i was like zayn are you on drugs

Full confession: “So Randy Orton wants to talk shit. Okay.

Randy Orton’s entire career has been privileged white asshole. Not just his wrestling career, but his military career. It takes massive cognitive dissonance to tweet about the disrespect to American soldiers that burning the flag resembles yet Orton went AWOL during a tour in the military twice and instead of having the stigma of being a cowardly dick, Orton used old pop to land him career in the WWE.

But fuck it, why stop there when talking about Randy’s privilege. Orton is by far the definition of everything smarks hate about the WWE. Like Roman Reigns and John Cena get shit on unfairly because at least they try to prove the smarks wrong. At least they don’t phone it in when they are booked to lose. Orton is like the blandest part of any show he is part of. Yes, even his best matches were due to the efforts of the other guy because a typical Randy Orton match is like watching paint dry. Yeah, typical smark matches are rudimentarily unnecessary a lot of times, but I would rather watch a 20 minute ROH puro fest than watch Randy Orton’s monotonous matches and I say this as someone who hates finisher fests. 

And he is absolutely protected. Just tell me what wrestler you know can shit in a female employee’s purse and not get fired? What wrestler you know can throw these temper tantrums and not be sent out? What wrestler you know can literally change the WWE drug policy out of fear of getting caught three times and getting removed from the roster entirely?

Randy’s entire career is built on privilege in that he never had to work for your entertainment like those indy guys. He wants to shit on guys doing dives and aerial spots, but has the audacity to admit that Smackdown is doing good because of him? And not…you know…AJ Styles, Kevin Owens, Sami Zayn, and Shinsuke Nakamura? The indie guys that you seem compelled to drag? I know indie purists like to bring up the criticism that your favorite WWE wrestler could not last in the indies, but I know damn well Randy couldn’t. The asshole injured his shoulder pounding the mat like a buffoon and then complained to management that Mr. Kennedy is unsafe is got the dude fired…for a fucking suplex. 

Fuck Randy Orton.”

anonymous asked:

what are the most famous larry fics? ive read a couple but cant remember the names since im really not a larrie. if you could name like 5 that could help xx

okay, trying to reduce this at 5 FICS is insane, i’m going to do this but i’m sure i’m going to be dragged because this is just not realistic ! take this just as a recommendation, or something like that .

1.- Young & Beautiful by Velvetoscar: 

  Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn’t stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes. 

2.- Baby Heaven’s in your Eyes by theboyfriendstagram: 

a sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that’s the last (and maybe the only) thing they need. 

3.- Relief next to me by  Dolce_piccante: 

AU. What happens when a baker and a graphic designer meet via a very specific Craigslist post? Fate, friendship, food, and maybe more.

4.- Fading by tothemoonmydear:

Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.

5.-  Wild and Unruly by 100percentsassy, gloria_andrews:

Harry is a cowboy sitting on the biggest oil reservoir in Wyoming, and Louis is the paralegal assigned to pressure him into selling his land.

- i have a FIC REC PAGE w/ Keywords, maybe it can help ! 

So the speculation about Harry dabbling in drugs fueled by “Carolina” lyrics is built around a fandom invented narrative of how raw and honest Harry is about his gentle tip-toeing to the edge. But anything real or imagined about Zayn and drugs is built around a fandom invented narrative about what a destructive scumbag he is. Ok.

I know how some of y'all are and I know why. This is just an unfriendly reminder that I see you and you disgust me.

“YOU KISSED HARRY STY—“ Louis claps his hand over Zayn’s mouth. Zayn lets out a muffled sorry.

“Yes,” Louis hisses. “Well, I kissed him back anyway. I think maybe I was drugged or something. Okay, no I wasn’t. Shouldn’t joke about that. I’m just. Oh god. I am very confused right now.” He clears his throat to firmly say, “I would like to defend myself by saying that I was just trying to go take a piss, and then Harry decided to rub his lips all over me.”

Zayn’s eyes bug out of his head. “All over you? Like did you guys—“

“No! I meant just like, all over my lips. And like my neck a bit. It was mostly his hands that were rubbing my bum—“

“Told you he liked your bum, mate.”

“Oh my god. Shut up. It doesn’t matter. I’m drunk. Clearly. That is the only reason this happened. Yes, and Harry must be really drunk to have done this. He probably won’t even remember this happened. We should just forget this whole thing.”

“Dude. Harry Styles just got on a stage and fucking killed it singing an Ariana Grande song. People are going to be talking about how amazing he was for weeks. Months probably. He definitely wasn’t that drunk.”

Louis just groans.

Just Hear This and Then I’ll Go by @allwaswell16

like y'all really trivialized a woman’s battle with cancer just so you could use it as an excuse to call zayn selfish, call him an addict who blows all his money on drugs, and accuse him of not caring enough about a close family friend to pay for her treatment. this never even should’ve been about him, but rather the poor woman who could lose her life, but as always y'all are blinded by your misplaced hatred toward zayn

monthly reads: january 2017

↳  Young & Beautiful by Velvetoscar (227k, complete)

Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn’t stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes. 

↳  You Smell Like by mystic_believexx (92k, WIP)

For her part, Jay took everything in her stride, barely batting an eyelid when Louis came into the kitchen the night Harry left and said, “I seem to have accidentally become the pack’s Alpha”.

Ever since Harry left town, Louis’ found himself with the role of pack Alpha, despite being human. So he can’t wait to hand over the reins when Harry returns. Except, it’s not quite that simple…

OR
The one where Louis is the Alpha’s mate and everyone is aware of it except for Louis and Harry. Go figure!

↳  Sinking Between Heaven and Disaster by Style (25k, WIP)

Louis hates being an omega so much that he identifies himself as a beta.

Harry’s the new alpha who isn’t convinced.

↳  Written In The Stars by alex4968 (71k, complete)

It was so different - the complete opposite of everything Louis had ever expected about finally being placed into the real world. Zayn defied every single thing he’d ever been told about vampires, about how he was supposed to be treated. This was nothing like what he’d expected.

[or: Zayn’s the third oldest vampire in the world and found himself searching out the company of a human, so he took Louis as his keep. His maker Harry doesn’t approve.]

↳ feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream by togetherwecouldbealright (123k, complete)

“Alright, alright. No need to bite,” Harry says, holding his hands above his head in a general gesture of surrender.

Louis quirks an eyebrow and his foot nudges Harry’s as he moves to sit straight. “If that’s what you think biting is, you’ve got another thing coming, Styles.”

Harry blinks at him before he feels his face flush and inside the marrows of his bones there’s pulses of heat, pulses of fire spreading through him. “Is that a threat, your Highness?”

“That’s a promise,” Louis answers just as the car halts to a stop. “One I intend to keep.”

Harry is a journalist with a lot of secrets and Louis is the future king of the United Kingdom; they live together for 60 days.

↳  Mark my word (we gon’ be alright) by harioandlouigi (35k, complete)

“He’s always known that there would come a time when Harry would bond with some beautiful, quiet omega, and they would have lots of curly-haired pups and live happily ever after.

Knowing it and living it are two very different things, though. Watching the object of your affection desperately search for a mate and completely disregard you as an option is all sorts of painful, but it is what it is, and Louis is just going to have to learn to live with that.”

Or, an A/B/O AU featuring an oblivious Harry as the pack leader, a pining Louis as his second-in-command, and an entourage of friends and family who are a little too good at keeping their mouths shut.

↳  Wouldn’t Ever Want Anybody Else by itsmiz (40k, complete)

Louis and Harry’s relationship has fairly recently turned sexual, and Louis’ bodily insecurities get in the way of something that he really wants. Meanwhile, Zayn and Liam deal with coming out as a couple to the band.

  I Only Ever Want You by itsmiz (180k, complete)

Louis and Harry’s relationship goes through a series of changes while Liam and Zayn discover new things about themselves, as well.

Or: Louis & Harry and Liam & Zayn begin to have sex in front of each other and a lot of kink-discovery results from that.

rec list / request / monthly reads

anonymous asked:

As someone who's Asian, I think Gigi was incredibly offensive and inappropriate and should rightfully be called out for her behavior. Of course given her history with racial issues I'm not surprised at all, and I'm fully expecting another fake apology like she did with her Melania impression about how it was just a joke and she's sorry people were offended, not that she's sorry bc she fucked up.

Its a day after, and I still have a real bee in my bonnet about it. I can’t imagine what it feels like as an Asian.  In the now-deleted video, what Gigith did was super offensive, ignorant, and gross at best, and not the first time she’s been called out. And I see Yolanda today, supplying Enty on CDaN with a blind about Zayn painting him as an abusive drug addict as a distraction tactic to try and paint Gigith as a victim. 

You would think after the first time Gigith and her sister had been called out for racism, ignorance, and appropriation Gigith would learn, try to do better. But no, she hasn’t. 

You don’t have to go far on Google webs to find a lot, but these incidents include:

- Bella’s racist tweets in 2012

- Gigith posing in blackface and an afro for Vogue Italia in 2015

- Yesterday’s video on Bella’s Instagram story, where Gigith made fun of Asian people as a joke. She sure thought she was hilarious for it too:

harryandlouisarehappilystrong  asked:

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUR TAGS ON SASHA'S POST!!!!!! It's so disgusting and it's literally the very first posts I saw when I woke up, everyone all celebrating and joking and laughing that he wrote about coke but Zayn's a dangerous addict who "clearly had a problem" and "needs help".

It’s like: “New fandom rule: because of Harry we’re allowed to talk about drugs and the band in a lighter way. Let’s support him.”

A big fuck you to everybody now saying we’re puritans and shit. Some of these people were the first ones to demonize Zayn and spread rumors without any foundation. But now it’s cool. Now it’s the media who wants a rock n’ roll image for him. No bitch, he’s the one writing about it. No one asked for it. There are always excuses when it comes to Harry and Louis. Always. But Zayn apparently isn’t worthy of this treatment.

Day 11

Day 11 of 30, based on prompt “we’ve been married for 2 years now and u just had surgery that left u real fucking dopey and u keep telling me that u wanna take me out and marry me”

thank you @noukeeeh for tagging me!

_____

Liam jumps as he wakes from his slumber where he sits in a rickety chair next to the hospital bed, his senses detecting a slight movement, immediately feeling wide awake.

“Zayn?” he asks quietly, not wanting to unsettle the other boy. “You awake?”

Zayn only groans, slowly blinking awake. He looks around the room for a moment, brows furrowed, before he lets out a small giggle. Liam isn’t too surprised, because the doctors told him Zayn might still be affected by the strong drugs when he wakes up. He expects Zayn to act a bit loopy.

“Hi Leeyum,” Zayn says, dragging Liam’s name out in that familiar way.

“Hi, babe,” Liam greets.

“Were you sleeping by my hospital bed?” Zayn inquires, smiling widely. “How romantic,” he teases, “almost like you’re in love wi’ me or s’mthing.”

Liam smiles at him, noticing how his words, though mostly clear, are definitely still affected by the medicine.

“Yeah, we’ve been here for hours, I needed some sleep, you dolt.” Liam’s voice is dripping with fondness, his hands gently stroking Zayn’s thigh. He’s glad Zayn got out of surgery well and is finally back to normal (well, nearly).

“Hours, huh? Well, maybe that deserves a reward, if you stay for so long. How about I take you out?” Zayn suggests with a dopey grin.

“Take me out?” Liam asks, surprised. They’ve been married for two years, it’s been a long time since Zayn asked to ‘take him out’.

“Yeah, like, on a date. I’ll be the perfect gentleman, I’ll even buy you flowers and bring you back before midnight. If it goes well, maybe we’ll kiss goodnight. If it goes really well, I just might start planning our wedding already. You’re proper husband material, y’know? Waiting by my bedside when I’m sick. You’d make a great husband. Yeah. Yeah, I’d marry you.” 

Liam is utterly perplexed, but can’t make himself stop Zayn’s rambling to ask what he’s on about.

“Actually,” Zayn says, his face lighting up as though he’d just had a revelation, “marry me. Like, I’ll take you out proper after but I need you to marry me.”

Liam can’t take it anymore, and interrupts Zayn’s monologue. “Zayn, babe. We’re already married. We’ve been married for two years — see that ring on your finger?”

Zayn lifts his hand, staring at it, amazed. “Oh. Okay.” He seems to think something over, hard, for a minute, before adding, “Am I high?”

Liam snorts loudly, unable to help himself. “Yeah babe, you’re on really strong meds.”

“Oh,” Zayn says again, satisfied, as if that answers everything. It does, Liam supposes.

“Y’know what?” Zayn asks, turning to look at Liam, eyes droopy and voice lilting with sleep.

“What?” Liam lays his hand on Zayn’s cheek, stroking it, and the other boy leans into the touch.

“I think… I think I’ll sleep now, yeah?” His eyes are already closing, and before Liam has the chance to respond, he’s asleep.

Liam looks down on the soft boy in the hospital bed, and thinks, he may just be the luckiest man alive.

Masterlist

Oneshots

Unlikely Love (Harry Fic): Part One, Part Two, Part Three, Part Four.

Harry Smut:

One and Only

Home

Late Nights (Part Two)

Late Nights 

Just Friends

I Need You

Be Good For Daddy 

Stockholm Syndrome - Part One 

Caught in the Act - Part One

Caught in the Act - Part Two  

Just Another Fangirl 

Hotel Hook-Up Part 1 

Hotel Hook-Up Part 2  

These Scars Make Us Who We Are 

Completely Fucked Out 

Please Stay? 

Dance in the Mirror  

Friends or Lovers? 

Golf Can Wait 

Wish You Were Here 

Scream It Baby      

Shower Disaster  

Snow White 

It’s Like You’re A Drug (Snow White Part II)

No One Else But You 

Sinking 

Sunday Morning 

Lace and Leather 

Mine 

PDA

Good Morning Beautiful 

The Bridge 

Harry Fluff: 

Periods, Pads, and Pain  

Until The Day I Die 

Roadtrip

Fireworks 

Niall Smut:

You’re my Last

One Night Stand 

Love to Hate 

Sounds Like A Plan

The Wait is Over 

That Was Fun   

Louis Smut:

Rivals 

You’re Mine Now 

Getting Even 

Liam Smut:

Forever 

Savior 

Liam Fluff:

No Funny Business 

Um, I love you. 

Breakfast in Bed 

Friends 

Lazy Day With Liam 

Zayn:

Rainy Day 

Teenage Dream 

I Think I Like The Green Eyed Monster 

Narry Smut:

The Wait is Over 

Zarry Smut:

Seeing Double 

Ziall Smut:

Shots Shots Shots! 

Ziam Smut:

Three’s Company 

Zianourry Smut:

The Domino Effect 

anonymous asked:

tbh it's pretty common, a lot of people don't think zayn has an eating disorder or anxiety or anything wrong with him other than him being a drug addict and lazy or wanting things handed to him without doing any work or promo and leaching off his gf's fame. it's not the worst thing in the world to think of him with all he has said and done lol.

i mean honestly its just really sad and like pathetic that so many of you dont know how to apply nuance to any situation and lov throwing everyone who experiences those things (EDs, islamophobia, ableism etc) under the bus to be performative abt yr hatred of a celebrity who has actually provided you wit so many rihsons already to rightfully dislike him that you can refer to without robbing him of certain experiences like i just think thats weird and like stupid and nonsensical and proves you dont actually care abt anything but 😬

2/2 Save Me, Call Me Baby

Title: Save Me, Call Me Baby by winezarry

Pairing: Zayn Malik/Harry Styles

Word Count: 36224

Chapter: 2/2

Tags: Alternate Universe, Fake/Pretend Relationship, i forgot about niall…, Past Zayn Malik/Louis Tomlinson, but it’s so minor that it’s only mentioned, Blow Jobs, Bottom Harry, Recreational Drug Use

Summary:

“Does Harry have a boyfriend?”

Zayn knows it’s not the right time to ask. Sophia and Liam were bloody snogging on the couch when Zayn just burst out with it.

Sophia sits up a bit, clambers off Liam while Liam looks like he’s choking. “No, no of course not.”

“Are you sure?” Okay, so Zayn’s a bit drunk. It’s three o’clock on a Saturday and maybe he had a couple of beers with Louis over Skype, but it’s two am where he is, which makes it completely acceptable really. He was drawing while Louis rambled about all the attractive local girls. Zayn hadn’t realized he had been doodling roses and anchors and mermaids until Louis asked to see what he was drawing.

read on ao3

anonymous asked:

To the fan that believes that the 1 D lads and Zayn did drugs, I am going to say that you may be right. I am a MUCH older fan who has worked very long shifts as well. Some people can handle it with substances and some people like me just prayed through it. I know that Harry has smoked weed but was not a drug user. Harry probably coped with Yoga. I don't think that Niall did drugs but had a few beers. I think he coped by playing his guitar/golf. Liam? He hung w/ Zayn and Louis. ALOT.

.

This is my final version of a long list of words the boys have been called. I was going to write “HOMOPHOBIC” on Liam’s one too. Drug addict is something Louis is also related to. “Cheater” for Zayn. 

Next time you read something about them remember that sometimes people aren’t the way they’re portrayed on newspapers. Remember that we, as people, have the power to create a Public Opinion about everybody and everything so be careful on making statements based on what you think you are seeing. The formation of Public Opinion can be done in seconds and the media has the power to spread that opinion like fire. 

So, don’t let these kids burst into flames.

- All the love x.

Larry MUST reads (in my opinion)

Love is a Rebellious Bird 

AU in which the boys still make music. Louis is the concertmaster of the London Symphony Orchestra, Harry is the New! and Exciting! interim conductor/ex-cello prodigy who “has made Mozart cool again” according to Esquire Magazine (Louis hates him immediately, which is definitely why he internet stalked him in his dark bedroom late at night that one time), and Niall is the best. Zayn and Liam are around too.

Learning to Breathe

He’s playing football at one of the top universities in England and he should love everything about his life right now, but instead he’s moving backwards. How does your past fit into your present? Louis is still figuring it out.

Empty Skies

For three years, Harry has been running from his past. Now, he is moving to London and pledges to fulfil his only dream – making it big in the music industry. Not everyone has a place, though, and the competition is tough. As is his past catching up on him.

As You Are 

AU. Five years after The X Factor launched his career as a radio host and songwriter, Louis Tomlinson returns as a judge. Falling for a contestant is the last thing he needs. It’s also against his contract.

Into The Blue 

AU. In which Louis is Harry’s scuba instructor and quite happy to provide the requested special treatment, pun fully intended. It can’t be all that difficult to convince Harry that they’re on the same page, right? Also, Niall and Liam may or may not be dating, and Zayn is surrounded by emotionally stunted idiots. He bears it with dignity.

Smoke and Mirrors

Every time anyone joked about Louis and Harry’s close bond, calling them ‘boyfriends’ or whatnot, it caused a fluttering feeling in the pit of Harry’s stomach. He wasn’t sure what it meant. He hadn’t really thought of Louis too much in a romantic sense. They were friends – really good friends. But there was something about it. Harry loved Louis almost more than he loved any other human being on the planet. He loved him so much. They were the best of friends. Harry supposed the feeling derived from that. He wasn’t sure. He just knew he probably wouldn’t make it in life without Lou in it.

Another Hazy May 

louis is a terrible poet and harry lives in the now and they have six weeks to fall in love but, really, it only takes six seconds. bookshop meets military meets summer romance au ft. marlboros, the backstreet boys, and underrated literary devices.

Without the Bitter, The Sweet isn’t as Sweet 

A year after One Direction’s fiery break-up, Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are thrown together as they face the unwanted task of a reunion concert. As their lives become intertwined once again, past wounds and secrets will resurface as they struggle to deal with the unexpected turn of events.

We are HOney and the Bee 

au where harry plays rugby at uni, louis needs to hire a nanny, and life is one big cliche.

Baby Heaven’s in your Eyes 

They couldn’t be more different if they tried. Louis Tomlinson is 17 years old and in his last year of the most prestigious private school in Doncaster. Everyone who attends his school knows him thanks to his incredibly rich family, sassy attitude and gorgeous girlfriend, Eleanor Calder. If there’s one thing that completely annoys him, it’s that there is a poor community college right across the street.

Pull Me Under

AU. As the first British footballer to come out at the prime of his career, it helps that Louis Tomlinson is in a long-term, committed relationship. Even if that relationship is fake. (Featuring Niall as Louis’ favourite teammate, Liam as Louis’ agent, and Zayn as Liam’s boyfriend, who just happens to be good friends with one Harry Styles.)

You You You 

“Infamous boybander leaves club together with unknown,” read the headline. Underneath were pictures of a boy with dark curls, green eyes and very tight pants. They both studied the article for a moment, reading it through quickly.
“Is that…?” Louis frowned. That guy almost looked exactly like… “HOLY FUCKING SHIT!”
“Louis,” Niall said, looking absolutely fucked over. “You just fucked the most wanted guy on earth. You just fucked Harry Styles of One Direction.”

And Then a Bit 

“We’d like to give the fans what they want.” Magee states, placing his hand on the table in front of him and leaning forward. “We want to give them Larry Stylinson.”

Young & Beautiful 

Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn’t stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.

Truth be Told  (I was Never Yours) 

(or the one where Louis and Harry have a complicated past, Louis is getting married to someone that’s not Harry, and the universe has decided to have a laugh and make Harry the wedding planner.)

Coming to 

Louis has been acting strange–distant, distracted, and like someone rather unlike his usual cheerful self. He thinks he’s hiding it, but Harry’s never been one to be fooled. As Harry catches on and the truth is revealed, friendship blossoms and matures into something a bit more as one boy finally comes to terms with himself.

We’re Okay 

It’s funny, really, that their lives hadn’t intercepted before that point. That all it took was one little thing that set off a chain reaction of circumstances which led them all to each other. But it was for the best, really, because in the end, with each other, they were all okay.

Sing When you’re Winning 

Or, the one where Harry’s a chronically underpaid magazine intern and Louis is the Premier League’s first gay footballer and pretty much the last thing they need is each other.

May You Enjoy Your New Life 

‘Alright, time to lay out the cards. We’re in this together and hopefully, for the long haul, yeah? So I think – you know, we should just be honest. It’s deal-breakers time. That thing that like, if we’re gonna hate you or something, just tell us all now.’

Preference #50: Self Harm

*Trigger Warning*

Harry: Burning

Each puff clouded the room more and more. Your cigarettes coming down to the butt. You flicked the last bit of extra ash into the tray and prepared yourself. It always hurt more than you expected, so you bit your lip and exhaled. The burning hot tobacco was inches from your skin, when you heard the door crack open. The face behind it whitened in fear and shock. It was Harry’s face.

“What the hell, y/n?!” Harry shouted.

“Harry, I-…You weren’t suppose to find out.” I said quietly.

Harry rushed over to your side, and put the cigarette out. He grabbed both of your arms and inspected them. A tear ran down his chiseled face with every burn mark that he discovered. Watching his expression, as he found your marks, only made your own emotions amplify.

“Why would you do this to yourself? Harry asked wiping the tears away from his eyes.

“Because…I-I’m worthless.” I whimpered.

“Y/n, no you’re not. You are so amazing. Don’t ever say that you’re worthless, because you’re not. Love, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.” Harry said never breaking eye contact.

He pulled you into his arms, and held you tight. You dug your face into his chest and sobbed.

“I love you, y/n. Please promise me that you won’t do this anymore.” He asked pleadingly.

“Harry…I love you too. And I promise, no more. I truthfully.

Liam: Cutting

Locked in the bathroom, this time for sure. The lights dimmed and only the pain of metal shredding through your skin, to keep you company.

“I can’t do this any more.”

You stand up from the icy bathroom floor, to write your note. To write down your ‘I’m so sorry’s’ and ‘It wasn’t your faults’. The blood ran down your arms hopefully, for the last time. Upon opening the door, you find a crying Liam.

“How long ha-” Liam said tearfully.

“Liam…” I said exhausted.

“HOW LONG?!” He screamed.

He grabbed your arms and pulled them together. He squeezed your wrists, making you wince in pain. The tears that had already been forming in your eyes pooled over, and stung your cheeks.

“I’m so sorry…” I whispered.

“Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” He asked, the anger in his voice fading to confusion.

“I didn’t think that you or anyone cared.” I whimpered.

He pulled you into his chest and the both of you cried. His familiarly strong chest softened with each breathe. He held a hand against the back of your head and the other around your shoulders.

“I’ve always cared sweetheart.” He said kissing your forehead.

“I’m not strong enough Liam…” You said softly.

“You don’t have to be, Love. I’ll be strong enough for the both of us.” He said.

Niall: Overdosing

Your drug clotted mind made it hard for you to know what was going on. Your vision was fading in and out, while your hearing was faded. What you could make out, we’re streaks blonde hair.

“Princess, we’re almost to the hospital. Hang on!” The Irish brogue came through lightly.

You could hear the pain in his voice, but were to heavily dosed to respond. Every minute felt like an hour, and I was fading quickly. Niall’s voice was the only thing reminding you to hold on. He squeezed you hand and soon after you had blacked out.

_________

Later on, you woke up to the sound of the heart monitor and to the rush of air going up your nose. You groaned, sore from your bumpy ride to the E.R.

“Ni..?” You said weakly.

“OH MY GOD! PRINCESS, I THOUGHT I LOST YOU!!!” Niall exclaimed, fighting back the tears that say in his eyes.

You looked around the room with confusion. Balloons, flowers and stuffed animals lined the walls. ‘Get Well Soon’ cards stacked a foot high on the nightstand. Looking back at Niall, his eyes were red, and his face was white.

“W-What are you talking about..?” I asked him trying to focus back on him.

“Y/N, you overdosed. You’ve been in a coma for three days now.” He explained stroking your face.

“Really..I-I… How?” I stammered.

“The pumped you’re stomach, love.” He told you.

He looked scared, angry and sad at the same time, but above it all he looked hurt.

“Why didn’t you say anything to me?” He asked quietly.

“Ni, baby I was just hurting so much…I didn’t tell anyone.” You confess.

“Princess! You need to tell me if you feel like shit, or if I’m being an arse! I hated seeing you laying here. I was so scared, I didn’t know if we were going to talk ever again…..I’m just so glad that you’re okay.” He said tearing up again.

“Me too baby, I love you” You said leaning into his lips.

“I love you too, Y/N. Please don’t ever scare me like that again.” He said returning your kiss.

Louis: Drinking

Smirnoff, UV, 151 and Captain. The more that you drank, the more numb you became. The better you felt. The less pain you felt, the more oblivious you felt to the world. You drank bottle, after bottle, and collected them in the corner of your room.

Louis, your long term boyfriend knew that you enjoyed drinking, so when he came home from a long day at the studio, he wasn’t surprised to find you sprawled out across the floor.

“Come on love, off to bed.” He sighed.

He picked you up from off the floor, and carried you to the bed you shared. Once he put you down on the bed, you reached out back towards your bottle.

“Louis don’t just leave my bottle on the floor!!!” You shriek.

“Y/N, it’s staying where it is.” He said sternly.

“Why?!” You whine drunkenly.

“Because you’re plastered, love.” He sighed running his fingers through his hair.

“Ugh, I am not!” You shout.”

“Y/N! I’m not sure if I can do this with you anymore.” He shouted.

“What?” You ask.

“You know that I love you right?” He asked, sitting down next to me on our bed.

“Of course I do, I love you too Louis.” You said hugging his arm.

“I’m glad to hear you say that, love…because you need help.” He said in a near whisper.

You arms slide from Louis’, down into your lap. You knew he was right, and who knew how much longer you could keep living like this. You took a deep breath, and nodded.

“You’re right Louis….” You said with tear in your eyes.

“I’m glad you think so, but just try to get some rest, alright love?” He said kissing your forehead and tucking you in.

Zayn: Drugs

One line or two? Maybe even three. You’ve done a phenomenal job hiding your hiding your habits from Zayn, the lads, your family and your friends. It’s not something to be proud of, you knew that, but you could stop yourself. You crushed the rocks on the glass panel of the coffee table, took out your dollar bill, and rolled it.

As you snort the first line, you hear the fumbling of keys against the lock. Zayn was home. He was suppose to be gone all day at the studio, going to interviews and what not.

“Shit!” You said under your breath.

You rushed to clean off as much as you could, but in the process put a decent sized gash in your hand.

“Fucking dammit!!” You shouted.

“Babe what’s wrong?” Zayn yelled back to you.

He run into the living room to find you grasping your wound with you clusters of white power on the glass of the coffee table.

“What is this then?!” He said with confusion thickening his accent.

“It’s uh-nothing. Z, I need to see a doctor.” You say trying to pull his attention away from your stash.

“Are those drugs?” He asked, as he took of his t-shirt and wrapped it around your hand.

His dark eyes pierced mine. You flinched at the pressure he put on your palm. Your high hit you harder than expected, and the only thing you could do was nod.

-Milk(Im the new co-owner:))

harryandlouisarehappilystrong  asked:

Sasha, do you think they'll release a denial right when Pillow Talk drops? I didn't consider it before but a lot of bitter Larries are gunning for it to derail his promo and now I'm worried they might could actually do it... Sorry if that's stupid...

That’s a possibility. But unless the incoming team did some truly awesome negotiating, I don’t think there’s any stopping 1DHQ from dragging this out a bit longer. I mean, the goal is to publicly humiliate Louis and weaken the 1D brand. They wanna make both a punchline. So I’m guessing they’ll drag it out with more articles about money beef and Louis potentially getting fleeced by the 21st century Beverly Hillbillies–just whatever they can throw out there to make Louis look bad. Because Louis has business aspirations and they wanna derail them.

I wouldn’t be surprised if Simon Cowell initially embraced Businessman!Louis so he could very intentionally try to sabotage him. I’ve said before I suspect Simon Cowell is a bona fide textbook psychopath. And most people in his realm probably go along to get along because they don’t wanna be on the receiving end of his wrath. Because things like babygate and Zayn quitting are what happens when you cross him. :/

You know, now that I think back on other people he’s worked with, I wonder how many other smear campaigns he was behind? Like Paula Abdul and the rumors about her being addicted to prescription drugs, banging contestants, being mentally unstable and even a childish and mean blind item about her pooping her pants due to abusing various things to stay thin–was that all him too? Because it feels like a formula: Drugs, sexual indiscretions, implying mental health problems and nasty blind items. This is the exact same thing that’s been done to Louis and Zayn. Hmmm…