i will live here on day

anonymous asked:

hey !! ok so im like super late in joining the snk fandom (ooops) but i am getting super into ereri and was just wondering if you know of any cool fantasy/magic au fics? sorry to bother you, but i know you've been in the fandom for a while now!!

Oh man this list kind of got too long for me and somehow i still feel like i’ve forgotten so many so if anyone notices a fic that should be on here but isn’t, feel free to add it on ^_^

(These are in no particular order btw)


The Wolf and the Mountain - @bfketh
Summary: Levi didn’t really care what people thought he was - demon, spirit, or god - as long as they left him alone.That is until one winter’s day, when a snow storm deposits an injured wolf-spirit practically on his doorstep.

Time Deprives all but Memories - @appleapplepeach
Summary: Living in a future in which survival is their only victory Levi wonders if there can be anything left to lose.Offered a chance to make things right, he discovers that everything has a price…

The Choice - @appleapplepeach
Summary:  After their return from Shinganshina the survivors are doing their best to pick up the pieces. When someone intrudes on their fragile peace, will it be an opportunity–or disaster?

The Gate of the North - @appleapplepeach
Summary: Everyone knows the Survey Corp is the laughingstock of the military, a place for crackpots and weirdos. It doesn’t have the prestige of the MP or the security of the Garrison. The only people who join are people who can’t fit into modern society.It’s been Eren’s dream to join since childhood. Flunking out of school prevents him from attending military college, and he drifts along in life, ignoring his friends’ encouragement to go back to school or start a career.Levi is the gatekeeper of the Northern Gate, the most important (and most troublesome) gate that keeps the human world safe from interference and invasion. When he receives a letter from his cousin asking him to take on her friend for a summer apprenticeship he agrees against his better judgement.Neither of them is expecting the end of the world.

The Strange and the Usual - lalazee
Summary:  When Eren finds himself stuck in what is essentially a halfway house for supernaturally inclined misfits, there’s no stopping the veritable shopping list of events that leave him pushed closer and closer to ex-exorcist, Levi. But when is it ever that simple?

Be her Valentine - @raindrop-rouge
Summary:  Levi’s not all that great at being a Cupid’s Angel, but Valentine’s Day is the perfect opportunity to redeem himself. It would go a lot better if Eren’s plans for the Angels’ most important day didn’t go directly against his though.

Witch’s Vein and Blood Stains - @monsoondownpour
Summary:  The Survey Corps is in dire need of a new witch after a tragic mission gone wrong resulted in their last ones death. Eren is still young and green as far as witches go, but he has raw talent and a curious mastery over wilderness that Levi can’t help but be drawn to. When circumstances conspire to pit the squad against the same adversary that took Ilse barely a year ago, will they be able to handle the challenge a second time round?

Forbidden Fruit - @monsoondownpour
Summary:  A collection of stories from my Greek Mythology AU where Eren is Persephone, Levi is Hades, and I’ll make everything else up as I go.

Demons and Darkness - @sciencefictioness
Summary:  Levi is a scout, and protects his village day and night from feral yokai, demon like creatures who feast on human flesh. When the chieftan of his village is killed by the beasts, Levi’s father takes over, putting him next in line to lead his people. All Levi wants to do is watch over Mitras with his blade, fighting along side his teacher, who he has been in love with all his life. When he discovers that Erwin is getting married, he heads off into the woods alone to drink and slay demons, trying to forget. He never expects to summon from the darkness a yokai of his own.

A Bird in the Hand - @mongoose-bite
Summary: Little ever changes in the Underworld, and few visit, but the arrival of a single songbird foretells a coming change for both the Underworld and its god, Eren.Spring is here.

Bemused! - @mongoose-bite
Summary: When an artist struggles with his art, sometimes Fate takes pity on him, and sends him a muse.Whether he wants one or not.

Magic does not Make a Garden - @mongoose-bite
Summary: Levi grows his garden peacefully on the edge of the desert, until the day he finds a boy with wings dying of exhaustion and takes him in.

Shooting Unicorns through your Heart - @emiza
Summary:  Eren is a magical girl. He is also very embarrassed over this fact, and the pink and rainbow fluffiness of his outfit, and would rather die than to let anyone see him in his magica glory.
Which is what happens when he climbs into the wrong window at night.

I am the Ocean - @emiza
Summary: Ägir and Ran, brother and sister, were the god and goddess of the ocean. They guarded over the brave Vikings upon their waves, caught them when they fell into deep waters and collected long lost treasures in their names. But as time passed and new gods were born, the world no longer needed the old ones.What happens to gods no one believes in?

Wake Up - @emiza
Summary:  Eren dreamwalks in his sleep and invades people’s dreams by accident. He usually can avoid alerting the dreamer of his presence, but one day he’s caught by a mysterious man whose touch feels like fire. However, the man only thinks of Eren as a figment of his imagination.

A Warm Breath - @ryuusea
Summary: “You’re a human child, aren’t you. You mustn’t touch me then, or I’ll disappear.“One summer when visiting his Uncle Erwin out in the countryside, Eren befriends a mysterious masked man who lives in the forest. They promise to meet every summer from then on.In other words, a story told through summers, year by year, of Eren being a (cute) brat, Levi dealing with said brat, and all the fluff, awkwardness, and strange feelings that come with growing up, despite the limitations placed on their interactions.

Starboy - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary:  In 1996, my boyfriend Eren Jaeger was abducted. In 2014, he suddenly reappeared. Only, he’s still sixteen and what’s more, he doesn’t remember anything that happened to him during his disappearance. This is a story about first loves, humanity, and maybe-alien boyfriends.

The Stag in the Dark - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary: After a high school hazing prank goes awry, Eren is forced to work at local “witch” Levi’s knitting shop.

Halocline - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary:  A lousy vacation puts Eren’s life at jeopardy when he goes for a midnight surf and gets caught in a storm only to be saved by a mysterious creature. Eren tries to communicate with his new friend but it’s hard when you don’t speak fish.

Welcome to the Jungle - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary: Eren and his crew run heists on magical dispensaries, stealing goods to perform illegal spells until one day things don’t go as planned…

Castle Ghost - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary: King’s knight Levi Ackerman comes across a mysterious, seemingly abandoned castle. Eren and friends deal with a meticulous, neat-freak ghost.

Joy to the World - @perksofbeingawaifu
Summary: Pastel!Eren and Punk!Levi are the last two people on Earth. So they go to the mall.

The Perfect Temperature for Tea - @missmichellebelle
Summary: "I’m a witch.““Like Harry Potter?” A wry smile twists Levi’s lips as he mimes waving a wand. “Wingardium leviosa.”

Stowaway - @onewhositswiththeturtles
Summary:  Levi is the Captain of The Captain’s Killer, the most dreaded pirate ship in all the Caribbean, which hunts its bounty with ruthless efficiency. For years Captain Levi has dodged the Navy’s most decorated Commander, Erwin, and his attempts at sinking Levi’s ship and coercing him into sailing under the Navy’s banner. It seems that Levi will continue sailing the seas as he pleases, answering to no one but the mood of the winds, until a stowaway with a few secrets of his own ends up on his ship and throws everything in disarray.

And then there’s one of mine, Wicked Grace
Summary: “Please take this seriously,” Armin reprimanded. “The game is like Wicked Grace - played to the death. You must never reveal your cards. When you meet the Empress, the eyes of the whole court will be upon you. You’re safer in the fade with Fear demons.”

In her lips
I taste healing
For the bruises that live
Beneath the surface of my skin.

In her lips
I taste understanding
I taste the loving
That is embodied in the person before me

But, in my lips
Does she taste the desperation
The craving for her touch
The need for her

In my lips
Does she taste home
Does she feel alive in every kiss

Or do you simply
Taste my lips
As skin
To rest yours for awhile

—  These are more than kisses

anonymous asked:

Hooman and I live in thing call "apartment complex" and I liek to sit in window watching deliciouse birb fly by 😻 but one day a strange hooman arrive outside with OTHER CAT!! IN MY COMPLEX!! So I poof fur and hiss to show intruder cat who's in charge around here. 😾

😼

         There is no particular reason I made this. I mean in such a short span of time I am a few followers away from 600+ and I think that’s really amazing tbh. Here’s some people that I love and said people can feel free to live in confidence knowing they are very dear to me.

                 A SPECIAL SPOT FOR BECCA AND TEERI
                                        @faillte & @tenxcious

          You two have been the best thing to happen to me for the last few days. Like we’ve known one another for not too long and I already consider you guys best friends. Literally you two have helped me so much and I don’t think I can ever or will ever be able to find the words to express myself properly and to what extent my gratitude goes. Literally thank you so much. What I value about you two is that never once have I felt a need to lie to you or to sugarcoat something out of pity or the fear you’ll get offended or angry. If I disagree with something I would say it. If I had something to vent about I could tell you guys much like my other friends and you’d tell me your truthful opinion. And I am thankful we have this little trio group for our muses. Their dynamics kill me with excitement. We have intense periods of talking about memes and then all of a sudden psychology and writing and it is amazing. I can not tell you how much I love it. And especially when we go on Rabbit and watch movies for hours on end. You two are amazing and I will somehow find a way to repay you one day for this. For now, I hope that my loyalty and friendship will be enough. ♥

              THE ONES I CONSIDER THE “TRU HOMIES”

         @ofeire @faillte @tenxcious @riisorgimento / @furorcm @wehrmxcht / @totenkoppf / @koniglich @lehiobeltza @mountvernon / @queensrangcr / @kunstundkrieg @quietresistence @kimchihoe @voluvisa @himenihon @chiiaroscvro @praesiidio @boncoeur @tsarhoe @hopefulvisionary @sweaterquccn @tcrrificd @konigreich @empiredheart @hakunojichou @solepaura @vuexlie @temperedfinest

         These guys are the ones who deserve most of the praise tbh like they’ve been the biggest support I’ve gotten in forever and not to mention that with the majority of these people I communicate regularly or have a bigger inclination to interact with. They are there to tell me when I am wrong or to support me when they think I am right. Some have defended me. Some have fought me to death. Some have been the loyalest people I have ever known. Bless each of you and honestly I hope you have a fulfilling life.

                                     PEOPLE I HONESTLY JUST
                           SILENTLY STALK AND WOULD KILL
                                  A PUPPY TO TALK TO MORE

          @eycless @iidunn @vanbelgie @bbcmycroft @nietzschehoe @johcnna @pridedsun @labbrasangue @dxdger @sanctiissima @bxttcrfly @believinghxpe @ofcongress @ofthewiind @shinsen-na @krcnprinz @theladyaustria @taiisu @taiwanguo @isolateddevil @madxmehoe @carolinus-rex @brimaquonx @zettaina @sxllxvan @deviliciious @ambitionisfolly @zhwangyao @fintare @qarthadasht @yugoxlavia @caedxs @raajasii @luxche @scngre @itariajin-hime @maplehoe @diimsum

person: whatcha thinkin’ bout?

me: keanu reeves

shadow-madness  asked:

Hi! I love your post about Gardienne's attempt of suicide , and I would like one with the reaction of Nevra 😍

A/N: Hello hon!! I´m glad you liked those!!! Nevra´s here for you~ Hope you like it :D


She was done with it. She didn´t belong anywhere anymore. No one was waiting for her return. Everything was useless now. Why should she keep living? Her life had no sense anymore. No home to go back, forgotten by everyone. It was over.

Tears fell down of her face as Guardienne took a step at a time, walking towards the clif that was infront of her. Her suffering days were finally ending. Just one more step and everything would be over once and for all…

At least that´s what she thought. She didn´t think anyone would save her, until she felt strong arms around her waist, pulling her away from the clif.

“What do you think you´re doing?!” Nevra screamed at her as he grabbed Guardienne by the shoulders and shook her.

“Why do you even care? Enough of that worry act. Stop pretending you actually worry about me. That´s disgusting.” Guardienne said emotionless as she looked into Nevra´s eyes with an icy stare, making the vampire look guilty at her.

“I do care about you Guardienne! You´re so important to me! You have no idea how much I care about you!”

“How ironic…where was that care you have for me when you made me drink that damn potion?! I will answer: it wasn´t. YOU DIDN´T CARE!!! For the good of the Guard?! Yeah right! In the first place you all were the ones that made me stay there!! I didn´t ask to! I´ve done everything to help, never demanding to open a portal and sent me home! I was waiting! But now YOU took away from me the most precious thing I had! There´s no reason for me to be here anymore. I´m done! JUST LET ME DIE ONCE AND FOR ALL!” Guardienne finally exploded, telling for the first time all the things she wanted to say that have been kept inside her.

“…Guardienne, I love you…it doesn´t matter if you trust me or not. This is the real truth. I have fallen in love with you and the fact I did something so horrible to you haunts me every single day and night. I can´t even sleep as the only thing that I see whenever I close my eyes is you crying, wanting to disappear from this world, not caring about anything else. And to know that the one who made you be like this was me breaks me even more…but please, don´t die. I cannot let you die like this. Let´s somehow find a way to break that spell. I won´t turn my back on you. I don´t care if I´ve to go against everyone else. I don´t care becoming the bad guy. For you I will do anything, so please…just give me one more chance to change this because, all I want is to see you smile.”

Sobbing, Guardienne hugged Nevra, nodding her head, agreeing with his plan. He was suffering as well with this and only him could help her. Maybe, just maybe, she could little by little start trusting him again.

One more chance was given and that´s the only thing he could have ever asked for.

anonymous asked:

I saw Gillian live with Mark. When she was doing A Doll's House he was there every night to pick her up (we went to the play 7 days in a row). He was very caring, protective. You could see the love. Also during IWTB premiere he was next to her when she signed autographs and he smiled and just WAS. A very lovely and charming man. And here with PM, I'm sorry but I just don't see the sparkle. G looks stiff.

I liked Mark! 

anonymous asked:

My best friend and I are really close, he's really funny and really beautiful so we've been having sex for a while, I've been at his house for the past two days and I ended up blowing him in the bathroom when his family was in the living room down the hall, then later on that night we had really rough sex while watching Dazed and Confused.

so the real question is why are you friend zoning him???

tell me your dirty confessions on or off anon idc

see all of the confessions here

Positivity Week Day 2: How have Mark/Séan/Felix helped you?

@pewdie
@markiplier
@therealjacksepticeye

Oh dear God. You might as well asked me to write an autobiography that’s about 200 pages long. This post won’t be THAT long at all but it’ll probably get lengthy so here we go.
Let’s start by saying my life has been one long rollercoaster. I have been through my fair share of abuse, neglect, rejection, broken families (yes plural. It happened three times) till it got me to the point where I developed depression and anxiety, and was living with my biological father and his new fiance after he and my stepmom split up. He basically ripped me away from her and my half siblings. It was 2012 and I was absolutely heartbroken, lost and just done with life.
I remember going to my friend’s house one day and she asked me if I ever watched YouTube and I told her to be honest that I didn’t. I knew what it was obviously but back then I thought the premise was kinda mainstream and cliquey. I guess that’s how I described it. I was never one to want fit into the “crowd” but she was really excited to show me this YouTuber she discovered so I decided to try to be supportive and take a chance. I’m glad I did.
She told me his name was PewDiePie and I thought the name was kinda ridiculous to be honest. But then she pulled up a PewDiePie horror montage, and my God. That had to be the hardest I’d laughed in months. We sat there for a solid 3 hours watching PewDiePie videos and montages. And I remember going home thinking, ‘I think I may have found something to make me laugh. And I did. I watched Felix all the time. Whenever I had a rotten day he never failed to make me smile. Whenever I just felt like an absolute worthless piece of trash, I knew he would give me some hope. And his channel opened up a whole world for me. It made me curious to see what else was on YouTube. CinemaSins, Mr. Creepypasta, The Fine Brothers, Swoozie, and so many more.
I had enough motivation to get my first job at a Chick-fil-A and get away from a negative home life for a few hours. In the hot summer of 2013, after school I’d walk to and from work every single day. I’d often lie about my work schedule if it was later in the evening and go into Chick-fil-A early directly after school and use the free Wi-Fi to my YouTube bingeing advantage.
And then a good co-worker friend of mine and I were chatting one day and I told her about PewDiePie and she responded that he was cool but she liked Markiplier better.
My response was “Who?”
To which she said “You’ve never watched Markiplier?!”
And that started my exploration of Mark’s channel. Now if I’m being brutally honest, I watched Five Nights of Freddie’s first and while the video was good and funny, I didn’t find myself as invested in Mark as I was in Felix at first. I still watched Mark every now and then for shits and giggles but I was still solely focused on Felix and the channels I already had. And then the unthinkable happened. Near the end of 2013 me and my dad’s new ‘family’ ended moving across town.
It was too far to walk to work and I had no car or license. Because of this I began to lose a reliable source of transportation to school and work. My dad’s fiance resented me and refused to drive and my dad worked long hours and would get drunk when he got home and be following his girlfriend around everywhere. He took her side on everything.
So naturally my escape at work was fading. I refused to quit Chick-fil-A because they became my family.
To find a ride I’d often take a cab to and from work and school everyday. 40$ just for one day of only work or more if there was school that day. Because of this I had no leftover money for my phone bill and and I had no computer so YouTube kinda vanished from my life.
Eventually things got out of hand and I was miserable. In the spring of 2014 My dad’s fiance and he got into a lot of arguments about me and it was 'suggested’ I leave and go live with my grandmother.
So I did. My grandmother started taking me to work and school, both my grandparents taught me how to drive and as a high school graduation present I got my licence and my very first car.
Now you’d think after all that I’d be thrilled and I was for a while until my past started to catch up to me, I realized my dad didn’t care about me anymore, my birthmother never had, and I was super lonely. Again I fell into a deep depression and I actually became suicidal at one point. I was 18 and was admitted to a mental hospital after confiding into a friend that I was having suicidal thoughts. It sucked there. There was no treatment, no therapy. Just a lot of sitting and waiting. Now please don’t be afraid to ask for help you guys because I can assure you that not ALL places are like that.
After 5 days I got out and my grandparents were oblivious. This was in August of 2014 and I tried to talk to them about it. “Depression is a choice. Just stop thinking so negatively” they’d say.
It was about this time that I remembered Youtube. I went back and tried to watch Felix again but he had changed a lot. I think part of me didn’t want to give him a chance because I still longed for the joy the old Felix had given me so I kinda wrote him and YouTube off for a long long time.
It wasn’t until September of 2015 when I went back and watched Felix again and prior to that it had been the darkest time of my life. At this point I was dealing with my pain in a very unhealthy physical way.
But he was playing this game called Legend of The Brofist and I remember thinking how cool it was that he had his own game. And then Mark Cameoed in it.
Now shortly after I watched Felix’s video, Daniel Kyre committed suicide and Mark made the 'Losing a Friend’ video. After seeing Mark’s cameo, I went and watched that video and I started balling. I learned that Mark dyed his hair for charity, and that he actually seemed to understand that depression was a real illness. I think that might have been when I started getting back into Mark. And I also started to watch Felix again. They both made me laugh for a while and then Séan came into the picture.
One of Felix’s videos from Legend Of the Brofist had Séan cameo in it. I’d never heard of Jacksepticeye before. Of course you all know the first Jacksepticeye video I ever watched was Muddy Heights and it was like I went back to that day in 2012 when I couldn’t stop laughing.
I took me about two months before I started watching Séan regularly and when I discovered Undertale I subscribed and actually began to look for more content outside of the two vidoes he posted a day. Then I found his vlogs, his reading your comments videos, and finally the number one playlist that helped me, his 'Special Videos’ playlist.
Those videos made me feel like Séan was holding my hand through everything and telling me it was going to be OK. And frankly I needed that. He got it. He seemed to understand everything so well.
I began to watch all three of them all the time and I still do. More recently I’ve been watching more of Mark and going back and watching his older stuff as well as his improv stuff. Those are my favorite type of Mark’s videos. When he’s just dicking around with friends, it always brightens up my day. I look up to Mark highly. He taught me to smile and be who you want to be and at the end of the day we’re all people no matter where we come from.
I’m watching more of Felix as well especially this year and towards the end of last year. I’ve discovered he’s being his honest self now. He always makes me laugh. He’s one of the sweetest guys I watch. I’ll always have a shit ton of respect for Felix. Felix taught me to be crazy and silly and confident. To be myself. And love every bit of it.
And Séan? I watch him everyday. Sam decorates my room everywhere. Séan’s got a heart of gold. He’s got the humility of a warrior and the spirit of a child. And he grasped me out of that darkness and continues to make me happy everyday. He taught me to believe in myself. He taught me to find your passion and go 'hell for leather at it’ (quoting his happy new year video from JAN 2016 there haha) and he taught me one of the most important things, which is to never be ashamed for how I truly feel.
These three men might be goofballs. You can call them youtubers, you can call them gamers, you can call them whatever you please but I call them my family. My dearest friends. Because they have been here for me for the longest time. When I. Had. No one. And for that, I don’t know if I can ever thank them enough. Remember me mentioning my unhealthy habit? I’ve been clean for over a year.
I love them. All three of them. And that is how they have helped me.

I’m reading around my potential dissertation subject (how US-centric autism diagnostic criteria is) and I think I need to go deeper.

Because the main problem isn’t just that it’s male-centric or US-centric or white-centric.

It’s that it deals with external experiences (those most likely to affect those around us) instead of internal ones (those most likely to affect our day-to-day lives).

ADHD is the same, which I think is why I was having so much trouble with wondering if I had it or not.

Anyway, we have to go deeper!

*Insert Inception noise here*

burr-youdisgustme  asked:

Can you write about queerplatonic Luna/Neville??

I hope it’s what you were looking for <3 

Luna sleeps a lot, these days, Neville thinks, not quite absently. Something bothers him about it. He isn’t sleeping much at all, since the Battle. They’re still holed up at Hogwarts, he and Luna and Dennis and Zach and Cho and Marietta Edgecome - they’re the ones still here, helping the teachers and the rest of the staff put their castl - their home - back to rights. 

Neville wonders how his friends, besides, perhaps, Harry himself, could be anywhere else right now. The war had destroyed their lives - how come they aren’t here putting it back together? Luna, he pardons. She’d told him, in too much blinding detail, the horrors she had faced during their months apart. She deserves this rest now. He’d seen her a few hours ago, in his bed - still unwilling to sleep alone - and wrapped in an old robe of Ginny’s that had been left in the no-longer-passcoded Gryffindor common room ages before. The shared warmth had been a comfort through the cold nights, and somehow, having a friend nearby keeps the nightmares at bay. She doesn’t even mind that he snores. 

Now, though it’s the middle of the day. He’s been up for hours, guiding the student help, uncomfortable with the thought of giving up his position as the unquestioned leader of the DA. He’s sweating, even though it’s still raining and trying coordinate with Cho from the other side of a pile of rubble. It’s not working too well - her voice isn’t loud enough to shout her position and use wingardium at the same time. He wishes he was lifting it with Luna, the two of them wouldn’t need to yell to communicate, they would just be able to do it. 

As Luna crosses his mind, his magic pulses, a little stronger. Cho yelps a little, faintly, but they manage to get the chunk of rock back up where it needs to go. Flitwick will come by later and smooth out the edges, try to make the architecture look the way it had before. 

He thinks about Luna as he and Cho gather the next pile of rocks into more or less one big chunk. It’s hard work, even with magic, but the thought of Luna keeps him going. 

He only got through the war for Luna, really, and now they’re getting through the aftermath together, too. She’s more than his friend, certainly, that word doesn’t go far enough for the admiration and trust he has for her.  It’s strange, even though he can’t imagine anyone in the world being more important to him than she is, the idea of kissing her feels foreign and strange. She’s beautiful, sure, but their connection, their intimacy, has nothing to do with sex. He hopes that she feels the same way. As soon as he can think of something other than his grief - he imagines that day will look like a refurbished Hogwarts with no more funerals being held by the lake - he’s going to ask her if she feels the same way. 

He wants something something to cement this, he thinks, as he casts a lighten-ing charm on the mass before him. A word. A title. Something that binds him, indisputable to Luna, and she to him. 

anonymous asked:

Lorde even said Taylor can barely go a week without work when she's on a break like it's been 4 months I'd be shocked if she was just laying around watching tv all day doing nothing like that's what is the definition of lazy and unmotivated on life not the definition of a break. I'd see spending a week relaxing but months upon months doing nothing and not leaving your house while all your friends have been out living their life? Something just doesn't seem right here....

 i think she’s probably not spending all her time working 8 hours a day 7 days a week …….. and probably also not spending all her time lounging by a pool or in front of a tv. A balance somewhere in between. Not Alone. This is Taylor you guys shes super social.

She just is dead set on not letting anyone see 99.9999999999999999999999999% of what shes done since t-giving.  

Pretend this is 2001 and we dont have social media yet this is what it was like probably to be a fan. one just doesnt know shit.

So my boyfriend moved 8 hours away from where i live and lately we’ve only been seeing each other once a month for like really only a day. Last night, he told me he’s moving back here to be with me. Idk if I feel happy as fuck or selfish as fuck :/

mewsiex  asked:

What would a perfect day spent with Chris look like? What would you do, where would you go, what would you eat?

A perfect day with Chris? So many things are running through my mind.

I think we’d just go with the flow. I live in Florida. So if we were here, we couldn’t do the beach, but we could do some cool touristy things. I like doing that kind of stuff. We could go to St. Augustine and engorge ourselves in the history of the city and eat at one of the local restaurants in town. 

I’d love to take to Bok Tower Gardens, but I’d be worried about him being seen in such a public place. It’s such a beautiful place to go and a lot of trails to walk on and learn some of its history.

If we were in Boston, man is there a lot to do. I’d like him to give be a small tour, nothing too fancy. I don’t mind doing the simple things like walking and taking in the sites. I’ve never been, but I’d like to go see some of its museums and see how much of its history he knows being from there and all.

I would like Chris to recommend some good food to eat in Boston. Take me to some of his favorite places and try some local beer.

OH THAT’S IT!! I’d LOVE to do Brewery tours! Those are my favorite things to do in new cities. That’s what we’d do. And everything else I mentioned.

And maybe end the day with a Disney movies and some cuddles. 

Originally posted by beardedchrisevans

Double lives

Does anyone here feel like they are living double lives? I really pride myself on my cookie cutter Martha Stewart image, which isn’t all just an act. I really do love my job because i get to be around the elderly & care for them. I love to cook, organize, decorate my home, & I could spend all day reading a good book. My other half is more like a porn star, & that’s actually very close to the truth since I also run a porn blog on here with my husband where I post our own stuff. I love sex… dirty, kinky, wild sex… I love to show my husband off, very much enjoy having threesomes or messing around with other couples, especially all while spun out of my mind. Even though I am an adult, there is still much I hide from my family and friends. I can only imagine what they would think if they knew I consider myself bi-sexual? This may be why I tend to overshare with my few friends that are aware of my extracurriculars. I bottle so much of myself away, I get excited when I can let stuff out.