i will not forget that i have forgotten

I will never forget her eyes.

Those dark brown irises could warm the hearts of the saddest souls. They could lift the spirits of a person with a simple glance. Behind those orbs was a particularly seductive happiness. It drew in everyone around her, like a charm. Those eyes made me feel alive. They gave me hope and heartache. They were as enchanting as they were misleading. They made my life seem worth living, for a time. But I learned the hard way that those eyes, so full of life and love, quickly sucked all of the joy out of mine. As your eyes burned brighter, with the intensity of a red giant, mine became colder. As your eyes held an irresistible jubilance, mine held a sunken stare. As your eyes felt exhilarating to stare into, mine felt depressive and hopeless.

I will never forget her eyes,

But I have forgotten mine. Long gone are the days of happiness, with a twinkle in my iris and a smile on my face. The ecstasy of your eyes left me overdosed. And I have been trying to fix the withdrawal ever since.

anonymous asked:

Hey, bb. I remember awhile ago you did pegging hcs and said you were gonna be posting a scenario about it 🌚 What tag is it under? I wanna sin.

I still have not done the corresponding scenario ;———–; because it was so high up in my requests at that point in time. The pegging hcs have their own tag on my tag page, but I have not forgotten the pegging scenario! It will probably be something that takes me a few days to do but I promise it is not forgotten. I think about it pretty often tbh because I’m the type of writer that has to have the whole thing visually planned in my head before I write it, so it will be done soon. 

Em never forgets sin requests. 

  • Bioware: Done! The game is ready to ship!
  • Bioware: Wait! Oh no we've done it again! We've forgotten the hair options!
  • Bioware: Hey, you! You will design the hair options!
  • Random Joe: But I normally only design the helmets!
  • Bioware: You will do fine! Get on it!
  • Random Joe: ...all right... how long do I have?
  • Bioware: One hour!
  • Random Joe: That seems a bit sho-
  • Bioware: ONE HOUR!!
  • *one hour later*
  • Bioware: Yes, these will do, add 20 bald options to make it look like we've given them choices!
  • Bioware: But wait! Aren't we forgetting something... Oh right, eyebrows!
  • Bioware: Hey you! Design some eyebrows!
  • Random Steve: But I only do the coffee!
  • Bioware: Doesn't matter,just think 'hairy caterpillars'!
  • Random Steve: Are you su-
  • Bioware: Just draw some hairy caterpillars!
  • Bioware: You have 5 minutes!

i changed urls again (noxs >> izunias) bc i’m in ffxv hell, i’m just about at my next milestone, and 2016 is just about over, so… time for another follow forever! i’ve jumped around from fandom to fandom this year and changed urls far too many times, but a heap of you have stuck with me throughout all of that, and i’ve met some of you through it as well! so thanks for putting up with my mess of a blog lmao ♥ 

people below are friends and faves, basically. you’re all fab. happy new year in advance!

i always end up missing people, so here’s my blogroll as well! [ ♥ ]

A - E

@arcadiah @actualmorrigan @adawong @aeducans @aelaris @aethercurrent @aetulias @alicenakiri @annaoi @attcnos @angelnamine @aquafells @araneahighwincl @argentuums @argentms @aroflannel @aspio @cldstrifes @bolina @buttcanine @caerberus @cactuuar @caelumnautae @castanicatheart @chiaku @chlmer @christmasinvasion @cirilafiona @clairevnderwoods @clonefury @cldstrifes @chocoboring @cleyra @cloudstrifes @ccosimaniehaus @crowealtius @daisyridleys @dataroxas @devilmaysigh @diakurcsawa @dissasterrific @dominodean @doortothelight @ennobaria @episodevlll @eraqus @ephemra @esteljune @estheirn @eucliffes @emilykaldwins @emilyattcno  @beat–rush  @cassandra-allegra 

F - M

@faerore @faises @fastandfuri0sa @felitomkinson @ferroseed @fubuki @gamingmakesmehigh  @genjitxt @genshiana @gigglincactus @gladioctis @gladiolvs @gladiolusamicitia @glaived @gongagavillages @gothamcities @haruokumuras @hellokristenx @highwindy @holepsi @hwoaarang@hyrulecastles @ibaramayaka @ifrid @irisamicitia @irwen @iures @kaidanalenko @kainhurst @kazuhiras @kkazbrekkers @kelsiers @kingsglaivus @kisswithatear @kshaw @kurapeeks @lazarevics @lcebrand @lesbianfang @llquidsnake @limitforms @luciancrystal @lunafraya @lunafreias @luxendarc @luxerione​@macalanias @mistrstank @magistera @mannakete @marqotrobbie @maplekeurig @malefitz @mayathesirens @mcxigbars  @merrcygraves @mmcgonagalls @m-ileena  @moonmisandrist @moonshields  @mad-adam​  @lumpy-space-pabu @liesles @mega-remedy​ @hayleyzorel

N - S

@naobaes @nefaegis @neobandofthehawk @noclevi @noctcaelums @noctsluciscaelum @nctis @noctiscaeluum @noxtus @nyxnet​ @oikiru @ooriens  @pentaghasts  @planitb @poopoofruit @proctis @prompto @promqto @promptis @ratotax @ratonhnhaketon @reishikiz @rionisu @rosellacracker @rosewaterhag @rosieluma @ruebird @rufyshinra @sarabeaarr @seijou @senuaofficial @seifers @shepplo @sephhiroth @shiiro @shusagisakas @sheikah @skyphoi @sopheria @snowingscamander @speedboosted @ssasakii @sunlethscape @swordingering @sylphystiaa @stormfelled @swordcores @skorri  @n-e-w-t​  @namine-strife​  @rrevan @neoptunia​ @ronanlyynches​ @nykoload @patroyclus

T - Z

@takumis @talim @thearishok @thefantasyhasnolimits @thechocobros @thelightinourheart @theonlyconstants @theabhorsen @thingsinlifeyoujustdo @tiiifa @tinascamcnder @trinitylimit @underjunon @vakarrians @verryfinny @viago @voidcharm @warriorzelda @xercis​ @xyvean @yennefere @yunalesca @yuuris @zack-fair @zackfeir @zacksoldiers @zelos-wilders @zerograviga @zldane @voidfavors

hopefully this works, the tagging on here is always hit-and-miss when i try to make these things 

Someday we will forget all about this. I will forget how you looked at me and I will stop dreaming about you every single night, wishing for you to come back. You will forget the way I laughed at every little thing you said and how I was different; happier, with you. We will be too far away from each other and we will have forgotten everything. Someday, what we had wouldn’t matter anymore, and I will never cry for you again.
—  Someday

Jan 7

I don’t want to die too young. I don’t want to be forgotten, so please don’t forget me. I don’t want to be just another face. I don’t want to fade away, I’d rather grow from my mistakes than to pretend and be perfect. I don’t want to make anymore promises that I can’t keep. I don’t want to hurt you, but did you really have to hurt me? I don’t want you to want me when there’s no one else around… I don’t want you to love me just for the sake of not wanting to feel lonely. I don’t want something easy. I crave depth. I’m attracted to meaning. I’m seduced by it. I want you to ravage through my thoughts. I want you to find yourself. I need you to love yourself. I don’t want to be another apology. I need you to be okay. Why? One day, we’ll be reduced to dust. One day, none of this will matter. One day, everything you love will disappear. So until that day arrives. So until we’re gone…

I’m going to need you to live this life for you.

– No one else

OKAY BUT ZOMG??LIKE??

OH MY GOD THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SINCE LAST MAY FINALLY I CAN CRY GOD BLESS YES PLEASE TELL ME HE IS GOING TO REVEAL SOMETHING SOON CUZ I WAS STARTING TO THINK EVERYBODY,EVEN HIRO-SAN,HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT I MEAN THE ONLY THING WE KNOW BOUT THE SECOND FAIRY TAIL MOVIE IS:

“NATSU DRAGONIZE?” IS THE TITLE.SIGN ME THE FUCK UP FOR THIS RIGHT EFFIN NOW LIKE HELL YEAH

AND OH OFC,HOW CAN I FORGET,THE EPITOME OF MY EXISTENCE:

Nalu~

I CANNOT FUCKIN WAIT YES AF.GOD BLESS MASHIMA.

Few unnecessary side notes:

  • OH.MY.GOD.do I see Lucy in a draco(?)/(dragon type) stardress?God bless that badass child!(’DRAGON’ REMINDS ME OF NATSU BUT OKAY I’LL JUST DROP THIS HERE)
  • NATSU AND LUCY ARE FUCKING HOLDING HANDS,YES I PROLLY SOUND REALLY DEPRIVED AND DESPERATE BUT OMG THAT WHOLE MOMENT IN THE TREES AND LOOKING AT THE MOON AND ALONE AND STUFF LIKE HOW CAN YOU NOT?
  • Natsu is transforming into a dragon of sorts?and looking hot and cool and awesome af???????Y.E.S.
  • MOST IMPORTANT PART IS THAT IT IS SUPPOSEDLY SUPPOSE TO TIE IN WITH THE MANGA(CURRENT ARC(?))THAT CHANGES,LIKE,A LOT OF THINGS

THANK YOU SO MUCH,MASHIMA,FOR FAIRY TAIL.FOR THE SECOND MOVIE,FOR HELPING IN IT’S DIRECTION,FOR BEING AWESOME IN GENERAL,AND FOR EXISTING.

THANK YOU

ON A REALLY SIDE SIDE NOTE:google translate made more sense than bing for once like-that’s a rarity.

WHO IS FIRED UP??I SURE AS ALL HELL AM!!

YES#2K17

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2015-10-19 // 2017-02-17

#baby is so scared of being alone and forgotten #someone please hug him now and tell him that no one will ever forget about him EVER #look at this puppy #my heart is bleeding for him

“Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots
Remember
That on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms
And my roots will set off to seek another land”

—  Pablo Neruda, Selected Poems

do you ever have this fear when you’re gonna send a message to someone you love that they forget who you are? that once you send them a message they’ll reply “who are you?” because that’s how insignificant and replaceable you feel. i’m always scared of this. i’m scared of being forgotten like this.

What Matters Most

I decided to compile a little list of things that matter most to me as a little. I figured maybe it could help people who are new to the community or people who have forgotten what matters most. 

I. Bedtimes. I am too stubborn to go to sleep when I actually should, and usually wind up sleep-deprived because of it.

II. Rules. Rules give me structure and something to hold onto. I no longer crave as strict of a hand as I used to, but rules are very nice to have.

III. Praise. I constantly take blame for things I know TRULY aren’t my fault. I forget my worth a lot and tend to apologize too much.

IV. Communication. Talk to me, don’t neglect me. Tell me what I’m doing wrong and how I can fix it. Reassure me that I’m not too much

V. Time. Make time for me. Talk to me. Never forget “good morning” and “good night.”

I’m slowly coming to accept that you’ll always have a big impact on my life – even though you’re no longer in it. Meeting you changed me as a person and so it’s natural to expect that you’re always going to affect the way I think and feel about things. I have accepted that there are going to be reminders and that they’re going to make me sad… but forgetting you is not an option because there were so many positive things you brought into my life that I wouldn’t change for the world and I try to hold onto those because they’re worth saving…
And I hope that somehow you know that you’ll always mean something to me – even if I don’t mean anything to you anymore. I hope you know that I will always love you… in some way… in some form… But most of all, I’d like to think that I still impact your life in a positive way, even after all this time. I’d like to believe that every once in a while when you think of me; it’s not with regret… but with a smile…
—  Ranata Suzuki  Gone but not forgotten
Dear fandom

Why do you keep forgetting that Sebastian is a sassy little shit? I mean it’s all precious and sweet, that you keep depicting him as this innocent, ever-friendly, Maker-loving choir boy, but have you also considered these?

Before a fight:
“Maker preserve their stupid, stupid souls.“

When killing and enemy:
“Arrows courtesy of Sebastian Vael!“

After a fight:
“And I just cleaned my armour.”

About to KO:
“Why do they always go for the archers?“

Anders: How can you have so much faith? Does nothing bother you?
Sebastian: You’re bothering me.

Aveline: I’ve seen greater men than you use that excuse.
Sebastian: Noted and ignored, Captain.

Fenris: I can’t decide if it is certainty you have, or blindness.
Sebastian: (Chuckles) At least you can’t decide. 

Isabela: You weren’t? You weren’t going to tell me to comfort the needy and give freely of myself?
Sebastian: From what I hear, you already give yourself quite freely.

To Isabela if she returned to give the stolen book back:
“It’s frightening, isn’t it, to realize you have the potential to be a better person?”

Merrill: I’ve always wondered: how do your Divines choose their names?
Sebastian: They write all the best sacred names on slips of paper and stuff them in a miter.
Sebastian: Then the newly elected Divine picks a name out of the hat.
Merrill: What if she picks a name she doesn’t like? Does she have to keep it?
Sebastian: Of course she does. How do you think we got four Divines named Hortensia?

Sebastian with Hawke in the Legacy DLC:
“I wish my parents could see me now. They always said I had “no sense of the dignity of my station.” A disgrace to the Vael name.”
<Location dependent>
“Now, here I am, tracking down dwarven ruffians…”
“Now, here I am, traipsing around the Deep Roads like a common soldier.”
(If Hawke has a diplomatic/helpful personality)
Hawke: I’m sure they’d be proud of you for defending a friend.
Sebastian: They must be rolling in their graves…
(If Hawke has a humorous/charming personality)
Hawke: If you could bring your family back from the dead, that’s what you’d want? For them to be disappointed in you?
Sebastian: (Laughs) How else would I know it’s really them?
(If Hawke has an aggressive/direct personality)
Hawke: They’re dead. Let them go.
Sebastian: They must be rolling in their graves…

During the Tallis DLC when looking for Hawke:
Carver:
And we are back to front yet again.
Sebastian:
Blessed Andraste, guide us. Protect our friends in this dark hour.
Carver:
Right. Prayer. Useful, useful. Or we could do something.
Sebastian:
Guide us by the wisdom of your light… in silence.

During the Tallis DLC Act 3:
Tallis:
So if I put an apple on my head, could you shoot it off?
Sebastian: Considering what you’ve led us into, I don’t think that would be wise. 

twenty one

request: Please can you write a piece where Harry forgets y/ns birthday? But she tries not to show she’s upset with a happy ending? Xx

no warnings! pure fluff ahead

It was my twenty first birthday. Harry hadn’t mentioned he had any plans for my birthday, but I assumed it was because he was trying to surprise me. I was pretty attuned to what he was doing at all times so if he had even mentioned anything about my birthday I would have figured out in seconds what he was planning. He couldn’t keep a secret from me if his life depended on it.

I woke up on my birthday to an empty bed, which was slightly confusing as I was sure Harry had been in it last night. I rolled over to his side and found a paper on his pillow.

In the studio today. See you later tonight, love you. -H.

I frowned at the note. He was really going to spend my birthday in the studio? Had he forgotten? How could he forget? It was January 26th, just under a week away from his own birthday. There was no way, no way, he could possibly forget my birthday. Maybe he left a present in the kitchen?

I yawned and pulled myself out of bed, padding down the hallway. I searched the kitchen high and low, the living room, I even checked Harry’s closet in our room to see if he was trying to hide it. Nothing. I frowned and bit my cheek. He could have it with him? Not that the present was the point, I just wanted some indication that he hadn’t forgotten my birthday.

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~ make up memes/starters ~

  • i missed everything about you.
  • can i come over so we can talk?
  • your friends called and told me how hard you’ve been taking it.
  • please take me back.
  • i won’t mess up this time.
  • let me kiss you from head to toe, i’m not going anywhere this time.
  • i can forgive you but i don’t think i can forget.
  • i just couldn’t live without you.
  • how do you expect things to just go back to normal.
  • you have no idea how hard it was to stay away from you.
  • have you already forgotten how good we used to be together? 
  • i promise - i’ll never leave you again.
  • leaving you was the hardest thing i ever had to do.
  • i’ll tell you every day that i’m sorry if that’s what you need. 
  • life isn’t worth living without you.
  • i saw your face everywhere i went.
  • i was miserable without you.
  • you made me a better person. 
  • how are we just supposed to forget everything that happened? 
  • unloving you was the hardest thing i’ve ever done.
We keep holding on onto things worth letting go. When you go so far away you forget where home is. Sometimes distance break us aparts, other times it brings us together. I don’t know what part to believe anymore. I have gone too far, I have felt too much, I have loved too hard, I have forgotten.. Where is my home? Always stuck inbetween your arms and your silence. When you think so much you forget who you are. I keep holding on onto things worth letting go but I don’t know what those things are anymore.
—  k.m
As an INFP Have You Ever #4

Have you ever as an INFP sat or laid in bed and though of all the people you have ever been hurtful to in the past? Or what our definition of “hurtful” is? Like all the people you wish you could just say sorry to? Even if they don’t know or have forgotten, you just want to say sorry for causing any sort of pain? I get that from time to time, wishing I could take back things that I said when I was younger that I shouldn’t have. And though the person may not even remember or know that I was avoiding them or remember what I said and all but forgot and are friends with me currently, I never will forget and so I want to write them an apology card, “Sorry for that thing I said on that Tuesday in October of 2009.” weird yes, making myself more stressed yes, but hey I’m and INFP, professional over thinker and certified over-feeler lol

It get like this once or twice every month, there’s a feeling inside of my heart that even words can’t express. I feel a little dead with a bit of water in my lungs. I know how the burnt rubber on concrete feels, this isn’t okay– but I must make the best of it. I still have a flame burning inside of this chest, I guess love doesn’t really die and lovers don’t forget. I know our silence is unbearable and maybe you’ve forgotten about our conversations, but I don’t think that I can. I’m not a happy person, but damn it, I’m trying to be. I’m just another person that ends a story with I’m sorry.