i went through so many emotions making this

OK BUT LIKE HOW DID WE GET SO BLESSED TO SEE OUT OTP GO THROUGH THESE INCREDIBLE THINGS BECAUSE LIKE THIS IS FUCKING EPIC ROMANCE TERRITORY AND I AM SO FUCKINGEMOTIONAL BUT LIKE OK LOOK

I LOVE EMMA SWAN LOL AND HOW HER INSTANT REACTION IS LIKE THE FUCK?

ALL HAIL THE MAGIC CONCH

T B H

HER FACCEEEE SHE’S HEARING HIS VOICEEE

AND THIS ASSHOLE. I AM SO MAD AT HIM AND HIS PERFECTNESS. HE LOVES HER SO FUCKING MUCH I WILL BREAK MY KEYBOARD I SWEAR ONE OF THESE DAYS BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH.

AND IMMEDIATELY, LIKE HE DOESN’T EVEN FUCKING KNOW IF SHE’S LISTENING OR WHAT AND HE JUST HOPES. LIKE THE TIME HE GAVE UP HIS FUCKING SHIP FOR A HOPE TO SEE HER. THIS MAN LOVES HER SO MUCH, IT IS A PERMANENT ACHE UPON MY SOUL.

I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU. I WAS COMING BACK TO YOU LIKE WHAT IN THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS WHY DO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. HOW CAN YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH YOU ASSHOLE.

AND SHE’S LIKE IMMEDIATELY IN TEARS BECAUSE FUCK ALL SHE WAS GONNA MOVE ON. MOVE ON MY ASS TBH. SHE WAS TRYING SO HARD TO DO IT THOUGH BECAUSE IT WAS HURTING SO MUCH BUT THE RELIEF IN HER FACE AND THE TEARS AND I AM JUST A PUDDLE LEAVE ME HERE

I LOVE YOU HE SAID. HIS VOICE CRACKED AND HE’S JUST DESPERATE AND HOPING AND TELLING HER HE LOVES HER WITHOUT KNOWING IF SHE’S EVEN HEARING HIM AND IT HURTS ME SO FUCKING MUCH I CAN’T EVEN DEAL WITH THIS NONSENSE

AND HER FACE AND THE RELIEVED SOB AND THE FACT THAT SHE WASN’T WRONG TO TRUST HIM AND THAT SHE ISN’T GONNA BE ALONE AND THAT SHE WAS RIGHT IN HER LOVE AND HE LOVES HER HE LOVES HER HE LOVES HERRR

AND I’M TRYING TO GET HOME TO YOU LIKE OH MY GODDDDDD WHAT AHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME WITH YOUR VOICE AND YOUR FACE AND YOUR LOVE FOR EMMA SWAN WHAT IS THIS WHYYYY

I LOVE YOU TOOOOO SHE SAYS AND I AM JUST SO IN AWE OF THIS SCENE BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT EVEN NEAR EACH OTHER AND I FEEL THEIR LOVE AS THOUGH IT WERE A TANGIBLE THING AND I AM IN SUCH PAIN AND SO EMOTIONAL AND I CANNOT EVEN UGH I LOVE HER AND HIM AND HOW SHE LOVES HIM AND HE LOVES HER

AND THIS FACE BECAUSE HE CAN’T HEAR HER LIKE THE FUCKING LEVELS OF ANGST JUST WENT SO HIGH UP AND I AM FEELING SO MANY EMOTIONS AND IT IS WONDERFUL BECAUSE LIKE THAT’S HOW YOU KNOW A STORY HAS TOUCHED YOU BECAUSE I LITERALLY CANNOT STOP SCREAMING RN BUT ALSO THE FUCKING FUCK HOW DARE YOU SIR? HOE DARE?

AND SHE’S TRYING TO LET HIM KNOW THAT HE IS LOVED TOO. THESE TWO LONELY HUMANS HAVE FOUND ONE ANOTHER TO LOVE AND THEY’RE STUMBLING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING BUT FUCK IF THEY DON’T LOVE EACH OTHER WITH EVERYTHING THEY HAVE AND IT MAKES ME HURT IN MY TINY HEART

LOOK AT HER FACE AND HOW MUCH SHE IS TRYING OH MY GODDD

ALSO LIKE YOU KNOW YOUR OTP HAS REACHED EPIC ROMANCE LEVELS WHEN THE BIG BAD OF THE SEASON SPECIFICALLY TARGETS ONE HALF OF YOUR OTP TO GET TO THE OTHER HALF WHILE THEY’RE BOTH FIGHTING TOOTH AND NAIL TO GET BACK TO ONE ANOTHER.

CAN WE FUCKING SAY EPIC ROMANCE THOUGH?

CAN WE?

IT’S AMAZING LIKE I AM IN PAIN AND YET I AM HAPPY BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH THEY LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND I AM EXCITED TO SEE THEM FIGHT FOR EACH OTHER AND I JUST NEED A HUG

*FALLS OVER*

i went through the tag of the 2015 draft. So many people who were like “hahah poor McDavid” or “well, there goes another first pick wasted”

But look at this team now

This team who finished second in their division

The team with currently the most playoff wins. 

The boy who is the captain and the art ross trophy winner

I’m so proud of Connor Mcdavid and the oilers doing better than what people thought they would do. I’m proud of them for making it this far

Is It Over Between Us? (Part 2) (Peter Parker imagine)

Is It Over Between Us? (Part 2) (Peter Parker imagine)

Pairing: Peter Parker x reader 

Warnings: none

Part 1 | Part 3

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Peter was looking at you the entire time, he followed you every movement. You kept a straight face, not wanting to show him how bad you actually felt because of this situation.

‘’What do we do, Cap?’’

‘’We fight’’ he replied and then started walking. We followed, and the other team was walking as well. As Steve started to jog, Peter looked to the side. 

‘’They’re not stopping.’’

‘’Neither are we’’ Tony told him. And then it started.

Before you had the chance to do anything, Peter grabbed your hand and took you away from everyone else.

‘’What are you doing here?’’ He asked you frantically while taking off his mask.

‘’I was recruited by Clint and Wanda’’ you snickered. ‘’Is this part of the grant you won?’’

‘’You have no idea how dangerous this is, okay. You have to go, please’’ he pleaded, getting close to you, holding your face and pressing his forehead against yours. He gave you a quick kiss on the lips. ‘’I don’t want you to get hurt.’’

‘’You are the one that has to go, Pete. This is way different than those lame criminals back home.’’

‘’I have to prove myself to Mr. Stark, I want him to be proud of me’’ he whispered.

‘’You care more about what that idiot thinks of you, than about your safety? What’s gonna happen if you get hurt? What lie are you going to tell May?’’

‘’I’ll tell her I got jumped in an alley’’ he replied, making you shake your head. You pulled away from him.

‘’I’m sick of the lies, Peter. If we make it out of here alive and you get hurt, I’ll tell her the truth’’ you threatened him.

‘’You wouldn’t dare!’’ He growled.  

‘’Oh yeah? Try me’’ you crossed your arms.

‘’I’m done’’ he muttered, walking away from you.

‘’What?’’

‘’I’m done! You and I are done, Y/N!’’ He snapped.

‘’Fine. Lord knows I don’t want to be with a sell-out like you. You are here risking your life because some rich guy gave you money, a nice suit and a free trip. I’m here because if we don’t stop Zemo from finding the other soldiers, everything will be fucked’’ you preached, feeling a weight suddenly lifting from your body. Looking at him one last time, you ran to help your new friends.

Peter’s eyes filled with tears, but he wasn’t going to cry now. Clearing his throat a few times, he put his mask on and went towards Captain, to stop him from doing anything. You on the other hand were crying. You knew you crossed the line but you didn’t want your boyfriend… your ex-boyfriend to get severely hurt. 

The fight was chaotic. There were explosions, cars falling out of the parking lot, people getting thrown left and right. You noticed Peter was flying all over the place, trying to web people up. Nothing wanting to cross paths with him again, you saw the jet you were supposed to get on. Trying to be subtle, you headed towards it. With all that was going on, who would notice? You felt something strong yanking your ponytail back, making you yell.

The Blank Panther was beating the crap out of you. You did kick him in the face few times and punched him with all your strength but that merely tickled him. In a blink of an eye, he had you pinned down on the ground, and you panicked. You started trashing underneath him, wanting to get him off but he scratched your left side. Letting out an ear-splitting scream, you successfully pulled him off.

‘’Y/N! Are you okay?’’ You heard Steve asking you, concern evident in his voice. But you couldn’t even form a sentence because of the pain you felt, so you let out a sob. ‘’I’m on my way, don’t move.’’

‘’I got her, Cap’’ Clint assured him, running towards you

‘’We gotta go. That guy’s probably in Siberia by now’’ Bucky reminded him.

‘’We need to draw out the flyer. I’ll take Vision, you get to the jet.’’

‘’No, you get to the jet! Both of you!’’ Sam shouted. ‘’The rest of us aren’t getting out of here!’’

‘’As much as I hate to admit it, if we’re going to win this one, some of us might have to lose it’’ Clint admitted. He pressed his hand to your side to apply pressure, making you cry a little. ‘’It’s okay, it’s going to be okay.’’

‘’Are we going to jail?’’ You asked, already knowing the answer. Clint nodded as he helped you up. Slowly walking towards Wanda, out of the corner of your eye, you saw Peter on the floor. So many emotions rushed through your body, until Tony checked on him and he moved. He was okay.

Minutes went by like hours, slow. You heard the annoying screech of tires against the cement. Numerous black cars were surrounding the perimeter, leaving no room to escape.

While they were arresting Clint, Scott, Sam and Wanda, some cops lifted you from the ground. When Peter saw you, he felt that his entire world fell apart. You were covered in blood, with four huge gashes on your body. He was about to run to you, but Tony stopped him. You, along with everyone else, were taken to the Raft prison, that was in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean.

Days go by and you didn’t move from that bed. They obligated you to eat and to shower, threatening you with some punishment. You didn’t eat much, you just stayed in fetal position. You felt numb.

The lights went out, and your cell opened.

‘’Come on, cupcake. Time to go home’’ Sam laughed a little, while Steve picked you up from the bed.

‘’Sorry I took so long’’ he apologized. You smiled, letting him know you weren’t mad.

Two weeks later

Peter blamed himself every day for snapping at you, and for not saving you from that damn prison. Going back to school was awful for him. Everyone looked at him with pity, all of them wondering where you were. Between classes, Peter would stand in front of his locker, looking at a picture of the two of you.

‘’Hey man’’ Ned greeted him all of the sudden, startling him.

‘’Hey’’ he replied, closing his locker.

‘’I finally got the Death Star, do you wanna build it tonight?’’ He asked him excitedly.

‘’We can build it some other day, I don’t feel good’’ Peter admitted. Ned’s smile dropped, but he understood why he was acting that way. Of course, Peter didn’t tell him about the airport battle, but he did say you two had a nasty fallout. Ned gave him space, Peter would be okay eventually.

After school, Peter went straight to his apartment. When he walked in, he noticed May wasn’t home yet. Opening the door to his room, he threw his backpack on the floor and took off his shirt.

Finally looking up, he saw you standing in front of his window. He did a triple-take, not recognizing you at first. The first thing he noticed was that you cut you hair. Before, your hair reached to the middle of your waist, but you cut it off to the top of your shoulders. You were scarred by how vulnerable you were during in the battle, so you just decided to chop it off.

‘’Y/N’’ Peter’s started crying instantly and he hugged you, tightly.

‘’Hi Petey. Did you miss me?’’

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Part 3

anonymous asked:

(not an art request) What are your thoughts on Malachite? I particularly love her design and I think she's one of the cutest fusions but I dislike what she represents as a relationship. (I thought about asking you this because your text post about why you like Jasper was really insightful and well explained.)

HMMM this is quite a difficult question…

i absolutely LOVE malachite’s design and i think its rad as hell first off. the colors are gorgeous, her short fluffy hair, THOSE MENACING TEETH, the placement of the stripes and swirls on her body, all very good things. shes quite interesting to look at and watching her move and fight is fascinating

buuuut. yeah, ultimately what she represents is a hideous, unhealthy, and to be quite frank, abusive relationship. i know not everyone sees the relationship as abusive, and i respect their interpretation of it, but when i look at the situation it reads loud and clear as abuse to me. its been explicitly said numerous times that jasper was held against her will and tortured by lapis under the ocean for months in malachite. lapis herself even admits she was terrible to jasper and liked taking everything out on her.

the worst part to me is that jasper thinks she deserves the abuse. thats why she was trying to convince lapis to fuse with her again. she’s alone and desperate for any way to make up for her perceived failure on a planet she already has complicated feelings about after having failed her mission and being defeated by the crystal gems on multiple occasions. she needs to do SOMETHING to succeed and thus establish self-worth, and if that means hurting herself in the process she thinks its not only worth it, but well deserved as atonement for her previous failures. 

so tl;dr, i love malachites design and shes absolutely stunning to look at and watch move, but i hate everything she represents and the situation that she came about from. 

on a somewhat related note, SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP JASPER LOL help her realize shes worth so much more than she thinks she is!!! liiike maybe somebody who knows a little something about learning her self-worth and about helping and loving quartzes 

I worked on pitch perfect 3 again last week and the set was beautiful. I can’t give any details on the movie, but it was one of the last days so the whole cast was incredibly emotional. Rebel told us secrets and Anna was all smiles all day and dancing to all the music. We went through a scene so many times that when they got to angles where she wasn’t the focus, she just started getting goofier and goofier, making faces and refusing to put her jacket back on bc it was hot. She was hugging the whole cast, rebel kissed her on the face, her and Brittany were acting especially “heterosexual” together if you know what I mean, and her personality was just shining. Once again. Such an amazing set and cast.

We're Going to be Okay, Aren't We?

Can you do an imagine where you and Shawn are spending time together and his ex pops up with his unknown kid and leaves the kid? So then you begin to question whether he cheated or not and such? Just something sad with a fluffy ending :)

Hey, so hopefully I’ve got the idea right with this imagine ☺ enjoy!

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‘Okay, honestly, why did she walk out trying to look for him? He’s gonna end up killing her and it’s her own damn fault!’ I grumbled, stuffing my mouth with popcorn, hearing Shawn snort beside me, letting out a chuckle.

'You get way to into these movies. They’re all fake.’

'Oh, hush up.’ I threw a piece of popcorn at his cheek, making him slowly close his eyes, trying to hold back a smile.

He was about to reply before there was a knock at his apartment door. I frowned, licking my bottom lip as I turned my head to the door.

'Are you expecting anyone?’ I asked, staring back at my boyfriend.

'No…’ he dragged out, just as confused. He stood up, slowly walking to the door. He opened it, blocking my view of the person who was on the outside of it.

'Bridget…’ my eyes widened, knowing that was one of his ex-girlfriends. Shawn was always honest about his past relationships so that I didn’t hear anything from anyone else. He was always truthful about everything and that’s why I loved him.

'Shawn…’

I slowly stood up from the sofa, pulling my hoodie down, peeking my head around to see Bridget, along with a little girl holding her hand. My eyes widened, looking at the child, seeing a lot of Shawn.

'What are you doing here?’ He asked, looking down at the little girl, 'Who’s that, Bridget?’

Bridget sighed, looking down at the little girl. 'This is Addie, she’s - she’s your daughter, Shawn.’

My hand flew to my mouth, shock entering my whole body. Shawn had a child and didn’t tell me about it? Unless he didn’t know…

'What? Bridget, don’t play me like this right now.’

'I wouldn’t joke about this Shawn.’ She argued.

'Um…’ I spoke up for the first time, making both of their heads turn back to me. 'How about I take Addie and you guys can…talk.’ I sighed, stepping forward.

Bridget walked into the apartment, Shawn closing the door. He looked at me with no emotion, making me slightly nervous. Bridget let go of Addie’s hand, leading her to me. I smiled at the small brown, curly headed girl. She looked up at me with the same dark chocolate brown orbs that Shawn had.

I watched them walk into the kitchen, making me sigh as I picked up the little girl, sitting on the sofa with her on my lap.

'Hello Addie,’ I smiled, making her giggle. I chuckled, grabbing her small hands, making small cute movements with them. She laughed, making me grin at her.

So many thoughts went through my mind, thinking about if Shawn had been fully truthful to me. Did he know? Did he cheat on me?

What if he cheated?

I felt the smile fall from my face, watching Addie copy my facial expression. I studied her, knowing she was definitely Shawn’s daughter. Of course, he’ll need to have a DNA test to prove it, but just looking at Addie, I knew.

I could hear shouting coming from the kitchen, it getting louder before I saw Bridget storming for the door. 'You can’t leave her here with me, Bridget! I have a career!’

'Well that’s just too bad, Shawn! Did you think I wanted her?’ I gasped, hearing Addie starting to cry in my arms. How could a mother not want her own child? I stood up, letting her head rest in my neck, my hand rubbing up and down her back.

'Now I know why I broke up with you. Get out.’ Shawn spat, staring at his ex. She huffed, looking at me.

'Have fun with the child.’ With that, she opened the door, slamming it shut behind her.

The room became dead silent, Shawn looking down to the ground, his back facing away from me.

I managed to calm Addie down, hearing her soft snores in my ear. I walked slowly over to Shawn, seeing his head lift up and face me, looking down at his maybe sleeping daughter.

'Y/N…I understand if you want to leave. This…this isn’t you’re problem.’

'Did you cheat?’ I asked softly, looking down at the ground at my feet.

I felt his finger lift my chin up, staring at me with glossy eyes. 'I promise you that I never cheated…I never ever would. I love you and only you.’ He looked down at his daughter, a stray tear falling down his face. 'How do I raise a child? How do I do it with being on tour, travelling, recording music? How can I do this?’

I lifted one of my hands, caressing his cheek. 'You have me here right by your side. You have a family that loves you and will do anything to help you. Trust me that I will be there for you.’ I pulled him down, kissing his lips softly. His hand wrested on my waist, holding me as close as he could.

'Addie…at least it’s a nice name.’ He chuckled, placing a hand on her back.

I looked between him and her, feeling a small smirk grow on my face. 'Did you want to hold her, Shawn?’ I asked.

He slowly nodded, grabbing her from my hold, having her in the same position as she was with me. I watched her cuddle into his neck, making me let out a small “awh”.

'We’re going to be okay, Y/N, aren’t we?’ Shawn whispered, looking at me with hope in his eyes.

I nodded, wrapping an arm around his waist, resting my head on his other shoulder. 'Yeah, we’re going to be okay.’

anonymous asked:

As someone who is trans (halfway through procedures too), I would rather it be if there was to be a trans character in a show, I'd rather they weren't shoehorned in carelessly and/or part of some theory that is like saying "oh, this person is more effeminate/masculine than they should be, they must be trans". All that is doing is pandering and the theories are saying the same as "you're not acting like your gender, therefore you're the opposite gender!" It just creates identity problems.

We definitely need to have more explicit, thoughtful, and fully intentional representation! That’s totally the ideal. I would just say that as someone working in an imperfect industry that is always influenced by its straight/white/cis/male past, I think it’s important to celebrate the imperfect victories along the way (while also pushing forward for better and better representation). 

And yeah! It’s not great to reenforce binary gender roles. That sucks for anyone on any part of the gender spectrum. If the show creators were pushing a narrative that said, “This boy is acting ‘like a girl,’ so they MUST be trans” that would not be great. I might argue that when fans do the same thing, it’s a little more complicated. If, as a viewer, you are already starved for representation, it’s reasonable that you would want to latch onto any scrap of (potential) representation you could get your hands on. 

At least, that’s how I see it? Growing up, I didn’t see many–really, any–representation of mixed race kids, so I ended up getting super attached to characters like Balto or Danny Phantom who sort of went through the same emotions that I was feeling, even if the creators never intended a mixed race allegory, or if that allegory was a little bit problematic*.

But again! I’m not trans and I don’t think it’s cool for me to make a judgement call one way or another on this fan theory. Thanks for the opposing opinion!

*also? mixed race representation still needs more work, but that’s a whole other subject

anonymous asked:

hey sorry what's going on with mercer? i keep seeing posts being supportive of him but i have no idea what happened?

So a critter on twitter wrote a letter to Sam and Matt, expressing their anger and feelings towards how Tary’s backstory and coming out scene was handled.

Matt responded back to them on twitter in another letter, basically expressing that he tries his best to incorporate people of all types and sexual orientations in his world.

Matt held a Q&A today, just him and the chat because of a fundraiser goal being reached, and the question came up again. Matt wanted to address it again and told everyone that he no one really knows about his own personal experiences with sexuality or the players experience. He wanted to apologize for the turn the backstory took because he understands how such representation matters.

Matt then got emotional as he explained his own experiences with the topic. His uncle found out later in life that he was a Homosexual and succumbed to aids at a time when it was killing so many people within the community. Matt tried to express how sorry he was for how the story went down but wanted to make sure that everyone knew that he has had his own hardships and that people need to realize that the cast has had their own experiences.

Matt lost his composure and was trying to talk through his tears. I ended up crying to because the topic got so personal and it was hard to continue to watch Matt try to regain his composure. The man just needed someone to give him a hug.

reunion

Pairing: sormik
Rating: K
WC: 1917 
Category: hurt/comfort | fluff
Notes: ive been listening to this on loop and im dead. sormik reunion in the ruins

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It’s almost like a dream.

Mikleo runs his fingers over Sorey’s face, touch barely there, fingertips barely touching the skin. His hand brushes chocolate colored hair aside, touching the soft feathers, Sorey’s earrings still in place.

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“When there’s a common threat, people become one and find a purpose together. I finally felt like I had a purpose in life. I was so close to joining the other side, but instead those on the other side created a path for me to avoid going over the cliff. That path led me to Las Vegas, which led me to where I am today.” 

Just a reminder Zak Bagans said that. 

Just a reminder Zak Bagans didn’t have it easy. 

Just a reminder Zak Bagans went through a lot. 

Just a reminder Zak Bagans is 38 years old. He got bullied, he suffered social anxiety, he was suicidal, and he went through so much in his earlier years. But you can look at him now and it’s like, wow. He went through all kinds of hardships and he has gotten this far, and he’s still going considering everything he goes through. 

So many more people need to realize this about him. I seriously cannot believe how much he has grown and it makes me so proud of him. 

Zak Bagans is a precious human being and people need to see there is so much more behind him than his looks.

there’re bitter people questioning us but you know what? fuck them. did we deserve it? your opinion. did we earn it? absolutely. no words can describe how proud i am of our boys and how happy it makes me feel to be a madridista, chosing to be obsessed with these ball chasing dorks was one of the best decisions of my life. this season was just so intense, so full of emotion. we had quite some good moments but bad ones as well, we went through things, we struggled, but in the end we always got up and came back stronger. the spirit of this team is just out of this world, and the biggest shoutout goes to zizou. we had so many bad experiences from coaches and our teamwork wasn’t the best either, but then he came and changed everything. he saw the opportunity in the players, he improved them, and what’s most important, he gave them love. before they were great individuals, but now they’re an unbelievable and strong team, a big loving family, our family. so people can talk, but they also have to watch us continue making history. hala madrid y nada mas💜💜💜

'Sweet/Vicious' Team Talks Latest Efforts to Shop MTV Series: "We're Fighters"

It’s been more than a month since MTV canceled critical darling Sweet/Vicious, but the show’s fan base is alive and well, and appeared in full force at the ATX Television Festival on Saturday.

The show’s creative team was also in attendance for the panel, or as they called it, a “family reunion,” including series creator Jennifer Kaytin Robinson, showrunner Amanda Lasher, executive producer Stacey Sher as well as stars Taylor Dearden, Eliza Bennett and Aisha Dee.

Premiering last year, Sweet/Vicious centered on two college students (Dearden and Bennett) who have a secret life as vigilantes targeting sexual assailants. Despite great reviews and strong word-of-mouth buzz, the drama could not break through and wrapped its run in January with just 239,000 total viewers. 

When MTV made the decision in April, a network spokesperson called it a “timely and thought provoking series” and created it for starting a “much needed dialogue around sexual assault.” However, the network was also “deeply disappointed such an impactful show did not find a larger audience.”

Read more: ‘Sweet/Vicious’ Canceled at MTV

Sher opened about the show’s demise at MTV, which saw network president Sean Atkins exit in October shortly before the series premiered. His exit also preceded a major shakeup among Viacom’s various cable channels, which will also see Spike TV change to Paramount at the end of the year.

“They killed us slowly and not-so-kindly,” she said. “They went through a lot of regime changes so it was challenging but we’re fighters. We hope it’s not only 10 episodes.”

Sher revealed that she and the other producers have already found four studios to produce new episodes of the series “so all we really need is a network home now,” she said. Although the show won’t live on at MTV, Sher explained that the network has “said they will make it very easy for us [to continue] because they were proud of the show.”

Robinson put the cancelation in more blunt terms: “The disconnect between the business and the heart sucks.”

However, she also remained optimistic about a potential season two, saying part of the plan was to shine the light on LGBTQ victims and victims of different ethnicities, “We wanted to tell all these stories and we still do. Hopefully someone will let us,” she said.

When asked by a fan how to help secure the series a new home, Robinson encouraged viewers to “stay vocal and tweeting to the network because I do think those optics matter,” she said. “As the industry changes and grows, I think that matters more than ratings.”

In addition to using the #SaveSweetVicious hashtag, Robinson urged viewers to reach out to Netflix, now known for saving previously canceled series. “Netflix has a page where you can request what you want to see on Netflix,” she explained. “Spam that page.”

It’s through social media that the show has found a fervent and passionate following.

“It’s weird to say incredible because it means that thousands of people have told me they’ve been sexually assaulted, which is horrifying,” she said. “But what the show has done and what the show has validated in so many is that they’re not alone…and what they went through is not a one-off,” she said. “We have a long way to go but I was blown away by the response and a community that was kind of started around this and around what these women did onscreen.”

Robinson ended the emotional panel by making a promise to those in the audience and those who have been victims of sexual assault.

She said holding back tears, “I’m not going to stop fighting to tell those stories.”

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Mist settles into the fabric of her sundress, clinging to her and emitting a light scent of lilacs. Lips pulling tight, she works to weave sun-lightened strands together into a messy fishtail; small wisps remain to tickle her warm neck, getting caught in the small beads of sweat that have gathered due to summer heat. She really needs to talk to her landlord about fixing the A/C in the building – they’re supposed to get another heat wave next week and she’s not sure her tiny bedroom fan will be enough to provide any relief.

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Aye its Colden and Audrey!

For their gems I decided to go with red and blue Spinel.

Here’s some info about these two (I actually did research on what red and blue spinels actually represent so…yea I kinda went off that)

Audrey is a gem that can feel someones anger and uses anger to her advantage. She also helps with anxiety and panic, helping move people through those moments.

Colden is a gem that brings peace, can calm down anyone’s negative emotions and make them feel at peace. He basically helps anyone who’s struggling with many different things and makes things easier for them. He could be a teacher if he wanted.

In all seriousness I think the reason seeing all the old taylor eras made so many us feel hella emotional is because we grew up with her throughout all of those phases. In those eras we can look back on the times we went through. It makes you think of all these memories you experienced that you thought you forgot about. It all comes back in flashbacks you know….?

 In Taylor Swift era I was a little 5th grade girl who just wanted to fit in with everyone at school. I had the biggest crush on this boy but I never told him. I remember this was the year I began my love for music. Stay beautiful touched me in a way that I never felt before. 

In Fearless era  I remember having sleepovers with my neighbors and we would all sing along to sparks fly. We would collected all of their hairbrushes we could find so we could sing our hearts out to You Belong With Me. 

In Speak Now era I started high school. I remember going to my first concert with my friends without my parents. I was SO COOL!! LOL but I will forever hold onto the memories I made at that concert. My 2 friends and I wrote lyrics on our arms and wrote 13 with blue nail polish on our hands..we curled our hair and wore sundresses with cowboy boots. It was SO MAGICAL. 

In Red era it was when I was in love with my best guy friend and we had a thing but it was always on the edge of becoming something more, but he went away to college because he was a year older and I experienced heartbreak in the cruelest way. All of the songs on red were my saving grace. I would drive in the car by myself and just replay them until I felt okay again. Taylor made me feel understood in a way I never knew could be possible. 

In 1989 era….HOLY SHSHHHSAKKDKLF okay. this is the era that will forever have a huge place in my heart. I moved to California from Chicago, IL and you guys it was horrible being homesick…pain you never thought you’d ever feel. BUT then 1989 came out.. I saw Taylor at Ellen, the next day at Jimmy Kimmel, and then the next day at the benefit concert at Hollywood Bowl. I thought that was as good as it was ever going to get. Taylor decided to prove me wrong. She found me at the iheart music awards and I never felt so at home even though I was 2500 miles away from “home”. I’m just so so so so thankful I could never put it fully into words how much that day made me the happiest I have ever been in my whole 21 years of existence. I then went to 4 1989 concerts and all of them were beautiful in their own way. There is nothing like singing your heart out with friends you’ve made on tumblr because of taylor swift and you’re at a taylor swift concert together. 

And now the Reputation era.…the rest is still unwritten. 

LONG LIVE ALL THE MAGIC WE CONTINUE TO MAKE. 

XOXO STAY BEAUTIFUL,

COLLEEN.

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After writing this and then re-reading the request I realized I did this somewhat differently than you would’ve liked, so I do apologize for that. My bad. 

Images of your life flashed by in your mind as you tried to focus on what was right in front of you. 

Tears blurred your vision until you blinked them away and finally focused on what was right in front of you.

 A positive sign. 

You were pregnant…. How did this happen? 

Well you know how it happened… 

Jax Teller was too good of an opportunity to pass up in bed. You just couldn’t believe you were pregnant. Growing up you always imagined the cliché household of making babies being a wife. Having the perfectly rounded family. However as you got older that just wasn’t the case. You soon realized fairy tales were simply stories that went unfinished.

 However, that didn’t mean you couldn’t have a little fun in life. I mean come on you only live once right? Jax agreed. You two kept a close friendship, but in the bedroom, there were no holds barred. Strictly sex. Strictly a good time. 

But this positive sign was everything now. So many “nonexistent” emotions flooding through at once.

 What were you going to do?

 *KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK* “DAMN IT BOBBY YOU BETTER NOT BE CLOGGIN UP THE CRAPPER AGAIN!!” Clay’s voice rang outside the club’s bathroom door followed by Bobby’s defensive reply. 

It was obviously not the best place to be taking the test, but you were so anxious you couldn’t wait to find out. 

“If you’re out there whose in here?!” Clay inquired. 

Suddenly the knob turned, in all your hurrying you forgot to lock the door. 

Of course. 

As you try to rush to the door to close it, it opens. Clay looks shocked to see you, but not only that he looks shocked to see what is in your hand.

 He looks down at the stick and back up to your face, let’s out an amused gasp and says “What sorry sap knocked you up?!”

 Of course he said it loud enough to where whoever was inside the club came following, and monkey see monkey do.

 "Wow.“ Juice responded. 

“Can I help you people with anything?” You harshly asked the crowd of men surrounding you. “I mean for god sakes I’m not an animal at the zoo, you can’t pet me can you disperse?!” You lashed out. 

Just then “What’s everyone crowding around for?” You hear Jax’s voice inquire… 

Uh oh.

 You quickly hide the test behind your back. Jax locks eyes with you, and you try to play it cool but come on who are you fooling?

 "y/n here is pregnant” Jax’s eyes instantly become dilated as those words leave Tig’s mouth. “and we’re trying to figure out who the baby daddy is.” He continues. 

Everyone’s attention follows back to you, only the only person you’re focusing on is Jax and vice versa. 

Clay follows your line of sight and with the worried look on both of your faces it finally clicks in his mind. 

“oh no…” He grumbles and turns back to Jax “not you two?”

 Suddenly realization begins to dawn on the rest of the guys’ faces.

 "Really?“ Juice asks in disbelief. 

Jax scratches his neck in an awkward pause and asks if you two could be alone for a few minutes.

 You nod and push your way through the crowd to get into his dorm. 

What’s going to happen now? 

Is he gonna question whether or not the baby is his?

 Is he going to tell me to get rid of it and to never speak to him again?

 Or is he just going to refuse to acknowledge us at all and force me to do things on my own?

 With all these thoughts running through your head you failed to hear what Jax was saying to you. “Huh?” You asked.

 "I asked if you are okay?“ He replied. 

"Um… As okay as anyone would be given this situation.” You replied calmly. 

“So… what are we gonna do?” Jax asked seemingly walking on eggshells.

 At this, you smiled. 

“What are you smiling at?” He inquired. 

After taking a moment to breathe you responded with a “you said we." 

"Did you think I was just going to leave you by yourself in this situation? It takes two to tango sweetheart, we did this together. When I had Able I promised I would never miss out on these experiences again, which is why I’m asking please…don’t get rid of it.” Jax pleaded.

 Getting rid of it was the furthest thing from your mind. Whether Jax wanted to be involved or not you were going through with this and you were going to raise that child.

 But seeing the pleading look on Jackson’s face says it all. No matter what mess of a club Jax was involved in he’s always had honest eyes. And you know you’ll never be alone in raising this baby. You’ll always have family in any time of need and you realized that this may not be every woman’s fairytale but with the Sons on your side, a happy ending was bound to happen. 

“Jax… I would never do that to you. Our situation is just extremely confusing, but we can figure it out right? I mean we have 9 months and an extra 18 years on the side to plan.” You giggled. Seeing the relief in Jax’s shoulders caused your stress to ease tremendously. At least you know no matter what you two were always going to be supportive of each other. 

Fin.

 A/n : So I totally gassed out at the end haha sorry but my writing is a bit rusty. 

today, today was the day albus started his first year at hogwarts (and met my precious son scorpius!!!). it’s unbelievably amazing how much a character can mean to us, how much their lives can mean to our lives. it makes me so very damn emotional to think about it, to think about harry and the fact that after everything he went through, today he woke up next to his wife and sent two of his kids to hogwarts…………… it just makes me so fucking emotional and so happy, because come on, harry must had thought, if not many times (which i think he did) at least once things like “there’s no way i’m gonna survive this, there’s no way i’m gonna live to tell this story, there’s no way my scar is not gonna hurt one day, they’re gonna take everyone i love away from me” but then, look at my beautiful son, married and with kids!!!!!!!! i mean,, my son survived and got to have a family!!!!!!!!! he literally saved the world and Sacrificed a lot. he deserved a soft peaceful “””happy ending”””, he deserved this and So Much More, harry deserves the world so i hope today harry is feeling happy and he feels peace and, bless my son, all is well

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Hey everyone! This is my third follow forever marking both 4k followers and this blog’s 3 year anniversary. I never imagined that I would reach these milestones and I’m sincerely grateful for each person I’ve come across on this site. Thank you to all the lovely mutuals I’ve made, the precious friends I’ve acquired from multiple fandoms, and to my followers who give me the motivation to come back everyday. I’m still in the process of learning how to manage things on Photoshop and I’m thankful for all the wonderful and hilarious tags that people leave on my stuff, encouraging me to reevaluate my own creativity.

2016 was not the greatest year for me, like many others can attest to. My family went through some life altering decisions and my own mental/emotional health suffered due to those changes. I also got some heavy hate after a certain series ended and confronted a rude blogger, so you can imagine the toll that took on me. I’m currently sick for the holidays, which explains my lackluster effort in making this ff graphic better, but despite my 2016 woes, I hope you guys know how truly happy you all make me. Thank you for the sweet messages/asks to combat all the negativity I’ve encountered. Thank you for reblogging my posts, for following me, for letting me get to know some of you. You have no idea how much it all means to me when my day is less than perfect.

Enough of the mushy stuff – here are some blogs that I follow. They’re all superb people with A+ quality blogs that fill my dash with amazing content! Give them a follow:

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@25th​  ✧ @ackermanss @ah-luna​ ✧ @aizawashoutta​ ✧ @akahito @akutagawaas @akutagawah @allenswalkers​ ✧ @amai-phantom @anime-diary​ ✧ @a-ogiri @arimiechi @asaiis@asuuna@azumanei@bakugoh@bkatsuki  @celty-san​  ✧ @chiamis@cldstrifes @daiifukuu @dazaiosamu @dazaiosamu-s @dazushi @dazzai@decretio ✧ 

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@ekubou @envy-and-pride @erwonmyheart @evngelion @fairytailwitch @genoza@gomendazai @grifith@hideyoxi  ✧ @hina-shoo  ✧ @ichimatsus @ithmid@jetzui @juminss @kamiiyamas​ ✧ @kamuisyato  ✧ @kanaekis @kanhekiz@katsukiyuuri@katsuraz @katsvra@kawarou @keikoku @kentaroz @kishibesrohans  @klahnces @kojiiro @komaedas@kougaami@kudous @kurojirou

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BTS Reaction to Missing You On Tour

So, I came up with this idea just recently and thought I’d have a go at writing this. Hope it goes well! I hope you all have had a good day today! I love you so much! x


Happy reading! x

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Jin: I feel like Jin would actually wouldn’t miss you as much because of the busy schedule the boys have but in times when he was alone and didn’t have any appearances or anything, he would miss you dearly. Throughout the interview the boys had to attend to promote their new album, the boys but also fans noticed how off Jin had seemed, not speaking a lot and not even volunteering to talk as usual. The soft smile on his face that you’d easily think belonged to a prince out of a fairytale didn’t show its true self and he only sent fake smiles in moments when everyone was happy and he had to pretend to be for the sake of the boys because he didn’t want to ruin their reputation because of how sad you sounded on the phone before the interview which was the reason behind Jin’s sadness. After the interview, he rushed to the nearest bathroom as he felt the tears building, before he willingly let them run down his face when he was alone in the bathroom, hating how difficult and how impossible things became whenever he had to leave you for a while.

Originally posted by min-yoongisuga


V: Taehyung would actually be mature and reasonable about your separation. Throughout the whole day of promotions, Taehyung had totally been happy and fine, smiling widely and being his happy and bubbly self, interacting with fans more than he normally did and also being more vocal during the interviews that dragged on and on through the day, but he didn’t mind because it was apart of the job and although the job was sometimes exhausting, he always remembered why he wanted this in the first place which would make him realize how grateful he was for this opportunity, even if it meant often being world’s away from you. When they arrived back at the hotel, Taehyung happened to accidentally knock over his backpack and have the items inside slip over. He bent down, picking up all his belongings before he stopped when he came across a polaroid of you. He inspected the photo just for a second with a straight face before he smiled, remembering exactly what had happened during that memorable day he kept in a photograph. He frowned a bit, realizing that it was impossible just to go ahead and see you now because he missed you since he was on the other side of the world being an idol, but he accepted that harsh reality because he knew it wouldn’t last forever and he would see you again but before that, he would just have to settle with constant text messages and Skype calls.

Originally posted by bangtanboys-official


Rap Monster: Namjoon would of course miss you, but not to the point where he’d travel back home to see you if he ever felt lonely. He would be at the airport, waving politely at fans who gathered at the airport to caught even a glimpse of him and the boys, slightly frowning behind his mask because his mind began to remember exactly what happened at another airport he was leaving you at, back then you two had no idea what it was like to actually separate from one another for months, only feeling how terrible and how long the months were when you separated from one another. He shook his head, knowing he couldn’t do this to himself otherwise he would become an emotional wreak and nobody needed to see that, so he continued walking with the boys, making a mental note to call you when he got onto the plane.

Originally posted by moonjint


Jungkook: I think Jungkook would miss you the most out of the boys because he wouldn’t really grasp the fact that you wouldn’t see each other face-to-face for months onwards until he actually went on tour and went through so many experiences, but couldn’t share that with you just like old times where he could walk into your shared apartment and talk to you, but now he had to check what time it was where you were, ask if you were still awake and wanted to Skype before you two would talk over Skype. It wouldn’t be bad at first because you were new to this sort of thing, but as the days went on, he realized that he was feeling rather incomplete with you which would make him sad often, especially after phone calls, texting each other goodbyes and having to end video calls over Skype because one of you had to go somewhere. It would be a lot a times where he’d hate the decision of ever wanting this job, but soon learned that he had to make serious sacrifices when it came to the job he had, even ones that would leave him often sad and hollow without your love.

Originally posted by yourbiaslikesitrough


Jimin: “Hey cutie!” Jimin would yell out with his famous and adorable eyesmile as he had his earphones in and was currently screaming at your eleven year old little sister who appeared on the screen when she overhead you talking to Jimin over Skype. Jimin smiled when she smiled back, sending a friendly wave towards the boy who was world’s away and was sacrificing his sleep just to talk to you after so long of not communicating. He would have a light-hearted conversation with your cousin, getting updates on how her school life was going and how she had won a dance competition at her dance academy before she was sent to run errands by your mother before you left all alone with Jimin once again. Jimin held his chin and cheek with his hand while his elbow was propped up against the mattress, letting out a sad sigh as thoughts of actually being in your presence and not being so far away filled his brain. “I miss you jagiya, I really do.” He said to you honestly and truthfully, hearing you say those words back just calling him by your cute little petname for him before you decided to end the call because you knew it was pretty late on his side of the world. Once the call ended, he sadly looked around the room was in, feeling like it wasn’t right to be somewhere so different and foreign from the apartment you two shared, but bravely smiled because you weren’t going to be separated forever and were bond to see each other again and be in each other’s presence soon.

Originally posted by sugaglos


Suga: Suga would be reasonable about being separated from you because he knew when he first started taking this job seriously that there would be days on end where he wouldn’t see you or be anywhere near you and that would help him in future when he started feeling down because you weren’t always there like you were when he wasn’t on tour or doing promotions. It would be during a concert where he felt his worst, rapping his lyrics to ‘I NEED U’ and finding himself thinking of how you’d be home alone, waiting for a phone call, text - anything from the boy you loved which caused him to remain emotionless for a while, hating the distance between the two of you but quickly reminding himself that he’d be home someday and things wouldn’t be as terrible as he thought they were in that moment.

Originally posted by yoonkooks

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to bother you. Especially since your ask box is closed but I really needed to ask for some comfort. I'm so embarrassed just asking for this but recently I was finally comfortable enough to take the next step with my boyfriend (well now ex) but even though he knows how self-conscious I am because I'm chubbier than most and tanner than he is (he's white while I'm Mexican), he still gave a look of disgust when I unclothed. We didn't do anything that night but I'm embarrassed still.. (1/2)

Could I bother you with some comfort from Aomine and Kuroko with a girlfriend who is about to go the next step with them but is afraid because what happened to me happened to them? I’m sorry for bothering you… I just don’t know where else to turn to… (2/2)


Babes, my followers are never a bother and you are always welcomed to message me, day or night. Messages go straight to my phone so do not worry about bothering me. I am really sorry that this happened to you. I don’t know the whole story but from what you said, he doesn’t seem like he was mature enough to handle you or what insecurities you may have had. Try not to get too hurt by this because you deserve and will get better than a guy like him. It’s okay to be embarrassed and I think you should let it all out and cry and punch your pillow, whatever you need to do to feel better, but do not be hurt for too long because it will affect you, how you think of yourself, and how you interact with others and I would not want this to permanently hurt you in the long run. You’re too precious and too deserving for that. I hope this gets better and that this story helps in some sort of way. I’m here for you and if you need to talk just message me. :) 

 



Aomine are you sure about this?” You questioned in a shaky voice. You stood in front of your boyfriend fully clothed but feeling completely naked. You both were in your dark bedroom with the only light in the room coming from the moon that shone through the window. Standing still between his muscular legs, you closed your eyes and sighed out, trying to calm down. The events from your last boyfriend were running through your mind and were stopping you from feeling confident in yourself. He took one look at you and made you feel as if you were disgusting and without continuing, it left you feeling embarrassed, broken, and hurt.

Noticing the contortion of emotions on your face, he frowned and looked up at you.

“What going on with you right now?” He asked quietly, sensing that something deeper was going on. Placing his strong hands on your hips he watched you, ready to listen to whatever was going on.

The tears were forming quickly and you felt embarrassed for even acting this way in such an exciting moment but you needed to deal with this. How could you move forward if you didn’t deal with the past?

“My last boyfriend… He…“ Already hearing those words made him tighten his hands on your hips harder, the worst possible thoughts running through his mind. What did this asshole do to make you cry and tremble like this?

“He did what?” He hissed out, eyes focusing on you.  

“He looked disgusted when I took my clothes off…”  Your voice cracked with emotion and pain. Even though his was a while ago, the wound was still fresh and wasn’t healing correctly.

“I’m so embarrassed,” You began, emotions finally coming out.

“I’m too big to do this. W-We didn’t do anything else and it’s because of me. I can’t stop thinking about it.”

While the tears fell and you stood rambling on about your ex and telling the story, Aomine decided he had heard enough. Pulling you to him, he buried his face in your stomach and wrapped his arms around you, squeezing and breathing you in. You felt good in his arms, full and soft, and he couldn’t’ understand why someone would make you feel any other way but good.

“Stop talking about him.” He mumbled into you with a sad voice. Aomine felt horrible for not knowing and never asking about your past. Honestly, he couldn’t bear the thought of anyone else with you but hearing this now was even worse.

Looking down at his blue tresses, you swallowed the lump that had formed in your throat and wiped your tear stained face. So many thoughts and emotions were running through his mind about what to do and what to say to make this go away. He knew he sucked at comforting but he had to say something.

“I hate him for doing this to you and I swear to—“ Stopping and calming himself before he actually went to find the guy and kick his ass, he moved back slowly and looked up at you. Your lips were pursed and you frowned at the thought of Aomine and your ex in a fight.

Maybe that wasn’t the right thing to say.

“Listen, he was a dick, _____. You don’t need to be with someone who doesn’t appreciate you. You deserve better.” Aomine rubbed the back of his head and sighed.

“Honestly, we don’t have to do anything until you are ready. Just know that I like you and hopefully you still like me and that’s all that should matter.” Sniffing and looking down at your boyfriend, you could see the slight blush on his face as he looked off to the side. Amused and feeling somewhat better you kissed his cheek and nodded. This big loaf was totally out of his comfort zone so him saying this was hard for him. Taking initiative to silently thank him for his honesty, you both decided to cuddle and relax instead of doing anything further.

“Thank you, Aho.” You said teasing him with his hated nickname, knowing it would bring him back to his usual self.

“Tch, shut up and sleep.” Pulling you into his chest, he was still until he felt your breathing slow and you relax. Looking down at your sleeping face, Aomine sighed out and watched you sleep. Closing his eyes and getting ready follow suit, he whispered in your ear what he was too nervous to say aloud.

“Besides basketball, you’re the only thing that matters to me right now.”  


Kuroko knew something was wrong. Tonight was the night but something was off. You looked distant, far, as if there was a heavy thought on your mind. Kuroko was never one to force or push anything but he knew he had to say something and try to help clear your mind if he could.

“____-chan…” He began, sitting down next to you on the bed. You smiled but it didn’t reach your eyes. Greeting him back you played with your fingers and licked your lips fearing he would start asking questions.

“Are you okay? You look like something is bothering you.” You knew your boyfriend was never one to beat around the bush so hearing that he noticed you were not okay was as surprising as it was needed.

“Y-Yeah, I’m fine.” You replied, smiling again and nodding to make it seem like it was the truth. Kuroko knowing better, placed a hand on you and squeezed.

“You will feel better if you talk about it. Only if you want to.” He wanted you to open up to him and be honest but he also did not want to push you and wanted you to do so in your own time. Sighing and taking a dry swallow, you knew deep down you needed to say what was on your mind. He was here to listen so why not tell him?

“I’m just sacred.”

“Scared?” He repeated. Your answer was so quiet, even Kuroko had to lean in and listen.

“Yeah. About tonight.” You bit your lip and Kuroko nodded in understanding.  

“We don’t have to do anything. You know that right, ____-chan?” He said quietly. How could you not know that he would never ask you to do something you didn’t want to? Did you really think he would let you be uncomfortable in such a serious moment?

“No,” you said a bit louder as you turned to look at him.

“It’s not because of you.” Lightly frowning, Kuroko looked at you in confusion. So if it wasn’t about him, what was it about? Asking what was going on, he felt you sit back and move your hand away from his warm one.

“It’s my ex. It’s so embarrassing, Kuroko. I c-can’t even…I…” As the tears started to fall and your voice broke, Kuroko listened to the whole story, taking in every detail. Pulling you into his arms and holding you tight, he felt his heart lurch with pain. He didn’t know how or why someone who said they had feelings for you could act so cruel but what he did know was he was going to be the one to fix it and make you forget about it.

“_____-chan.” He began with a soft voice. You sniffled and mumbled out a small reply to let him know you were listening.  

“I don’t know hard it must have been to deal with this pain alone but it must have been unbearable. But it doesn’t matter now because I’m here with you. I’m your boyfriend now and I like you the way you are. Weight, skin, all of you. You’re perfect and no one should tell you otherwise.”

Kuroko held you and rubbed your back as he spoke and even though it was hard to take in his words, you knew he truly meant them and was going to make sure that you believe them.  

“Let’s skip tonight and wait a bit.”  Nodding you looked down and asked him why, hoping he wasn’t rejecting you again like the last boyfriend did. Grabbing your chin and pulling your eyes to meet his, all you could see was conviction and sincerity.

“Because,” He started.

“I want to make sure you know I love you before I make love to you.”