i was so high in this pic

I’m home from Ohayocon. <3 I can’t even describe how amazing this weekend was for me. After how horrible it was last year, and how I’ve been dying for a break these past few months, this con was all I needed. I made so many new friends, and saw all my beautiful con pals once more. 

I mostly wore fem!Yamaguchi because I felt SO cute in it. My confidence was so high in this cosplay and everyone was so kind to me. <3 

If you saw me this weekend, or have any pics, please let me know!! <3

anonymous asked:

Last pics Theo top was made by you? :)

yea, but it’s the most ridiculous mesh ever. it’s over 25 thousand polygons (which is so unnecessarily high for such a simple sweater someone should slap me) because i was annoyed that every clothing item she had looked like she was wearing a push up bra, and i don’t even think of her as someone who would wear a bra at all. so i re-sculpted the body mesh to have more natural breasts and nipples and for marvelous designer to deal with that it needed to be rly high poly and just… smh. it was a whole nipple thing. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.