i was out for few days... but i'm here now !

so my neighbour who lives across the hall has got himself locked out twice in the past three days. both times he’s knocked on my door and both times he’s seen me in my fleecy Cap PJs so he’s one of a privileged few. 

today he knocks on my door and is like um so I got locked out and my phone has no battery, can I pls plug it in here while I call my roommate. and I’m like sure man idgaf go ahead don’t get stuck in the stairwell (apparently his roommate works until 8pm or later and it was like 3:30 at the time). last time I tried to put my skinny hand in the external letterbox for him and it didn’t work so I already know this dude is a car crash (takes one to know one).

in the small talk beforehand I learn he works at Lush down the street, which is nice because idk this guy and now he’s a #confirmed queer. anyway your man calls his roommate and is like cool I’m gonna go meet him thanks I’ll hook you up with some Lush stuff. thinking it’s bullshit I’m like dude don’t even worry it’s nbd, you already gave me money for the electricity. 

then like a half hour later when he gets back:

A TRUE CHAOTIC GOOD GAY

so what I’m saying is…….. imagine your OTP. 

The people who claim to be fans of either melissa benoist or Blake Jenner but are applauding or celebrating their divorce honestly sicken me. Like honestly, what the fuck? These are people. Two people who are now ending a marriage and a four year relationship. Two people who have said on countless occasions that they’re each other’s best friends. Two people who were clearly very much in love at one time. And you people are over here saying you hope Melissa will now realize she’s gay or that she’s too good for him?

How dare you?

Melissa and Blake are real people, very private people who I doubt want the world to know about this let along have people commenting on it. They aren’t characters from tv shows for you to fetishize or comment on. So before you make another post talking about how you hope Melissa will finally come out, or how you think she cheated on Blake with her co star, just don’t.

Have some fucking decency.

i wish i could do things right and i wish i had motivation to get up

Are y’all ready for this because I am SO salty, so here we go lmao.

When I watched this show, and Erin won the first few competitions, she had one or two cute things. But her quirky “Wow, I’m so fun and weird. Can you tell I’m so fun and weird? Because I am” died out real quick lmao. But you know, I don’t even blame her for this. She was a decent person on the show, a little annoying at times. Kinda reminds me of these girls at my liberal arts college I kinda get tired of seeing, but it’s fine. That’s her. Do you booboo.

My beef isn’t with her so much as the judges. Like jfc, hop off why don’t you? And every single time she was on the bottom, they kept her. Heidi, what happened to that spiel on season 14 about Edmond “I go up there and I say in fashion, one day you’re in and the next you’re out” right before fashion week? 

Hmm?

HMM? 

But ANYWAY

What kills me is that I think what tripped what tripped Laurence up was that they got on her hard about the shoulders and the black and she really took that to heart, changed it up, and they were like “No, bitch wtf is this?”

Every time Erin did something, it was “Brava, I love it. Ugh, I’m gonna fucking nut!” Like??? And when they didn’t, they couldn’t bear to part with her because they just loved her so much, even if she sent crap down the runway.

I need new fucking judges. NOW. lmfao

Except for the few, adorable moments he dedicated to kids, he walked that red carpet as if there was fire burning under his feet. Of all people, he had Simon Jones attached to his hip the entire time and that was only part of the horrible company he had to endure throughout the evening. And yet no Danielle, who’d be always so very willing, alongside him. Beautiful, but tense, dedicated to nicest fans but mostly detached, he might have nothing to promote but a dubious girl band project coming up and yet he could have made a good use of such a fitting opportunity to bask a bit in the spotlight, get a little more attention, spread his enthusiasm about his personal and professional moves. Instead he ran faster than Forrest Gump, chose not to discuss anything of what is publicly associated with him at the moment. Why? Is he as private and shy as Danielle shielding the wrong side of her face from the mean mean paps? 

One day it’ll end, but today isn’t obviously that day. And calling that a happy, free, willing Louis is like attending a Donald Trump convention and judging him a wise, competent, upright person.

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I was just taught, you know, express myself and have things to say and everyone will care about them. And I think everyone was taught that, and most of us found out no one gives a shit what we think. So we flock to performers by the thousands ‘cause we’re the few that have found an audience, And then I’m supposed to get up here and say “follow your dreams” as if this is a meritocracy? It is not, okay? I had a privileged life and I got lucky and I’m unhappy. Social media–it’s just the market’s answer to a generation that demanded to perform, so the market said “here, perform everything, to each other, all the time, for no reason.” I know very little about anything, but what I do know is that if you can live your life without an audience––you should do it.

707 Call Times (707 Route Only, Corrected)

I made a post about 707 call times here and there were a few errors here and there that I’ve fixed! I’ve combed through the calls twice over to check it all, but if there’s still any errors, do let me know and I’ll try seeing what’s up! Now that I’ve looked more into it, remember to call after reading these chats! It seems to work that way rather than just being within the time frame.

Also, an observation I’ve made just in case it’ll help anyone is if you miss chats where you can get calls and you’re willing to dish out the hourglasses, you can still get them! Once you purchase at least the chat the call takes place on and the chat directly after, you should be able to after reading it, even if you’ve heard a call that happens later on and all that jazz. 

And now onto the chats!: 

Day 3: After “Stayed Overnight T_T”

Day 4: After “Zen’s Imagination”

Day 5: After “Strange Alarm”, “Every 2.35 Seconds”, “Jumin…!!,” “Seven’s True Feelings” and “I think my head is broken”

Day 6: After “Mysterious Email”, “I’m Recovered!”, “JUMIN!!!!! T_T” and “Family Reunion”

Day 7: After “Seven is Depressed…?”, “Sentimental Morning”, “Do not move”, “Unbelievable” and “The only hope”

Day 8: After “What is V doing?”, “I cannot believe Rika did that”, “What can I do” and “The secrets Seven has”+VNM

Day 9: After “Shaking Faith”+VNM, “It has nothing to do with you”+VNM, “Jaehee’s consolation” and “What a relief”+VNM

Day 10: After “Everything I believed in”, “Betrayal”, “I can’t Get Over This”,    “We are on our way” (it’s actually a phone call to Jumin- Seven briefly participates no matter what you pick in the first set of options and it’s quite entertaining!) and “Goodbye Greetings”

Day 11: Call him back when you finish talking to him when he calls after the 8:00am chat

So um I finally got into Mystic Messenger and this game has already taken over my life and I haven’t even gotten to Day 5 yet (it’s 11:00 on day 4 so only a few more hours until I find out who I got I’m trying for Zen the first time but idk if I did it right)
I have never liked these kind of games before cause normally they’re just really shitty gross dating sims but this one isn’t like that at all?? Like I had sorta heard about it and hadn’t thought twice about it at first. And then last week I saw a few posts on here again and I was like you know what fuck it if it’s stupid I’ll just delete it but it’s gotta be popular for a reason so I’ll give it a shot. And I’m glad I did cause it’s really awesome it has a really intriguing story and mystery to it and I’m looking forward to playing through all of the different ends for the next few months or however long it takes xD

Rowaelin Soulmate AU Part 4

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IT’S FINALLY HERE. 

I’m really sorry that this took so long, but thank you for everyone who inquired and was patiently waiting!! Enjoy <3

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more than the air that I breathe

pairing: victuuri
words: 4102

so it’s valentine’s day ayyyy~~~hope you all find some love on this beautiful winter day, and by love I mean good fics and art obviously duh lmao here’s a small thing from me to you all, pls enjoy!

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There was no such thing as predestined soulmates, a perfect match of ideals and identities, but there were moments, flashes of feelings, small like a trail of a shooting star across the dark night sky, when Victor imagined there could be.

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Sunshine and Gunpowder

So, this happened. I’m not sure how exactly I got to that ending because it wasn’t where I was originally going. But I think I like it. Finally, a Densi fic I’ve written recently that I’m semi happy with! You can also read (& review ;) ) on ff.net here.

It was almost midnight when Kensi finally got home that night. After her conversation with Hetty she’d needed some time. Given the late hour and the events of the day, a run out on the streets to clear her head hadn’t been an option. Instead she’d moved from the range to the gym and had done some of her physical therapy exercises before pushing herself perhaps a little too hard on the treadmill. She’d showered and walked the few blocks, to the spot where Sullivan had dropped her off, to catch an Uber home.

The house was dark when she opened the front door, Monty asleep on his bed in the living room and Deeks presumably asleep in their bed. There was no denying she was tired and she made her way to the bedroom quickly, stripping off her hoodie and pulling the bra from underneath her tank like an expert. In only her underwear and shirt she crawled into bed beside her almost-fiancé. He immediately rolled toward her, curling his arm around her waist and burying his face in her neck.

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man i can’t believe it’s christmas day !!! (art credit)

i’ve made this blog back in august, dying from the heat and now it’s cold and christmassy and !!! goD i didn’t think a fandom would have pulled me in so much and made me stay this long and still enjoy being here and writing and bringing forth a portrayal of someone so hecking complex like hanzo?? but gosh, during these few months i’ve met so many wonderful people who stuck with me (still do) and i’m so so so so grateful i ??? needed to write out a quick thank you for everyone bc … yessss

this is gonna get very gushy so i apologize but hey, it’s christmas, everyone deserves a little bit of niceness, so i will gush and u guys will take it, yes? yes. consider it a bias list of sorts? but i’ll write out a lil’ thank you for the special peeps in my life, bc it’s long overdue heh so let’s

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hoo boy i am the calmest i have been for a long time, i don’t exactly know what changed, like I still feel flat but I don’t feel panicky anymore. idk man. it just. disappeared. like oh god okay this is gonna sound so off but I almost forgot that feeling this relaxed was actually possible?? I’ve spent the last two weeks in a shitty paranoid hellscape, I didn’t even realise how Not Relaxed i was, i was just kinda accustomed to it?? forgot what it feels like to just. not be stressed like that. being stressed like that is exhausting. and man I am so calm right now. feels good, feels organic

after i lost my muse for cora sometime ago, i have to admit, that i’m more than just happy, i brought her back. so small changes were made, and now i finally feel good about writing her again.
that’s something, that surely wouldn’t be the case if you guys weren’t here - making this awesome again. since i felt like i messed things up the last time i wrote her, i didn’t expect things would turn out this great nor that i’d gain 100+ followers within this period.
that’s why i want to thank you from all my heart!
you all are incredible people, why im grateful to talk, rp or simply stalk each and every one of you!

now - just as usually - i’ll mention a few special one’s, i either adore right from the start (and this said, the old days and who stuck with me even through my not so muse-ful days) or peeps, who made this a new and better experience.

there might be one or two, who’ll get a special shout out - the rest i’ll keep short, for it’s already late and i got up way too early today. i still love you guys, even if i don’t write a para about you ♥

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Sooooo apparently today is International Kissing Day (why this is a actual thing I have NO IDEA) and the only way to properly celebrate is with this prompt suggested by @shippingisprettyodd! Here’s some Lams + International Kissing Day for you! 

Alexander and Laurens had been friends for a few months now. Alex had often thought of, or, more accurately, dreamed of, dating John Laurens, but every time he thought of asking the freckled boy out, a pesky voice in his head always stopped him.

You’re lucky he’s even your friend. Don’t push your luck. 

So he never did. 

He’d resigned himself to the fact that he and Laurens would remain friends and he would watch his best friend marry some better looking and more emotionally stable boy, and he would be left to feign happiness for him because he wanted Laurens to be happy. He just wished it could be with him. 

But he didn’t have to think too much about all of that just yet. They were only sixteen, after all. Marriage was still a ways off. He had time to prepare himself for the inevitable loss. 

But it was hard to prepare himself for a loss like that when Laurens was walking beside him, shirtless, the freckles scattered across his chest distracting beyond belief. The two boys were walking down the street to the public swimming pool, where they planned to meet Eliza and Angelica, on a warm July day.

“Hey,” Laurens said, breaking Alex’s spiraling thoughts. “You know what today is?”

“Um… July sixth?” Alex said with a shrug.

“It’s International Kissing Day,” Laurens said, making a kissy face at Alexander.

Alex giggled and swatted Laurens with his folded up towel. “No way! That’s a thing?”

Laurens pulled out his phone and opened up snapchat. He pulled Alex close and took a quick picture of the two of them, which looked more like a blur than anything else, just so he could show him the filters. Sure enough, there it was. A filter for International Kissing Day. 

“Well,” Laurens smirked, one eyebrow cocked, “don’t you want to honor it correctly?”

“Honor what?” Alex said too quickly. He swore he could feel his hands beginning to sweat already. Laurens couldn’t possibly mean…

“You know what I mean,” Laurens insisted.

“B-but, um, since when do you even want to kiss me?” Alex blurted out, a deep red blooming across his tan face.

Laurens stopped and grabbed Alex by the shoulder, turning the smaller boy to face him. “Alexander Hamilton, I have wanted to kiss you since the day we met. But the more important question is, do you want to kiss me?”

“O-of course,” Alex stammered. He wanted to pinch himself to be sure this wasn’t a dream. It just had to be a dream. 

Laurens’ face lit up in a grin. His hand moved from Alex’s shoulder to his cheek, caressing the smaller boy’s face gently. As Laurens got closer, his eyes shut, but Alex’s stayed open. He wanted to see Laurens’ freckles up close. He wanted to be sure this was actually happening.

Laurens sighed a little when their lips finally touched, and Alexander, much to his surprise, moaned. This only made Laurens kiss him harder. Alex let his hands find their way into Laurens loose brown curls, absolutely loving how soft they were to touch.

Alexander finally shut his eyes, letting himself get lost in Laurens. More than ever before, he hoped to never be found.

Today was supposed to be a really good day and I was supposed to go to my friends house and snuggle and watch movies and go home and order pizza and relax with my dog and catch up on supernatural and go to bed early so I could be rested to work a 10 hour busy af Friday shift with a boss who likes to point out every little thing I do wrong.

A few hours into snuggling I get a call from work and I ignored it so they called my dad and when he told them I wasn’t home they called the friend I was with, who also works with us. Apparently one of the other managers went in when he was supposed to work, set his uniforms and keys on the desk with a note that said “I can no longer work here, here is my stuff,” and just left without saying anything to anyone.

So I had to go into work today and close. We had a line around the building from the time I walked into the door until almost close. I didn’t realize that someone had flooded the bathroom and pulled my pants down to go pee and ended up soaking them with toilet water. Cash ended up bad and I had to spend an extra 20 minutes trying to figure out what happened. Now I’m home and I have to be back to work in approximately 9 hours. I have to work on my usual hang out day with my friend next week and our schedule is probably going to be all different now so who knows the next time we’ll be able to hang out and hanging out and snuggling has been doing wonders for my hasn’t-had-any-kind-of-human-contact-in-years-and-is-touch-starved-to-actual-death issues. And now we’re going to be short the rest of the week and I was only scheduled 6 people to work dinar rush Sunday and we ALWAYS end up having at least two people call in so that’s going to be fun.

So yeah. It’s been a great day. Tomorrow is going to be a great day. The next three months we’re going to be running on three managers are going to be super fun. I love my job. I love my life. There is no war in ba sing sa.

But on the bright side. I’m probably only going to be getting one day off a week for the next few months and getting 50+ hours so I’m going to be bringing in the cash for my Chicago trip. I was going to postpone my zoo trip and tattoo until after Chicago but I might be able to afford all three now.

anonymous asked:

Hi how are you? You've been really inactive the last few days. If something is bothering you we're all here for you💕

Hello my darling kitten~ x

I know my sweet, and I am so, so sorry. Things in my life seem to have calmed down for now, but it’s taken a bit of a toll on my body as I’ve come down with a bad fever this afternoon. I’m sorry I’ve been away and I haven’t been able to write things out or answer messages - you have no idea how bad I feel about that. As always, I’m sending lots of love to each of you, and I am so thankful for your patience. 

Thank you my dear~ And the same goes for you! Even if I take awhile to respond, I still want you to know and believe daddy is always here for you~ xx <3

I just celebrated my second birthday, my hell-fucking-yes-I-am-still-alive-day for the seventh time and I honestly feel so incredibly grateful for that. Just a few years ago I thought that maybe I’ll never get out of this hospital and out of this stupid bed alive, and here I am now, having all these things I never dared to dream of. How I was so lucky is beyond me, but for now I’m just so happy I could cry