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[SMOL UPDATES] studyblroll!

this is forever a wip!! im always looking for new blogs to add! (if you wanna be in here/have any recommendations just send me a message or ask, friends)

new studyblrs are in bold!!! check them out first, please!!


@academiix - nice studyspo pix. minimalistic theme. elite graphics + icons ~~

@academla - the most amazing #random ramblings as well as masterposts


@alimastudies - NOTESSSS

@aworkinggirlsbujo - how are you a new blog your original content is TEARWORTHY (and there’s so much of it too, so check this blog out!!)

@aeristudies - also minimalistic theme. beautiful original posts. some exo here and there. rly sweet and energetic and cute


@amoebasisters - omg if ur a scienceblr u will love how cute this blog is

@baejoohyuk - v friendly + energetic + sweet. lots of kpop but also other v nice reblogs + things too

@biscuitpen - adorable blog (-: easy to navigate + sweet aesthetic!

@bookandcoffeelover - book aesthetic all around

@bookbaristas - tons of beautiful book original posts omg

@bookfully - the love of my life; beautiful note pictures!!

@bookworminabox - v nice book aesthetic

@bulletjournaling101 - if you’re bujo crazy, this is the blog for you

@caffestudy - original posts are to die for

@calligr4phy - if you like those cute little random posts from the blogs u follow, get on this blog. also bullet journal is amazing as heck

@castillos-co - reblogs the most amazing things,,,+ gorgeous selfies

@ciellene - i can’t omg her original posts–

@cinnamonandhappiness - eeee scrolling for days

@coffeesforstudiers - for when you need an inspiration/motivation/productivity boost

@collegerefs - for crazy kids on the pre-college/ college adventure

@csec-studyblr - rly cute original posts

@curious-studies - lot’s of cute original posts!

@designyoself - ahh random ramblings + studyspo

@determinationandcaffeine - self explanatory 


@einstetic - reALLY elite langblr omg

@eiucidate - gay love meet studyblr

@emmastudies - …do i even need a caption for this one

@equaticns - SELF CARE + blue aesthetic ahhh

@essayinc - get those a-levels honey 

@fall-out-books - BOOKS, HONESTLY

@flaheistudies - …i cant

@fromquantumfluctuations - omg so sweet + i love reading through her orig posts and asks

@gatostudies - omg small bean + handwriting!! <3

@glossie - ahh i love reblogging from this!

@heather-journal - peaceful aesthetic(s)

@hermionegoals - omg the masterposts + advice are so,,,,

@hermione-helpme - reblogs from all over tumblr ahhh

@historyandmemes - for all you humanities nerds who keep being told that ur subject is underrated…think again

@hittingthebooks - i dont even know what to say,,,like her original content is BEAUTIFUL,,, what 2 say???

@hogwartsstudies - harry potter nerd!! check this blog out 

@homework-help-network - run by @rhubarbstudies and i!! a network of students trying to do well in school by helping and communicating with each other.

@illbebachinaminuet - if you like music, (pt 1)

@illeststudy - clean white aesthetic

@intellectus - mmm i like this blog i like this blog

@inspostudying - original posts are killer

@introvertedbookworm24 - for all u fellow book nerds out there


@journalsanctuary - EVERYTHING (about ur bullet journal)

@laminar - ALSO EVERYTHING  (except not about ur bujo)

@lihnguist - studyspo from all over the world hahaha; one of those blogs you can just scroll through for days

@livsdesk - omg

@lorastudies - her lettering omggg + rare yellow aesthetic!

@lucystudiess - original studyspo (the calligraphy. omg.)

@mels-studyblr - scienceblr! BEAUTIFUL  POSTERS AND NOTE HEADERS

@milkstudy - i cant,,,,help crying,,,,over the original posts,,,also milk theme is so calming

@mincrvas - v calm + rainy mood aesthetic original posts; also has a rly nice habit tracker printable!!

@minimaliststudy - ok so i actually love this blog so much? like the content???

@moanastudies - someone managed to combine my two favorite things into one blog


@notestudy - the best the best

@notesworthtea - more like notes worth thousands of dollars

@ohgigue - for poetry as visual art

@organizeandstudy - notes that will literally end your life on the spot


@pastel-highliters- omg i love these two; their original content is so clean and cute and nice

@paperandcaffeine - the aesthetic of all aesthetics

@paperbackstudies - omg ok i cant get over her lettering

@peachychubs - studyblr, memes + kpop!!!

@productivityplant - another person who is everything


@ravnclaw - oh my gosh the handwriting is–

@revisicn - if you want more + new studyspo

@rhubarbstudies - graphics, studyspo and more

@samstudyjam - motivation!!!

@sat-word-of-the-day - omg this is literally the best thing

@skiiistudyyy - really, REALLY cute handwriting and bullet journal!!

@sleepybeanjournals - looking for some new content/blogs? check out her blog, please!!

@southernstudyposts - a southern sweetheart indeed <3</p>

@stress-and-insanity - psychblr!!

@studimae - lettering + bullet journal of the gods


@study-harder - “to live without [this blog] is to cease to live”

@studyaesthetic - dEFINITELY an aesthetic

@studyafternoon - the bullet journal.

@studyblr - url probably worth millions of dollars

@studyblrolo -powerful + inspirational posts but also a studyblr

@studyearlgrey - omg this blog,,, follow them, just follow them

@studyign - check out her yt channel!!! 

@studyingcom - calming study blog!! at least imo haha


@studylilium - LETTERING

@studylustre - literally so sweet,,, read over her answered asks lol

@studypeaxh - omg clean white aesthetic!!

@studypetals - graphics and bullet journals and washi oh my 

@studyplants - mildliner + note aesthetic

@studying-pterosaur -  content from all over studyblr

@studyquill - her notes omg + yt channel!!

@studyrelief - omg the clean aesthetic

@study-with-joy - my homie edwin’s original posts are so cute omg

@study-with-jules - new studyblr friend!!! tons of great original posts!! (srsly check her blog out)

@tbhstudying - literally stole my handwriting from her. love u, seo <3</p>

@the-study-buddies - STUDY SQUAD– i’ve always wanted a squad like this, this blog literally makes me so happy

@thisiskillingmetbh - ok im jealous of the original content it looks like she dont try why cant i do that 

@timelesspossibility - pocstudyblr! studyblr + feminism and everything in between.


@universi-tea - ahhh graphics and studyspo and college and more

@wingedhoney - ah;;h,, crying over the angelkin aesthetic

@world-of-moana - MOANA.  NO EXPLANATION NEEDED.

@you-had-me-at-e-flat-major - if you like memes, (pt 2)

SERIOUSLY. MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD MORE PEOPLE (whether its u or a recommendation of someone else!!)

List 93: Top Ten Anime I want to make a Game for

I love video games. I would easily say it is my favorite hobby I do. Usually it takes a backseat nowadays to me doing other things in my life but it is truly the one I find the most passion in. That got me to thinking what anime would I want to turn into games? I started visualizing genres and unique ways to turn them into games and my imagination went wild with the idea. It really was one of the most fun ideas I’ve come up with in a while. I ordered these in less of quality and more of how proud I was of each idea I came up with for them. I also put genre and studio making it to make it really feel more alive to me. Game on!

10: Kids on the Slope

Genre: Rhythm    Company: Nintendo

This was a given with the show in question. I sat for a while thinking over whether it or Your Lie in April deserved this spot and settled on Kids for a few reasons. I figured a time piece of music would be very neat to see in gaming. We always get certain series or styles but never one time period aside from like when Rockband did stuff for Kiss. You can play one of 4 instruments: piano, drums, trumpet, and double bass. The music selection would all be songs from the anime and time period. A jazz based rhythm game made by men in Nintendo who grew up in that time period. The would for sure connect with the title and bring out the music quality to the highest standard. 

9: Gurren Lagann

Genre: Mech Open World Adventure   Company: Monolith Soft

This one would have you building your own mech form the start and working through the story of Gurren Lagann with it as a part of Team Dai Gurren. Once the 7 year gap happens you would have tons of side quests and ways to upgrade and remodel your mech while taking on tons of challenges. Monolith loves mechs to death so I figure who better to display Mechs at the most over the top in gaming form. References to other famous Mech anime would be nice too as a way to make it feel special. Unlockable mechs for certain Gundams and the Evas from Neon Genesis would be a true delight. 

8: Rurouni Kenshin

Genre: Action  Company:  Rocksteady Studios

Following the story of Kenshin beat for beat is what I want here. The game would be split into 3 parts. The first would be a section in Tokyo where basic missions and gameplay is taught while getting through the start of the story. Then you would get to Kyoto and have a much larger area to see and the story would build up to the Shishio arc. Then you would end off with Kenshin’s backstory and Enishi’s arc with a Tokyo filled with tons more to do. You would have also side unlockable stories playable with Sanosuke, Yahiko, Kaoru, and Saito. I chose Rocksteady for it’s great open world design, and combat flow in the Batman games. I think bringing that to a Kenshin game would be fantastic. Mix their love to drop hidden facts about the city and characters with obtainable secrets and this game would be a love letter to Kenshin fans. Telling the story from start to finish and constantly giving you new abilities as you work through the story. 

7:Kill la Kill

Genre: Beat’em Up   Company: Platinum Games

Name a company that makes better crazy action games then Platinum? With Bayonetta and Metal Gear Rising alone I’m convinced they could make a wonderful adaptation of the Kill la Kill world and make the action feel like the anime did. I’m undecided if I want the actual story to be the focus or just let them make an original plot within the world. I’d rather like to play Ryuko though and kick ass with my scissor blades. So I think I lean more towards that for sure. 

6:Fullmetal Alchemist

Genre: Action Adventure    Company: Bandai Namco

Haha Looks like I forgot to type something here the first time!

FMA’s game would follow the story of the series of course(brotherhood), and you would play everyone from Ed to Mustang to Winry. Varieties of gameplay styles and modes to keep it fresh while hitting the player hard with the feels of the story itself. It would hit all the marks and try to be a little bit of everything just like the actual series. Bandai makes tons of great titles like the Tales series so I trust them to figure out a way to make it all come to life with a perfect equivalent exchange. 

5: Fate Series

Genre: Open World Action-RPG    Company: From Software

Fate is a pretty dark world and the set up of the Holy Grail War is fantastic. Give players the option to choose from almost a hundred options of heroes of the past, present, and future and let them take part in the war. Letting you improve as you battle and explore trying to find intel on the other competitors would allow you a ton of freedom while playing. Mix all the options and each playthrough would be unique as well. I think a risk/reward battle system like From Software is known for would work here. You are rewarded for being more risky but at the same time show all your skills and you could be at a disadvantage when trying to fight future heroes. I think it would be a very challenging battle of wits and reflexes at least. 

4: Kuroko no Basuke

Genre: Sports    Company: 2K Games

Anyone remember NBA Jam and NBA Showtime? The hilarious bombastic basketball video games that would let you dunk from almost anywhere on the court. Imagine the basically superpower of the Kuroko cast in video game glory. Let people play through the story or exhibition matches and let them go crazy with every character’s special traits. Heck you could even make a few fake new character with weird abilities just to spice it up a bit. I’ll let a sports series expert handle this one and make it crazy as can be. 

3: Magic Kaito

Genre: Heist Stealth    Company: Level-5 

With Persona 5 on the cusp on being released world wide it made me think, why not a Kaito game in a similar vein? You could play through a multitude of scenarios made for the game including all sorts of characters from Aoko to Conan. Be Kaito Kid and use what the game gives you to make it through the police, other adversaries, and of course Conan again to best them all as the phantom thief! I think this game would be full of laughs and creative level design open to player to explore. Think like a funny Hitman game, where you steal instead of kill. Any fan would be in for a treat and I think Level-5 has a huge track record that would reassure me. 

2: Spice & Wolf

Genre: Economics/Dating Sim   Company: MPS Labs

From the creators of Civ. I want a fantastic simulation title. You play through the world of Spice & Wolf as Kraft Lawrence and try to get Holo to her home. The game would have travel segments like Oregon trail, a romance meter to build with Holo, and a very complex world economics system to learn and master. If you are able to be the best at all of them you will get the best and true ending of the game. Anything from death to Holo leaving you can happen, its up to you to master the market and your heart to get the true end! 

1: The Girl Who Leapt Through TIme

Genre: Choice Based Adventure    Company: Naughty Dog

So, I was thinking lets have a new character that you play in the same world as the Girl Who Leapt Through Time. You are given 100 jumps to make. And the game takes place over the course of 3 months. So around 90 days. Every day you play through like a simulation game building relationships, leveling up certain personality and knowledge stats and overall learning about the world. At any time over the 3 months you can jump back in time after completing any new task. Which ones are important and which ones are truly unimportant in the grand scheme? Maybe they are all important. Work your way to a happy ending and not the bad one you see in your dreams on day 1 of the story. It would make players really try their hardest to appreciate every little decision and I think I want the perfect graphics of realism from Naughty Dog and their little touches to make this a true classic through time. 

Disclaimer: I do not own or claim to own any of the above pictures. The credit goes to the original creators of each and thus will be considered theirs. Enjoy the pics!

What anime would you make a game out of? I tried to use a variety of genres and ideas but I’m sure there are tons more out there! Tell me somewhere on the net!

See ya Space Corgis!

Pro tips; high school version

-do not skip a class you have anything lower than an A in. Trust me
-do your homework, you will regret it later if you get a C in a class you could have gotten an A in all because you wanted to scroll through social media instead of do math
-it’s high school, there is going to be drama. Don’t create it, try to stay out of it. It doesn’t do anyone any good to be an instigator
-don’t lie about stupid shit to seem cool or “edgy” it’s not cool to be fake.
-don’t talk shit about people, especially your friends. Letting off steam is okay, but don’t make it a habit
-pack your bag every night, spare charger, ear buds, papers, books, binders, deodorant, lotion, pencils, markers, highlighters, extra lead/sharpener, anything you need for the next day
-it’s not odd or weird or dorky to pack lunches, but if you pack them bring extra snacks to eat because you will eat in class
-most high school teachers don’t give a shit about gum, that’s middle school bullshit
-cursive almost never comes up, I don’t know why but I was taught and retaught it seven times in my 10 school years and haven’t used it past 7th grade.
-bring gum, and snacks and pencils, and WATER you will need it
-it’s okay to not share stuff, if they didn’t bring it don’t feel the need to give them it. This includes papers, foods, drinks, pencils and pens, markers, sharpies, gum, anything
-make new friends, it’s actually really easy.
-almost every one goes into high school thinking they won’t go to college, or having some massive Harvard plan. It’s okay not to know at all, or to aim for a community college.
- try not to plan too much, life does things to plans
-work hard at classes you don’t do well in, summer school sucks, you don’t want to be there and neither does anyone else.
-smile at people, compliment them, if they are rude to you, don’t worry. Nobody remembers anything really
-study, do what study method works best, don’t watch tv while you study, or try and be on your phone as “breaks” use a book instead. So you aren’t tempted to just say fuck it and quit
-plug your phone in every night
-get a job as soon as you can/want to the spare cash is a good way to motivate you to do things.
-don’t disrespect teachers, be their friends, laugh with them about things and remember they are here to teach, not babysit
-don’t fight on school grounds or bring anything illegal unless you absolutely have to. If some one hits you, don’t hit back, if they are gonna beat the shit out of you before help arrives, then hit back.
-seriously don’t do drugs at school
-take your medicine for whatever you need
-always have period supplies in your bag and locker(s) because even if you don’t start randomly some poor girl will and nothing is better than helping out other girls
-don’t be afraid of eating alone, no one notices and if they do they will probably invite you to sit by them
-do not talk shit about your friends, you will get caught and it has lead to some nasty things
-don’t ass kiss either, it is annoying and most people actually don’t like it
-be honest not blunt
-you will make friends, don’t worry about it
-dating is not a big deal, it mostly just ends in heartache
-don’t expect anything from the world, it owes you nothing
- try and find a hobby that makes you happy, electives are good ways to do that. You like music? Piano, band, orchestra, choir etc. You like dance? Dance, drill team, cheer leading, gymnastics etc. You like arts? Art, graphic design, etc. Languages? Spanish, ASL, sometimes French or German.
-try to find one person to lean on, or many. Don’t worry about how many friends you have, it’s quality, not quantity.
-seriously, I have like seven best friends and I love them all equally and we all get along fine
-don’t be afraid to cut people out of your life, rumors die, and nobody will remember this in ten years except maybe you.
-high school is stressful, I’m not gonna lie, and it sucks a lot of times. You will probably want to quit, just remember your goals and morals, and try to find people to go through life with.

anonymous asked:

Abby I'm so glad you're back! I missed how you think up these super detailed and graphic scenarios you wish on bad coworkers/managers/customers in responses to asks! For some reason it makes me happy.

I’m a bit rusty. lol But thanks for the welcome back. :) I’ll try my best because I love making people happy. -Abby

Oh my geez
Is this
*rubs eyes*
I’m so incredibly lucky to have reached this point, I don’t even know what to say!!
Wh… oh my goodness!! I seriously canNOT believe this, guys!

First and foremost…I’d like to say thank you to all 200 of you. I feel so honored that 200 people like my work enough to want to see it pop up in their dashes every so often. For someone who generally operates under the assumption that their work is complete and utter garbage, that is surprising and exciting and just… Thank you, guys.
I’ve been so amused when people follow me, I look at each new follower and wonder “what the heck are you here for???” Well, whatever it is, I hope I can continue to provide it, whether it’s silly doodles, sketch requests, my more polished work, the Undertale graphic novel… Any and all of it, I’ll try to continue to bring to you with the same passion I’ve been bringing previously.

Thank you to everyone who notes and reblogs my work, and thank you for sending in your asks and requests and kind words… Seeing your happy reactions to what I put out makes me really happy.
I’ll catch all 200 of you guys on the flip side with more of that garbage you came here for!!
Thanks, everybody!!✨✨✨

Inspired by Catherine, the solo campaign for our game will be divided into episodes when you’re awake, and sections that take place in dreams. When you’re awake you’ll be in a drab and “normal” world, and you’ll be able to take a walk down to the local bar and chat with people. Based on the conversations you have, a new nightmare will await you when you return to your bed. The dreamworlds are where you’ll run around shooting monsters.

To that end, I’ve been working on textures for the city blocks, trying to make their mundane look contrast the sci-fi horror of the dreams as much as I can. Most of these graphics are reworked bits of tiles originally intended for the metroidvania I was working on (now frozen). I’m happy that at least some of the labour I put into that project won’t go to waste.

So far I’ve been able to keep the textures very small, so I should have space for at least the bar exterior, some cobblestone paving and another building type. Hopefully that’ll be enough variation for a small city block.


Mikleo to the rescue  ᕙ( •̀ ‸ •́ )ᕗ

Got Tagged ^^

I was tagged by @vanillaamoursucrethings and @velvet-black-cherry, thnak you cutipies <3

5 things you’ll find in my bag

~ My phone
~ My wallet
~ My sunglasses
~ My keys
~ My perfune

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom

~ My laptop
~ My graphic tablet
~ My lcd
~ My purple and black world ^^
~ My bed~

5 things i’ve always wanted to do

~ Travel the world <3
~ Dye my hair
~ Be a singer (which will never happens,le´t be realist here u.u)
~ Love myself- still in the process of trying to :´)
~ Cook well ^^”

5 things that make me happy

~ Writing
~ Drawing
~ Listening to music + sing
~ Watch anime

5 things i’m currently into

~ Writing
~ Drawing
~ Cosplaying
~ Anime and Manga
~ Eldarya + tumblr

5 things on my to-do-list

~ Getting better at drawing ^^”
~ Getting better at writing u.u
~ Cosplay as Kiyoko Shimizu of Haikyuu <3
~ Earning money for the game me and my friends are slowly trying to create :´)
~ Meet Chinomiko and Hikaru one day :´)

5 things people may not know about me

~ Hum…I´ve laways tend to fall for the bad boys/ play boys/misterious boys on anime/ manga

~ I´ve been wriitng fanfiction for almort 10 years :´)

~ I´m a couch patatoe, I admitt it u.u

~ I´m a computer addicter u.u

~ I´m a bit dangerous in the kitchen when I try to cook :´)

~ I´m sado-masoquist u.u

I tagg : @redrose04, @foresthuntermajrach, @elmundodeyukimora, @eldarya-no-lorraine -love you all~

“I’m gonna get laughed at for saying this, but there is a growing reverse-elitist culture that is blatantly hostile and antagonistic to any blogs that like aesthetic, graphics / icons, formatting and making their shit look nice. Some definitely go way overboard, but a lot do try to keep accessibility in mind when we make our stuff too. We can’t be perfect though, which is why we need the support and guidance of the community, not your mockery and hate. Since I don’t have impaired sight, I can only tell what looks good to ME, but if you tell me that my theme or writing is hard for you to read, I’d be more than happy to change it. Instead I’m called an ableist and spat on.”

Without You

Pairing: Sam x Reader, Dean x Reader (friendship)

Summary: Dean is in hell, and you promised him you’d move on. When you try, everything seems to remind you of him and the friendship you’d cherished so much.

Word Count: 2,750

Warnings: Canon divergence, depression, lightly implied smut, overall sadness, some fluff, mention of vomiting (non-graphic). If I missed anything, just let me know.

Originally posted by jared-jensen-misha-mark67

Two months ago, Dean Winchester was torn to shreds by hellhounds. He knew it was coming. Two days before his untimely death, Dean made you and Sam both promise not to look for him, not to make any deals, to just go on with your lives, to be happy together. You swore you would, and so did Sam, but it was hard for him to keep his promise. Just over a week after losing Dean, Sam was screaming into the night as he summoned crossroads demon after crossroads demon in a feeble attempt to bring Dean back.

You just laid in bed. You didn’t want to move, eat, sleep, none of it. Dean was your absolute best friend, the older brother you’d never had. When he died, so did a piece of you. Sam did what he could to pull you out of your dark place, but he was in one himself, so it wasn’t always the easiest task. More often than not, you both ended up in bed, crying on each other until you both fell asleep.

Keep reading

nice nice nice just beat echoes!!!!!

some of the map design was spotty but man does that game know how to pull off bosses. and the music and graphics are just gorgeous. can’t comment much on the characters and story but i love their designs. dungeon crawling is a nice little change of pace for FE too. there was lots of fun stuff in this game and i’d definetly recommend at least giving it a try when it comes out over here!! 

also i like how the last few levels in the credits roll were just “tobin tobin tobin” i made him an archer and that was the best damn decision i made he was really good 

anonymous asked:

i'm envious of people like you. i'd love to be capable of making graphics like yours or lightbind's. hell, i'd love to be able to write like you do, but i don't really get how to. honestly?? i try to reiterate whatever i write over and over because it want it sounding more magical, but?? i?? just?? can't?? so whenever i see your stuff, i get envious. i wanted to rp a league character or oc, but i would never find myself happy with the blog, i think. so i just watch quietly. :/

            isn’t  that  unfair  to  yourself  ??  i  think  something  you  have  to  know  is  that  someone  like  me  has  been  making  graphics  for  a  LARGE  majority  of  their  life.  i  remember  making  complex  graphics  and  writing  full  para  on  gaiaonline  when  i  was  twelve  years  old  ,  so   ..  everything  you  see  on  this  blog  is  years  on  years  of  practice.  nothing  came  to  me  overnight.  i’ve  honed  my  writing  style  to  what  is  after  all  that  time  and  i’ve  worked  hard  at  it  !  

so  really.  keep  at  it.  i’m  glad  to  be  your inspiration  but  you  can’t  just  look  at  me  and  try  to  replicate  it  or  anything  because  i  don’t  think  it  will  be  that  easy  !  it  wasn’t  easy  for  me  at  first  either  !  i  remember  joining  this  fandom  and  admiring  another  ahri  from  afar  and  thinking  i  wasn’t  good enough  and  could  never  write  or  make  graphics  that  nice  and  shouldn’t  try.  but  i  did  !  and  here  i  am  !  

please  don’t  feel  inadequate  just  because  you’re  not  at  the  level  you  want  to  be  at  yet.  it  takes  time  and  work.  if  you  need  help  ,  ask  me  /  someone  !  there’s  absolutely  NO  harm  in  that.  please  pursue  a  league  character  or  oc  if  you  want.  it  won’t  work  out  the  way  you  want  at  first  if  you  really  are  trying  to  compare  yourself  to  people  like  me  and  my  style  ,  but  you  will  get  there  IF  YOU  TRY.  if  you  give  up  ?  you’ll  never  create  your  own  style  that  sounds  magical  or  make  graphics  you  love.  and  remember  that  i’m  always  more  than  happy  to  give  tips  or  anything  you  need.  ♥

cosmicloveoftheages  asked:

Hey sweetie--I'm seeing a lot of hate and immaturity directed towards you over that graphic (which BEAUTIFULLY made and one of my favorite things you've done!!!). I'm sorry people are childish and try to start fights. I just want to say that you are a lovely and talented person, and I hope that fandom nonsense doesn't discourage you from doing the things you enjoy 💜 I hope you have a better day and great rest of the week ❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you so much for encouraging me, dearie! ^^ I’m really happy you liked the graphic set! ^^ I hope you have a fantastic day! ^^ Thanks again for making me smile, it means so much to me!

Originally posted by anime-worldwide

Dear Thyroid Freinds!

Thanks for all your sweet messages and sorry for the dely! I’ve been having a hard time the last couple of weeks because I’ve been sick and I was going to begin an internship as a graphic designer this fall, but it fell through. So now I’m having crisis where I don’t know what to do with my life + I’m sick and tired so things are not good right now. But I’m trying to find a job or another inernship and I try to get healthier. But yeah, right now things suck and it’s hard to find inspiration and energy, but I haven’t forgotten about the Typical Thyroid. It feels nice to know that I at least do something good with this blog and that I get to use my graphic skills to reach out to people. That makes me happy.

I want to talk about something that has to do with having hypothyroidism. And it’s about energy. Several years ago I took my energy and health for granted, and I never worried about not having enough energy to do things. I could do things nonstop for hours. But now I feel like I am running on a battery that’s low, and I have to use it only when necessary, otherwise I’ll crash. So if I have choir practice one evening, and I go to the gym before, my energy will be all used up so I don’t have any energy to go to my choir practice, this has happened several times. So basically I try to plan things so my energy will last. So I will probably only work out if I don’t have any other plans that day. It’s a lot like having a mobile phone, your phone won’t last all day if you play a lot of games on it, right? That’s exactly how I feel. It’s not just about being fatigue, because I can feel like I have energy, and then suddenly I don’t have any, it’s been all used up.

Of course this has become better with the right amount of medication and a healthy lifestyle. I have more energy, and I can do more things, like cleaning my house and going to the gym regularly. But I do feel like I have to be careful and not push myself to do too much, because I will and I have crashed and then I don’t have energy to do anything. 

Do you feel the same? If not, then you’re lucky I guess.

Take care of your Thyroids! XOXO

Sins Of The Fathers

Word Count: 2007

Warning: Graphic injuries

Fandom: Supernatural

“Dean Winchester, give that back!”

A chuckle is all I get in reply and he takes off around the corner. I growl, feeling frustrated, yet having the urge to engage in the chase. Dean has a maddening affect of making me mad and happy at the same time. Like now. I had been trying to do some research with Sam, and Dean had walked in and stolen my notebook. It wouldn’t really matter, but I had written some other stuff in there that didn’t exactly pertain to the job.

“I said give it back!”

“You’ll have to catch me!”

“You son of a-” my curse is cut off by nearly running into John Winchester. He grabs my shoulder to keep me balanced, his bearded face unsmiling.

“I thought I told you kids no running in the house.”

“Yes, sir, it’s just- Dean took my notebook.”

John sighs heavily, and I can mentally hear him groaning about our shenanigans. “Dean! Give Y/N her notebook back.”

A dirty blonde head appears around the corner to the kitchen, Dean’s green eyes still twinkling with mischief. But he obediently comes over so John is between us.

“Give it to her, boy.”

“Aw, come on, Y/N, play along.”

“I want it back.”

“Why? You scared I’m gonna read it?” Dean grins as he opens the cover and begins to look at the first page.

“Mr. Winchester!” I cry, terror filling my being.

“Dean, give it to her.”

“Is there anything about me in here? How you can’t think of anything but me? Or how your dreams are full of-”

“Dean, enough.” John takes the notebook from his hands and gives it back to me. I’m sure my face is as red as the plaid on Dean’s shirt, and I run out of the room to hide my embarrassment.

In the few months I’ve known the Winchesters, Dean has been my favorite. His sarcasm and rugged good looks have me wrapped around his finger. It was out of kindness that John allowed me to live with them in the first place, something about a debt to my dad. Both my parents died last year, so I joined the dysfunctional Winchester family. Just let me say that for a sixteen year old girl, being in a house of two teenage boys and a father is not easy.

I close the bedroom door behind me and go to my bed, sliding the notebook under the pillow. Not the safest hiding spot, but the boys have been forbidden from my room by their dad. And they listen. Well, Dean does, Sam is a little rebellious to say the least, but this order he obeys.

As I return to the living room to continue my research, I catch a part of John’s sentence in the kitchen.

“I know you like her, Dean, but you need to simmer down. Girls don’t like to-”

“Dad, I- I don’t like her like that. We’re just friends.”

“Uh-huh. And so were your mother and I. Mark my words, Dean, treat her right. Y/N is a good girl, and I promised her father that I wouldn’t let anything happen to her.”

A warm sensation starts in my stomach. I fear John Winchester. He can be so calloused and harsh at times. I often wonder if I am just a burden to him. Hearing him talk about the promise makes me like him a little.

Dean’s denial bothers me a little. I had never expected him to like me, not the way I like him. But hearing him confirm my fears puts a little crack in my heart. I continue to the living room, plopping down into the chair across from Sam.

He glances up and shoots me a questioning look. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, fine.”

                                               Three Years Later

I grab the Colt, cock it and unload the precious shell into the dark figure pinning Dean to the wall. The demon gives a scream, then returns to its fiery inferno with a flash of light. I shove the Colt into my belt, running to where Dean has slid to the floor, choking and pressing a hand to his side.

“Hey, hey, you’re gonna be okay.”

“The Colt-” Dean gives a cry as I apply pressure to his wounded side. “Dad’s gonna kill us.”

“I’ve got the Colt, and it’s only missing one bullet now. Mr. Winchester can’t blame us for what happened.”

Dean groans, and I know why he’s so worried. John has been obsessed lately with finding the yellow eyed demon and using the Colt to destroy him. We had split up earlier, he and Sam going to the outbuildings, while Dean and I searched the house. He had trusted me with the Colt, making me swear not to use it under any circumstances. But I was constantly defying John’s orders. Why would tonight be any different?

“Come on, we’re gonna get you to a hospital.” The wound to his side is deep and blood is just spilling from his body. I grab his hand, helping Dean to his feet. He inhales sharply, ever playing the tough guy and refusing to let on how much pain he’s in.

With Dean leaning heavily on me, we step out onto the porch as John and Sam come running up.

“What happened?” John yells. “I heard the gunshot.”

“Dean, are you okay?” Sam rushes to his brother’s other side, supporting him so all the weight isn’t on me.

“Y/N, where’s the Colt?” John’s eyes are fixed on me, completely ignoring his son who is bleeding to death.

“Not now, we’ve gotta get Dean to a hospital.”

“Tell me you still have the Colt.”

I want to scream at him as Dean groans softly, doing his best to hide the pain. I pull the Colt from my belt, tossing it onto the ground in front of John. I don’t care if I break the stupid antique.

“There, you happy?”

“Dad, we’ve gotta go. He’s losing a lot of blood.” Sam’s tone shows his concern, for which I’m glad. At least I’m not the only one with some sense around here.

John picks up the Colt like it’s a fragile piece of glass and checks the chamber. His face turns red, and I can feel the heat from his anger from where we’re standing.

“You fired the Colt?”


“After you promised not to?”

“Dad, please-”

“How could you?” John is shouting now. I ignore him as the boys and I make our way to the Impala. “I told you not to use this gun, didn’t I? We only have a certain number of bullets.”

“And you only have two sons.” I snap, opening the car door so Sam can help Dean in. “I used that stupid bullet to save your son’s life. Your welcome, John.”

“You promised me-”

“Yeah, well, I broke it.” I’m just as angry as he is now. And while Winchester is taller than me, I get up in his face and shout, “You’re a freakin’ maniac, John! Your son is hurt- he could die- and all you can think about is that stupid gun and seeking your revenge! Are you even hearing me right now? Your son is hurt, John!”

“Don’t ever disobey my orders again, Y/N, or so help me…”

“You’ll what? Kick me out? Shoot me yourself? Go ahead, Winchester, take your best shot.”

“Y/N, stop.” Sam grabs my shoulder and pulls me toward the parked car. “We need to go. Now.”

I turn my back on John and climb into the backseat beside Dean. He’s trembling from the pain and I ease him down so he’s lying down on the seat. His head rests in my lap and I run my fingers through his hair.

Sam starts the car as John climbs into the passenger seat. The Impala moves onto the highway and we begin the long drive back to town. Unbearable silence sets my teeth on edge. I’m still angry. Really angry. Everytime the Impala jolts or takes a sharp turn, Dean grunts softly as his injury is aggravated. That makes me even angrier.

“Hang on, Dean.” I whisper, my fingers running through his now sweat dampened hair. “We’re going to get you some help.”

He nods, his eyes closed. My heart- despite being angry- breaks to see him in such pain. I’m fearful as my clothes begin to soak up his warm blood. Nothing I do seems to staunch the steady flow, and soon, Dean doesn’t groan anymore when he’s jilted.

“Dean, stay with me. You’ve gotta stay with me.”

“Y/N?” Sam asks, trying to look back while keeping an eye on the road.

“Go faster, Sam!” I cry. “Dean, open your eyes. Please, open your eyes.”

“Dean?” John has turned in his seat, reaching over to touch his son.

“Get your hands off of him!” I don’t mean to shriek, it just comes out that way. “Don’t you dare touch him.”

Thankfully, we pull up at the Emergency entrance just then and Sam jumps out to get help. Within minutes, a pair of medical personnel run out and get Dean onto a stretcher. I try to follow them down the hall, but a nurse stops me and makes us all wait in the waiting room.

Being in the same room as John is impossible, so I pace the small hallway in front of the nurse’s station. One or two sweet looking ladies stop and ask if I’m okay, and I tell them I’m fine. I guess I look a sight with my clothes all covered in blood.

Minutes pass by, hours drag on. My body refuses to pace any longer and I sit down in a chair by the nurse’s desk. I tell myself that I am only going to close my eyes for a moment, when I’m being shaken awake.

Rubbing the sleep from my eyes, I look up into John’s face. Anger resurfaces, but then I see the the red in his eyes, the lack of sleep evident on his face. His drooping shoulders are a tell-tale sign that he has been worried.


“He’s resting. Doctor says he’s gonna be okay.”

I sink back into the chair, relief hitting me hard. I don’t mean to, but tears begin to roll down my cheeks and it’s impossible to hold back the sobs. John kneels down beside the chair and rubs my shoulder. I can’t be mad at him right now. Later. I’ll be mad later.

“Y/N, I’m sorry. You- you were right. I’ve become so blinded by my need for revenge that- I’ve lost sight of what’s really important.” He sniffs, which surprises me. Not once have I ever seen him show emotion like this.

“I love my boys. I really do. And I’m grateful that you used your good sense when you did. If you hadn’t, Dean might not be here right now. You did a good job.”

“Careful, John, you don’t want to let yourself be known as a softy.” I tease through my tears. He cracks a small smile.

“We’re lucky to have you. And I’m glad Dean has you looking after him. You two were meant for each other.”

“Oh, no, we’re not like that.” I can feel my cheeks flushing. “He doesn’t think of me like that. We’re just-”

“If you say just friends, I’m gonna laugh.” John shakes his head. “I’ve seen the way he looks at you, Y/N. And I know my son better than you think I do. Dean’s in love with you. Never doubt that.”

“How do you-”

“Trust me. I know.” John stands up and walks away, his hands in his pockets just like Dean does. I watch him disappear around the corner, my head spinning with this new piece of news. Is John right? Is Dean really in love with me?

I stand up, walking down the hall to find Dean. I needed some answers.

Tag Game

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Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

  1. a writing pad for doodling stuff
  2. black/blue pens or pencils
  3. camera
  4. tissue 
  5. random candy wrappers

Five Things In My Bedroom:

  1. loads of books
  2. a glass vase filled with multicoloured beads
  3. cups filled with pens/markers
  4. decoration pieces my friends have given me as gifts over the years
  5. my school bag literally dying on the floor somewhere

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

  1. visit different countries
  2. try to be as kind as possible and help others
  3. graphic/web-designing
  4. watch the Aurora Borealis in real life
  5. own a cat ;-;

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

  1. my family
  2. my friends
  3. inspirational quotes
  4. lovely edits/colourings
  5. my fave food

Five Things On My To-Do List:

  1. not procrastinate how does one even do that
  2. survive the school year as a senior and make loads of nice memories along the way
  3. learn coding
  4. finish my leftover anime/manhwa
  5. try something new this year like table tennis, painting or something

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

  1. I have a very hot temper
  2. I had a breathing disorder as a child
  3. I am very ticklish
  4. I have made up a few superstitions which I believe in for some reason
  5. While travelling, I imagine a person running outside with the car, dodging obstacles (this is so weird but yeah I do this)

Captain Swan in every episode so far