i will not be denied my album!

PLS TELL ME I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE LIKE THIS BUT

every time I see a tweet saying

“dayum who’s the guy on the far left”

or

“wowww the guy with the light brown hair lookin finnnneee”

on the outside I’m smiling and proud of them for getting so big and drawing attention but inner me is like

“YES THANK YOU HIS NAME IS KIM TAEHYUNG HE IS MY HUSBAND WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED AND IM 15 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH OUR 3RD KID GOODBYE”

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I CANNOT HANDLE THIS VIDEO/SONG ALSO THEY LOOK SO GREAT

An Introduction to the members of Cosmic Girls/WJSN

Cosmic Girls or WJSN made their debut as a 12 member girl group under Starship Entertainment on February 25th 2016 with their first mini album Would You Like? 

The original 12 members are Seola, Xuan Yi, Bona, Exy, Soobin, Luda, Dawon, Eunseo, Cheng Xiao, Mei Qi, Yeoreum, and Dayoung. Each member represents a star sign. 

After success and popularity on Produce 101 Yoo Yeunjung was officially added to the group on July 11th 2016 and thus Cosmic Girls became a 13 member girl group. 

About the Members:

Seola

Real Name: Kim Hyunjung

Birthdate: 1994/12/24

Nationality: Korean

Position: Lead Vocal, Lead Dancer (Wannabe Rapper, she’s going after Exy’s rap position)

Representative Star Sign: Sagittarius

About Seola: She’s the oldest member of the group and has trained the longest of any member (10 years), she’s in love with Soobin although Soobin denies that Seola is her ideal type, even after describing a person that’s basically just like Seola. She’s the self-proclaimed “Dad” of the group and one of her specialities is twerking (I can’t make this stuff up). She promises that in the future she will release a hip hop album with Exy. 


Xuan Yi

Real Name: Wu Xuan Yi

Birthdate: 1995/01/26

Nationality: Chinese

Position: Sub- Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Representative Star Sign: Aquarius

About Xuan Yi: She’s the second oldest of the group but is really hyper and happy all the time. She loooooves kim, it’s about 80% of what she ate during My Cosmic Diary I’m pretty sure. She loves all of the members. She can imitate and look exactly like a gold fish and a rabbit. 


Bona

Real Name: Kim Jiyeon

Birthdate: 1995/08/19

Nationality: Korean

Position: Sub-Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Visual

Representative Star Sign: Leo

About Bona: She trained at Cube Entertainment for about 6 years before coming to Starship Entertainment, which is why she is close with BTOB. She’s got one of the tiniest waist I’ve ever seen, I don’t know how it’s possible, probably sorcery. She tends to favor Xuan Yi and Luda, resulting in the ships BoXuan and BonLu, they’re both adorable ships but some people will fight to the death over which one is better. She and Eunseo are close and call themselves the Yeon Sisters, she and Cheng Xiao are adorable together as well.


Exy

Real Name: Chu Sojung

Birthdate: 1995/11/06

Nationality: Korean

Position: Leader, Main Rapper

Representative Star Sign: Scorpio

About Exy: Before WJSN’s debut she appeared on Unpretty Rapstar Vol. 2 and her rap had everyone shooooooook. I recommend watching her performances. She became Cosmic Girls resident girl crush rapper after that, but after debut we found out she’s really girly and adorable, but we still love her anyway. She has a song called “Wipeout” and anytime the members try to suck up they’ll all start singing it. She’s cosmic girls leader but in reality she’s just the tired aunt that the youngest bother, never letting her sleep, but she loves them, although she once threatened to throw Dayoung in the fireplace. 


Soobin

Real Name: Park Soobin

Birthdate: 1996/09/14

Nationality: Korean

Position: Main Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Virgo

About Soobin: She’s one of the smallest/shortest members in the group she and Luda call themselves the Pocket Girls due to their small size. Despite being so small, she is incredibly loud and once imitated a pterodactyl on weekly idol. Her nickname is the “smiling angel”. She vehemently denies Seola being her ideal type but its obvious that it’s Seola. She’s famous in the fandom for her Sunbae CF’s and her CF laugh, which is slightly terrifying. 


 Luda

Real Name: Lee Luda

Birthdate: 1997/03/06

Nationality: Korean

Position: Sub-Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Pisces

About Luda: I’m almost positive she has the shortest training period of the members and was one of the last members chosen to be in the group. She used to get Bona to help her out, which stressed Bona out, but she would send her cute messages thanking her. Luda is the smallest of the small and is the smallest member of the group at only 155 cm (5′1″ ish). But don’t let her size fool you, she’s a savage and is often referred to as “Pocket Satan” its the small ones you have to watch out for…


Dawon

Real Name: Nam Dawon

Birthdate: 1997/04/16

Nationality: Korean

Position: Main Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Aries

About Dawon: She is arguably one of the most under-appreciated members in the group (along with MeiQi). One of the nicknames the fans gave her is Dawonce and for obvious reasons, the girl can sing (give her more lines Starship). She appeared on a show for under-rated girl group members called “Girls Spirit” and killed every performance. I highly recommend watching her performances to gain appreciate for her vocals and if you can make it through her Yanghwa Bridge performance without crying you’re not human. She’s one of the sweetest, most caring members of the group, and deserves lots of love. 


Eunseo

Real Name: Son Juyeon

Birthdate: 1998/05/27

Nationality: Korean

Position: Sub-Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Representative Star Sign: Gemini

About Eunseo: She’s the tallest member of the group and the members often call her a giraffe. She along with Soobin is one of the loudest members of the group. She’s the groups vitamin and has soooo much energy. She’s like a puppy, she really is. She and Cheng Xiao arguably form one of the biggest ships in the group, EunXiao, they’re precious honestly. She’s self-concious about her looks especially her nose, so please refrain from making fun of her about it, it’s not very nice and she even cried at a fan meeting over it, so just don’t. Or I’ll find you…


Cheng Xiao

Real Name: Xiao Cheng Xiao

Birthdate: 1998/07/15

Nationality: Chinese

Position: Main Dancer, Sub-Vocalist, Visual, Face of the Group

Representative Star Sign: Cancer

About Cheng Xiao: She’s rarely seen with both feet on the ground, she’s always mid-air doing acrobatics. She’s suuuuuper flexible. She’s also quite the meme in some of her fan photos and has earned the nickname Meme Xiao. She’s still learning Korean, but she’s improved a lot due to being on a lot of variety shows. One of her most iconic moments can be found in their reality show when she says, “Babo Wasseo! (An idiot came!)” when she meant to say the food had come. She’s an angel and we as fans must protect Xiao Xiao from the perverts on here (cough tastymotion [please report them often even if its not cosmic girls their page is disgusting]). 


Mei Qi

Real Name: Meng Mei Qi

Birthdate: 1998/10/15

Nationality: Chinese

Position: Main Dancer, Sub-Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Libra

About Mei Qi: Although Starship categorized her as a sub-vocalist the members often place her in the vocalist line, where she belongs. The proof of her vocal ability can be found in their pre-debut music video “All I Want for Christmas is You” her parts in that had Mariah Carey shook. Despite being one of the other under-appreciated members in the group she has been in 3 movies and was the lead role for two. Be on the lookout for Step Up 6 to come out sometime this year and support Mei Qi! She’s often called “Baby Mei Qi” and “Mei Qi Oppa” by the members.


Yeoreum

Real Name: Lee Jinsook

Birthdate: 1999/01/10

Nationality: Korean

Position: Sub-Vocalist, Lead Rapper

Representative Star Sign: Capricorn

About Yeoreum: Despite being one of the youngest and one of the smaller members, this girl can eat. For most of her screen time in their reality show she was eating something. She’s adorable and although she is the oldest of the maknae (youngest) line, she still refers and introduces herself as the groups youngest member. According to the members the voice she uses and the way she speaks when she is in public or during broadcasts is not the voice she uses or the way she speaks at home. She’s also lovingly nicknamed the “Little Octopus” with Eunseo being the “Big Octopus”. 


Dayoung

Real Name: Im Dayoung

Birthdate: 1999/05/14

Nationality: Korean

Position: Lead Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Taurus

About Dayoung: She’s a part of the 99 line or the Maknae line. Despite her age she cooks really well and often makes the members their birthday meal, she and the other members prepared Eunseo’s lunch for the College Entrance Exam. She’s incredibly hyper and is likely the cause of Exy’s lack of sleep (let tired aunt Exy sleep). She gained popularity for looking like Shin Donyeop and even took a selfie with him when she appeared on a show with him (and they do look similar). Because she’s hyper she’s always falling down and getting bruises, be more careful space cadet!


Yeonjung

Real Name: Yoo Yeonjung

Birthdate: 1999/08/03

Nationality: Korean

Position: Main Vocalist

Representative Star Sign: Ophiuchus

About Yeonjung: According to the members Yeonjung was supposed to be one of the original 12 members of the group, but at the last minute was chosen by the company to appear on MNet’s Produce 101. She proved that she was an amazing vocalist and was the last member chosen to be in the group I.O.I. coming in 11th place. She was officially added to Cosmic Girls in July and became their 13th and youngest member. She and Soobin together have their terrifying CF laugh. She’s a sweet baby and needs to be protected at all cost (please don’t put her on a diet Starship).


*This post can and may be updated. Please let me know if there’s anything else you think I should add. (Examples being units, hometowns, blood type, height, etc.,)*

About Sungmin and the division among ELFs

There’s been a lot of anti-Sungmin sentiment lately and I for one had no idea why there was hate for him to begin with. “Are K-ELF angry bc their bias got married??” I think that’s the most common reaction among I-ELF but that of course isn’t it. What bothers me the most is the divide between Korean & International ELF tbh. Each side calling the other stupid/ignorant bc “they don’t get it but they think they know everything” is very unfair. BOTH sides need understanding. Do research, try to hear what the other side is saying rather than judging them based on a couple of angry/hateful comments.

I did. I looked up posts from K-ELF on “reasons why Sungmin will never regain Korean fans” and read them. And you know what? I GAINED UNDERSTANDING. I finally get why K-ELF feel betrayed. But you know what else? I ultimately still support Sungmin (just FYI he’s not even my bias in SuJu so don’t go there).

I agree that the timing for his wedding was extremely poor especially considering what had happened with Leeteuk’s family & also the SS6 tour & the album promotion period. It was a selfish move to push on with the wedding. It just was. Also, him using bodyguards during fanmeetings to basically bully fans from bringing up the topic- very wrong. And denying the rumors to Korean fans but admitting it to others- also not cool. Plus, forcing his then gf’s nickname onto others via his new signature was kinda lame.

Even though I sympathize with K-ELF on those points, I still choose to support Sungmin & his wife bc at the end of the day, I feel like it was just a really unfortunate confluence of events, bad timing & yes, a tablespoon of selfishness (really like a cup if we’re keeping to cooking ratios but you get the point). They wanted to get married on the one year anniversary of their first meeting and he didn’t want to put it off bc he was enlisting 3 months later. They really wanted to be married. I can’t hate on him/them for that. Yes, it came at the expense of a couple of things- namely the inconvenience of his group but I don’t believe that means he doesn’t care about Suju anymore. He made a choice for himself and his love and put it ahead of the group. Priorities change in life, but again, it doesn’t signify that he has stopped caring about the members or the fans.

But- and I really want to emphasize this point- if the guys can move on from it, why shouldn’t we as fans? I’m not saying they’re all over it- it may well remain a sore point within the group- but to go so far as to assume that they want him out is going too far. By going against Sungmin and his participation with the comeback later this year, you are hurting the group as a whole. Losing Hangeng & Kibum was hard enough at the time, but now you expect them to expel him from the group almost 12 years into this thing (plus Kangin but that’s another topic for another day)? No. I also want to add that my main contention with the anti-Sungmin K-ELF and really with ALL fans in the world who feel like he/they/ANY idols owe their career to them (the fans). I disagree. Fan support is crucial & necessary but to say that “THEY OWE US” is going over the top imo. Just as the idols aren’t entitled to any fan support, we as fans are not entitled to access into the idols’ lives.

For the sake of full disclosure, I think most I-ELF are miffed by K-ELF, not just because of this mess but also from the Henry-ZhouMi disaster from way back when. They were not welcomed (to put it very politely) and found support from the international fans. It still breaks my heart to hear them talk about how they were THIS close to quitting bc of the backlash against them joining. Hell, to this day, a number of ELF still don’t acknowledge them as a part of Super Junior. As Heechul once said, “if you can’t support all 15 members, then what kind of ELF are you?”

Within Temptation — Silent Force album  {Sentence Starters}

  • “No mercy, no more.”
  • “Never stop hoping…”
  • “Our time has run out.”
  • “Was this the only way?”
  • “You made me feel alive.”
  • “There’s no more escape.”
  • “We are forsaken this time.”
  • “Why am I here to try again?”
  • “All I know for sure is… I’m trying.”
  • “I’d give my heart, I’d give my soul.”
  • “Your silent whispers, silent tears…”
  • “There’s no turning back from here.”
  • “If I don’t make it, someone else will.”
  • “No more denying, I’ve got to face it.”
  • “You were my savior in my time of need.”
  • “I fear your smile and the promise inside.“
  • “Come into my world, see through my eyes.”
  • “We can rise above their truth and their lies.”
  • “I want to embrace you and never let you go.”
  • “Fear of the unknown clouds our hearts today.”
  • “The world is in our hands. This is not the end.”
  • “Please, say my name. Remember who I am…”
  • “I have failed you… but you have failed me, too.”
  • “I am longing to see you again, it’s been so long.”
  • “Things I thought I put behind me haunt my mind.”
  • “I still remember the smile when you tore me apart.”
  • “But one thing’s for sure, you’re always in my heart.”
  • “The sins of your life are, now, catching up with you.”
  • “I’ve seen kingdoms through ages rise and fall, I’ve seen it all.”
  • “I did my best to please you, but my best was never good enough.”
  • “I fear who I am becoming, I feel that I am losing the struggle within.”
  • “I just have know while I still have time: do I have to run or hide away from you?”

Reputation Conspiracy Theory: a thread

After listening to this album for like the 500th I was boppin and realized the subtle Gatsby references in this album are legit and I’m living for it.

But then I thought…. holy crap what if Rep is modeled off the novel??? So I connected the dots and it ACTUALLY COULD MAKE SENSE

Gatsby is my fav book ever so maybe this is a huge reach but there’s no denying the subtle allusions to the story in here.

Before you roll your eyes expecting me to explain Taylors love triangle as Daisy and her ex and bf as Gatsby and Tom hold up because that’s not the case.

I think Taylor jumps around all the characters.

So to start we all know the album is divided into two parts set off by the “…” on ready for it and so it goes.

The first half of the album Taylor tells the story through Gatsby perspective.

If you recall the novel is about Gatsby’s struggle to maintain his false reputation in order to win the heart of his long time crush Daisy.

The first part of Rep deals with Taylor struggling to maintain her reputation through the false perceptions of the media. Songs like Don’t Blame Me (she even says “now I’m your Daisy! Gatsby reference?!?) mirror Blank Space in the way it’s a song told from the perspective of how the media views her. Songs like Delicate and So It Goes share how she’s still herself and trying to love despite the media’s backlash which go hand in hand with how Gatsby still made a name for himself all the while admiring Daisy from afar.

But then she snaps. In Look What You Made Me Do she’s had enough of this false reputation and she’s willing to throw that reputation away just to clean the slate and say this is who I am unapologetically. In the same way after Gatsby meets Nick and decides to give up his facade and go after Daisy for the first time.

The next song is Gorgeous and I think this is where the narrative switches to one of Daisy’s perspective. Taylor like Daisy falls head over heels for a man despite the fact she already has another lover. The line "there’s nothing I hate more than what I can’t have” shows how her obsession drives her to do some reckless things.

I feel the next song Getaway Car serves as a perfect allusion to the scene on the Great Gatsby where Daisy and Gatsby essentially getaway from Tom and the others to live their life.

Taylor and her new lover try to escape but “a getaway car never gets far” and they crash and burn like Daisy and Gatsby did. In the end Daisy retreats back to Tom for safety which parallels the line “we were jet set Bonnie and Clyde til I switched to the other side” and “it’s no surprise I turned you in cause us traitors never win” Gatsby appeared to be her savior in an unhappy relationship but he wasn’t. This is such an obvious allusion to the book in my perspective.

The songs after that resemble Daisy as they kind of flirt with two lovers. King of my Heart refers to the love she finds after the chaos and chose to settle with-Tom Buchanan. Whereas Dancing With My Hands Tied refers to that other lover and how they feel trapped- Gatsby. The book quotes “It takes two to make an accident.” Which is why Taylor’s narratives such from person to person to show the contrast.

In This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things Taylor kinda summarizes “everyone swimming in a champagne sea… feeling so Gatsby for that whole year.. so why’d you have to rain on my parade?” I mean that’s an obvious allusion to the novel she literally says it. The champagne sea and the rain are both huge symbols in the book and she perfect incorporates them in her narrative.

And finally to wrap we know Daisy chooses Tom. The novel quotes “they retreated back into their money or their vast carelessness or whatever it was that kept them together, and let other people clean up the mess they had made.”

This is harsh. I think Taylors a little kinder than that but in essence it’s the same, she retreats to her lover and they live happily together behind closed doors like Call It What You Want and New Years Day depict.

Ta-dah! What do you think?

Underappreciated EXO things...
  • Chanyeol’s and Kai’s singing voices
  • Kai’s thighs 
  • El Dorado Chinese version
  • The entire Miracles in December album ngl
  • D.O’s red hair
  • Suho
  • Baekhyun with glasses
  • Mama
  • When Sehun grabbed D.O’s butt for no reason
  • When Lay kissed D.O for no reason
  • THE PICTURE OF D.O AND CHANYEOL SLEEPING TOGETHER
  • The way D.O denies liking guys but then all the above^
  • The video Baekhyun uploaded for New Year 2016
  • ALL.OF.THEIR.LAUGHS
  • Lay’s sass
  • Episode 5 of Showtime

Edit: I WAS MISTAKEN IT’S D.O AND CHEN SLEEPING TOGETHER SORRY 

telegraph.co.uk
Liam Payne on 'missus' Cheryl, becoming a dad and feeling 'stranded' after leaving One Direction
By: Guy Kelly - 22 SEPTEMBER 2017

It must have been well over a year ago now, when Liam Payne realised he had absolutely nothing interesting to say. The singer, known to most as ‘Liam from One Direction’ until the group’s indefinite hiatus in January 2016, had returned to the studio, settled into the idea of being a solo artist for the rest of his days, and promptly drawn a blank. He was, he says, just too darned happy to think of anything.

Everything in his life had fallen into place. He’d found love, moving in with Cheryl (formerly Cole), a fellow junior royal of the Top 40. Their first child, a son named Bear, was well on the way. He had signed a huge record deal with Capitol. He felt fitter and healthier than he had in years. And, yes, there’s no denying it: he was pretty pleased that he no longer had to be in the biggest boyband in the world.

‘I had a bit of a problem formulating what was going on in my brain into the music at first,’ he says, ‘because I was so content with everything in my personal life. It’s easy to spill your guts out on a ballad. But I was thinking, “Oh God, I’m really happy – what am I going to write about?!”’

More than 12 months on, the answer to that question still isn’t entirely clear. Payne’s debut album, as yet untitled, won’t be released until early 2018. There have been two singles, though, with a third, the unsubtly titled Bedroom Floor, arriving next month.

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The SunLOUIS’ BEBE Louis Tomlinson puts his arm around pop star Bebe Rexha as they get close on a night out in Las Vegas. 

LOUIS Tomlinson was seen getting close to singer Bebe Rexha as the pair continue to enjoy the success of their duet Back To You. The duo partied in Las Vegas following their stint at iHeartRadio Festival and looked in good spirits as they headed back to their hotel together after partying, with Louis affectionately putting his arm around Bebe’s neck. 

Bebe looked sexy and stylish in a figure loving hot pink dress and heels, while Louis kept it casual in a black T-shirt and trousers.The One Direction star, 25, is currently dating Eleanor Calder, 25, after reuniting in January this year following a two-year split. Despite his song with Bebe being about a fiery relationship, he denies it’s about him and Eleanor. He told Dan Wootton: “There are some personal things that I relate to and contribute to lyrics. The rest of album is vulnerable. Nice to have something not as directly as relatable to me. But the relationship in the song is intense. Maybe they’re not right for each other. I wouldn’t describe Eleanor as that. She’s ace.”

American singer, Bebe, 28, recently opened up about her friendship with Louis. She told Billboard: “The second I met him, he was kind to me and my team."He’s just cool. I don’t feel nervous around him - he’s like a friend now, and it’s cool to work with friends.”

Just Taehyung Things

Oh my dear bias, HIS BOXY SMILE WILL ALWAYS LIGHT UP MY DAY, one of my favorite things about Kim Taehyung <3

Originally posted by taehyungieluv

He can go from cute to sexy in .05 seconds, it’s ridiculous. I feel attacked every time he does it too, like why you do this…why. He’s so charismatic on stage and off stage, I just wanna be close friends with him <3

Originally posted by yoonmin

Originally posted by faidream

HIS WAY WITH KIDS, MAN I WANNA SEE HIM ON RETURN OF SUPERMAN OR SOMETHING. It makes my heart flutter every time he interacts with a baby/child <3. He’s gonna be an amazing father one day, I know it

Originally posted by deathlymaze

HIS VOICE, DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED. THIS MAN CAN HIT LOW NOTES BUT THOSE HIGH NOTES IN STIGMA?! THATS MY FAV SONG OFF THEIR WINGS ALBUM. THE GROWL IN BOY IN LUV, BOYZ WITH FUN, SPINE BREAKER ETC?! TAEHYUNG STAHP. AND THEN THE SONG WITH NAMJOON…KILL ME THANKS. HOLD ME TIGHT, YOUR STABLE NOTES ARE AMAZING. He’s so talented like seriously.

Originally posted by taehyungieluv

Originally posted by jkookisdaddy

Now he may be all those things..but you can’t deny that he’s a little clumsy, it’s so cute, PROTECT HIM.

Originally posted by yngissi

Originally posted by btsbulletproofmemes

He’s just the fluffiest, friendliest person you could ever meet <3 His love for art and his music taste reaches rangsthat I never thought. He’s so sweet to his parents and to his members. Bts will always be a part of him and so will Army <3. Army love you Kim Taehyung ! (Add more if you want)

Originally posted by holdyourpen-writeyourlife

Originally posted by smallkpoplove

Originally posted by kimtaehyung-gifs

Just Namjoon Things

Just Jin Things

Just Yoongi Things

Just Hoseok Things

Just Jimin Things

Just Jungkook Things

Just Bts Things

#FollowTheMovement

“I get that they work hard for that shit but just. Why?” your friend Nana asks you as she drowns herself in buffalo wings.

“They’re proud? If you had them, wouldn’t you show them off?” you asked her back.

“I do have them. I do show them.” She says as she angrily bites off the chicken meat. “But I don’t talk about it 24/7.”

It all started after everyone caught the virus. In their line of work it was pretty common to be idolized by thousands of fangirls and fanboys over their music but the delivery had to be in some sort of package. Everyone knew that the year of fitness was going to come but nobody expected it to be 2017.

You used to be able to contact any of the boys during their free time and hang out with them. Drinking was always the solution after a long week of work or even during idle moments in between work days. But these days, the conversations have shifted to a much leaner topic.

“Let them be, they’re growing,” you reasoned out to your friend with a smile.

“Yeah. Growing in size.” She rolled her eyes at your tolerance. “I mean, ain’t you concerned that they could, I don’t know?”

“Pfft. They’ve always been that way even before this.” Although she didn’t finish her sentence you knew her concerns. The boys have now turned into men and are walking thirst traps. And damn were people thirsty.

After you finished lunch with Nana, you headed back to your studio to get some work done. When you got there you noticed a bunch of your staff crowding over someone, probably a celebrity, taking photos and giving signatures. You brushed it off and headed to your office and saw Jay on your couch.

“Hey baby, how you doing?” you greeted him with a kiss on the forehead before settling into your boss chair.

“It’s happening.” Jay said excitedly.

“What’s happening?” you looked at him with a raised brow and saw that he was grinning as he was scrolling his phone. As he was about to answer, Loco walked in your office with his usual carefree demeanor.

“What’s up, what’s up boss lady,” Hyuk Woo greets you and sits down on one of the chairs in front of your desk.

“Look who’s causing a frenzy like it’s no biggie,” you began complementing him.

“I know! Did you see me out there?” he leaned in to your direction and the both of you engaged in an exchange of praises for his recent status. You couldn’t deny that his album was well put and the best to date but the conversation eventually fell into his new found confidence after getting into shape.

In the midst of your conversation with Loco, Jay was on the couch nodding and mumbling in agreement. The more animated you look with boosting his younger brother’s ego, the more happy he seemed. The both of you were planning on syncing your training schedules when he was called to start his portion of the magazine’s interview.

“Told you. Now all I have to do is sit back and take care of the fetuses.” Jay said as he sunk into the couch, stretching out his body. You then walked over to him and sat on his lap.

“What’s happening again?” you asked him, petting his head.

“Loco has officially been set on the map and I couldn’t be any prouder.” He declares with a proud grin. “We didn’t even have to set this interview up and it’s the fifth one for this week.”

Jay was practically glowing with pride. Five years of promoting Loco and the kid finally managed to draw enough attention to hold people’s interest.

“Yeah, no one could deny that his new album is fire. It was well curated and definitely worth waiting for.” You followed up as a complement.

“I know! And I’m even more hyped because he’s real happy with this album. It’s his baby.” You could’ve sworn there was a tear forming in one of his eyes.

“My baby’s baby is grown up. And you say you can’t handle being a dad,” you teased him.

“He’s hella grown. Look at this,” Jay says and pulls out his phone. He tapped in on Loco’s instagram page and his recent story update. The first video was the blonde running on a treadmill with his topless reflection on the window. The next one was him lifting weights, showing off his guns. The one after that was a locker room video of Hyuk Woo flexing his abs.

You chuckled in amazement. Who would have known that the kid who was timid and was always pushed to the background would be in the forefront of instahoeing, overtaking his boss hoe. You also saw the increase in the number of his followers.

You heard laughter from outside your office and saw that same boy, cutely answering fan questions for the interview. His faced had been molded into having jawlines but the vibe that he gave off was still the same from before, warm and approachable.

“Babe, I’m so proud. I can’t.” Jay said, fake sobbing and pulled on your shirt’s neck hole to fake wipe his fake tears. You patted his head and shook yours. “I could even retire early if this pattern follows through. I might even get to wife you this year.”

“So, what now? You gonna ease up on the whole getting nekked on stage thing?” You reminded him. “Let the kids have the chance this time?”

“Meh. Ain’t gonna happen.” He chuckles as he looks towards his brother’s direction. “It’s called ‘follow the movement’ not pass on the movement when somebody else catches it.”

You laughed at his reasoning.

“All my friends are hoes!”

-end-

I must confess that I have only been a fan of jaejoong for a year perhaps? Until recently I knew the meaning of the color green in their concerts. I have nothing to do with Jaejoong fans, I mean those who care only about him and not the group where he belongs too.
But given the circumstances ignoring the fact of his past and his preferences, it seems that Jaejoong really feels more comfortable when his fans do something that he likes, I mean, it’s difficult for him to have to bow his head every time his Fans tell him that he must be single, or that he should maintain a beauty, etc.
It’s a little cruel that he should submit to such requests from his fans that in my opinion are hard, when you are a true fan you must think about his happiness and his health, after all a clear mind will allow him to get good songs as he has Indeed, one of the reasons I became a fan was because of his good taste in music, since I love rock.

So this not to generate a conclict if not to make understand a point, if we want the happiness of our artist we must do what he likes as well as he will do what we most appreciate and is his presence, be it in concerts, albums or doramas, whatever he will do his best to show himself as much as he can, that the fans are reluctant to deny his past or even simply getten with him as if he were his property, it’s cruel because in my opinion these People don’t see him as a human being but as an object.

Please support him, respect his past and respect him. I don’t care who was group or what group he belonged to, I like it for being KIM JAEJOONG but I must respect his past and his present group so I want him to be happy, respect his friends, he is a human being, do what would make him happy.

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Exo-l and Army personification <3

Army is a very hyperactive, funny, youthful boy. Sometimes is very childish and stubborn. Very proud of his idols. Always happy “Did you listen Bangtan today?”

Exo-l is such a prince. Handsome and smart. Kinda sarcastic. Tries to act serious but is such a baby. Doesn’t count sheeps to sleep, he counts daesangs. R I C H “The War is not a album, is the fucking holy bible”. By his serious looks nobody would believe that he got a bedroom FULL of official merchandise. “Do you want my daesangs???”

Army and Exo-l fight a lot but they can’t deny the love they hold for eachother, haha.


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Best Friend AU! w/ Jungkook
  • requested by @jungkxmh
  • i knew you were a hoe for me :)
  • as requested, its not gonna be romantic sorry
  • jungkook and you would probably become friends bc of something stupid 
  • like maybe he’d turn to you and threatened to leak your nudes and then start screaming bc he thought jimin was behind him
  • or for a more pg ver, he said many death threats colorfully decorated with totally child friendly words 
  • or if you wanna be a total angel he shoved his phone in your face and it was a weird ass meme 
  • idk hes just an idiot
  • i love him :(
  • probably goes over to your place while youre at work and eats all your food
  • but feels kinda bad later so he buys you a takeout feast
  • if you try to do anything nice for him out of the blue, he’ll pretend to throw up
  • 5 minutes later he buys you ice cream tho lmao
  • will force you to play games with him no matter what
  • you have work to do? its okay, your boss will understand. play games with him
  • you are too tired? adrenaline from the games will fix it
  • you just dont wanna play games? too fucking bad youre playing games
  • is a literal child
  • ‘y/n go buy me a rolex’
  • ‘what the hell you bitch i have no money’
  • if you’re sad, make no mistake 
  • he will go over to you even if its 2am to cheer you up
  • is lowkey annoying but its a good kind of annoying
  • you two are so extra when it comes to christmas gifts
  • its the only time of year where you can both show your mutual love and appreciation for each other without actually getting into the feels
  • he also will tease you for anything anytime
  • yall would be texting and youll accidentally put ‘get some froto’ instead of ‘get some froyo’ and he wont let that go for a week
  • “hA SURE I’LL GET YOU SOME FROTO AHAHAH”
  • itll probably lead to you signing up for martial arts classes so you can literally kick his ass 
  • if youre shorter than him, he’ll pick you up and shake you just to annoy you
  • if youre taller than him, no discrimination, he’ll still pick you up and shake you
  • even tho he’s just your bud, he’ll get jealous if you call someone else your best friend
  • “ :((( i thought i was your best friend :(( “
  • so cute im melting what a child
  • but just give him some gum or make him ramen 
  • if youre talking to someone and they tease you he’ll be pouty
  • “why did you talk to them like that? only i can tease you”
  • sorry this whole thing is just kookie being a cutie who annoys you a little but you love him
  • he’ll give you signed albums just for fun bc he knows that you are an ARMY no matter how many times you deny it
  • he saw the bangtan merch and shit in your room
  • he got jealous when you hung a seventeen poster up tho
  • lil shit took it down after an hour 
  • probably will make you change your lockscreen to a derpy picture of him so “you will see my ugly face everyday and be reminded that you are never free from me”
  • whoa creepy
  • slow your roll there kookie
  • his knowledge of bangtan memes comes from you
  • will support you in everything you do but in a subtle way
  • you call each other out all the time
  • “i dont like mint choc”
  • “dont lie you ate all my mint choc ice cream the other day”
  • “thAT WAS YOU??”
  • “NO???”
  • “I WATCHED YOU EAT IT”
  • “UM NO I WAS WATCHING SUPERNATURAL AND THEN IT WAS GONE”
  • “SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO ME WHILE IM AT YOUR DAMN APARTMENT”
  • you never gave him keys to your apartment actually
  • he probably stole them from yoongi bc theres that faded purple sharpie mark from when you accidentally dropped it on the keys
  • once he brought taehyung and jimin with him and they raided your fridge
  • jimin and tae paid you back bc they felt bad lmao
  • you dont have those big friend fights? like the ones where you just get pissy with each other
  • its mostly just ‘stop doing that its not good’ and then ‘okay sorry’
  • uhmm idk what to put here im tired
  • he will do dumb shit with you
  • like convince you to go break into a park and go down the slides
  • then scare the bejeezes out of you bc its dark and quiet
  • he sends you the address and exact item he wants you to try if he finds a good place to eat at
  • if you get a favorite place, you guys will go everytime you decide to eat somewhere 
  • everyone hate loves you two
  • bc you two are obnoxiously loud but cute at the same time
  • everyone thinks youre a couple but no hes nasty why would i date him
  • then you’ll probably argue about whos nastier 
  • yall argue like an old married couple
  • never about anything big its just about whos getting the snacks and whatnot
  • if you get periods, he will totally be the Best and buy whatever you need 
  • hes got ‘period kits’ in his car, at the dorm, in your house somewhere idk
  • he keeps pads/tampons in his wallet so you wont freak out
  • ok lets stop talking about that nasty shit
  • your friendship is so strong what the hell
  • he cried while you guys were watching a kdrama bc the love interest died
  • ahahah what a nerd
  • so yea basically jungkook would be a pain in the ass of a friend but he’s also a pain in the ass whos always there for you whether you’re crying over your boyfriend/girlfriend or crying bc your favorite ice cream ran out at the store

(A/N): i always forget how i format my authors note but hey yea its been a while since i posted something sorry -peanut

I need y’all to weigh in on something for me

I typically never charge above $1.50 for any of my music, and an overwhelming majority of what I make is free because I don’t like to deny anyone access to my work just because they can’t afford to pay me for it

but as a person who now has rent and utilities and groceries and student loans to pay for, the numbers show that I’m making well below my state’s minimum wage, and ever since I started living like an “adult” I’m finding it much more difficult to make ends meet with music alone.

So, what I’d like to ask you all is this;

How much do YOU feel that I should be charging per album?  How much would YOU be willing to pay for my music?

I release music at a frequency of roughly 1 album per month (8-20 tracks), and I am frequently told that I undercharge, but in the interest of me being able to continue doing what I do without sacrificing basic necessities, I’d really like to know how much you, the people who listen to my music, feel that I should be charging for it.  This information will help me out a lot in the long run and I’d like to thank you all in advance for your input.

SLEEP  ON  THE  FLOOR

❛        pack  yourself  a  toothbrush.        ❜
❛        take  all  of  your  savings  out.        ❜
❛        we  might  never  make  it  out.        ❜
❛        i  was  not  born  to  drown.        ❜
❛        we  were  not  born  in  sin.        ❜
❛        leave  a  note  on  your  bed.        ❜
❛        the  sun  don’t  shine  on  me.        ❜
❛        lay  yourself  down.        ❜
❛        how  do  you  pay  the  rent.        ❜
❛        wear  something  nice.        ❜

OPHELIA

❛        i  should’ve  known  better.        ❜
❛        i  can’t  feel  no  remorse.        ❜
❛        you  don’t  feel  nothing  back.        ❜
❛        you’ve  been  on  my  mind.        ❜
❛        heaven  help  the  fool  who  falls  in  love.        ❜
❛        i  got  a  little  paycheck.        ❜
❛        you  got  big  plans.        ❜
❛        i  don’t  feel  nothing  at  all.        ❜
❛        honey  i  love  you.        ❜
❛        that’s  all  she  wrote.        ❜
❛        like  a  drug.        ❜

CLEOPATRA

❛        i  was  young.        ❜
❛        but  i  was  sad.        ❜
❛        i  had  no  plans.        ❜
❛        it  hardened  like  my  heart  did.        ❜
❛        i  would  marry  you  in  an  instant.        ❜
❛        damn  your  husband  /  wife.        ❜
❛        i  was  late.        ❜
❛        late  for  the  love  of  my  life.        ❜
❛        when  i  die  alone.        ❜
❛        i’ll  be  on  time.        ❜
❛        they  remind  me  of  you.        ❜
❛        i’ll  play  my  part.        ❜
❛        that’s  all  in  the  past  now.        ❜
❛        a  place  for  the  end.        ❜

GUN  SONG

❛        i  don’t  own  a  single  gun.        ❜
❛        you’d  be  the  one.        ❜
❛        i  don’t  have  a  sweetheart  yet.        ❜
❛        things  i  knew  when  i  was  young.        ❜
❛        some  were  true.        ❜
❛        some  were  wrong.        ❜

ANGELA

❛        you  left  this  town.        ❜
❛        they  raise  you  up.        ❜
❛        it’s  a  long  time  coming.        ❜
❛        home  at  last.        ❜
❛        spent  your  whole  life  running  away.        ❜
❛        lost  in  me.        ❜
❛        lost  in  you.        ❜
❛        i  belong.        ❜

IN  THE  LIGHT

❛        i  don’t  know  why.        ❜
❛        i  just  can’t  let  it  go.        ❜
❛        the  idea’s  gone.        ❜
❛        give  me  my  yesterdays.        ❜
❛        i  have  gone  away.        ❜
❛        save  it.        ❜
❛        fate  dealt  you  a  tricky  hand.        ❜
❛        hold  me.        ❜
❛        don’t  you  ever  let  this  die.        ❜
❛        in  the  light.        ❜
❛        in  the  daytime.        ❜

GALE  SONG

❛        it’s  a  lonely  road.        ❜
❛        you  can  see  it  on  their  faces.        ❜
❛        i  can  wait  ‘til  then.        ❜
❛        this  too  shall  pass.        ❜
❛        this  loneliness  won’t  last  for  long.        ❜
❛        i  wasn’t  there  to  take  his  /  her  place.        ❜
❛        i  was  ten  thousand  miles  away.        ❜
❛        i  don’t  wanna  go.        ❜
❛        it’s  time  to  leave.        ❜
❛        you’ll  be  on  my  mind.        ❜
❛        i  won’t  fight  in  vain.        ❜
❛        i’ll  love  you  just  the  same.        ❜
❛        i  couldn’t  know  what’s  in  your  mind.        ❜
❛        i  saw  the  pictures.        ❜
❛        you’re  looking  fine.        ❜
❛        i  let  you  go.        ❜
❛        he  /  she  /  i  /  you  fell  apart.        ❜
❛        with  his  /  her  /  my  /  your  broken  heart.        ❜

LONG  WAY  FROM  HOME

❛        take  no  mercy  on  him  /  her.        ❜
❛        enough  is  enough.        ❜
❛        i’m  a  long  way  from  home.        ❜
❛        time  is  running  out.        ❜
❛        holding  the  pain.        ❜
❛        you’re  holding  your  breath.        ❜
❛        you’re  right  next  to  me.        ❜
❛        you’re  a  long  way  from  home.        ❜
❛        didn’t  do  any  good.        ❜

SICK  IN  THE  HEAD

❛        people  say  i’m  no  good.        ❜
❛        write  me  off.        ❜
❛        they  should.        ❜
❛        fuck  ‘em.        ❜
❛        they’re  just  sick  in  the  head.        ❜
❛        somebody  should’ve  asked  me.        ❜
❛        i  won’t  live  like  them.        ❜
❛        if  it’s  alright  with  you.        ❜
❛        i’ll  be  gone.        ❜
❛        i  will  not  be  here  forever.        ❜
❛        let’s  make  this  count.        ❜

MY  EYES

❛        the  devil’s  inside.        ❜
❛        you  opened  the  door.        ❜
❛        too  young  to  know.        ❜
❛        what  did  you  do    ?        ❜
❛        promised  it  all.        ❜
❛        but  you  lied.        ❜
❛        you  better  slow  down.        ❜
❛        it’s  all  or  nothing.        ❜
❛        they  fed  you  to  lions.        ❜

WHERE  THE  SKIES  ARE  BLUE

❛        you’re  gonna  leave.        ❜
❛        it  ain’t  gonna  break  my  heart.        ❜
❛        the  world’s  got  the  best  of  you.        ❜
❛        you  can  always  find  me.        ❜
❛        if  you  ever  need  a  fool.        ❜

EVERYONE  REQUIRES  A  PLAN

❛        he  /  she  whispers  secrets.        ❜
❛        i  know  it  was  you.        ❜
❛        i  can  give  you.        ❜

WHITE  LIE

❛        my  hands  were  red.        ❜
❛        i  denied  me.        ❜
❛        i’ve  told  lies.        ❜
❛        we  can  make  it  through  another  day.        ❜
❛        we  both  need  to  forget  this  fear.        ❜
❛        it’s  all  the  same  to  you.        ❜
❛        it’s  just  a  little  white  lie.        ❜
❛        it’s  all  the  same  to  me.        ❜
❛        would  you  still  believe    ?        ❜
❛        i  don’t  want  you  to  forget.        ❜
❛        just  pretend  that  it  never  happened.        ❜

Eric Bittle??? Yes what an angel what a— [trips] [hundreds of thousands of photos of Bitty spill out of jacket] w-what a fucking wonderful human being! i- these are all mine mine im just [gathering them up practically beaming] listen i just listen [thousands of pictures of Bitty scatter across the floor] im holding them to be framed for my apartment just listen
—  Jack Zimmermann probably
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Sam Smith - Lay Me Down

Featuring John Legend

LYRICS

___________________

Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be
Where I was right there
Right next to you

And it’s hard
The days just seem so dark
The moon and the stars
Are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin
Where do I begin?
No words can explain
The way I’m missing you

Deny this emptiness
This hole that I’m inside
These tears
They tell their own story

Told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling’s overwhelming, it’s much too strong

Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you’re alright
I’ll take care of you
I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you tonight

I’m reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I’ve been through
I’m missing you, missing you like crazy

[This verse is only in the album version:]
You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling’s overwhelming, it’s much too strong

Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you’re alright
I’ll take care of you
I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight
Lay me by your side
Lay me down tonight
Lay me by your side
Can I lay by your side?
Next to you
You