

“YOU GOT ME THE IPHONE 7???” I scream out loud. She smiles and says yes. I feel like dying liKE HOW CAN SHE SPEND SO MUCH MONEY ON ME? SHE DIDN’T NEED TO, OH MY GOD.

“THANK YOU SO MUCH, PRINCESS. I LOVE IT!” I bring her into a tight hug and peck her lips. 

“It’s no problem, Jeno. You deserve it.”

I feel like crying. She’s so sweet and nice and overall perfect, I don’t deserve her. Now my gift compared to hers is just a joke and now I’m having huge doubts.

“Do you still want to see your gift? I mean.. it’s not as amazing as yours. It’s not even close to being decent-”

“Jeno, I don’t care what you give me. I don’t even care if you buy me anything at all. I didn’t want this Valentine’s Day to be about gifts. I just wanted to spend this day with you and only you.” She intertwines her fingers with mine and kisses my cheek. I blush, wanting to just die at how amazing and wonderful Y/N is.

“O-okay. Well, here you go.” I hand her the small red box. She takes it and opens it up. Her eyes widen and I swear it looks like she’s about to freak.

“JENO, OH MY GOSH, I LOVE IT!” She takes out the charm bracelet and puts it on her wrist. She takes out the pink doughnut perfume and smells it. “I LOVE IT SO MUCH, THANK YOU!” She brings me into another hug, but this time tighter.

I laugh and hug her back, wrapping my arms around her waist and keeping her close against me. “It’s no problem, princess. I just wish I bought you more than these two things, but it was last minute and-”

“Jeno, I already told you. I don’t care what you give me. I don’t even care if it’s last minute. I love it and I love you for buying me these.” She kisses my forehead. I could feel my heart beat picking up its pace.

“I love you too, Y/N.” I tell her. We both smile at each other before I pull her into a kiss. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization. It was nice and slow, just how I like it.

We broke the kiss, and I pulled her into my chest, leaning my chin against her head.

“Are we going to stay like this forever or are we going to eat dinner?” She asks me.

“Let’s just stay like this a little bit longer.”

I got some really cool doll heads in the mail today. They were maybe $2 each? They were from aliexpress and I really like them.

The nose sculpt is really nice, and the lips are kind of thin and simple but I think I can still work with them.

They also have eyes set in them as you can see, which is really cool. I think it would be really easy to open up the head at the back and put my own eyes in them if I wanted to.

Of course, the heads only have hair plugs around the hairline, the rest is bald, but if you keep them in their original hairstyles it’s really hard to notice.

I wish I had gotten a few more now (only bought two) because I want to do a couple where I make my eyes for them, and make wigs, but I also like their default eyes and hairstyles… Oh well.

I bought two or three more dolls with similar faces but just painted on eyes, so I can do a more “traditional” faceup, so I’ll see what those dolls are like before I order more of these.

anonymous asked:

i only think ootw and style from 1989 is about Harry? like i don't get how other songs could be about him, could you please explain :)

First off, like I said, in 2014 Taylor said that her inspiration for this album came from things she experienced in the previous 2 years. 

Blank Space: Not everyone thinks this is about Harry in particularly but there are some haylor “elements”. “It’ll leave you breathless or with a nasty scar”. Harry has a scar from when they went skiing and they had that snowmobile accident. Harry also talks about scars in 2 of the songs he’s written. “ <<Oh my God, who is she?>> I get drunk on jealousy / but you’ll come back each time you leave”. She might be talking about Harry and Kendall (she also mentions another girl in Style) and Taylor’s said that she thinks everyone has a person who floats in and out of their lives.

All You Had to Do Was Stay: Harry was busy touring all the time. He was home 4 months a year, every year. The short time they had together, they spent it flying from one side of the world to the other. She also said it is about a person who’s afraid of commitment. Harry was only 18. Of course he didn’t want any commitment then. 

I Wish You Would: In the Rolling Stone interview (x) she revealed that the person whom this song is - and I quote “ There’s “I Wish You Would,” about an ex who bought a house two blocks from hers (whom she implies was Styles)” and then you have the lyric “2 AM in your car, windows down, you pass my street, the memories start”

Wildest Dreams: “He said, “Let’s get out of this town, drive out of the city, away from the crowds.“. They went skiing in Salt Lake City and British Virgin Islands where there was no media, only a few fans. “He’s so tall and handsome as hell” - self-explanatory. 

How You Get the Girl: He tried to get her back and in the end they were friends (until tayvin happened). And if you listen to Where Do Broken Hearts Go you’ll understand even better.
HYGTG: “ << "I want you for worse or for better,I would wait forever and ever, broke your heart, I’ll put it back together. I would wait forever and ever.>>”
WDBHG: “Yeah, it took me some time but I figured out how to fix up a heart that I let down”
Also, this could be the continuation to I Wish You Would. 
IWYW: “You say it’s in the past, drive straight ahead” 
HYGTG: “Say it’s been a long 6 months and you were too afraid to tell her what you want”

This Love: “Clear blue water“ - they were in the BVI. “This love is alive back from the dead “ We know by now that they were on good terms after the break up and that they hooked up. “Tossing, turning, struggled through the night with someone new“ - Kendall. “This love left a permanent mark“ - Harry’s scar. “When you’re young you just run but you come back to what you need“ - he came back to her.

I Know Places: This is probably the most haylor song after OOTW. We all know that haylor was very mediatized and they used to run from the media all the time (Salt Lake City, British Virgin Islands, villages in England such as Cheshire) and this whole song is about that. When they were first seen in public, he was wearing a fox sweater and the lyrics in IKP are “they are the hunters we are the foxes”. Also, “in the dead of the night your eyes so green” - Harry’s eyes are green. 

Clean: It’s the aftermath of their relationship. 10 months later she was over him and she didn’t want to risk being with him again, not work out and then have another heartbreak “Now that I’m clean I’m never gonna risk it”. So they remained friends.

Wonderland: “Cheshire cat smile” Harry’s from Holmes Chapel, Cheshire. They also spent her birthday there. “Didn’t you flash your green eyes at me” - again, green eyes.  “I reached for you but you were gone. I knew I had to go back home” this is the moment where they broke up and we saw that picture of Taylor, alone, on a boat. 

New Romantics: “I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me” Some 1D stans *cough* larries *cough* used to constantly send her hate. “And every day is like a battle but every night with us is like a dream” - again, the hate and also the fact that they were trying really hard to make it work. “Please take me dancing and please leave me stranded” they went dancing at the MSG after party and they went to the BVI where they broke up so she was left “stranded” 
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This sweater, an Irish wool Donegal number from Charles Tyrwhitt, is one of my favorite purchases of this last year. They were on deep sale, so I bought two; I wish I’d purchased four. Hopefully they’ll be available again next year for a similar price. Here I am, wearing it for perhaps the last time this year over the last weekend on California’s northern coast.