i watched the pilot three times


So, to commemorate the end of a 5 year journey and the final episode of the season - I’m TBT to the earliest interviews I could find with OTA.  Up first is baby Stephen Amell at the Pilot screening at the Paley Center this took place before the show aired on the CW.

2.  David Ramsey - I’m not sure where this came from but it was filmed during the pilot I believe.  My favorite part is “a nice looking tough guy”

3.  Finally, Emily Bett Rickards in an interview from April 2013 shortly after being made a series regular.  My favorite part is how adorably flustered the KSiteTV interview becomes towards the end.

These three are why I’ve watched for the last 5 years, why I have a twitter and tumblr blog, and met some pretty frakkin’ cool folks.  Have a nice weekend!

Unknown King - part VII

Pairing: Bucky x reader

Great Gatsby AU

Summary: After moving to New York, aspiring author Y/N gets more than what she bargained for when she befriends her mysterious neighbor. In a blur of riches and beauty, she finds herself falling for the man who remains unknown.

A/N: Sugar daddy Bucky starts to emerge in this part

Word count: 1.8 +

Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V Part VI


Originally posted by narminorujova

Originally posted by stardvsts

You spent Friday afternoon dodging butlers, gardeners, chefs and servers who were going in and out of the house, preparing for the party that would happen later that night. Bucky went away to meet someone for business arrangements. You lounged in your bedroom, staring down and watched as the workers unfolded the amusement park before you. Shea was putting fresh towels in the bathroom.

“What are you going to wear for the party, Y/N?” She asked.

“I’m not sure,” You replied. “I’m actually not even sure if I should attend the party.”

“And why is that?” Her voice echoed in the cast bathroom.

You shrugged, “I don’t want to run into any of my coworkers and I also don’t want them to suspect anything.”

“I see,” She said. “Would you still like me to help you pick out something to wear?”

You nodded and walked towards the giant walk in closet that came with the bedroom. You had very little clothing so you only used the first floor of the closet. With Shea’s help, you agreed with a chair of worn out jeans and a shirt.

“I like it,” Shea said. “Very trendy.” She paused and placed a finger on her earpiece. “I have just received word that Mister Barnes has touched down and will arrive at any moment.”

She was right, about fifteen minutes later, the mansion gates were opened and a black SUV Cadillac rolled in. You walked out just as Bucky was climbing the steps. He smiled and pulled you in for a long lingering kiss.

“Hey there, gorgeous,” He said in his low voice. “Did you miss me?”

“Your trip war shorter than I realized it would be,” You said.

“Henry, my pilot does his job well,” He explained and looked over your head to see the commotion going on in his house. “I can see that the preparations are almost done.”

“Mister Barnes,” Ace interrupted. “Where would you like me to put the packages?”

Bucky turned to him before looking back at you, “Put them in Y/N’s room. I’m sure she’ll have a splendid time opening them all.”

You watched as three butlers grabbed two bags each and carried them into the house. Your lips parted and you turned to Bucky, he smiled at you.

“You didn’t have to do that,” You said.

“But I wanted to,” He added. “Go on, I’ll be there in a bit.”

Although you probably should have argued with him some more, you couldn’t help but be excited about the new gifts. You’ve never been given more than 5 presents in your lifetime and now you were receiving 6 at the same time. You turned on your heel and hurried up the stairs, careful not to run into servers who were rushing around with trays of wine glasses. The butlers walked past you as you entered your bedroom.

You didn’t know where to begin. You grabbed the box white box that said ‘Jimmy Choo’, you opened it and instantly fell in love with the beautiful champagne heels that sat in the box. They fit you perfectly and put the box on your bed before moving onto the next gift. You pulled out a sheer gray robe with gray fur trimming. You immediately slipped it on and felt overwhelmed. All in all, you received two new dresses another pair of shoes and a brand new Macbook.

“Do you like it?” Bucky asked.

You turned and engulfed him into a kiss, “ I love it.”

“Almost forgot one thing,” He pulled out something from behind his back. It was a velvet rectangular box. He opened it and revealed a gorgeous pearl necklace that had over twenty pearls. You took it in your hand and continued to stare at it, not believing what was before your eyes.

“It’s beautiful,” You said.

“Picked it out myself,” He smiled proudly.

“But why?” You looked at him. “Why would you get it for me?”

“You deserve to get treated like the queen that you are.”

“Are you sure you wouldn’t want to join the party?” Bucky asked.

You shook your head and balanced the glass of liquor in your hand. “I would much rather be here with you.” You looked out the window in his study. The pandemonium was in the courtyard. Men and women jumped into the pool and acted as if they were at a carnival. They danced wherever and with whoever they desired.

You had spent the entire time in his study, talking about his business trip and upcoming ones. You slowly grew tired of watching and turned away before sitting on the velvet sofa that was in the room. You leaned back and rested the glass on the coffee table. You closed your eyes just as Ace walked in.

“Mister Barnes it’s Mister Harrison,” He said.

“He’s here? Now?” Bucky asked. You opened your eyes to see an annoyed look flash through his eyes. “Will you be alright by yourself for a few minutes?”

You nodded.

“Sorry, doll, it’s business,” He said and followed Ace out the door.

Within the thirty minutes that he was gone, you had ordered five drinks. By the time he walked back into the room, you were quite tipsy. He looked angry but when his eyes fell on you, they softened and he pulled you into a kiss. He tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear and held you against his chest. He sighed and you weren’t sure if you wanted to ask him about the event that just occurred.

“Have you seen the firework show?” He asked.

“From the small window in my cottage,” You said.

“What’s the point of coming to these parties if you miss the best part?” He grabbed your hand. “Come on, I’ll give you the best view.”

He led you to a door that was hidden behind a thick curtain. Bucky opened it and revealed a dimly lit spiral staircase. He motioned for you to go up and you did, without hesitation. By the time you reached the top, your thighs were on fire. You pushed the door open and stepped onto the roof. You looked behind you, Bucky emerged from one of the many towers that were built into the palace.

Bucky pointed to the horizon. “ The show’s about to start.”

Just as the words left his mouth, fireworks erupted throughout the sky, lighting it all up. It was one after another. You walked closer to the edge, Bucky held your waist close to his body. You looked down and watched as a man dressed in a suit was moving his hands as if conducting the fireworks himself. They sparkled in the sky in dozens of brilliant colors. A smile plays on your lips as you watched the mesmerizing show of color and fire.

Something in the corner of your eye caught your attention, you looked away momentarily and saw a few of Bucky’s butlers beating the shit out of an older man. You pursed your lips and immediately looked away. You looked back into the sky just as the last of the fireworks went off. They spread across the sky in giants balls of shimmering light. You turned and pressed a kiss on Bucky as the fireworks continued to rage on behind you.

You woke up in a room that was bigger than any you’ve ever been in. The ceiling was high, the chandelier was dark, its crystals were dim. The duvet was a silky gold color. The bed was large, making you feel small and alone. You sat up. Your hair was disheveled and your shirt was on the floor. The drapes were dark and covered the probably equally tall windows. You looked around, the second floor of the bedroom had tall shelves with clothes. Each cubby was full. You pushed yourself off the bed and grabbed your sheer robe that was draped over a chair. You picked up your shirt and hurried out of the room. The train of the robe billowed behind you as you rushed through the halls. You turned a corner and crashed into Shea

“Y/N!” She exclaimed. “I was just coming to fetch you from Mister Barnes’ bedroom.”

“Holy shit,” You said aloud. “His room is huge!”

“I wouldn’t know, I’ve never been in it,” She said and shrugged onto the next subject. “Want me to take you to your room? The house is big, it’s easy to get lost.”

You nodded meekly.

You breathed in a breath of fresh air once you stepped into your bedroom. Shea opened the balcony doors, the thin curtains flowed in from the light gust of wind that was picking up.

“Mister Barnes in waiting for you in the kitchen,” Shea said. “Now I have some errands to run.”

“Thank you, Shea,” You smiled as she left.

You changed into something more comfortable before slipping on your robe and walking down to the kitchen. Bucky looked at you and smiled. You couldn’t help but feel sick.

“Morning doll, you look beautiful,” He said.

You gave him a forced smile, “Last night, did we…?”

He furrowed his eyebrows then shook his head, “God, no. You were drunk and half conscious, I didn’t want to take advantage of you.”

You walked over to him, cupped his cheeks and stood on your toes to kiss him, “You have no idea how relieved I am to hear that. Not that I don’t want to do that with you,” You quickly said. “It’s just that, I down want it to be like that.” You blushed furiously as the word vomit continued to spill out of your mouth.

Bucky smiled, “I know what you mean, love.” He kissed your forehead. “I made breakfast.” He showed you the plate of French toast.

Your mouth watered as you took the plate. The smell was so strong but so good. You didn’t realize how hungry you were until you wolfed down three slices of the French toast. You leaned back in your chair and took a deep breath.

“That was delicious,” You remarked.

“I’m glad you liked it,” he said.

You looked around the kitchen. The vivid memory of the butlers beating up the guy was still burning in your head. You found yourself staring off into the distance, your mind going blank as you looked at nothing in particular. You forced yourself to look away, meeting Bucky’s eyes once again.

“I spaced out for a moment there,” You regarded.

Ace walked into the room, he whispered something into Bucky’s ear. He nodded and stood up, “I need to take this.” He walked out of the room with Ace trailing behind him. Shea appeared from around the corner. You needed to get out of the house for a while.

“Shea, would you like to come with me to the store?” You asked.

Her eyes widened momentarily, “Are you sure you want me to come?”

You nodded, “Yes, we can have someone drive us.”

“Okay,” She said. “I’ll have Thomas bring a car over.”

You felt like you were suffocating. Living in Bucky’s place was great but you only ever left the house when you went out on dates. It’s time you get some fresh air and go out on your own. You needed to clear your head and Bucky will be fine if he’s alone for a while.

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HEY THIS IS A MOOD. i’m. so emo about keith.

i mean, he’s lost everyone and all he feels like he has is shiro and also pls consider that he’s lost shiro three times already.

first when he went to kerberos, which was only supposed to be a 5 month mission, but still. and then the radio silence and the subsequent retrieval mission and finding out they were presumed dead. and then the garrison making shiro’s death a teachable moment. like that’s the simulator test we see lance and hunk and pidge doing in the first episode. i can’t even imagine.

can you imagine the loss of the most important/only person in your life being reduced to that? like he probably couldn’t even watch the news without it being about pilot error.

the whole series, we see keith borderline clingy toward shiro. like he’s always got two eyes on him, wonders where he is, and does everything he can to take care of him and not lose him again.

in season two when thinks zarkon is tracking the ship through him, he just packs up all his stuff and runs. he doesn’t want to put the team and the ship and shiro in danger so he’s literally planning to cut and run and let zarkon come after him? “i can pilot us to safety” CAN YOU KEITH? CAN YOU RUN FROM A GALRA CRUISER IN A SHUTTLE? REALLY?

and. despite all that. he still mcfucking loses shiro. like he doesn’t take his eyes off shiro once and he still disappears. i’m in agony. and now there are strong hints that it’s going to happen a fourth time, in some way. 

“as many times as it takes” more like just shoot me now thanks

bkwurm1  asked:

Oh great and powerful Marc, keeper of our burning questions, please share your wealth of wisdom! Oliver and Anatoly go back to Lian Yu (so fun to watch these two) and Anatoly is sending a boat to "find him" in two days (while Kovar kindly keeps Oliver company, lol) But what time of the year is it currently in the flashbacks? I want to say fall since the Pilot came out in Oct 2012. Is that correct? Thank you our Wonderful Wizard.

The flashbacks in the final three episodes take place in October 2012.

Still Star Crossed

Hello, Still Star Crossed Fandom! I have recently learned that the wonderful show that has become dear to many of us has been cancelled by the ABC network, and I am gravely disappointed. I have been watching live every night since the pilot, and have seen the potential for success that this show could have had with better promotion and with actual time. I am baffled that the ABC network would make such a quick decision after airing only three episodes at the time. But alas, I have decided that I shall fight for Still Star Crossed regardless of their choice to end this impeccably written and amazingly diverse show. 

I know that what I am about to write is a long shot, but here goes. I have researched networks that air shows similar to Still Star Crossed and the Starz network definitely does from Camelot, Pillars of the Earth, and Spartacus to The White Queen, Black Sails, and many others. Perhaps if this wonderful fandom joined together in promoting the show to the Starz network, it could potentially be considered for a second season on their summer schedule. Also, a good old fashioned petition to the ABC network could help them to reconsider. Now, I have no clue how to set up an online petition, but I’m certain that someone does. Please, please help me to save Still Star Crossed. It is an amazing show and it deserves a chance.

Amazon Original Kids Series Danger & Eggs Premieres June 30 on Prime Video in the US and UK


All 13 episodes, created by Mike Owens and Shadi Petosky, and executive produced by Owens, Petosky, and Chris Hardwick, will feature the voice talent of comedians Aidy Bryant and Eric Knobel

Guest star voice talent includes Weird Al, Lori Petty, Charlyne Yi, Kate Micucci, Mary Elizabeth Winstead, Jasika Nicole, Felicia Day, Jonah Ray, Angelica Ross, and Jazz Jennings

(NASDAQ: AMZN) — Amazon today announced its original animated kids series Danger & Eggs is scheduled to premiere on Friday, June 30 on Prime Video in the US and UK. Featuring the voice talent of comedians Aidy Bryant (Saturday Night Live) as D.D. Danger and Eric Knobel (Huge Theater) as Phillip, the series will also include guest star voice talent from Weird Al (Milo Murphy’s Law), Lori Petty (Tank Girl), Charlyne Yi (Knocked Up), Kate Micucci (Garfunkle and Oates), Mary Elizabeth Winstead (Scott Pilgrim), Jasika Nicole (Fringe), Felicia Day (Geek and Sundry), Jonah Ray (Nerdist, Mystery Science Theater), Angelica Ross (Her Story), and Jazz Jennings (I Am Jazz). Danger & Eggs is created by Mike Owens (Yo Gabba Gabba!, Animaniacs) and Shadi Petosky (Yo Gabba Gabba!, Mad) and executive produced by Owens, Petosky, and Chris Hardwick (Talking Dead, @midnight). The pilot, which was part of Amazon’s Fall 2015 pilot season and is rated 4.6 out of 5 stars by customers with 80% 5-star reviews, is now available to stream exclusively for Prime members via the Amazon Prime Video app for TVs, connected devices including Fire TV, mobile devices and online—Prime members can also download the pilot to mobile devices for offline viewing at no additional cost to their membership.

Danger & Eggs follows the endless adventures of a fearless, teal-haired girl named D.D. Danger (Aidy Bryant) and her ever cautious best friend, a giant talking egg named Phillip (Eric Knobel). As the daughter of world-renowned stunt daredevil, Roy Danger, D.D. is following in his footsteps and is always chasing her next big thrill. Luckily for her, Phillip is always there by her side with jerry-rigged safety mechanisms to make her thrill-seeking dreams come true. Together, they go in search of new adventures at their favorite spot, Chicken Paw Park, which is home to Philip’s mom Becky, a gargantuan chicken. The first season finds D.D. and Phillip meeting a raccoon with a thirst for technology, being sucked into a mysterious underground science lab, discovering a lonely robot in an overgrown garden, and taking on a famous zip line. Throughout their journey, they overcome obstacles with the “Buddy System” because even though they are polar opposites, their differences complement each other’s strengths and weaknesses to solve problems. Their Buddy System mantra says it all, “You look out for me and I’ll look out for you!”

“We are excited to introduce our first animated comedy for children ages 6-11 to our customers,” said Tara Sorensen, Head of Kids Programming at Amazon Studios. “We feel incredibly lucky to be working with the caliber of creative talent behind this series.”

“For us, the heart of Danger & Eggs is the friendship between Phillip and D.D. that proves you can face fear and danger and have a blast in the process because you are not alone,” said Mike Owens. Adds Shadi Petosky: "We can’t believe we get to take out our anxiety on a show–putting our inside voices into these characters and seeing if they stay friends.”

"I’ve been passionate about animation my whole life and to produce this series with my animation company fulfills a lifelong goal,” says Chris Hardwick, Executive Producer. "This show is funny, touching, and has incredible design–everything I’ve wanted to make.”

Below are what customers have said about the Danger & Eggs pilot:

  • “[My 8 year-old son] asked to watch this show at least four times! He loves it! I’ve watched it with him for at least three of those times.”
  • “As a father of a little girl with anxiety issues, I really appreciated Phillip’s portrayal. So often in cartoons there is shaming of nervousness or anxiety (ie: C'mon, don’t be a wimp) but in Danger and Eggs, Phillip is just there. He’s an anxious character and that’s ok.”
  • “My son loves this show! He’s 6 and says he loves the characters and finds them very funny. He loves the art style and how crazy and fun it is.”
  • “As a father of two young daughters, I was thrilled to see a show that revolves around a young girl going on playfully dangerous adventures without the need of an overly macho cohort saving her! Added points for the wonderful humor that is also incorporated for the older demographic without it being crude.”
  • “My 10-year-old daughter and I both loved it! She appreciates the subtle humor and animation of this show and said she wants to watch more!”

Danger & Eggs is part of Prime Video’s growing line-up of award-winning and critically-acclaimed Originals for kids and families. All 13 episodes from the series will be available to stream and enjoy using the Amazon Prime Video app for compatible TVs, connected devices, including Amazon Fire TV and mobile devices, or online at www.amazon.com/kidsoriginals, at no additional cost to their membership. Prime members can also download select titles to mobile devices for offline viewing. Eligible customers who are not already Prime members can sign up for a free trial at www.amazon.com/prime. For a list of all Amazon Video compatible devices, visit www.amazon.com/howtostream. Danger & Eggs is also available as part of Amazon FreeTime Unlimited, the all-you-can-eat subscription service designed from the ground up for kids. FreeTime Unlimited is available exclusively on Amazon devices, including Amazon Fire TV and Fire tablets, and a year-long subscription is included with every Fire Kids Edition.

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  • Instant Access: Customers can instantly watch anytime, anywhere through the Amazon Video app on compatible TVs, mobile devices, Amazon Fire TV, Fire TV Stick, and Fire tablets, or online. For a list of all compatible devices, visit www.amazon.com/howtostream.
  • Premium Features: Top features like 4K Ultra HD, High Dynamic Range (HDR) and mobile downloads for offline viewing of select content.

In addition to Prime Video, the Prime membership includes unlimited fast free shipping options across all categories available on Amazon, more than two million songs and thousands of playlists and stations with Prime Music, secure photo storage with Prime Photos, unlimited reading with Prime Reading, unlimited access to a digital audiobook catalog with Audible Channels for Prime, a rotating selection of free digital games and in-game loot with Twitch Prime, early access to select Lightning Deals, exclusive access and discounts to select items, and more. To sign-up for Prime or to find out more, visit: www.amazon.com/prime.

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Twenty One Pilots Go Pants-Free for First Grammy Award

When Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun of twenty one pilots hopped up to accept their very first Grammy (Best Pop Duo/Group Performance for their hit “Stressed Out”) viewers might have thought for a moment that the lads were adjusting their pants zippers before walking to the stage.

As it turned out, nope, that wasn’t the case — they took their pants entirely off,  facing the audience in their underpants.

As the disbelieving crowd looked on, Joseph gave a quick — and, it turns out, heartwarming and humorous  — explanation for the striptease.

“The story — it starts in Columbus, Ohio, a few years ago, and it was before Josh and I were able to make money playing music,” he said. “I called him up, and I said, ‘Hey, Josh, you want to come over to my rental house and watch the Grammys?’ And he said, ‘Yeah, who is hanging there?’ And I said, ‘A couple my roommates are coming to watch the Grammys with us’

“And as we were watching, we noticed every single one of us was in our underwear. And seriously, Josh turned to me — and we were no one at that time — and he said, if we ever go to the Grammys, if we ever win a Grammy, we should receive it just like this.

“So, not only is this amazing, but I want everyone who is watching at home to know that you could be next,” he concluded. “Because anyone, from anywhere, can do anything!”

Host James Corden was impressed enough by the duo’s chutzpah that he himself appeared in his skivvies directly following the commercial break.

The 59th Annual Grammy Awards were aired live from Los Angeles February 12. Twenty one pilots were nominated for a total of three awards.


Okay guys, Relativity is finally live! So let me explain for those of you who don’t know already. It’s a time travel webseries with a twist: there are ten episodes, but three different ways to watch them! Each character experiences these ten episodes in three different orders and to get the full experience of it, it’s best to watch it three times. (Don’t worry, it’s short!) I think it plays best if you do it from Candace’s POV, followed by Perry’s, then Erin’s. But you’re not bound to that! So watch the pilot and then you’ll get some options to keep going. Pick a character and it’ll put you in a playlist for that character. Also, you can just keep clicking “Follow [that character]”

Okay, now go watch!

The Crowley/Sheppard thing

I feel the need to write a thing. I’ll put the majority under the cut so if you’re tired of seeing posts regarding it, or it’s stressing you out, you can skip it.

TL;DR: Please - please - be respectful and sympathetic to our dear Crowley girls during this time. Think about what drives you to continue to watch the show and imagine if that were taken away. If you don’t understand Crowley’s appeal, thought it was his time, etc. just try to muster up some human decency and not say or do anything to be rude or make them feel worse. They are a part of this fandom - that makes them family. Let’s take care of them and support them however we can, okay?

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                                                   Soul Mate 21

The voice you hear your thoughts in is your soulmate’s but you don’t know who they are until you hear them speak for the first time.

A/N: THIS PART/CHAPTER WHAT EVER IS QUITE EMOTIONAL, AND I’M NOT GONNA LIE, I TEARED UP TOWARDS THE END. Wow, I’m getting so into this, I’m such an angsty son of a bitch. Anyways…enjoy the pain! BTW, yay for Leia’s first appearance! [GIF NOT MINE]

Word Count: 4.4K+

Warning: Angst…Emotions…lots of emotions


There was an absence in the Force, a sense of loneliness and hollowness that echoed out throughout Ren’s chest. He could feel himself losing you, bit by bit. It had to be done. The feeling of your soul undoing itself from his ever so slowly was deadly, he was afraid you had found someone else the moment he saw that oh so familiar ship land on the sandy terrain of Jakku. Anguish, defeat, heart break, anything that could make the young man feel miserable was attacking him all at once. This was his own doings and only he could undo it–yet, he couldn’t. Because fear lead his world and his world was dark and empty, and a soulless carcass like his couldn’t contain love.

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I was tagged by @donnattartt (thank you so much!)

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better 

(questions under the cut this is kinda long lol)

  1. nicknames: nali

  2. gender: female (???? idk man anything goes honestly)

  3. star sign: pisces

  5. time: 4:30pm

  6. birthday: march 6

  7. favorite bands: bts, literally all kpop groups ever fight me (except got7 they’re trash), the beatles, imagine dragons, twenty one pilots 

  8. favorite solo artists: halsey, lorde, hyuna, alessia cara, shawn mendes

  9. song stuck in my head: serendipity by bts
last movie i watched: i think it was sing lol
last show i watched: brooklyn 99 
  12. when did i create my blog: started my blog in december 2015, switched to my current theme in june 2017

  13. what do i post: harry potter, kpop, star wars, doctor who, disney, ya lit, poetry, photography, fashion
last thing i googled: bts’ worldwide chart rankings (i don’t think we reached the billboard hot 100 but oh well)
  15. do i have any other blogs: yup! a pink aesthetic/poetry blog @theshadowchildren, a bts blog that i don’t update anymore @btaesthetic, and my friends’ kpop blog that I help maintain the tagging system for @binubinme
  16. do i get asks: rarely, i think about 8 total lmao
  17. why i chose my url: i love quidditch so much omg I can’t believe this wasn’t taken

  18. following: 207
followers: 186
  20. average hours of sleep: 6? 7?
lucky number: 3 and 8
instruments: violin, viola, voice, i used to play piano, cello if you squint
  23. what am i wearing: black sports bra and shorts
  24. dream job: performance (dance and/or singing) or maybe writing poetry

  25. dream trip: relaxing vacation somewhere tropical // hitting all the big cities in asia

  26. favorite food: any chinese food
  27. nationality: chinese/danish heritage and usa born

  28. favorite song right now: bts dna or bts mic drop

i tag: @nymphadorcas @moonilupin @acciolunalovegood @iilverrmornyy @horaceslughorn @howlingremus @dearlovegood @queeniegoldtsein @qrtemis @wingtae @siruisblack @sobertwo @pomvnasprout @minervamcgee @bowtrnkle @aphrodihe @zcbini @lilypronqs @denmvrk @softprongs

Okay so I said I wouldn’t watch many idol series this time…

I lied.

I was kinda curious on Idolmaster and I saw they released an anime for the guys and so I checked it out.

I wad floored seeing the first main three guys were like…adults! A lawyer, a pilot, and a doctor?! Becoming idols?! That was strange.

But then I looked up the characters and there was a unit full of teachers?? And they looked like dorks?? You got me..

Is the girl’s idolmaster like this too? I guess I gotta check it out.


Don’t know about anyone else, but I refuse to believe that was the first time Han and Leia had seen each other since they lost their son.

Every year or so, one of them will receive a set of coordinates and an address to some nondescript hotel (never the Falcon). Sometimes it’s a significant date (Leia’s birthday, Ben’s birthday, the anniversary of Yavin or Endor); sometimes it’s just random. Chewie is always stationed somewhere down the hall to keep watch.

Sometimes there is angry shouting: when Leia goes back to using Organa instead of Organa-Solo and steps down from office to join the Resistance, after Han takes a job on some Order-controlled world just to bait Ben into showing up (it fails and he denies it, but he’s still bandaged up when she gets there). Sometimes there’s laughter, like the time they discover a low-budget, highly fictionalized holodrama of the Skywalker family saga and somehow Corellian ale gets spilled all over the bed. And sometimes tears - after Luke disappears, a few years later when Han follows up a lead that turns out to be false, an attack led by Kylo Ren where the Resistance loses a lot of good people.

At first it was Han who wanted to talk about their boy and Leia who refused, but gradually over the years that balance shifts. The last time they meet up ends in a big fight, with bitter accusations flung on both sides (and also a bottle thrown at the wall left of Han’s head). It’s nearly three years later when the Resistance gets a report of First Order activity and the Millennium Falcon spotted on Takodana, and Leia insists on piloting the transport herself.

No matter how much we fought, I always hated watching you leave.

That’s why I did it - so you’d miss me.

[Being a Pilot]

Winner’s Response (annanguyenny):
Kidding I’m back If I did get back to you in time, for my one-shot, could I please request just general fluff with Kise with reader wife and his daughter omg. Maybe a thing where he’s been away for a while because of his pilot job and finally comes back home or whatever is fine!!! Thanks soooo much this has made my week

Admin Nanacchi’s Response:
I’m glad I made your week dear ^^! Hope this is what you were looking for and thank you for entering the contest~~

Word Count: 1,391 
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Kise X Wife!Reader
Summary: Kise’s arrival back home after his shift at the airport ends. 

Being a pilot was a tiring job. It was filled with agonizing hours follow by many blinking lights all which, Kise had to know were flashing the appropriate colours. It was a career where he had to let himself go without sleep for hours sometimes just to reach the destination he was flying too; a career that took up over forty hours of his week; a career that was quite lonely. It was a career that blinded Kise from the perks of it with the amount of negative things that overtook them-it was something that he felt pressured heavily by.

However, when it was time to clock out and he would take his suitcase down a pathway alongside many others, Kise would feel himself relax. With his jacket draped over his arm, the doors would open and he would always wince at the light that hit his eyes; always not ready for the brightness of day to overtake his vision. Moments like these always brought him back to how you seemed to radiate with beauty on the day of the wedding; the way you drove him to your side and dazzled him; the way you made him fall for you even more.

It was times like this where Kise would light up just at the sight of you and his little girl-both of you waving at him once he came out of the doors. It was times like this where he would feel comforted at the fact that he was now able to throw his hat in the air, and forget about it in favor of holding the two of you in his arms. It was a time where Kise could just lose himself in the love and joy he was given.

The feeling of home filled him as his happy cry was answered with loud giggles from you and his daughter. Despite the long work hours and the feeling of emptiness because you weren’t beside him, it was all erased just by this simple gesture. You nuzzled into the spot of his neck and Kise shook a bit as your hair tickled him. Your scent filled him; gave him something that he couldn’t put to thoughts. It made him feel like he had never left. He closed his eyes as he took in the warmth. Kise leaned down slightly to ruffle his daughter’s hair as she clung to his leg. He stifled a chuckled as he felt her pull at his dress pants continuously asking for his attention. Pulling away from you, he met your eyes and trailed his hand down to the arch of your back. Pressing his forehead against yours, he grinned at you.

Kise loved this-the pink that tinted your cheeks at his affections; the way you tried to break eye contact with him only to be forced back into it just as his hot breath hit your skin; it made him go crazy. Just you being this close to him made him reconsider quitting his job. You and the child you gave him were always the reasons he had that thought-it was always something that came when he held you near him; felt his daughter paw at him.

Kise didn’t like being away from the two of you for so long; he didn’t like how he couldn’t see your sleeping face next to his every morning; he didn’t like that he couldn’t watch Riyoka grow up; he didn’t like any of it. It bothered Kise so much that even photos and phone calls couldn’t stop the feeling of worry creep at him. It led him to question the wellbeing of the two of you-questions like: were you two happy? Was everything well? Did you miss him? Did Riyoka miss him? Did you know he loves you? Does Riyoka know he loves her-it was an endless tirade of lost words. These thoughts always seemed to make a way in his mind, and no matter what he did to take his mind off his loneliness, you and his daughter always showed up in his mind.

Kise closed his eyes; laughing a bit as he knew that he wouldn’t have it any other way. The wait to see his family made the reunion so much more warming. It made him realize that perhaps, being loved was one of the best gift he ever got-perhaps even the greatest one. Kise never felt so overwhelmed and though it was always just a few simple waves and a grin shared between the three of you, it was enough to make him break through the fatigue he had. It was enough to make him cry each time he saw you waiting for him in the terminal. It was enough that he could finally rest easy now that the two of you were in his line of sight once again.

“Ryouta.” He heard you say. You frowned as you took out a tissue from your pocket. Dabbing his cheeks you let out a sigh. “You’re crying again dear.” Taking his hand away from your back and pressing it against your hand, he merely smiled. “Of course I am! I haven’t seen my _____cchi and Riyoka-cchi for a while.” Tightening his grip on your hand, he smirked at how your cheeks yet again turned into a deeper shade of red. He would never get tired of this. “Ne, ne ____cchi, did you miss me?”

“O-Of course I missed you…” Turning your head away, you pouted. “It’s not easy not seeing you everyday Ryouta…” He heard you mumble, making his heart break a bit. Bringing both hands to cup your cheeks, he looked at you sadly.

“It’s not easy for me either, but I’m here now ____cchi.” He whispered. Noticing your fluttering eyes, Kise bit his lip. “I’m here now…” He said again as he brought his lips to yours, teasing you; brushing your lips with his before he went in. Just as he was going to deepen the kiss the two of your broke away after hearing a high pitched whining sound. Looking down, the two of you noticed your daughter’s lips quivering as she held her arms up. Sharing a look, both of you started laughing.

“Okay, okay!” Kise said happily, picking up his daughter just as she was standing on her toes. He smothered her with kisses as he held her near his face, earning giggles and a couple of pats from her hands. Kise smile grew as she rubbed her nose against his. “Daddy, you’re home!” Suddenly pouting, she crossed her arms and looked at him angrily. “You made Mommy sad! Why did you come late?” As if getting an idea she covered her mouth, gasping at Kise. “Does Daddy not like Mommy anymore?!”

“W-What!?” Kise looked astonished. His little girl was questioning his relationship with you? Furrowing his eyebrows he felt guilt eat at him; but just as it began it ended once you wrapped your arms around his waist. His shoulders dropped just as he heard your laughter-the soft melody filling his ears. “Riyoka, Daddy does like Mommy still, right Ryouta?”  

“Daddy doesn’t just like Mommy.” Kise said. “He looooooves her!”

“Good!” He heard his daughter say. She gave him a big grin before rambling on about a picture she drew for him, and how excited she was to give it to him once they got home. Setting her down, he chuckled as he watched her try to pull his suitcase that was indeed three times her size. “I can do it Daddy! Watch me!” Feeling your hand interlace with his, Kise’s eyes drooped.

This feeling; it was remarkably tranquil.

As Kise let himself be guided through the terminal to where you parked the car, he could only nod his head while looking at you and his daughter with a doting expression.

Being a pilot was a job that was filled with pressure and immense worry. It was a job that Kise sometimes regretted, but because it brought moments like this, it was a nice one. It was the only thing that gave him this reunion every time he finished and that was something he loved every time. And if he could tell himself every time he got into the front seat of the plane that it was worth it, he would because really it was. It was always worth it.  

I was tagged by @coolbuttmetal and @raincityrenaissance ito answer the following. Thank you guys 💕💕

1. Nickname: Nickie, and a lot of short joke puns 😂

2. Gender: Female.

3. Star sign: Taurus ♉️

4. Height: 5'1", yes I know I’m really short.

5. Time: 1:50 pm

6. Birthday: May 13th

7. Favourite bands: Alice In Chains, Soundgarden, Pearl Jam, Stone Temple Pilots, Joe Cocker, Def Leppard, CSNY, Neil Young, Jimi Hendrix, The Who, Led Zeppelin, Blind Faith, T. Rex, David Bowie, Black Sabbath, Heart, Delta Deep, Candlemass, Audioslave, R.E.M., and many many more

8. ?

9. Song stuck in my head: Endgame by R.E.M.

10. Last movie watched: Mad Dogs and Englishmen (Joe Cocker documentary)

11. Last show watched: West Wing

12. When did I create my blog: September 2014. Three years, baby!

13. What do I post about: Layne Staley. And Alice In Chains.

14. Last thing I googled: Wizard World Comic Con

15. Do you have other blogs: yes I have two- @wheretherivergoes

16. Do you get Asks: sometimes it I wish I got more!

17. Why did you choose your URL: it was the only one not taken that had something to do with Alice In Chains 😂😂

18. Following: not sure but somewhere around almost 2000

19. Followers: 1791 ❤️

20. Favourite colours: Black, emerald green, royal blue, teal

21. Average hours of sleep: 9-11 hours

22. Lucky number: 13

23. Instruments: my voice? And I can pretend to play piano, and a little bass

24. What am I wearing right now: Dance clothes (yes I am a dancer)

25. How many blankets do I sleep with: one or two

26. Dream job: Working somewhere in theatre

27. Dream trip: New Zealand

28. Favourite food: Mushrooms, any vegetable

29. Nationality: American

30. Favourite song now: Delta Lady- Joe Cocker

I shall tag: @sweetness-doesnt-touch-my-face
@maddest-0f-hatters @rock-basstard