i watched this 6 times in a row and it never stopped being funny


❛ i need a reasonable paying job, something like $2,000 an hour. nothing too wild. ❜
❛ idc (i do care) ❜
❛ ‘are you taken?’ yes bitch, taken for granted ❜
❛ half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half is, well, an asshole ❜
❛ you’re yelling? at ME? the one person who has never done anything wrong ever?????? ❜
❛ you will find your home, you will find your place. you will find your people. give it a little bit of time but it will happen. ❜
❛ in order lead a happy life i’m gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit. ❜
❛ any body else here not good at anything??? ❜
❛ you can’t force people to appreciate you. ❜
❛ *puts on baseball cap* i am the dad now… ❜
❛ i fake smart.. like i’m honestly a dumbass idk shit but i know how to seem like i do.. i’m smart-passing.. ❜
❛ every straight woman who ever called her platonic friend her ‘girlfriend’ owes me $50 ❜
❛ i am a professional at misreading tones and overreacting to problems that most likely don’t exist ❜
❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life, i will be impressed with myself ❜
❛ you can’t cure sadnesses with a shower but honestly there is no purer place to suffer ❜
❛ patiently waiting for a kind soul to come along and make everything a little softer, brighter. ❜
❛ honestly i don’t even play an active role in my life, shit just happens and i’m like oh this is what we’re doing now? ok ❜
❛ no offense but if i die and no one uses a ouija board to keep me updated on memes i will literally haunt you all ❜
❛ imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 an hour ❜
❛ i have finally reached the age of most young adult protagonists yet my life is still uneventful??? where is my cool story??? my cool talents??? @ universe i’m pissed ❜
❛ hello, police? i accidentally stepped on my cats foot and need to be arrested ❜
❛ *tries to watch 45 minute episode in 20 minutes ❜
❛ please don’t just come in my life, take my heart and leave. please don’t do that. ❜
❛ concept: me, 10 years from now, living in a pretty house with my love, sipping a hot cappuccino on a rainy autumn afternoon. our dog curls up next to me in the window bench while our cat snoozes on the bed. i’m financially stable and i’m never tired anymore. the bees are safe. ❜
❛ i can’t believe what walkie talkies are called ❜
❛ the gorilla could have died and been done with in like a week but none of you know how to be normal ❜
❛ me: *is bitter but is also right* ❜
❛ just saw a girl in high heels long boarding to class. godspeed, my queen. ❜
❛ i’ve never belonged anywhere, i’m always just in between ❜
❛ too young for unnecessary stress, i gotta live ❜
❛ i may not be beautiful but at least i know a lot of useless information ❜
❛ i’m like always sleepy. i feel like i should be used to this by now and stop complaining about being sleepy but i can’t. always, i’m sleepy. ❜
❛ lmao no offense… but what’s the point of being mean to people for no reason ❜
❛ drunk me is the me i really want to be. confident, hilarious, and most importantly, drunk ❜
❛ “alcohol isn’t supposed to taste good” buddy watch me drink the fruitiest/sweetest shit i can find and enjoy it because i don’t hate myself enough to even begin to consider drinking like.. beer ❜
❛ tfw you’re already fully aware of the unnecessary self destructive bullshit you’re doing but you can’t bring yourself to do anything to stop it ❜
❛ hey sorry for not replying i didn’t want to ❜
❛ honestly how am i gonna make it in the world???? i get a little teary eyed any time someone compliments my personality ❜
❛ true bonding is when you and your friends are all angry about the same thing ❜
❛ *touches your hand and looks seriously into your eyes* i am a piece of shit ❜
❛ lets play ‘how rude can i be until you realize i don’t like you’ ❜
❛ i love drunk me but i don’t trust her ❜
❛ hate when i am wearing makeup and still look shitty like what else am i supposed to do? get enough sleep? eat right and exercise??? as if ❜
❛ i’m not on a high horse. i’m not even on a horse. i’m face down in a ditch on the road of life ❜
❛ i hate when people ask me what i would do in their situation because 9 times out of 10 i would literally never be in that situation in the first place ❜
❛ i barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am i even alive ❜
❛ you had me at ‘hello’ and lost me at ‘i think your friend is cute’ ❜
❛ i’m pretty sure by now ‘tired’ is just a part of my personality description ❜
❛ wow i really liked that song now i think i’ll listen to it another seventy times in a row ❜
❛ ‘shit it’s 2 a.m.’ i say every day at 2 a.m. as if i’m surprised ❜
❛ i’ve been stressed out since like the third day of second grade ❜
❛ telling other girls they look pretty is like cracking a glow stick full of positivity and female friendship ❜
❛ i want to be sun kissed and also people kissed ❜
❛ about me: glowing, eating peaches, drinking wine in lingerie, not texting your desperate ass back  ❜
❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜
❛ due to unfortunate circumstances, i am awake ❜
❛ i’m gonna solve mysteries so fucking good ❜
❛ what did people even wear in 2008 ❜
❛ i’ll just ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  my way through life ❜
❛ you know what sucks? everything bye ❜
❛ me? overreacting? probably ❜
❛ people asking me what kind of music i like is such a stressful experience ❜
❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life i will be impressed with myself ❜
❛ if you listen carefully you can hear me whisper ‘shut the fuck up’ at least once every five minutes ❜
❛ any time you like a boy just know you played yourself. always keep that stored in your mind for later ❜
❛ hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof ❜
❛ what i lack in personality i make up for in…….. nothing ❜
❛ me? cancelled ❜
❛ an app that tells you how raven something is ❜
❛ be with someone who will take care of you. not materialistically but takes care of your soul, your well being, your heart, and everything that’s you ❜
❛ i love the infinite multiverse theory because that means there’s a universe where i’ve pulled every single fire alarm i’ve ever seen ❜
❛ name a more iconic duo than the lengths i’ll go to both get attention and to avoid it… i’ll wait ❜
❛ i just want to be treated very gently and smell like vanilla and wear only matte dusty rose lipstick ❜
❛ 2017 is going to be a very healing year because it’s going to force us to accept that 2007 was ten years ago not three and i think that’s the root of our collective issues ❜
❛ i just wanna do cute things with you like crush the patriarchy, fight for gender equality, and help to destroy racism ❜
❛ i may not be that funny or athletic or good looking or smart or talented… i forgot where i was going with this ❜
❛ how is 2016 already almost over?? like this bitch came in, fucked us up, then left like she gave us a gift ❜
❛ supercalifragilisticextentialcrisis ❜
❛ stop breaking your own motherfucking heart ❜
❛ co-napping is a beautiful thing. knock out with me so i know it’s real ❜
❛ *on the verge of tears* ok not that i care, but ❜
❛ it’s not you…. it’s your zodiac sign ❜
❛ i want to be loved so bad it’s pathetic and embarrassing ❜
❛ my heart is filled with hate and swag ❜
❛ ‘i don’t care’ i say, caringly, as i care deeply ❜
❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜
❛ we all ugly to somebody, don’t trip ❜
❛ do i have a crush or am i just idolizing this person for being vaguely nice to me? ❜
❛ my parents were arguing today and my mom said that justin timberlake wouldn’t treat her like this ❜
❛ kissing is hella rad but no one is kissing me so that makes me hella sad ❜
❛ everyone’s having their mid-life crisis at like 19 ❜
❛ there are just people out there that are the embodiment of the sun like the things they say do light up the world and make you feel warm they are human sunshine ❜
❛ dermatologists HATE me… everyone hates me. i’m so alone ❜
❛ you know when you realize and you just… realize ❜
❛ a girl can respect herself and still take booty pics wtf y’all talkin about ❜
❛ i’m not badass i’m sadass i cry about everything ❜
❛ inspired by animal crossing, i’ve started doing this thing where i mail my best friends a framed picture of myself and then never speak to them again ❜
❛ i didn’t know double texting was such a big deal?? i have a lot to say ❜
❛ can someone please just be proud of me like fuck i’m trying ❜
❛ cosmo sex tip #367: when you’re in the mood, tell you partner ‘my spidey senses are tingling’ ❜

(  you can find the other popular text posts memes on my old blog: 1, 2 )

Lets talk BLOCK B in London

First off, if you weren’t a B-Bomb stan before that concert, its pretty safe to say if you were sat anywhere within the vicinity of my seat, you damn well are now! That boy has some serious fan service that ropes you in without telling you! From his effortless beauty that shines the minute he steps on stage, to his favourite English food of Cottage Pie (Who taught him that?), to the intense stares he was giving the entire left hand side of the balcony which, might i just say, are literally soul-sucking whenever his eyes land on you! Its safe to say, i’d give my entire life’s earnings to see B-Bomb smile at me again. O.O

But i digress.

To be honest, i probably owe everyone an apology for being a little too excited the entire hour we were seated leading up to the beginning of the show, so if there was a girl by you with deely boppers and grey/purple hair that was shouting and dancing too much to the sound system, I apologize for any inconvenience i caused you!  (I was just trying to make everyone a little more hype!) ;)

But its safe to say, the minute the lights went down and the VCR began, i could not stop screaming. And the moment they all came out, skipping onto stage whooping, Zico going above and beyond the level of hype i expected- I was gone, im pretty sure the scream that left me was long and continuous and did not stop for the entirety of the concert.

But shall we get onto the bit, that i know you’re all here for?

Block B, when seen with your very own eyes, are the epitome of beauty, and in the strangest sense, when you see them, reality comes squeezing in around you, and you’re forced to realize in that moment that their little feet start dancing around the stage, that they are in fact ACTUAL human beings. 

Along with this, the most prominent understanding you are forced to come to, is that, that Taeil that you’ve always seen on screen and in pictures, is LITERALLY JUST AS CUTE AND SMOL as he is in real life. I could not stop staring at how adorable he is- regardless of how manly he might actually see himself as. 

I was also forced to accept the true herculean form of Kim Yukwon’s thighs, and the reality of exactly why he’s got a girlfriend and has had her since debut and beyond- the boy is GORGEOUS. 

I had to confront myself about the reality that Jaehyo really is an extremely tall Ahjumma crossed with Adonis. And i cannot tell you the enjoyment i got watching him get to the end of the 3rd song, before seeing his face start to show the pain of exercise and dancing whilst all his other members were still happily bouncing away (because SAME). And by the half way mark, he had almost completely given up and had began to piss about with U-Kwon, who continuously tried to jab him in the ribs.

And then came Kyung. Now, im not the biggest Kyung stan as im sure most are aware. HOWEVER, i cannot deny him the fact that he is incredibly cute in his gestures, and he was SO HYPE to be in London! I swear to God he didn’t stop smiling the entire time, and i think that is one of the main memories that i will take away from that experience, is the huge arm heart that Kyung kept showing to the 2nd level- plus, when he smiles AS HES LOOKING AT YOU, you’re sure to go home happy. Although, can we just also talk about his miniature English q&a session (because he was all too aware he is the most fluent in English out of all of them), in which he asked the members about their favourite British foods, (hence B-Bomb and cottage pie) and he tried to rip into them for their adorable simplistic answers? Quick run down:

B-Bomb - Cottage Pie (proud of himself)
Jaehyo - burger and fries? (I think, was very shy and awkward when he said it xD)
U-Kwon - five guys (also pretty enthusiastic) 
Zico - fish and chips (very VERY enthusiastic, could be the new mascot for fish and chips tbh)
Taeil - (i feel like it was something generically English but i cant remember, my bad) 
Kyung - just giggled the whole time.

Now, lets move onto Zico. That boy, was LIVING for being in London. Before i got there, i got the feeling he was pretty excited to be here through his insta posts, but he could not stop going on about it the whole time, exceedingly smiley and energetic through the entire first half (and second half to be honest) but after Conduct for Zero (when he filled in for P.O- I was sad, but it was a lit stage) he just seemed so happy to be there, and seemed to genuinely be having the time of his life. He was ALL TOO HAPPY to speak English for pretty much the entire time, and just seemed so proud of himself to be able to do so, which was so adorable i cannot tell you! But after seeing Block B live, you can really understand what kind of a group leader he is; efficient, compassionate, and just BAWSE!! 

One of the songs which was a game changer for me, was the heavy rock version of Very Good they played!! Like holey moley, that was LIT TO HIGH HEAVENS!! (i’ll upload a video clip in a mo). But also NICE DAY WAS INSANE! And Taeil carried it SOOO well- if you ever do anything in your life, see Lee Taeil sing them high notes live man!! It is WORTH IT! But tbh, the highlight of that night, despite the lacking of P.O’s presence- which i think i would have legitimately fainted at- was Zero For Conduct. I’ve always been a HUGE Bastarz fan!…but seeing that live, has changed my life! Sincerely.

And also, you might be thinking, but how did the other members feel? Zico and Kyung were happily chatting away in English, but what about the others? However, despite wondering this myself, when the ‘thank you’-esq time came around, they had such a good translation system working, and although i initially thought it would be awkward, the minute the crowd started responding to what the translator was saying after the boys had spoken, it just became such a beautiful and warming atmosphere, because i dont know about everyone else, but i was soo happy to know how the boys felt about London, and the end of their Europe tour in general. And after Zico took his hat off for us like he said he would if we genuinely impressed him, i can honestly say, any normal band will never live up to the experience of a block b/kpop concert in general.

And on a final note, lets just talk about the fan service again, cause i still cant get over B-Bomb and i dont think i ever will. He is Apollo, he is sunshine on a rainy day, he is a tragically beautiful painting, and for as long as i live i will never forget the entire 5-6 times i locked eyes with that man and shared in his smile. Because even though I got to wave at Taeil who was waving and pulling many a sad/funny face at the second floor area, and even though Kyung may have shot a heart in my direction, and coupled it with the cheesiest grin i ever did see, neither of them for some reason compare to the utter, graceless beauty, that is B-Bomb’s smile when directed specifically at you.

I’d say more about Zico, but his attention was mostly on the front row and the standing crowd, and im not entirely sure he could see the balcony seats and up well- but he was having a grand time regardless. Jaehyo was smiling throughout, but i got the sense from him, that despite the fact he was having a good time, he was tired from the end of tour. And U-kwon was really just playing with the girls hearts in the front row the entire night- so if you were down there, r.i.p after Kim Yukwon.

And alas, here i sit. Crying over remembering all the little details of the show, that as soon as it started seemed like it only took 5 minutes before it was ending, cause i was simply enjoying myself so much. The Post-concert blues are real, and i think that concert truly did change my entire life, but if there is one bit of advice i’d give anyone who was thinking of going to a kpop concert, or any concert in general in the future…its simply to take a moment to take it in, it wont ever be enough, but as long as you take a moment for yourself to realize that what you’re experiencing is real, then it’ll all be okay.

P.S. imma probs do another post tomorrow with everything i’ve forgotten from this one, but for now, enjoy my reliving of ‘Blockbuster in London’. <3

The Labyrinth Chapter 17

Genre: Gang AU/ High School AU
Pairing: Reader/Jimin
Length: 2.1k
Summary: Finding an injured boy collapsing in front of your house, you decide to help him, only to find out he’s associated with some underground business. After that fateful night, you surprisingly find him in the new class you had just transferred into.

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anonymous asked:

can you do one where the reader and josh bump into each other in the elevator and it becomes like a daily routine kinda thing? idk like fluff and cuteness

i’m so sorry that i’m so slow at updating lately, but i worked really hard on this one, so hopefully it’ll make up for my absence a bit!! enjoy xx.


You stretch out your stiff limbs, cringing when you hear a few, loud pops and roll over in bed, hitching the covers up to your chin. You slowly peel your eyes open, rubbing away at the crusted sleep. It’s too bright. So, so bright and your alarm hasn’t even gone off yet. Wait. Your alarm hasn’t gone off yet.  Why hasn’t your alarm gone off yet? You flings your arm out to the bedside table, smacking down on the wood blindly until you grab your phone. Preparing for the worst, you light up the screen to realize that it’s 6:17 in the morning. 6:17 as in, you haven’t overslept your alarm; no, in fact, you’re nearly an hour early.  

With a loud sigh, you flop back down on your pillow, your hair fanning out and falling over your eyes.  You turn, facing the window to your right that’s currently the source of the god-for-saken bright light illuminating your entire room.  Of course you forgot to close the curtains last night and of course it would wake you up at 6 o'clock in the morning. You lay still for a moment before accepting the fact that you’ll never be able to fall back asleep and instead, shove the blankets off.

With another glance at the time, - now 6:20 - you decide that you might as well get out of bed and take a hot shower.  But you’d be damned if you didn’t do exactly that with an abundance of mumbles of discontent because really, you just aren’t a morning person.

You normally leave your apartment at 8:00, walk the twenty minutes to work, and pull your coffee-serving-apron on by 8:25. Your routine has been perfected and now you’ve gone and messed it all up by leaving the curtains open.  You have an extra thirty-seven minutes to spare.

You’re quite literally bouncing around on the balls of your feet, freshly showered, completely dressed, hair styled, bag all packed up, and you even made yourself a bagged lunch for the first time since middle school and now… you have absolutely nothing to do.

You sigh before pulling on a pair of gloves, tossing your purse over your shoulder and huff as you decide to just leave early.  Maybe you’d just stop at a different coffee shop along the way to work.


"Oops! Sorry, here!”

You race down the rest of the hall to the elevator and run in just in time. You look up with a soft smile, slightly out of breath to see the most beautiful human being… ever.  The air gets sucked right out of your lungs in a gasp of sorts and the man – the beautiful, oddly, yellow-haired, brown eyed, muscular man laughs out an actual giggle. A giggle. Oh Jesus.

“Hey, breathe! It’s alright, you made it. You good?” Another giggle.

And wow. His voice is just as beautiful as he is. All smooth but deep, slow, almost like melted honey and wow.  You are not even sure if he’s real… or human for that matter because, well, wow.

“Uh… you okay?”

Right. Yeah, You’ve been starring and that’s not normal. Of course. Right. Darn it.

“Oh.. uhh.. I.. um… hi. Yeah, I’m good sorry. Guess I’m a bit more out of shape than I thought. Thanks.”

The man smiled and pointed at the lobby button with a quirk to his eyebrow. With a nod from you, he pressed the button and shuffled to the left so you could settle to the right of the lift and you could both go down together.

Okay, so maybe waking up just a bit earlier wasn’t such a bad thing after all.

Your day gets worse after being yelled at by numerous customers, acquiring less than four dollars in tips, and spilling jelly from a croissant on your blouse.

But, you have the closing shift, so you work and work and work. You collect dishes and take orders, you wipe tables, serve food, make coffee.

Hours later, and the shop is closed and you’re free to head home, it’s fifteen minutes later than when you normally leave. You fasten your mittens back on and, start the walk back to your apartment complex.

You shuffle to the elevator and bounce on your heels trying to keep warm. You shove your gloved hands into your pocket, tucking your chin under the zipped collar of your jacket and can only think about getting to your apartment and into your bed as soon as possible.

A pair of feet scuttle up next to you suddenly and stand waiting for the elevator too. You notice a pair of bright sneakers and nods in approval. They’re quirky and you could never wear anything so flashy yourself, but you like them.

So, you say so.

“I like your shoes,” you start off as you looks up to face none other than elevator boy from earlier this morning.

The man smiles gently and nods before scuffing his feet on the floor.

“Thanks! Uh.. weird running into you again huh? Twice in one day!”

You nod and let the man step into the elevator first when the doors slide open.

“Well, nice to see you, have a nice night!“

You nod and watch for a moment before turning around and heading to your own room.

And although you would never admit it, you realize that maybe working late wasn’t so bad if it meant running into the boy for the second time that day.

The next morning your alarm goes off at 6:20 and you’re up and out of bed as fast as you can, actually excited to get ready for the day for once.

This time you don’t bounce around, waiting around aimlessly. Instead, you peek out of your door through the peephole in search of a certain head of yellow hair. When you spot him, he checks the time - 7:20 and steps out of his door just as the man presses the down button.

You walk over slowly as the door slides open and throw the man a smile as you steps into the elevator behind him. The man presses the lobby button this time with only a small quirk of his eyebrow towards you.

As the doors slide closed the man shuffles his feet, almost like a nervous habit that you notice, and mutters out, "Second day in a row, funny huh? Don’t think I’ve seen you around before yesterday.”

“Yeah, funny that. I actually just made a bit of a change in my schedule, so I leave the apartment just a bit earlier than I used to. And last night I was working late. Quite the coincidence though.”

It’s not a complete lie. You did in fact work late last night, so bumping into him was accidental and you did actually change your schedule around so you do plan on leaving a bit earlier each morning. But the man beside you being the reason for this slight schedule change is totally false and even if it were true, (which it’s so not)  it’s nobody’s business but your own.

“Oh that’s cool! Maybe I’ll see you around again soon then? I usually head out around this time.”

“Yeah, that’s definitely a possibility!” The doors slide open and there’s an awkward pause before you smile and say, “oh, uh, have a great day!”

And with yet another tiny smirk, the man walks off.


You have no need to stay late at work.  Everything is washed and ready for tomorrow and yet, you stare at the clock, wondering what could extend your night another fifteen minutes.  You end up lingering around, rewashing tables and triple checking to make sure all the napkins are full, until you finally head out at quarter past five. So what if you happened to bump into the elevator boy (god you need his name) again?  Not that you were hoping for that… no way.

“Hey! It’s you again. Should I be worried that you’re stalking me?” The man laughs, obviously kidding… if only he knew. But you’re not stalking. You really aren’t.

“Oh shit, you’ve caught me.. and to think I thought I was being sly about it. Figuring out your schedule and all that, working my schedule around it. You’re a clever one.”

So maybe there was more truth to that than elevator boy realized, but that’s definitely not his concern.

The man chuckles softly and steps into the elevator and pushes the first floor button so that it glows a pale orangey-yellow.

“Working hard and late again?”

“I work for the coffee shop down the road and it’s been so busy lately — One of the workers just left so it’s just me for a little while, until they hire someone new.”

“Ouch,” he says, “That sounds rough.”

“It’s not so bad, the extra cash is a gimme. What about you? Where do you work?”

The door slides open and the two of you step out, but wait and finish up your conversation.

"The gym down the road actually. Hence the sneakers and sweatpants every day.”

“Oh, that sounds nice!”

“Yeah, it’s not bad. Well anyways, good luck with your extra hours!”

“Yeah, thanks!”

And with that, you both walk off.

“Morning! Just in time, the elevators on its way up.”

You smirk a knowing smile (of course you’d watched through the peephole again).

“Great thanks! By the way, considering we’ve been at this for a while, I should probably introduce myself. I’m Y/N.”

“I’m Josh. Live down on that end of the hall. Apartment 312 to be exact.”


Josh extends his hand out to you - finally a name for the pretty face - .  You’re totally shocked when a giant hand encompasses your own in a firm, but soft and friendly shake, accompanied by a smile. A beautiful smile with a cute little dimple that you nearly missed because you were too busy staring at Josh’s massive hands.

“Nice to meet you Y/N.”

And you thank whatever Gods there were for making you leave your curtains open one crummy Monday night and wake up just a bit too early on a stupid Tuesday morning.

It’s been a week (not that you’re counting or anything like that) and you have figured out this much about Josh from your shared elevator rides in the early mornings and late evenings:

1) He’s beautiful.

2) He has a wide variety of sneakers.

3) He dyed his hair yellow in the dead of winter because he missed the sunshine.

4) He’s definitely a morning person.  Cheery even on Mondays.

5) He works in the opposite direction as the cafe.

6) You really missed him over the weekend; how pathetic is that?

7) He has tattoos - a big one all down his arm. It’s possibly a scenery of some sorts? maybe art? You think it’s art.

8) Josh loves to work out, but hates to eat healthy.

9) Josh is two years older than you and had gone to school in Columbus.

10) Josh just moved to the apartment building about a month ago after graduating with a degree in personal training and getting a full time job at the gym.

11) You’re very much screwed.

"Whoa, Y/N! Do you need a hand?”

Josh rushes forward as you haphazardly hold three giant bags filled to the brims each with groceries. You were trying to reach for the elevator button, but if you leaned over ever so minutely more, you probably would have lost the majority of your meal for the night.. or maybe week.

You peaked your head up over the bag a bit and smiled immediately when spotting Josh. You hesitate before handing over a bag.

“Throwing a party or something? Lots of food.”

“No, uh, I’m just cooking tonight for um, myself and a friend. Haven’t had time to in a while so I took my normal time off work to my advantage and decided to go shopping.”

“You cook?”

The elevator starts to move up and you nod.

“That’s awesome.”

With a blush spreading over your cheeks, you mumble out, ”I mean I’m not a chef or anything, I just like cooking is all.“

"No, shut it, I bet you’re a great cook. Well, I mean anyone is compared to me I guess. I’m twenty-eight years old and I can barely make Ramen noodles correctly.”

You laugh at his comment as the door open.  Josh walks you to your apartment door.  

"I spent a lot of time cooking with my mom back home… got used to always helping out with dinner and baking. Anyways, thank you!”

Josh hands over the bag again and their fingers brush against each other.

And no, that definitely doesn’t send a spark down your spine and it definitely doesn’t leave you with the traces of a smile the rest of the evening either. You’re not some hormonal high school student anymore.

That night you tiptoe down to apartment 312 with a small Tupperware contained filled with food in your hand.  You pin the sticky-note with a messy scrawl on it saying “in case you get sick of Ramen” and leave it outside Josh’s door.

A week of “hi!” “hey there!” “how was your day?” “great how about yours?” “not bad!” “how’s the gym?” “great!” “Shop has been good lately.” “Any new employees?” “no, not yet!“ “that’s too bad!” “I know!“ in the mornings, and exchanges of "out for a run again?” “yeah, trying to stay active!” “wish I had that motivation. Also those neon sneakers. They’re bold.” “thank you!” “I was teasing Josh” “shut up Y/N“ or "let me help you with those groceries” “thanks!” “Jesus what did you buy Y/N?” "just stuff to make dinner tonight.” "for who? Yourself or the entire state of Ohio?” “shut up Josh”

It’s becoming a thing now for you both, but you don’t even realize it. A constant routine of meeting up at the elevator in the mornings, talking about whatever comes to mind so god forsaken early, and then repeating the routine again at night with the bonus of groceries.

It’s a thing and even if neither realize it, you appreciate every morning and evening that you get to see each other.

And this morning is no different than the others when you rush into the open elevator doors, shocking Josh, who was already standing and waiting inside, arm against the doors, into a small jump and loud gasp. Yeah, he holds the door open for a while now if you’re running a bit late. It’s nice. And really cute. It’s a thing.

“Thanks, Josh.”

You’re worried.  You’ve pressed the elevator button three times to keep it open for Josh and well, still no Josh. See, it’s not like him to just not show up without telling you beforehand because he always tells you when he won’t be there in the mornings - like one time Josh had a doctors appointment and was going to sleep in, and another time the gym was closed for some simple renovations and he wasn’t going to be on the elevator in the morning or evening. You don’t really remember when it started, but you both started telling each other when you wouldn’t be on the elevator the day before so that the other isn’t left waiting like you are now. Waiting. You have never had to wait like this.

It’s 7:54, and that’s around 34 minutes later than the normal time Josh would come out, and nearly 20 minutes later than Josh would ever be if he were running late (which had happened one particularly rainy day that Josh had admitted to wanting to spend in bed). You know that you can still make it to the cafe in time if you just leave now, because your old routine was leaving around 8, but you have this weird twisting feeling in your gut and you’re honestly worried, worried, worried and you don’t want to leave without at least checking on Josh.

So that’s what you decide to do - you’ll check on Josh. Just to make sure he isn’t late for work. That’s a reasonable excuse… Right?

You’re really worried.

You walks down the hall and stands outside room 312 and just stare at the small numbers on the door. Just checking. Just making sure. Reasonable.

You knocks on the door with a mostly steady hand and wait.

And wait.

You panic - mostly about Josh’s well being, but also about looking like a total stalker.  Except, just before you try to take a step back, the door opens and there stands Josh.

Josh’s hair is sticking up in all directions except for the front bits which are sticking to his sweat damp forehead.  He looks paler than a ghost with the exception of his very, rosy cheeks. His eyes are blinking rapidly and trying to stay open and his nose is irritated and red as he continues to sniff pathetically. But stupid, stupid, stupid sick Josh just notices you standing at his door like a knob and breaks into a huge smile, before breaking into a coughing fit. Stupid sick Josh.

“Y/N! Sorry, hi, what’re you doing here?”

His voice is scratchy and he sounds slightly nasally and stuffed up and you immediately feel the urge to wrap your arms around his waist and pull him into a hug and baby him.

“Oh my gosh, are you alright? I, uh, I mean… I was waiting at the elevator - thought you might have um, slept in? So, I wanted to check on you. You know, make sure you didn’t, uh, sleep in? Are you okay?”

Josh had started coughing again as you spoke, but as soon as he stops, he just smiles and mumbles out a, “shut up.”

“Don’t tell me to shut up, I was worried about you!”

And fuck, you really didn’t mean to tell Josh that you were worried.

But stupid sick Josh just smiles even brighter and looks ready to burst from the light shining in his eyes and it’s so incredibly endearing. Stupid sick Josh.

"Just sick,” he pauses and sniffs before adding, “it’s cute that you came to check on me. But I’m fine. Really.”

Except, as Josh tells you that ‘he’s fine. really,’ he starts to sway a bit on his feet and he sniffs more and more before beginning yet another coughing fit.

“Yeah, right. 'I’m fine’ my ass, you’re practically dying for all I know - I mean, that’s what it seems like anyways. Get inside. I’m taking care of you today.”

And the thought hadn’t really processed in his mind until you babbled them out, but you can’t very well just take them back now, so you stand with the decision, but add on a feeble, “That is… if you’re okay with that?”

Josh nods - not reluctantly, but nonetheless, he’s also obviously trying to bite back a grin, and well, that’s all the confirmation you really need, so you follow him inside.  

You walk behind Josh into the living room and notice the heap of blankets where Josh had probably been lying only minutes before.  He plops down on the couch again and curls up, looking like he’s about to fall asleep at

And only after one last sigh, a soft smile sent in your general direction, and a murmured “thank you,” Josh dozes off.  

You make sure to call work, putting on your best sick voice before settling in.

“arg, Y/N?”

You spin around in surprise and spot Josh leaning against the door frame with sleepy eyes, mussed up hair, and a slightly less, but still very red, nose.

"Shit, did I wake you? I didn’t mean to, damn it. I was trying so hard to not make any noise to wake you up and then the damn door slammed shut. God, I’m sorry, go back to sleep Josh, really, I’m sorry. So sor-”

“Shut up Y/N,” he cuts off with a smile, but then he steps a bit further into the kitchen and you watch the way he tugs at the blanket wrapped around his shoulders into a cocoon of sorts. "What’re you doing, Y/N?”

You smile softly.

"Remember how you said you can’t cook to save your life? Like so bad that I can’t even make Ramen noodles?”

“Of course, why do you think I accept your leftovers?”

You smile and nod, "right, yeah, of course. Well anyways, I’m making homemade soup…you’ve been asleep for like three hours and I was feeling rather creepy just sitting in your living room watching you sleep, so I went to the store and picked up some stuff…”

Suddenly, a pair of gangly arms are wrapped around you, trapping you in the blanket cocoon, and oh my god… oh my god oh my god oh my god… Josh is hugging you what the hell… oh my god Josh… hugging… me… hugging… oh my god. But you wrap your arms around Josh’s waist and pray he doesn’t actually have to let go.

He does.

"You’re amazing. Thank you.”

“You haven’t even tried the soup yet Josh.

"Shut up.”

For once, you totally agree.

“Yeah, okay.”

It’s nearly 8 at night, and you’re still with Josh in his flat.

After making soup, and then having Josh eat the soup (which he admitted to being amazing), Josh napped for a little while longer.

After waking up, you made him tea and gave him some crackers, but Josh ended up just falling asleep again.

After waking up again, you put in a movie, but Josh ended up falling asleep again less than halfway through.

After waking up again, Josh made you put in his favorite movie, and that’s where you left off. With Josh in the corner of the couch, very content and feeling much better and you, tucked into his side, resting your head against his chest and your hands against his thigh. The blankets are covering the two of you and you can’t really begin to fathom what has happened today, but you can’t quite complain since it lead you to this moment.

As the movie ends and the movie fades into the credits, Josh pulls you closer into his chest and mumbles something about how excellent that movie is no matter how many times he’s seen it.

“You’re such a sap Josh, that movie is so sappy. Are you always this sappy, or is it just your being sick?”

Josh laughs softly before snuggling in more.

“I’m always a sap, but I think you’re a sap too you know.”

“Oh yeah? What’s that supposed to mean?”

Josh just laughs and places his head on top of your, his nose pressing into the top of your head.  You aren’t a sap.

“I’m not complaining you know, I hope you know that I appreciated today. I quite like getting to spend this much time with you and seeing you somewhere that’s not… the elevator. I mean like, when else will I ever get to see your fuzzy socks? I don’t get to see enough of you, or spend as much time as I would like in a two minute elevator ride. I, um, actually, well, I was thinking that, uh, maybe we could do something like this again… or maybe, like, more often? If you want. I mean, I would, um, I would like to.”

Your face breaks out into an enormous grin, ”I quite enjoyed today too,“ you mumble and lean into Josh with a smile so radiant you could probably see it from space, "and I would love to do something like this more often. I would like it too. Maybe with you less sick though? I can’t very well kiss you without risking getting the plague. I can’t even believe I risked an entire day camped out in your apartment while you’re like this.”

Josh sits up and turns to you with a smile just as radiant as your own, and murmurs, “Kiss?”

You smirks and press a soft kiss to Josh’s cheek before nodding and, in a voice mocking Josh’s, you sigh, “Shut up, Josh.”

My final top 11 Produce 101

Soo after a lot of consideration i personally really hope that these 11 or should i say 12 will be the final contestants to debut as the new i.o.i

1. Ong Seongwoo
From the first moment i saw him i think I’ve already fall for him. He’s just so handsome and really good at dancing! And after watched episode by episode it turns out that he’s a lot more than that. He also a really good singer that can reach high note (I was amazed when they say Seongwoo sang the chorus of get ugly), a huge dork that loves to entertain people and a person with infinite confidence that always brings out the positive aura into his surrounding. I’m so glad that he got more screentime lately!! Especially on ep 8 where they played the punch king game!! It was soo funny! Oh oh and not long ago revealed that he once had a part time job as a model in a wedding photoshoot. The outcome turns really good! The chemistry between he and his pair was 👌🏻👌🏻. In the end I really hope that a lot more people can recognize his all round talent and vote for him and keep him in a safe place in top11 because this kid truly deserve it!

2. Kang Daniel
So like some other people i also kinda ship daniel and seongwoo. They seems to get along really well and like to encourage each other. Maybe it was because their only one year gap age and have been in the same group twice in a row. So i can really imagine how cute it will be if they debut together!! Just like Seongwoo, Daniel is also a hard working person that seems want to excell in everything. He even try to be a leader after inspired by Jonghyun. Although at first he seems clueless and didn’t know how to lead his member, in the end he unite his member and brings out a really good performance with a really good chemistry between them. About his mistake for giving hints what concept does he like so the korean will vote for that concept for him, i think he already got the best punishment. It was a really good lesson for him to be more cautious and fair in the future. So please forgive and give him a second chance! P.s. he has a broad shoulder (60cm) and cute eye whiskers when he laugh that is something you can’t get enough of.

3. Kim Jonghyun
The new i.o.i really need a national leader like him, seriously!! He seems so nice and patience and fair but also firm. The way he always encourage hyunbin and told him that he can do it if he work hard really melt my heart. Besides he is a good rapper. His rap in the last evaluation was lit! His deep voice really suited the deep meaning of rap that he was tryin to share. He is also very humble! He said that being first was too high for him and it was a burdensome, but he was really thankful and said that he will work even harder so the people that vote for him will not be disappointed. And last but not least he’s sooooo charming and has a really good smile that will soothe your day.

4. Noh Taehyun
Oh boi i just adore him so much, especially after his performance in Shape Of You. Being a leader, center, and choreographer at the same time truly wasn’t an easy thing to do. But he can pull it off!! He and his member gave us a really great performance with great coordination that made the audience go crazy and begged for an encore. He also seems to be a fun guy to hang around with. Even though he already debuted as kid monster in hotshot i think he deserves to be in top 11 with those huge talent that he has.

5. Ha Sungwoon
At first i thought he was specialized in dancing, just like his fellow hotshot member, Noh Taehyun, because of their audition. But then he chose vocal in the position evaluation (downpour by i.o.i). He seriously made a really great choice because his voice was sooo good!! It was soft and shooting and really suited the song and really matched jaehwan’s voice when they harmonized. From that on he kinda caught my attention. He also seems to be a very hard working person that brave enough to show his ‘never’ dance alone when no one else did.

6. Kim Samuel
I’m still bitter about his huge drop rank in the latest elimination. He’s not even in the top 11. Why people why?! He is a really whole package to be an idol. He has a stable voice, great dancing skill, good facial expression, handsome, a cute dongsaeng, and he even rap well despite his young age. So for all of the korean out there please stop sleeping on him because he truly deserve to be in top 11.

7. Kim Jaehwan
Woah from sorry sorry to downpour he never fail to amaze me. His voice was just too good to be true! He can hit all of the high note effortlessly! He is seriously an ideal main vocal. He also seems humble and far from controversy. Although his dancing skill wasn’t too good, i believe that he can work hard on that and be better in the future.

8. Jung Sewoon
He has a good voice, good at playing guitar and has an ability to compose his own song! The moment i really fall for him was when he played guitar while performing ‘playing with fire’ song. It was so lit! The arrangement of that song was also really good!!

9. Lee Daehwi
He has a really good face expression, good voice, a good dancer, loves to compose song, and willing to go all the way back to korea left his parents who are stay permanently in us to chase his dream to be a singer when he was only 16. He is also a really cute kid who brings positive energy and seems to be close with everyone in produce 101. And of course a really great center in nayana.

10. Park Woojin
I also really like this guy! He is truly a dark horse. At first he seems to not stand out between the other trainee, but his amazing dancing skill finally showed in the dance battle and the evaluation. He even choreographed get ugly dance along with Daniel and Samuel. Besides, he can rap well too. So i think he deserves to be in top 11.

11. Lai Guanlin or Park Jihoon?
I still debate myself between these two because i like them both equally.
-Lai Guanlin
When i first saw his audition along with his fellow trainee from cube he seems to be lacking a lot. But when the show goes by he really improved a lot! He even became a great center in the position evaluation and turned to be number 2 in the latest elimination. There are a lot of potential in this kid that haven’t shown yet. So have a faith in him because i’m sure that he will be a big hit in the future.
-Park Jihoon
Until know i still think that he’s slightly overrated. But he suits enough to fill the remain spot in the new i.o.i. He is afterall a good dancer, has a really good facial expressions, and is a great visual. I kinda glad that his ranking drop to 3 because it shows that he’s not always safe in the first rank, so he really need to work hard if he want to maintain that position.

plus size series: michael

He was about to met her, the girl of his dreams, the girl who had been filling his thoughts for 2 years now. She was coming to the show, she was going to be in the audience, watching him. He paced back and forth in the dressing room, his heart pounding like a drum. It started out so innocent, just a simple DM about a stupid video game, which turned into a conversation about a green day album, which turned into him falling hopelessly for a girl who he didn’t know. She was there, before things got crazy, and she was still there now. Everytime her name would pop up on his phone his lips would turn up into an ear to ear grin. The purple heart emoji beside her name, which she’d made him put there, constantly being made fun of by his other bandmates. The thing is though,he felt like he knew her, inside and out, backwards and forwards. The endless conversations they had about anything and everything. He knew her favourite colour, he knew her favourite movies, he knew the stories behind every scar on her body, he knew the small dimple in her cheek would only come out when she laughed really hard. He checked his phone to find a snapchat video from her.

Hey mikeyyy! I don’t know if I can make it tonight, call me!” Her smile quickly turning into a frown, one that he had never seen before. He couldn’t dial her number fast enough, after 6 rings she finally answered.


“Well hey there rockstar.” Her voice causing his skin to cover in goosebumps, everytime.

“What’s going on? Why can’t you come tonight? Did you ticket get lost? I can just-” He rambled, biting the skin in the inside of his cheeks.

“No no, the ticket is fine. I-uh..” The line went quiet and Michael panicked.

“You there?”

“Y-yeah. Sorry. Just kind of out of it I guess.”

“I know something’s wrong, what is it?”

“Ffffuck.” She groaned on the other line and his leg started to shake, he didn’t recognize this tone of voice from her. “I’m just worried.” She finally said after a long pause.

“About what?”

“That you’re going to be let down when you finally meet me. Michael, you’re this huge rockstar with all these hot babes following you around all the time. I’m not one of those hot babes, I’m hot in my own way. I’m more awkward in person, I’m not as funny-”

He swallowed the lump that had been growing in his throat and sighed, never could he be let down by her, she was everything to him.

“Shut the fuck up. Don’t say shit like that.” He raised his voice,


“No let me talk. I’ve seen you. You’re fucking beautiful alright? God, the fact that you would ever think I could be let down by meeting you pisses me off because all I’ve wanted for the last 2 years is to finally see your smile in person.”

“You have no right to be angry with me Michael, I’m confident in myself, you know that just as well as I do. But your fans can be brutal, I remember some of the screenshots about Bryana that you sent me. I don’t know if I can handle that.” He took in what she was saying and took a deep breath.

“Please. Please come to the show tonight.” He pleaded, tears stinging in his eyes at the thought of her not showing up. He needed to see her, he wanted it to be real, realer than it already was. Luke always said it was stupid, and that he should just focus on a girl who he could actually hook up with. But Michael didn’t want that, he didn’t want just a hook up, he wanted someone who got him, someone who got was he was all about, and he found her, she just happened to live miles away. (Not that he didn’t want to hook up with her, because he really..really did) The first time they’d facetimed, he thought that he might die at the sight of her, she was even prettier than the selfies they’d exchanged. He’d fallen for her way before he’d even seen what she looked like, her looks were just a bonus for him. She once posted a #bodyposi photoset on twitter that he had jacked off to more times then he’d like to admit. She was posed with her ass on the counter, her thick thighs more visible along the rolls on her back which she claimed to hate, but he loved. The second photo was one of her in a crop top and jeans, smiling with her arm tossed over her bestfriend’s shoulder, it was at the Ed Sheeran concert where he’d sent her tickets for on her birthday. The third picture was his favourite, a candid photo that her sister had taken of her, giggling like a manic in a bikini on the beach, his favourite dimple popping out and her beautiful stretch marks visibly covering her stomach. He’d set that one as his background for the longest time, he joked around with her that he would do it, she didn’t think he actually would.

“Fine, you whiny baby.” She chuckled. “I’ll be standing right in the front row, you better not fuck up.” And that’s when it really hit him. She was actually going to be there. “I’m wearing your stupid band’s shirt by the way. The one you sent me.” He couldn’t stop smiling, he thought that his face would be permanently stuck that way. 

“I can’t wait to see you.” Was the last thing he said before she hung up. Hours went by, his leg shaking constantly during soundcheck, the fans knew something was up, everyone was tweeting about how weird Michael had been acting. The lights went down, Michael had never run out on that stage faster than he did that night. He started playing End Up Here, he looked over at Luke who gestured in front of him. There she was, smiling that perfect smile. The dimple. And just like that he forgot the words, he just stared down at her with this blank look on his face, strumming his guitar mindlessly.

“I thought I said not to fuck up!” She mouthed and it brought him out of his daze. The song ended, and her bestfriend whispered in her ear, making her giggle like a maniac. Calum cleared his throat into the mic and Michael immediately shot him a dirty look. 

“Sorry everyone if Michael fucks up every one of his solos tonight. Someone really important to him is in the crowd tonight, and he’s not paying attention.” Calum winked at her and she stuck her tongue out. Fans around her started screaming, thinking that the wink was directed to them. Michael looked down at her and she mouthed something else. 

“I. Love. You.” She smiled and her bestfriend clutched onto her arm and cheered. 

“I love you too.” Michael said into the mic, not thinking. Not remembering that they were on stage. She was blushing, the crowd was screaming. He played his heart out that show, knowing that as soon as it was over he would finally have her in his arms. 

Never Forget You

First teen wolf imagine of 2017! I hope I do it justice, I’m letting you know now if you haven’t seen Season 6 this is a spoiler…

Originally posted by dobedit

Stiles Stilinkski X Reader
Song inspo:
Never Forget You by William Singe
I used to be so happy
But without you here I feel so low
I watched you as you left but I can never seem to let you go
‘Cause once upon a time you were my everything
It’s clear to see that time hasn’t changed a thing
It’s buried deep inside me but I feel there’s something you should know

School at night is much different than the day. It has an eerie, macabre smog compared to the raucous air in the mornings. Danger is spelled across the doors, the walls, the very sight of the outside. Loud pit patters were heard as you ran through the halls. You had no idea where you were going. A hand guided you and you involuntarily followed it. Horses could be heard in the distance. Something told you to look back. A violent rush swept your body, jolting you from your deep slumber. The clock read three o’ clock. You let out a deep sigh because this was the fourth time in a row you had this nightmare.


“Interesting, never thought you would be a psychic.”
Ms. Blake smiled and threw me onto the floor. She tried to strangle me but not before Stiles burst in the room and prevented her from continuing.
We sat in his living room, while he gave me water. Scott crossed his arms, eyeing me kind of funny. I assumed he was trying to find the best way to approach me.
“You’re psychic?” Stiles blurted.
“No it’s okay. I guess I am, it would make a whole lot of things make sense”
“How’d you find her?”
“I heard the drums”
“What drums?”
“It sounded like something that would play before a ritual, there was also chanting”
Scott sighed and rubbed his neck.
Stiles hugged me, melting me into a warm embrace.
“At least you’re okay.”
He smiled and I returned it.


Since then, your powers grew and you learned how to use it effectively. You were especially strong in clairaudience. It was an ability that allowed you to hear things that others cannot, such as spirit voices, sounds, and even music. Your constant nightmare was the result of your new power, clairvoyance. At first, it was just a ten-second preview of a future event. The tricky part was that your visions are not to be taken literally; or at least, all the time. This worried you because the vision could mean anything. You decided to talk to the group about it later.

A dark cloud followed you everywhere you went. It didn’t thunder or rain, it just hovered above you. Something doesn’t feel right. Stiles bum rushed you in the hallway and dragged you to the cafeteria. “Eager much?” Stiles smiled and pointed to their table. Lydia and Scott greeted you with a hug. Malia offered you a smile which was much improvement. “How’d your hunting go?” Stiles was more than happy to blab on about the kid’s house. He’d been waiting for a new opponent to show its face so he could kick it in its teeth.


“Stiles, Theo’s gone. You can stop pacing.”
The lanky, awkward boy stopped for five seconds then continued.
I rolled my eyes at his persistence.
“How do we know that for sure?”
“Uh, maybe because his dead sister came out from a portal and took her murderous brother through that same portal. Did I say that she was dead? For you know, years?”
Stiles opened his mouth to protest but went against it.
He climbed on the bed and rested his head in my lap.
I instinctively ran my fingers through his soft but tangled hair.
“Stiles when was the last time you brushed your hair?”
“I kind of forgot between the chimeras, the hellhound, and the huge beast that went around capping bodies, my bad.”
I didn’t say anything because I knew he was going to apologize for being so snappy.
In like, three, two…
“Sorry, I just don’t want to be surprised, you know?”
“We live in a supernatural beacon, we pretty much set ourselves for surprises.”
“Can we just stay like this, for a while?”
His eyes were full of desperation and sadness.
He went through so much.
I smiled and nodded, “for as long as you want.”


“So long story short, you didn’t find anything?”
Scott cut him off before he could argue the truth, “basically.” Stiles groaned in frustration, “we have proof that something weird is happening.” This is where Lydia chimes in. “And let me guess, it’s up to us, the gang, to figure it out? Who’s going to say we have a mystery?” You couldn’t help but chuckle at the Scooby Doo reference. Stiles nodded and tightened his lips into a thin line. “Scott, diffuse,” he looked from you to him and placed a hand on his back. “Look, Stiles, we just don’t want to rush into another issue without knowing what we’re dealing with. We have to handle this better. After school, we’ll go to Alex’s house and find some clues that can help us.” Stiles gave a small nod of approval as someone with a camera came over. “Yearbook?” You all shrugged and got together to take a picture for the yearbook.

Before they left, you told them about your dreams. They took note of it and headed to class. During the next class change, you could hear a soft tune. Your body froze, and your vision went blank. An image of a black horse surrounded by blue smoke in the middle of a thunderstorm surged through your mind. Soon a rider materialized on top of the horse and a part of the song, loud and clear, rang through your head. The pain shot you out of the vision. You found yourself panting hard, clutching your stomach for some odd reason.

You couldn’t focus in class. Something about the vision scared you. Once you found Lydia and Malia, you rushed over to them. “Hey, Lydia thinks she found what Stiles was looking for, something called –” You cut Malia off with haste, “riders of the storm?” Lydia looked at you with surprise. “I keep forgetting you’re psychic. They’re actually called the Ghost Riders of the Wild Hunt.” Ghost riders… You tried to remember any clues in your vision that might have helped, but your mind kept repeating the song lyrics, “riders of the storm.” Malia’s hand on your shoulder startled you. Apparently, you weren’t just thinking about the song, it got to be so much that you started saying it out loud. “I’m sorry.” You quickly walked out of the room and started down the hallway.

Just as you collected your thoughts, Stiles ran into you. He looked scared and he had this wide-eyed look. He grabbed your shoulders tightly. “Y/N! Do you remember me?!” You furrowed your brows and gave him a weird look, “is that a trick question? Why wouldn’t I remember you, Stiles?” Stiles let out a staggered breath, “oh thank God.” Before you could say anything else, you heard the sound of thunder and the cries of a horse in the distance. Both of you shot your heads in that direction. No, no, no, it can’t. This isn’t happening. Stiles grabbed your hand and steered you towards an exit.

The heavy footfalls from both of your feet were deafening. It was yours versus the click clack of horse hooves. You were tempted to look back but you remembered your dream. Stiles took you out into the thunderstorm. Leaves flew from every direction. Stiles kept running but stopping. Although you couldn’t see, you could hear more than a few horses around you. When he found an opening, Stiles and you ran to his jeep. “Stiles, what’s happening?!” Instead of answering, he held your hands in his and gazed into your eyes. A few tears trickled down his cheeks as he spoke, “you’ll forget me.”
“No I won’t, why would you say that?”
“Hear me out, okay? In a few seconds, you and everyone else will have forgotten me but I need you to remember. Remember the overly sarcastic kid who never stops asking questions, never knows when to stop, remember the first time I slept over at your place and almost took off your head with a bat, remember how you helped me get through times when no one else was there, remember, remember…”

Your eyes fluttered open. You turned to look at the clock beside your bed, seven-forty. The nightmare finally went away. As you got dressed for school, you noticed the cloud was gone but in its absence, something else was present. It was like an echo in the back of your head but it had no formidable words. You tried shrugging it off but it just remained there. Did I forget something? you asked yourself.

Days went by and that echo sat in the back of your mind like a pin in a cushion. Scott and others felt like they were missing something too. It wasn’t until Corey revealed the ghost riders at a party, that something felt off. Lydia approved of your outfit when you came into school. A classmate, Megan, complimented you on it. “I love your style.” You frowned at the word. Style? You shook your head and continued down the hallway but stopped in front of a bulletin. A poster that said Find Your Style. It was like an itch you couldn’t scratch and it was about to get worst. In Literature, Mr. Foster talked about the way an author writes. You zoned out but snapped your attention to the board as he wrote Style, big and bold across the board.

You tossed the bloody tissue into the trash can and picked up a clean on to place back on your nose. During Lit, your nose started gushing out blood as you tried to remember something. Why was the world style so important?

After school, you met up with Lydia, Malia, and Scott to talk to Deaton about the issue all of you were having. He had Lydia induced into a trance so she could pull something out of her subconscious. When she was finished, we all saw that she just wrote mischief all over the paper. Lydia cocked her head to the side to look at the paper. “What the hell is a…Stiles?” Stiles…Your body froze as a series of images pummeled your mind at once.

The first day you arrived in Beacon Hills and was bumped by a kid with brown hair. He was sassy, sarcastic, and you loved it.

You walked back from the kitchen with a bowl of popcorn when an aluminum bat swung in your direction. You ducked in time, the bowls breaking upon contact with the ground. The overexcited boy immediately dropped the bat and apologized for what seemed like hours. He bent down and picked up the glass with his bare hands, almost cutting himself.

Ms. Blake strangling you until a lanky boy broke down the door and scared her away. That was when you found at you were psychic, he gave you a hug and made you feel better even though his dad was taken.

A doorbell at your door prompted you to get up and answer. Tears fell the beautiful brown-eyed boy who shook as he rambled on about a dead body and how he was responsible. You held him close and told him it would be okay until he calmed down.

The same scared boy who dragged you throughout the school, afraid of something you couldn’t see. The same boy who asked you to remember, who told you…

“I love you, Y/N. Please don’t forget me.”
“Stiles, I will never forget you, I lo–”
The door from the car was ripped out and he was being dragged from the car.
You reached over your seatbelt, not worried about the pain its pressure caused.
You grabbed his hands, the sweat on his palms made them slippery.
“Remember!” he let go of your hands and vanished into the night.

You cried out and grabbed your stomach.
It throbbed with searing pain.
“Are you okay?”
Everyone watched you sink to the floor, a distant look in your eyes.
You blinked a few times, allowing tears to fall.
“I remember…I remember you, Stiles”



Hey guys! So this is a post about my experience meeting MonstaX in Singapore! I’m going to be posting gifs and all that so I apologise in advance for the very long post! THERE ARE SOME THAT ARE SAVE-WORTHY! Enjoy reading!


I would like to start this post off from the very beginning which is of course, me welcoming the boys at the airport. I didn’t get to sleep the entire night because I got home late and saw no point in sleeping since their flight landed really early so I was pretty much exhausted. When I got to the airport, I managed to find a nice spot right in front of the doors they were coming out from thanks to this nice girl who let me stand beside her. Can I just say how proud I am of Monbebes because while waiting, we were greeting the people coming out of the luggage section with nice words like “good morning” and “have a nice day”. 

Anyway, the boys came out late and according to some people who came out, they were having a drink at Starbucks and chilling in the lounge. (I can’t confirm this information because I wasn’t in there obviously.) The wait was worth it of course! 

Minhyuk came out first with a bright smile on his face, waving to the fans waiting outside. Changkyun followed behind with his earphones plugged in and unfortunately, didn’t pay my side much attention. Wonho was the third to exit and took the fan gift my friend prepared before giving me a high five (to the best of his ability because he was holding something). Kihyun and Jooheon followed them and waved to all of us. Shownu then exited and he gave me a high five so I was real excited about getting two high fives in less than a minute! Hyungwon was the last to come out but he was being real adorable and waving to us all!


When I arrived at the venue, there were so many things happening and it really hit me that I was about to see my boys in person. People were handing out freebies, giving out banners for fan projects and selling merchandise. Let’s just say that I went home with a bag full of things… Anyway, I entered the hall and got to my seat, which wasn’t a great one because it was a last minute ticket a fan site couldn’t use but I’m still grateful.

The show started off with a bang and even though this is a MonstaX focused post, I’d like to commend Sistar for their stunning vocals and amazing performance quality. 

Fan site master Here, My dear sat beside me and I was helping her look out for guards while she took photos. She was thankful so she gave me this cute Hyungwon card and also tweeted me! 

When the boys came out, I was just sitting there and feeling very happy and thankful. As someone who has been following them since the start of ‘No Mercy’, I was so happy to be able to watch and listen to them in person. I’m grateful that I’m given this opportunity to walk them through this journey filled with tears, laughter and success so I got really emotional. 

Near the last few songs, fans started rushing to the front so I made my way there too. I was lucky enough to get a spot right at the front so I was in the first row! The amazing things start happening here and I’ll just be listing down the moments that happened!

1) Kihyun occasionally rapping to Jooheon’s part in ‘Rush’ and being adorable.

2) Shownu jumping off the stage to interact with fans and body waving to get to where I am. 

When we made eye contact, I thought he was just going to keep walking but he tilted his head to the side and did that thing with his eyebrows.

Then leaning closer to me to give a high five/handshake thing. HE WAS SO CLOSE I SWEAR I COULD SEE HIS SWEAT. 

3) Changkyun and Jooheon stopping in front of where I was to give people high fives! The former was holding onto a girl’s hand while performing and I’m so happy for her omg.

3) Wonho came over to where I was! 

I also got lucky because my boy noticed me.


4) Here’s a gif of our boys performing ‘Rush’ 

5) Jooheon being hot and ruining lives.  

6) Minhyuk being adorable, crossing his arms and moving side to side + Jooheon ruining lives part two.

5) Wonho killing us all during ‘Hero’ 

6) Minhyuk not following the choreography and falling backwards instead of forward. He’s such a cute lil bean help us all. 

7) Shownu because I like Shownu 

8) More of ‘Hero’ 

9) ‘Hero’ dance break!

10) The moment I made eye contact with Changkyun, I pulled a funny face at him and I’m proud of how much of a derp I can be because it made him laugh. I actually made Changkyun laugh guys asdfghjkl

11) Being caught in the act by Joohoney so he laughed at me as well and gave me a small wave pft. I WANT TO FIGHT THEM BOTH I’M MAD MHM

12) Grandpa Changkyun’s delayed reaction (poor bub must be tired) + Jooheon’s heart!

13) Minhyuk the cutest shooting hearts at the fans! 

14) Wonho feeling bad for stealing my heart so he’s sending one back :”)

15) The boys sitting at the edge of the stage for a group photo!

I’m the one in the choker! I’m so sorry I look like a turd hahaha


Okay so I had this genius plan where I made a box disguised as a fan board, put my phone in it and placed it on my head. The following gifs are from the video I managed to film. I’m generally chill with idols so this video was actually really stable. 


He was already waiting for me before I finished my high five with Bora so imagine how surprised I was to look him in the eyes. I told him “Thank you for being born.” To that, he smiled and thanked me twice! He also wiggled my hands when we linked fingers and that was absolutely adorable. 


This lil ball of sunshine smiled so brightly I forgot I was indoors and not out in the sun. I said to him “Your voice is amazing!” (rough translation because that’s what I intended to say? I said “좋다요”) I think Kihyun got shy because he was just looking down and smiling? HIS DIMPLES MADE AN APPEARANCE AND I THINK I DIED THREE TIMES. 


This angel was all smiles when I got to him and I told him “Minhyuk, please be happy!” He’s always the bright one of the group and I really hope that my angel will never get hurt. 


I’m real mad at the fact that my phone decided to fail on me when I reached Changkyun? When he leaned closer to high five me, I automatically bowed my head but my phone fell so I ended up saying “Thank you I.M- oh shit ugh”. My friend took a video from afar and you can see him looking at me all weird. (I have people who told me that they watched the video more than ten times and still laugh at what I said fuck.)


Okay, this boy is just adorable from head to toe. He gave me his cute/surprised face that he uses during aegyo when he saw me?I think he noticed my camera so I said “Jooheon?” He leaned closer to me and went “What?” So i pointed to the box on my head and said “Camera” before giving him a sneaky smile. He then stared at me incredulously and gestured at it before repeating “CamERA?” IT WAS HILARIOUS I’M STILL LAUGHING.


I think he overheard my conversation with Jooheon so you can see him looking at my camera and smiling before moving his attention to me. We were just kind of looking at each other and I went “bye” so he said “bye” as well pft. Put two awkward kids together and this is what you get.


Last but not least, we have Shownu! I planned to say to him “My dream is to dance with you one day” but I couldn’t say it anD I’M STILL HELLA SALTY ABOUT THIS OKAY. The guard at the end was suspicious and was going to question me so I was like fuck. In the end, we just did our high five, linked our fingers quickly and I said “love you, thank you!” before running off. In the video my friend took, you could see the guard at the end try to grab at me but I ran off so quick Usain Bolt would be jealous. I’m still sad that I couldn’t get a clearer shot with Shownu and to tell him what I intended to say but being able to interact with him is already amazing in itself. 


The last part of the fan meet was a photo taking session! They increased the number of people for the photo from 20 to 30 people so you can imagine how slim the chances were to sit in front of one of them. I wasn’t all that lucky so I was a row in front of them. However, I did make the most of the last moments with them. I thanked all of them for coming as I made my way to my spot because they must be tired and all that. I then waved to Wonho and my baby waved back! Jooheon was beside him so I did the “1+1=gwiyomi” thing and we did weird aegyo shit together before I turned around, laughing. My pose was of me kissing my Wonho fan (I’m the biggest loser around). When we finished taking the photo, they waved us all goodbye and that’s the end!

LASTLY, I’d just like to say that meeting and interacting with them is such an amazing experience that I will never forget. I sincerely hope that all Monbebes out there will get their chance to listen and see them in person. They are wonderful people, friendly, sweet and talented, so I’m very thankful. I met lots of great people during that day and I’m thankful to MonstaX for helping with that as well. If you made it all the way to this point, I’d just like to say thank you and a huge good luck because I want everyone to be able to meet these angels and leave with a smile on their faces. 

rae out 

(if you’d like to chat or anything just slip into my ask box or find me on my twitter @ jeonlights)

Hiya everyone! With the amount of fics I read, and as people sometimes ask me for recs, here it is. My oldies and newbies but goodies fic rec, with both new and older fics that I liked/loved, that I read for the first time or re-read, or alternatively and very creatively titled “Weekly Fic Recs” (this one is a bit late because of some issues with Tumblr). In no particular order:

1. Fire For A Heart, by  @stylinscripts  and @tvshows-addict

The Grey’s anatomy/Chicago Fire AU no one asked for where Louis is the captain of the firefighting Squad 78, Harry is a surgeon, Zayn is Louis’ second in command and Liam is the rookie. Niall and Sam are Harry’s fellow residents and have their own affair going on. (Aka, “the Toast Fic”. Listen, read this, you won’t regret it. Warning: Major character death, but it happens in the 2nd chapter and the first chapter can be read on its own and it’s soo good and fluffy and smutty (the death chapter is very very well written though if you want to read it).

2. All the Right Moves, by @cherrystreet

This is the third game in a row that Harry has been distracted by the noisy boy in the stands, five rows back. There’s really no reason that he should feel compelled to stare into the audience as frequently as he is, but he can’t help it. This boy is a nuisance. And he’s loud. Even from basketball court with nine other players running by him, shoes squeaking on the shiny hardwood floor, and thousands of cheering college students, Harry can hear this boy nearly shrieking, his laugh more like a cackle than anything. It’s seriously obnoxious. (Honestly, I recommend reading anything by this author who is definitely one of my favs. This story is cute and funny and just amazingly well-written.)

3. You watched me sink, by bananasandboots (@anylessreal

They’ve discussed it a few times - the boyfriend thing. It’s not like it’s some forbidden, horrific, abandon hope all ye who talk about furthering the relationshipsort of subject. They’re mature adults. They’re in tune with their feelings, their hearts’ desires, the way those butterflies swoop in their bellies whenever they so much as hold each other’s hands. They like each other. A lot. It’s mutual, they know. But for now, they’re just content to enjoy the simplicity of what they have, and what they have is great. When dating in secret stops being enough, then they’ll discuss that too.

Or, the one where Harry teaches Sex Ed and sneaks around with the drama teacher, and doesn’t realize how out of tune he is with his true feelings until everyone else figures it out for him.

(Hot, and cute, and funny, and slightly angtsy, and then funny, and cute, and HOT.)

4. a fully armed battalion (to remind you of my love), by anonymous for the H/L Spring Exchange

Everyone at Hogwarts knows that Professor Styles and Professor Tomlinson absolutely despise each other. It’s too bad that they’re in love.

(It’s BOTH an Enemies to Lovers AND a HP AU. What more do you want?)

5. baby got blue eyes by @bottomlinsons

A college/uni fic. Harry has been working on a mural and has been struggling to find the right shade of blue. Until he meets Louis. (Essentially, a very silly take on what could have otherwise been an incredibly romantic tale!)

(I like this author very much a lot and this one-shot definitely didn’t disappoint. Clumsy goofy Harry is the best kind of Harry.)

Keep reading

Hayes Grier:Beyoncé to my Jay-Zero


Request:Can I have an imagine bout me and Hayes we have been close frans at digi tour for a while and he asked me out spontaneously, we make out in public a lot and the boys tease us and take pics. BTW my name is Kayla. Please and thank you. ❤💋💕😏

Kayla’s POV

I saw Hayes laying down on one of couched in the tour bus so I decided to do what any logical person would do a and lay on him. I laid on his back and he looked over his shoulder.

“Eww it’s you.” He joked. I giggled.

“You love me.” I teased.

“Please YN you’re a hot mess.” He said.

“So you think I’m hot.” I laughed.

“Okay off.” Hayes rolled to his side so I fell of his back. I tried to grab on to him but I fell off anyways and hit the ground with a thud.

“Ow you scratched my back.” Hayes complained.

“You’re the one you threw me off.” I replied.

“Yea but you laid on me first.” He stood up putting his back towards me lifting his shirt. “Is it bad.” He asked.

I slapped Hayes’ back as hard as I could. Hayes arched his back in pain. I ran off laughing not getting very far. “You’re not getting off that easily.”

He grabbed me around the waist and threw me back on the couch. I put my arms up which he placed his hands to match. I lightly pushed my knee on his chest.

“Hayes stop.” I giggled.

“No you stop.” He cooed.

“How bout you both stop.” Tez interjected.

“Seriously just date already.” Aaron added.

I blushed turning my head away.

“See your both blushing. You both like eachother.” Tez shouted.

“We know we know you two are just friends whatever.” Aaron said.

They both went on doing whatever they were going to do. I hated when they teased us it sucked especially since I did like Hayes a lot. It sucks because I know Hayes will never like me back. He’s so perfect and there are so many girls prettier than me who would date him in a heartbeat.

Hayes was now propped up on one arm hovering over me. His cologne smelled so good. I swallowed the lump in my throat. I could feel my heart beat picking up pace. He was so close yet so far away. My eyes gazed upon his perfectly place facial features. From his prominent jawline to his full pink lips I wanted it all to be mine.


Hayes knocked me out of my daze.

“What?” I questioned. I didn’t hear a work he said.

“I said I was sorry about them.” He nodded back at Tez and Aaron.

“You always apologize even though you don’t have to.”

“Ugh it’s just they’re so immature. I mean I love you,” my heart fluttered a smile on my face. “As a like sister best friend way you know.” He rubbed the back of his neck.

That was something he did that was reserved for when he was nervous or lying. He would often do it without noticing. But why would he be nervous? If he was lying what was he lying about? Did he not even like me as a friend? Did he just feel bad for me and let me hang around him?

“Yea totally I feel the same about you. You’re the little brother I never wanted.” I lied trying to hide my hurt behind a smile.

“Only by a little bit.” He groaned.

“Whatever little bro.” I rubbed his hair messing it up.

*Two weeks later*

Hayes’ POV

Lately Kayla has been kind of distant. I don’t know what’s wrong and she won’t tell me. I just want to make her better. I hate seeing people I care about sad especially Kayla.

Okay I admit I might have a small thing for Kayla but can you blame me? She’s kinda hot well a lot of hot and funny and caring and confident and she’s always herself which I think is what I like the most about her. Okay maybe I have a big thing for Kayla. She’s so beautiful. I know she doesn’t like me back. She called me her brother just a couple weeks ago. I mean I kinda friend zoned her first but that’s not the only time she’s done that.

Whenever we were confronted by fans asking if we had a thing or saying something even as harmless as we would be cute together she would automatically say that we were just friends and I was her brother and how we would never happen. I’ll be honest it hurt a little but the way she acts around me says different than her mouth does.

We were at a sound check right now and Kayla was rehearsing her performance for the show. She sang and dance. I’m telling you her voice is heavenly and the way her body moved way just so amazing. I couldn’t imagine doing the fast pace choreography that she does.

“Close your mouth before a fly gets in there.” Tez slapped a hand on my shoulder making me jump snapping me out of my daze.

“ Kayla drives me crazy man,” I confessed still watching her preform. “She always flirts with me and touches me and laughs at my jokes. She even comes cuddles with me some days and holds my hands. We’ve had so many late night talks just opening up to eachother. She even told me she never has told anyone things she tells me about her and her past and how she trust me more than anyone and she still can’t see us more than friends. It makes me so mad all I want to do is kiss her and hold her and love on her and let everyone know she’s all mine and I’m all hers.”

“Don’t worry about it man. I was talking to Alyssa and she said YN was crazy about you and that she was even cry-ing the other day because she thinks you don’t like her.” Tez informed me.

I felt bad because I never wanted Kayla to be sad or cry especially because I’m too stupid to ask her out.

“Really!” I yelled jumping on Tez hugging him.

“Really.” He pushed me off.

“When am I going to asked her? How am I going to ask her? You know what I’ll ask her right when she gets done I can’t wait another second.” I blurted out my thoughts.

I looked over at Kayla and she was looking over at me. Kayla probably saw me freaking out so that was probably why.

“Last thing I remember is our beautiful bodies grinding off in that club. Drunk in love.” She sang winking at me starting to do those body rolls that she did every night that drove me and the crowd wild. I watched as her curves rolled like waves of an ocean. She made eye contact with me again and I bit my lip.

“Maybe you want to wait til your friend goes away.” Tez threw his head back in laughter.

My hands flew to my crotch. Damn it. I had a boner. Hopefully Kayla didn’t see. I heard YN’s singing falter as she laughed looking at me. Yep she saw. My cheeks turned red. Ugh she probably thinks I’m a perv now.

Kayla’s POV

I sang and danced to Drunk in Love. The same routine that gave Hayes a boner earlier. I felt kind of bad he looked so embarrassed. It was kind of crazy though like him thinking of me in that kind of way. I guess he doesn’t think of me as like a sister as much as he thinks he does. The idea of their being a slim chance I could get out of the sister zone gave me an extra boost of energy making go harder.

The crowd got extremely loud and started freaking out all a suden. I don’t really understand because I didn’t do anything special with my voice or my dancing. I saw some fans in the front row point to the side and Iooked over. Hayes was walking over to me with a bouquet of roses. I jumped covering my hands over my mouth. I felt tears running down my face. I wiped them away.

“Kayla will you be the Beyoncé to my Jay-Z?” He said into the mic smiling.

The crowd went insane. I shook my head up and down ‘yes’. I was speechless. Hayes handed me the roses and wrapped one of his arms around my waist and I rested my head on his chest. Hayes kissed my forehead and I looked up. He clutched my tear stained cheek and started leaning down. I got on my tip toes to meet his lips. Our lips intertwined. Time slowing down, background noises being muffled. It felt like we were the only two people in the world. I felt someone slip between us. I opened my eyes to see Tez.

“Okay okay we get it you two are in love but we have a show to get on with.”

Back on the bus

The show had ended and we were back on the bus. I was so tired. I was talking to Alyssa when Hayes came over smiling. He sat down pulling me into his waist and kissed me.

“Stop I’m gross and sweaty.” I whined.

“So am I.” He justified continuing to kiss me.

“What happened to just friends!” I heard Aaron tease.

“You guys have only been dating for an hour an are already making out.” Tez commented.

“Well you better get used to it because this is how it’s going to be for the next month and a half until your ends.” Hayes informed them. 

8 months later


“Why has my little brother has gotten more action in 6 months than I have my entire life.” I heard Nash’s voice.

“8!” Hayes corrected briefly seperating his lips from mine.

I looked over to see him snapchating. It’s been 3 months since I last saw Hayes and I guess you could say we were making up for lost time.

“Because your a fucking-” Hayes started against my lips but never finished because I made him kiss me again.

We were on the couch at Nash and Cameron’s and I was sitting on Hayes lap. I feel like they should be used to this but they weren’t unfortunately. Hayes and have always been a really touchy freely couple since day one.I felt an arm in between us trying to push us apart but Hayes’ grip just got stronger on me.

“Leave room for Jesus!” Cameron yelled. He tried to pull his arm from between us. Hayes pushed me over so her was on top of me. “NASH THEY HAVE MY ARM! CAN YOU GUYS STOP SUCKING FACE FOR A SECOND AND GIVE ME MY ARM BACK!” Nash was just laughing probably recording it on snapchat.

Hayes lifted his chest so Cameron could get his hand out. I looked up at Cameron. “Happy?” I laughed.

“Very.” He held his arm to his chest. “Now if you two are done we wanted to know if you guys wanted to go to the mall.” Cameron asked.“

“No they’re going. No ones getting pregnant on my watch.” Nash spoke. I couldn’t tell if he was serious or joking.

“Whaaat,” I put my hand to my chest, “I’m so offended. How could you not trust us.” I faked being hurt.

“Oh know I trust you YN it’s just that thing I don’t trust.” Nash pointed to Hayes.“

“Wow nice to know my own brother doesn’t think I’m smart enough to know better.”

At the Mall

Nash and Cameron had split up from Hayes and I. Surprising we only had gotten stopped five times by fans. Hayes was such a gentleman, he carried all of my bags even though he had some of his own and he even payed for some of my stuff. We had been to Forever 21,H and M,Tilly’s,Aeropostale(of course),and Vans. I was trying to go to stores that had men’s sections so Hayes wouldn’t feel totally out of place. Well that was until I saw Lush.

“Eeeek!” I screeched startling Hayes. I grabbed his arm since his hands were full and dragged him to Lush.

“Can you not do that again.” Hayes said irrated.

“Sorry I just got excited.” I said walking into the store.

“You can be excited just a little more quietly.” He suggested.

I rolled my eyes. I felt my pocket buzz and toke out my phone. “Cam and Nash want to meet us in the food court in 10 minutes.” I informed Hayes. He perked up eyes wide.

“I’m so hungry and tired.” Hayes complained.

“I told you I can carry my own bags.” I already had my usual products and was now looking at the bath bombs.

“You know I’m not letting you do that right.” He said for the millionth time today.

“Aww.” I turned to see one of the workers. “He’s a keeper.” She cooed.

“You hear that I’m a keeper.” Hayes boasted.

“Shut up!” I groaned.

“You love me.” Hayes smiled. I rolled my eyes. “Kiss kiss.” Hayes stuck his lips out. I gave him a peck on the lips. “Yay!” He cheered.

“Is there anything I can help you find?” The worker asked.

“No I think I’m done.” I grabbed the unicorn horn bath bomb and headed to the register Hayes trailing behind me. I checked out and we headed out

“Have a nice day. Be good to him.” The worker from before said.

“I will.” I called back.

“She’s lying!” Hayes laughed but stopped when I elbowed him. “Told you!” He laughed as we walked out of the store to the food court.

We met Nash and Cameron by Panda Express.

Nash pointed his phone in our direction. “Baby 2k is whipped!” He said.

“I just know how to treat a lady. That’s why I have a girl and you don’t.” Hayes sassed.

We found a place to sit and Hayes plopped down putting down my bags. He sighed in relief rubbing his arms.

“You have no idea how good that felt.” He told us. We burst into laughter. “Seriously, these bags are like 60 pounds.”

“You can sit here and I can go buy our food. We’re sharing right?” I questioned.

“Will you,” Hayes sighed in relief. “Get our usually from Panda Express.” Hayes handed me $15.

“Can I get froyo too?” I asked.

Hayes handed me 10 more dollars. “Anything for you, princess." I pecked Hayes lips. 

I ordered Panda Express and then got our froyo. When I sat down Hayes wrapped his arm around my waist kissing me on the cheek.

"Thank you. I can’t walk another step my feet and back hurt so bad.” He took a bite of lo mein.

“Aww poor baby. It’s probably my bags. You can go home if you want.” I offered.

He shook his head. “No, if your not done we’re not leaving.”

“No, we’re going to leave I don’t want you getting seriously hurt.”

He gave me a peck on the lips. “Thanks for caring. Are you sure?”


“Babe.” Hayes opened his mouth signaling for me to give him some yogurt.

I got a big goop of froyo on my spoon and shoved it in his mouth.

“You have yogurt on your mouth.” I laughed at Hayes.

“Then kiss it off.” I leaned in kissing Hayes cold lips Cameron and Nash groaning in the background.

“I swear you guys can’t go five minutes without swapping spit.” Cameron teased.

I stuck my middle finger up in protest even though it was almost true.

AN: Two questions a) Do you like this format better with the spaces in between lines b) Do you like when my imagines are long or do you want me to write them shorter. Also to the anon who requested this I’m sorry it took so long. XO

Preference #124 Your first kiss:

“Thank you so much for taking me out tonight Harry, I had a great time” you said smiling. “Me too…here I’ll walk you to your door.” He offered. You agreed and he held your hand as he walked with you to your doorstep. “Well I hope we can maybe go on a second date soon?” Harry wondered. “Yeah, I’d like that” you smiled, still holding his hand. “So um, do you believe in kissing on the first date?” He asked. You blushed and then an idea came to you. You had to keep him on his toes and play a little game right? “No, I don’t” you lied. “Oh um oh” Harry awkwardly said, obviously embarrassed. You squeezed his hand, “but I think I can make an exception tonight” you said. Harry smiled, once again feeling confident. “Oh really?”. You nodded. And with that he placed his hand on your neck and you tilted your head as he leaned in and gave you the sweetest most meaningful kiss. You didn’t really want to pull away but once you finally did you looked into his sparkling green eyes and smiled slightly, your faces still close together. “Goodnight Harry” you whispered, before finally leaving him and entering your home.
It was your second date, and it wasn’t that you didn’t like Niall, it’s just that you both were so awkward on your first date that it was kind of uncomfortable. In hopes that your second date would be less awkward, you decided to invite him to your flat. He brought ice cream and a few movies. After eating a ton, you had both loosened up a bit. “We should do this more often, I like being home, I’m not a big fan of going out” you told him as you scooted even closer to him on the couch, as if that was even possible.”I swear I’m not usually that awkward, I just got a little nervous with such a beautiful girl” Niall explained. “Oh is there someone else I should know about?” You joked as if he wasn’t referring to you. “Yeah actually. There’s this girl named (Y/N) that I’m seeing, I don’t know if you know her.” He played along. “Nope never heard of her…tell me about her” you said. “Well I haven’t known her for that long but I know she’s very smart, she’s kind, caring, really funny, really good at cuddling. She has this really cute laugh, and her whole face sort of brightens up when you mention ice cream” Niall described you, making you giggle.”And you wouldn’t believe how beautiful she is. I feel lucky that she’s even given me a chance” he told you. You couldn’t help but smile at his sweet comments. Without warning, you looked up at him and connected your lips to his. “I think I might be the lucky one here” you whispered to him.
“Yeah that’s what I was telling her but then-” you stopped telling your story after having to itch your eye again, that being almost the 10th time that night. “God, I really think there’s something in my eye” you said. “Yeah it does look sort of red…here let me look” Liam said. Liam said moving his face very close to yours, making you blush. At that point Liam was just staring into your eye. “So…how does it look?” You wondered, finally breaking the awkward silence. “Beautiful, you’re eyes are beautiful” he said quietly. You smiled, you never really thought much of your basic (Your eye color) eyes, but Liam seemed to love them. “Thank you.” you said, smiling. “I don’t see anything (Y/N)” he said, though he kept his face very close to yours. “But I really want to kiss you right now” he said, his eyes looking into yours then down at your lips. “Do it, Liam” you encouraged him. Without another word, Liam pressed a kiss to your lips. Your hand found his cheek and his arms wrapped around your waist, you almost melted into his arms. Liam pulled away, and smiled at you. “Hmm I think I feel something in this eye now, maybe you could check that one too” you laugh, really just wanting Liam to kiss you again. Liam laughed “Oh really?”. “Yeah, well maybe you could just skip to the kiss part” you giggled. Liam laughed, “sure”. And again, he pulled you in for another magical kiss.
You knew that dating a celebrity would be different but you definitely didn’t expect your second date with Louis to be front row tickets to a professional basketball game! Basketball was one of your favorite sports, because unlike many other sports, you actually understood it and enjoyed watching it. “YES!” you and Louis both cheered as your team scored, now tying up the game. “AND NOW, THE HALF TIME SHOW” the announcer announced as the team jogged of the court. The show started with a dance team, and a few singers, then it was the kiss cam. You always though the kiss cam was sort of cute, especially when there were older couples. You smiled and ‘aww’ed as you watched as the camera found many couples to kiss. “So how are you enjoying the game?” Louis asked you. “I was a bit scared when our team was loosing, but I think they still have a chance at winning.” you told him. “Yeah I think -” Louis was cut off as everyone around us started staring at us and cheering.”What?” you wondered. Louis was just as confused as you were, until he looked up at the big screen. “We’re on the kiss cam” he told you, laughing slightly. “Oh..” you said, finally understanding. Knowing this was going to be your first kiss with him, and that it was going to be very, VERY public, he asked as he moved close to you. “Are you okay with this?”. You nodded and smiled as he pulled you in for a kiss. You heard the crowd ‘aww’ and cheer all around you before you finally pulled away. “Well, I guess that will make a hell of a first kiss story” Louis laughed, before putting his arm around you.
“Zayn I told you I like vanilla cake you dummy” you laughed at him. “oops” he said, staring down at the store bought cake which he claimed to have made himself. “Zayn we’ve been best friends for 6 years and you don’t even know my favorite kind of cake. Do you know me at all?” you pouted. “Here I’ll buy you another cake that’s vanilla…I MEAN MAKE, Make you another cake” he tried. You couldn’t help but laugh at him. “ Zayn you left the fucking price tag on the side of the container I know you didn’t make it” You said. “Oh, right…Well we both know that if I actually did try to make you a cake that it would turn out awful” he said. “That’s true” you giggled. “Whatever, now just open your gift” he said, giving you the gift bag. You excitedly unwrapped the gift. Inside was a beautiful diamond necklace with your birthstone in the middle. “Oh my God, Zayn this is beautiful. I love it, it’s perfect.” you beamed, starting to take it out of the box. “I thought it would look great on you, with that dress that purple dress you always wear” he explained. “You’re too sweet Zayn, thank you so much” you said. “Here let me help you put it on” he said. You spun around and lifted your hair off your neck. Zayn placed the necklace and turned you back around so he could see how it looked. “I was right, it looks great on you” he said. You hugged him tight. “Thank you so much Zayn” you said as you stared into his warm brown eyes. “(Y/N)…can- Can I kiss you?” He asked. You smiled and nodded. And with that you kissed, just like you’d been wanting to for 6 years. “Be my girlfriend (Y/N)?” he then asked. “Yes. of course” you said before you kissed again. “So…does this make up for the chocolate cake?” Zayn asked. You couldn’t help but laugh. “Yes, it does babe” you smiled. 

A/N: HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! I realized that I’ve never posted a first kiss and I thought it was kinda strange, lol but I thought today would be the best day to post it. I love you all so much, even though I don’t have a valentine, I’m happy to have you guys! I love you all! 


Hi Everyone! This must be pretty strange how long ago this is, but here are some of the pictures from my first ever pax trip! I just want to thank so many people for making this happen. Despite my condition, so many people were willing to help me and so many people were kind to me! Thank you so much. I could go on a whole hour long speech about this, but I have so much to write about.

My siblings have been absolutely the best to me this trip. They, as well as God, made this happen and I’m so thankful for that. I had been worried the whole time about if I was even capable of going, but because of my siblings’ help, as well as their friends’ help, I really made it through. Thank you all.

Now, I want to talk about these lovely photos. @bristlee1 had been so kind enough to take these group photos. She is a lovely person and it was great being able to meet the person behind all those amazing photos here on tumblr. I had been feeling nervous at one point and started tearing up, and she comforted me. It had been one of the nicest gestures a person I had just met had done for me.

As the line started opening, they let the people who had medical badges go up first. The look on people’s faces had been happiness and joy that had really made me happy to be here. To see first hand how much Mark, Jack, and Wade had affected their lives. It felt surreal too, because I was their first hand, seeing it. I felt really happy at that moment. A sort of indescribable happiness that stayed for the whole of that weekend.

My sister and I had wanted to wait until my brother and his company went up so we could all take a picture together. Mark jokingly said something along the lines of “It’s now or never” and it kinda calmed me down. I had thought in my head over and over how I would speak. Would I be nervous? Would I break down and cry? Would I be so tongue tied that I wouldn’t be able to utter a word? It had made my heart race and the line started to move. Then it was my brother’s company’s turn. They had exchanged a lot of silly banter and it was great. They even sung to Mark. 

Here is the clip VVVV (NSFW a song about eating butt)


And then it was time for me to go up. I shook with nervous but i got up. My cane felt wobbly and I wasn’t sure what my mind was going to tell me what to do. As the first picture shows, I curled. I was pretty nervous and my body was kinda acting on its own. I remember the first thing I did was say how happy I was, and asked for a group hug, hence the second picture. I remember talking and saying to Jack about how I initially didn’t like him or his videos, and he responded “I understand. I wouldn’t like my videos too” or something along the lines. I didn’t really get to tell him, but It was my little brother that got me to buck up and watch his videos, despite me not liking him initially. I remember I talked to Jack first. My trip had another purpose. Along with meeting them, I wanted to give them something. Something that meant more than the world to me and that would have been better than anything I would have been able to make for them. I was able to speak about it. I remember that moment. My voice became shakey, but I was able to speak. This was so important to me and this is something I need to emphasize.

These people care so much about us. 

People can say otherwise, but Mark, Jack, and Wade care so much about us. 

The whole time I spoke to them individually, they kept their focus on me and the words I had to say. This made it so real for me, that I had been shocked afterward. They care so much for us and it was truly evident in the way their speech and their action. They looked me straight in the eyes as I spoke. It was overwhelming to be honest, because I was never good with eye contact. I think most of the time I spoke with them, I averted my eyes because I was so nervous. But the were so focused and I thank them for it. They made this whole trip worth it. All the pain that I had to go through and all the insecurities I had about being there. The time I spoke to them made them wash away, even if only for a moment. 

I got to talk with them and I remember blurting out that Mark was surprisingly small in person. I corrected myself in saying he was slimmer. He looks so muscular in his videos, but in person, he seemed slimmer. But I did think maybe it was bc I was so big so idk. At this point, my mind whirl winding pretty much. I talked to jack and I talked to Wade last. As I was leaving, he said to me, “See you next pax.” and it made me smile. I told him how my brother made this all possible and he said that my bro was cool. We started to walk off. My brother’s friend helped me as I was walking and my mind was absolutely in a daze. I thanked my bro multiple times, starting to tear up. 

It was a very good day.

The next day was when the panel happened. It was pretty nice. They had accommodations for those with medical issues and I have to say that the Pax staff and organizers are absolutely the kindest people I’ve met at a con. NYComiccon was a stark contrast to this, but that’s a conversation for another day. Anyway, Pax enforcers, thank you. You all were very kind to me and friendly. I couldn’t believe it bc it felt like the tension of an employee at an organized event wasn’t there. They were fun to hang around with. They were stern when they needed to be, but they were pretty outgoing and kind. 

We filed in first for Mark, Jack, and Wade’s panel. We got to sit pretty close up front, so we had a good view. At the time, my brother was with me. We exchanged funny jokes as they were getting ready for the panel. I tried to snap some photos but my camera wasn’t doing so well in dimly lit places. I did this dumb thing where i flipped up the flash but covered it with my hand so I didn’t blind anyone. The pictures actually came out really nicely. The panel was filled with laughter, heartfelt speeches, and love. Like, their were so many people from different places, and different experiences, but some of us in the crowd were experiencing this for the first time. We felt the love and the cheers and the laughter and the passion. 

Around the last 15 minutes, Mark stopped the card game and announced that they were taking questions. He also talked about how their were 6 families from the Make-A-Wish foundation. That was really cool how so many families were their to make their child’s wish come true, and that it was to see them. It made me super happy. Mark said he wanted to give this time to them for them to ask their questions. I thought to myself that I wasn’t going to be able to ask my question at all, but I was sort of ok with that. 

I couldn’t remember all the questions, but one girl’s question stood out to me. I was actually really impressed because no one really asks this kind of question.

It was a girl with a flower piece in her hair. She asked 

“If there was one wish that you could make with no restrictions, what would it be?”

And she handed the mic back to the enforcer.

Now here’s where this part gets fuzzy. I wasn’t able to hear what the answers were and had to go and watch the stream of it when I got back to NY. Here’s why. 

As I looked at the girl, astounded by her question, I looked at the enforcer, and she looked at me. She asked if I had a question. 

I was stumped. I waved no, but I guess it was halfheartedly, since she asked again. I motioned for her to come over on my side since the girl who asked the question was in my row, but on the other side. 

I told the enforcer that I have a question, but I wasn’t a part of the Make-A-Wish foundation. I wanted to make that clear since I would hate it if their was a big misunderstanding.

She assured me it was okay, and that most of them didn’t have a question anyway. She handed me the mic, and walked away.

I was shocked. I sat there, trying to gather my thoughts. Unlike the day before when I met them, I didn’t have months to really think about it. Or rather, I didn’t dwell on it since I Didn’t give it priority. I became nervous and everything around me seemed to buzz. I was so flustered I had to snap myself back into focus so I could calm myself down and try to hear their answers. Silly me was so zoned, I missed most of it.

Mark went last to answer and when he was done, he motioned to see where the mic was. I was absolutely scared, to be perfectly honest!

I took a deep breath and tried to coherently ask my question.

Now I don’t know if it came out like this, but I was supposed to say,

“Speaking on the topic of branching out and doing new things, do you have new ways of branching out to fans, as well as working with other content creators?”

Now I honestly don’t know if it came out like that but who knows.

They all answered me with lots of zeal. Jack started first, talking about this year was his year for branching out. Wade talked about how he always is happy to work with other youtubers and continues to do so. Mark talked about how he aims to work with people who make him think outside he box, who push him to do above and beyond. He said “Don’t be afraid to be surrounded by those who are smarter than you. Because you have the most room to grow.” or something along the lines. 

I think that this Pax taught me a lot of things. Don’t be afrait to reach out and talk to someone. In many contexts, but I was so happy that I did because I talked and met a lot of people and they made me see things that I never would have seen if I stayed home. I’m thankful for that.

I was also able to meet @wiishu and she was absolutely nice to me. We spoke about art, and pax and a bunch of other things. I was so glad because I didn’t want to seem creepy, but I was able to talk to her. 

Her eyeliner was too fabulous guys. I hope one day my eyeliner skills are that on point.

But Let me end this before I lose my mind.

Thank you so much my awesome siblings

You guys are awesome

And thanks to




For making this an amazing, unforgettable pax.

Have a good day.

[160219] exoluxion in chicago w/mia!
  • right so i had the luck of having a front row and center balcony seat and naturally i brought along a really obnoxious sign that i held up throughout the whole concert. my friends on the first floor said it was super visible
  • the wait was killer, the wind was crazy and every 5 feet there was a chanyeol stan haha. once we were inside everyone was being super cute and singing along to the songs they played while we waited for the show to start
  • @jongdaecouture and i finally got to meet after crying over kkt since december. melli is so adorable omg words can’t express how nice it was seeing her
  • when the boys came out i kind of lost it. they opened with overdose and there was fire and there were tears and honest to god they were so much more beautiful in person
  • the fans!!!! were amazing!!!
    • our pit was seated but got changed to standing last minute. we were all kind of on edge wondering if we’d be a “one step back” stop. but those fans in the pit pulled through and were wonderful and the boys really got in there and interacted with them :))
    • the security guards were bobbing their heads along and mouthing the words it was cute
    • lots of fanboys!! baekhyun was talking about it during the last ment, they kept showering attention on this one guy in the pit
  • i spent like 80% of my time eyes glued on jongdae. his dancing is so good??? i felt like shrieking every time he did something a little extra his moves are really controlled and sharp
  • there was no el dorado :(( they took their gold coats off (arms!!! everywhere!!) before doing introductions, which were relatively short intros minus suho, who was such a sweetheart and tried to speak so much english!!
  • jongdae talked about how he was a bulls fan and got some jordans for their security guard. minseok and suho went on about deep dish pizza and baekhyun did a short skit about how windy it was. i felt lowkey really proud of being from chicago haha
  • chanyeol and sehun and maybe kyungsoo were the crowd favorites, but everyone else got a nice amount of screaming :) lay also got lots of love during the vcrs
  • they all sang live and sounded amazing!! miracles in december kind of did it for me all three of them gave me the most intense chills ever it’s 100000 times more emotional live when chen sang i nearly fell over
  • ahh during lucky chanyeol went over and tried to expose suho’s abs and failed because he had an undershirt on. he did manage to flash some of jongdae’s tummy (we all lost it) and tried to get them to kiss 
  • im not fond of 365 but it was one of the most fun stages because everyone was screaming 3 6 5 back at them haha and there was a lot of waving the boys give the best fanservice. jongdae gave so much love to the left and right sides i was like “wave at me please!!! i brought a sign!!!!!”
  • the pink shirts and pelvis move during christmas day were blasphemous….
  • mmm so during chanyeol and xiumin’s little talk before machine they had to teach us the chant for machine. it took a couple of tries at first we kind of just stared blankly at them 
  • actually ok all of our planned fan projects never really happened, so really all we did was sing along really loudly lol
    • they said we all looked cute when we were trying hard to memorize the chant for machine and that we focused on the performance really well
    • baekhyun said we must get good grades and the audience just kind of went “ummmmmmmm” and they laughed at us
  • i was waiting for jongdae’s high note in drop that…… that never came rip
  • the call me baby/growl/love me right leg of the show was nuts omg. there was a mix of just screaming out all of the words and doing the fanchants but exo was really feeling it
    • we were big on screeching the english lines at them… “heyyy girl” “LISTEN” “sexy” “eurureong” “e x O” and such were deafening omg
  • the translator was probs doing her best but during the third ment things were especially jumpy because it seemed like the members were waiting for her to translate stuff and she’d space or something
    • which was why when suho was making a joke in korean nobody laughed because we were waiting for the translator. they were all pretty aware though which is why ksoo jumped in and made the joke that suho wasn’t funny to keep the ment going
    • the “no jams” joke happened and then suho threatened no encore if we didn’t laugh at their jokes haha
    • ksoo also punched chanyeol because chanyeol called him king kong lol
    • kai was being his cute and sleepy self telling us that we gave him energy to dance. i loved watching him.
    • sehun said he was sick and had to visit the hospital before the show :((
  • they all looked so shocked when the crowd yelled “SHAWTY IMMA PARTY TIL THE SUNDOWN” i nearly teared up
  • the entire chanting for the encore part was so nerve wracking omg in the back of my mind i was thinking like “what if we dont get an encore????”
  • but then the sad vcr played and they came out and did sing for you and the crowd went wild when sehun sang
  • the last ment felt like the highlight for me it felt really intimate because they were all smiles and waving like crazy
    • the venue held like 4500 and they were saying they liked the small venue because they could see all of our faces
    • baekhyun said chicago fans were pretty!! and suho said he wanted to memorize all of our faces and they were being gross and cheesy but i loved it
    • there was a lot of “we love chicago so much!!” it was cute haha
    • they asked if we would wait for them to come back and honestly now im just hoping and praying they do 
    • we took some photos together, one normal one before minseok told us to “pose sexy!!”
    • suho led us into the “we are ONE” and “exo SARANGHAJA” chants before they sang their last song
  • unfair was adorable, they were all grinning and jumping up onto boxes and waving and taking funny signs from the pit. we all sang our hearts out knowing it was the last song
  • after 2.5 hours of jongdae waving at the fans on the side it finally happened omg. i was really sure he could see my sign and at the end of the show as the doors were closing he stood at the middle of the stage and WAVED AT ME and my heart nearly stopped 
  • he was the cutest, standing in the gap waving until the doors closed, and minseok and the others were messing around, jumping in front of him
  • the staff started packing up right away, and all of the fans kind of walked out dazedly and we were all singing what is love together and it was really nice
  • so even when i thought the night couldn’t get better i was out taking a photo with my sign in front of the venue when a korean woman approached me and asked me if i was a chen fan. i said yes i am and she handed me a little pouch saying “present for you” and it turned out to be a little support pack from the fansite just chen and i think it was the fansite master i ran into. whoever it was thank you!!! the pouch had some stickers, a support banner and fan(?)

so this was actually my first ever concert, and i don’t think i could have asked for a better experience. my head is kind of reeling now just thinking about getting noticed by jongdae omg and here are some photos of me with melli, and my sign as well as the support pack thing i got :) 

if you read this whole thing hats off to you i just kind of threw up online

Blast from the past. (Michael Clifford imagine)

AN:really proud of this one and i actually proof read it this time so enjoy!

word count:2K

LA California may 19th 2006, I was 9 and it was my first holiday to America, I remember being on a plane with my parents and sitting next to a strange boy with blond hair who in my opinion now looked high as fuck. The one thing I remember the most was the shirt he had on it was a bright yellow one with pikachu and ash on it too, “hi Im Michael” he said sticking out a sticky hand for me to shake “hey Im Y/N” I said shaking his hand and smiling at him. That whole flight we talked about pokemon, played on our Gameboys battling each other and telling really stupid jokes. When the plane landed my mum and his mum swapped numbers so me and Michael could keep in touch. For the first 6 months we talked on the phone everyday but as time went on and we both grew up it was more a phone call every 3 months just to catch up and then 2 years later we weren’t talking at all I was 12 and he had just turned 13 at that time I guess school and his friends took over, but I never ever forgot him and often thought about how he was doing. Now I am 18 and in university studying journalism and living with my friends but Michael? He is touring the world with his band who have just hit it BIG and I’m standing from row at (your city stadium) about to watch him play and hoping for him to notice me. As the show went on which I must say was an amazing show they were going to playing the second last song when I see Michael look directly at me and all he dose is stop everything he is doing and is frozen. I give him a small wave and smile and he dose the same back but he gives me a big smile. “Right this is our second last song its called good girls” Luke says into the microphone just then a big tall guy came up to me and said “miss you have to come with me” “okay why?” “Michael has requested to see you” he simply says helping me over the barrier and into a small stage door at to a room full of clothes and said “the boys will be here soon you can sit on the couch” “okay thanks” I say feeling nervous.

10 minutes later I hear 4 loud Aussie accents coming from down the hall and I know it them so I stand up to greet them “dude that was such a goo-” ash started then stopped when he saw me “Y/N” Michael says and hugs the shit out of me “what are you doing here” “well I heard about this band call 5 seconds of summer on the radio and they said your name so I looked you guys up to see if it was really you and when I found out it was you I got very exited and bought tickets for the show and here I am” “I cant believe this I havent seen you in like 8-9 years this is crazy” he says hugging me again “I can’t believe you your fucking famous now your not the 10 year old boy I met on a plane any more” I say looking him in the eyes “yeah I grew and so did you holy shit you’re not nine anymore you have boobs” he says like he’s never seen boobs before “well that is what happens during puberty” I say laughing then the rest of the boys laugh “so Michael are you going to introduce us to your friend?” calums says “oh sorry guys how rude this is Y/N a friend form a long time ago” “Y/N this is calum, luke and ashton my band mates” “well it was really cool to meet you Y/N but I think we should leave yous to catch up so we’re going to go get changed and go to a bar, see ya” luke says waving out the door and then the 2 other boys follow “okay bye nice to meet you” I shout when they leave. Me and michael were now on the bus couch catching up on the last 9 years. “I really cant believe this its so crazy” he kept saying “so now you’re all famous and very hot and have cool hair do you have a girlfriend?” I ask confidently after taking a drink of my beer he had given me earlier “no I haven’t found the right person yet” he says looking away from me “so what about you since you’re all hot and very smart do you have a boyfriend?” he asks hesitantly “oh yeah of course I have a husband and 2 children” I say looking at him sarcastically “ha ha funny” he says pushing my shoulder “no I don’t have a boyfriend” I say looking at the floor to scared to look at him “why?” he asks getting more confidant “well I never found the right person and I havent really have a spare moment this year because of school but now the year is over I might find the right one” I say taking a chance and looking at him while probably blushing my ass off “yeah maybe you will” he says back smirking like a little boy “so anyway how is school going?” he asks changing the subject “yeah its okay I just feel like im not ready for it not just yet so Im thinking of taking a gap year and traveling” I say smiling because of how fun it sounds “yeah that sound like a good idea” he says smiling at me in ‘that way’ (I know you know what I mean)(lovey dovey eyes btw) blushing like hell I quickly say “I need the bathroom where is it” I ask as he points me in the direction. When I come back I hear Michael talking on the phone to someone saying “man I actually think I could fall in love with this girl it feels so good to see her again and when we talk it isn’t awkward it just feels so natural, you know” omg, all of a sudden I open the door like I heard nothing “oh sorry man I have to go” he quickly says ending the conversation and putting his phone in his pocket “hey” he says smiling at me in 'that way’ again “hey” I say walking over to the couch sitting on it next to him and taking my beer again “you didn’t hear any of that did you?” he say looking concerned “no why?” I say innocently “nothing doesn’t matter, do you want to watch a movie?” he asks standing up to get more beer “sure what do yous have?” going over to the cabinet he opens it to revel a shit load of films “well we have most of the disney’s erm big hero 6, cinderella, beauty and the beast etc” “big hero 6 I love that film” I say getting exited. A wee bit into the film when tadashi dies I feel tears streaming down my face and some hit michaels arm “are you okay” he asks pulling me in for a hug “yeah Im fine its just so sad I hate that bit” “I know  do to” he says smiling at me and then I see his eyes flicker to my lips, dose he want to kiss me? omg what do i do? so then I pluck up the courage and say “you know if you want to kiss me you just have to do it” right after saying that he leans in and kiss my lips with every ounce of passion in his beautiful body, after a long make out session he says “stay the night in my bunk we don’t have to do anything I just want to lay with you and hold you” “of course” I say giving his lips one last peck before he picks me up bridal style and carries me to his bunk. “Here have one of my shirts to sleep in” he says handing me his iron maiden shirt “dont worry thats a clean one” he says laughing before stripping down to his boxers and I taking off all my clothes but my panties and bra and then I put his shirt on the taking my bra off under the shirt. After getting into his bunk we just lye in silence looking at each smiling and once in a while michael would kiss my lips or my neck leaving hickeys along the way. “michael I lied I did hear what you said on the phone” I say looking him in the eye “I don’t care anymore, a part of me wanted you to hear” he says pulling me into hug. That night I fell asleep in his arms and I had never felt more comfortable.

The next morning I wake up to hear the boys laughing so I get up pull on my jeans and go to the door to be nosey, “so what happened last night when we left” ashton asks “nothing we talked cuddled watched big hero 6 the made of for like 30 minutes then went to my bunk and kissed some more and fell asleep in each others arms” he say proudly “aw is mikey going soft” calum says “I actually think I am I really fucking like her man” he say smiling through his words “good for you man, she seems really lovely” luke says patting him on the back “yeah she is, I should probably wake her” he says getting up “no need im already up” I say walking in the room blushing because of how intimated I feel, Michael comes up and hugs me then whispers in my ear say “come to the back with me I have something to ask”.

following him through to the back he sits on the couch and I sit next to him “what up” I ask  "well you know how you were talking about going on a gap year?“ he says "yes” I say confused “well I talked to our tour manager and asked if I could take someone along for the next year and she said yes so would you like to join us on tour and travel the world with me?” “YES oh my god i would love to” I say jumping to hug him “great” he said pulling me back and kisses me.

going back into the lounge michael says “boys we have a little hitch hiker coming on tour with us” in a american school girl voice the rest of the boy scream “omg yessssss” and running and hugging me “this is going to be one of the best tours yet lads” michael says pulling the boys off me “yes it will now miss Y/N would you like some breakfast?” luke asks as if he was a waiter “yes please what do you have?” “well we have bacon, egg, toast, yogurt and fruit salad” he said back “could I please get some fruit salad that would be great right now” “of course” “I will get it for you” michael says pushing luke on the the couch next to me. this would be good, I thought.

one week later and now in (whatever city) michael had asked to see me in the back…again. “Y/N I think i slowly might be falling in love with you so will you please be my girlfriend?” I quickly rushes out “of course I would be honored” I say hugging him and then kissing his lips, “oh and I think  might be falling in love with you as well” I say with a big smile and him smiling at me with an even bigger smile. I fucking love this boy and the other boys and this will be one of the best years of my Life!


So, two days ago I’ve had the uttermost pleasure and luck of attending BAP’s Live On Earth Paris Attack and here I wanted to share some of what happened (and of the picture I took, kindly asking you to credit them if you use them because they’re the outcome of a great effort).
I ended up being on second row just behind a girl who was quite shorter than me, so I basically had the visibility of a first row without the unpleasant inconvenient of having the barriers between my ribs, it was the perfect position. Me and my friends started lining up at 5 o’ clock in the morning after waking up at 3.50, and the organization of the queue provided by BAP’s French fanbase was just perfect. They divided us into two queues since the very beginning, they gave us numbers, they offered us food, drinks, thermic covers to stay as warm as possible in the chilly weather, they checked the numeration in order to avoid people passing in front of others, they offered us a lovely paper with all the fanchants, a banner and a reminder of what to do and what not to during the concert. Really, we couldn’t ask for more and I’ll never stop praising their top organization that avoided many problems and made the long wait pass as smoothly as possible.
I couldn’t say how many people we were in the VIP crowd but let me tell you that at 4PM the non VIP one started just behind us, followed all through the main road of the Zenith - La Villette park and ended almost at the beginning of the road, so I can’t imagine where it must’ve arrived come 6 PM when us VIP were allowed to enter.
At some point manager Kang came out with the camera in order to film the crowd and made us repeat “BAP saranghaeyo”. We also clearly heard the boys rehearse at some point, they must’ve rehearsed “Hurricane” at least 3 times. Some of us went to the entrance to have a better hearing and I did too, managing to hear Youngjae’s part in “Lovesick” really well. Oh the love.
Around me before the show there have been some little misunderstandings between fans, a little push here, a little argument there, outcome of impatience and nervousness I guess, but let me tell you that during the show there was really no problem, everyone respected each other without pushing and shoving and BAP never - not even once - had to ask us to behave or be quiet, because the situation was smooth per itself.
The whole crowd made some collective holas before the boys came out on stage. Then the concert started with the usual VCR and BAP’s remix, and then there they were, flesh and bones, standing before our very own eyes, singing “One Shot”. I’ll never forget that moment, the very first time that I laid my eyes on BAP in person.
At that point my eyes were frenetically passing from member to member because I couldn’t believe how astonishingly stunning the boys are. I mean, you see them in picture, you watch their videos and all, but when you get to see them for real you realize that no picture, no gif, no nothing gives enough credit to their unique beauty.
I will post singular shots of the members with my impressions of them when I’ll finish credit the pictures because if I did here it’d be too long than it’ll turn out to be already.
The concert was amazing and I truly believe that BAP enjoyed it as much as we did. They spoke in very good French, especially Youngjae, Himchan and Daehyun. The latter made a funny mistake at some point: he was supposed to say: “on a passè un très bon temps” but he probably momentarily forgot how to say “temps” and so he tried to hide it by repeating “BON” at least four times but he ended up failing, of course. It came out like: “on a passé un tres BON BON BON… temps” and everyone laughed, including all the boys - especially Youngjae who was standing beside him and really cracked up laughing hard holding his stomach as always.
They also made a popularity test during the talk session and Jongup asked us if we liked his six pack that he showed in his solo stage - and so we all went like “yeah” and after that Himchan said: “moi aussi!”, which means “me too” and it was a very funny HimUp moment. There was also a huge HimJae moment during Dancing in the rain when Himchan started singing “Yoo Youngjae Yoo Youngjae” in order to make him shake his ass in the middle of the stage and when Youngjae did, Himchan touched his butt various times.
Also, at some point Daehyun started singinging and dancing along to a famous song that tourists always sing in Paris “aux Champs Élysée” and all of us followed through and the boys were so spontaneously happily jamming to us singing, it was amazing! - there’s a lovely fancam of that on YouTube. 
Also, during the talk session, Daehyun said that in French that he really liked “baguette” (“j’ai aimè la baguette”) and then Youngjae said that he really liked the “foie gras” (“moi j’ai bien aimè foie gras”) to which Jongup said “OUI! FOIE GRAS” and Himchan went “FOIE GRAS? Moi aussi! FOIE GRAS” so yeah, we kind of understood that HimJaeUp are huge fans of the foie gras.
They also made a popularity contest and leader Bang YongGuk won clearly - even though the others had some huge cheers as well - so later the others (backdancers included) all surrounded him and put up his shirt to reveal his abs - Himchan was absolutely all but gentle, lol, he elevated his t-shirt very high. Daehyun at the back couldn’t stop laughing!
While presenting himself for the popularity contest Zelo said: “j’aime Pariiiiis” in the most adorable tone ever, like a child. It was lovely!
At some point, after 1004, the boys were talking announcing that the following song “Warrior” would have been their last one and we all randomly started singing “wooh-oooh, wooh-oooh” as loud as we could and the boys looked genuinely surprised: Himchan looked at YongGuk and said something in korean to which Bang, who was widely smiling, answered simply shaking his head, and so Himchan asked us “What is this?” to which we responded singing even more loudly and so Youngjae, Zelo and Jongup started dancing along to us singing and Daehyun added himself to the chorus. (I posted a video on instagram about that, in case, just Youngjae focused because instagram cuts it unfortunately, maybe I’ll post it on YouTube as well cause it’s hilarious). Then it was Youngjae’s turn to speak and he said “we only need one more second” and restarted singing “woooh-oooh” jumping around and we followed through, thing that made all the other boys smile even more until YongGuk said “so exciting!” and went on speaking. (I also have a video of that up on instagram).
Also, when announcing that “Warrior” would have been their last song Daehyun cheekily said that in order to perform it they would have had to change their white 1004 outfits and partially removed his jacket from off his shoulders. Then YongGuk did the same thing very fast while Himchan partially removed the jacket to reveal his shoulders (covered with a white t-shirt) and kept it that way while Zelo completely removed the jacket revealing his arms. There was no need for Jongup to do so as he had already his arms bared and so the only one left was Youngjae, who casually started looking everywhere not to strip down and when we started all screaming “Youngjae” he looked at us, and ironically went: “CALM DOWN, CALM DOWN, CALM DOWN” making the gesture with his spare hand. It was another funny moment. I’ve got to say he had already removed his jacket spontaneously during “spy” and he did later after Warrior, so it’s not like he didn’t give us that joy on general.
So after Warrior they came back singing “with you”. We all had a “한번 BABY 는영원한BABY”(once a BABY forever a BABY) banner that was given us by the fanbase and we all held it up as high as possible and the boys all looked pleasantly surpirised by that gesture. Daehyun had his voice broken and it was adamant that he was about to cry, I personally couldn’t see if he really did because he was on the other side of the stage but I have this video where it’s shown that he was kind of holding back the tears - as we all fans were, me too, and so I stopped filming and I just focused on the moment. Jongup and Zelo were in front of me and they looked like opposite; Jongup was such a happy bunny all smiling and waving and dancing along while Zelo was looking kinda sad and tried his best to wave to as many people as possible. During the final bow, the guys all bowed down 180° and at some point Zelo held his head up with a lovely baby face and the boys couldn’t see him because they were all bowing but we could and we all laughed. DaeJae bowed a little longer than the rest and were the last ones leaving the stage after thanking everyone.
Also, Himchan took pictures of our side of the crowd with two different cameras and with an IPhone 5S - his personal, I suppose. May that time he was really lovely with me personally: I pouted since I didn’t get caught on his first shot so he noticed, gave me a thumbs up and turned the camera towards the side where me and those around me were. That moment is going to be forever impressed in my mind. I might’ve got caught in 3 or 4 of his pictures, I’m not sure that’s a food thing considering my face at the time, lol. Also, it was funny to see Himchan interact with the staff guy trying to make him understand what camera he wanted (a white one) while the staff guy was offering him the black very powerful one he had previously used. Then when we made the ocean of banners he want in the back to snap the whole hall holding the banner up. The exit was on my side and Manager Kang was waiting for them there smiling and made a thumbs up to everyone’s address, following Daehyun who was the last one leaving. 
Then, After the show, a funny thing happened to me: I had bought one First Sensibility CD in order to get a chance for the HIGH5 event but I didn’t manage to get it, so before the concert I just checked whose photocard I had (Jongup) and then I put my cd inside my bag and ran towards my spot. After the concert I took it out and I realized that it was signed by Youngjae, who was the one, alongside Himchan, who had been standing on the side of the stage where I was and with whom I made the most number of eyecontact. It’s safe to say I was pleasantly surprised to find the signature and now I’ll treat that cd better than gold.
So I put my gifts for Daehyun and Youngjae inside their gift boxes (Daehyun’s name had to be corrected as it was spelled DEAhyun instead of DAEhyun) and I noticed that they all had almost the same amount except for YongGuk, whose box was completely filled even over its top - of course he had a lot of Tigros, it was cute to watch inside it, lol.
So, in the end, what can I tell you? That you don’t understand how great BAP are until you really see them, I feel so lucky and proud to have had the chance to travel to Paris in order to watch them perform and I really had the most amazing concert experience I could’ve hoped for there. I can never stop thanking them for such a night and for coming to Europe in the first place, I really hope that they have managed to perceive all the love that their European BABYz have for them and I hope that they’ll have a lot of fun in Düsseldorf too.
Once a BABY, Forever a BABY!
Here’s the link to my instagram videos: http://instagram.com/p/nf3bBlJ3S-/ (During with You) Daehyun almost crying seen from the monitor - feat happy YongGuk dancing along.
(During the talk session) Youngjae dancing to our “wooh-ooh” http://instagram.com/p/nd0ndyJ3Vk/
And then making his own “woo-ooh” http://instagram.com/p/nd1QWnJ3Wm/ 
And then Daehyun forgetting his words in French: http://instagram.com/p/nidg2Ep3X6/
All the pictures are mine: credit if you use them - I’ve credited them with my twitter username and I have a different name on instagram but at the end of the day it’s always me. Thanks @sam221b for putting the credits on my pictures.