Blame it on the Alcohol- Part 4
Jungkook x Reader
Genre: ??? It’s got a tiny bit of smut in it
Word Count: 3.2k
I side eyed the classroom once more, checking to make sure the professor wasn’t hiding in the corner or something. When I confirmed he wasn’t in the room, I grabbed my bag off the ground and quickly went to the exit with Jungkook close on my tail. We ducked down the hall and out to the courtyard which was surprisingly scarce of people. Jungkook pulled me around a secluded corner and pressed me against the cold brick wall. His hands moved all over my body as he desperately attacked my lips with his own. I tangled my hands in his hair and tugged on it as his tongue dove deeply into my mouth.
Jungkook broke away, hair tousled and breathing hard. His eyes scanned me up and down and then one side of his mouth turned upward, “let’s go back to my place,” he grabbed my hand and started pulling me.
I pulled my hand out of his grip to make him look back at me, which he did in confusion, “Mine is closer,” I told him.
His eyes darkened with mischief and lust, “Lead the way then,” he held his hand out in front of him to let me walk passed him.
I once again laced my fingers with his and this time pulled him down the path which I knew was a shortcut to my apartment building. The normally scenic path through the local park by my apartment blurred by as I ungraciously tugged Jungkook down the sidewalk. Butterflies filled my stomach when we walked through the main entrance to the building and hiked up the three levels of stairs to my floor. I pulled Y/BF/N’s key out of my pocket, sticking it into the keyhole and swinging the door open.
I pulled Jungkook into my bedroom and immediately I was shoved onto the bed.
He grappled at the bottom of my shirt and vigorously pulled it off my body. He attached his mouth to the exposed valley between my breasts while undoing his belt. While he did that, I worked on getting my pants and underwear off as quickly as possible, desperate to alleviate the ache between my legs. He pulled his shirt off, then kicked his pants to the ground, boxers included then immediately lined himself up with my hole. He thrusted hard and eagerly into me, causing intense pleasure and a slight sting from the stretch to mix inside of me. He buried his head in my neck as he rapidly moved his hips.
We both came hard and fast. Jungkook threw himself down on the bed, back first and was breathing heavily. He wrapped his arm around me to pull my body close to his. I laid my head down on his chest which was quickly rising and falling.
“You know,” I started, still trying to catch my breath, “we can’t keep just leaving school in the middle of the day.”
“Oh but this is so much more fun,” he whined dramatically.
I giggled at his comment then sighed, falling into a state of exhaustion which always took over my body after we finished our “activities”.
I closed my eyes and listened to his heart pounding. His fingers gently massaged my scalp making the urge to fall asleep stronger.
Jungkook lurched all of the sudden, “Oh, Y/N! Before I forget, give me your phone number,” he said while sitting up and reaching for his pants on the floor. He unlocked his phone and handed it to me, “in case you forget your bag at my house again.”
“Or you want a booty call,” I smirked.
He shrugged and the corners of his mouth turned upward, “Maybe that too.”
I typed in my number then handed his phone back to him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest.
We sat in comfortable silence for a significant amount of time. I laid my head on his chest thinking about how nice his skin felt, and how comfortable he was, and how I really really didn’t want to get up. I thought about his fingers which were massaging my scalp and found it funny that such a simple action could make my heart start pounding in my chest. It was moments like this that I wished would never end. It was moments like this that made me fall for him so hard, so fast. I wondered if there was even the slightest chance that he felt the same way.
“Hey, Jungkook?” I began, unable to contain my thoughts any longer, “what are we doing here?”
He hesitated, “Huh?”
I sat up to look at his face, “I mean this,” I gestured between us, “what are we doing… with each other?”
He looked to the ceiling as he thought through his answer, “Having fun,” he said simply.
I scrunched my face, “Okay but…” I struggled to find the right words to say, “what’s gonna happen with us?”
Jungkook’s fingers skimmed up and down my spine, “Y/N, don’t stress about it. We’re having fun. A lot of fun,” he smirked, “Let’s just keep doing that and see where life takes us. We can worry about labels later.”
My heart sank a little. Clearly, he wasn’t feeling the same way as me. However, he also liked spending time with me. As he said, we’re having a lot of fun, and I’d hate for that to end.
“Let’s just say we’re friends,” he suggested, “really close friends.”
I laughed once, “we’re friends with benefits,” I called the situation as it actually was.
I examined his face to make sure he was serious. His eyes were glued to mine and his mouth was set in a straight line.
“Okay then,” I nodded firmly, satisfied with the consensus, then laid down and rested my head on his chest again.
We fell asleep together then Jungkook left almost immediately after he woke up a few hours later.
“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he said kindly before leaving me in my bed, still naked and alone.
This will have to do. If I want to be with him, I’ll just have to settle with being his “really close friend”.
I sat on the couch with my legs propped up on the coffee table in front of me. A new episode of my favorite show just started and I held a cup of tea close to my face, letting the steam warm my nose. Strings music played through the speakers of the tv as a heart-wrenching scene played. Tears gathered in the corners of my eyes and I clenched my hands around the warm mug in anticipation.
My phone, which was sat in my lap, buzzed and caused me to rip my eyes away from the emotional scene that played on the tv. I blinked the tears out of my eyes and lifted the device to my face and saw a name which made the butterflies in my stomach flutter.
Jungkook: Wanna get lunch?
I smiled at his question as heat rose to my cheeks. So he does want to do more than have sex with me, he actually wants to spend time with me.
I put down my cup of tea to make it easier to reply back.
Me: yeah sure. Where are we going?
I watched the screen and anticipated his response when I saw the bubble with three dots appear in the feed to tell me he was typing.
Jungkook: I really want a burger from that one place by your apartment.
Despite his vague description, I knew exactly the place he was talking about since they were known throughout the city for their incredible burgers.
Me: do you wanna meet there?
I typed back.
Jungkook: No, I’ll come get you and we can walk together
His response was almost instant.
I replied to him then bolted up from the couch and ran to my room. I went to my full-length mirror to assess the situation and decide how much I needed to do to be presentable. My hair was sticking out in every direction since I hadn’t been bothered to brush it when I woke up. Or wash it. I was wearing an oversized worn out shirt that once had a logo on it but it was no longer decipherable. It also had holes in it and god knows what caused those to show up. I was also only wearing my underwear and they weren’t the kind I would want to flaunt for Jungkook either. Clearly, there was some work to be done.
It would take him about 15 minutes to walk from his apartment to mine so that meant a shower was out of the question. I tamed my bird’s nest with a hairbrush then doused it with a decent amount of dry shampoo before pulling it into a messy bun. I threw off my ratty shirt and changed my underwear to a nice lacey pink pair (cause you never know what a lunch date could turn into). I put on a gray sweater and a pair of leggings then pulled on my favorite black boots.
I went into the bathroom and sighed at the sight of the massive bags under my eyes. I quickly put on a layer of foundation to hide those, did my eyebrows and put on a couple coats of mascara. This would have to be good enough.
Just as I was giving myself a final glance over in the full-length mirror, there was a knock at the door. I took a deep breath then walked out of the bathroom and to the front door.
Jungkook was wearing a white t-shirt, blue skinny jeans, a black beanie, and a pair of timberlands, an outfit that I have seen him in numerous times but he somehow always looked great in.
“Hey Y/N,” he shoved his hands into his pocket and smiled, making his eyes turn into glimmering half moons, “You ready?”
“Yeah, let me grab my bag.”
We arrived at the crowded restaurant during the lunch rush. Jungkook escorted me to a two person table near the back of the restaurant, away from the hustle and bustle. He grabbed two menus and handed one to me before opening the other and scanning the options.
“Have you ever been here?” He asked while looking at the menu.
I opened my menu and examined the array of options in front of me, “No I haven’t but I’ve I heard the cheeseburgers are really good.”
He nodded, “Maybe I’ll get that.”
I looked over the meals and settled, “I think I will too.”
We both closed our menus just as the waitress walked over to the table and placed a glass of water in front of both of us. She was a young girl, probably around my age. She had long shiny brown hair that was paired with chocolate brown eyes and flawless olive skin.
“How are you two doing today?” She asked cheerily, looking at me before Jungkook.
When her eyes settled on him, they widened and she gasped lightly, “Jungkook!”
I looked at Jungkook whose entire face lit up and was filled with more joy than I had ever seen. He stood up and wrapped an arm around the waitress’s shoulder, “Hey Krystal!”
She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in close while giggling. A pang of jealousy sprung through me as I watched the two, clearly close friends reconnected.
“How are you?!” Jungkook broke away and asked her enthusiastically.
“I’m great!” She said as he sat back down. Her gleaming, smiling eyes wandered over to me, “is this your-”
“Friend,” Jungkook cut her off quickly. My eyes shot over to him as did hers. He was looking at her, “she’s my friend.”
The taste of bitterness filled my mouth and I clenched my jaw to hide my abhorrence towards that word.
She looked back at me with a friendly smile, “I’m Y/N,” I plastered a fake smile on my face.
“Nice to meet you, I’m Krystal,” she cleared her throat and stood up straight, “Can I start you off with something to drink,” she asked both of us, getting back into her work mode.
“I’ll just have a Coke,” I told her.
“Same for me,” Jungkook agreed, “were ready to order too,” he looked at me.
“I’ll have a cheeseburger,” I told her as she wrote down my order then looked at Jungkook.
“I’ll have that too,” he took my menu and put it on top of his then handed them to Krystal.
“Okay! I’ll have those right out for you!” She gave one last sparkling, a little too nice smile then walked away.
Jungkook and I both watched her walk away then I turned back to him, “Who was that?”
His eyes were still looking at her while her back was turned to us and it wasn’t hard for me to guess what part of her body he was actually staring at.
“Huh?” He asked without moving his eyes.
“Who was that?” I asked a little louder with slightly more urgency.
He blinked then finally looked at me, “A friend.”
I narrowed my eyes at him and tilted my head to the side, “A friend?”
He nodded just as Krystal came back and put two glasses of soda in front of us.
Jungkook took a long drink of soda through his straw then looked at me. He slowly put the drink down and straightened his back, “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“When you say she’s a friend you mean…” my skepticism of their relationship was very apparent.
He looked around clearly confused, “I mean she’s a friend. What else could I possibly mean by that?” He furrowed his brow.
“I’m also ‘a friend’,” I put air quotes around the word friend.
My implied question registered with Jungkook and he leaned back in his chair, crossed his arms over his chest, and a smug smile went across his face, “Y/N are you jealous of Krystal?”
“No!” I bit back instantly and felt my cheeks warming.
He chuckled and shook his head, “she’s just a friend.” He reassured, “You’re my only friend,” he added extra emphasis to the word so the meaning wouldn’t get mixed up.
I nodded, “okay,” the anxiety in my stomach faded slightly and I took a sip of my Coke.
“Well, I mean,” he started, “she and I used to kind of have a thing,” he stated nonchalantly.
The soda in my mouth went down my throat involuntarily, causing me to fall into a fit of coughs, “Are you serious?! I spat at him angrily
He noticed my anger and leaned back in surprise, “it was really nothing, less serious than what you and I have,” his voice was flat, he clearly didn’t see why this information was upsetting, “We slept together twice… maybe three times,” He tried to defend himself.
“Is that supposed to make me feel better?” I raged.
Jungkook retracted, narrowing his eyes and tilting his head, “it was like a year ago… anything between us is over now,” He furrowed his brow and shook his head, “Why are you mad?” He asked quietly.
I raised an eyebrow at him, “because!” I scrambled to make up a reason that didn’t completely give away my jealousy, “because I don’t know where she’s been! What if I contracted something?!”
Jungkook bit his lip with a hint of humor behind his gaze, “Y/N, don’t you think if you contracted some sort of sexually transmitted disease from me, you’d know by now?”
I opened my mouth to refute his statement but all that came out was a string of stammers. Thankfully, Krystal came back to the table with our food in hand.
“If you need anything, let me know,” she said a little too kindly to Jungkook.
I grabbed the burger in front of me off of the plate and took a massive bite out of it to bide myself time before I had to say anything else to him.
We sat silently eating our food for a couple minutes and then Jungkook cleared his throat, “Look, Y/N, I know I joked before but I want you to know that what happened with Krystal and me, it’s in the past. It’s done.” he said sincerely.
I swallowed a mouthful of food, “why did end?” I asked.
He shrugged, “Honestly, we just kinda faded, we kept in touch for a little while but once school started again, we didn’t have time to see each other so we just gradually stopped talking.”
I nodded, fully understanding the situation.
“You don’t have to worry about her,” he told me kindly.
Despite his nice words, anger rose inside me. Why was he talking to me the way a boyfriend would talk to his girlfriend? I’m not his girlfriend and he made it very clear to me that he didn’t want me to be his girlfriend, so why is he treating me this way?
“You don’t need to worry about how I feel, you know,” I pointed out bitterly.
“What do you mean?” He turned his head to one side.
“That’s like a rule of this whole ‘friends with benefits’ thing, you don’t need to care about my emotions. It’s not like we’re exclusive or anything, you don’t need to explain yourself,” I crossed my arms over my chest and downplayed my irritation.
“Even if that is the rule, I still care about you,” he mumbled.
I shrugged and chewed my lip, not trusting the stability of my voice. The fact that it was cloudy what his feelings for me were, upset me more than I could express, but I didn’t want him to know that.
He looked at me with concern as he thought of something more to say, but he said nothing. After taking one last sip of soda, Jungkook wiped his hands then cleared his throat, “I have to go to the bathroom, I’ll be right back,” he told me then got up.
Almost as soon as he walked away, Krystal walked over to the table, smiling.
“So,” she said while squatting down and resting her arm on the table, “How’s Jungkook doing?” she asked innocently.
I sighed then slapped on the most genuine looking fake smile I could muster. Even if what happened between them was over, even if they really are just friends, I don’t like this girl.
And why did I get the feeling that she was gonna be around for a while?
Shout out the anon who gave me the idea for this part! I was in a bit of a writing slump but I’ve got some new ideas and I’m excited to share them!
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