July 23rd 2010 at 8:22 pm. From the bottom of the stairs to the top of the world. How has it been seven years already? Time flies really fast. It has been seven years since we’ve been blessed with five amazing, talented, hardworking and wonderful guys. Thank you for being with us. For sharing your talents. Your stories. Your music.
Words cannot express how much i love you and how thankful i am that i got to know you and be a part of this family. I haven’t been here since the beginning but i know for sure that i will stay till the end. This is the first fandom that i’ve been a part of and i wouldn’t change a single thing even if i could. You hold a special place in my heart and you will always be the first to me. I may like and support other artists but please know that you will always be my number one. My priority. I couldn’t even imagine a world without you, and i’m glad that i don’t have to. You mean the world to me and i owe you so much for all the happiness that you’ve caused me. You’ve changed my life and i will never be able to thank you enough. You have been an inspiration to me and to others for so many years now. We’ve been through so much together and the past years have been a roller coaster of emotion. We’ve shared many memories together, and i know that those memories will stay in my heart forever.
Thank you for spreading love in the fandom. Thank you for keeping us together. Thank you for being with us during the tough times. Thank you for staying. Thank you for existing.
It has been seven years and i couldn’t be more proud of all of your achievements and how much you’ve grown as artists. You’ve come such a long way. You’ve conquered the world and captured the hearts of millions. I know that each of you are doing your own thing now and you all are doing a great job at it. Please keep on doing what you love, continue to inspire more people and to spread love and happiness like what you’ve been doing for the past years. You don’t know how many lives you’ve touched and saved with your music and just by being yourselves. We will always be here for you. I miss you guys so much. I want you to be back again soon but please come back when it feels right in your heart. We will support you no matter what. We’ll be here waiting for you until the day you decide to come back. I wish you nothing but the best and i love you with all my heart, to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond.
“One Direction is who we are, and it’s who we’ll always be”
You’ve promised to come back, we’ve promised to stay. Till the end.
“We are legends. And legends never die.”
7 years and counting. Here’s to more years of 1D. 🎉🥂
Person A: *hiccups* *more hiccups* Person C: woah, you should drink some water Person A: *drinks water* I still feel.. *hiccups even more* Person C: I got it. The element of surprise shall save you from your mis- Person B:*kicks the door open* HEY YOU A! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME AND I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK - I’M NOT LYING AT ALL, BEEN MEANING TO TELL YOU THIS, SORRY FOR BEING ABRUPT BUT I JUST REALLY - Person A: *falls to the floor* Person C: Person C:
oh my god, I think you just killed A
if you haven’t watch Mark’s video, I suggest you you go now before reading this post (if you actually even read it xD) because it might contain spoilers.
Ok so we now have physical proof of Darkiplier’s existence, just like Anti’s. I love how they both act alike with the glitches and all, but they’re still so different from each other. from what I saw with Jack and Anti, it seems like Anti fights Jack for control of the physical body. Anti was restless, he’d do anything and everything to take full control of Jack’s body, including killing Jack which is kinda what he did in the halloween video when he cut his throat. He just wanted freedom, and he has no problem in blaming us (the fans) for his actions towards Jack (“you all said my name”, “YOU” “its all your fault” “you all made this happen” “you could’ve stopped me… but you just watched as this happened” “now he’s gone forever”). He knows exactly what to say to make us feel guilty. that sounds an awful lot like a sociopath. I might be wrong but I just did some research (I wouldn’t be writing this without doing my homework ahah) and some of the traits are:
Repeated violations of the law
Pervasive lying and deception
Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
Consistent irresponsibility in work and family environments
Lack of remorse
you can see most of these behaviors in Anti. Antisepticeye is a sociopath.
now Darkiplier on the other hand…
from what I saw in mark’s valentine’s day video, Dark looked like he had more self control. he seemed awfully calm. he wasn’t trying to fight Mark for a chance of controling the body. he was waiting for Mark to actually let him in (”I’ve been waiting patiently” “he promised he would let me in again”) and this makes me think… Dark is strong enough to take over Mark’s body without actually attacking Mark the way Anti did with Jack. and Mark knows it. so he made a deal. he would let Dark get in from time to time, if he promised not to hurt anyone. obviously Dark wouldn’t keep that promise like we see in the14 million subs video for example. now lets take a look at some of the psychopath traits:
Lack of guilt/remorse
Lack of empathy
Lack of deep emotional attachments
I don’t know about you but these scream Darkiplier to me. you can see how emotionally detached he is from us. he just wants to toy with our emotions. this is all but a game to him. and he doesn’t care about the consequences (”take your pick. anything of four different choices”, “and lets see how far down this rabbit hole really goes” “so take your pick. show me what you got”, “and maybe we’ll have a good date after all”). he gives us a sense of security and happiness(?) (”if dinner is what you want, then I can provide”, “and I can take you to wherever you’d like to go”), only to be crushed by a statement that makes us fear for our own life (”I can specially take you to places where you DON’T want to go”), leaving us on the edge. he makes us think he actually cares about us (”I’ve been waiting a long time to get some personal space between us”), when he actually just wants to hurt us (”THERE’S NOTHING YOU OR HE CAN DO TO STOP ME”, “youre never, ever going to escape me”).
and if you notice, after you’ve chosen who to kill, you’ll see that if you choose the left option, Mark looks so worried and empathetic over us, trying to reassure us… after all we just killed someone and he’s worried about us (compared to the Mark we’re left with, if you choose the right option). at the end, it turns out we killed the wrong Mark, and we’re left with Dark in front of us. for a second we believed we killed the right Mark, seeing how calm and not evil M(D)ark was acting towards us. that is manipulation. Dark made us believe we were safe now, that we made the right choice, only to crush that sense of safeness right when we were starting to get confortable and at peace (”oops… looks like you made the wrong choice”, “but now we’re going to be together…. forever”)
I strongly believe Darkiplier is a psychopath and Antisepticeye is a sociopath. they both act differently towards Jack and Mark and their fans, but at the same time, in a very similar way. I believe the reason Anti is so glitchy and Dark is so “HD quality” (xD) is because Anti forced his way into Jack and obviously thats gonna leave some damage, while Dark waited (im)patiently for his turn to take over the body.
I just want to congratulate @therealjacksepticeye and @markiplier for portraying these characters, made up by the fans, so unbelievably well, and thank them for taking their time to make something, created by the community, come true like this. you guys are amazing.
this is just my theory, if you disagree or have something to say, I’d be more than happy to hear your theories, but don’t be rude or anything.
also, if you read this giant post till the end, thank you so much for taking your time to do so :) sorry if this was a bit confusing xD
edit: if you want a bit more input on their disorders, take a look at this post
Greatest/sweetest ranking of BL movies/series that you don't wanna miss!!
UPDATED: As of April 4, 2017 !!!!! Hi guys!!! been addicted by Bl movies/series/webisodes/ and even short movies and these are my rankings of it from best to worst xD
Takumi-kun series movies - especially series 2,3 and 5. A big DaiMao fan here xD
Love Sick Series 1&2 - PerWin, PhunNoh, and OmMick are my ships
***HIStory webseries: Obsessed - the title says it all! if you loved Gloomy Salad Days and loves a whole lot of kiss scenes then you will definitely love this! very nice chemistry next to my beloved DaiMao <3
***SKAM - oh shocks whoever told me to watch this is an angel! love love love love it to the max! who knew norwegian Bl can be this good?
Make it Right the Series - Very Funny and Sweet!! Kyaa! TeeFuse and BookFrame are my OTPs very much like Lovesick!
***Uncontrolled Love 2 - the directors are very mean. i really thought this was a sad ending…but it was not! love the possessiveness the kiss and the after credits <3
Love love you (Love’s Coming 2) - haven’t watched this yet, but the trailers are just, ooommph! If ever you have a copy PM me XD
Like love Series 1-2 -I love the uncut scenes the most. And the story gets better xD
Junjou Pure Heart - sweeeeteeest ever! really, those awwww moments xD
***Fanatic Love - Game themed BL coming through! I loved the side characters especially the sister <3 Must watch!
Waterboyy the movie - a must watch especially to those fans who have been missing love sick series xD Ngern-oppa is sooo hot here.
Uncontrolled Love- Finally, Master x Servant BL!!! the uke is soo cute and seme is sooo possessive can’t wait for the second part!
***My bromance:the reunion - this is the series remake of the movie my bromance. and thank goodness that in the first season nobody dies! a different conflict altogether but still the same plot.
Counter Attack Web series - QingYu for the win xDD. they are sooooo married. I also recommend their photoshoot sessions, more kissing scenes than the series xD loving the doctor’s cow licked hair, kawaiiii xD
Addicted/Heroin Web Series - Sweetest punk I ever watched really. I wish for uncut scenes! and I demand a continuation!
***Ame to kisu - Love this movie! it made me read the manga and you will love how cute the uke is and how the story was very well portrayed in the movie
*** The right man - there are only a few BL movies/series who would portray the love of a parent and their worries. i loved this film because other than the love story unfolding, the relationship between the mother and the son progresses too <3
Yandaixie No.10- honestly, the story has a lot of promise! it was very good but I didn’t like how the first season ended being them still in bad terms…then hearing that there won’t be a second season!!!! or so i heard.
***SOTUS - hazers! hihihi. if you’re ooking for a cute-tsundere uke then this is what you’re looking for! it has the all goody kissing scenes and a very good college plot. very recommended
Love’s Coming - Nai x Gump xDDD
Love Place 2(Shiawase no Katachi)- A continuation of Love Place 1. Finally an English sub that I’ve been waiting! Typical BL story, most of the time you can read in a manga but you can feel the characters feeling very deeply!
Grey Rainbow - Has every thing I want in a BL,marriage, sweet moments and even a kid! and it also has something I didn’t like…death! why!?!
Doushitemo Furetakunai - the story is great and is really based on the manga. Loved the characters. this is my first BL ever just forgot to post teehee :P !!!
***HIStory webseries: My Hero - so this is one of the ghost themed BL. Comedic. but I do not like that the ghost girl experienced all the sweet moments using the boy’s body. oops spoiler. BTW the seme is sooo hot *wink*
To you for me–chocolates - I laughed at this BL so much. It really portrayed the case of miracles to two people that should be in love. wonder when it will end?
Paternity Leave - you’ll love it, Mpreg xDD
eCupid - movie about the greatest app for semes who take advantage of their uke’s love xD
Just Friends? - hottest and sweetest forbidden love I have ever watched!! sadly it was tooooo short for a very good plot movie xD
Udagawachou de mattete yo - sooo cute! as in supeer!!! one of the best live action next to Doushitemo Furetakunai <3 <3
***HIStory Webseries: Stay away from me - brother’s theme! yehey! though I wished for more sweetness. the eyes of the uke seem to catch my attention a lot in a not so okay way. but I STILL LOVED IT.
Two Weddings and a funeral - I loved the comedy aspect of it. It mainly focused on the life of gays and how the ‘two weddings” conquered it with love. but why Tina !?!?! why ?!?!?!
My Bromance - I love the on-relationship scenes but I just hope the ending was not when one dies. I bawled for this one,it’s like rising you up,then pulling you dooown,why!?!?!?waaah! But the story was really good!
Happy together - loved the couple sooo much! being 6 years together, those fights and make-ups seems like a typical married life
Oppressive Love - half-horror and half BL and they actually became a couple! to bad the older brother had to possess him…ooops spoiler ;-P
Ai no kotodama 2
***Bad romance the series - another side story BL but because they started the series already together and the ending was so sweet so it is okay.
***I’m here our twelve years is a reincarnation legend - short shounen ai chinese BL. if you’re on to watching just the sweet, innocent stuff, then this is good for you :)
Takuya and Joon jae “the lover” - you may be a bit disappointed because it is missing some smexy moments like kissing and “you-know” but the story is great with lots of laughs and sweetness. hoping for season 2
***Love Complex - this is a thai series but the BL part is a side story and doesn’t develop much though it is still on the first two episodes. some of you may not like it because it is on a side story but promise, the main story is very funny.
Docchi mo Docchi - may be low budget, but that romcom theme was perfectly executed xD sooo funny xD
Itsuka no kimi e - loved the story so much. It was like reading Junjou Pure Heart again xD soooo cute! Wishing for more kiss scenes though.
Ai no kotodama 1
Seven Days Monday-Thursday, Friday-Sunday - perfectly executed as of those of the manga
Hollyoaks (Ste and Harry) - lots of problems; closet gay, HIV, parents are against, even teachers then there are also cocaine involvement. wut?! haha but the story and how they still get back together is what makes it great.
Diary of Tootsies - Very very funny!! as in very funny! but they left Gus and Top’s story hanging, which is what I’ve been waiting…sigh
Fujimi orchestra live action - it’s like the BL version of Nodame Cantabile. the movie needs a sequel. it’s not that they did not end up together but the movie ended with the seme still pursuing the uke xD
Go go go G boys - very funny, packed with hot bishies. Last part after credits is a must seen
Farewell my ghost boyfriend - short movie. I’m not on vote on the new ship. i still wish there was some kind of miracle for the ghost. huhu
Love Place - I preferred the part two (2) than the first one, more Bl action, though it is still not translated
Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu - was hoping for more kiss scenes xD
Gloomy Salad days - ep13-14 only. Hidoku Shinaide story, bully and the bullied. You’ll be hoping for more.
Love of Siam - honestly, a good plot, really. It just needs some tweaks on that bad ending,urgh. Hoping for season 2 to change it.
I’m yours - a one-sided love of a robot to a human and he’s quest to help the guy to achieve love. it was badly cut, I don’t know. it was missing some parts when I watched it so I am still heavily confused.
Love next door 2 - Watched XD but still looking for subs. but very promising especially in terms of comedy and hotness.
Mr x and I - First Season: First and Second story only, the other two has horrible ending, I advise this to those who do not wish to see a sad ending. Second Season: Loved the ending, hated the hetero guy, urggghh
Princess Princess D - actually, this is a live action adapted from a shoujo manga. full of fanservice and crossdressers and will leave you laughing at the clichès and corniness.
Love next door - the story escalated quickly and the ‘love’ (sweetness) I was searching for was too short in the plot.
A Pair of Love - so-so xD
Time line - Watch the first couple only, and/or the last one. never ever the second one, it still gives me goose bumps till now
Me my familiar people - uhhh…actually I didnt quite get the story. it was soo confusing. its like he has s*x to another then I don’t know maybe his bestfriend too?
Teacher and student - because I was expecting that light, romantic theme I was deeply disappointed by that twist as it turns out to be too psychological. One of my least favorites next to Kindan no Koi.
Kindan no koi - simple……i hated it. the plot twist at the end was just tooo much, really, too much. Still a good movie though, but definitely my least favorite.
This is an edited list XD those with *** are newly posted as of April 4. Will update for more lateerrr! Ask me for links if ever you are interested xDDD hehehe
I want to be an emotion you can’t forget
A feeling you’ve been longing yet
I am the piece of the puzzle you’ve been missing
I want to be the name you whisper when you’re lonely
The sighs at the end of a bad day
I want to be your favorite song on a broken radio
I am yours if you need me, I am everything you wish you had
From now until forever
Through the good and through the bad
Marriage, but for forever, your soul and mine
Entangled in our universe
You are my soulmate tonight
And for the rest of our lives
Till the end of time
discussed the rules of your agreement before turning overtime into
sexual favours in behalf of the man who pays you for your body.
You tried to rush to the
exit without Yoongi noticing you were gone. His acquaintances said
their goodbyes – so did you – before you made your way home.
The conversation inside
the storeroom was present the last two hours you had to spent at your
company dinner. Maybe the sex with Yoongi clouded your rightful
judgement but you definitely said ‘yes’ as he asked you to become the
man who pays you for sexual favours.
You held your hair,
thinking about it while running away from the hotel. On the street
you waved a cab to you, climbing on the back seat and telling the
driver your address. Only then exhaustion creped into your bones,
thoughts of your recent dialogue filling your head.
“Hear me out, baby
You did not move, waiting
for him to say what he wanted to say. His eyes never left your face
as the words left his pink lips.
“As I just said, I want
to offer you something. Just listen till the end before you start
speaking”, he said, stepping closer to you. “I’m a busy man, the
chairman of our company. You can guess that I don’t have time for an
actual love life. Even the sex is cut short since a few months. After
sleeping with you I thought about giving you a chance for a different
kind of relationship but you were gone as I came back that morning.”
You watched him in
concentration, your gaze following every word that left his lips.
“Since you are here now,
I want to ask you if you want to do what just happened more
frequently. On my calling. Me saying when and where, how often, with
my rules. Of course I would give you everything you want, except for
Confused you tilted your
head. Was he implying what you thought he would?
“Do you mean something
like prostitution? Sorry, but I’m not into it”, you said wide eyed,
separating your bodies as far as the small room allowed. Yoongi just
“Listen, the sex is
fucking satisfying with you. And even if you deny it now, it is
obvious that you feel the same. You devour me with your eyes even
now! And you could end the agreement any moment.”
He was right, you found
him undoubtedly hot, exciting. Yes, even now you felt your juices
dripping down your inner legs. But was sex worth selling your body?
Selling your pride? Or were you just afraid of getting hurt? Doesn’t
this reciprocity meant just sex? And if it was that with Yoongi you
were sure that the intercourse would be amazing every time.
“And I guarantee you, it
won’t affect your job. You do excellent work, so it would be just a
personal matter between the two of us. You just have to stay ready
for me, baby girl.”
Why was he so charming as
his brown, almond eyes pierced your own. Sure, it was more than
tempting to sleep with Yoongi, but for free.
“I give you time to
think about my offer, just don’t wait too long”, he made his way
towards you, gripping the key that closed the door to turn it around.
Before he could do so you reached for his arm. Your cheeks were
bright red as you tried to hold his gaze, his brows pulled up.
“We have to decide the
rules together. I’m down for nearly everything but I want to be
He backed away from the
closed door, crossing his arms in front of his chest. A victoriously
gummy smile pulling his lips up. You inhaled loudly, realising what
you just said.
“So, you’re down to do
it?”, you heard his voice suppressing a feeling of relief.
You hesitated but nodded
at him. “I’m down.”
“It will be for the best
if we discuss the conditions monday morning in my office. I hope you
don’t change your mind in your free time tomorrow”, Yoongi’s eyes
sparkled, reaching for the key a second time. “Wait for me after
dinner, I will drive you home.”
With that he adjusted his
tie back at its place before opening the door and walking towards the
“You are unbelievable,
y/n!”, you groaned after sorting out the conversation about him
being your sugar daddy. The driver watched your action through the
driving mirror but did not say a word. In no time you arrived at the
front door of your new small apartment. You dragged yourself up the
stairs, opening your door while tossing your shoes aside. You decided
to take a hot shower to relax your tired bones but even that did not
help to distract you from the nagging thoughts of Yoongi’s words.
Only the shelter of your sleep let you finally slack off until your
boss appeared in your dreams.
To distract you further
you decided to spent the sunday at you parents’ house, baking cake
with your mom while your dad worked his way through their garden. It
was a lazy day, talking with your parents and spending time with them
without thinking about him and your future as his sex slave.
The next morning was the
complete opposite. You woke up earlier than necessary, taking a long
shower and spending some time in your kitchen sipping on your hot
Ana: Hey, do you mind
working overtime the next days? I need you help, pleeease
you: Sure, you owe me
meant you had to work longer and think less, you thought grinning to
office was far more hectic than the last week as you entered the 18th
floor to get the files you would work on from Mrs. Rita. On your way
to her bureau you could see that something was up wondering what was
the case this early.
Rita, good morning. Did something happen? It’s like hell in here”,
you asked as you saw the older lady running around giving
instructions to the other employees.
looked at you with a drained expression. “Mr. Min is back. We
expected him to come back tomorrow and right now nothing is ready.
Neither the work is done nor did we clean up this weekend.”
okay, but do you mind giving me the rest of the files from last
week?”, you asked nicely not to overstretch her nerves.
of confused she looked at you: “Mr. Kim already collected them a
few minutes ago, Miss y/l/n. He said that Mr. Min wanted to go
through them with Miss Jung and you.”
heart stopped for a moment. That was definitely not the morning of
you”, was all you said while walking slowly to the elevator. You
were just so nervous meeting him again. There was no reason to avoid
him as you already told him yes, but the uneasy feeling did not leave
‘ding’ signalled you to step out of the metal booth, heading straight
for your desk. To your surprise Ana was earlier than you, Mr. Kim
right next to her a chunk of files in his large hands.
morning, Miss y/l/n. Your task will be to work on today’s cases with
Miss Jung and Mr. Min, so please do me the favour and follow me”,
the tall guy told you giving you your share of work.
did not say anything while entering the elevator you just exited to
go up two floors above to your boss’ office.
so nervous around Mr. Min, y/n. He gives me goosebumps, I don’t get
it”, your co-worker whispered in your ear so the assistant would
not overhear her phrases.
knew how nervous he made you, you thought. “Just relax, at the
dinner he was..very friendly towards us.”
Kim knocked on the alabaster glass door of Mr. Min’s office before
entering it. The man with the grey hair sat on the chair behind his
big wooden desk, black framed spectacles on his nose. One of the
clients cases you worked on last week in his hands he looked up. As
if nothing happened between the two of you he stood up to gesture Ana
and you to sit down on the chairs in front of his desk.
morning, Miss Jung, Miss y/l/n. Mr. Kim might already told you but
today I want to point out the mistakes as well as the good points in
your latest works. Normally I don’t have time for this but it makes
my work a lot easier if the preparatory work is done precisely”,
Yoongi said, giving both of you your edited files back. With a red
marker several lines were underlined, a handwriting that was not
yours filling the edges of the papers. While Mr. Kim always
complimented your work, and even Yoongi did, you were disappointed
with yourself. He was the boss, so it was normal that he found more
mistakes in your works but so many? And some were obvious even for
worry Mr. Kim’s preparatory work looks the same”, Mr. Min tried to
sooth Ana and you while holding up a pen and leaning forward to show
Ana her gravest faults. They discussed some issues he found most
important and you could see how heat shot up the cheeks of the pretty
woman next to you. Attentive you listened how he explained what she
had to pay attention to, to decrease his work afterwards.
it’s more important if you look for flaws in the reports, don’t
concentrate on the good points. Nobody wants to hear them anyway”,
he said, tipping his pen on a red line on the papers.
Ana nodded, seeing how wrong she did her recent work.
fine. This is why you are here today, so don’t worry and take a new
map. Prepare it while I explain the next steps to Miss y/l/n”, your
boss shot her an encouraging smile, the same he gave you as you
gagged on his dick on saturday. A shiver ran down your spine as you
remembered this scene.
he handed Ana a report you watched his expressions. But they never
changed as his eyes wandered to your face. Unlike you. The rose hue
of your cheeks deepened while you looked down on your own work,
waiting for him to start speaking.
y/l/n, for your first week your prepared documents are nicely done”,
he began, giving you a slight smile. “You should pay more attention
to solutions though. Write them on an extra paper, I will consider
advices from my employees and I’m keen to see how you would evaluate
head shot up, looking at him with a confused expression. “That’s
pulled his eyebrows up, tilting his head to the side while glancing
your way. “I’m content with your work, so yes, that is all. Or do
you have any questions?”
fast movements of your eyes you read the remarks on the edges. You
had several questions and formulated them as to why he answered them
I really don’t understand why you underlined it, Mr. Min. Could it be
counted a hidden solution? Whereof should I recognize it?”, you
tried to get how you could be of help to him. You did not even
understand what he just told you and the red pen that filled your
work was more confusing than helpful to you.
boss sighed and stood up from his chair to come around to you. Ana
shot you a glance, her wide eyes traced with shock that you spoke
against your boss. You on the other side just wanted to detect the
things he did, learning how to do a better job.
leaned forward, his chest close to your back. You could feel his
fresh, hot breath against the skin of you neck while his hand grabbed
the pen that lay next to your hand on his desk.
wrote notes here..here and on here”, his voice was so close to your
ear that you could not even follow his hand as he circled the notes
he talked about. Yoongi was too near for you to concentrate. Your
gaze was not on the papers in front of you but on the pink lips of
your boss while his low voice filled the office. He looked so
kissable right next to you. And his scent! It filled your nose while
he leaned further into you, never looking you in your face that was
just a few centimetres away.
you felt his free hand, that was hidden from the sight of your
co-worker, caressing your side. He stroked further down until his
hand got to the fabric of your jeans where his fingers traced up and
down. “I want to bend you over my desk and fuck that little pussy
of yours, baby girl”, an unnoticeable, low whisper reached you as
he pressed his lips shortly on your ear.
body stiffened, afraid of Ana listening in on him. But as you glanced
at her you could see how she scrabbled over her work, brows furrowed
wouldn’t be so nice, Mr. Min”, you said aloud tapping your one hand
on the file while the other petted his on your knee. A low chuckle,
only you noticed, fell from his lips.
know what isn’t nice? The fucking jeans you’re wearing”, another
lewd comment as he slapped your thigh lightly. With one last touch of
his fingers on your stomach, as he slowly pulled his hands away,
Ana’s voice filled the room.
Min, I think I’m done.”
smiled at her, holding out his hand to grasped the file before
sitting back down across from you two.
a common feeling that spread through your lower stomach. He made you
crazy, the fact that he did it in front of Ana was just fuelling the
heat in your core. Therefore you pressed your thighs together, the
tingling feeling amplifying as you saw how Mr. Min’s hand disappeared
under his desk, hidden away from you and Ana.
will look it over, Miss Jung. You are free to take a break. I will
ask Mr. Kim to give it back to you tomorrow”, Yoongi said,
motioning to the door.
relieved your co-worker made her way back to her own desk two floors
underneath. But before she closed the door behind her, she shot you
an encouraging smile, signalling you to relax.
need to discuss another matter, y/n”, the man in front of you
reported, leaning his chin on his folded hands. “First of all, why
the hell did you run away? I told you to wait.” His stare was calm
but his voice showed how impatient he was with your actions.
yeah.. that..”, you stuttered not knowing what to tell him. How
nervous you were about all this? How it might affect your own
feelings towards him?
back out, y/n? That would not amuse me but if that’s your wish”, he
sighed annoyed, leaning back against his chair. The tone of his voice
suddenly much colder than before.
No, I’m just not used to such situation. It would be my first time to
deal with paid sex”, you mumbled, fidgeting with your hands in your
not what he expected but a little grin appeared on his lips while he
watched your stiff features in front of his eyes. “It will be my
eyes flew to his face, searching for the truth in his words. If that
was true it made it easier for you to accept him as the man you had
to give your body to.
it helps, you can declare your conditions first”, he said after a
while of tension as you just looked at each other, unsure of
beginning the theme. He gave you a blank piece of paper and his red
pen so you could write down your own rules for the agreement. You
felt sweaty as you rolled the pen in your hands, thinking what you
would be able to give him and what were your limits. His dark, almond
shaped eyes inspected your expression while you put your thoughts to
paper, marking the white slip in dark red. The pen left several
sentences before you tilted your head to the side, reading your
precepts a second time. Content with propositions you put the pen
back next to you, holding sheet of paper up to read it aloud.
of all, I’m not into having sex with you with some random people.
Either the two of us, or nothing happens. You are refrained from
having sex with other women without a condom. If I say stop, you have
to stop, I don’t care how close you are at that moment. I also don’t
want you make any allusions in front of my co-workers..”, you had
not many conditions but one thing you absolutely despised. “Not the
ass, Mr. Min. Choke me, hit me, bite me or call me degrading names,
but the ass is forbidden territory!”
dark brows were pulled up, listening to your demands. Luckily it
contained only things he would say himself, except for ass play, but
he would be able to speak you into it, he was sure.
rules, y/n. Now let’s listen to mine”, he laughed, crossing his
legs. “Before we have sex without protection I want you to get
tested, after work.”
do you”, you said confidently, interrupting his speech.
hard feelings, no cuddling afterwards. You will get my private phone
number, so be ready every moment. Answer within ten minutes maximum
and from tomorrow onwards you should wear easy removable clothes.
Skirts, dresses whatever suits you, just don’t wear pants in the
bureau”, his voice sounded kind of disgusted as he spoke from you
wearing pants. “I like if woman do what I say, be submissive; y/n.
Therefore I want you to obey my commands otherwise you will get
punishments. We will test your limits if the time comes. I also don’t
want to share what’s mine. That means that you are forbidden to fuck
other guys, not even with condoms or whatever. On the contrary can
you request everything you want from me. And what is possible to buy
with money”, he made a short break in which his words slowly sunk
into you. Up until now everything seemed just as you imagined. It was
easier than you thought, listening to his rules and deciding if you
were content with them.
last thing is, that coming to my apartment means absolute discretion.
Nobody needs to know about my offer to you, understood? The details
will crystallize themselves by time.”
his announcement the office was filled with just your low breathing,
thoughts running wild about what the other talked about. Then you
moved by leaning forward giving him the sheet you wrote your own
guess the fronts are clear now”, you said aloud, waking him up from
grey hair bobbed up as he nodded, biting his pink bottom lip. “I
like doing business with you, Miss y/l/n. You should hurry back to
work if you don’t want to anger your boss.” His laugh reached his
eyes and even if he was a shameless man if it came to his sexual
desires, did he seem like a cute boy as he laughed, showing his gummy
is mine, Mr. Min.”
stood up to turn around but before you walked out his office, you
shot him a suggestive smile. This was when your adventure began.
Ana, what the hell have you done?”, your voice was laced in utter
frustration as you overlooked Ana’s reports this thursday afternoon.
“Didn’t we agree on you focusing on the needed points? You marked
apologizing smile played around the woman’s full lips, trying to
sooth your overworked state. The last three days were a constant
routine of late night sessions at work, short nights of sleep and the
pestering feeling that Yoongi would call at an incongruous moment. To
your surprise did he not contact you the last days. He had your
number but did not even try to animate you for a quick fuck.
Considering the fact that you had overtime every day thanks to Ana’s
mistakes were you quite happy about that.
already five, how should we give the report to Mr. Min? We will never
be able to finish it on time”, Ana said, her voice trembling. It
would be her second file in two weeks that she would not be able to
worry, if we work it out together we can do it”, you smiled tiredly
at her, taking the file to your own desk and flying over her
scribbled notes. It would be a long, long night, you thought as you
saw all the wrong rudiments.
watch ticked on the white wall above you. The last employees were
already leaving, even Mr. Kim said his goodbyes minutes ago. You knew
that Ana and you were the only people in the company at his point.
Except for Min Yoongi.
let’s stop here. My eyes are burning and I developed a headache.
Seriously it might take two more hours before we finish it”, Ana
said hands in her blond hair. She looked exhausted. You were not the
only one who had long nights. As it was mostly her fault she had to
stay, too, sometimes even longer than you helped her. Therefore you
felt sorry for her, even if you were just as tired, you made a
home, I can do it alone. If you promise me to sleep tight and come
back fresh tomorrow”, your voice was loud as you stood up,
y/n..”, she just said, standing up as well before hugging you
shortly. “Thank you. If you need anything you have to tell me!”
Her response came quick, you thought, at least try to act as if you
don’t want to leave.
you pushed her towards the elevator. “Now hurry up, I have to
owe you one, again”, Ana smiled apologizing, waving you while being
able to go home.
fell back into your chair, surveying the last remaining pages of her
miserably prepared file. Oh, it will take you several hours, you
thought looking at the watch. Ten already? Goodbye sleep.
still at work, busy as a bee, huh?”, a low, familiar voice
resonated through your empty floor.
not down for joking around. It’s past midnight and I want to go
home”, you said annoyed, scribbling another phrase on the edge of
of going away Yoongi walked to you, leaning over your shoulder to see
what you were doing at this time of day. Fast you hid Ana’s name with
some pages you already prepared. He noticed your stiffening shoulders
at his presence, grabbing them before he slowly pressed his thumbs
into your aching neck. A loud moan fell from your lips at his touch.
distract me, please. I need to finish this”, you said squirming
yourself out of his soft hands. His grip only got stronger, massaging
your delicate skin that was hidden behind the fabric of your white
had the plan to call you tonight, baby girl. You know you aren’t
allowed to refuse my requests”, his low voice got closer to your
ear until his soft, warm lips kissed the sensitive spot on your neck.
His strong hands stroked your hair to the side to get better access
to your skin.
don’t have time for that, Mr. Min”, you tried to repress the
feeling of falling into is touches. Instead of answering you, he
turned the chair around, glaring into your eyes.
know how I tried to be nice to you? I even kissed your neck to
stimulate you. But your refusal annoys me, baby girl”, his calm
voice changed into a lustful, demanding one. “And the last time you
even had the nerve to run away from me.” An unamused laugh filled
the floor. “Now be a good little girl and suck me off.”
you gulped. If you had known how fast he switched from a quite
delicate man – he never really was like that – to the demon he
resembled, you would have never tried to refuse his attempts.
Therefore you stood up, straightening your tight grey skirt before
you got on your knees in front of him.
take the lead today, so don’t even think about doing something I
don’t demand from you”, he growled, unbuttoning his suit pants,
pulling them down and grabbing your hair into his solid fist.
“Unfortunately I won’t be gentle today, baby girl.”
then you looked up to see his hot dick above you. Your mouth watered
at this sight, hoping he would make the sex session pleasurable for
you as well. With warm fingers you traced over the vein of his cock
to his red tip. Then you leaned forward giving his delicate skin wet
kisses, beginning at the shadow of his trimmed hair, nibbling with
your teeth, to his shaft where you made a mix of wet kisses and licks
that reached his top in slow motion. At the contact Yoongi began to
hum. As you did not want to have trouble you started to press your
hot tongue onto his glans, making eye contact with the man who
hovered over you. His view locked into yours as a cold expression was
drawn on his attractive features. You never lost connection to his
dark, lustful oculars while opening your mouth as far as you could,
taking his dick in. Slowly you deepened your motion until his cock
was coated in your saliva fully.
like it if you’re submissive”, Yoongi said, patting your cheek a
little too strong, “Put your hands between your thighs and suck on
my dick, baby girl.”
obeyed immediately, putting your sweaty hands between your clothed
thighs. Whereas you bobbed your head, taking him in further with
every move of your head. The fist in your hair increased its strong
hold as he separated his legs a little wider, making sure his
position was solid. From then on he started to move on his own, hips
tardy pressing into your face at first before Yoongi sped up his
pace, his dick hitting the back of your throat. Several gags escaped
you while tears initiated to fall from your eyes, your nose touching
his stomach over and over again. Just then you began to accustom to
give you the advice to breathe through your nose”, you got the
feeling that his advice was laced with scorn and hidden action
because he shoved his pulsating dick violently into your open mouth,
holding you in place through the grip in your hair. Merriment was
shown on his face, bottom lip sucked between his teeth trying not to
show his heavy breathing. “Do you like holding your breath, baby
you tried not to pull your hands from the position between your
thighs to signal him to stop joking around. But before you could do
anything, he enclosed his big hand around your head, thrusting his
full length into your mouth. Luckily he gave you the tip to inhale
and exhale only through your nose. He repeated his actions a few
times, grunting louder with every move of his hips.
do a good job, letting me fuck the pretty little mouth you have, baby
girl. But don’t you think it’s time for a punishment? You didn’t
behave like you should by running away on saturday and by trying to
refuse sex with me.”
eyes remained on his lips even as he finished his little speech,
panic and arousal flooding you. On one hand you were not sure what he
meant but on the other side did the unexpected turn you on, blood
beginning to boil at what was going to happen.
superior smirk creeped on Yoongi’s lips, his darkening eyes burning
their way into your soul. Then he began to repeat his previous
movements, this time changing the angle to have even more access to
your wet mouth. Whereas you tried to latch your tongue around his
moving dick, making him feel even better. A feral sound filled the
place, making your core tighten, leaving your pussy soaked without
you turn me so fucking on”, Yoongi growled, hitting your cheek
again more violently this time. His hand left your face burning,
leaving red marks on your skin. At his actions you moaned, wetness
dropping on your panties. You hoped Yoongi would not notice that your
hands found their way towards your aching pussy, wanting to being
touched as well. Your eyes stayed on his face that was traced with
pleasure until he noticed what you did. In one go he pulled out of
really think I’m blind? Stop touching yourself. Hands behind your
fucking back!”, his voice was so low, leaving you shuddering
beneath him. But you did as he said, whimpering as your hands left
the spot on your core, that oh so gave you the needed friction by
pressing your fingers on your tingling clit.
Yoongi grabbed your chin, pulling your face up before he pinched your
cheeks, positioning himself before you again. This time he just
shoved himself right into you, making you gag again. But
unfortunately his next move was unpredictable. He fucked your throat
a few times before his one hand enclosed around your hair again,
holding you pressed against his stomach, his dick buried in your
mouth, only letting a tiny gap for you to breath through your nose.
Low grunts leaving his mouth he leaned forward pressing your nostrils
close, making you choke on his dick that he pushed forward closing
the remaining gap he left for you to breath. Tears rolled down your
marked cheeks while you looked straight at Yoongi’s face.
eyebrows were furrowed, lips agape and eyes shut in pleasure. You
could hear him whimper as your throat began to contract itself
around Yoongi’s erect cock.
girl..”, was all he said before you tapped at his thighs, a signal
to let you go.
delay he pulled himself out your wet cave, grunting at the loss of
your warmth. You had to inhale deeply, catching up on the missed
oxygen. Light coughs fell from your lips while you held your hands
around your neck. Through the concentration you did not notice how
wet your panties were by now. All the actions Yoongi did on you, made
your core tingle with excitement, leaving your folds in heated
anticipation for his dick. While you tried to find your composure,
your boss pulled you on your feet, ripping at your white blouse until
the buttons sprung off. Incredulous you watched his actions, feeling
how anger made its way in your bones, a mean remark laying on your
tongue. But before you could say anything he gripped your waist,
pushing you to the edge of your own desk. The back of your legs felt
the hard, cold material of the table as he lifted you up on it before
Yoongi’s hands roamed around your torso, feeling the soft fabric of
your bra tracing down to the hem of your skirt, sliding it up till it
lay loose on your waist revealing the wet spot on your grey
underwear. You were so damn wet that it even painted the fabric of
your dark tights.
licked his pink lips, while pulling up his dark eyebrows. “Why are
you always so ready for me? I did not even touch you and you are
soaked, baby girl”, he shook his head in pretended disappointment.
“Did my actions turn you on that much?”
small whimper left your dank lips, nodding hastily at his words.
“Yes, Mr. Min. I’m so ready to be fucked by you.”
hummed in agreement, the habitual degrading smirk on his lips as he
saw how needy you were. You saw how he looked at your desk, a mess
behind your back.
baby girl, stand up”, you heard him saying as he turned around to
walk to the next free desk. You followed and hopped on it, sitting in
the same position as before. Your hands found their way to Yoongi’s
chest, trying to pull him into a kiss, but he fended and pushed your
torso down in a swift movement. The desk you lay on felt cold through
the thin fabric of your top.
your legs”, a demand followed from the man who stood in front of
could not see him as he stripped the tights and panties you wore
down, exposing your heated folds to the chilly air in the office.
“I’m so lucky having such a slutty pussy to myself.”
words made you shiver in agitation, quietly cursing him for leaving
you wet and needy.
Mr. Min, I need you to fuck me. I beg you”, you whined, hands
running down to your wet core. You laid your fingers on your heated
folds, stroking heavily to feel the needed touch of at least
eager?”, your boss’ voice was lustful but you thought you heard
disgust in it. “I never allowed you to touch yourself, did I?”
your voice was weak, leaking with anticipation to finally feel his
touches on your skin.
baby girl”, Yoongi said slapping your hands away before he smacked
your aching pussy. Heat rushed through you while you bent your back
at the striking tickling his slap left. A second hit followed that
made you squirm, your lap throbbing for him. Yoongi did not sooth the
spots – he did it last time neither – ere he smacked your clit
for a last time, more forcefully, letting you cry out in slight pain
that evolved into arousal. You wanted him. No, you just really needed
to already feel his dick filling your insides.
short silence filled the floor as you saw Yoongi fishing for
something in his wallet he pulled out his suit jacket. You saw the
small foil and recognized it to be a condom. Your eyes traced the
outline of his veins that were shown on his hands as he opened the
package and had to admit that his big hands were one of the most sexy
things you had ever seen on a man -well, except for his dick. With
experienced fingers he covered his swollen dick with the protection
medium before he spread your legs further apart. Two of his bony
fingers pressed against the opening of your entrance. Small moans
leaving your lips before you felt how he eased them into you. Several
sounds filled the room while you wiggled underneath your boss’ body.
really moving his fingers he pulled them out, licking his digits
clean. You just watched him in awe, the coin in your lower stomach
pulsating, only waiting to be snapped.
was all you got out before he got hold of your legs, pulling your
body onto the edge of the desk. Your head lay on its surface so you
were only able to feel what he did and not to see how he finally
stepped closer, letting his cock slide through your folds to get the
condom coated in your juices. Whimpers escaped you as he abruptly hit
his covered dick onto your bundle of nerves, leaving you panting
beneath him. It was the same spot he just hit with his long fingers
that made you feel lust detonate in the spit of your stomach.
hope you’re as tight as you were month ago”, his voice was laced in
your body ached for him while you felt how he pushed his tip into
you. As you were not used to have sex for a while this light motion
made you groan. Step by step he shoved forward before he filled you
can barely fucking move”, he pressed through his teeth holding onto
your legs while starting to move his hips slowly.
god, Mr. Min, please be rough with me”, you cried, wanting to feel
more of him. He just fit so perfectly into you that your folds
contradicted around him on their own. As time passed he sped up his
pace into a merciless one so you had to find support by grabbing the
edges of the desk. Your breasts bounced with his thrusts but you did
not care as you propped yourself on your elbows to see how he was
was flowing down in tiny drops from his forehead, his face traced
with concentration. But his eyes lay on you, dark oculars that stared
right into your face, trying to imprint this picture into his head.
You had problems to stay in position while reading the expressions on
his face. Therefore he started to hold your waist, speeding up until
you heard how high and heavy his grunts got. You yourself felt the
coin slightly turning, but not enough for you to come.
coming, baby girl. You did your job too well at the beginning”, his
breathy voice announced as his movements became sloppier, wet sounds
echoing from the spot your bodies met. You were totally content with
his release whereas you moaned his last name in a kind of mantra to
yourself. This alone and the sight that played in front of him, made
him spurt out white drops of cum into the condom he wore.
the other side were exhausted from your position while watching as
Yoongi closed his eyes, moving his hips tardy in and out of you as he
rode out his orgasm. Your hands ached as you straightened your back,
positioning yourself into a sitting form while he slid his dick out
of you. You followed him with your eyes as he pulled of the used
condom from his dick and throwing it into one of the employee’s bins.
As you were still tuned on, your bare pussy rubbing on the glass
surface of the desk, you whined as he pulled up his suit pants. You
were sure he wanted a second round as you did not come by now, but
unfortunately it was not the case.
me come, Mr. Min”, your weak voice whined, squirming on your spot.
“I’m still so hot.”
looked up, adjusting his belt. “Next time, maybe, if you behave
like you should, baby girl.”
shook your head a no. “Come on, I’m a good girl.”
begging did not help as he just pulled one brow up, shaking his grey
thatch. “You have work that should be done to tomorrow morning. I
give you twenty minutes to finish them or I drive home without you.”
that he just fucking left you high and dry, the second time in one
week. He could not do this, you thought. You let him fuck you however
he wanted but did not even make you come!
this fact you were kind of satisfied with what you did. Eventually
you were the one that had to make sure that he was pleased and
you stood up, sliding your panties and tights back up before you
pulled down your skirt. Just your torso was a disaster. He ruined
your new blouse. Therefore you tried to cover at least your breasts
with the ripped top of yours ere you made your way to the remaining
work you had to finish.
distraction was not the best as you could not concentrate any more.
You were freaking exhausted and tired by now. And to be honest, you
wanted to go home.
last you decided to scribble some notes on the edges of all remaining
pages, a little soiled but better than nothing. The watch told you
that Yoongi left twenty-five minutes ago and so did the chance to get
home with him in a luxurious car. You packed your bag and dressed
into your black coat before you turned down the lights and made your
way out of the office.
would’ve been faster, you could be on your way home, safe and warm,
you cursed yourself but as you exited the entrance of your company a
black, expensive car parked in front of it. The window of the
passenger’s seat was down so you saw the familiar grey hair sitting
of the driver’s seat. A small smile played around your lips while you
walked to the car.
if I get in?”, you said showing him your teeth as you smiled at him
brightly. Never had you thought that Min Yoongi would wait for
are five minutes late”, was all he said but instead of driving away
he motioned for you to hop on. You barely closed your belt as he
drove away from the company.
my address”, you began but his beautiful hand waved you to be
know where you live, I’ve read your resume”, he just said, never
looking at you while he drove you past a quiet city. Only street
lights letting you see the expressions the man next to you felt. But
you could not read anything out of them. He was not the type to be
emotional, you thought while observing him.
thoughts were laced with the memories you two made a few minutes ago.
Even though you were so close to him right now you felt as if your
distance was further than it ever was, but exactly this is what you
had agreed on. Just sex, no hard feelings.
there anything you want to have, y/n?”, he broke the silence, eyes
kept on the streets.
thought about his words for a moment before you decided that he
definitely had to compensate you for something. “You destroyed my
new blouse. I went shopping two days ago and now it’s ruined”, you
said, nodding to yourself.
head shot towards you. “That’s all?” He seemed to be quite
surprised about the fact that you wanted nothing more than a cheap
new top from him. “I expected to hear something..more costly.”
Just get me my blouse”, you said, relaxing in the seat you sat on.
quiet laugh was heard from your boss as he shook his grey thatch. “So
easy to please.”
a problem with that? Then buy me some jewellery or something”, you
snorted turning your face to the window, watching as the houses got
minutes later he stopped in front of your new apartment, letting you
get off right before your door.
employees should sleep well and do their work precisely”, Yoongi
said pulling his brows up while you got off his expensive car. “Tell
it, Miss Jung.”
that he was gone.
he had definitely seen her name on the tag of the file. First thing
in the morning you had to tell-
better not told her that he saw her name on the report as he tried to
night you stayed awake, thinking about the sex with Min Yoongi while
touching yourself. The memories making you come pretty fast but you
felt dirty for thinking about him and the fact that he had you
wrapped around his finger even though it was just sex.
next week was traced with your first meetings, seeing how Yoongi was
busier than ever as he had to made sure the contract with your new
partners was done fair and square. Many times after your late night
session he requested you for sucking him off while he had to work on
some files for his trip abroad. It was thrilling to hide beneath his
wooden desk, not being allowed to tease, just making him relax in the
form of pleasurable blow jobs. Nothing more and nothing less.
job, baby girl”, he said without looking up while you crawled back
up from your hideout underneath his desk.
a pleasure, Mr. Min”, you told him wiping away the remaining cum on
your lips. You adjusted your clothes while walking around his
workplace looking at the trophies on one of the many shelves to see
that they were from his youth as a basketball captain.
you look at the package that lies behind you on the chair?”, Yoongi
motioned for you to turn around just so you could see a nicely
wrapped present on one of the chairs in front of his desk. Curiously
you opened it to find a white piece of soft fabric in it. A new
blouse. The material was from a better quality and even the brand was
one of the most famous ones. A cheap top would have been sufficient,
you thought but was happy to be able to own something as costly as
you!”, your voice was cheerful as you inspected your new top.
You better take it with you next week”, he just said, head bend
over his work.
week?”, you asked, confused about his statement. Was something
going to happen next week that you had not noticed?
leaned against the backrest of his chair, crossing his arms in front
of his chest. “Are you dense, y/n? We are going on a business trip
to complete the task around our new contract.”
hit you. How could you forget the trip abroad with your boss, you
thought, the company was all over it. Embarrassed you walked to the
alabaster glass door to go back to work stopped dead in your tracks
at your boss’ next words.
forget to bring your best dessous, baby girl”, Yoongi smirked
licking his pink lips before he continued his work.
next week should show you how real business was done with Min
I’ve seen a lot of distasteful reactions about Waverly saying “I like you” instead of “I love you,” and I have Some Thoughts™ about it.
First of all, you do you. If it didn’t jive with you, it didn’t jive. But, please, hear me out on this.
They’re in a tumultuous spot in their relationship. They’ve just had their first big fight, and Waverly’s feeling super unsure about where they stand. So, at the start of the episode, she shamelessly flirts with Nicole, and Nicole shuts her down. Hard. This is the first time we’ve ever seen anything remotely like this ever happen between them. Even in 2x01 when Nicole denied her kiss at the end, it was till relatively soft. “This is my job” and then a brusque exit by Nicole had to leave Waverly feeling like a breakup might be coming. She’s used to everyone leaving her, remember?
It’s such a drastic thing for her that later, when Nicole stops kissing her because she hears Wynonna about to walk in on them, Waverly’s first instinct is, Oh, we’re still fighting. Even when Nicole says, Nope, we’re not, there’s just someone coming, Waverly believes that she was looking for a way out the whole time. “She wanted to leave.” This is not a woman who is secure in her relationship.
So, later, when Nicole comes in and they finally have a minute where they’re truly alone, Nicole gives her these applications in order to support her and tells her that she’s all in - that, if Waverly wants her, she’ll be by her side forever. That Waverly is the one in charge of them being together because Nicole is all in. It’s good news, and it’s a boost to Waverly’s confidence, but their history over the past few days is a lot to overcome.
When she tells Nicole “I like you,” you can hear her falter. She 100% hesitates. I’m convinced that in her head, the words “I love you” were rattling around, but they’re about to take a huge step, and Waverly’s nervous. So nervous, that she looks down and completely misses Nicole’s “I like you too,” which to anyone not in Waverly’s state of uncertainty is a not-very-well disguised “I love you, too, Waverly, and you have no idea how much.” Nicole has probably loved her for a long time, but is once again waiting for Waverly to make that first move. Because Nicole Haught is a patient, considerate woman who would never want to push Waverly into something she’s not ready for.
And Waverly totally misses it. It’s okay because Nicole is trying to communicate what she feels with how gentle and soft she’s being. They’ve both got a lot of personal stuff that they’re dealing with outside one another, and the thing that’s about to happen between them in monumental. It’s Waverly’s first time with a woman, and it’s so stupidly obvious that Nicole has been thinking about this for a long time and has been trying to cool her jets until Waverly’s 100% sure.
So, the “I like you” fits where they’re at perfectly, in my opinion. It’s not saying that Waverly has changed her mind about how she feels (I think it’s pretty clear that she’s more in love than ever), but things have felt shaky enough between them over the past few days that she’s not completely sure how Nicole will respond. Maybe she thinks it might be too fast. Maybe she’s afraid Nicole might pull away. It’s a delicate situation, and it felt super real to me. Real couples don’t always know 100% of the time what the other one is thinking, and sometimes they can be afraid that they’re not on same page, even if they totally are.
*drinks water* I still feel.. *hiccups even more*
I got it. The element of surprise shall save you from your mis-
*kicks the door open* HEY BECS! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME AND I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK - I’M NOT LYING AT ALL, BEEN MEANING TO TELL YOU THIS, SORRY FOR BEING ABRUPT BUT I JUST REALLY -