i will pray at you

Sometimes, praying is hard. I know, i do. Not because theres so much going on in your life, you have time, you have space, but its the willingness to pray that isn’t there. You’re deplated.. of faith. Some days you feel so good! So full of love and motivation and you do better, and your imaan feels high, and then.. it just.. goes. You miss a prayer. Maybe two, maybe a whole day.. and you feel guilty, and you want to change, so you tell yourself i will do better tomorrow, maybe if i pray i will feel better and i will keep praying, but… then you miss them again, and you tell yourself the same thing. Again and again and again. It happens for a week, perhaps two. Perhaps even longer. It happens. Then one day you break, and everything gets too much, so you force yourself to go talk to Allah, sincerely. You ask for forgiveness, while choking on the tears you held in for so long, and feel a kind of pain you haven’t felt in a while, a pain that is self inflicted, but Allah forgives you, and helps you find relief every single time. You feel better now, you thank Allah for helping you feel better, and this feeling lasts, and you feel good all over again. And you pray for that feeling again, but it doesn’t happen. And then the whole cycle starts from the beginning. You feel up, then down, then even more down, then up.

It happens. I get it, but as long as you keep trying, thats what matters.

Allah is always there for you, always there to listen to you, to get you back up every time you fall. To find you when you feel lost and in the dark. Allah will provide you with light time and time again. Don’t lose faith, you might feel down now, but as long as you try and you feel that guilt, slowly but surely Allah will guide you back to Him.

It hurts so bad. Sometimes I can’t breathe. I am depressed and I wish that I could take the memory of you away. I’m praying for you even though it’s taking all my strength just to do that….

anonymous asked:

I want you to pray to me. I want to hear your every thought as a prayer in my mind. Your pining for me, your lust, your everything, I want it. Then I'll come to you, and you'll keep praying, I'll make sure of that. You'll be begging, moaning and calling out my name, and once I'm through with you, you'll never even consider praying to anyone but me. Your only prayers are going to be directed to the Devil, and that's when I know you're mine. - Lucifer

Forgive me father for I am about to sin… and sin repeatedly… Holy hell. You are killing me in the most glorious way possible!

Originally posted by sogui

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Mitchell: So, what do you tell me?

Claire: Oh my God, I married a moron.

Mitchell bit his lips so he wouldn’t laugh. Claire felt Mitchell stroking her hair while she was thinking about it. Thinking for too long? No, she didn’t want that. She was tired and wanted to be with her husband. She briefly went through his thoughts in her mind, out loud.

Claire: We’re married.

Mitchell: Yes, we are.

Claire: We’ve been saving up for a while, so we can afford it.

Mitchell: Yes, we can.

Claire: And it’s going to make you happy if we at least try.

Mitchell: Yes, it’s. But you don’t ha…

Claire stopped him before she could change her mind.

Claire: Only for tonight, right?

Mitchell: Only for tonight.

anonymous asked:

Please pray for me. I fear my impossibilities are too big for change.

I will pray for you! Remember not to rely on your own strength but to rely on Him alone. Fear comes from the Father of lies, don’t believe everything he is saying but believe in our God who says, the things which are impossible with men are possible with Me.

God bless you! ❤

Hey guys. I don’t want to be a downer, but I just found out that my dog I’ve had since I was ten has cancer. Vet says with treatment she’ll probably get about six months, so if any of you are the praying type, I’d appreciate some prayers for her.

~ Angel

anonymous asked:

I'm so fucking done. I've been severely lonely, broken, and lost for over a year. I've been watching porn and masturbating for years just to try to feel alive. What's the point of life? I'm done. So done.

You’re going to have to take it one day at a time anon. Recovery whether it’s masturbating, self harm, anything that hurts you takes time to overcome along with reminding yourself that God loves you no matter how much of a mess you are and feel right now. I believe in you anon that you can overcome this with God on your side. Stay strong anon. I’ll be praying for you anon and talk to me off anon if you need to vent more I’m here for you!    

anonymous asked:

Hey I'm the anon who asked for the prayer about cancer. I went to the doctor and I'm going to get blood work done. But I still can't shake the feeling that I might have cancer and I'm still afraid I might since I haven't been fully tested. Please pray for me I'm really scared

Hi friend,

I’m praying for you. <3 

I think the waiting is the worst part. I’ve been through it many times with my sister (she’s had cancer five times). Keeping talking to God and reading His Word and practicing self-care and self-love. And please continue to keep me updated. 

All my love,

S. 

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Dear A,

Thank you for being everyone’s bright side. I pray that God will give you back the happiness you deserve. He got your back, always. Remember that we will always choose to be happy. Galing yan sa'yo, hello? And I can’t wait to meet the better version of you after everything that has happened. Cheers to facing fears, more adventures and long drives! 🚘

✖️🔴, your photobomber

And sometimes I think to myself that the universe is just too cruel. We simply want to be next to each other, yet we’re provided with a million and one thoughts instead.
—  j.m. // I prayed to the stars that they’d carry me to you. did you know that the twinkling of stars are them laughing at us?

anonymous asked:

Hey Art Dad, last night out family found out one of the worst things that could happen has happened in our family, and in our home. I had to call in to work to stay with my little brothers and sister while my parents go to the police about it. I'm really scared, nothing will ever be the same ever again, this is really serious. I don't know of you pray, but if you do, could you please pray for my family?

I personally don’t but all of my well wishes are with you and I’m sure everyone following this blog will keep you in their hearts as well. Could you come off anon and send me a message? I’d like to talk to you about it, if you don’t mind…

shout out to all the non-americans:

thank you for reblogging and posting stuff about voting.

thank you for encouraging people to vote.

thank you for all the support you could give us, even from where you live.

thank you for showing that you cared about our future, our safety, and us.

thank you.

I pray for better days and glittered nights. I pray for more smiles on the faces of the ones I love. I pray for little joy in the hearts of the universe. But most of all, I pray for more of you, just more and more of you, each day as it comes.
—  Lukas W. // More of you
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They didn’t understand it, but like so many unfortunate events in life, just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean it isn’t so.

And I don’t want a never ending life
I just wanna be alive while I’m here