i was gonna change my url but not anymore i guess

callout for kingwander/jollywander/fuzzywander/heroicwander/wvander

hey all my friends have agreed i should do this so. Here We Go!!!

and also, i think this would be a good way for me to compile my thoughts and sort everything out since most of this still feels kind of like it happened in a blur.

i’ll keep this post updated with his current url so if you’re not sure what it is just come back here. current url: 00903902-0df98e9idko40t4945

please reblog this

tw: abuse, suicide mention, faking mental illnesses, nsfw, self harm, slurs

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Only One - Jaehyun [1]

A/N: I was gonna wait to post this but…. its been sitting in the drafts waiting to be published so here we are. Part 1 is kinda short, just to kinda get things going.  I hope ya’ll like drama bc you’re gonna get a good amount in this series heheh

-Admin Kay

Prologue         Pt 2  Pt 3

Part 1 - Head Over Heals

Genre: Drama

Rating PG

(slight language)

Word Count: 1,535

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Major update:

So, how’s it going? Long time no see, I guess! I’ve been coming and going lately so I’m sorry if we lost contact or whatever.

First of all, it’s me jinlightwood AKA mattlightwood (your dude Tate, c’mon). As you can see, I’ve changed my url again! Hopefully this one will last longer (tho I doubt it cause I’m not so sure about the hyphen there rip). This change comes with another important stuff that you might be interested on? Idk, I’m being too cryptic sorry.

Anyways. I’ll still watch shadowhunters and post about it from time to time, but my blog is not shadowhunters centered anymore. These past two months (or three? idk who’s counting) I’ve been reblogging sh stuff here and there but I’m gonna be honest: it was a chore for me; I was constantly telling myself “if you don’t post sh you’ll lose followers” “you should post three sh things for every bts post so people won’t hate you” and I’m honestly tired. I have so many stuff to do outside of tumblr that are stressing the fuck out of me, so I don’t think is healthy for me to do this to myself any longer.

I still like the show, but the hype is long gone. Maybe it’s my depression rising due to certain events, but I don’t want to pretend to be overly excited anymore. So, that said, I think it’s obvious but this blog will now be BTS centered so if you dislike that for some reason feel free to unfollow me now. It’s sad to see friends go over stuff I love but I can’t do anything about it, I can’t force you to like what I like lol.

Thanks for reading this long ass post! It’s just a change hoping for better days. I love each and every one of you even if you decide to unfollow. Oh gosh this got emotional lol bye thanks again~

blog status

so i imagine it doesnt take an extremely perceptive person to notice that i’ve been. inactive. i mean, even with all the tests and studying and stuff.

basically ive just been losing interest in. this blog, and also jojo in general? like i’m not entirely Out of the fandom i guess, i just really don’t feel like running an ask blog’s the thing for me anymore, im not. super interested in the community or anything. i’m not really getting anything out of it and there’s other stuff that does make me happy, so.

so basically: This blog is dead. i’ll probably like. keep it up to archive it or something, if anyone wants the url send me an ask or a message (or i could change it? hm), but im not gonna be posting anymore or getting involved in the daily community.

if anyone wants to talk to me, my main’s @transbireadytodie, and you can ask for my discord (though i’m not on very often). if i do draw any jjba art in the future i’ll just post it on my main.

so uh. bye folks. i had fun but i’m just not feeling it anymore, you guys are cool, keep on doing ur thing, im out.

so i’m quitting tumblr, and i wanted to make one last follow forever as a way to show my love for the people who made this hellsite fun. here’s to the people who i’ve been following for literally ever, and to all my friends. thank u for being one of the few good things about my tumblr experience. i luv u all so so so much, u dont even kno. 

*i’d like to say that i went from following 200 people (most of which i was pretty friendly with and had at least one conversation with) to 100 in the last few months. a lot of people deleted, a lot of people changed urls (and as a result i didn’t know who they were so i unfollowed), or their blog content changed, or they stopped posting, etc. i have love for those people too, but i’m only including people who i’m currently following.

@alwaysfob: i’ve always admired you a lot, your edits are fantastic and fobcc was such a brilliant idea and i’m proud of how far it’s grown cuz i remember when you posted the very first one (and i entered and never submitted smth bc i was uninspired and i bothered me for months) so it’s cool to see all that creativity on my dash & know that you’re the cause :)

@anervousboyslife: oh god. i wanna bring up smth from the group chat but i forgot all our lil memes & inside jokes :( thank u for the sims btw. that made me so so happy for like a week & then guess what? my laptop took a shit like. immediately after & i havent been able to play on it since :( im tryna get it fixed but. eh. but it was extremely thoughtful & im still grateful lol. thank u for bein funny & nastay, we’ve had some good times

@angelboyfrnk ahah i just got distracted looking thru ur blog, it looks v nice, like the color scheme? i dig it. anyway idk we havent talked in a while but we were in that group chat right?? that was fun. good timezzz. anyways i hope ur havin a good day bb. i get 2 call u that cuz ur younger than me haha ahh

@arohurley omg angie…we hav been mutuals literally 5ever. i’ve always thought u were so kind & so talented & i look up to u a lot, idk, i lowkey used to consider my mutuals to be like. my family & u were kinda the too-cool big sis, idk? but regardless i got a lot of love & thank u for bein one of my longest mutuals, like i wouldve unfollowed me by now so ty <3

@blooshie omg hannah..ive always admired u for how genuinely nice u r, like u just come off as a pure person, ive always lowkey been jealous of that. ahahhh weren’t u the one who told me abt ducks & their corkscrew dicks. lmaoo jeez

@blowfob u never come on anymore, but i couldnt not include u. u were one of the first people i followed, & one of the ppl i admired most. u & kate & some other ppl. i remember, it was like june 2014 & u got hundreds of asks & i thought u were the coolest person ever. u were super super funny & i literally screamed when u followed me, like i wanted u to follow me for over a year so when u did i lowkey died bc that was like. my big dream when i got into bandom. i just wanted a follow from u. so ty lol. ur so talented (coder, app creator, musician??? list goes on, fuckin crazy) & amazing, i just. i got a lotta love. thank u for bein u i guess. god im sappy pshjs

@boyfriendstump oh my g o d. ur one of the nicest ppl i know, like srsly u’ve always been so kind to me?? also ur taller than me ;-; u fucken string bean. idk i have fond memories of u, thank u for always bein so rad & freakishly nice to me, u always put a smile on my face, real talk. thank u for that

@brandnews omg karlie!! my fav!! ur literally so wonderful, ur blog is fantastic (it’s just. so nice to look at? like it’s the perfect combo of things, it makes me happy), ur a funny and nice person & ur so cute, ur just rlly gr8 im gonna miss u on my dash & u in general aw

@bulletproofatbest did u kno ur the only 21p blog ive stuck with?? thats how gr8 u r. ur fantastic, oh god i cant gush enough. i dont think we’ve ever talked but i have nothing for respect for u, ur edits r gorgeous & ur such a kind human?? i just. i got a lotta luv |-/ :)

@bznedrine my san fran loving fav! ur so beautiful & so kind, aw. remember when u tried to hook me up w fob tickets?? i do. that was so nice of u. thx for always bein so gr8 chloe <3

@cabbagepatrick ive kinda come to the conclusion ur like a robot or smth bc u’ve literally never posted anything personal, in fact it used to alarm me & i almost considered unfollowing u a few times, but i just love u & ur enthusiastic tags way too much haha. ive been following u a long time & u just consistently put good posts on my dash & mix up the content & i just love u a lot for that. thnk u

@centurese i dont think uve logged on in a while but we’ve been mutuals & fanfic writing buddies for a pretty long time & i still admire u a lot, ur a fantastic writer & a rlly good person & ur rlly cute i hope ur doin ok <3

@cocoamocha omg im lovin ur new theme it’s so simple i luv it. ok so ur just rlly sweet & ur art is soooo good & i remember bein super duper psyched when u followed me bc ur such a wonderful artist & ive always looked up to the bandom artists & ya

@corktree i still cant believe u follow me. i still look up to u & think ur just as rad as i thought u were before, but since we’re mutuals now im less intimidated. but omg i used to think u were like otherworldly bc 1) ur super gorgeous i literally live for ur selfies 2) u’v been a fan for so long & ur still so passionate abt fob thats so admirable i lose interest in shit so quickly lol. but ya ur just. actual fob queen & i think ur amazing

@deathofabvchelor aw cami. ur bday’s sorta soon so first i wanna say happy early bday! uh idk i dont think we’ve talked much but u’ve been one of my fav blogs for a while & i loved havin u on my dash thx for bein so gr8

@donthurtyoself again i dont think we’ve talked much but ive always admired u ur rlly nice & i luv ur aesthetic & the stuff u post. thx for bein a mutual of mine :)

@falloutofvegas aye vegas buddies! ya we’ve never talked much but we’ve been mutuals for a long time & i always liked ur blog. thanks for stickin w me so long :)

@ginasfz aw i luv u & ur blog & the content u post & i dont have too much to say bc i didnt rlly know u but i always enjoyed u on my dash so thx for bein mutuals w me

@goldenstump i got two camis on this list & i luv em both!! gosh ur just rlly pretty & i luv luv luv ur fashion like ur selflies r what i think of when i see ur url & specifically how cute u r & how cute ur clothes always r & i hope ur doin well

@gothish we used to be mutuals but it’s ok, i still go a lotta respect for u & admire ur luv of andy & ya thanks for always bein so rad & nice to me in the few times we did talk

@holidaybassline we have been mutuals a long time, & u post a lot of sj stuff these days which normally i hate but i ended up sorta liking it, like u kept me up to date on discourse shit & it was surprisingly nice cuz i like bein informed so ty for that. & for u urself, i dont think we talked much but u always came across as nice & i always respected u so. ya.

@ilyena-rose uve been following me a long time (unfortunately if i remember right it was a while until i followed u back eh :c) but u always stood out in the sea of notifs & finally i followed back & im so glad i did, ur just awesome, i luv ur blog & i luv u, keep bein amazin ok?

@jerseypunk ur so freakishly pretty like it’s unnatural how beautiful u r not to mention ur an unbelievably nice person w a fantastic blog. we’ve had good times aw im nostalgic. stay rad & ilu <3

@lukeallvez ah i was so happy when u followed me omg ur such a fantastic artist (srsly so talented like how??) & ur just a rlly good person idk ur gr8 & i hope u kno it

@milkhealy imani ah im gonna cry. i cant even. put words to how much u mean to me. uve always went above & beyond for me & never failed to make me smile & im gettin a lil teary rn cuz it’s not often yanno that ppl care that much to do that for a person? ur just rlly special & this sounds corny but i legit cherish u. thank u so much for everything. ily.

@nofunclvb i was super duper psyched when u followed me, i admire u a lot & im so jealous of all the shows uve been to thats so impressive. idk ur so pretty like ur face is just. Rlly Good. and ur blog is Rlly Good too ur just amazing idk thank u for dealing w my nonsense on ur dash

@ohvegeta ok can i just say thank u?? so much, like the whole fic thing, im still so grateful for that, i love that damn fic sm & u were so incredibly nice w that whole situation (which im sure was annoying & a pain in the ass), and u continued to be ridiculously nice to my annoying lil self so? thank you for that.

@ouijafrnk i still look up to u & ill always admire u, ur so beautiful inside & out & i couldnt explain why but uve always been an inspiration, like just how u handle urself, idk, it’s 2am & im havin a hard time bc i love all these ppl sm but idk how to put that love into words lmao. idk ur just wonderful in every way i hope u kno that. 

@patty-strump again it’s 2am so mixing shit up out of exhaustion but im 70% sure u sent me a rlly sweet message when i said i was leaving & it was rlly nice, i dont think we talked too much but i loved ur blog a lot & ur a sweetheart

@payingnaivety bri uve been so nice & funny and like im not the kind of person who actively seeks out ppl to talk to so when u just started messaging me one day i was a lil offput but then i ended up loving ur stories & ur personality & idk im gonna miss u a lot thank u for bein so amazing 

@philsass phil sass or phils ass? the world will never kno. aw ur just rlly sweet thx for bein mutuals w me <3

@pstumph aw jaden ilu. ur so cute & so nice & ur blog is awesome, im gonna miss u a lot ur an awesome person & we haven’t talked recently but we used to & i always enjoyed our convos :)

@punkfob ur so pretty & ur blog is fantastic. when i think of ur blog ur selfies & ur lyric edits come to mind & both were always nice to look at haha hope u have a gr8 2k17 :)

@quicksilvcrr i have new found respect for ur url after an evan peters binge watchin fest back in october lmao. ofc assuming ur url is abt the xmen quicksilver. if not that’d b awks. anyway ur rad af k bye

@radicalrumps we’ve been thru a lot, mostly good times & a couple bad times, but u were always gr8 no matter what. ur funny, nice, beyond talented, & i loved hearin ur stories abt ur crazy life. thank u for sharing it w me. ily.

@rapunkzle ive been following u almost my entire time on here & never stopped loving ur blog for one minute, thx for bein gr8. btw i luv luv luv ur theme it’s so adorable omg

@ribbonwentz sarah u & i hav been thru. A Lot. i remember when u told me what cummies were .-. that was cruel. but idk ive always respected u a lot ur info-finding skills r beyond impressive (become a detective or smth legit ur good at it so get paid for it) & idk ty for fun talks & stuff

@saverockanroll that message u sent me was literally so sweet, thank u sm for that. ur a wonderful person, & ur literally so pretty, ur def goin places. i believe in u! ily thanks for bein amazing 

@sayyoprayers vegas jew buddies!! aw ur funny & memey & u come off as so chill & fun i hope u have a good 2017 & let’s hope maybe it snows here in satans ass usa??? thatd be nice psh

@semiwentz u kno of all the blogs im following ive been following u longest?? thats pretty impressive. i never even considered unfollowing, thats how rad u r. thx for bein a quality blog for 2+ yrs.

@sixteencandlez aw my lil hayley williams loving fav :) ur just rlly gr8 & ur blog is awesome idk ily a lot

@slimshadylamps oh god uve always been so, so nice to me im gonna miss u sm. thank u for always bein there for me & srsly so kind & fun i def appreciate all the times we talked ty for those convos.

@soulpunkboxes ur rlly sweet & super cute, ty for always bein a nice friend even if we didnt talk too much & good luck w ur vinyl collecting & ur music makin :)

@spaceboyfrnk i couldnt believe it when u followdd me & i still cant, like ur blog is so good, ur edis r fuckin rad, u deserve every single follower u have. ty for makin me feel cooler than i am every time i remembered u & i were mutuals lol.

@stillfeelthatrushinmyveins ur such a happy person, like idk u just give the impression that ur rlly optimistic & fun & i kinda like associate u w happy things like sunshine so like. idk thanks for bringin ur metaphorical sunshine & great content to my dash

@stumpelstiltskin ah man we’ve been friends for a long time & i hope ur not too upset abt me leaving. im sorry we havent talked that much this year but i always valued u as a friend & our skype calls were always fun. pet ur cats for me ok? ilu.

@swiftembers omg ur so nice & ur edits r legit incredible like i love the things u create & post & when u followed me i was psyched enough bc of ur original content but then i found out ur an incredibly nice person & i was like???? how dare u be so amazing??? keep up the good work.

@theballadofmonalisa ah another case where i dont think we talked much but i loved u a lot anyway?? u post #goodshit & ive always loved ur blog

@thexstyles idk we rarely talked but theres a couple of blogs that i would never unfollow even if they stopped posting yanno & ur one of them. i just rlly luv ur blog & u 

@throam i still cant believe u got that url. thats so impressive. we’ve been mutuals for a long, long, long time. like, im pretty sure ur one of the first ppl i was ever mutuals w. thx for that.

@ticksinbeat ur theme is so cute omg i luv it. hey ok i dont think we’ve ever talked but i luv ur blog a lot yahhh

@trohvocaine remember that time i misspelled ur url. lmao idk how that’s possible but i did it psh. ur just rlly fantastic, i remember when u followed me i was soo happy cuz i looked up to u sm, still do, ur rlly nice & ur selfies r always so good (ur so pretty!!) & ya thx for bein ur amazing self

@washingtonsqpark i look up to u sm, like ur snapchat is my actual favorite thing & the fact that ur like besties w bill beckett like??? i just have a lot of respect, ur a super kind person, ur rlly beautiful, & idk. thanks for talking to me all that time ago. keep bein amazing & chances r ur probably goin to a show soon so have fun lmao

@winterwentz aw fuck ilysm. ur just so wonderful, w havent talked too much recently but i used to love our conversations a lot. ur a gr8 person, i hope ur doin well ilu.

@xmasdallon aw tessa. ur a good way to end this. i luv u a lot. ur so cute & talented (pls keep makin music ur so good at it) like legit i live for ur a capella stuff, it’s so fantastic. idk ur an actual treasure ily

ily all, thank u<3

Honestly this was a long time coming. 

My old url ‘sans-thats-a-dumb-title’ was meant as a temporary one because at the time everything I tried was already taken. When I came up with the term Jumbletale, the tag was blank and the url was already taken but was also blank. Made a new friend and they were kind enough to give me the URL, and I think this overall fits much better. 

Besides the new banner image I have planned and rewatermarking everything and redoing all of the links, (Now you see why I stalled sob) the actual content isn’t gonna change.  Still gonna do a mix of undertale and the jumbletale AU stuff. I guess now is also a good time to mention I don’t mind questions asking other characters either, I pretty much like em all.

-Sunshine

EDIT: Fixed watermarks on the tumblr posts, added a 

button so that isn’t so confusing anymore.

Changes to this blog (+ leaving the phandom)

Hey, frens!

So, I think most people have realized by now that I decided to take a few steps to change this blog from what it originally was. When I first conceived this blog, it was a place to post about D&P only, because it was my new Thing and it was taking up too much space on my main blog, so I figured that having a fandom-specific blog would be a good idea. And it was, for a long time. I can say I had some great times here in this community, despite all the bad moments I’m sure you all have seen. 

I don’t feel like I fit in the phandom anymore for a number of reasons and that’s why I decided to take some definite steps to move this blog away from a phan blog into something more general. Some people have asked about it (and I don’t mind answering if you have any further questions, there’s also a few stuff in my opinions tag), but basically I disagree with a lot of decision D&P have made recently and their content doesn’t bring me the same enjoyment it used to. Plus, they haven’t been posting enough anyway to keep this blog running like it used to, especially since there’s more touring ahead of us. 

I guess I can say running this blog the way it was before was getting to be more of a chore than a pleasure to me. The only thing that kept me here was all the history I had and the difficult time I had letting go of the good parts of it. But I realized I don’t really have to let go of the good times or anything silly like that. 

I can keep this blog and make it into something that makes me happy and you guys get to decide if it’s something you want to see or not. No hurt feelings either way. It’s been an amazing journey and I had some great times, but it’s definitely time for me to broaden this blog’s horizons. Maybe one day, if things change, I’ll go back to being a phan blog. It’s hard for me to continue calling myself a part of this community as it stands now.

This doesn’t mean I don’t like/watch Dan and Phil anymore, I just toned it down a lot. I still love them and I will continue to watch their videos casually (and reblog some stuff about them from time to time, why not?), but it won’t be what this blog is about anymore. I also intend to continue to read (and rec) phanfiction because I honestly love the creativity from this community. And, if you’ll still have me, I’d still love to continue to be a phanfic writer, maybe write more AUs and stuff like that. I think I can make it work and I love having people who want to read it still. I feel like I have more stories to tell.

Anyway, this isn’t a goodbye. But if you’re here only for the phan, it might as well be. This is a general youtubers blog now and I intend to blog about some of the other creators I’ve enjoyed for a while (and you can see most of them already by the posts I’ve been reblogging but yeah there’s probably more that you’ll find out along the way). I think it’s exciting to bring some variety to the content and I feel happier with this blog than I’ve felt in a long time! I hope you’ll stay in for the ride, but, again, if this isn’t your cup of tea you’re totally free to go <3 I’ll understand.

And thank you to the phandom. It may be pretty broken at the moment (and I’ll be the first to say that it’s REALLY bad right now like omg), but it’s been a (albeit a bit dysfunctional) home for me and so many others. I made some amazing friends who I love very dearly and met so many special incredible people in this community. Thank you! <3 And I’m truly sorry it has to end this way.

Well, this is it fam.

When I started this blog (postlimit.com states my blog’s birthday as 29 Jan 2012) I needed it. I was at a point in my life where I was fresh out of rehab, fresh off heroin, and fresh off of ending my engagement with my ex-fiancee.

It was that Sunday night that I was in a very dark place, I reached out to omegle chat (hey we’ve all been there) and ended up talking to a very kind and sweet girl from Australia who listened to my woes. I asked her what I should do to keep my mind occupied and fill my time, she suggested tumblr. (Unfortunately I have since forgotten her url, she is really the one to thank for the birth of oscob) 

And then began my three year journey of building the oscob brand.

Since then, tumblr has brought a lot of joy into my life, I have met some fucking amazing people. People who I am lucky to have in my life right now. It’s been a place for me to share my opinions and thoughts, and to discuss and promote really the only reason I stayed on tumblr for as long as I have: Vaporwave.

And now it has reached a point where tumblr is hurting me more than helping me. All because of a fucking out of context tweet that everyone assumed I was being 100% serious about, not totally aware of the banality of it. To put in a term that we use in Alcoholics Anonymous: “It’s fucking up my serenity.”

But to be perfectly honest, this isn’t the first time tumblr woes have seeped into my real life. Which is probably a good sign that my time here is over.

I guess what is most upsetting for me is that fact that, aside from the actual fucked up things I have said on this website, the most I’m getting shamed for is the goddamn music I enjoy. I just don’t want to be apart of this anymore.

Aside for one more Rez X Oscob album that will be released this year, I’m going to to change my musical identity too. I’m not sure what I’m going to do with my soundcloud, but regardless, I will follow in the footsteps of Blank Banshee and Telepath, and just be another faceless vaporwave producer. And no one beyond the people closest to me will know that it is me.

But all in all, I’m at a much better place now then I was when I started tumblr, I’m clean and sober, I’m back to furthering my education, I’ve made some friends that I hold very close to my heart, and I’m all around just a more positive and happy person. And if tumblr is taking that happiness away from me, it’s time to move on.

I’m going to leave this post up for 24 hours before I hand the account off to my close friend Rez (who will also be doing the upkeep on the DC tumblr). I will reblog it a few times. This leaves a period of time for people who are interested in keeping up with me once I leave tumblr to ask for my skype, and/or whatsapp number (please just mutuals, and followers I know who have been with me for a while).

Again, if you want to keep in touch with me after tomorrow, send me an ask or fan mail to get my contact information.

Now I know this post will be found by the people who distain me, it will be passed around, mocked, and laughed at. I don’t care anymore, let that be a testament as to why I am leaving this place.

It was fun while it lasted guys. I’m proud of the people I opened vaporwave up to, and I’m proud of the people who have thanked me for helping them on their own personal journey from drug addiction. I guess in the end that is probably the best thing to come out of this entire experience. 

I’m gonna continue making vaporwave, I’m going to stay clean, and I’m going to continue living my life the way I want to.

I guess the only thing really left to say is

Please Stay Legend

Beneath the skull helm lies the face of a dead man. The Creator holds the cure to mortality and the panacea for perfection. The Glorious Evolution is nigh. The Eternity awaits.

The end is now. 

The Machine Hierophant is here.

~ fin ~

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300+ followers

Wow. Wow. WOW! Okay, I’m still in slight shock that I got to 100 followers, let alone 300. Are you guys okay? Are you sure you’re on the right blog? If the answer is no to both, then I’m about to tell you guys where you can find the right blogs where their writing will be amazing and their personalities will be fabulous, so don’t worry! Okay, no, but really, thank you so much for following me and roleplaying with me and just being absolutely lovely. Now – on to the lovely people you should also follow!

The dirtbags:

Don’t let the title fool you! These lovely people are far far away from being dirtbags. These lovely people are those whom I talk to the most and I’d like to consider them some of my best friends. I honestly don’t know where I’d be without them.

tailorindies: I know we don’t really RP together, but I love you too much not to put you on my first ever follow forever – especially since you arethe reason I’m even roleplaying in the first place. You’ve been with me through thick and thin since my freshman year and I couldn’t ask for a better best friend. I love you so much <3

pyromxntic: You change your URL just as much as I change my theme so you’re not allowed to be a buzz kill anymore :P Anywho~ You’re the first person I had an OTP  (holvan 5ever) with and I couldn’t have asked for a better ship partner. You’re amazing and beautiful and lovely and I’m so glad we’re still friends. I love you, piss.  <3

praeditxs: Do I have to add you? You’re mean. No – kidding ;D We somehow hit it off as soon as we started talking and it’s times like these that I’m really glad I get a bit like happy on the ‘like for a starter’ things because I got you out of it! Look at us now: 233218 threads and we somehow managed to get a ship out almost all of my characters. Not only that, but you’re always there for me  
(even though I know I’m annoying)  and I really appreciate that. I love you, neep nop. <3

writting-s: You. You. You are the first person I had a ship with in the indie community and I’m so glad it was with you – even if Hope and Sid kill me and now Hope only comes out for Sid. Either way, though, I’m in love with them and I got an amazing friend out of it, so it’s a win win! I love you, my little shit. <3

mutxntfamily: How are you still RPing with me? I owe you so many replies, yet you still stick around. Guess that just means you’re the cuter one forever! You are such a sweatheart and I absolutely love Ren and Aiden and I’m so excited for all present and future plots because if they’re with you I know they’ll be amazing. You’re one of the people who always checks to make sure I’m okay and I really really appreciate that and I love you, cutie. <3

miscxnnections: I think your plan is to kill me, especially with all the meme things you send me and the feels that follow soon after. Alec and Bella will be one of the main deaths of me, but a major reason, I swear. You, though – you may be mean to me with feels, but you’re so freaking nice and I look forward to our convos and threads every time. You are also one of the people whose names pop up on my sad OOC posts and I couldn’t thank you enough for helping me feel cared for. I love you, meanie. <3

teensriot: Where do I even start with you? You and Jett will be another cause of my death. Jett and Alaska kill me with feels each time they talk and I just can not with them. And we ran out of tissues so we’re left here trying to hide our feels. You are such a cutie, though, and I’m so glad we exchanged numbers. Though I’m sure I annoy you quite a lot, I’m glad you’ve stuck around, babes. I love you, my cool cat. <3

holxcenes: This is my twin, just gonna point that out right now because it only makes her that much more fabulous~ We only met a couple of days ago but you weren’t afraid to ask to plot/RP with me and you were quick to make conversation (and tell me how cute I was) and I really loved that. I can’t wait to get to know you better and to RP with you. I love you, twin. <3

The lovies:

These are the people whom I have talked OOC with a little and have RPed with and whom I hope to do more of both in the future. They’re just such lovely people and I adore seeing them on my dash, okay?

greyxskies, grxnadxs, mxdeinthxusa, enigmctic, englishlxveaffair, plaidshxrtdays, thelxved, thexhaunted, thebruised-andbroken, fiexry, saywhaatbelle, afirelxves, wintxrfells, 90sfreaks, cxmeteryweather, cxvnts, obviousthxughts, remembxringsunday, schoolbxys, nobilixangeli, lenxiroctoberism, ncphilim, 17blackzs, heroexs, bxscemis, mal3factor, reconstruxion, dumbfvckers, blasphcmy, nghtmvres, ofwebdesign, trouble-of-double, periculosums, dominxnt, dollhxses, thesupernaturals, voodocdoll, the-worstx, folivm, awfxlly

The beauties: 

These are the people whose threads and blogs I shamelessly stalk. Instead of actually talking to them, I simply like all their things and hope they notice me. I love seeing them on my dash so much and I one day hope to grow a pair and talk to them and hopefully plot.

clickingbomb, psituriism, bossassbitchwrites, bakcd, liifeforms, pnkchampagne, fckupsx, scandclous, scixn, lethophxbia, breathemegently, protectiive, ffsrazi, rapturx, spookypcsta, rxcktheboat, fixeruppersx, firestartxr, turbiidus, tcquila, falsexpretense, hcneybees, slutsnsaints, rambuncticus,  

Special shout-out:

This goes to saywhaatbelle for not only being my 300th follower, but for being absolutely lovely since the moment I sent her a message. And for singing me Hilary Duff, but that's another story :P

Disclaimer:

If you’re not on here and you follow me/have spoken to me, please don’t think I hate you or something. I forget easily and I tried to add as many people as I could but I didn’t want to make it too long you know? But never forget that I love each and every one of you and tht you are worth it and that my ask box is always open no matter who you are. I love you all. Stay beautiful <3

lolitasim turns two!

it’s crazy to believe but this blog was built exactly two years ago. of course, my first blog wasn’t named lolitasim when i first made it, that came a few months after. so far i’ve only had one url change, i still don’t think i’m going to do anymore in the future.

becoming a part of the simblr community back then was like stepping out of the taxi and seeing time square for the first time. it was BUSY and everyone was posting and conversing and my dashboard was refreshingly new every time i reloaded it. a lot has changed and you’d have to be as blind as a bat to not notice that, especially if you’ve been around here as long as i have (or worse, even longer). there’s definitely a different smell in the air, some like it and some don’t, all i can say is that life is never gonna be what it used to be and i’ve left so many other communities with a broken heart, realizing that times do change and we have to accept them and move on or move away. however, as bad as it may seem, you can never forget the friends you’ve made thus far.

speaking of friends, i remember a lot of the friends i have now were merely stars in the sky in which i gazed upon from a distance. i looked up to a lot of these simblrs and i remember i would jump around gleefully when one day they began to notice me. i’d name them but i’m pretty sure they know who they are, i’ve told them several times how our friendship means a lot to me. i honestly didn’t think i would become close friends to them, let alone believe that they’d even notice me one day. it was a starstruck moment for the new guy trying to get his name across and i am very thankful for the friendships i’ve made these past two years, every single blog whom i’ve ever talked to i’m glad i’ve met you.

how long this gig will go on for me? i have absolutely no clue. even though i am semi-hiatus, i still plan to play. i don’t not play because i’m bored with the game, more like i’m busy and i have other priorities to keep up with but i usually come back when i have time. sims will always be my hobby and i almost never give up on my hobbies. as long as i find time for them, i’ll return to my hobbies in a heartbeat. and yeah this place is full of rats and lizards but i don’t like to look at it that way because i’m greeted by so many of my close friends here, i honestly don’t give a damn about anyone trying to go after me. i guess it’s really not so much about the game that’s made me stay but more like the friends i’ve made and the number of times i’ve smiled or laughed so hard my sides hurt.

so thanks, to everyone in my life *clinks drink* and i wish you all another swell year :)

xox loli