You’re gonna kiss her, and it’s going to feel perfect. Because she’s the right person for you. You’re gonna love how she tastes like vanilla and fruit. You’re gonna hold onto her hips like it’s the last time you’ll ever touch her, and you never want to let go. You’re gonna love it because she’s your whole world and nothing’s ever mattered more to you than she does right now.
I’m gonna watch you kiss her, and I’m gonna feel like I’m about to throw up right then and there. Because she’s the right person for you and I never meant a thing. I’m gonna hate the taste of blood because I’m biting my lip, trying not to scream - why her? why not me? I’m gonna hold onto the railing next to me, because if I let go, I’ll collapse and I’ll never breathe properly again. I’m gonna fucking hate it because you are everything to me,the universe and the galaxy and the entire solar system, forever and always.