i was on my way to paris

all movies watched in JANUARY 2017

bold: movies i’ve seen before

A Cat in Paris

American Honey

Animal Kingdom

Atonement

Black Mirror: Be Right Back

Black Mirror: Fifteen Million Merits

Black Mirror: Hated in the Nation

Black Mirror: Nosedive

Black Mirror: San Junipero

Black Mirror: The National Anthem

Black Mirror: White Bear

Blue Velvet

CitizenFour

Cosmopolis

Deadpool

Ghost World

Hell or High Water

Horns

Kill Bill Vol. 1

My Life Directed by Nicolas Winding Refn

Nymphomaniac Vol. 1

Nymphomaniac Vol. 2

Secretary

Serial Mom

Seven Psychopaths

Sing Street

Split

The Dreamers

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

The Lobster

The Master

The Neon Demon

The Way Way Back

To Catch a Thief

Young Adult

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
You claim to love her, inside and out, but the only time you call her beautiful is when it’s 3 in the morning and I’ve already turned you down.
—  girls tell each other everything, c.j.n.
We throw around the word never likes its nothing but a small rose petal. The word never is a doubled edged sword. On one side it says ‘I will never leave you’ and on the other it says ‘I will never love you.’
—  The Word Never