i was so gripped

tears sudden and stubborn
frequent in their going comings
shoulder rubbings with smiles
cracking the eyes opener

forward glides turning wide
to warriors lifting the ceiling
pulling and coasting given
the play in the tethers and tow

there will plummeting wet
with fear and dry screams
nail scratching i told yous
so gripping my fingers

rock gravelled knees 
over stung
blistered bottom feet
aching between the hips
spine a mast to vessel

too passage blue
hills set as murmurations
earth borne birds susurrating
through fog

there will be these
there will be
all these
and no rudder

if i let go

Black Lives Matter

😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕😊💕💕😊

“dr. nikiforov are you even listening to me”

“did anybody ever tell you that you look really good in those scrubs?”

“yes. you did. like 25 times a day" 

(part of a yoi medical au that @chantedeer and i are working on in which yuuri is a pediatric nurse and victor is a pediatric surgeon!) (yes, yuuri is wearing poodle scrubs) (you’re welcome)

I’m so sorry guys but I think i’ll always be bitter with Emma...

Because we had this incredible beautiful view of our baby Even

I mean look at him! omg the glasses, the clothes, the way he’s sitting, his hair, his effortless cool swagger. It was a gift from the gods. The music, the aesthetic, the perfection…must I go on? 

But then this happened…

and then this

and soon…

Emma made Even disappear. I just I can’t let this go. the only scene we had of sunglasses Even, and Emma cut it short with her blurry head 😭

Bonus:

Isak’s reaction to this cruelty

My Father told me that beautiful girls are just sanctuaries for men to commit their darkest sins in. Whether this is true or not, I know I’ve met a girl with hymns sliced into her wrists. When I began to love her, I found scriptures cut into her hips. Sometimes she grips me so tightly, it reminds me of hands holding each other in prayer waiting to be blessed. I do not know much about sanctuaries but I know this, I will keep her pure.
—  2am-poetry, “Sanctuary”
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movie dates! i love how all of these pairings have completely different dynamics, it’s ridiculous and beautiful

But there are moments, walking, when I catch a glimpse of myself in the
window glass,
say, the window of the corner video store, and I’m gripped by a cherishing
so deep 

for my own blowing hair, chapped face, and unbuttoned coat that I’m
speechless:
I am living, I remember you.

—  Marie Howe, from What the Living Do

“I couldn’t take it anymore. All he’d ever wanted to do was hold me. Time and time again I rejected the gesture. But he laid there, looking so beautifully flawed and content. So I swallowed my pride, gripped him by his hair and pulled him in. And I, inexplicably fell in love with him… It scared me shitless, cause I knew this would be an irrevocable kind of love.“

- M. Matos
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one gifset per chapter

Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone - Chapter 7

“Hmm,” said a small voice in his ear. “Difficult. Very difficult. Plenty of courage, I see. Not a bad mind, either. There’s talent, oh my goodness, yes - and a nice thirst to prove yourself, now that’s interesting … So where shall I put you?”

Harry gripped the edges of the stool and thought, “Not Slytherin, not Slytherin.”

“Not Slytherin, eh?” said the small voice. “Are you sure? You could be great, you know, it’s all here in your head, and Slytherin will help you on the way to greatness, no doubt about that - no? Well, if you’re sure - better be GRYFFINDOR!”

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COMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN! 

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Hey guys!! Commissions are now back open! If you’re interested in commissioning me, you’re more than welcome to contact me at citra.kirana1995@gmail.com!

Some things you might want to pay attention to:

  • The price listed above are in USD
  • The payment is only via PayPal and must be paid (at least half) in advance
  • Any type of background and/or additional details will cost you more
  • Will draw: OCs, mild gore, ABO, most pairings
  • Won’t draw: NSFW, incest

In your email, I will need info regarding:

  • Type of commission (sketch, comic, etc)
  • Description (bust/waist up/full body, the character(s), coloring, etc)
  • Reference (only if you think i will specifically require one)
  • Deadline (if you have one)

If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask! I’m pretty flexible about the prices too, so as long as I’m concerned, the prices are negotiable :) Thank you and have a great day! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

(To take a look at the commissions that I’ve done previously, click here!)