i will feel this tomorrow

I’ve cried so much today, my stomach hurts constantly, and I hate myself, but I adore my dietitian and my therapist seems great so there’s that.

My intentions for tomorrow (since most everyone is on pass) is to start re-learning guitar, to do some art, and to try my best with the increase to full portions.

(Mobile). The past couple weeks have been insanely busy and anxiety filled, I can’t even express. My cat had surgery two+ weeks ago (17 days, to be exact) and ever since then I haven’t been online much, if at all. Everything went great for the first week, but then he ripped his stitches out and I had to take him to an emergency vet for a secondary operation and to get him sewn back up. That was exactly 10 days ago today, and not a day has gone by where I haven’t been on guard. I feel like every time he leaves my sight I drown in anxiety, because not only can I not AFFORD another surgery if he gets ahold of himself again, but I can’t handle watching blood gush from his tail for a second time. Not to mention the cleanup afterwards… let me tell you, it isn’t fun scrubbing blood out of carpets.

To make a long story relatively short, I miss roleplaying so much and I will be back soon. Very soon. Like, tomorrow maybe. Honestly, this entire time it feels like if I’m not at work, I’m sleeping. I feel like I’m wasting my days away! But I can’t keep up like this, I’ve got to get out of this pit. 😩 Don’t give up on me, guy! I miss you all sm! 😋

Anidala week 2017 - Day 7 - Free theme

“The Jedi and the Senator - Dancing"

This must have happened sometime during the Clone Wars, at some official party with the Galaxy jet set. And I’m all about embarassed Obi Wan and Satine snickering behind.

i saw this post at like 2am and i had to rush to my computer to draw this hell…..horrible jean passione 

26 Unusual K-pop Asks: What's/Who's...
  • A: Something really attractive that your bias does?
  • B: A favorite physical feature of your bias?
  • C: A color that you think your bias looks good in?
  • D: Your favorite dance?
  • E: An idol you think would be easy to get along with?
  • F: The first group you loved?
  • G: A group you wish you could see more of on your dash?
  • H: The best hairstyle your bias has ever had?
  • I: The most interesting voice or style in K-pop?
  • J: A group you love to jam out to?
  • K: Your favorite non-Korean idol?
  • L: Your favorite line from a song?
  • M: Your favorite Maknae?
  • N: The best/catchiest name (or stage name)?
  • O: Another occupation you could see your bias being?
  • P: Your favorite photoshoot?
  • Q: A quality your bias shows that you absolutely love?
  • R: The best rapper, or, the best rapper line?
  • S: A song that never fails to get stuck in your head?
  • T: Your favorite hidden talent an idol has shown?
  • U: The most unusual group?
  • V: The best/sexiest voice in K-pop?
  • W: Something you wonder about?
  • X: Your favorite cross-group friendship?
  • Y: The last M/V you watched on Youtube?
  • Z: Not related to Z, but... Your favorite Kpop blogs?
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Prince Oh showing you the world; shining, shimmering, splendid  ゚*。(・∀・)゚*。

i draw joseph and caesar casually a lot when i’m bored