i will say it now again

thinkmethoughtless  asked:

You say to finish things...but I can't even start. I was a writer as a kid, and I finished and started things constantly. My confidence slowly shattered as a teen. I'm now in my 20s and I'm a nervous wreck. I long to write, but the thought of it makes me so anxious. I've created a legitimate fear. How might I overcome this?

I’d suggest two different ways, very different from each other.

You could tell yourself it doesn’t matter, and start finding out how to write for fun again. Give yourself an hour a day to write in: no phone, no internet, no reading books or talking to people, no Tumblr, just time to write in. And in that time, write whatever you want, or don’t. A poem. A description of someone. A memory. A sea-shanty for seven morose pirates and a raccoon. Anything. Just give yourself time to write and find that writing can be fun again.

Or else…

Join a writing group. The kind of group, online or in real life, where you have to produce work to be read by the other people in the group. Where not writing will have consequences, even if the consequence is that people will be disappointed. So there’s enough external push to conquer the anxiousness on your part.

The comic ends here.

As many people know, I, Jakei, was drawing this comic.
And as many people know too, I decided to stop the Cross x Dream ship due some stuff that made me feel really bad. I realized many people think Cross is just a character created for a sancest ship or things related to that. His reputation as character and his canon info was damaged because of my fault when I started the joke ship with Nightmare.

And now any draw I make with another character, people send me tons of asks and messages saying me that’s a new ship and stuff similar to that.

I’m the truly guilty. And I don’t want to ruin it again.

I know people will keep alive this ship, even the Cross x Nightmare. But I won’t be a part of this anymore.

I’ll still being glad with all those amazing artists who make great and lovely art with my characters.

I don’t know what will be the future for this blog now that the story is incomplete. I will make many people feel dissapointed because of what I’ve decided. I don’t know if deleting it could be a good idea, or keeping it and open the submit box so people can post here their art…but it won’t be the same.
I will be focused just on Underverse, and this blog will lost a huge part of my attention.

Anyhow, any choice I take, I’ll let you know.

I’m sorry for giving you this news.

I’ll write soon.

fred and george send howlers to each other with copypastas inside

“What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you golden snitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Wizard Cops, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Death Eaters, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top spellcaster in the entire Wizard Cops. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Wizternet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the wizarding world and your location is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in duels, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the Super Elite Wizard Cops and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.”


i would listen to this stupid mix every day if it would bring you back. i would never listen to any good music ever again. but it won’t. how is it possible i’m never going to see you again? how can you be over? how is it possible i’m never going to do any weird things with you ever again? how can i have all this power, and i couldn’t hold on to you? the one time. the one time i needed it. what am i doing? jen. it’s not fair. dad says people are going to act like the world is ending now. maybe it is. it’s not the world. it’s just jen. jen’s world is over. now maybe everything will change.

supergirl: being super #2 (2017)

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo the Clown


Finally after waiting months there’s team Shinki screen time!
I really enjoyed their interaction here. Shinki is definitely going play a role in the new series as a a potential rival and as a possible Kazekage. I am already in love with all of them. Yodo seems like the chill one out of all the siblings (for now) while Shinki is as expected the more I guess you could say serious type. (I already sense the rivalry) and Araya didn’t do much but I still love him. Of course getting to see Kankuro and Gaara again also made this chapter great, Gaara’s interaction with his kids was heart warming (father of the year) and uncle Kankuro is everything 💜
I already love the family dynamic with them and this just added on to that over all I really enjoyed this scene

Now that we’re all thoroughly broken…just think of the inevitable reunion scene…

Big hug and then Aaron whispering into Robert’s ear as they cling onto each other after all of this time.

“So, dangle from any trees while I was away?”
“No,” Robert says quietly, smiling through his happy tears.
“Kidnap anyone?” Aaron continues and Robert can feel him smiling against his ear.
“No,” Robert answers, his own grin widening. It feels so good to have Aaron, solid in his arms again.

“And you got me out legally with an appeal. I’m so proud of you,” Aaron whispers once more and Robert can’t help himself but laugh, relief washing over him that this whole nightmare is finally over. 

And then of course Aaron gives him a long, lingering kiss as a reward for being so good and responsible while he was away.

Regression - Request

Requested by anon: Sherlock x reader. Readers ex boyfriend used to shout at her before he used to beat her. Sherlock never shouts when she’s around as he knows it scars her. One day Sherlock and Mycroft are having an argument Sherlock is staying calm but Mycroft starts shouting. Causing reader to drop a heavy glass dish before running out the door and into the rain
& anon: Sherlock x reader. The reader was in an abusive in the past. Now happy with Sherlock but doesn’t like shouting. Mycroft comes in asking Sherlock to come to dinner with mummy. Mycroft and Sherlock start arguing. Sherlock is staying calm but Mycroft is shouting causing reader to shake in fear.

Pairing: Sherlock x reader

Word count: 1,750

Warnings: Abusive-ex, post-traumatic stress disorder’s regression, triggering.

A/N: Another abusive-ex related fic… I’ll say it again, if any of you is in a similar situation please, please, please, get help. Leave, break that sh*t up, do whatever it takes to go back to a normal life (unless it risks your life, then look for alternatives like calling the cops). I’ve experienced violence first-handedly and I can tell you that there is ALWAYS a way. Don’t let yourself down. You are worthy enough to get a real relationship without violence, abuse, humilliation, etc. YOU ARE WORTH IT.


Originally posted by stupidteletubbie

Road trips weren’t Sherlock’s favourite kinds of journeys, especially when the destiny was his parents’ house. Yet, he remained calm, finding all sorts of excuse to encourage the on-going conversation between him and (Y/N) to continue until their arrival.

It had been Mycroft’s idea to spend the Christmas Break at their parent’s house. Obviously, Sherlock was a bit reluctant about it, but (Y/N) convinced him to spend time with his family. He agreed as long as she went there with him – which was perfectly accepted by the rest of the Holmes – and so there were.

They arrived a tad bit late, when the moon had just risen over the green hills that framed the petite picture of the small British house Mr. and Mrs. Holmes lived at. In spite of the time, they were received by the cheerful couple and Mycroft, who was just as serious as usual.

After a long dinner, they went to bed. As far as they could tell, that that Christmas would be pacific between the two brothers. Sherlock hadn’t been shot then, and Mycroft was free from his work, so Mrs. Holmes and (Y/N) hoped that they weren’t stressed enough to start an argument over nothing.

The first two days were fine. Mycroft and Sherlock would bombard each other with snazzy comments, but that was it. Mrs. Holmes was more than happy to have her two boys at home without arguing.

“I think he is behaving because of you.” She confessed once to (Y/N), while they baked together.

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Team Vampire Weekend (via Rolling Stone FB Live): What’s your daily beard care routine? Your beard always looks A+.

CT: Oh, thank you, at first I thought that was going to be from my wife, but not the “A+” thing. She would never say that. Unfortunately the real answer is there is no care, it’s just kind of there. Again, this is part of the aging process to realize that you have responsibilities to the world and some of them are not having patchy crap, like, you know, growing out everywhere. But right now I currently use a Wahl Peanut on the number 3 length, to really get down there, although this is professionally done I gotta say - I got a haircut recently, so this looks better than it normally does. I got little scissors for the moustache. I’ve been experimenting with beard oil, but I’m still sort of not sold on it. But then the real CT beauty tip is I got a unibrow so I gotta pluck that shit. That’s the real tip from me. Every, like, 10 days, 2 weeks.

(Pictured above: Chris Tomson by Nicole Fara Silver for Brooklyn Magazine, December 2016)

On Irene, Molly, And Mary...

Ah, these women! What more can I say? I love them and it’s the very reason why I feel like I needed to talk about them, especially in light of “recent events.”

Now, I would’ve included Mrs. Hudson, but everybody loves her (I’m pretty sure all of us have secret shrines dedicated to her) and in contrast to these three other women, I haven’t seen anyone talk sh*t about her. Maybe the reason why I’m writing this is that I feel like these special women also deserve the same recognition? Idk. As usual, I’m waffling. Haha. 

Anyway, going back to my point, I’m just going to start this ramble: 

Molly Hooper

Originally posted by warlorck

For someone who was intended to be a side character (since she was not a part of the ACD canon), Molly stood out because even before anyone else (even Lestrade who thought that Sherlock was a great, but not good, man in S1) saw the detective’s capacity for good, she was already there, admiring him. I honestly don’t think it was just his brilliance or his amazing cheekbones (lol) that captivated her, but it was the belief that Sherlock is something more than he what he leads on. He had his eccentricities, but she was able to look past that. 

And if there’s one thing that I found compelling about her, it’s her character development. She didn’t dwell on her unrequited love, she wasn’t a martyr, she dated other people (shoutout to Jim from IT), she called out Sherlock for being an arse during that Christmas (ASiB), and by season 3 and 4, she became an all around BAMF. 

So I don’t understand why I’ve seen people calling her weak. Because I personally believe that loving someone does not prevent you from being a strong and independent person. Molly never changed her ways for Sherlock. Sure, she swiped lipstick that one time, or she dressed up that Christmas, but it was to boost her own confidence. She knows that Sherlock doesn’t notice these things in a ‘I want to impress him’ kind of level, so I personally believe she was doing those things because she wants to – not for him, but for herself.

And seeing her in TFP hurt me like hell. She looked like she was having a rough day, and then Sherlock just pops in a request like that – it was disheartening to watch. But Molly Hooper handled it like a boss. Even if it hurts, she was in control of herself. She was angry, she didn’t want to be treated like a toy – she wanted him to know that saying those words are not and should not be easy. Even in pain and distress, she was able to teach Sherlock Holmes a lesson. 

So if that makes her weak, then they should change the definition of the word in the dictionary, because there’s a huge amount of courage in there. 

P.S. To be fair, Sherlock did say ‘I love you’ twice. Now, I’m an Adlock shipper, but so far, Sherlolly shippers had that dramatic Anderson-imagination kiss and two ‘I love you’s so cheers to y’all! 😉

Irene Adler           

Originally posted by i-am-adlocked

Queeeeeeeeeeeen! Okay, sorry! I just love this woman. 

Personally, I fell in love with the idea of Adlock ever since I first read A Scandal In Bohemia. I never liked my ships to be ‘canon’ in a way that they’ll run off into the sunset and be all cheesy, and that’s why Sherlock and Irene’s dynamic resonated with me so much. I do blame them for developing my now logical and complicated approach on the subject of love, but I digress. 

There has been a lot of criticism about the modern adaptations of Irene Adler, but I will simply focus on the BBC one for this post. Irene was, and still is, being reprimanded for being a dominatrix, but to me, it just made sense. Her initial role was to distract Sherlock and to lure him into unfamiliar territory, but sex isn’t the element that became the foundation of their relationship – it was their instant intellectual connection. 

And this is also the very reason why we’re not dismissing Irene or Sherlock’s sexuality in shipping them, contrary to the common criticisms of these pairing. Even if Irene is a dominatrix, sex isn’t really what they are about. I know I’ve stressed this many times, but Sherlock admitted that he is captivated by Irene (”Craving the distraction of the game, I sympathise entirely…” his words, not mine) and Irene was also very much smitten with Sherlock, so it may not be romance (or whatever it is that normal people do), but they are indeed attracted to each other in a very complex level that I think even they don’t understand. To add to this, we already have an entire discourse regarding Irene being “gay” etc. etc. which I think makes her even more amazing because she’s like f*ck all your stereotypes, I’m going to swing all ways possible and be badass at it and I can’t… I just can’t deal with that point even anymore… She is more than that frickin’ label, for God’s sake. 

Anyway, another commentary about Irene that pisses me off the most is the one about her being weak – again, similar to Molly’s. She didn’t ask for Sherlock to rescue her, and he absolutely didn’t beat her. In fact, he broke almost every single one of his personal rules when it came to her: flew thousands of miles to get to her, kept her Vertu (”If she’d left him, he would keep it. People do. Sentiment.”), thinks about her out of the blue, the TEXTING, and I could go on and on and on…. And she did make Sherlock “I haven’t begged in my life” Holmes beg twice in the most mundane, interesting, and sentimental way possible: “But I will have the camera phone.” “Please.”

This is a woman who can get by on her own, who has managed to stay alive despite the circumstance that she’s constantly on the run, and she is her own person, whether or not she has crossed paths with Sherlock Holmes. 

So to put this in full-circle, I’ll just say it again: QUEEN!

Mary Watson

Originally posted by docclara

I never really appreciated Mary’s character in the ACD canon because she was barely even there. It wasn’t even explicit if she died or not, but there was a line that expressed Watson’s bereavement, leading to that conclusion in the books. 

Frankly, just like Irene, I’ve been waiting for her character to make an appearance, and was almost settled by the idea that she might have been replaced with Sarah (John’s girlfriend in S1), but I still had my hopes up. So when she arrived in Season 3, imagine my excitement. 

But it wasn’t until that scene in TEH where she was obviously amused by Sherlock that made me love her. Now, just a quick segue, I’ve always hated Sally Donovan because she was cruel to Sherlock and she didn’t really seem to have a redemption arc unlike Anderson. She was a representation of the world that treats Sherlock Holmes as an outsider. And Mary wasn’t like that at all. She was accepting and understanding, and unlike the common cause of hatred towards her, she wasn’t keeping Sherlock and John apart. In fact, she was trying so hard to assure them that things are not going to change – that they would still be Sherlock Holmes and John Watson. 

Then we discover that she’s not as she seems, that she has secrets, and it explained why she cared for Sherlock– it’s because broken people try to fix other broken people through each other’s company. She was willing to compromise anything, she was greedy to not let John know, she was desperate which led to her shooting Sherlock – overall, her character has dimension. She’s not a bad or good, she has her own demons that she’s trying to overcome. When Sherlock told John that “you chose her”, it felt haunting because it resonates to our own horrors – we attract what we seek. And to me, it’s what made Mary – BBC’s Mary – a brilliant character. 

These are just a few reasons why I can’t accept any hate towards these characters, their roles in relation to Sherlock and John, or even hate addressed to the people who adore them. 

Overall, these three women were introduced to us in a sequence that also relates to Sherlock’s own development: Molly signified the value of trust, respect, and regard for his life; Irene embodied incredible wit, surrendering to the whims of sentiment, and finding a remarkable connection; and Mary provided the feeling of warmth, acceptance, and the balance between danger and redemption.

And again, dear haters, this is why they matter.

You guys… Jurassic World 2 started filming today and I’m just so giddy!! I feel like it was just yesterday that I saw this movie for the first time in theaters and my whole life changed because of Claire Dearing and Owen Grady. I walked in expecting to fall in love with a movie about dinosaurs and I came out completely infatuated with these characters and their story and life and romance…. 

I was excited when I learned that we’d get a sequel with Bryce!!and!!Chris!! But couldn’t believe we’d have to wait three whole years. Now, they just started filming and my love for this movie just sky rocketed all over again. I miss these characters and this fandom and talking about these two on the daily.

Anyway, just wanted to say how excited I am that this movie is coming to light again and I’ve been reading fics non-stop to tie me over. Aaaand, if anyone wants to talk about JW, theories/thoughts about the sequel, Clawen, dinosaurs in general… please don’t hesitate to go into my ask or chat to talk about it! I’m in desperate need of some Jurassic World buddies :)

anonymous asked:

Ash, I don't understand. Are they gonna be having sex multiple times for real? Like, we are going to see them do it, and then (after a few scenes) again, and then again? WTFSKCKSLSJNDJS Am I really going to die before my thirties? Because I physically and psychologically CAN NOT handle this. I can't believe it. I'm in awe but also dead.

Yes to all of this. The spoilers so far say that the episode takes place over a matter of days, and speculate that there may be a montage of sex involved, among other squee-worthy things, and then all of our obituaries will be the end credits. 😄 So prepare yourself now, because it’s happening, boo!

I really really can’t sleep cos i have all this scenarios in my head now and i think i have to write it down so I thought about the spoilers Robert causing trouble idk if it meant trouble for Aaron but imagine Robert visiting Aaron and well obviously they can’t hug or touch each other, they talk and then one of the guards says visiting time is over everyone gets up except Robert people already leave but Roberts not moving an inch he just sits there and stares at Aaron then the guard says it again but Roberts still not moving and Aaron’s all like Robert please you have to go, please but Robert is frozen in his chair and whispers I can’t leave you, I can’t and Aaron touches his arm telling him that it’s gonna be ok and that he had to leave otherwise he would cause trouble then Robert snaps back to himself and gets up looking one last time at Aaron and says I can’t I can’t leave you but Aaron smiles yes you can and you can come back ok?! Then both leave and Roberts sitting in his car after wards crying gripping the steering wheel so tight and whispering to himself again and again I can’t leave you. Aaron is sitting in his cell staring at the wall with teary eyes shaking hands scratching at “the scar” on his arm that healed months ago but will always remind him about what Robert means to him, trying to cope somehow whispering to himself again and again i can’t leave you either


Because, of course…

“How many times do I have to tell you butts!? I would never ever ever never ever do that! If any of you say anything like that again, I’m gonna make Mr. Hagakure pay!”

“Why me!? Do you have any idea how stressed out I am right now!?”

THIS IS A REAL GOOD ONE! Although I think Hagakure’s sprite here is broken. I refuse to believe he is that calm. 

anonymous asked:

Omg I think yj's hairstyle at the movie premiere is my new favorite of his 😭😭 obviously he looks good in anything but with the swept aside side part he looks like the most handsome otter prince :')

Hi anony <3

ooooh…. his hair looks so amazing! THE MOST HANDSOMEST OTTER PRINCE EVER! the swept aside “leaf”

I’m kidding, sorry, i know that wasn’t funny, i’ll be serious now /.\

Youngjae was looking very ADORABLE AND CUTE AND FLUFFY AND HANDSOME!! (serious as it gets) ahh! he is so cute in that scarf! scarfs make him look fluffy! and that hair! wah!

mostly when he is laughing, so beautiful!

Also, if you care… Youngjae was so cute teasing his Jaebum hyung! haha Jaebum was trying to give a speech and Youngjae just continously saying “fighting” over and over again and JB ended with this “trying to hold in his laughter because [Jb] won’t let Youngjae get to him” pursed lips [at 55 sec]

Pero (but) yesh! (yes!) YOUNGJAE LOOKS SO HANDSOME (as always) ahhh! and seeing his forehead a little makes me happy! BECAUSE REMEMBER THESE!:






and one day anony ^^ one day they will bless us with forehead Youngjae where all his hair is up ^^

Because even though we have seen these:

[Above 2 credit]

.. even though we have been blessed with this, it has been, 2 years?, and i think it’s time for the full hair to be up just once, please! but yeah anony! i still like the hair swept to the side ^^

but imagine it all up ! like he is so stunningly beautiful and handsome already! ahhh I hope i didn’t get carried away xD sorry

Have a lovely day anony <33 or night! stay healthy and safe <333

My issues with Connor Walsh

First let me declare my undying love for Jack Falahee who’s acting skills amaze me every week like yass bby come through! Second, I love that this show really takes the time to explore a gay relationship. It can be complicated like every other relationship and I applaud Shonda for not using Coliver as shock value aka kill the gays (looking at you CW). That being said. CONNOR AIN’T SHIT Y'ALL! His idgaf attitude was cute in the 1st season but now we just giving him excuses for his appalling behaviour. He doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He’s proven time and time again how selfish and self centred he is even towards the ones he loves! I mean he always says the shittiest borderline aggressive and inappropriate things to hurt peoples feelings especially my bby Wes. He constantly lashes out even going as far as sleeping with Oli’s fling. He told a GRIEVING Laurel to have an abortion not long after Wes’ death was revealed! I mean WHO SAYS THAT?! In what world is that ok?! What i hate is seeing all the excuses people come up for him. Being your favourite gay character doesn’t give him a pass. Nope his ass is cancelled. Next season I wanna see him get called out. The boy has some unresolved issues for sure and hasn’t been a true friend AT ALL THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE SHOW. Stop praising him.

Originally posted by heckyeahreactiongifs

I’m officially one year clean. I don’t know if you can see it @therealjacksepticeye  but i wanna thank you so, so much. I wouldn’t be where i am now without you. Maybe i wouldn’t be at all. I know it’s a big thing to say but you really changed my life for better.
I wanna thank also @thatonespiderloaf for always being here for me, @jacksepticfly and @freeshifreeshi for making me believe in myself, @boopymooplier  because she’s a sweetheart and all of you guys for making me feel welcome and needed in the jacksepticeye community, for making this place positive and safe. I hope i’ll be able to post similar thing next year. Thank you all once again. Love you  ❤️

Here’s a pretty standard interaction that would happen sometimes between me and my abusers: they would pick a thing about me and make fun of me for it relentlessly. Let’s say it’s the idea that I’m stupid. I’m sooo stupid! I’m ignorant, I’m naive, I don’t know the same things they know and that’s funny. Ha ha! Several days of consistent “jokes” at my expense about my stupidity. Eventually I screw up my nerve and say, “hey, it kind of hurts my feelings when you say that I’m stupid.”

Silence, awkward half-apologies couched in “why didn’t you say something sooner? You’re only bringing this up to make me feel bad. You should have told me days ago instead of letting me cross this line over and over again.” I accept it because at least maybe now they’ll stop doing the thing.

The next day, in casual conversation, one of them says something that I know to be factually untrue. I correct them. I think it’s no big deal, but it is. “It’s so hurtful that you’d use that to make me look STUPID. You always make me feel like an idiot. I can’t believe you say these things to me.”

I’m ashamed. I know how bad it felt when they did that to me, and now they’re telling me that I do it to them! I’m a monster! I have an empathetic crisis. In the future, when they call me stupid, I don’t say anything.

Ten years later, I realize this is manipulation.