Alone - Part 14
Warnings: slight torture & pain, light smut? & swearing
A/N; Sorry I haven’t updated in so long! :/ I had a crazy hectic past couple weeks and then when I did have time to write I just couldn’t. So I sat down today and started and finished this, I’m actually extremely happy with it!! So I hope you guys like it too! Feedback is always appreciated ♡
You woke up in a completely white room, you were laying in a simple bed with crisp white sheets. You sat up in the bed, disoriented you looked around you. The wall in front of you was darkened glass, you figured it was two way and there was someone on the other side watching you.
You were in sweat pants and a t-shirt that fit you perfectly and smelled like fresh laundry and something that hurt your head. There was a thin metal band around your wrist, you tried to pull it off but it wouldn’t budge.
You got out of the bed and walked over to the glass. “Let me out.” You screamed.
The glass moved open on the far side like a hidden door, in walked Bucky.
“(Y/n).” He nodded at you.
“Let me out.” You repeated.
“I can’t do that.”
You growled lowly before running full force towards him, you had only gotten a foot in front of you when a shocking pain stabbed into your wrist and ran up your arm spreading all through your body causing you to fall to the ground. It lasted for a few seconds before it stopped and you were panting on the floor staring into the white lights above you.
You made your way to your feet. “What the fuck was that.” You glared and him and he looked upset.
“It’s so you can’t hurt anyone.” He pointed to your wrist where the metal band was. You reached for it but he continued. “There’s no point doll, it won’t come off.”
If you couldn’t physically hurt him then you’d find another way to hurt him. You walked over and casually sat on the bed, a grin forming on your face.
“So, did Steve say anything about our kiss?” You looked at him through your eyelashes and could see the jealous rage boiling inside of him. You continued. “I could feel how bad he wanted me, hopefully he’ll be my next visitor and we can continue what we started.”
He silently walked towards the glass wall and the door opened, he left without another word.
It was hours before anyone came back. You had switched between pacing and slamming your fists on the glass but it wouldn’t break. You had decided to take a break by laying on the bed. Thoughts raced through your head of the Avengers on their knees in front of you, it brought a sick smile to your face and a feeling of satisfaction. You recalled the way Bucky looked in pain after you had kissed Steve, something stirred inside of you but you pushed it down.
HYDRA had sent you to kill them, they wouldn’t be happy that you had failed. You don’t know what they’d do to you, but you still had time, you could destroy them from the inside. You just had to think of their weaknesses. A sound echoed through your mind and you sat bolt upright, fisting your hands through your hair you screamed. “GET OUT!”
Whatever Steve had awakened inside of you was messing something up. The scientists were so sure that you were their best weapon yet, they were able to keep your memories but change them, you could still remember personal details and ways to hurt the Avengers. But what if you weren’t as perfect as they thought?
Steve and Bucky and the rest of the Avengers had made it their mission to get you back. Steve was standing on the other side of the glass watching you, waiting for Bucky who needed to take a break after what you had said. Steve felt a little bit guilty, but they had agreed to do whatever it took to get you back.
He was watching you when you sat up and started pulling your hair and screaming. Without thinking he pressed the button to open the door and rushed in.
He ran up to you kneeling in front of you and grabbing your hands. “Doll stop, what’s wrong?” He asked panicking looking for the source of pain.
At the sound of his voice you stopped and looked down at him, your eyes bloodshot and crazed looking. “I can hear voices, they’re- they’re…. I don’t know what they are or what they’re saying but they weren’t there before.” You said confused, by the voices and the sound of your voice.
Steve heard it too, you sounded like you, like you had feelings, and you did. You were visibly upset and it gave him hope that you could feel again. “When did this start?”
“When I kissed you.” You whispered.
Without hesitation Steve smashed his lips against yours hungrily. Bucky had said that they would do anything to get you back and in this moment this seemed like the right thing to do.
You froze as his lips touched yours but that feeling in the pit of your stomach was back and even though you knew that feeling was wrong you needed to know what it was. Maybe it would reveal more memories that would help you take them down, or maybe you didn’t care about that. You couldn’t be sure because all you wanted was this.
So you kissed him back just as fiercely. You pulled him by his hair off the ground until you were laying back on the bed and he was above you, between your legs. You kissed him like your life depended on it, and maybe it did.
It felt like flowers were blooming in your head with every kiss and sunshine was running through your veins. A moan escaped your lips and he took that as a good sign, that his idea was working, so he pressed into you which elicited a moan from the both of you.
Your fingers found the edge of his shirt and pulled it over his head breaking the kiss. He looked at your face hopefully and saw exactly what he wanted to, there was a timid grin and a sparkle in your eyes that he loved so much. He pulled your shirt off and you pulled him back in, lips crashing together like waves. You rolled him onto his back and straddled his hips, grinding into him he moaned. His hands traveled up your back and with every touch of his skin against yours it felt like stars erupted and the universe spun for only you, like everything was falling into place.
Your lips broke apart and he whispered your name, your mind exploded as the sound fell from his lips. Words ran through your mind, all to the sound of his voice. You could hear him calling you beautiful and whispering sweet nothing’s in your ear, telling you how much he loves you.
You stared into his eyes and he held his breath, afraid that he lost you again. The next words out of your mouth was the exact opposite of what he thought he was going to hear but he had never wanted to hear anything more.
“I… love you?” You whispered it more as a question than a statement and the second the words were out of your mouth your stomach fell and your mouth went dry. You stared at him wide eyed not understanding what was happening.
You heard the door slide open behind you and large boots on the ground.
“WHAT THE FUCK!” Bucky screamed standing in the corner ready and wanting to lunge but he stayed still because he didn’t want to hurt you.
You stayed against Steve not wanting to turn around yet.
“Something- something happened.” Steve tried to explain.
“You think I didn’t hear what she said?” He asked incredulously. He was beyond angry.
How could this be happening? It was supposed to be him that brought you back, wasn’t it? Is this some kind of sick joke? He thought.
You sat up and looked back at Bucky who was looking straight at you. The flowers that had bloomed in your head turned to thorns and the sunshine in your veins turned to acid. You grabbed your head as the pain stabbed through your body.
“(Y/n)?” Bucky asked taking a step towards you.
A scream escaped your lips and it didn’t end, you screamed as if you were dying. Steve grabbed a hold of you and tried to calm you down by kissing along your body, but even the feeling of him couldn’t stop the pain that radiated through you at the sight of Bucky.
Steve had awakened the good inside of you, found the weak spot and pried it open. But with this he opened it all. With everything the scientists got wrong they had gotten one thing right. Bucky.
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