i was watching this and just had to do this

Beca:I-I don’t know Chloe. I just-

Chloe:You’re scared because I want you? I want to love you and kiss you and comfort you. But I also really want to touch you and make you feel amazing.


Chloe:I want to do more than just force you to watch shitty movies in a dorm room. I want to make you happy Becs. I want us to go out on real dates. We can have anniversary’s, we can celebrate our birthdays and Christmas together. I’ll make you blueberry pancakes in the morning after my run. You’ll call me a nerd whenever I tell you how beautiful you are. Then when we have sex it would be so mind blowing. I know you’ve thought about it.


Chloe:Why does it scare you then Beca?

Beca:Because I’ve never had that before. But I really, really want it.

A few months ago I was in tears. When Nu'est announced that they would be on P101, I felt lost. Was this what it had come to? They were so close to disbandment. If they had disbanded I don’t know what would’ve happened. I was in such a deep hole trying to figure out what I, an Int fan, could do to help. But we couldn’t do anything except watch them slowly fade away.

Now, just a few months later, we’ve blown records out of the water. The fan base is amazing! They’re actually get the recognition they deserve! I can’t believe we were so close to losing them, but now it’s a completely different world and Nu'est is closer to the top than ever!

I am so proud to call myself a ㄴㅇㅅㅌ after all of these years! Congrats on the win!!!

I laughed out loud when I watched The Hobbit and they had the Elves eating vegetarian. I don’t see anything wrong with being vegetarian, just so I’m clear, you do you, as long as you’re not a dick about it. But the Elves are described so often as hunters throughout the books, and, yeah, they’re supposed to have some sort of spiritual connection to the land, but I’ve always seen it as more like the Wolves of the Beyond, where they thank the animal for sustaining them as it’s dying. Anyways, if they’re vegetarian and still considered great hunters in Jackson’s Middle Earth, that means they’re hunting purely for sport, and I just don’t see that happening. Somebody was trying too hard.

Feelings Revealed

Originally posted by multifandomimagines-17

Pairing: Peter Quill x Reader

Request: I was wondering if you could make an imagine where its peter quill during the mantis scene from the second movie and make the reader plus size  (by @warriorprincess1515)

Word count: 725

A/N: Sorry @warriorprincess1515 it took me so long to finally post this! I hope that this was what you were wishing for and that you’ll like it :)

PS: You can send me asks, stupid questions, messages anything! And please do :D send your asks here


You were watching as Peter and Drax talked with Mantis. You had had the biggest crush on Peter since the day you met him. You loved everything about him: his sense of humor, how supportive he was, how he always knew just the way to cheer you up. Plus, he was smoking hot. But there was no way he would ever love you the same way you loved him. He had dated the hottest women on the whole galaxy and it was fair to say you could never compete with them. They were all so tall and skinny and just overall perfect. And you were pretty much the opposite. Why would he settle for someone like you when he could have a supermodel? You knew you would never have him but hey, it doesn’t hurt to dream, right? You stood further away from him, leaning on a wall just taking it all in… Trying not to seem creepy.

You admired his features as he focused on what Mantis was saying.

“If I touch someone I can feel their feelings” Mantis said and you got curious. You walked closer to them so you could join the conversation.

“Really? You just touch someone and you’ll feel what they are feeling?” You asked curiously.

“Yes. May I?” Mantis asked Peter his permission to read his feelings.

“Oh, alright” Peter shrugged and stretched his hand to her.

God, he was always so cool, you thought and tried to shake yourself awake from the daydreams.

“You feel love” Mantis told Peter making him seemingly uncomfortable.

“Yeah, yeah, I guess yeah I feel a general unselfish love for just about any…” Peter tried to nervously explain when Mantis interrupted him.

“No, romantic, sexual love…” Mantis clarified making you even more curious. He loved someone? A small wave of sadness rushed over you and you tried to hold back the tears. You didn’t want to hear this.

“No, no I don’t” Peter shook his head nervously trying to stop her.

“For her” Mantis finished pointing at you.

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I have done a whole pile of Social Activities today and like, they have not gone terribly badly (so far! a lot of them were emails and things so there’s still time!) (also: that I know about! but anyway). But I keep on having this Very Strong Awareness that they have not gone badly Only because at various points I very closely and intensely watched people who were able to do these things well and then when I had enough data I was like whirr whirr pattern synthesising and then I produced a Reasonable Pastiche. 

But actually, in fact, I’m pretty sure this is just how humans work? Right? Brains are just devices Specifically For This, social knowledge is just taking in a load of data and extracting a formula with which to generate new things which also fit the same template but with enough variation to make it seem like it’s not an exact copy. This is just an unremarkable Human Process, no?

then again do real humans write weird blog posts about how humans process information so as to generate social actions, probably not.

anonymous asked:

Prompt idea: emison watches a horror movie together and one gets all scared and jumpy while the other tries to calm them down throughout it

this was perfect for fetus emison i’m cryin :(( thank u! xx

“Ali, I told you my mum will be super angry if she knows what we’re doing” Emily reiterated  what she had been telling Alison for the last half an hour as she sat at the foot of her bed, her hands in her lap and her back rigid, petrified that her mother was going to come home and catch them in the act.

“Sweetie, it’s just a movie” Ali giggled, sliding the disc into the DVD played and wrapping her silk dressing gown around herself as she joined Emily on the bed. “Em, come on. Don’t be a baby” Emily opened her mouth to protest, but at the pleading look in Alison’s eyes she just sighed and let herself try and relax. “Hit the lights” She demanded as Emily scrambled off the bed and turned the lights off, plunging the room into darkness, spare the low-lit TV screen that sat precariously on top of her chest of draws.

“Which one did you pick?” Emily asked, her throat constricting slightly at the delicate glow of Ali’s cheeks, her hair somehow even more flawless as it was tied up in a high pony-tail, waves of gold flowing down her back.

“Some clown thing. I stole it from Jason’s room” She teased, tapping the space next to her as an invitation for Emily to lie with her. “Come on. It’ll be fun! We’ve got popcorn” She shook the bag of butterscotch popcorn, knowing it was Emily’s favourite, and grinned smugly as Emily finally joined her.

“You won’t tell my mom?” Emily reassured herself.

“Of course not sweetie” Ali smiled sweetly “you ready?” Emily let herself go, deciding that being Ali tonight, the night before her 14th birthday, was more important than her mother’s disapproval. She settled down, and they let the movie run. She had never seen something so gruesome, blood and masks and children being stalked. It didn’t help that Ali could read her like a book, and spent most of the movie watching as her expression stayed completely still from fear.

“You’re so cute” Ali mused, her eyes fixed on Emily’s face.

“It’s scary!” Emily protested, clutching a pillow to her chest as her knuckles turned white from the force.

“It’s stupid” Ali grinned, taking Emily’s hand and pulling her closer “the blood is so fake. The acting is awful, and the storyline is predictable”

“Stop ruining it” Emily laughed, lifting her pillow up and hitting Ali with it so that she almost toppled off the bed. For a second she froze, and then grabbed her own pillow, whacking it onto Emily side. They paused, looked at each other, and smiled a little awkwardly.

“Why do you love these movies so much?” Emily asked Ali, her voice quiet with nerves, unable to shake the feeling that she was making it too personal. But in response, Ali just shrugged.

“I don’t know” She admitted “I guess it’s just nice to escape the horrors of real life” She didn’t really know what to respond to that. Instead of saying anything, she took the remote and resumed the film. “I thought you were scared?” Ali asked “we don’t have to watch it anymore if you don’t want to”

“I’ll watch it differently” Emily decided “we can laugh at it together” Ali smiled widely, her whole face practically beaming. She took Emily’s hand and they both lay back on the bed, their feet entwined at the end as they let their hands dive into the bowl of popcorn between them. Watching it Ali’s way was better, and by the end of the night she thought her tummy was going to fall out she had laughed so hard. As the end credits rolled around, Emily found herself drifting off to sleep.

“Em?” Ali whispered into the dark, Emily’s light breathing was the only sound in the room. She didn’t try again, she knew if Emily was awake she would’ve responded the first time. Instead, she slid herself into Emily’s arms, letting herself fall asleep under the gentle touch of her skin. Suffice it to say that Emily had quite the soft spot for horror movies after that night.

I had to work a double at work yesterday, but fortunately we were slow. Being the great, amazing employee I am, I spent my downtime reading over Act One, because I do plan to work on it soon, preferably before I beat DA2 again, and I don’t think there’s a whole lot left to it (which really makes the long wait extra shitty. I’m sorry.)

Some things I noticed - 

- while I do wish I’d worked in more scenes with Fenris and Hawke alone before the expedition, the pacing (and fic as a whole) isn’t the dumpster fire I’d convinced myself it was. 

- the game dialogue is painful to fit in and I’m sorry there’s so much of it, but I still don’t see any way around it. Ten years or so ago I did a similar fic for a fandom I was in and I just skipped over all the canon scenes, assuming people had watched it and were familiar with it. The results were…not good.

- Chapter 26 is my favorite. I’m particularly pleased with Varric’s line,“You didn’t say not to write the book. You just did that thing with your eyebrows where it looks like you want to kill me. I assumed you had gas.”

- I don’t remember my original plan but maybe that’s for the best

- The lack of a plot or story structure beyond “this is what Act One was like for Leo” still bothers me. I’m still planning to do the other Acts/DLC but I haven’t decided yet whether to do them like this - one big fic each - or in smaller bites, since there are a lot of stories to be told

cataphoriccatastrophe  asked:

“I’m so in love with you.” Ladrien

This is from the awesome seasonofthegeek’s prompt list here. Feel free to send me a prompt and a pairing.

Ladybug smiled as she finished up her evening patrol. She loved being able to finish just in time to get to the top of the Eiffel Tower and watch the sun set on her city. She swung up said tower with grace and ease, she’d couldn’t believe that she would be able to say that she had become used to climbing it, yet here she was doing exactly that.

She did one final swing and couldn’t help but do a couple of flips as she fell towards the top of the Eiffel. Of course, as she finally got a good view of the top she really wasn’t expecting to see her crush. Adrien was sitting near the edge, relaxed with his hands behind his head and his legs dangling over the edge. It so surprised (and terrified) her to see him lounging so precariously that she managed to somehow trip instead of landing as she meant to.

Adrien blinked and sat up when he heard several loud metallic bumping sounds moving towards him from the side. He was halfway turned around when Ladybug accidently slammed into him. They went tumbling to the side, only coming to a stop after several dizzying rolls.

Ladybug rubbed her head as she sat up. “Are you alright, Ladybug?”

She opened her eyes, looked down and immediately let out small eep. She was sitting on Adrien Agreste’s stomach, his beautiful emerald eyes were staring straight into hers, his concern for her obvious with the way he was looking at her.

“I’m fine!” She shouted suddenly, her hands coming up to her face to cover her eyes.

Adrien smiled at the sight, she looked adorable. She peaked between her fingers at him and he couldn’t help but go along with the warm feeling that exploded in his chest at the sight, completely forgetting that he was Adrien right now and that, as far as he knew, Ladybug didn’t know Adrien all that well.

“I’m so in love with you,” he said softly.

Ladybug’s hands dropped from her face so that she could stare at him in shock. Adrien flushed a deep shade of red as he realized what he just blurted out. She shook her head slowly and reached down to cup his face with her hands.

“Am I dreaming?” She asked, mimicking how soft he had spoken just before. Her thumb ghosted over Adrien’s lip, making his breath catch in his throat.

“No, I don’t think so,” he hesitated. “Does this… does this mean you like me back?” he asked, failing to hide the deep longing in his voice.

Ladybug heard it clearly and in response she slowly leaned down towards him. Adrien’s eyes widened and then slowly slid closed as her soft lips pressed against his.

After a moment they broke apart and Ladybug smiled giddily down at him. “I love you too!” She said quickly. He smiled back at her and was about to say it again himself when she suddenly got a confused look on her face.

“How did you get up here anyway?” She tilted her head to the side and if Adrien wasn’t panicking he would have found it incredibly cute.

“I climbed?” He shrugged and grinned nervously. “Can you help me down? It wasn’t as dark earlier,” he rushed out.

She blinked, trying to understand what he was saying. “You need my help to get down?”

He nodded rapidly. “Please?”

Ladybug grinned. “Of course! I’ll show you what it’s like to hang with Ladybug! It’s awesome, don’t worry.”

He hid a sigh of relief behind his hand. “I’m not worried; you are amazing.”

She beamed and grabbed his hand. It was only when they were swinging through the city at terrifying speeds that he realized he had left Plagg sleeping on one of the beams.

So it turns out my library has an online selection of movies (good god, Gloria, fetch my smelling salts!). And I found this one on basic ASL clearly made in, like, the ‘80s, complete with cheesy music, and like people coughing in the background and shit. A lot of it’s still applicable, but I kinda laughed over the part where they were like marveling over phones that can send text instead of just sound.

So I watch it and want to return it before the auto-return in a week. Y’know, in case someone else has a mighty need to learn basic ASL. Turns out that unlike with, say, Kindle, I had to separately download the Overdrive app to return a title early. Okay. But that app doesn’t work on my computer. O…kay? So I have to download it to my phone, and then sign in to my library account there. I do that. I go to the bookshelf. Only the damned titles aren’t on my phone. I tell it to sync. “No titles.” It’s lying to me. Sync. “Nothing.” Sync, sync, sync. So I scroll through the help section. Turns out I have to find my library on the phone using the app, go to the loans for the titles I’ve already checked out, DOWNLOAD (not sync??) the title to my phone… and finally say “FUCKING RETURN.” So I guess this was my comeuppance for laughing at the way the lady in the video was marveling over technology–it took me 10 freaking minutes to figure out how to return a video online.

why am I alone?

youngk | jae | sungjin | wonpil | dowoon


this is part of @fooderaser tag for the #day6halloweenfest so if you want to join then feel free and write one and use the tag!!

(not my pics I just put them together in a collage, credits to rightful owners)


You sat cross legged on your bed, watching as the seconds ticked closer to midnight. Every year on the 30th day of October you sat waiting for the clock to edge over to the next day. Waiting for Halloween to come.

You never used to do this, in fact Halloween had never really been an exciting holiday for you. It wasn’t until you moved house that it all started to change and every year you eagerly anticipated the day, staying up late to make sure you were awake for every possible second that you could. And this year was no exception.

The second hand ticked over midnight and you checked your phone to see the display stating that it was now officially Halloween. Smiling lightly to yourself you jumped off your bed and hurried down to the kitchen and, sure enough, there was the boy you had been waiting for sitting at your kitchen table eating the cookies you had baked earlier the previous day for him. He grinned over at you through a mouthful of cookie crumbs, patting the seat next to him.

“Early as ever y/n.” He giggled, slinging an arm around your shoulders and bringing you close to him in a side hug.

“It’s lonely without you here, I want to spend as much time as possible with you.” You responded, taking a cookie yourself. He slapped your hand away softly and pouted down at you.

“Stop eating my cookies.” The blonde whined, shielding the plate with his arm.

“How do you know I didn’t bake these for myself?” You responded, sneaking a hand under his arm and grabbing one.

“Because you always bake me cookies, you even leave a note saying ‘Jae’s cookies’.” You blushed, he was right. You did always bake him a batch of cookies on Halloween, he didn’t get to eat much through the year so when he visited you on the holiday you would always make sure to bake him a large plateful.

“I’m such a good friend, right?”

“The best.” He mumbled through a mouthful of ginger spiced cookie.

It was already nearing one in the morning and you pouted at the thought of an hour already passing. That only left twenty three more with Jae.

“What’s got you down angel?” He lifted your chin gently with his hand, he was cold as always but you longed for that cold touch on your skin all the time. Not just once a year.

“I miss you when you’re not here,” you leant your head on his shoulder and you felt him lean his head on top of yours, “it’s too quiet and I get lonely.”

The first time you met Jae was only a month after moving in, you woke up at four in the morning to rustling around downstairs. You thought you’d been burgled and upon seeing a tall and skinny blonde boy sitting in your living room eating half the contents of your cupboards you nearly called the police. Now it had just become a yearly occurrence, Jae would appear at midnight on Halloween and stay the whole twenty four hours before his ghostly body disappeared for another year of haunting.

“I get lonely too,” he admitted, breaking you out of your thoughts, “it’s tiring haunting all those houses during the year and no one feeds me as well as you do. The only house I want to haunt is yours.” He smiled and brushed your hair away from your eyes.

“Just stay here all year then.”

“I would if I could, you know that.” You did know that, you knew he would only ever be here once a year. Even when you moved on he would still return here every year and that hurt your heart more than anything ever had. If you couldn’t be with Jae all the time you at least wanted to know he wasn’t lonely but you knew he was.

“Why am I always alone y/n?” He said softly, his voice light and fragile. You leant closer to him, not having the right words to cheer him up. His arm wrapped tighter around you and he buried his head into your hair, staying like that for a few minutes before pulling away. He kissed your forehead, lips cold against your skin before he turned away, embarrassed to show his moment of weakness.

You took the empty plate and put it in the dishwasher, going over to the kettle to make him a cup of tea. Tea always made Jae feel better, he always had one when he visited. Milk with two sugars, as always.

“Next time, can I have chocolate chip cookies?” He asked quietly, a light blush spreading up his neck.

“You can have whatever you want.” You responded, passing the mug over to him and watching him burn his tongue. As he did every year.

“Even pizza?” His eyes lit up.

“Only if you share it with me.”

“You’re the only person I’d ever want to share a pizza with.” He laughed and took your hand across the table, again, his skin was cold but you didn’t mind.

The rest of the day was much the same, just you and Jae catching up. You tried to stay awake for the full twenty four hours you had with him but by the time evening hit you were almost asleep. You were sat on the sofa together, his arm over your shoulders and your head resting on his chest. The tv was playing some old comedy show that you weren’t interested in but Jae seemed to enjoy it so you left it on.

“If you’re tired then go to sleep,” you shook your head and frowned, “I would say I’ll be here when you wake up but you know I won’t.” He sighed out loudly, running his fingers through your hair softly.

“I’ll miss you Jae.” Was the last thing you managed to say before exhaustion took over and your eyelids grew heavy.

And in the morning, when you woke up, all that was left was a dent where Jae had sat. He had placed a blanket over you as he always did before leaving and a little piece of paper sat next to your head.

‘Until next year, don’t miss me too much. Lots of love, Jae.’ And if you shed a few tears then Jae wasn’t to know. Until next year.

Here’s some more Camp Camp! This time I drew Daniel because art homework is a thing I had to do. I had to use only primary colors (my teacher let me use the peach for his skin) and black and white. Besides the peach, Daniel doesn’t have any secondary colors in his design (as far as I can tell) so I thought he would be a good candidate. I’m very pleased with how it turned out!

Art: Me!

Camp Camp: Rooster Teeth

anonymous asked:

Hewwo shiro had one of gigantic ultra floofy russian bear hunting doggos she was pitch black​ and her name was michelle

shiro also had a second dog named barrack and he was a tiny little pomeranian who liked to sit on michelle, and when shiro instead was laying on michelle (she makes a great pillow) barrack would get very upset and lay directly on shiro’s face

he accepts this wholeheartedly because he loves his two very important dogs

Prompt #185 - Charlie and the Proposal

So, as of today it’s been two years since I posted my first Charlie and Elliot fic. This is the 49th Charlie and Elliot story! I wanted to hit 50 but I’m lazy and who cares? But, thank you guys for enjoying them so much! Here’s the start of a story in their universe I surprisingly haven’t been asked to do yet. 

AO3 - C&E Index


‘No, Mama.’ Charlie sighed with a small laugh, two-years-old and already thinking her mother silly. Claire just smiled, watching her daughter’s little hand reach for hers. She plucked the cat figurine out of her mother’s hand only to replace it with a child.

The sun was warm over their heads as a cool breeze whistled through the leaves in their yard. It was the perfect spring day, sunscreen thick across Charlie’s young cheeks. Claire had started her morning in the garden, still trying to nurture vegetables to life in a small plot she planted a little while after Charlie was born. They were, for her efforts, flourishing. It had ended when Charlie came back from her Saturday morning swimming lessons with Owen, child dragging out the box of her Little People toys only to dump them in the grass.

Owen followed behind her five minutes later with a hat for their daughter and bottle of sunscreen for the fair skinned women in his life. Happy that they were being sun smart, Owen left them to play claiming the house needed maintenance while he didn’t have two women bothering him. Claire only rolled her eyes, shifting her attention from the garden to Charlie’s toys.

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I was tagged by @frankcastle​ and maybe other people earlier but I wasn’t in the mood to do memes at the time sozz :(

1st Rule: tag 9 mutuals you would like to know better


2nd Rule: Bold the statements that are true.

I am 5'7" or taller
I wear glasses [only when I go to the movies/theatre or am watching something with gr9 cinematography on my TV]
I have at least one tattoo [three but I wANT MOOORE]
I have at least one piercing [do mostly healed-over earlobes count?]
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces [my orthodontist kicked me out cause he gave up on making me wear my retainer whoops]

I love meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny [I don’t believe them but it’s been said]
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality [eVERYTHING]

I can sing well [I sang a solo in “Seasons of Love” at my middle school graduation and everyone said it was a hit but that was my one and only vocal peak]
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch

I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week [starting this week lmao]
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
I enjoy writing
Fandoms are my #1 passion

I do or have done martial arts [I quit after a month cause there was too much running]

I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event [AMC’s marathon of Nolan’s Batman movies leading up to the midnight premiere of The Dark Knight Rises yeaaah]
I have been in a taxi [taking three taxis in one night was the highlight of my high school prom. That and 2am formalwear IHOP]

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts [technically solo artist but whatevs]

I’m in a relationship
I have a crush on a celebrity
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together [this is only half bolded cause. I don’t really know. My dad’s a dick and it’s complicated]
I have at least one sibling
I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend in the past month [guess who literally had to open her calendar to answer this question. And technically this “friend” is my brother. Lolz]
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone

I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life [if “having about a dozen vague notions” is the same as knowing then sure]
I speak at least 2 languages
I have made a new friend in the past year [THE ONE WHO TAGGED ME!!]

anonymous asked:

Hi!!! I was wondering if you have watched the Sequel Trilogy, do you think Rey is related to any of the characters we know or is she totally unrelated?

I’ve watched TFA and I don’t particularly care for it, for a number of reasons. Searching “sequel trilogy” on my blog is likely to get you a handful of posts that explain why.

I don’t spend much time at all theorizing about Rey’s parentage, but if I had to guess I’d say they’re going to go the “Luke Skywalker’s daughter” route, just because of her power.

anonymous asked:

Can your team stop being fucking shitty and at least beat the Dodgers in one fucking game? It's been a shitty fucking week and season and I can't watch the Dodgers advance to the World Series so easily, so fuck you and your fucking team. -Sincerely, a pissed Giants fan

Um. I think I want my team to win just as much, if not more, than you do. If I could will the Cubs to a win, we would be up 3-0 in the series now. I get that y’all had a frustrating season and it sucks to see your bitter rival advance when you’re not even in the playoffs, but come on. I’ve suffered through years of that with the Cardinals, so I understand. There’s no call to be a jerk about it


i stress through the days with 100 thoughts in my head and everything can be totally chaos. but when i start to pray, everything turns silent and clear. because in spite of all this chaos, you remember what really matters. it’s fine because everything has a meaning.