i will fight for what i love

I mean.

What, pray tell, THE FUCK?

OK, so like, here’s the thing. Fuck this scene but also FUCK, THIS SCENE! Because like THIS IS WHAT FIGHTS LOOK LIKE?

Like we all know what Killian’s struggling with THE SMOL DUMB ASSHOLE WHO I LOVE.  And this was possibly the WORST WAY to handle this but here we are and like EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SLAYS ME IN THE BEST WAY? I AM A SUCKER FOR WELL WRITTEN ANGST OK?

LOOK AT HER BODY LANGUAGE THO. THE STEPS BACK, THE RAISED HANDS. LIKE, AT THIS POINT SHE’S FEELING BETRAYED AF AND CONCERNED ABOUT HOW HE MIGHT NOT TRUST HER WITH HIS PAIN BUT ALSO, BECAUSE THIS IS EMMA SWAN, SHE’S NOT ABLE TO SORT OF ANALYSE IT?

SHE IMMEDIATELY GOES WALLS UP EMMA SWAN. CALLING HIM ‘HOOK’ AND NOT MEETING HIS EYES. LIKE THIS IS ABOUT PROTECTING HERSELF FOR HER WHERE SHE BELIEVES THAT HE’S HIDING THINGS FROM HER AND THAT HE DOESN’T TRUST HER.

WHEREAS HE’S JUST STUCK ON SORT OF, I DID THIS HORRIBLE THING IN THE PAST AND EVERYONE WILL HATE ME.

AND REMEMBER HOW SHE’S THINKING HOW HE COULD HIDE THIS FROM HER AND SO SHE ASKS HIM.

AND HE IS SO ON THE WRONG PAGE. LIKE BOTH THEIR CONCERNS ARE SO FUCKING VALID BASED ON THEIR OWN PERSONAL STORIES AND PERSONALITIES BUT THEY’RE NOT CONVEYING THEM CORRECTLY BECAUSE EMOTIONAL AND FUCK IF THAT ISN’T EVERY FIGHT I HAVE EVER HAD.

AND SHE’S LIKE I DON’T FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT AND SHE’S TRYING TO TELL HIM HOW HE’S HURT HER BUT INSTEAD OF SAYING THAT NOW SHE ASKS HIM ABOUT WHY HE WOULD BURN AWAY HIS MEMORIES RIGHT?

AND THEY’RE STILL ON DIFFERENT PAGES ABOUT THIS OMG UGH THIS IS GREAT OK SO

AND HERE’S WHERE IT HURTS ME SO MUCH BECAUSE KILLIAN’S THINKING THAT THIS IS ABOUT HIS PAST SINS AND REPENTANCE AND HIM BEING A VILLAIN, HE THINKS OF IT AS A SOLITARY THING? LIKE THE WHOLE SITUATION SHOULD BE HIS TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE IT’S HIS PAST? HIS MISTAKES? WHY SHOULD EMMA HAVE TO DEAL WITH THEM? 

IN HIS MIND, EMMA’S STILL ON THE OTHER SIDE SORT OF? LIKE SHE WOULD JUDGE HIM OR LEAVE HIM FOR WHAT HE’S DONE? AND THAT’S WRONG AND EMMA TELLS HIM SO BUT FUCK I UNDERSTAND WHY HE SOULD HAVE TROUBLE BELIEVING IT POOR KILLIAN SELF LOATHING JONES THAT HE IS

NOW SHE TELLS HIM RIGHT, THAT YOU KNOW THEM BUT THEY’RE STILL NOT ON THE SAME FUCKING PAGE BUT SHE’S GETTING MADDER AND MADDER THAT HE’S NOT UNDERSTANDING HOW HE’S HURT HER BY NOT COMING TO HER

AND HE’S LIKE THINKING THAT SHE HATES HIM FOR WHAT HE DID AND THAT THIS IS STILL ABOUT HIS PAST AND HIM NOT BEING ABLE TO FORGIVE HIMSELF WHICH HE STILL THINKS IS A SOLITARY PUNISHMENT FOR HIM TO BEAR. THIS IS SO FUCKED BUT LIKE IN MY EXPERIENCE MOST FIGHTS HAPPEN LIKE THIS? IN THE MIDST OF EMOTION AND ANGER AND NOT BEING ABLE TO COMMUNICATE BECAUSE OF THOSE THINGS?

AND THEN SHE’S HIT HER BOILING POINT AND SHE IS LIKE YOU LEAN ON ME!

HOOK SHE CALLS HIM UGH AND I DIED WHILE ALSO CHEERING FOR HER BECAUSE YES BUTTHEAD, YOU LEAN ON HER.

BUT SEE KILLIAN JONES HAS WALLS OK? WALLS AF. AND I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE HANDLED SO MANY OF EMMA’S DEMONS. HER FEARS OF BETRAYAL AND ABANDONMENT SO MUCH, THAT WE SOMETIMES MISS THE FACT THAT KILLIAN DOESN’T REALLY LEAN ON ANYONE BECAUSE HE’S ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THIS BURDEN OF HIS PAST WAS HIS TO BEAR BECAUSE IT WAS ALL HIS FAULT AND

WHO WOULD EVER WANT TO BEAR THOSE BURDENS WITH HIM? THIS RINGS SO TRUE FOR ME? EMMA’S NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH WALLS YK? LIKE HE’S ALWAYS BEEN SO OPEN WITH HIS FEELINGS FOR HER BUT HE’S ALWAYS STRUGGLED WITH THOSE FEELINGS ABOUT DESERVING HER AND I AM JUST SO SAD RN

LIKE EMMA’S REACTION IS ALSO SO TYPICAL OF HER AND HER OWN WALLA WHERE HER IMMEDIATE REACTION IS TO TAKE A STEP BACK BECAUSE SHE FEELS INCREDIBLY SAD ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING. AND IT’S NOT THAT SHE WANTS TO BREAK UP WITH HIM SO MUCH AS SHE WANTS TO SEE IF HE WILL FIGURE IT OUT AND COME BACK. SHE’S NOT JUDGING HIM OR PASSING A SENTENCE, SHE’S GIVING HIM A CHANCE TO FIGURE HIMSELF OUT LIKE SHE DID IN THE UNDERWORLD BUT FAR LESS ARTICULATELY.

BUT THERE’S ANOTHER COMMUNICATION THING HERE BECAUSE KILLIAN FUCKING JONES IS LIKE FUCK MY WORST FEARS HAVE COME TRUE

HE HAS BEEN IMAGINING THIS NIGHTMARE FOR SO LONG NOW THAT ONCE IT HAPPENS, HE CANNOT THINK THAT SHE MIGHT WANT HIM BACK

HE CANNOT THINK OF THE SENSIBLE MATURE THING BECAUSE THE NIGHTMARE THAT LIVED IN HIS HEAD AND HAD BECOME REALITY THEREFORE ALL THINGS THAT HE HAD THOUGHT ABOUT HIMSELF NOT DESERVING HER MUST BE TRUE RIGHT?

WHICH IS WHY HE GOES TO THE FUCKING NAUTILUS LIKE THE FUCK YOU IDIOT.

THIS IS GREAT AND I LOVED IT. 

[breathes]

it just felt real you know? like half finished sentences and tangents that go off to weird places and hyperbole and extrapolation. people do this shit when they fight and because it felt so real, I am so fucking hurt ugh kill me dead.

but also pls send me hugs, I need them.

4

You’re not concerned about this? Concerned? Well, you say you’ll be teaching me to fight. But if every man fights differently, seems to me what you’ll really be teaching me is how to defeat you.

I’ll take my chances.

More thoughts on the flashbacks

My fic went sideways on me, not in a bad way, but differently than I was expecting, and I was trying to figure out why.  I was planning on witty banter, swordplay and sparring, and maybe some sexy making-out; what I ended up with was introspective and kind of quiet and all about love. 

And then it hit me, what was so different about those flashback scenes for me, and about Flint and Silver in them.  Flint was so gentle in them.  That rage and pain and violence that has been his hallmark for most of four seasons is nowhere to be seen, ever, at all.  He is measured, clever, smiling, a teacher.  His incredible fighting skills are shown in formal, measured paces. Silver lies to his face and he quietly insists on acknowledging it, but when Silver panics, he rushes to assure him, I’m not angry with you.  And he isn’t. He’s confused and curious and worried, but not angry. James Flint.  NOT ANGRY. And that’s enough to make us pause and think and really look at the scenes in an entirely different way, more carefully, because it’s unexpected and strangely precious, like we’re given a new glimpse into a character we feel like we already know so well.

And Silver.  He is not the Long John Silver we’ve seen all this season, tense and vicious and controlled.  He freaks out in about fifteen directions simultaneously as soon as he realizes the avenue the ‘past’ conversation is headed down, and you can almost watch him run through his deflections in order:  first, smile and flirt and offer an insincere alternative, then derail, then get indignant, then (for the first time) beg.  His voice when he said “why isn’t it true?” was so small and young it broke my heart.  He was honest, too, when he so quickly and hurriedly muttered “I don’t want you to know mine,” and it was raw like we’ve never seen from him.  Even his face is open, the expressions running across it for the world to see. He is uncertain and unsure, needing wisdom and validation and reassurance from Flint, and then he gets those things, and it’s both gorgeous and heartbreaking all at once.

So here we have two men, framed in these montages of training for war, but as gentle and honest and open as they’ve ever been with each other.  The dichotomy is striking and arresting and draws the eye and mind back again and again to marvel at it. 

The all-black outfits didn’t hurt either.

If Toby Stephens and Luke Arnold don’t get all the awards for this season, for the incredible nuance and depth and sheer soul they bring these characters, I swear to god, I’m gonna riot.

anonymous asked:

What are your favorite things about bellamy (and also bob)

OK here are a few because I could really truly honestly write a trilogy on what I love about these two men!!!

Bellamy Blake

1. he has the purest soul and the best intentions

2. he doesn’t realise how beautiful he is

3. his shoulders. don’t touch me if you don’t think Bellamy’s shoulders/collarbones/neck are the most beautiful things you’ve ever seen like they’re so perfect leave me alone

4. how passionate he is, how willing he is to fight for what he believes in

5. his love for mythology. what an intellectual, I’m so in love

6. not something that makes me happy but: his inner battle between subconscious and conscious. his fight between what he wants to do and what he doesn’t ultimately let himself do. the Bellamy he presents to us is refined, repressed and a product of self-conditioning and it’s very sad to see

7. his sense of humour, it’s so sardonic and sarcastic I love him

8. his power strut. the way he walks and runs is quite majestic

Bob Morley

1. he’s the total opposite of Bellamy and that’s hilarious

2. how passionate he is about raising awareness for mental health! the man got a damn tattoo for the cause, that’s absolutely beautiful!

3. his acting abilities floor me. the time and effort and blood and sweat and tears he puts into playing Bellamy is so impressive

4. he’s so sweet to fans! he really engages with everyone he meets

5. he gets so sheepish when people compliment him and he can’t seem to take a compliment it’s so cute

6. his laugh!!!!! is perhaps the greatest thing I’ve ever heard to date

7. his answers to con questions about Bellamy are very well-spoken and he really does seem to understand Bellamy in a way I have not seen in other actors

8. his building skills – excellent. wish he would build me a chair

itskushi  asked:

Here's why I like Mchanzo They met late in life, both aren't happy with their pasts and at some point ashamed of things they've done, so they bond over stories over their broken selves. They've both probably experienced relationships with other people and thought it might have been love at some point. But now they met one another and they think "Fuck, I was wrong before and this is what it is." They're different people, broken, and they make each other feel whole, like they matter, to fight for.

Broken, yet beautiful people with a kind heart! Thank you for sharing the McHanzo love!

Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that—everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.
—  Virginia Woolf’s suicide letter to her husband.

trying to figure out the timeline for homecoming is so confusing rip

This smile to me was something huge! To see mickey come out to his dad and the entire neighborhood was incredible. Everything from,“Ian what you and I have makes me free” to I’m fucking gay" made me fall in love with the character and gallavich ten times more than I already was. But to catch the boys in this sweet moment after the fight and mickey coming out was so magical. The boys are bloodied,bruised, beaten and then mickey smiles. A full on face smile. Genuine happiness. MICKEY IS FREE. COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY FREE. Best scene in the series

Hate Myself

Based losely off of this:

Person A: You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first

Person B: Bullshit. I have never loved myself but her, oh God, I love her so much that i forget what hating myself feels like

———-

Steve and Tony are sitting on a blanket in Central Park while Y/N, Clint, and Bucky play with Clint’s dog Lucky a short distance away. Tony and Steve had stopped fighting so much, and had even become good friends even since Tony started dating Y/N.

“I really love her, you know?” Tony whispered, watching his girlfriend as she threw her head back in laughter

Steve sighed, “Are you sure that you can really love her?”

Tony looks at Steve sharply, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Steve straightens out and turns more toward still keeping Y/N, Bucky, and Clint in his peripheral vision. “You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first, Tony”

“Bullshit” Tony snapped

The response is almost automatic, “Language” Steve sighed, “I didn’t’ mean anything bad by it, Tony. All I’m saying is that it might be difficult to really love her is you hate yourself”

“Are you alright, babe?” Y/N calls, noticing the tension in Tony’s shoulders

His eyes immediately soften when they meet Y/N’s, “Yeah, sweetheart, I’m fine. Don’t worry about me”

Y/N nods, giving Tony one last concerned smile, before turning back and throwing the ball for Lucky.

Tony whips back around to face Steve, “You listen to me, Cap. Don’t you ever question my feelings for Y/N, ever”

“Tony, I was just saying …”

“No” Tony interrupts, “I have never loved myself, but Y/N, God, I love her so much that I forget what hating myself feels like” Tony looks over to where Y/N is watching Bucky and Clint wrestle, “My feelings for her are so strong that sometimes it scares me”

“I didn’t know you felt that strongly”

A soft smile graces Tony’s face, “Her love for me makes me forget how much of a fuck up I am, how much she deserves more than me”

Suddenly a shadow falls over Tony’s face, “Are you being self-deprecating again? Saying how much you don’t deserve me?” Y/n chuckles and plops down right in Jason’s lap

He nuzzles into her hair, “You know me too well, love”

“I know that look, is what I know. I also know that I love you and hate it when you get yourself in a bad mood” Y/N narrows her eyes at Steve, “So make sure he doesn’t get in a bad mood”

Steve lets out a deep chuckle, “As you wish, Y/N”

Clint bounds over and grabs Y/N’s had, “Come on, Y/N! Tony gets your attention all the time! Lucky’s starting to miss you!”

Y/N laughs but allows herself to be pulled up, “Oh, he’s the only one who misses me?” she teases, but doesn’t fight being dragged back to where Bucky and Lucky are waiting.

Steve turns back to Tony, “I suppose you really can love someone and not necessarily loving yourself”

“Yeah, Capsicle. You really can”

How Rebelcaptain's marriage happened in Battle Of Endor
  • <p> <b>Cassian:</b> [during the battle] Will you marry me?<p/><b>Jyn:</b> I don't think now's the best time.<p/><b>Cassian:</b> Now maybe the only time! I love you. I've made my choice. What's yours?<p/><b>Jyn:</b> Solo, marry us!<p/><b>Han:</b> [shooting the stormtrooper] I'm little busy at the moment!<p/><b>Cassian:</b> Han, now!<p/><b>Han:</b> Fine, then. Dearly beloved, we be gathered here today... to nail you gizzard to the mast, you poxy cur.<p/><b>Cassian:</b> Jyn Erso, will you take me as your husband?<p/><b>Jyn:</b> I do!<p/><b>Cassian:</b> Great!<p/><b></b> [More fighting]<p/><b>Jyn:</b> Cassian Jeron Andor, will you take me to be your wife, in sickness and in health, with health being less likely?<p/><b>Cassian:</b> I do!<p/><b></b> [More fighting]<p/><b>Han:</b> As General, I pronounce you...<p/><b></b> [Interrupted by fighting]<p/><b>Han:</b> You may kiss...<p/><b></b> [More fighting]<p/><b>Han:</b> You may kiss...<p/><b></b> [More fighting]<p/><b>Han:</b> JUST KISS!<p/></p>

Hello everyone! In case you haven’t read my previous post, I will be sharing some of my favorites, so you all can get to know me a little bit better!

Today we are talking about : Miraculous Ladybug 

Originally posted by ktsukami

Miraculous Ladybug is a French animated t.v series that premiered on October 2016. Its about  Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Adrien Agreste, who transform into the superheroes Ladybug and Cat Noir.

When I first started to watch this series it actually took me some time to really enjoy it actually. I felt like it threw you into the plot without really explaining what the story is even about. So it was very confusing for me for the fist couple of episodes. However, besides all that I had really grown to love this series. The animations is beautiful, the charterers are adorable and the plot is amazing!


Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Adrien Agreste:

Marinette and Adrien are the famous crime fighting duo, Lady Bug and Cat Nior. With the help of their Kwami, Kiki and Plagg, which transform them into their hero forms. Neither of the two know their true identities but, they both attended the same school and class. Marinette is a quirky and kind soul, who aspires to be a fashion designer. She can be a bit awkward at time, especially whenever she is around her crush, Ardien. Adrien is a fashion model for his fathers clothing company and has of gained a lot of popularity because of it, but despite that he still remains a very sweet and kind. 

Originally posted by ladynoir-aka-life

The love triangle!

The Love interests here is very interesting since neither of them know their true identities. Marinette, like stated before, has a big crush on Adrian and becomes tongue tied every time she is around him. Adrian is in love with lady bug and is constantly flirting with her. However, Marinette always turns him down. What she doesn’t realize is that she is also turning down Adiren. They are both in love with each other and don’t even realize it!

Originally posted by ladynior

Originally posted by miladybugnoir

When they do transform It is  interesting to see them almost become different people. Marinette becomes much more confident and assertive while Adrien becomes more flirtations and bold. Their relationship towards each other is almost like a love triangle because even though they are in love with each other its almost isn’t because of they way their personalities change when they transform.

The Animation

There isn’t a lot to say about this other than that I absolutely love the animation. Everything is so beautifully done I just love every single part of it. Just look at It! How can you not fall in love with it?!

Originally posted by ari-the-fangirl4

Originally posted by vyctornikiforov

Originally posted by chatontrash

This show is so much more than what I have been showing. I mainly been talking about Marinette and Adrien, which is only a small part of this series. I love this show so much, so please If you haven’t watched it I really recommend you do. Netflix has all of the episodes of season 1 up and in May season 2 will be released. :)

anonymous asked:

You never fail to make me absolutely love your blog! ❤️❤️ okay so I'm really short 4'11. I obsess a lot over tv shows and bands/singers. I'm really funny I guess haha, I make lots of sarcastic and dirty jokes. I like reading a lot, there's never a time in not in the middle of a book and listening to music. My favorite color is yellow which contradicts my dark clothes. I'm really quiet and awkward at first but I can be really loud and have a "I don't give a fuck" attitude. Anyone is fine :)))

To the Anon with the dirty jokes and fighting spirit! Thanks for your support and all the love <3 

You & Saeran 

  • You sat back in the office chair with your legs crossed in front of your computer
  • Book in hand, you were in the middle of a paragraph when a familiar face peered over the top
  • “What are you doing?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.
  • “The concert tickets are about to go on sale and I’m not moving until I buy them,” you said in determination.
  • He glanced at the countdown clock on the screen. “Not even for me?”
  • “Nope, I’m getting these tickets,” you flipped to the next page.  
  • Shiny laminated rectangles dangled in front of you now.
  • “I guess me and my backstage passes will just take our business elsewhere,” Saeran stated in a dismissive tone.
  • Dropping your book you tried to grab them but he held them up high.
  • Even kneeling on the office chair you weren’t tall enough to reach them (that didn’t stop you from trying though).
  • “How did you get those?!”
  • He shrugged. “Places.”
  • You narrowed your eyes and jumped for them only to have him move them higher. “Saeran!!!”
  • “So close shortie,” he had a mischievous smirk. “Maybe if you beg me I’ll give them to you.”
  • “You mean like you did last night?”
  • There was a hint of a blush as he was blind-sided.  “I didn’t-“
  • “M-MC, faster. That feels sooo good,” you imitated being out of breath.
  • His blush deepened. “S-shut up, just take them already.” He dropped them and walked away.
  • You clutched them to your chest and smirked in victory.  You would go find him and reward him for such a great gift.
  • You thought to yourself,  Imma climb that boy like a tree. (≖ᴗ≖)
@ the beautiful ppl in this AU’s discord

I dont know what to think and I don’t know how to compare that with such young minds I could find both love and despair. And even in their youth oh how they’ve seen the world. They joke and laugh but they’ve seen the world. They know its blessings and the horrors that it holds. We’re all miles away with screens and keys to keep us close just look at this youth and their individual souls. I don’t know what to think I don’t know what to compute but I wan’t them to grow, to be cherished, to be known. I want them to fight when the sky is crashing down but I want them to break so they can let the damage out and regrow again like a phoenix once down. I’ve seen them cry and I’ve heard their smiles, I’ve heard them sing and it’s still not enough. They say generations after mine could be considered a lost cause and sometimes it’s scary–sometimes it feels like a lost cause. But it’s youth like them that can give me hope. That acceptance and love will continue to grow. This youth knows suffering but they know love as well and their pain could take over, trust me it could. But they manage to push through like the wonder that they are. They are the stars and the sun and a galaxy of awe. And yet there’s still people who wonder what I saw–well this is what I see and they can believe me or not. I saw a world unfurl and a wonder to be caught.

The Encounter

Hello everyone! Sorry I’ve been suuuuper inactive but I’m back I swear!! I’ve just had a lot going on, and I also had a major writers block! Also I’m sorry this is so short!

Request: Yes! (From a while ago)

Summary: Y/N and Draco are fighting in the battle of Hogwarts and they encounter Voldemort.

Originally posted by coruscant-sky

“Draco I’m afraid” Y/N whispered to her boyfriend. “I know, I am to” he whispered back. Draco and Y/N had been dating for a while now, but things were getting difficult since the Battle of Hogwarts started. The two Slytherins were hiding in the bathroom trying to somehow take a break from everything. “What if I die? Even worse what if you die?” Y/N said snuggling into Draco’s shoulder “That won’t happen love, I promise” the girl looked up. “Really?” “Really.” The two smiled. “We should get going, we should help the others.” “You’re right.” The Slytherins got up and left to go help, although no one thought that Draco would.

Once the two were fully immersed in battle Draco noticed a green spell about to hit Y/N, and he quickly ran over, and knocked over his girlfriend over so both of them wouldn’t get hit. Y/N had a puzzled look on her face. “I told you love, I’m going to let you die.” She nodded, and the Y/N and Draco quickly got back up to continue fighting.

After a while of fighting Y/N was confronted by someone she never thought she’d have to see, Voldemort. Draco noticed his girlfriend standing still, and he quickly went over to her. “Y/N what’s wro-” He saw him, and he swiftly stood in front of you. “Don’t you dare hurt her.” The Slytherin boy said sternly. “Now, why would I do a thing like that?” A pause. “I just came to remind you who’s side you’re on Draco” Voldemort rolled up his sleeve. Draco flinched, Y/N got shivers. Voldemort walked away. The Slytherin boy frowned, and his girlfriend hugged him.

They continued to fight, but not for the school. For love.

anonymous asked:

OH GOD your reply totally got me thinking more on the greek mythology au and i mentally swore to myself that i was done dwelling on it but I can't fight the need to weep about my precious russian potato son. so, in my head, hephaestus has always had a problem with caring too much about people who basically think about them like they're a microwave: useful. a person values a microwave for what it can do, but it's inherently not the sort of thing that anyone could legitimately love. hephaestus

tends to think that the achy feeling caused by the lack of intimacy is just a sign that they’re being irrational and mooning over something that would distract them from their purpose, so they just kind of make all the friends that they can, give that their all, and it feels so good that sometimes, it’s enough. Also, you’re definitely write about alexei not totally feeling decent about choosing to play in the nhl. it feels selfish when he knows that he’s spent previous lives building space
shuttles or pulling shrapnel from soldiers’ wounds, but since he did settle on doing something he loved, something for himself, just this once, he knew he had to be great – partly because hephaestus has never half-assed anything since they pulled themself from the earth’s core and shoved their way to the surface, and partly because the better he is, the bigger the paycheck, and the more money he can slide towards the people doing what he feels like he should be doing.
but yeah, i think that after the falcs game, kent decides, yeah, he’s waited for too damn long to meet someone who could just maybe understand what it feels like to spend millenia watching yourself fuck things up and without having any idea how to make them alright, so he’s not gonna let the alexei mashkov thing go. naturally, swoops takes a couple of the guys from his old team out (including one that is very russian and just so happens to be friends with tater), gets them all drunk, and somehow
managed to get mashkov’s number (because even if /“this seems like one ripe shit of an idea, parser”/ swoops is a good bro and he knows how badly kent wants another person like him. so kent and tater get texting, kent apologizes for the dirty goalie-snowing, and promptly tries to feel alexei out for where he is with all of the potentially-a-reincarnated-god stuff, but honestly, tater hasn’t even said anything to imply that he knows he’s a god, let alone that kent is too, so then they keep
talking because kent appreciates alexei’s warm personality and non-judgemental listening skills while alexei appreciates being able to talk to someone who values who he is, not what he can do. so this goes on for awhile and by now kent’s freaking out because hephaestus could hate eris as much as all humans have for centuries and he wouldn’t be able to handle that level of rejection – especially since he had to be an idiot and go catch feelings for tater. like, serious feelings. i think it’d
be nice if after a game kent decides that it’s Do Or Die time, and waits for alexei to ask if they could talk somewhere. they settle for like, a stairwell or some shit, and kent prefaces with some word-vomit, “hey look, just tell me if this isn’t okay, but before we talk i just-” and then the word-vomit stops and he can’t get anything out so he goes for the kiss, half-expecting to get shoved down the stairs, but alexei’s one hand stays where it was on the railing, and the other winds up resting
on kent’s cheek. and if kent wasn’t still sort of immortal, the heat coming from his hand would probably hurt like a bitch, but he is sort of immortal, so it’s kind of just a turn on. even more surprising, though, is when alexei really kisses him back, at which point, kent shorts out the stairwell light by accident. they part pretty abruptly, and alexei’s got this look on his face like he’s freaking out, looking a kent’s face and then down at something specific. kent freaks out cause he thinks
for 0.02 seconds that tater wasn’t cool with that but then he realizes that alexei is staring at the railing because his grip fucking /melted part of it/ and shit, kent knew he was hot, but hadn’t noticed he was “melting metal railings” temperature. alexei is freaking out for 0.02 seconds because he had his hand on kent’s face so if kent was a normal human he’d look like harvey dent from the dark knight right about now but then alexei puts it all together and everything is good in the universe.

Listen…..I must write this. FORMALLY REQUESTING PERMISSION TO WRITE YOUR GREEK MYTHOLOGY REINCARNATION AU? (Literally feel free to message me off anon and we can spitball ideas I just. I have so many feelings and there is so much potential here and if you add the whole Jack thing?? I’m dying.)

I just want to let you all know, I´m proud of you all for supporting MX just like I´m proud of Monsta X, & that will never change no matter what.

to cheer you up just see:

Monsta X 170329; after Show Champion, live stream: Kihyun holding M Hearts M & Monsta X saying ´´Monbebe´´ their love for us is so pure & precious

; all we have to do it work ever more harder together, don´t give up, we can do this, fighting, 

anonymous asked:

When do you think Ron and Hermione realized they had feelings for the other person?

Good lord, this message has been in my inbox for so long! And I am extremely sorry for the delay, Anon!

I have so much to say on this that I didn’t even know how to put it all in one post without making it look like a novel in itself. Thank goodness @coyotelaughingsoftly has already done the job for me by creating the masterpiece called To Know You Is To Love You. (I am assuming you have already read TKYITLY, in case you haven’t- READ it NOW!)

If we are talking about an exact moment, I guess for Hermione it would have been sometime during their third year- during the time of the famous Cat-Rat fight. I feel the months when Ron and she spent not talking to each other was the time when she truly realized what he meant to her. 

If my memory doesn’t fail me (i haven’t read PoA in a while), she was utterly miserable and was always described as being very upset. True, the Time-Tuner and so many subjects would be draining her for sure, but if we fast-forward to their fifth year, even with the pressure of O.W.Ls which she surely felt she needed to ace, Umbridge, the DA and her prefect duties, she wasn’t as miserable. And yes, Harry was in bad shape and frequently poured his frustration on Ron and Hermione. Was she so miserable about it? No.

What I mean to say is, being the more emotionally mature one of the two, Hermione would have figured out that her feelings for Ron ran deeper than friendship way before our favorite Weasley realized his. It makes more sense for her to be upset about his angry taunts to Lavender about how Hermione didn’t care much for other’s pets, knowing that she had feelings for this oblivious bloke, doesn’t it? I wish Harry was more observant, but from the little that he saw of her (or realized what was going on in her head), all signs clearly point towards a broken heart because Hermione surely thought she had broken things between them beyond repair? Because perhaps she had no clue how to mend it? Or, quite possibly she was afraid she would only make it worse and would lose Ron forever? Of course, she hugged him when Ron agreed to help her with her research for saving Buckbeak! If that wasn’t a dead giveaway, I don’t even know what was.  

As far as Ron is concerned, alas he was a little slow, to say the least. He cared for her since the time they became friends, that much we know. And our little hero did unbelievably well to win the girl’s heart (come on, who wouldn’t love a knight who sacrificed himself for his friends? Or burp slugs to defend her honor? I would, and Hermione sure did). But did he realize he actually fancied her before the Yule Ball? I doubt. As I have mentioned earlier, my story A Pesky Little Thought is all about that moment of realization. 

However, I don’t think Hermione looking drop dead gorgeous that day had anything to make Ron suddenly start fancying her. This point comes up way too often, and by Ron bashers too. What they fail to comprehend is that Ron was a fourteen-year-old confused teen. Which fourteen-year-old boy is in tune with his emotions, I ask? In fact, I find it utterly cute that Ron never noticed Hermione is a girl. Well, I am sure he knew she was a girl, but he saw her his best friend, just as the same with Harry. How is that wrong? Yes, Ron was a little slow to figure out that he liked her a little differently than he liked Harry, and I am sure, that realization would have both shocked and confused him initially. It takes seeing her with another bloke for him to understand that he doesn’t want anyone else next to her- and takes a little more to understand that he wants that place for himself. That the bloke is Krum only added fuel to fire (made him more insecure) but I am sure he would have been equally jealous had it been Neville or Harry.