video games are so incredibly hostile and unwelcoming to mlm and im really feeling this more than ever after Watch_dogs 2 decided to continue to queerbait its audience with Wrench and Marcus w/o ever confirming their relationship as anything other than a joke, and after Mass Effect: Andromeda decided to not include gay men in major roles out of fear of backlash from the straight male audience, and Persona 5 preferred teacher/student relationships to relationships between two boys of the same age and etc etc etc
like these are all on varying levels of being overtly homophobic but the theme is fucking unignorable; video games dont want to have gay or bi men and its undeniably because theyre scared of upsetting the core straight male demographic by confronting them with things like gay and bi men.
like right now im desperately waiting for blizzard to reveal who the gay characters in Overwatch are because if any of these men are gay theyre going to be the only male player characters who are canonically gay or bisexual (and not just player choice) that i know of who havent just been “confirmed gay” on twitter. and even the characters that do fall into the latter category add up to a grand total of two (and i hate including Axton from Borderlands 2 because i will never forget that his one off line flirting with guys was originally a fucking programming glitch gearbox chose not to fix. the other guy in question is Jacob Frye from Assassins Creed if anyone is curious)
im sick and tired of this like its exhausting just not existing to anyone. its not like the situation in film or television or any other media is that much fucking better right now, but at least i can name movies and tv shows that have gay men in them. its so unendingly depressing being a gay man and trying to enjoy video games because unless im willing to build them for myself they just dont fucking exist.
Lance tries as hard as possible to sleep in for as long as possible
this is a difficult task considering Keith is an early riser he doesn’t even need an alarm he just naturally wakes up at 7 to work out or whatever
one time lance tried to wake up early enough to surprise keith with a birthday breakfast-in-bed, but of course keith didn’t get the message to sleep in and was already awake
they made a mess making pancakes and bacon together instead
lance is a neat freak. it annoys the crap out of keith because he never had to clean up for anyone else whereas lance’s mother pretty much programmed him to clean up after himself and his little siblings
keith affectionately labels these tirades as The Nag™…brace yourselves, The Nag is coming
lance can also cook??? he chops vegetables like it’s nothing and keith is alway afraid he’s going to lose a finger at the speed he’s going
they couldn’t decide on a color scheme for their room so it’s just a mismatched mess of soft blues and and calm grays and vibrant red and angsty black and it looks awful. but it’s theirs
lance convinced keith to do weekly Couple Luxury Night where they did relaxing at-home spa treatment-esque routines. he told keith it’d be fun but really it’s just an excuse for him to pamper his boyfriend and take goofy pictures in face masks and cucumbers
lance always fixes keith’s hair before he walks out the door because that boy does not know that bedheads aren’t acceptable. keith always pretends to be annoyed but his favorite thing is feeling lances fingers run through his hair
lance got them really into competitive cooking shows and naturally it turned into a heated cooking war between the two. since lance is 1000x better at cooking (keith can barely peel a potato) keith is allowed to distract him by whatever means necessary. lance is extremely susceptible to neck kisses, side tickling, and obnoxious raspberries
lance in aprons with flirtatious sayings
keith complying with the aprons’ suggestions
lance totally has a childhood teddy bear that he still sleeps with with named tigre (as a child he didn’t really have a clear grasp on the difference between bears and tigers). He is now señor tigre, respect the title, and is appalled when keith calls it ratty and old-looking
whenever lance is mad at keith he pretends keith isn’t there and complains about him to tigre
when keith needs comfort and can’t get any words out, lance lets him hold tigre—he might be old as hell but he is soft—and just talks to him about anything until keith feels better
they have matching red and blue mugs with cute lions on them
keith sleeps on the left side of the bed, but always manages to roll all the way to lance’s side by the morning
keith also has deathgrip when he’s asleep, so lance had to buy him a body pillow for those nights when lance just wants to sprawl out
lance taped a fucking picture of his face to the body pillow the first night keith slept with it and the next morning lance was woken abruptly by keith shrieking in terror
lance likes to do voices and impressions all the time to keep himself entertained and uses random objects around the house as props. keith’s reactions range from tired-of-your-shit to must-hold-in-laughter, but most of the time keith likes to film him on his phone so he can watch it again later. he says it’s blackmail material but these are keith’s videos of the lance that only he gets to see every day
whenever lance decides to fart in front of keith he turns it into a punchline
keith would never fart in front of other people because it’s fucking barbaric but he feels comfortable enough to voice his body’s concerns (oh god lance i have to fucking dump pause the tv i can’t miss gordon ramsay ripping this neglectful chef a new asshole)
they have a weekly chore chart with shifting roles, except keith can’t do the dishes because sticking his hands under hot water and touching grimy dishes is a nightmare for him
keith never likes to walk around barefoot esp in the kitchen, so lance makes it fun by gifting keith with funky socks. his most recent pair has shooting stars with a moon made of cheese at the ankle. (keith unintentionally called them cheesy and lance keeled over) keith is known at work/school as the serious guy with uncharacteristically fun socks
lance likes to blast music but when it bothers keith, he turns it down and sings along at a moderate volume, which keith finds comforting
lance: KEITH HAVE U SEEN THE THING
keith: did u check between the couch cushions
it was between the couch cushions
they have a codeword for when keith misses a social cue and says something too blunt or rude, that way they can communicate easily in private and when company’s over
they also have a word for when lance is doing something annoyingly repetitive that keith can’t deal with
lance is superstitious and it’s all pretty humorous, but he never risks going to bed without saying i love you, even if they’re angry at each other. keith doesn’t understand why they need to say it out loud all the time but he knows it makes lance feel better so he doesn’t ask questions
some nights they like to sleep outside on the back porch so they can see the stars together, and they make their own constellations
when the Bad Thoughts hit lance, keith just stays with him, cradles him, strokes his hair. keith’s blunt honesty is a solace whenever lance splits
when lance dissociates, keith finds a simple activity for them to do together to coax him back like watching crap tv or going for a drive with the windows down
lance bought this weird porcelain duck cookie jar and every time keith comes into contact with it he stares it down for a good minute out of suspicion and spite
if either of them don’t feel like using their voice at any particular time, they bought mini whiteboards with tons of colorful markers
keith really likes to doodle?? its not his passion or anything but lance lets him draw on his skin and loves to show off his “new tattoo” to literally anyone
keith really wants a cat but lance thinks cats are too boring and moody. lance wants a dog but keith thinks they’re too high-maintenance and overwhelming
when they went pet shopping they became unwittingly enamored with a turtle struggling to eat a tomato. it was inspirational, and they named her Rita
they probably start a small garden and grow tomatoes for Rita and lance in floppy sun hats and keith digging gleefully into the earth
lance naming their gardening hoe keith and promptly running from an angry dirt-covered keith
im dy i ng I could go on about these dorks and their habits
if anyone wants to add anything more please do I'm thirsty for domestic klance fluff
It’s funny, I guess they’ve been burned by overselling their products so many times they’ve just stopped actually saying what they are.
I’ve been thinking about this since that Kotaku article about how Andromeda fell on its face. I feel like one of BioWare’s biggest issues is their inability to figure out who they are, and the lack of confidence to stand by it. One of their biggest flaws over ME’s lifespan has been the almost neurotic over-reaction to fan complaints. It’s in their entire history. Don’t like the elevator load screens? Replaced with even more boring generic graphic load screens! Economy and inventory system a bit badly designed? Get rid of all inventory! FemShep’s run isn’t ‘feminine’ (????) enough? Give her a laughably exaggerated hip-sway!
You look at a franchise like Uncharted, and see a dev who decided what they were about and stuck to it, and did it well. And granted, their gameplay didn’t exactly chart (hoho) new waters. But that didn’t matter because they decided what kind of game they wanted and they made four of them. And they weren’t flawless games, either. But they stuck to their damned guns and as a result they have a quadrology story that will be well-regarded for a long time. Meanwhile, CDR spent a lot of effort on creating an amazingly powerful cutscene animator engine for the Witcher games, and the result was a third game packed with character moments that will also stand the test of time.
Dragon Age has fared a little bit better over the years because if its pedigree as a fantasy RPG. It was able to cling to gameplay conventions that ultimately gave the whole franchise an underlying direction, even when they were having trouble finding a good line to walk between story and open world.
Mass Effect, on the other hand, spent ten years… flailing. It bleeds out of that Kotaku article. Their grasp of what made ME special was apparently so weak they spent the majority of Andromeda’s five year dev cycle on vaporware. They’re still desperate to please both the hardcore shooter set and the RPGers, for some reason. They crammed in an MP no one asked for, which, despite in itself being a decent little game, had strong and IMO negative blowback into the single player game. (I would forgive the MP if it didn’t affect SP development, but it did. A LOT.)
I can’t help but think BioWare spends a lot of time apologizing for being a storytelling dev. It’s almost embarrassed by the notion that a lot of people play for the characters and relationships rather than the video game mechanics. Its biggest problem is a decade-long identity crisis it can’t seem to resolve. And the result is Andromeda, where the strengths we know and love are grossly underserved by a mishmash of problems that evolved out of trying to be everything to everyone and never deciding who they actually are.
I’m honestly kind of tired of it. We’ll see if this new franchise manages to stake out an identity, and, I don’t know, stand up for it.
I’m OBSESSED with fan made and crack videos, I’ve basically watched all youtube has to offer, but there are some classics that everyone should watch:
1. Oikawa Tooru - Gay or European? This is simply a piece of art and the most accurate haikyuu video I’ve ever seen. A MASTERPIECE from the beginning to the end, especially with Suga, Tsukki, Kenma and Iwa. I’ll never get tired of watching it.
2. 50 Shades of Haikyuu. A remake of the Fifty Shades Of Grey trailer featuring Hinata as Anastasia and Kageyama as Mr. Grey. I go nut every time I see it it’s just perfect and way better than the original pls take my money and MAKE THIS HAPPEN
“What was he like?” “He was polite, intense, smart…Really intimidating.”
3. Mean Girls | Haikyuu!! Trailer. What happens when you put together Oikawa, Kuroo and Tsukki? This video is so well made I’ll literally make you fell of the chair believe me
“I’m sorry people are so jealous of me, but I can’t help it that I’m popular” is the most Kuroo quote EVER
4. Haikyuu!! Trailer - 10 Things I Hate About You. @haikyuuliberos made this and this is all you need to know about it. WATCH IT
5. Wiggle-Kuroo Tetsurou. If you feel like dying of the best death possible, watch this video of Kuroo dancing on heels. This is the reason why I don’t sleep at night tbh it’s….a spiritual experience
Hope you had fun with these and thank you for your message!
“I don’t really like people, but it’s difficult to get comfortable with loneliness. I mean, I’ve tried to have friends, but it never works out. And I’m tired of going out alone. I’m ok staying in at my place. It smells good when I burn incense and I have a lot of records and I can just play video games."
The bus she was waiting for arrived. "Do you need to go?"
"It’s ok. Another one will come in ten minutes… But then, you know, sometimes I just want a partner– a relationship. It would be nice to share this part of my life with someone. I’ve been single for years, and you know, there are people I could call if I wanted to. But people always end up saying things that rub me the wrong way, or if I open up to them, suddenly they want me to be their best friend, and I don’t want people to have expectations of me. I don’t want to waste anyone else’s time if I’m not interested in being close to them."
Another bus came and went while she told me about the loneliness, wiping tears from her eyes. Then another. "I’m sorry, I’ve talked too long."
"It’s really ok. Sometimes we just need to connect."
I am Jasmine Masters 👩🏾👩🏾 and I have something to say 🗣. Rupaul’s 👴🏽👸🏽 Drag Race 🏁 has fucked up drag 👩🏽🎤💃🏻. Bottom 👏🏼 line 👏🏼, cut 👏🏼and 👏🏼 dry ✂️🏜. Yes, I was on the show 📺 , I got on the show 📺 just because I needed a goddamn 🙏🏼🙏🏼 pay raise 📈and I got tired of seeing bitches 👩👩👧come from out of town🌚💫🌖, this is nothing to none of the girls👩👧👧, I’m just saying 🗣. I got tired🤦🏾♂️ of some of you bitches 👩👩👧👩👧👧coming to town🛬🏘, not having eyelash glue 👁, bobby pins ✔️and safety pins🔗, and wh- duct tape🎞, whatever you needed, but y’all got it from me 💇🏾and y’all was making way more 💸💵 than ME…have your asses 🍑🍑came before?…….…..and I 👩🏾 can get it, but I also said it’s the show 📺 that’s for something that I do 💃🏾. I am drag queen👠, I am an entertainer 🎭🎭, whatever, female impersonator🚶🏾♀️👩🏼⚕️. I do what RuPaul👴🏽👸🏽 does. So why not get on this show 📺, so I can make some extra coin💿 dollars💵💸 and see the world 🌎🗿🌃and meet some new people👫👬🕺🏽. But, the show 📺 been on now 8️⃣ years, and from those 8️⃣ years the drag scene 💃🏼🎬has really went down hill📉🏔. It’s just fucked up. Now, bitches 🐶🐶 are wearing panties 👙🎀and bras 👙on stage and thinking that they are fucking sickening 👩🏼🎤💁🏼and the crowd 👨👨👧👦👩👩👧think they sickening👩🏼🎤💁🏻 ‘cause they’s been on the show 📺 and the..GIRL👧🏽….Let me tell 🗣you, you young 👶🏻 generation🤰🏻something, you could like what you like🏳️🌈🏳️🌈, and I’m not knocking👊🏼 what peop- how people 👨👩👦👦👩👩👦 want to express themselves in drag 👩🏼🎤💃🏽, but honey 🍯🍯 that’s not 🙅🏽♂️❌ drag👩🏾🎤💃🏿, that’s not the drag👩🏻🎤👨🏻🎤💃🏼 I know about, so when you ask axe 🔪 me 👩🏾 those types of questions ❓❓ and I tell you I don’t know 🤷🏾♂️❓, I’m not being funny 🤡🤡. I don’t know 🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️. 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You’ve been watching Youtube💻🖥👨🏻💻 and drag queens 💃🏽👩🏻🎤from Rupaul’s 👴🏽👸🏽 Drag Race 🏁 and you think 💭 that’s the only drag 👩🏻🎤💃🏽 that there is, well I’m sorry sweetheart 💝, that is not 🚫. Yes, I have done pageants 👑 , I told 🗣 you to do it damn. This is for somebody 🎅🏼 who try to let me have it but I ain’t goin to say 🚫🗣 their name ‘cause they’re 👨👩👧 probably tryin’ to get some exposure ☀️ but grind don’t you ditch out your name ✍🏽, I’m just gonna let you have it in a nice way💋. Bitch 🐶🐶, I told you to do the little bar pageant 👶🏻🍻👑 at your damn, at- in the city 🏘 that you was in. You said “no 🚫, I don’t wanna do it ‘cause I don’t wanna be labeled 🗂 as the pageant girl 👸🏻.” But bitch 🐶🐶, 1️⃣ thing about a pageant 👑 that I learned that I have doing for years 👵🏾, it molds you to be professional👨🏾💼, girl 👧🏼. It really does. ‘Cause you know you have to be there for a certain time 🕔 for registration🗒 or you’re gonna get docked 🛳. You know gotta come in there with your shit 💩 prepared 📱💗 PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱, you know you got categories to make your dress for and everything, so I’m not sitting there trying to 📱💗 PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱umm, force 💪🏾 you to do something that you may not wanna do, it’s just the experience 👨🏽💼 of doing it so you could know all the shit 💩 so when you get into a show 🏃🏽♀️, you know if it’s 3️⃣ girls 👩👧👧you have enough time 🕠. Ok bitch 🐶🐶, I 👩🏾 can get through it ‘cause you already done it in the pageant 👑 so you had that experience 👨🏽💼. But if you wanna take your ass 🍑🍑 out there believing RuPaul’s 👴🏽👸🏽Drag Race 🏁🏁 is what drag 👩🏻🎤💃🏿 is about, bitch 🐶🐶 your ass 🍑 gonna be in the same gutter like some of the rest of you girls 👩👧👧 that ain’t going nowhere 🚫. Because all y’all look the damn same 👯👯. You all got the same fucking face 👱🏼♀️👱🏼♀️👱🏼♀️, you all got the same goddamn Dollar General 💵or Family Dollar 👨👩👧👦💵 panties and bra set 👙. That ain’t drag. I’m sorry it’s not drag👩🏻🎤💃🏼. Everybody wanna wear these damn leotards 👯👯to the fucking club🍹. Bitch🐶🐶, can ya add a damn RHINESTONE ♦️💎 to it. Why you wear leo-. For 1️⃣, it’s winter ☃️ out here in California, I know it’s winter ☃️ everywhere else, everybody’s ass ❄️🍑is freezing. But you still go out in a leotard 👯. GOING TO the club 🍾? 📱💗PHONE VIBRATES💗📱 But you’re not 👩🏽🍳❌ serving it. You are NOT serving I’m sorry to tell you 📱💗PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱bitch 🐶🐶 that ain’t cute. Your ass 🍑 is like your ass ❄️🍑 is freezing 📱💗PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱. I don’t care about how many stockings you got on your pants👖 bitch it’s ☃️cold 📱💗PHONE VIBRATES💗📱. And that’s the drag 👩🏻🎤that we are in tod- and it’s 📱💗PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱 not fucking drag, it’s not drag. Then when you see a girl 📱💗 PHONE VIBRATES 💗📱come out all glamorous 🎎 and all this, “OHHH WOW OOOOooo”, and all, no bitch. “SHE OLD SCHOOL 👵🏾🏫” not bitch 🐶🐶 she ain’t nobody 👤 old school 🏫, bitch old school’s 👵🏾🏫 the one that got you to the new school 👶🏼🏫. And panties and bras 👙 is not the damn way. SIMPLE. Now if I hurt 👊🏼 anybody’s feelings 🙍🏻♂️ by this video 🎥 that was not my intent but I just got tired 🙇🏽of these queens 🤴🏼🤴🏼🤴🏼hitting me up axing 🔪me about this stuff, I don’t know 🤷🏾♀️. I don’t know 🤷🏾♀️ where the best place to get a corset 🤰🏻, bitch I have never even WORN a corset🤰🏻, my waist size is a 2️⃣6️⃣. I’m 3️⃣9️⃣☠️! I don’t know where to get corsets🤰🏻 and things and from and garter belts⛓, bitch 🐶🐶 I don’t wear that stuff that’s not my zhush 🚱, that’s not 🚷in my foregay 4️⃣🌈 I don’t do that. So I’m not being rude🐲. Again I’m just saying 🗣, I don’t know 🤷🏾♀️. But it’s not drag 👩🏻🎤💃🏼for me, that’s just ‘bitch let me pull out my momma panties 👵🏼👙and go on stage and make all this money 💰’, I’m sorry. And if anybody hear this from….some show 📺. Don’t come calling ☎️📞 me talkin’ bout you can’t…no bitch 🐶🐶, it’s your fucked up drag 👩🏻🎤💃🏼 bitch 🐶🐶. BOTTOM 👏🏼 LINE, 👏🏼 CUT 👏🏼 AND 👏🏼 DRY ✂️🏜. It is what is is 💁🏽♂️🖐🏽.
hi!!!!! can I please request for a minhyun college au? I am addicted to your writing (･´з`･) thank you in advance xxx
for nu’est ive decided it’d be cool to make them all medical students!! so consider it residency-college!au LOL~
specialty: minhyun is doing his residency in dermatology
is known as the “pretty boy” of the unit and other residents are always joking that patients favor him because,,,,,,,,well one he has gorgeous skin,,,,,,,but everything else about him is literally just as gorgeous
is really sweet and tries his best to be polite,,,,,,even if taking another 10 hour shift is literally going to Kill Him,,,,,minhyun just smiles and is like : ) it’s fine : ) im fine
his superiors like him the most and their favoritism shows because guess who doesn’t get yelled out for taking a five minute snack break? it’s minhyun
but even though he comes off so mannered and mature,,,,,he has a lil nerdy side,,,,,like his phone background is always his cute niece and him but one day someone noticed that his lock screen was literally a screenshot from the transformers movie,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,
everyone keeps asking if he’s dating and minhyun is just like,,,,i,,,,,d,,dating?!?!?!?! and they’re like oh my god you have the face and you’re telling us you haven’t used it yet
and minhyun is like ?!?! i use it everyday to eat, to read - and everyone is like oh jesus no that’s nOT WHat we MEANT
but if anyone as much as dares to try to do ‘corrupt’ minhyun (as dongho affectionately refers to it) minhyun just turns pink and bites his lips and is like i!! don’t know anything about that,,,,,
boy is already in residency and sometimes if a patient get too close he has to excuse himself,,,,,,,soft boy
speaking of dongho and the rest of nu’est they all do residency in the same hospital so every now and then they’ll meet up to eat lunch outside
and everyone swoons because they’re the ~visual residents~ a group of goodlooking guys in white doctors coats,,,,,,what a dREAM
and then dongho gets crumbs all over his scrubs and minhyun is like come here i need to clean it - don’t you dare run from me- come bacK
is really good at his job though, so much so that people are like he doesn’t even need to do residency he knows sO MUCh
graduated at the top of his class in med school, still studies as diligently as before, literally takes notes on e v e r y t h i n g the doctors say
jr jokes that when minhyun opens his own dermatology clinic he should give all of them face lifts but minhyun is like,,,,,,,,im not doing that im doing immunodermatology wanna hear what i learned about leprosy-
jr: i gtg rn i was just trying to make a joke i am so sorry
anyway you also work in the hospital,,,,,but not as a resident or anything you’re actually in the tech department
and you know about minhyun because how can you not,,,,,but also,,,,,,,,he’s called the tech department like a minimum of twenty times a week because for some reason he’s super smart
but takes like ten years to type in a patients chart notes and he’s always getting a bit confused with the hospitals interface
and you,,,,,,,dont mind being the one called to help him i mean like have you /SEEN/ him
just standing beside him is like basking in the sunlights glow and u dont mind. not one bit. tbh u r not gonna like lie when u see a call from the dermatology dept u basically fight people for the phone
buuuuut you also know that it’s a one sided kinda thing,,,because minhyun could have anyone,,,,,,,literally
u can tell from the fact that his lab coats pockets are always full of candy, letters, and more that both patients and staff give him and yeah it makes ur heart sink a bit but like,,,,
whatever the short moment where you get to stand beside him at the desk and tell him (for the 15th time) how to reset the scheduling system works like,,,,,it’s enough
which is why when you get called down again, minhyun voice sounding apologetic over the phone u cheerily tell him it’s no problem - you’ll be right down to see what happened
but since the elevator is taking too long u decide to go down the stairs where,,,,you hear voices echoing as you get closer to the floor ur supposed to meet minhyun on
and???? they sound familiar,,,,,one is obviously dongho’s,,,,,and the other???? minhyun?
and u stop your steps,,,listening to their echoing words
“are you going to ask them? minhyun it’s been two weeks since you decided to say something and you’re still putting it off.”
“,,,,,what if they don’t like me-”
“NO OFFENSE BUT THATS NOT POSSIBLE”
you blink,,,,wondering if you’re hearing another voice,,,,,and it is,,,,this one belongs to another resident. ren
“minhyun, seriously you’re handsome. i dont say that a lot. but ur handsome. very handsome. look at me minhyun does it look like i would lie.”
and finally,,,,the calmest voice of the bunch belong to jr: “you should go for it. i think they like you too.”
and you’re not sure what else they say because the door opens and a couple of nurses rush by you, their footsteps making noise
and in your head you’re wondering,,,,,,who is it that minhyun likes,,,,,,,
but not wanting to get lost in your thoughts you rush down coming out into the dermatology dept and seeing minhyun leaning against the wall near the elevators.
you pat his shoulder,,making him jump a bit and the both of you breaking into blushing apologizes but then he mumbles that he’s pretty sure something is going on with the vital monitor
and you go inside the room to check it out
and as you’re doing your work,,,,you don’t notice minhyun bite his lip,,,,shy eyes trying to avoid your figure in the center of the room
quietly fidgeting with his name tag pinned to his collar
and when you turn, smile on your face “done! it just got unhooked-”
“are you free,,,,,on sunday?”
minhyun’s sudden question catches you off guard and you’re like w-what?? and he’s like,,,,,,,, “i-,,,,i have a shift,,,,but i can- it ends at 8 so i could take u to dinner,,,,,maybe,,,,,-”
minhyun,,,,with all his pretty features and polite personality cannot seem to stutter out a date invitation
but,,,,you also cant believe ur ears???? the person minhyun liked?????was you???
and you’re like “d-don’t you not have many free days? you should rest-”
“it’s ok! i want to,,,,,spend it with you.”
there’s something of a shy smile on his face,,,,but his eyes are nervous and you’re always feeling your palms sweat
because god u really want to say yes,,,,the happiness in your stomach is turning to butterflies,,,,,but you also know that minhyun should rest
so you go “ok,,,,,but how about we do something simple,,,,like watch a movie at my place?”
and minhyun almost turns cherry red at the mention of coming over and he refuses,,,,,saying it’d be un-gentlemen-y of him but ur just like pleassse it’s fine
safe to say you guys do have that date at your place but you purposly pick a boring movie so minhyun falls asleep fifteen minutes in and you let the tired med student sleep soundly on your shoulder as you do your own thing
and ofc when he wakes up minhyun is a mess of “im sorrys” and “im not a creep i promise” but u just laugh and tell him it’s ok,,,,,it was a perfect first date because u were able to see him rest
which honestly just makes minhyun’s heart flutter even more about you,,,,,on the way home he texts ren and is like “i think they’re an angel,,,,,,,”
dating med student!minhyun is slow at first because he’s surprisingly shy about pda or skinship,,,,,to the point where when he first holds ur hand he has to let go 5 minutes later and be like “its not that i dont want to,,,its just,,,,,my hand got sweat and i didnt want u to think thats gross-” and u had to grab his hand back and be like idc if its sweaty i want to hold it forever, minhyun once he gets more comfortable has a habit for always dusting off your uniform or tucking strands of your hair back because he thinks u look cute when ur all neat and whatnot, tbh dongho and jr tell minhyun it might be a lil weird but u like it,,,its minhyun’s personality so u accept it, since he works super long hours u dont really get to see each other often but minhyun really likes it when u text him what ur doing after work esp if u include pictures, at first he’d just be like oh! cool :D or looks yummy! but as you two get closer he’ll kinda be a little sappy saying things like even your silhouette is pretty or i wish i could be beside you right now, a constant struggle is showing people photos of you and minhyun together looking cute in the hospital lobby doing peace signs and ur like that’s my boyfriend! and people are like no no no thats a celebrity honey and ur like,,,no,,,,,no he’s my bf,,,,,,,basically people r just really shocked because minhyun’s visuals are no joke, whenever someone confesses to minhyun whether it’s a patient or a staff he gets all embarrassed but also secretly reaLLY likes saying he has a significant other that he is head over heels for, ren makes fun of him so much for it he imitates his voice and calls out ur name and is like head !!! oveR HEELs~~~!! and minhyun is like pLEASE and ren is just kiss kiss love love u two are sooooo corny, on an anniversary minhyun had work but he sent you a video of him playing on the piano and singing your favorite love song and it legitimately made you tear up, does this thing where when he gets really really tired he’ll never admit it but one kiss from you makes it feel like he can take on the WORLD, an exchange resident named aaron comes to visit and minhyun introduces you to him and is like he’s my bff and aaron is just like “so what base have you and minhyun reac-oK FINE I WONT ASK”, those rare times where residents get more than a day off minhyun always insists on doing the absolute most for you and sometimes you have to literally argue with him to let you do something because he works so hard you want to support him and make it easy, you cooked for him once and you can’t tell if him telling you he LOVED it was fake or real,,,,,,,you guys got matching sweaters from the nu’est boys as a gift and they’re bright pink and corny and minhyun refuses to wear them until you giggled and put it on and minhyun melts for anything you do so he was like ok FINE, surprised you once by pulling you into a storage closet at the hospital and letting a hand slip up your shirt and you were like minhyun?? ?against his neck and he,,,,,couldn’t keep it up you felt his cheeks go hot and he was a stuttering mess like ten minutes in but he was also like i just,,,i really wanted you i dont know what came over me ,,,,,WHAT A FREAKING CUTIE AMIRIGHT THO,,,,promises that once he is done with residency he’s going to get a good job and take you on vacation for never leaving his side through the hardest years of his life and you just kiss his nose and tell him not to worry about it,,,,,but seriously the only thing on minhyun’s mind sometimes (which he finds fascinating) is how much he really rEALLY wants to make you happy,,,,,,,,,,he wants a future,,,,with you
I love that song. And so far, when we’ve played A Sky Full of Stars in the few concerts that we’ve done, there’s such a collective feeling of “Fuck it, let’s just sing.” … It’s the most important song we’ve ever had, lyrically. Because every time I sing it I’m like “Yep, that’s how I want to live my life.”- Chris Martin on A Sky Full of Stars x