i will make you perrys please

bastille does literally the best mashups and covers in the world they’re so hecking talented and here’s some proof:

no angels mashup (the xx, tlc)

drop it like it’s royal mashup (rihanna, katy perry, lorde, beyoncé, florence & the machine, snoop dogg)

final song mashup (mø, europe, graig david)

locked out of heaven mashup (bruno mars, rihanna, jay-z, kanye west, the xx)

this is what you came for mashup (calvin harris ft. rihanna, taylor swift, nancy sinatra)

we can’t stop cover (miley cyrus)

(i just) died in your arms cover (cutting crew)

dreams cover ft. gabrielle aplin (fleetwood mac)

when the world seems so cruel / and your heart makes you feel like a fool / i promise you will see / that i will be / i will be your remedy

remedy - a kara/lena playlist [listen]

1. dust to dust - the civil wars | 2. can’t help falling in love - haley reinhart | 3. you and me - you+me | 4. make you feel my love - adele | 5. friends - ed sheeran | 6. all that - carly rae jepsen | 7. bloom - the paper kites | 8. i want to hold your hand - t.v. carpio | 9. latch - daniela andrade | 10. hunger - ross copperman | 11. yellow - coldplay | 12. i’ll keep you safe - sleeping at last | 13. parachute - ingrid michaelson | 14. arms - christina perri | 15. your universe - rico blanco | 16. the cure - lady gaga | 17. through the dark - one direction | 18. fools - lauren aquilina | 19. i was made for loving you / please don’t say you love me - kina grannis ft. gardiner sisters | 20. all of me - jasmine thompson | 21. sinners - lauren aquilina | 22. strong - one direction | 23. the words - christina perri | 24. remedy - adele

Games & Flames (Rivals AU Playlist)

I made a playlist a few months ago to release some of the feels from reading @kazliin​‘s Rivals AU fanfic, Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches (which is seriously one of the best Yuri on Ice fics written out there and yOU SHOULD TOTALLY READ IT!!!!) but then the companion fic came, and the feels dam just fucking exploded again. I just kept hearing songs that sounded like they’d go nicely with the fic, and I knew I had to make another playlist.

And so here we are! I call this playlist Games & Flames because Viktor seems to like playing mind games and playing with fire hahaha rEAD THE FICS AND YOU’LL UNDERSTAND WHY. also because I like rhymes. Here’s a link to the series again for reference! Details on the playlist and more of my ramblings about why I chose the songs are under the cut~

YouTube | Spotify*

*One of the songs in my list is not on Spotify, I’m so sorry!

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The Lady Across The Street (Song-fic)

Raphael (2014/16) x Reader

Notes: Hope your day it’s great babe! Thank you so much!!

Prompt: “Hello beautiful! I was just wondering if your not to busy and if it’s not to much trouble could you write a Raphael x reader were Raph is out on the roof tops by himself cooling off and then he hears the reader singing by themselves on the roof Please? I absolutely adore your blog it makes me so happy! Have a great day ❤”

Song: Christina Perri - human

Word count: 628

Warnings: Swearing

Disclaimer: I don’t own TMNT, and you belong to you <3


Stupid, fucking Leo and stupid fucking Mikey.

Who needs them? Raph knew he’d be better off on his own. First chance he got, he’d be out of there. Right now, all he needed was to beat the living shit out of some thugs. His rage went from 0-100 when Leo just gave him that look. He didn’t even need to say anything, and Raph was already launching towards him, sais drawn. He knew it was wrong, but whenever he saw red, he couldn’t stop himself.

“I can hold my breath / I can bite my tongue” 

The voice was slow and calm, but frantic and distressed at the same time. It wasn’t loud, but he felt like it was calling out to him from the other side of the city. 

“I can stay awake for days / If that’s what you want / Be your number one”

His feet followed the melody, bringing him closer to the balcony of the lady across the street. She was sat on a white plastic chair, a towel wrapped around her body and one in her hair, drying her hair.

“But I’m only human / And I bleed when I fall down / I’m only human”

The moonlight illuminated only half her face, her hair covering the rest. Her legs were crossed over each other. Barefoot. Her face had a smile to it, even when singing. Why was she awake? It was the dead of night.

“And I crash and I break down / Your words in my head, knives in my heart / You build me up and then I fall apart”

He found himself lowering, sitting down on the gravel roof and watching the woman from a distance. She was beautiful, truly, inspiringly beautiful. Her voice was one of dreams, and her demeanor was something Raphael could tolerate.

But she’d never love a mutant, she was so elegant and graceful and sumptuous that he could hardly go and even talk to her. He felt it was even wrong just looking at her, like he was invading her privacy some how, even though she was singing on a balcony in the middle of New York City.

“I can hold the weight of worlds / If that’s what you need / Be your everything”

Raphael felt himself shuffling closer to the edge of the rooftop, trying to come closer to the lady across the street. His heartstrings were being pulled; he could feel it. Is this what Splinter complains about when he says he has heart burn? Because Raphael’s whole body was up in flames as he watched the young woman.

“Just a little human / I can take so much / ‘Til I’ve had enough”

He heard a voice call out to the girl, and he ducked, not wanting to be caught. When he got back up however, she was gone, and the balcony door was shut. His heart dropped to his stomach as he stood up, backing up away from the edge.

He figured he just had to go back tomorrow, and for once, Raph was going back to the lair in a good mood. Thanks to her.

Okay, so someone on my friends list brought up the fact that Katy Perry was accused of homophobia, which this person refused to believe because they were a big fan… but appearantly, the second this person sees she’s actively engaging with an artist they deem homophobic (Migos), suddenly Katy is off the table and a horrible person.

My beef with this is, Katy Perry has exhibited signs of homophobia plenty of times in the past few years. Songs like “I Kissed A Girl” are an example of this because it flashes a quick light on flings of bi-curiosity without a second glance at actual LGBTQ femmes who have to live with discrimination for public displays of affections towards their fellow femme partners, never mind getting paid millions for their attraction to the same sex or gender. Let’s not forget “You’re So Gay,” which clearly claims masculinity is forfeited when a man displays any deep emotion or has a body type other than muscular (“You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal / You’re so skinny you should really super size the deal”), a song that is extremely insensitive to the rate of mentally ill and suicidal queer people young people in the world (“I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf / While jacking off listening to Mozart”).

Please don’t pretend Katy Perry wasn’t homophobic trash before she linked up with Migos. Don’t pretend rappers like Migos magically make basic popstars like Katy Perry anti-LGBTQ bigots. She’s not some super hero that’s met her kryptonite. She’s trash. Y'all should have realized she was trash when she blatantly appropriated Black culture solely because she thought it would get her more money. She’s a disrespectful white feminist who gives no fucks about poc or the lgbtq community at all. She just want her cash.

And she already has plenty of blind fans willing to sacrifice their dignity to fill her pockets.

Don’t be one of them.

anonymous asked:

Bellarke playlist?

Listen, all you had to do was type up two words but you are my favourite person right now.

I have sooooo many songs on my phone that remind me of Bellarke its absolutely ridiculous. I legit sent my friend like 30 Bellarke-y songs because she makes fanvids and wanted material. I got you covered nonny. ;)

I just want it to be noted that a lot of these songs I had in mind for Bellarke following the events of Season 2 or during Season 3, whereas some are specific to Season 4 and others just remind me of Bellarke’s dynamic in general. So I’ll try to point out which belongs where. 

I also did an analysis on certain songs that reminded me of characters/relationships of The 100 back when I first created my Tumblr so there are a few songs in this list that I literally have a full-length analysis of the lyrics and description as to why it reminds me of Bellarke, so I’ll link you in case you are interested why I chose those ones.

1. Run - RHODES (based on Clarke leaving after Season 2)

2. Where’s my love? - Syml (LISTEN I KNOW THIS IS A STYDIA SONG BUT I DON’T WATCH TEEN WOLF SO I HAVE NO CONTEXT FOR IT AND I HEARD IT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A BELLARKE FANVID SO IF YOU WATCH TEEN WOLF PLEASE TRY TO SEPARATE THIS SONG FROM STYDIA FOR A MOMENT BECAUSE LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE LYRIC IS BELLARKE AF AFTER CLARKE RAN AWAY IN 2X16 I KID YOU NOT)

3. All About You - Birdy

4. Home - RHODES (This one I found after following Season 2 so it is definitely related to Clarke leaving but it is more directly related to the “home theme” regarding Bellarke, so its still very accurate going into Season 4)

5. Armor - Landon Austin (lol i don’t even have this song in my phone but the lyrics make metaphors about war and stuff like that work quite nicely when you make them literal in the universe of The 100)

6. Right Here - Ashes Remain (this one isn’t on my phone either but Bellarke-y lyrics so *shrugs*)

7. Dark Doo Wop - MS MR (This song has a darker vibe but its incredibly fitting in the context of Season 4 - I really like it)

8. One Last Time - Jaymes Young (this song is gorgeous and one of my absolute favourites. It definitely reminds me very specifically of Clarke leaving in Season 2 but it can be related to any of their separations - or future separations - and would still be accurate)

9. You & I - RHODES (feat. the “Together” theme)

10. Shattered - Trading Yesterday (I die every time)

11. Little Do You Know - Alex & Sierra (this song is so Bellarke it’s ridiculous like holy shit)

12. Fragments - Jaymes Young (this song is also so Bellarke it’s ridiculous holy shit)

13. Beautiful Crime - Tamer (I really love this song and its for Bellarke in Season 3A mostly. You can read my analysis on it here if you are interested in the more technical reasons why I believe this song is Bellarke.

14. Somebody - RHODES (this is for Bellarke in Season 3 again, and you can read the analysis I wrote a few months ago here. This song is Bellarke af I promise)

15. I Found - Amber Run (this is mostly based around Clarke and Bellamy separating mid-season two and Clarke’s gradual downward spiral - “and I’ll use you as a warning sign that if you talk enough sense then you’ll lose your mind”. Again, I wrote an analysis on this one here as well.)

16. This Is What It Takes - Shawn Mendes (I think its funny that Shawn was on the show and that The 100 is his favourite show because I enjoy humouring myself with the prospect that he was slightly influenced by Bellarke ;) Anyway this song mainly reminds me of Bellarke a) because of a fanvideo but b) the lines that sa “you don’t have to do this on your own” and “let me be the one to bare your pain” remind me of Bellamy’s “you don’t have to do this alone” from 2x16.)

17. Raise Your Love - RHODES (I just really love RHODES, k?)

18. Neptune - Sleeping At Last (I have so much love for this song and it hurts me)

19. Waves (ACCOUSTIC VERSION) - Dean Lewis (I DON’T WATCH RIVERDALE BUT APPARENTLY THIS SONG IS FROM THERE? ANYWAY I LITERALLY DON’T CARE BECAUSE THIS SONG IS TOTALLY A BELLARKE SONG AND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND IT GENUINELY MAKES ME CRY SO PLEASE LISTEN AND THINK OF BELLARKE AND CRY TOO)

20. Pieces - Andrew Belle

21. Mars - Sleeping At Last

22. White Blood - Oh Wonder

23. When It’s All Over - RAIGN

24. Who Am I Living For? - Katy Perry (a very different mood than most of her songs and definitely one of my favourites of hers)

25. Cover Us - Natalie Taylor

26. Light - Sleeping At Last

Okay, nonny. That should be enough. I hope you enjoy!

And for anyone reading this, let me know which ones you liked and what your personal favourite Bellarke songs are because I’m always looking for new music. 

Transitioning? Here are some tips!

FTM

(these are tips aimed towards the ones who cannot get the testosterone they need, but they are also good tips for the men who are!)

Well, first of all, the easiest beginning to your transition would be a change of wardrobe! You do not have to change the way you dress, but I have found that it helps surpress dysphoria and helps you feel more masculine. So, feel free to do whatever is most comfortable for yourself.

Here are some clothes that will help you look more masculine!
• button ups (or downs, whatever you call them)
• loose jeans, or chinos
• flat front pants to reduce the appearance of your hips and thighs
• slacks also help you appear to be taller
• boxers, although no one can see them, help you feel more like who
you are! So I highly suggest getting a few pairs
• dark shirts (they make your body look more broad and muscular)
• muscle shirts and regular tank tops (the ones in the men section)
• t-shirts that do not have a v neck; they tend to make your shoulders
seem more broad (the ones that do NOT have a v-neck)

• SOME BRANDS THAT SELL CLOTHES FOR SMALLER MEN
- Calvin Klein
- Levi’s
- Kenneth Cole
- Perry Elis
• STORES THAT SELL CLOTHES FOR SMALLER MEN
- American Eagle Outfitter’s
- Walmart
- Target
- also, second hand stores, like Goodwill, are good places
to go if you have a tight budget

Now a chestbinder! Please do not use ace bandages! If you can, buy a chestbinder from a chestbinder company.

I know a few ways to make a SAFE homemade binder, and this is my top choice!
• All of these things are found in a dollar store, so they are fairly cheap
- first, the things you will need are a waist thinner (get a size small if
you are an a cup, medium for b cup, and large for c cup, and so
on!), scissors, and a sports bra (chose the size that fits you, do not
buy one too small, it is just used to hold the nylon waist thinner in
place)
- once you have thee items, cut the “underwear” part off of the
waist thinner
- now that you have a strapless bra like piece of clothing, just slip it
on over your chest and adjust accordingly, then put the sports
bra on over the nylon waist thinner to hold it in place

*** the nylon in the waist thinner flattens your chest and also allows you
to breathe, although this is a more safe method of binding, I still
advise you to find someway to purchase a professionaly made
binder
• SOME GREAT COMPANIES ARE
- Gc2b ( gc2b-apparel tumblr bloc, gc2b is their instagram)
- T-Kingdom ( t-kingdom.com )
- there are other websites, but these two have the best reviews.
There are also programs that give away free binders to
trans males, such as
* transactiveonline.org
* replacetheace.wordpress.com
* Big Brothers Binding Program™

Another thing you could do to look more masculine is to get a haircut!
• get a cut that does not frame your face, this will come off as too
feminine (though, there is nothing wrong with that)
• do not get bangs, they generally give off the feminine vibe (again
nothing is wrong with that)
• go to a barber rather than a hair stylist; the barber will give you a
more masculine cut
• in the end, its your hair! Do what makes you feel comfortable (:

I hope these tips help you feel more masculine and help surpress your dysphoria. If you have any questions please message us and we will try to answer as well as we can!

- Ajax

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Deborah Hogg is Perrie’s mother, and Kelsey Hemmings is her aunt. 

Zayn was not allowed to have a beard because one direction management would not allow it, his father was not shown in the 1d movie making it look like Trisha had divorced Yassir, when Yassir and Trisha lived in the same house and were happily married only because Yassir was a Pakistani man. They did not show the islamic decorations in his family’s house in the movie, even when they had filmed it. Zayn was branded racistly compared to his other four white counterparts. They rejected Zayn’s music, and Perrie never once stood up for him, even when she was engaged to him. 

Perrie, his fiancee, did not know his ethnicity (being he was Pakistani, she called him Indian even though the British were the ones who had split India into two, and they learn about it in history class), she never supported him with one direction management was openly racist to him, Perrie’s own family was racist to Zayn. Even when Zayn brought Deborah a house to live in. 

You do not have to like Zayn, but for the sake of humanity people should realize how wrong it is. A half brown boy did not deserve to have a boss and fiancee who were racist, he deserved a partner who was not racist to him. Every human being deserves to come home to someone who cares about them, who cares about their dreams, not to have to live with a racist boss and come home to a racist fiancee who did not care for his ethnicity or cared to correct her Islamophobic relatives. 

Please reblog this. Let’s trend positivity on twitter towards Zayn tomorrow, lets fix this mess. 

I do not know about the rest of you, but to see another desi person be ridiculed for breaking up with a toxic racist person, it just makes me cry. I do not know, maybe I’m overly sensitive, but when I see other people get abused by their racist partners who were supposed to be their friends/family/fiancee it’s just sad. I am crying this should not even have to be said. 

I hate u, I love u - Gnash ft Olivia O’brien (this song is literally so perfect for fragility, I was shook, please if you only listen to one song on this playlist let it be this one)

Fools - Troye Sivan 

The Scientist - Cold Play

Make you Feel my Love - Adele

Wonderwall - Oasis

Demons - Imagine Dragons

Blue - Big Bang

Amsterdam - Daughter

I Can’t Make You Love Me - Adele

My Immortal - Evanescence

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Rain - Taeyeon

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

Gone - Jin

Fine - Taeyeon

All Too Well - Taylor Swift

I’m Young - Nam Taehyun

Don’t Look Back in Anger - Oasis

Talk Me Down - Troye Sivan

Love is Not Over - BTS

Songfic: A thousand years

A/N: I’m sorry if this sucks. Really sorry.

Prompt:  For the songfics could you do 104 A Thousand Years by Christina Perri? Oh my gosh, that’s honestly one of my favorite songs, I’m so glad it was on the list. And for the fic could you make it fluffy please? Thank you! ☺️

Warinings: pregnancy, fluff, idiot Chris haha!

——–

I exhale while I looked at him. He was so damn handsome. Even with that worry look in his face. Those sweet blue sky eyes… and the frown above them.

“So… what is it, babe?” Chris held my hands and kissed my knuckles.

“Chris, I… we…” I changed the direction of my life-changing speech “have only dated for a few months, we’ve had wonderful times together, I love you” I smiled, knowing that tears were close, really close to make their spectacular entrance.

“I love you too.” That’s the only thing he said “I think you knew that and I know that you love me, but I sense that there’s something else” I nodded and looked in my bag. I handed him a sonogram.

“I’m pregnant. I know that this wasn’t planned. I just found out and I’m terrified. Chris, please say something”. And out of the blues, I felt like… shit. He dropped my hand and ran his fingers through her barely-growing hair.

“Chris?” I insisted. He didn’t respond. I sighed. “Alright, then. I can’t imagine what you’re thinking, but when your girlfriend tells you she’s pregnant, you have to say something.” I stood up and made my way out of his place.

———

Chris didn’t stop me when I left. That made me so angry and sad. And angry again. It was a rollercoaster. I imagined that the news would turned out different. I hope it’d end differently. Now, he had been calling like crazy, but I wasn’t ready to face another rejection. Not for me, not to our baby.

I had told him that I was scared to death and he just stood there.

I felt so stupid for picturing the moment I told him in a totally different context. Him picking me up, making me spinning around. And I didn’t get a fucking word. I sighed looking at the photo on my desk. It was from our very first date. We had met on set. As a writer I got the chance to talk with the actors when they had questions about the script. And he had a lot of questions. Like, “would you like to go on a date with me?” and I said couldn’t even speak. I nodded.

Our date night was a mess. I was so late with the delivery of work that I forgot to call him to cancel. When I actually called him, he was outside of my house. I apologized over and over again. He just laughed and asked me to wait there. He picked me up in the office, took me to set. He had arranged everything. Someone was waiting for me with wardrobe and makeup. When I was ready. He had projected a night landscape on screen, the lights were almost off, making the atmosphere romantic and… special. Somehow, I knew that anything was going to be the same ever again. I had met the man of my life.

“Ok, tell something you’re embarrassed of?” he asked while he served another glass of wine.

“Are you for real? This is the first date I should impress you, not telling my weakness” I laughed and he looked at me, those penetrating and curious blue eyes were wondering in my being. It made me nervous. “What? Do I have something on my teeth?” I ran my tongue around my teeth and he just sighed. He didn’t lose his smile. Fuck. What was with him?

“No”

“Then?” I inquired.

“For the record I was already impressed before this date took place. Looking at you running on set, answering my questions patiently, I was impressed by you agreeing on this date. I just… I’m impressed by you. And I just pictured that I’ll find that out your embarrassing moments later, maybe in weeks, months or years. We’re going to know each other for a long time, y/n. I can’t wait to know you. Because to be honest, I want to.” I didn’t know what to say. To be honest, that was a speech. A breathtaking, beautiful and chilling speech. I bit my lips.

“I can’t dance” I murmured. He smiled “That’s something you should know. I… want to dance, but I just can’t.” he grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles. And that was how all began.

It’s corny and that’s what most girls would probably say after the first date with Capitan America. But I didn’t meet that facet of him. I met the pet lover and the sweet, funny Boston guy… where was him when I told him that there was a little person made by US growing inside me?

I guess that’s why my hopes were up. And amazing beginning, an unrealistic almost a fairytale story. But was it close to finish?

“Y/n? Do you have a moment?” my boss asked I nodded and he told me to go to the set. I put my ID and went down. The lights dimmed as I walked in. there was the same night landscape Chris and I saw in our first date. I looked behind and the doors was closed.

The spotlight made a way I started to follow. Flowers and candles everywhere. There was a shadow. I felt my heart racing I knew who it belonged to. Instinctively, my hand traveled to my not showing belly.

“What’s this?” I asked. He leaned and grabbed my hands, approaching me to his athletic body. He was using dark jeans and a dark gray sweater. I arched my eyebrow.

“I’m getting one step closer” I took my distance and put my arms around me.

“Chris… I don’t understand” I murmured. I saw the corners of his mouth getting up.

“Would you like to dance with me?” I look somewhere else as an ironic comeback. He knew that my abilities for dancing were closer to the floor than actually moving my feet. He didn’t let me answer, he grabbed me and started to smoothly dance. He, unlike me, knew how. His strong body guided my clumsy body.

“There’s no music” I tried to take a step back but he didn’t allow me to. It started a sweet melody by piano and violin. But it wasn’t from a record. I looked around and there was a band. “Chris?”

“A few years ago, I was the sexiest man alive. You know? Right now I’m only the stupidest man alive. I let the love of my life walk away from me with our baby.”

“Wait, what?” I inquired, this time, I took my distance. He was standing in front of me, he looked different. What did I miss?

“I love you. I loved you since the very first time I saw you running here, literally. I knew that you were the woman I needed to meet. That I needed to love. I have loved you since then and then I actually loved you and here we are. When we met, I asked you what embarrassed you the most. The thing I’m most embarrassed is letting you go, but” and suddenly, he knelt “I loved you. I love you, and I will always love you. I’m sorry I reacted that way, I’ll make it up to you and our baby. But right now, I just want you to know, that you’re not alone in this, y/n. I don’t have any doubts, when I look at you, everything disappear. Just, don’t be afraid, I’m not leaving you again. Let me love you forever, be my wife. y/n, will you marry me?” he opened a little red box. There was a ring on it. I was already crying.  

“Yes” I answered. “Yes, yes, and yes!” he stood up smiling and slid the ring on my finger.

“I’m so sorry, baby” I cried while he hugged me. He kissed me and knelt again. “Hi, baby, this is daddy. I just wanted you to know that I’ve loved you for a thousand years, and I’ll love you for a thousand more. Just like I love your mommy even when she’s the worst dancer ever.”

Taken

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A/N: This is my first post with visuals, so it may not be that good.  Hopefully you’ll still like it :) It’s also based off of 1D’s song ‘Taken’ Link to song will be posted at the end

Now that you can’t have me, you suddenly want me. Now that I’m with somebody else, you tell me you love me.

I rushed into the bathroom of the club, looking at myself in the mirror. I was panting loudly, looking as if I was running from a murder by my facial expressions. I needed to leave this place before she found me. 

She is my last girlfriend that I was with, Perrie Edwards. We were together for about a year and broke up 8 months ago. I should’ve known we were coming to an end. All we did was fight constantly and she was barely home. But not being a good person and tell me to my face that we were over, she just left. It was after one of our fights. She just stormed out the house and disappeared. Me being the idiot thinking she would for the just the night, turned out she left for days, weeks, and now months. Without a simple goodbye. 

I’ve got a boyfriend now. We’ve been together for a few weeks. I don’t have honest mutual feelings for him though. I just needed someone to keep Perrie off my mind, and he was the first one to catch my eye.

Tonight, my girls wanted to take me out to the club since I hadn’t been there in awhile and they know I’ve been going through a pretty rough time. Little did I know, the person who caused my pain and distress the past few months was here aswell. 

Perrie

I didn’t think it was her at first, but when I looked closer, I knew it. Everything about the way she danced, the way she sipped on her drink flirtatiously, it all just screamed 'Perrie’. At some point, she must have realized someone was staring at her because she turned her head in my direction, our eyes catching each other. She squinted her eyes, then a shocked expression came onto her face as she came into realization that it was me. I saw her start to make her way over to me, but I was quick to dart through the crowd away from her, rushing to the bathroom since it was the quickest place to go.

Just as I was about to walk out, the door opened. And there she stood, in all her glory. Same blonde hair. Same icy blue eyes. Same everything. We stared at each other for a good while, before I tried to push past her and out the door. She grabbed me by the wrists and turned me around.

“Leigh-Anne…..wow, I-I was trying to contact you a few times. I’m guessing you changed your number or blocked mines…” I could tell she was nervous and didn’t know what to say.

“Perrie look, this is not the time and pla–”

“I know, but I just need get this off my chest and I can’t go another day without letting you know that……I-I miss you. I love you Leigh. I’m so sorry about what happened. I was just so upset and didn’t want to face you anymore, so the only way to do that was just walk away completely. I’m utterly, completely sorry because that was the biggest mistake I ever made.” She held my hand as she spoke. I could tell she meant every word, but I wasn’t having it.

I slept on your doorstep, begging for one chance. Now that I’ve finally moved on, you say that you’ve missed me all along.

“Perrie, sorry can’t fix everything. Do you know how devastated I was? How worried I was? How do you think I felt just waiting each day for you to come home, but you never did?!” I was starting to get furious by the second.

“Yes and I’m–”

“No you don’t! You don’t know because you’ve never had that happen to you before, and I’d never do anything like that to hurt you! I gave you everything for fuck sakes! When my friends found out I was with a girl, they wouldn’t even talk to me! Not even my family! I gave up every fucking thing for you and you just walked away from it all!” Tears started to sting my eyes as I yelled, Perrie tearing up aswell.

“And then you don’t even say goodbye, or any of that shit! I called you every fucking day! I texted you, hell I even called your mom and asked about you! That’s how much I love you! But you don’t even love me back!”

“Leigh-Anne, you know that’s not true. I love you, so fucking much it hurts!” Perrie said, tears pouring down her face now. I shook my head at her, biting back more tears that escaped from my eyes. 

“You don’t mean that. I’m more than positive that people around have told you I’ve got a new boyfriend, right? That’s the only reason you’re here. You don’t want me to happy at all.” I spoke harshly, not caring if it hurt her feelings at all. She stayed silent. I chuckled.

“So you’re not gonna say anything now? Now that I’m saying the truth?…….Wow, you’re really full of it.” I tried to push past her once again, but my attempt failed again. She pulled me back again, only this time with a little surprise

She kissed me.

Who do you think you are? Who do you think I am? You only love to see me breaking. You only want me 'cause I’m taken

I pushed her off of me, backing up surprisingly.

“Perrie, what the hel–” She cut me off by kissing me again. She cupped my cheeks, forcing me into the kiss. As time passed, I slowly started to kiss back, which surprised the both of us. As much as I hate to admit it, I missed the way her lips felt against mines.

As the kiss slowly began to get heated, she pulled away and pushed our foreheads together.

“Let me tell you something. I love you. With all my heart. There’s no one in this world who can love you more than I love you. Yeah I fucked up. Big time. But that was my mistake, and I’m willing to make up for it, no matter how long it takes. And I don’t give a shit about this 'boyfriend’ of yours, because I’m more than positive he can’t treat the way I treat you. And he definitely can’t fuck you like how I fuck you.” She spoke in a low voice, but her last sentence came out seductively. Without a second guess, she pushed me into one of the stalls, She locked the door and brought her attention back to me. She smirked as our lips met once again. Our tongues started to go at each other for battle quickly.

We started to feel up each other’s clothes. Since we both had on dresses, it was a quick removal of our clothes, leaving us in our underwear. We were quick to dispose of that too, leaving us completely naked.

Perrie made me sit down on the toliet as she got down on her knees infront of me. She rubbed my thighs before kissing them softly, her finger rubbing my clit.

“I’ve misses the way your pussy felt in my hands. I hope it still tastes the same.” She winked at me before digging her head inbetween my legs, waisting no time at all to start pleasing me with her tongue.

“Oh Perrie.” I moaned out, arching my back. I grabbed her long blonde hair, pushing her further down on me, grinding my pussy into her face.

“Mmmm, babe you taste so good. Just like before.” Perrie moaned against me, adding her finger in with her tongue.

I was in complete estacy. To say that I nearly hated this woman not even 10 minutes ago. Now she’s got me under her finger, fucking me with her fingers and tongue. It just makes me wonder if she’s forreal or if she’s just messing with my head.

“Perrie, I’m almost there!” I whined out, bucking my hips up more into her mouth. She added another finger, pushing me to my limit.

As I felt myself about to let go, she pulled away her fingers.

“Perrie?!” I cried out in frustration. She smirked.

“I want us to cum together babe. Wouldn’t that be so much hotter?” She chuckled.

You don’t really want my heart, no you just like to know you can. Still be the one who gets it breaking.

Even if Perrie is making me feel all good and aroused, I couldn’t shake the feeling of what happened with us. This could all be a one time thing. Maybe it’ll be a repeat. I give her my all tonight, and then she leaves for another 8 months. And thats just something I can’t put my heart on anymore.

“Babe? Are you alright?” Perrie asked, breaking me from my thoughts.

“Yeah…yeah I’m fine. Just make me cum already.” She giggled at my bluntness. She spreaded my legs apart, sitting her pussy right on top of mines. We both moaned out at the sudden feeling. We started slow, but then our grinding started to get a little faster.

.

“Oh my god. Leigh your pussy feels so fucking good.” Perrie growled out. I moaned out from the feeling I was feeling. 

“Perrie, just like that. I’m gonna fucking cum!”

“Me too babe, wait till I say go.” We moved even faster against each other to reach our peaks.

“Wait for it…….Go!” That was all it took. We both groaned as we came. We rode out our highs together, ceasing to an end. Perrie collasped to the floor, as I leaned on the toliet. I sighed as my mind went back to Perrie and I. Just as I was about to ask her myself, I heard some snoring. I looked and saw Perrie knocked out on the floor. I chuckled to myself.

“Nevermind,” I said to myself,“ ’s not even worth it.” I slipped on my dress and quitely stepped out the bathroom, hoping someone would wake Perrie up later. Although it would be one hell of a laugh to see the expression on that person’s face when they see this naked blonde girl fast asleep on the floor.

I sighed as I took another glance, before walking out back into the club and back home to my boyfriend. Because at the end of the day…

You only want me 'cause I’m taken.

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~mayaxx

One Direction - Taken

anonymous asked:

on a related note, might i ask, what is some of your fave queer literature?

I’m relatively new to queer literature, so i’ve mostly read newer stuff but i’ve had great findings so far! I read mostly YA and new adult fiction. Last year, i’ve read the Captive Prince series by C.S Pacat and absolutely loved it. The All for the Game triology by Nora Sakavic was also brilliant and stayed with me for a long, long time. E.M Lindsey is both a friend and a fantastic author, and her work has never failed to touch my heart and drown me in emotions. I’ve read and loved Verismo, Absolution and Endless Forever by her immensely! The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller was definitely one of my favorites as well. Gone, Gone, Gone by Hannah Moskowitz was also a really emotional novel that’s made me think about my emotions along the way, i definitely want to read more of her stuff. I’ve really enjoyed the In Focus series by Megan Erickson, i’ve read Trust the Focus, Focus on Me and Out of Frame, and i’ve the fourth of the series, Overexposed, on my downloaded and waiting to be read. Megan Erickson also wrote a series with Santino Hassel called Cyberlove, i loved the use of modern elements like social media in it, the series definitely had more emotions than i’d previously expected! Strong Signal and Fast Connection were definitely great reads, i’ve also heard that a third installment for series called Hardwired is on the way this month! That’s absolutely on my to read list. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz was absolutely a treasure, i can name very few authors that could captivate me that much with their words! I’ve also really enjoyed Simon vs The Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli, it was really fun and lighthearted! Some other stuff on my to read list are I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson, One Man Guy by Michael Barakiva, Openly Straight and Honestly Ben (coming this march!) by Bill Konigsberg, Glitter on the Garland by @julietsemophase, Everything Leads to You by Nina Lacour,  Tell Me Again How a Crush Should Feel by Sara Farizan, Colorblind by Siera Maley, You Know Me Well by Nina LaCour and David Levithan, Annie on my Mind by Nancy Garden, We Are the Ants by Shaun David Hutchinson, Hero by Perry Moore and many, many, many others! I’ve started reading queer lit last year so i’ve *a lot* to catch up on, but i’m slowly making my way through. :) This isn’t even delving into the classics and earlier stuff. I also insist on not reading queer tragedy, so that narrows my reading pool a bit.

ETA: I forgot to say this, if you have any recommendations to me i’m definitely all ears, please send them my way!

just remember that there are hella people out there just like katy perry who raise the hell, hurt people, make things more difficult for people and then call the real victims the bullies for retaliating in a graceful manor. beware of the toxic friends you have who make YOU feel bad for standing up for yourself or calling them out on their shit. steer clear of pieces of shit who dont have an ounce of self control and cant handle themselves gracefully enough in public or on social media to show respect for others in the slightest. and you know what? fuck anyone who gives you a reason to kick them out of your life. you know why? because if they give you a reason to turn your back on them, you feel dumb for letting them into it in the first place and no one should make you feel dumb for seeing the best in them.

Crime Documentary List

I am a giant movie nerd, and I especially love documentaries. I have recommended a few of my favorite documentaries before, but I have recently been inspired to make a rather exhaustive list of my favorite crime documentaries that are available on Netflix. This list is for movies that are available on Netflix in the U.S. - I’m not sure which of them are available in other countries. Please reblog or comment on this post if you have recommendations!

*cracks knuckles* Alright…

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zayn & perrie: the timeline

hello, so i honestly don’t know what this is… it starts from when they first met until now. it’s just pictures, instagram screenshots, tweets, etc. basically anything involving zayn and perrie, including both families and some friends. it’s extremely long, but i think reading it from start to finish might help people appreciate their relationship. i’ll add to it whenever something happens. xoxo :)

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little mix foursome {dirty imagines}


“where is she?” perrie asks. i point towards the stairs behind us. perrie sighs,“ but its her birthday.” “i know but she wants to study all night.” i roll my eyes.“something about a test on monday.”  "JADE!!!! GET DOWN HERE!!“ perrie yells. "where is leigh-anne?” i ask quietly. “shes coming with our little surprise.” she smiles at me. perrie, leighanne and i have been having a fling for a few months now we thought it would be fun to bring jade into it as well. “JADE!” perrie shouts after we hear no sound from upstairs. our front door opens and leighanne walks in with a bright pink stripes bag with tissue paper poking out at the top. “got it.” leighanne says coming towards us shaking the bag smiling. we make our way up the stairs with perrie leading the way. “jade.” perrie mumbles opening the door to find her with headphones on reading the huge book labled “pshchology” and papers spread out in front of her in her handwriting. “jade!” perrie says shaking her, she jumps up making the left headphone fall. “shit you scared me!” she says pulling the other ear bud out. “we have been calling you for ages!” i say looking at leighanne who tries hides the bag behind her. “what do yall want?” she says glancing to her studies laying on her bed. “umm how about some time with you on your birthday.” perrie says sitting in front of her. “whats that?” jade asks starring at the bag leighanne failed to hide. “a gift.” i say as leighanne smiles giving it to her. jade smiles placing the bag on her lap. me and perrie share a glance. jades smile fades as she sees the toy at the bottom of the bag. she looks up to us. “what the hell.” she mutters looking at perrie. “this is a joke right?” she goes on pulling out the strap on. perrie goes for it crashing her lips on jades. she pins jade under her straddling her waist. “does it look like this is a joke?” perrie purrs letting her lips trail down her neck. jade tries to break free but that quickly changes as perrie starts rubbing her core through her leggings. jade starts moaning softly letting perrie do what she wants. i make my way around the bed sliding all her papers and books onto the floor. i lift jades shirt off as leighanne does away with her leggings only leaving her undies. perrie is already naked, when she reaches for leighannes shirt. i peel off my clothes just leaving my undies. perrie reaches for the strap on tracing it along jades body. “birthday girl goes first.” leighanne mumbles rubbing jades clit through her undies. jade moans out when the object slips into her undies just gently touching her pussy lips. perrie makes her way next to me as leighanne takes over with jade. “sit on her face.” perrie whispers just before she kisses me. i nod swinging my leg over her face. jades hands quickly grab on my thighs, pushing her head into my pussy licking quickly on my clit. i grind myself on her face making her tongue go into my pussy. she moans into me, i turn to look over my shoulder to see leighanne with the strap on wrapped around her waist ramming the toy into our birthday girl. “leighanne!!! fuck yes!!!” jade screams from under me. perrie kisses me, her hands travel to my clit, twisting and rubbing my little bud. i jump up when jade inserts three of her fingers into me. “jade!” i whimper. her fingers slide into my pussy slowly. i breath heavily as she takes her time. perrie is sucking down on my neck leaving small purple spots down to my breasts. leighanne is still behind us but instead of using the toy she starts using her mouth i watch her tongue slip into jades pussy. jade reacts by whimpers something under her breath. i get up walking to where leighanne is kneeling and join her. we both lick at jades pussy as it gets more and more wet. “holy shit!! ahhh fuck!!!” she moans grabbing her breasts and spreading her legs into a wide “V” shape into the air. perrie is behind leighanne unbuckling the toy from her waist then puts it on herself. a moment later i feel the wet warm toy between my legs. i hum while sucking down on jades clit while leighanne works her magic on her little hole. “keep going please fuckkk pleaseee iam gunna cumm!!!!” jade screams rocking her hips violently. perrie shoves the toy into me making me scream into the pussy in front of me, then jades wetness leaks out in front of us as jade scream out in pure enjoyment. jade shivers closing her legs rubbing her clit slowly. i fall back on perrie with the toy sliding into my pussy. “there you go jes.” perrie whispers into my ear, grabbing my waist to push me harder onto the toy. i whimper bouncing on the toy as it gets rammed into my pussy. the slapping noise fills the room along with moans and screams from jade. leighanne is licking her wetness from her pussy, leighannes ass is in front of me swaying. she gives a look over her shoulder to me. “you dirty slut.” i  moan. “oh i know it.” leighanne smirks then going back to jade. i get on all fours rubbing jades pussy, perrie grabs my waist slamming the toy roughing into me. “yes!! please dont stop fuck me just like that yes!! perrie!!” i scream feeling my high building. leighanne is moaning as i rub her and she rubs her clit. me and leighanne cum at the same time her juices spray onto my hand, i cum all over perrie as she keep her rhythm going. “best birthday.” jade laughs sitting up. “well if you feel that way… wanna do it again?”  perrie smiles standing up and walking to jade. jade nods glancing to the toy around her waist. perrie gives jade a long kiss before round 2 begins. 


hope you liked it sorry if it wasnt good, & sorry i havent been on in awhile. tell me what you think! 

anonymous asked:

I am sorry megan but why would you even post that katy perry thing. Just weeks ago she can't stop shading taylor now all of a sudden she loves her. I thought you are smarter than this. Please don't fall into this bullshit. It is pretty obvious she is just doing this to act like the better peraon and gained sympathy.

just coz i posted it doesn’t mean i believe her wtf? i posted it so people can make up their own minds about how she’s so hot n cold (excuse the pun)

The Email

Word count: 1500-ish

Sam X Reader

Summary: Reader’s closest friend was brutally murdered and there was only one person she could turn to, her best friend-Sam. But here’s the twist, she has never seen Sam. For 15 years now she has been writing and receiving letters/ Emails from her best friend without knowing what he does or even looks like. Does she like him? Maybe. But what happens when she finds herself falling for this other beautiful man she has just met?

A/N:This is something I had been thinking of writing for a while now. I Hope you guys like it

Warning: Graphic, Death

Originally posted by sam-and-dean-winchesters

You couldn’t get to the computer fast enough.

It had been a brutal day. The sort of day that makes you want to crawl into your bed, bury yourself beneath the blankets, howl with misery and just never come out. Ever. It was getting worse with every passing second. You could still smell the blood and it made you faint but what you remembered most distinctly was the look in Ella’s eyes as she lay dead on the lobby floor- pure terror. Your world had come to a standstill. It couldn’t be, not her.

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