i was waiting all day to do this

You all know I have my issues with the time jump but one of my literal most favorite romantic tropes ever is when two people who were attached at the hip and closer than anything in the world and loved each other more than anything else get separated for years, not knowing whether the other is alive or dead so they pick up their pieces and move on until one day fate throws them back together and they don’t know what to do with all their conflicting emotions and awkward interactions where they try to gage where they stand because they’re not the same people that they were but they could also never be strangers to each other after everything they’ve been through and it’s just angsty and fluffy and a rollercoaster of emotions and lmao let me tell you I cannot WAIT till s5!!!!!!!!!


In my restless dreams,
I see that town…

Silent Hill.

You promised me you’d take me
there again someday.
But you never did.

Well, I’m alone there now,
In our ‘special place’…
Waiting for you.

Waiting for you to
come to see me.

But you never do.

And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.

I know I’ve done a terrible
thing to you. Something you’ll
never forgive me for.

I wish I could change
that, but I can’t.

I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you…

Every day I stare up at the cracks
in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is…

The doctor came today.
He told me I could go
home for a short stay.

It’s not that I’m getting better.
It’s just that this may be
my last chance.

I think you know what I mean.

Even so, I’m glad to be coming
home. I’ve missed you terribly.

But I’m afraid, James.
I’m afraid you don’t really
want me to come home.

Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you…

I don’t know if you
hate me or pity me,
or maybe I just disgust you…

I’m sorry about that.

When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn’t want to accept it.

I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved the most…
Especially you, James.

That’s why I understand
if you do hate me.

But I want you to
know this, James.

I’ll always love you.

Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn’t
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.

Well, this letter has gone on
too long, so I’ll say goodbye.

I told the nurse to give
this to you after I’m gone.

That means that as you read
this, I’m already dead.

I can’t tell you to remember me,
but I can’t bear for you to
forget me.

These last few years
since I became ill…
I’m so sorry for
what I did to you,
did to us…

You’ve given me so much and
I haven’t been able to return
a single thing.

That’s why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what’s best for you, James.


You made me happy.


“What are you doing?”

Gracie looked up from her laptop to see her twin hovering over her shoulder. “I’m thinking about online dating.”

Emma sat down next to her and glanced at the screen. “I guess. But there’s a perfectly cute boy just waiting for you to give him the time of day.”


Rolling her eyes, Emma said, “Kayne! All he does in class is stare at you. We heard him admit that he likes you to the jackass. He even asked you out.”

“Yes but -”

“But nothing. You’re cute, smart and funny. He’d have to be deaf, dumb and blind not to like you!”

anonymous asked:

Can you please tell us more about your thoughts on how Dandelion and Juniper would have turned out? I'd love to read more about them, if they'd survived! :) You make me wish they had lived!

Aw that’s so sweet, I’m happy you ended up liking them so well. ;w; 

Hmm, what else do I have on them… 

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ashdeny-blog-blog  asked:

Hey I'm really obsessed with your Tumblr. Please you need to tell us more about this little story you have in your head with Lilith and Allegra, I want to know the plot and what you're planing to do (if you're making it one day). I also would love to see your Strangetown and all your makeover so far ! Thanks - a true fan

Oh geez oh gosh thanks for this message! :D Hello! I definitely want to make it into a proper story eventually. I like the idea enough to want to put in the hours and effort to make it at least a little bit as decent as it is in my head, though, and since for the next few months I won’t be able to, writing will have to wait some more. However in the meanwhile I’d be happy to share smaller building block bits of what’s going on with my ubermegahood sims if there’s interest! I love talking about Strange County. Where should I start, though? Since writing neatly organized meta is what I do for fun, I kind of have a pile of documents full of plot bunnies, general notes, character histories and worldbuilding arranged by households already.

Hmm. For example lately I’ve been focusing on fleshing out the Grunt boys. Like looking at them through a (cough) realistic lense and figuring out the different ways how them having had to grow up in the environment they did has affected the boys. I decided to go with the implication the General was intended to be Olive’s next victim at the start of the game, but with a (still a little muddy) spin. It isn’t Olive, but she is involved.

So at the point where Strange County storyline picks up, the General’s disappeared some years back, and the brothers have had to rebuild their lives  and learn to look after themselves early on. They’re all interesting individuals with their own issues and nasty conflicts between each other, but still, there’s a hopeful vibe under all the melancholic grime that they’re capable and willing to sort themselves and each other out to eventually try and make the best of things.

Currently Tank’s my favourite of the three. He’s far smarter than the people around him give him credit for. Reliable, responsible, he tries to be a good person, and learn from his mistakes. He lacks the tools to build up his confidence, and has never had anyone in his life who’d have helped him look for them. His changed* father could have, had he been in Tank’s life longer.

Tbh I like the short personality blurb I have of him written down too so I’ll cp it here: Deputy Grunt’s the quiet and serious type to an awkward extent. On the surface he has no sense of humor, only the bare minimum of social skills, and he doesn’t appear to have much going on for him in general. He does, of course. Quite a lot of pressure under that crewcut. Most people just haven’t earned his trust enough to see any of it.

Oops this got long already and I could go on for hours more. So yeah, I’d love to receive questions about SC, specific characters and dynamics especially if anyone’s interested in reading me waffle on the premades!

Day 4/28 of gtjseanniversary: technology!

For context, what Jack’s wearing is based off that VR video he just did called To The Top, so… I tried my hand at writing something to go along with my usual doodle! Hope ya enjoy!

There was the telling knock on Mark’s door of a delivery man with no time to wait for a recipient. When he opened the door, he was generally confused before spotting a tiny package on the doorstep, and couldn’t help crack a smile as he carefully picked it up and took it inside.

“Jack? What the heck did you order this time!?”

Mark wasn’t really all that concerned with what his tiny roommate ordered, but it never failed to amaze him that there was some much miniature-sized tech out in the world, like Jack’s VR system, or the rest of his set-up for that matter.

As Mark opened the door to his room, he spotted the small Irish man from his spot on the nightstand.

“What’d’ya mean, I didn’t order anythi- OH! THANK JAYSUS IT FINALLY CAME IN!!”

As Jack excitedly made his way to the bedside, Mark sat down on the bed and handed Jack his package, which he then quickly started to tear apart.

“Hey woah there dude, mind telling me what exactly is in that package that I took SO much care in bringing to you?” He said with a tone of sarcasm.

 Jack eyed the man before scoffing with a roll of his eye, “Ya remember that video I did on that cool game ‘To the Top’?” Mark nodded as he continued, excitement rising in his tone. “Well, shortly after that, the developers contacted me and asked if I wanted to try a prototype of a real-life version of the tech in the game!”

As he finished his sentence, Jack reached into the box and pulled out two red blocky-looking gloves that he practically slammed on. Mark watched on in slight worry.

“Uh, did you say, ‘prototype’? Don’t those usually end in disaster? And are you sure you can trust their tech?”

Jack was in the middle of calibrating the strange googles, which he was told would allow him to see the things he could climb using a blue tint, much like the game.

“Oh Mark you worry to much.” He said as he waved his friend away with a gloved hand. “Besides, someone’s gotta try the technology before everyone else!”

“But aren’t you afraid of heights?!”

Jack looked his giant friend in the face through calibrated googles.


Mark sighed in defeat as he readied himself for whatever happened next; Jack giggled in pure excitement as the system finished booting up, giving him full control as he ran start towards Mark’s body, using the googles to aim and decide where to go, and the gloves to stick like a certain spider-themed hero. Mark had to do everything to not jump as he felt a small weight land on his leg with a soft ‘thump’ and loud whooping before seeing a very excited friend bounce off him and to the edge of the bed.

“J-jack?! W-wait, be careful!”

Big thanks to people like @hufflepufftrax, @tzds-gt, @arc852, @hiddendreamer67 and other g/t writers for inspiring me to write!

Thunderbirds       Chapter 11

Short chapter this time

The following night when Maxine brought me my usual fries and Coke she also brought a piece of chocolate silk pie.  I looked at her questioningly.  “On me. For luck,” she told me.  “It’s his favorite.” I pushed it onto the table across from me along with a fork.

   I expected a long wait.  I hadn’t been able to focus on much of anything that day.  We were essentially packed and ready to leave, all the arrangements had been made, I was out of things to do.  After picking over some food I had headed to the diner early to await whatever fate was in store for me.  I didn’t have to wait long, however.  The ice in my drink hadn’t even started to melt yet when Shannon arrived.  He came to stand next to my booth, hands in pockets, and a wave of longing arrived with him.  I wanted to leap up and throw my arms around him but I knew that ship had sailed.

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anonymous asked:

OMG !! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE RBB & SBB MASTERPOST !! I can't believe that actually happened hahaha like... wow... just wow haha it was on their actually stage shows and everything. And then in LM concert! I finally got what it meant in freddieismyqueen vid becuz srsly wtf was going on there, why was it there XD omg those bears are just gold. And I only read the brief concise explanation of it all. Mein Gott, are they rly coming back? i really hope they do so I could experience the magic too

haha no problem! That masterpost is pretty good, isn’t? Yeah those were good days. I’d wait every show to get a pic of the bears and wait to see what people would find out lol it was amazing. Idk nony, I do hope they come back, I miss them :( 

⭐・゚:  ok.  so  because  i  am  7  working  days  into  my  9  &  only  have  2  more  days  to  go  before  my  well  deserved  5  -  day  -  weekend  ,  i’m  gonna  treat  maself  &  not  work  so  hard  on  getting  threads  rushed  out  for  the  next  few  days.  i  will  do  short  /  liner  things  for  now  so  if  you  wanna  do  smth  tiny  lemme  know  &  next  week  we  can  make  it  huge.  i  will  gradually  reply  to  all  the  sweet  inboxes  i  still  have  though  !!  
♥ ♥ ♥  night  lads.

Claudia and Stiles, June 1998.

Here’s another sneak peek for the final chappy of Home, which I’m aiming to post in June (60 drawings + Lupus = Julie needs extra time) but now it’s 42 paintings down, 18 to go!! Thanks for your unending patience ♥

The ways in which I will love you

1. Truly
I won’t keep writing cheesy love poems or keep complimenting you. I will say what I think and be verbal about things you can work on, about what I don’t particularly like because there will be somethings I won’t.

2. I will love you.
There will be no reason.
Not any particular thing but you as a whole.
So you can change and grow, you can progress and you can evolve. As long as you’re you at the core, you have all my love.

3. I will be open to exploring your interests.
I may not care about sports but if that’s something you care about, I will ask you to teach me and I will sincerely learn and take interest.

4. Whatever path it may be, you won’t walk alone. On rainy days, I will share my umbrella and on windy days I will not make fun of your hair. On sunny ones I will share my ice cream and when your shoes are worn out, I will stop with you and help you fix them. Or wait until you find new ones that are just the right fit.

5. I will accept and try to love your crazy family as my own. I understand how complicated and unbelievable families can be but I do know the base is always love.

6. I will give you all my maps and some flashlights too so you can go on to explore parts of me I don’t display. There won’t be anything you will not know if you want to. I won’t let you read my diaries but I will let you read my soul.

7. I will step out of the goof closet I have been living in all my life and show you who I really am and make you laugh and smile and blush and yell.

8. I will say yes to adventure and to crazy sexual desires and have long lists of my very own I will like to explore with you.

9. I won’t cook or clean and I won’t be sorry about it. But I will keep your heart fed and the dark corners of your mind clean.

10. I won’t demand your phone/social media/bank passwords because all I really want is to look in your eyes and know what you’re thinking, to touch you and know what you’re feeling and to love a person I know as well and as little as myself.
As little as myself is only stating the disregard for the expectations and standards of the society and people and the masks we are given to wear on every birthday.

11. I will love the lazy Sundays at home as well as all the days we forget what day of the week it is or what time it really is because we are lost in time zones, on airplanes and in between magic.

12. When we argue I will never not stay silent or keep anything on the inside. I will get it all out so that there is never anything ugly left to grow on the inside.

GOOD MORNING GABOS (with a small helping of Jack)!!!

Aka the rest of those happy Gabe doodles

highlights of 4x13
  • bellamy got to hear octavia say she loves him 
  • THE HUG 
  • Bellarke hugs give me life 
  • Raven Reyes is a mothafuckin genius 
  • Bellamy FLIRTING 
  • omfg
  • Monty is so self-sacrificing he deserves better
  • “Wouldn’t it just be easier to walk outside?” Bellamy with the sass yo
  • “We may need to throw someone overboard to lighten the load” JEEZ BELLAMY UR DAD JOKES
  • Ok Bellamy waiting like a lost puppy for Clarke was the saddest thing I’ve ever seen
  • “May we meet again” ok bye I’m crying
  • Raven gets her spacewalk!!!
  • Clarke saved them all!!
  • Bellamy thinks Clarke is dead goodbye

The day he gave his kitten a kitten😽

Can’t believe it was 3 weeks ago that I posted my latest art….I’ve been busy then but finally settled down these few days. Therefore, my plan in the near future is to complete some undone and to-do works. You can call this post a rehabilitation lol Btw thank you guys for all the messages! Also sorry for the wait, I will answer them asap :)


Thanks for all the kind comments! I can’t believe any of you put up with me making these let alone encourage me to do them <3

Part two of three! Part one here / part three here!

Don’t Leave Me

Request: Hey! Just found you’re account a few days ago, and I was just wondering if I could request? I honestly love your write so much. ❤️ if you could wright a newt scamander imagine where Newt leaves the reader for Leta (set in hogwarts) and they don’t talk until like some point? Idk. please make it angst but with a happy ending? Thanks!

Word Count: 2,288

Pairing: Newt x Reader

Requested by Anonymous but also tagging @caseoffics and @red-roses-and-stories

Requests are currently open! Feel free to send one in

You spot Newt’s lanky frame curled up in the grassy spot near the lake, knees against his chest and hands around his knees as he stares out over the water, His shaggy hair blows like the waves in the breeze. You can’t fight your smile as you watch him absentmindedly brush his hair from his eyes. You reach into your pocket, forgetting that your gift is back in your room, hidden between the pages of your transfiguration textbook. You remind yourself that it’s only one more day before you can give it to him. One more day.

He doesn’t hear you approaching, jumping at your voice when you call out to him.

“There you are.” The words are a routine, a joke from nearly a year ago when Newt had approached you with shaking hands.

Newt starts to stand, but stops when you shake your head and toss your books onto the ground, plopping down next to him. “Here I am.” He says, scooting over as you take his hand.

“Studied any amazing creatures lately? It feels like it’s been forever since I’ve seen you.”

Newt’s smile is small. “It’s only been a week and a half.”

You raise your eyebrows and lean back. “Sure feels like forever.”

Newt stares at your joined hands. “Maybe.”

The breeze slows, leaving only the warm sunshine to brush your face. “It’s beautiful out. I hope it stays this way for tomorrow.”

“About tomorrow…”

You don’t notice the change in Newt’s tone as you chatter on. “Wow, can you believe it’s been a year? Isn’t a picnic the perfect way to celebrate a year together?”

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Youngjae’s Valentine

( Happy Valentines Day! This is actually my first sorta comic and it was trouble.. but I am glad to have finished it and give my fav otter a happy vibe. It’s a bit late but I hope everyone likes it ; u ; - N )