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anonymous asked:

Hi! I literally got into this fandom two hours ago, and i was just wondering one thing. If you have the time, would you mind describing each members personality? What makes them stand out the most & what are their traits?

Hi there! Welcome to the fandom~ I hope you enjoy your stay. :-) 

I will try my very best to answer this, but please keep in mind that I don’t know more about them than what I can see from videos, and interviews and from their interactions with each other (please let me know if anyone things I’m wrong). 

Donghun

  • He’s very mature and calm
  • He’s very strong minded 
  • But a softie, when it comes to the others
  • He thinks a lot about stuff
  • He cares a lot about the members
  • He has a really great voice 
  • He was pretty bad at dancing, but worked hard and now look at where he is
  • Singing is really important to him
  • He likes watching movies

Seyoon

  • He’s very quiet 
  • I think he’s probably shy
  • He seems like a very very sweet and nice person
  • He’s a softie
  • He just kinda follow the others when it comes like jokes and stuff like that
  • He is one of the main dancers (and most CHOICE choose him as the visual) 
  • He’s the 4D member

Junhee

  • He’s very calm
  • He tries to be funny, but according to the members he isn’t
  • I don’t know why, but he kinda gives me the feeling of a perfectionist
  • He’s the perfect leader
  • He can act (please let him act @BEAT) 
  • He really gives off the whole ‘idol feel’ (again, according to the members)
  • He kinda acts like an old man at times
  • He likes playing games (like on the computer)

Byeongkwan

  • He’s really active and energetic all the time
  • He likes to talk
  • He’s really open and fun in front of the camera
  • I think he’s a really fun person to be around
  • He’s like the ‘everyone thinks he’s super cool, but in reality he’s not’ type
  • He has a soft spot for Seyoon 
  • He does a lot for the members not to be awkward in videos 
  • He’s really an all around package too (he can dance, sing, rap, talk…) 
  • He plays games with Jun

Yoochan

  • He’s very excited and cute
  • He watches movies with Donghun, because he doesn’t want him to watch them alone
  • He’s a really nice and outgoing person
  • He tries his best to make friends (look at The Unit) 
  • He’s from Jeju-do so he doesn’t know Seoul all that well
  • He’s really fun 
  • He has the voice of an angel
  • He is an actual angel


I hope this was enough for you to get like a small understanding of what they’re like. I’d recommend you to go watch some of the videos with them, because they’re really all cute and amazing people!

If you have any questions, feel free to shoot me an ask any second~ 

Drowning - Remus x Reader

Pairing: Remus x Reader - Set a few months after October 31.

Word Count: 1,216

Request: Possible extra to When You Love Someone?

  • Hello! Could I please request a Remus x reader where the reader gets really bad panic attacks but doesnt tell him about it and he finds her while shes having one and when he tries to calm her down she flails around and he holds her and whispers cute things into her ear? I suffer from panic attacks and often react badly when people touch me so this is just really cute ahhh thank you!

Warnings: Panic attacks, swearing

Authors Note: You’ve probably seen this gif before, but next time you’re feeling anxious, try matching your breathing with this it. It’s supposed to help calm you. And feel free to message me if you ever need someone to talk to! Also, panic attacks are different for everyone. I’m simply describing them by my own experience.

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anonymous asked:

Ok so my friend is trying to describe an episode of sp she's seen but the only information is that someone literally entered another person and proceeded to die and I'm sorry to throw this @ you but if you have any ideas on what it could be that'd be cool lol

Is it when Kenny gets vored up crabtrees crotch bc that’s the closest thing I can fucking think of but I don’t know what ep that was exactly off the top of my head

2elite4you  asked:

I have to admit, asexuality as you described it, is a little confusing to me. I've always assumed that people who are asexual\aromantic\both have zero desire to engage in sexual activity or romantic relationships. But now I'm receiving different info? So, asexual people can have sex and enjoy the sex...but they don't find anyone sexually desirable? Is that right? Sorry if this is a dumb question. I try to understand other people's sexualities, since it took me so long to understand mine. (ow o)

short answer: yeah, exactly! ace people can participate in sex and enjoy it, while also not finding people attractive.

long answer: so asexuality is a sexuality like heterosexuality, homosexuality, pansexuality, bisexuality, etc etc. its a label to define who you are interested in sexually. heterosexual people are interested in another sex, pan people can be sexually attracted to anyone. asexuals do not feel sexual attraction.

romantic attraction is a completely different ball park than sexuality. lots of ace people still feel romantic attraction, but some dont. aromantics dont feel romantic attraction. again, this is another kind of attraction, where people can be heteroromantic, biromantic, etc etc. maybe a lesbian is sexually attracted to women, but romantically, shes biromantic. it can mix and match, depending on the person, but it is pretty common to have the same kind of attraction concerning sex and romance.

also unrelating to both sexual attraction and romantic attraction is that in general there are three types of interest in sex: sex positive, who enjoy sex and seek it out; sex neutral, who are ok with sex but dont seek it out and may do it for their partners benefit; and there are sex repulsed/negative, who are very uncomfortable with sex and do not want to engage in it at all. these are types of sexual interest that everyone feels and falls under whether or not they are asexual or pansexual.

so yeah there are aroace people who are not sexually or romantically attracted to others, but they might have a curious mind about sex and want to enjoy it. some aroace people love a good orgasm, who doesnt. but some aroace people are just not into it, think its gross or just dont care about sex or see the big deal.

so like, take me for example. im aroace. i dont feel any attraction sexually or romantically. ive never experienced either or those feelings. ive never felt a desire to get with someone or find anyone sexy, actors, peers, no one. but im interested in sex! so this complicates things on my end because i dont see people im interested in, but potentially, i could be interested in sex if given the opportunity with someone i trust.

adimnos  asked:

I really like your pixelated Ethan art and I was wondering if you could give me some tips because I love pixel art, but I don't know exactly how to do it. What program do you use? I hope you have a great day, thanks!

Hey there! I will try my bestest to give you advice, because I just started pixel art.

I use an app called Pixable. It’s available on the App Store, but I don’t know if it’s available on any other platform, device, etc. It gives you the option to GIF your creations or just create PNG files!

In terms of drawing and creating, just go with the flow! I find that experimenting in pixel is so fun. Your art style somehow branches off into another style, while still being recognizable to your original style? I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s awesome.

I hope this helps!! And if you can’t get this app, I hope you find a pixel app that is just as cool!

I was trying to de-emphasise the artistic part of being an architect and describe a role that was much more concerned with intellectual issues, where other interventions were possible and therefore, by definition, could not be done through drawing. You asked if our projects are writing in architecture. I would say that almost at the beginning of every project there is maybe not writing but a definition in words — a text — a concept, ambition, or theme that is put in words, and only at the moment that it is put in words can we begin to proceed, to think about architecture; the words unleash the design. All of our projects, or our best projects or maybe our most original projects, are first defined in literary terms, which then suggest an entire architectural program.
—  Rem Koolhaas

anonymous asked:

Dorian was confused the first time he kissed another man, unsure if what he's feeling was lust or something more? He'd known the other well but nothing personal, even long after they were gone he couldn't place how he felt about their shared night. Physically it was fine but emotionally Dorian didn't feel anything. Every encounter after was the same, he thought it was the partners, or maybe it was him? Voicing this with the Inquisitor helped him find a new word to describe himself. ace Dorian

Yeah! Sex is fine and he has a libido so he definitely has desires, and he’s certainly attracted to men, but it’s like there’s something missing. Maybe his partners talk about their sexual attraction towards him, but he just gets confused. Man, trying to describe different types of attraction is incredibly hard, nearly impossible if you aren’t even aware that it can be different for some people, so Dorian is just left kinda confused and uncertain. I’m glad in this scenario he trusts the inquisitor enough to talk about it with them!

anonymous asked:

what’s ur blog aesthetic like? like... in words? i’m curious how u would describe it

it’s using pretty things to try and cover up everything that’s wrong with your life - because if it all looks put together and beautiful, then that’s exactly what it is, isn’t it?

it’s being called pretentious and smiling as if it’s a compliment. it’s being called a bitch and smirking because now that is a compliment.

it’s the phone ringing and the unanswered messages, all from people you wouldn’t even look at again if given the chance, but none from the people you actually want to talk to. it’s breaking hearts and not caring - the only broken heart you care about is yours.

it’s visiting museums and sending snapchats of yourself making ridiculous poses alongside the statues in the afternoon; going to a cafe in the night and bothering the other patrons with the boisterous conversations you’re having with your friends; getting home and disassociating for far too long, only to somehow find yourself on the bedroom’s floor, drinking red bull and trying to remember just where you put the sleeping pills.

it’s not sleeping and looking through the internet to find beautiful things you can buy and will never use, hoping they’ll make you feel better. it’s getting bored halfway through your search and opening a book about your heroes - all of them are dead.

it’s thinking about all your problems and flaws and life, continuously, all the time, never stopping. it’s trying to keep it to yourself and not sharing with anyone - they don’t deserve the burden.

it’s another sleepless night - sparing a brief moment to wonder just when you last slept - and another day of you downing coffee after coffee trying to keep yourself awake enough to be productive, then doing the same thing over and over again because you had something important to do but you forgot what it was.

you accidentally meet a friend while walking down the road and give them the most convincing smile your can muster - who cares if you feel dead inside? you don’t look like you are, you’re fine - until they invite you out to eat. you sing your favourite songs in the car on the way to your favourite restaurant. you make jokes. you order your favourite food. you actually feel happy.

you go home and have a decent day. you go out to buy some flowers. you read a book. you drink some tea. you write a poem. you try to draw. you smile.

two days later you have an emotional breakdown at 2:37 am. you message that friend and tell them about it - the more you write, the more incoherent you become. you overshare.

at 7:32 am, they wake up and check their phone. your last message says ”sorry about this! don’t worry, i’m fine! just a bit tired lmao. xx”

things writers can (probably) relate to

-making the facial expression your character’s making and trying to describe it

-writing entire scenes in your head as you shower and not remembering most of it by the time you get to your computer

-deciding you can’t do something you’ve been looking forward to until you write what you told yourself you were going to write, resulting in you laying in your bed doing nothing

-having two completely different ideas for your story to go in and both seem equally good but you can’t do both and you also can’t choose

-having docs with stories you know you’ll never finish but not deleting them anyway, even if they’re only a couple sentences long

-getting random bursts of productivity that could go towards homework or cleaning your room or writing and you know you’ll only be able to do one

-getting inspiration from the most random things

-writing at inopportune times because a perfect line or dialogue just popped into your head and you have to get it down before you forget it

-“what are you writing?” “……..a story”

- “what do you want to do when you grow up?” “uunnghnnggguughhhhh”

-reveling in the embarrassment you put your characters through

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If you’re going to be stuck in bed all weekend, you might as well do it with a good book.

Guys, I’m like ten pages in and hooked.

@caledoniaseries (if any of you remember me losing my shit for vampire Rabbie Burns tv series, same author) has done something very rare for me, which is to make me feel like I’m at home while reading a book about Glasgow, even if it is an urban fantasy AU version of it. The attention to detail ranges from the elegantly subtle to the downright fantastically sinister and I’m positively delighted by all of it.

I’m also slightly in love with the main character and her partner Dorian Grey (yes, That Dorian Grey). It’s entirely possible I’m just in love with the whole thing.

I’m absolutely in love with this opening phrase describing the city as “a derelict fantasy of cheap booze, bad cigarettes and terrible decisions” yass fam, Friday nights doon the dancin lmao🤘

I feel this a book a lot of you weird eldritch children of mine would enjoy so I’ll post a better summary and review when I’m upright. In the meantime however I’m going to keep ploughing through this like a runaway train and try to pretend like I’m not already writing fanfic in my head over Detective Inspector Dorian Grey. So far I’m losing.

anonymous asked:

So how would one differentiate between autistic people who are more "severe" than others? I don't mean to say that they have any less of a right to live than anyone else. But there is obviously a spectrum. How do you do you describe people as being closer to one side of the spectrum or the other? I'm not trying to be offensive or dehumanizing, I'm just wondering..

The autism spectrum really isn’t a better-to-worse spectrum; think of it more like this sort of spectrum:

(Taken from this post, which is itself a great explanation of autism.)

None of us are “more autistic” or “less autistic” than each other, but we do have more of an issue or less of an issue with the above subjects. Some autistics are nonverbal, while others have very little problem with language. Pretty much all autistics have sensory issues, but they can be wildly different sensory issues, and therefore cause different levels of difficulty making it through everyday life.

The issue really isn’t severe versus mild, it’s which traits make it easier or harder to pass as neurotypical. There are a ton of traits that aren’t as glaringly noticeable as being nonverbal or having a meltdown over being touched, and many autistics have spent their whole lives learning to suppress themselves and learning how to ‘script’, to mimic allistic behavior so that we don’t stick out as abnormal. Some traits can be suppressed or mitigated (at least for a while), others can’t, but being able to blend in better doesn’t mean your brain isn’t autistic.

So generally, you might say something like “[person] is an autistic who is nonverbal” or “[person] is an autistic who has difficulty with their motor skills” or “[person]’s autism causes such a sensitivity to sound that loud noises cause them severe pain” or “[person] is autistic and needs help remembering to eat”, and so on. 

We’re all autistic, but the nature of our specific struggles differ, so it’s better to describe a person’s specific issues without making it about “more” or “less” autism. It’s okay to say something general like, “[person] requires a lot of assistance because of their autism” or “[person] has special needs because of their autism”, but try to make it simply a fact, rather than a label that carries some judgment to it, like ‘low-functioning’. 

And at the same time, if you know an autistic who would be deemed ‘high-functioning’, don’t assume that they aren’t struggling just because you can’t easily see it, or expect them to behave “normally” because they’re “not *that* autistic”. They’re having trouble with something, they’re just trying to hide it. Give them room to be different and need help.

Hopefully that all makes sense and you can get what I mean. Thanks for wanting to understand!

I learned like a year ago that fluffernutters are supposedly just a new england thing and that’s been hecking with me ever since then so pls reblog with where ur from and if u know what a fluffernutter is this is for science

scrumpygoat  asked:

I play a kenku in my DnD campaign, and I always get tripped up rushing to answer questions or explain myself- only to be reminded that my handsome bird can't speak lmao. How do you work with dialogue-heavy interactions? C:

I avoid them as much as possible. Not because my character can’t speak (she can) but because I’m shy and trying to speak in character makes me want to jump off a cliff.

Fortunately (or because of that?) my character doesn’t speak much, doesn’t answer questions, and doesn’t explain herself. Instead, she has very loud body language, which is much easier for me to describe. 

uhh for example:

A very common expression for whenever someone proposes something that sounds like a bad idea:



I don’t remember why she was raging in this pic, but it’s pretty safe to assume the other kenku in our party was responsible.

At one point she was angry while also hiding from some goblins. When a goblin found her under the bed she was just a giant, hissing, black dust bunny. 

uh, it looks like that’s all the art I have access to at the moment. I’m away from home right now.

Imagine being Dean’s daughter and announcing to him that you are dating Jack.

“Him?” Dean’s rough voice broke the heavy silence that had set between the two of you “You are dating him?” he all-but-growled as he stared deeply in your eyes.

“Well, I- I wouldn’t say exactly dating yet, he’s not that familiar with the term and I’m-”

“Yet?!” Dean exclaimed, his voice coming slightly high-pitched “Yet? You mean this will keep going on?!”

“Well, yes dad of course it is!” you huffed, rolling your eyes “That’s why I am telling you, because this is actually important to me. And maybe Jack doesn’t quite understand the terms yet but I know that his feelings are real, that all of this between him and I is real as well.”

“Which again brings me back to my original question: Him?!” he looked at you with so much shock it made you groan and cross your arms over your chest.

“Will you try to be a little less surprised, please? I thought you’d be a little less shocked at your daughter-”

“Dating the son of Lucifer? Oh yeah!” he cut you off full of sarcasm and a hint of angst “Why the hell would I ever mind that (Y/n)?!”

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BTS / Another member doesn’t like their S/O

Request: anyway i would like to request bts/exo/got7 (whoever you want really; i love them all) reacting to another member not liking, not getting along m, or hating their s/o.            

thank you for requesting this, i did this reaction with BTS but if you want me to do it with a different group, let me know! 💕

warning: some strong language


Jin

Originally posted by samwol

The two of you thought you were alone in the dorm, which was why you had turned the TV on at full volume, and laughed loudly at every single funny thing that happened in the comedic movie that you guys were watching.

Suddenly, the fun was interrupted when the door of Jin’s bedroom was thrown open. Both of you turned to look at Namjoon – who had just burst into the room – with startled expressions.

“Namjoon, what—”

“It’s loud,” Namjoon cut Jin off, a frustrated expression on his face. “You’re loud. Some people are trying to work here.”

“Sorry, we didn’t realize anyone else was here,” you added awkwardly.

Namjoon glared at you. “How would you? You don’t even live here.”

He only told the truth, you tried to tell yourself to avoid feeling hurt by these words. It wasn’t as important what he said, but the way he said it. He looked really annoyed with you and his eyes told you that he’d rather you weren’t here.

“Namjoon,” Jin said, suddenly getting up from the bed. “Can I talk to you outside for a moment?”

“I have to get back to work,” Namjoon turned him down and began to close the door.

“It will only take a moment,” Jin repeated in a stern voice and Namjoon sighed deeply before walking into the hallway to wait for Jin.

“What’s the matter with you?” Jin accused Namjoon, once he closed the door. “Why do you always turn into such a dick whenever Y/n’s over?”

Namjoon debated what to say for a moment and then sighed. “I don’t like her, man.”

Jin hadn’t expected him to say that which is why it took him a moment to regain his balance.

“W-why?” Jin asked.

“I don’t know,” Namjoon shrugged his shoulders, looking down. “Maybe it makes no sense, but she’s just… I don’t know. You’re always with her. Literally, always. You’re late to rehearsals and you’re constantly stuck in your dream world. It’s like… It’s like we lost you.”

“I’m in love, Joon,” Jin said, sighing sadly. “I’m sorry for being late, but I’m not sorry for anything else.”

Namjoon just nodded and swallowed, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable.

“You haven’t lost me,” Jin continued then. “Maybe I’ve just been a little preoccupied with my relationship but I’m still here. I’m still the same person. And, honestly, it hurts me to see you dislike the girl that I’m in love with. Give her a chance, Joon. Please.”

“I’ll try,” Namjoon said. “I’m happy for you, Jin. I am, even if it doesn’t seem that way. Just… try to find a way to make your relationship and job work, okay? And apologize to Y/n for me.”

Jin nodded his head and the two boys watched each other for a moment before laughing uncomfortably and sharing a quick hug to let each other know that there were no hard feelings between them.


Suga

Originally posted by randomgirlwitharobe

Yoongi was exiting his studio, on his way to his bedroom to prepare for your date, when he heard a voice outside of Jin’s room and stopped short.

“He’s not coming,” Jin was talking to someone on the phone. “Ever since he met Y/n, he hasn’t bothered to hang out with us. I’m not going to even ask him.”

Yoongi’s heart started to race when he heard your name slip from Jin’s lips. He listened more intently but he couldn’t hear what the other person on the phone was saying.

“No, I’m pretty sure she tells him not to go,” Jin said, then. “I mean, Yoongi was never a big fan of parties but if we asked him nicely, he would go. But then he started dating—”

Not wanting to hear him say your name again, Yoongi stepped into the room, surprising Jin and forcing him to drop his phone in panic.

“Knocking seems to be a thing that exists!” Jin exclaimed, clutching his chest and breathing deeply. “You scared the hell out of me.”

“What the fuck were you talking about?” Yoongi asked.

“W-what do you mean?” Yoongi saw Jin hang up the phone and put the phone in his back pocket without getting up from the bed.

“I heard you talk about Y/n, hyung,” Yoongi said. “It’s not cool.”

“Oh,” Jin said and then stayed quiet for a moment, trying to choose his next words. “I didn’t mean to offend you. It’s just that she’s sort of stealing you away from the rest of us, isn’t she?”

“She’s not stealing me away from anyone,” Yoongi replied angrily. “I’m the one who makes the choice to spend as much time with her as I can because, believe it or not, I love her. And I’ve never had anything like that before.”

“Look, I understand but—”

“No, Jin,” Yoongi stopped him, shaking his head. “If there’s a ‘but,’ then you don’t understand. And honestly, I can’t believe you would voluntarily talk shit about someone that means so much to me.”

“I’m not talking shit,” Jin defended himself. “And for the record, you haven’t even introduced her to us.”

“Well, maybe the reason why I haven’t introduced her to you is because you’re already behaving like a dick,” Yoongi said. “It’s already hard for her to be with me, she doesn’t need my friends hating her, too.”

Jin sighed, finally understanding that fighting with Yoongi about this was pointless. He was never going to win.

“I’m sorry,” Jin said, finally. “I’ll be nice. All of us will be. Bring her around sometime.”

Fighting the urge to yell a little more, Yoongi swallowed. “I’ll think about it.”


J-Hope

Originally posted by sosjimin

Hoseok was really excited when he told the rest of the members that you were coming to visit him since he was on tour and hasn’t seen you in a month now. All the other members cheered and congratulated him. All, except for Taehyung, who continued to sit on the couch at the other end of the room.

“Taehyung,” Hoseok called out. “Is something wrong?”

Taehyung raised his head from the phone in his hands and shrugged his shoulders.

“Okay, hold on,” Hoseok told the five guys around him and headed towards Taehyung, sitting down next to him once he reached him. “Seriously, what’s the matter?”

Taehyung took a deep breath and locked his phone before turning to look at Hoseok.

“Don’t take this the wrong way,” Taehyung started. “But I don’t think Y/n is the girl for you.”

Hoseok’s mouth had suddenly gone dry. “Sorry, what?”

“I know you like her and that’s great, hyung,” Taehyung said. “But, really, there’s so many fish in the sea. I could introduce you to—”

“Wait, Taehyung,” Hoseok placed a hand on Taehyung’s face, covering his mouth to prevent him from saying anything else. “What are you trying to tell me? That I shouldn’t be with Y/n?”

“Well…” Taehyung shrugged his shoulders. “She’s just so… weird. And she’s not your type at all.”

“I don’t have a type,” Hoseok said. “And if I did, I’m sure I’d just describe Y/n.”

“You say that now, but, seriously, hyung, she’s just a girl—”

“She’s not just a girl!” Hoseok jumped up from the couch, suddenly overwhelmed with emotion. “She’s the love of my life.”

Taehyung wasn’t expecting this. Not even Hoseok himself expected to say that.

Intense silence was the only thing left in the room as Hoseok tried to get himself together. Once he felt like he did, he turned to look at Taehyung with a soft expression.

“I love her,” he told him. “And I’m sorry if you can’t accept that. But I would love it if you at least tried. I’m really not looking for anyone else, Taehyung. I’m happy with her.”

Taehyung swallowed slowly, understanding. “Okay. I’m sorry.”

Hoseok nodded, standing up again.

“Maybe try to get to know Y/n better,” he addressed Taehyung one more time. “I’m sure you’d really like her if you tried.”


RM

Originally posted by rapnamu

Namjoon always claimed that you brought out the best in him and all of the guys seemed to love you for it. They immediately accepted you as one of their own, and whenever the seven of them hung out together, they would invite you, too.

You were more than happy to hang out with them, of course. The only downside was Yoongi.

At first, you thought he looked annoyed all of the time, but then you found out that this was not the case. He was actually a really fun guy. And yet, whenever you were over at the dorm, Yoongi was always looking frustrated. You tried to start up a conversation with him, but he just cut you off shortly, basically letting you know that you shouldn’t even try.

You hated that. You saw how happy it made Namjoon to know that you got along with his friends and you didn’t want him to suddenly be upset because Yoongi seemed to have a problem with you. Which is why you decided to take matters into your own hands.

“Can I talk to you, Yoongi?” you asked him one night, when the eight of you were hanging out in the dorm.

“We’re talking,” Yoongi replied subtly enough, so no one else would notice his immediate change in demeanor.

“No, I mean, alone,” you said. “I just have something I want to tell you.”

Namjoon perked up at this. “Keeping secrets from me, baby?”

You saw Yoongi roll his eyes at the nickname and you frowned for a moment, but then turned to face your boyfriend with a soft smile.

“Of course not,” you told him, quickly kissing him on the cheek. “Actually, this is about you. But I’ll tell you later.”

You stood up from the couch, giving Yoongi an expecting look. He finally realized that he had no choice but to follow you or he’d end up causing a scene in front of the others and that was clearly not what he wanted. So, groaning loudly, he got up from the couch and followed you out of the room.

“Why do you hate me so much?” you asked Yoongi right away, as soon as he closed the door, separating you from the rest of the guys.

“What?” Yoongi blinked. “Where did you get that from?”

“Come on, it’s obvious. You always turn into a huge mess of anger and frustration around me,” you said. “And we’ve barely had any conversations. So, what is it? What have I done wrong?”

Yoongi sighed and looked back to make sure the door was still closed.

“It’s not you, Y/n,” Yoongi said. “It’s just… don’t get me wrong, but you’re always here.”

Now that was a punch in your face you weren’t expecting. “I’m not sure how I could get you wrong.”

“No, it’s not what I—” Yoongi shook his head, sighing again. “Okay, thing is, before you come over, Namjoon always gives us a long lecture – emphasis on long – about how we need to be on our best behavior once you’re around. And you’re always around! And all of a sudden, the rest of the guys just got used to you, and they can fool around and avoid Joon’s dirty looks but I can’t.”

You listened patiently, not daring to interrupt him.

“So, it’s not you that I hate,” Yoongi said. “I hate the fact that for some reason, I can’t be myself around you because Namjoon seems to think that you’ll leave him if you don’t like us.”

“That is bullshit,” you spoke finally. “First of all, I’d never leave Namjoon, I love him with all of my heart. Second of all, I’m sorry. I didn’t know. Please don’t feel obligated to hold yourself back from whatever you want to do when I’m around. You can be yourself around me.”

“So Namjoon can lock me out of the dorm later? No thanks.”

“He wouldn’t do that,” you said with some hesitation. “I’ll talk to him about this, okay? I really don’t want you to feel uncomfortable around me.”

Slowly, Yoongi nodded.

You nodded back. “I’m glad we talked about this.”

“Me too,” Yoongi agreed. “And I’m sorry I gave you the impression that I hated you.”


Jimin

Originally posted by jikookdetails

Jimin jumped around the back of the stage, telling everyone who listened that his girlfriend was in the audience tonight and he was ecstatic. This wasn’t the first time you would see him perform, but this was the first time you came to their actual concert.

However, thirty minutes until showtime, Jimin’s excitement died down.

“Oh God,” he said loudly. “What if I forget my moves? What if I get so distracted that I forget I’m even on stage? Or worse! What if I forget the lyrics?”

“Whoa,” Hoseok interrupted his self-doubt. “Where did that come from?”

“I don’t know,” Jimin admitted. “I just know that Y/n’s here and I want to perform really well, so she would be impressed. But I’m so nervous that I feel like I’ll screw up.”

“Come on, Jimin, you’re always nervous,” Hoseok said with an encouraging smile. “You’ll be great!”

“No, but I’m freaking out,” Jimin continued. “Seriously, what if—”

“Jimin, is this because Y/n’s here?” Hoseok said, suddenly serious. “Because you tend to lose the grip on yourself whenever she’s in the audience. So, maybe – and this is just a suggestion – you shouldn’t bring her to your shows.”

“Shouldn’t bring her to my—what?” Jimin stopped fidgeting and looked at Hoseok with confusion. “But I want her to see me perform.”

“Do you, really?” Hoseok asked. “Because it sounds to me like you just need validation. And you’re making it seem that if you screw up on stage, she’ll dump you. So, I’m just saying that maybe, if you feel this terrified of her seeing you do something wrong, she’s not the one for you.”

Jimin was completely taken aback by his words. “Are you serious, hyung? I just needed you to tell me that everything would be okay, not give me relationship advice.”

“How many times have I told you that everything was going to be okay?” Hoseok countered. “I’m losing patience here. So, I’m sorry, but I’m just telling the truth.”

Hoseok had turned around to walk away, but Jimin grabbed his arm, stopping him.

“Do you… not like Y/n, or something?” he asked carefully.

Hoseok bit his lip, looking for the right way to say this. “When she makes you this nervous – no. Not particularly.”

“But it’s not her that’s making me nervous,” Jimin said. “It’s me.”

“Yeah. And you’re nervous because of her. So, technically…”

Jimin just watched Hoseok for a minute.

“I don’t like this conversation,” Jimin said finally. “I don’t like hearing you say that you don’t like my girlfriend.”

“Okay,” Hoseok shrugged. “I’m going to go find the—”

“No, wait,” Jimin stopped him again. “If I promise to get a grip on myself whenever Y/n’s in the audience, do you promise to never ever use the words ‘hate’ and ‘Y/n’ in the same sentence again?”

“I don’t hate her, Jimin,” Hoseok said with a sigh. “I just don’t like that she turns you into a nervous wreck before every show.”

“It’s not her fault!” Jimin said a little louder than he intended to and a few make-up artists turned their heads to look at them. “It’s my fault I’m nervous. She’s not doing anything wrong. So, dislike me, if you have to. Not her.”

“But—”

“No, hyung,” Jimin cut him off. “Y/n’s incredible. I love her. There’s no reason for anyone to hate her and I won’t accept it if people do that.”

Hoseok, understanding that this was a lost cause, and Jimin wasn’t even hearing him, just nodded. “Okay.”

“Okay,” Jimin repeated. “I’m going to go to freak out to Jungkook now.”


V

Originally posted by saintminyoongi

You always found Jungkook intimidating and you’ve told this to Taehyung multiple times. And every time, Taehyung would say that it’s nonsense and that it’s just your imagination because maybe Jungkook just wasn’t used to you yet.

But it’s been a year and Jungkook still left the room when you entered it. Every time he did that, you shot Taehyung a helpless look but he would just shrug his shoulders and smile, making you forget your worries momentarily.

Taehyung always did everything he could to make you feel welcome around the dorm, and the other guys seemed to like you, too. And yet Jungkook’s indifference still made the atmosphere glum for you.

“If this upsets you so much, I’ll talk to him,” Taehyung said one day after he noticed your face fall once Jungkook left the room again. “But really, you have no reason to feel uncomfortable here.”

You nodded but didn’t say anything. Taehyung placed a quick kiss on your temple and got up to find where Jungkook had gone to.

“Jungkook!” he called out in the hallway.

“Yeah?” a voice replied somewhere at the end of the hall and Taehyung headed over there to find Jungkook sitting on the counter in the kitchen.

“What are you doing here?” Taehyung asked him.

A little confused, Jungkook shrugged his shoulders. “Sitting.”

“Why’d you leave the living room?” Taehyung said. “We were about to watch a movie. Y/n said—”

An involuntary groan slipped past Jungkook’s lips and Taehyung stopped talking instantly.

“What… the hell was that?” Taehyung asked. “Do you not like Y/n?”

Jungkook stayed quiet but Taehyung wasn’t going to leave him alone.

“Do you seriously not like her?” he asked again. “Why? What’s wrong?”

“You never shut up about her,” Jungkook said so quietly that Taehyung almost didn’t hear him. “Whenever we do something, it’s always like Y/n this, Y/n that.”

Taehyung hadn’t realized that he talked about you that much. “Okay. So, tell me to stop talking about her.”

“I did,” Jungkook said, finally raising his eyes to meet Taehyung’s. “You stopped for, like, five minutes and started again. Do you realize that our team lost nearly every match on Overwatch because you—”

“Please don’t make this about Overwatch,” Taehyung stopped him. “I’m sorry if I annoyed you by talking about her all of the time. But you’re seriously upsetting her by leaving the room every time she comes over.”

“Am I not allowed to hang out elsewhere?” Jungkook said nonchalantly. “She’s not my girlfriend, she’s yours. I’m under no obligation to always be around whenever she is.”

This hurt Taehyung for some reason and he needed a moment to recover.

“You’re my best friend,” he told him, then. “And she’s my girlfriend. She gets along with the rest of the guys perfectly but you’re being difficult.”

“I’m not being anything,” Jungkook countered. “And I don’t remember there being a rule that best friends had to get along really well with the other girlfriends.”

“There’s no rule but it would make me happy.”

Jungkook groaned again, forcing Taehyung to sigh.

“Okay. Don’t be friends with Y/n,” he told Jungkook then. “But, please, at least don’t dramatically refuse to be in the same room with her. It’s not cool.”

“Fine.”

“And… you would definitely like her if you got to know her,” Taehyung added with a playful smirk. “She’s really good at Overwatch.”

Jungkook squinted at Taehyung. “You’re just saying that to make me like her.”

“No,” Taehyung shook his head. “I’m saying that as a warning.”

“How is that a warning?”

“When you find out how good she is, you’ll want to date her, too,” Taehyung said. “But back off. She’s mine.”


Jungkook

Originally posted by jengkook

The boys had a thirty-minute break before their next interview and they were planning to explore Tokyo for a little while before coming back. Jungkook, however, was holed up in his hotel room.

“I’m good,” Jungkook told Jimin who came to ask him to come with the rest of them. “I’m going to skype-chat with Y/n.”

“You skype-chatted her this morning,” Jimin said matter-of-factly. “Does she not have anything better to do but talk to you?”

“She’s free from school today,” Jungkook answered, not raising his head from his phone. “It happens rarely and I’m using this as an opportunity to talk to her.”

“Jungkook, you’re already texting her,” Jimin said, pointing at his phone. “And you can text her while you’re outside, too.”

“Yeah, but I want to see her. And it’s only possible on Skype.”

“But we want to see you, too!” Jimin said, raising his voice and making Jungkook finally look up at him. “Seriously, ever since you started dating her, we haven’t even heard anything from you. The only time we see you is during rehearsals and on stage when we’re performing.”

“And that proves that you see me for the majority of time every day,” Jungkook replied. “So, I don’t get the problem.”

“The problem is that she has you wrapped around her finger and you don’t even see it,” Jimin snapped. “You’re adjusting your schedule to fit hers. You’re taking extra flights to see her and then show up to rehearsals jetlagged and exhausted. It’s not good for your health. Does she care about that? No, it doesn’t look like she does, she just—”

“Stop right there, Jimin,” Jungkook said, locking his phone and putting it away to concentrate on this conversation. “I don’t remember you being part of my relationship. And I sure as hell don’t remember you talking to Y/n and asking her what she cared about.”

“Okay, no need to get all pissed off,” Jimin said, suddenly a little intimidated by Jungkook’s angry and protective tone. “I’m just stating the obvious. You’re obviously sacrificing a lot to be with her and she’s not doing much—”

“Have you thought that maybe the reason why she’s not doing much is because she can’t?” Jungkook was shouting now. “She can’t fly out to see me, because, unlike me, she doesn’t have enough money to fly around the world whenever she wants to. And she can’t hang out with me as often as she wants because she has exams almost every day. On top of that, she gets hate for simply being my girlfriend. So, I’m sorry if you don’t like the fact that I’m trying to make this relationship easier for her.”

Jimin stayed quiet for a moment. “I didn’t think about that.”

“Of course not,” Jungkook huffed, taking a deep breath to calm himself down. “I’m sorry for losing my temper. I just wish you understood how scared I am to lose her. This relationship is hard work, for Y/n especially, and it’s even harder when I’m away. But I would never even think about ending it. I love her too much.”

Jimin nodded, no longer having any other comments to add.

“Okay,” he said. “I see. I’m sorry I said those things. Tell Y/n I said hi.”