i went to moma and

yesterday i went to the moma on free day so it was really busy, so i wrote down all the art i wanted to see again and learn more about to look up later. today i moved into my apartment!! i also this evening/night walked across the brooklyn bridge to brooklyn and then came back on the manhattan bridge. the views were soo nice. first week here ✔


Fan Account: Kyungsoo spotted at MoMA in NYC

@fromi0412: “I have dropped off my things and went directly to MoMA which was the place I wanted to visit the most and I bumped into Kyungsoo kkkkk, thankfully I saw him while on the way down after finishing the upper floor. I was surprised each time I saw him and hence hid away everytime kkkk”

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Works of Art

I’m commuting home right now, which means that yinz get a few stories about how my week has gone, and another batch of selfies to remember what I look like.

I broke up with a partner last week, which is to say that they broke up with me.  I miss them a lot, and even more in the week leading up to things because they went incommunicado for a while.  Things weren’t really working out for us, and we had been seemingly drifting apart for a little while.  I don’t know if it’s because of the underlying issues that we had or if it was related to other things.  There wasn’t a lot of animosity in the breakup but I still feel like a piece is missing.  I’m resisting trying to fill that up immediately with something.

I’ve upgraded my computer and have a new video card and monitor, which means that I can play the most recent games again.  I’ve started playing for an hour or two a few nights a week, and on weekends, and it’s been refreshing to get back to things.  I haven’t started talking to people on voice chat yet, mostly because in my experience gamers are jerks and being a woman will either get you yelled at or hit on.  I’m behind on a number of properties that I really love though, so I’m catching up with some of my favorite games and characters.

My guests left on Saturday and D came back.  I missed her a lot.  I was happy to have some cuddle time and be able to spend a significant chunk of our anniversary together.  We went to the SF MOMA which is pretty awesome.  I got into my giddy space with a couple of pieces (YAY LINES ON WALLS) and in my “wow” space with another piece (woah moon rocks).  D got to stand on some art. I love exploring new spaces with D and it’s been almost a year since we went to a museum together.  I don’t know that I would do as much with anyone else.  Seven years married and we’ve visited museums in four countries, and I can’t wait to go see more.

Speaking of such, one thing that I really am sad about is losing a lot of history with D around our relationship.  Some of the happiest times that I had pre-transition were with her, and I feel like I can’t really show those pictures because it is a huge reminder that I was hiding myself.  We can make new memories but some things like wedding pictures are harder to replace.  I really hope that I can someday. 

Things have been pretty hard emotionally lately, and a bit of a roller coaster.  I’m feeling good about other things though.  I want to make some calls and start chatting more with people one on one.  I want to do a lot of things.  I’m thinking I might start coming out of a shell in the next few months. There’s a lot to process and I need to vent some of it out, so maybe there will be a Friday post, or I’ll revive the Medium blog this week.  Until next week!

January 14: Just a few weeks ago my beloved 10 euro watch from Paris from the summer of 2013 broke. So, it was time for change. (ha…ha…time…for change…ok…) I did what any art history nerd would do. I logged onto the Dali Museum website and ordered a melting clock watch. Oh and then I went to the MoMA and snapped this photo.

(Rachel Garbade)