i was crying while doing this

anonymous asked:

How about a semi angsty fight with the rfa+V but they make up because HAPPY ENDINGS ARE NICE

I’m a slut for angst don’t give me this power 


✮ you had accidentally knocked the power cord to his computer while you were cleaning and he was playing LOLOL 
✮ he screamed 
✮ he was ranting and raving about how he was in the middle of an important raid and he was so close to levelling up 
✮ and you’re kinda standing there with a laundry basket and a pile of clothes almost over your head 
✮ and you don’t know what to do 
✮ you kind of want to cry 
✮ you kind of want to throw the laundry at his head 
✮ until 
✮ “rika never did things like this!!”
✮ oh 
✮ of course
✮ it somehow always got back to this point. comparing you with rika 
✮ sometimes he didn’t mean it or even realise he’d done it. but this was different 
✮ you remain eerily calm, putting the laundry down before turning to glare at yoosung 
✮ a wave of realisation hits him and he’s just full of guilt 
✮ you very calmly tell him you’re going to spend the night with jaehee, and ask him not to contact you 
✮ he begins crying and pleading with you to stop and stay 
✮ he’s so sorry and he’s just hating himself while you pack an overnight bag
✮ he’s practically on his knees and following you, begging you to stay 
✮ you kind of pause when you see the raw sorrow in his face 
✮ you sigh and stop for a moment 
✮ you’re hurt but you know that you have to talk it out with yoosung for it to get better 
✮ you both talk for a few hours, and he completely understands your viewpoint and he apologises 18923475829 times 
✮ he stays off of LOLOL for a few weeks, and even after that he tries not to get too obsessed– because that’s how the whole problem started 
✮ he just doesn’t want to lose you 


✎ you just wanted her to stop working so much 
✎ she was working overtime at the cafe 
✎ so much that she practically lived there 
✎ she was there after-hours and before-hours 
✎ sometimes she slept there and wouldn’t come home 
✎ so you book a holiday for her in secret, making plans behind her back for the cafe so it can function without her
✎ you tell all the employees and the deliverers who are close with the shop 
✎ but when you sit jaehee down and announce your plan 
✎ she gets so cold 
✎ she wants none of it 
✎ she’s not overworking herself dammit 
✎ she’s just doing what needs to be done 
✎ you try telling her that she doesn’t need to coddle the cafe, that you and the other emplyees were fully capable of running it 
✎ but she’s so worked up 
✎ and she says that you can’t 
✎ you’re clearly offended and you’re upset that your hard work planning this holiday for her is being pushed aside 
✎ somehow, you get her to take the holiday and see how it pans out 
✎ she’s calling you constantly 
✎ eventually you start ignoring her calls and texts 
✎ she gets so freaked out that the cafe is literally crumbling with you in charge so she rushes home 
✎ and you’re so mad when she rushes into the cafe, only to stop when she sees everything is going as usual 
✎ “b-but you weren’t answering my calls! I thought something happened!” 
✎ “jaehee i was ignoring you because you have no trust in me and I was busy making sure you could enjoy your holiday!” you were screaming 
✎ she felt so bad 
✎ she took her vacation and came back a lot better 
✎ you two made up, and she explained that her problem came from being jumin’s assistant for so long (if she didn’t do her job everything fucked up bc jumin is horrible at his job lmao) 
✎ she was a lot more calm after that and took breaks when she needed to (even took some time off on every second weekend- when you took care of the cafe) 


✿ he was working 
✿ of course 
✿ his job was the root of most of your arguments as a couple 
✿ but this time he had gone out for drinks with the cast 
✿ while you were standing outside of a restaurant waiting for him- you were going to have a date since filming was wrapping up that day (which is why the cast was having drinks in the first place) 
✿ you had faith in him, and stayed there until the restaurant closed 
✿ which was very, very late in the evening, seeing as it was part bar 
✿ as you were walking home, upset 
✿ zen came stumbling out of the bar with his castmates 
✿ he doesn’t notice you at first 
✿ until one of his acting buddies points at you, not recognising you, and laughs about how you’re soaked in rain and look like you’ve had that worst day of your life 
✿ you hear him 
✿ zen chuckles slightly before looking closer and realising who it is 
✿ swears up a storm as he pushes away everyone- muttering out something like ‘ssss my girlfirendddd’ 
✿ he tries to grab you because you’re storming away 
✿ he’s trying to coo and ask you why you were out so late because he’s drunk and doesn’t remember 
✿ you slap his hands away before screaming at him 
✿ “I was waiting for you! Our date for celebrating the end of filming?! Guess you had other plans, huh?!” 
✿ he’s so shocked like 
✿ it looks like he’s been smacked in the face 
✿ he follows you all the way home, apologising profusely 
✿ you make him sleep on the couch and lock yourself in the bedroom 
✿ when he wakes up the next morning he remembers, even through his wicked hangover 
✿ he cooks an amazing breakfast and waits for you to come out 
✿ when you do he hands you flowers with a card about how sorry he is
✿ he swears that he’ll make it up to you- and never let it happen ever again 


₩ he was planning on properly introducing you to his father 
₩ but he was getting so controlling 
₩ he literally dressed you and did your hair and practically gave you a lecture on how to act and what to say 
₩ you’re kind of pissed at him but try to understand that he’s just stressed about how his father will react 
₩ his father loves you, and you loosen up- begin to be yourself 
₩ his father leaves after blessing your relationship together 
₩ but jumin is fuming 
₩ ‘what were you doing?! I told you not to say this or that’ blah blah 
₩ you’re just so shocked 
₩ “jumin that’s not who I am!” 
₩ “that’s who you should be!” 
₩ silence. 
₩ jumin has never been afraid of anything 
₩ but he’s afraid of this silence and the tears that are slipping down your cheeks 
₩ he’s afraid of what he said. he’s afraid of himself 
₩ he stumbles over his words as he tries to apologise, saying that isn’t what he meant 
₩ you can’t hear him though, all you can hear is his previous words echoing through your head 
₩ you tell him you’re sleeping in the guest room that night- the only thing you said before locking him out 
₩ when you get up the next morning 
₩ you open the door and see jumin sitting on the ground agains the wall next to your door, elizabeth pulled to his chest 
₩ his eyes were puffy and his cheeks and nose red 
₩ he had a note next to him that he hadn’t finished 
₩ it read ‘I’m sorry’ over and over, tear stains smudging some of the letters 
₩ you sigh, and kneel down to wake him up 
₩ he explains that he thought his father wouldn’t accept you unless you were like the other women and he didn’t want his father to come between your relationship anymore than he already had with the Sarah bullshit 
₩ and you make up but he spends so long reassuring you that he loves you so much, just the way you are 


✞ he was doing it again
✞ he was trying to push you away 
✞ someone had approached you while you were on the street, asking about a ‘707′ 
✞ when you told saeyoung he got so scared and reverted back to his old ways 
✞ trying to push you away so that you ‘wouldn’t get hurt’ 
✞ when you try to kiss his cheek he physically pushes you away (after acting hostile all day) 
✞ and you trip over his wires and fall- hitting your head on the ground 
✞ he’s shocked, you’re shocked 
✞ he reaches forward to try and help you but freezes when you flinch away 
✞ he feels like less than shit 
✞ he feels like death himself. the grim reaper- that’s him. 
✞ he watches helplessly as you stumble to your feet and rush off to the bedroom, locking yourself inside (even though Saeyoung had control over the locks) 
✞ he spends about an hour just leaning over his desk with his head in his hands, thinking over how terrible he had been 
✞ how you deserve so much better 
✞ he was unstable. he was dangerous. 
✞ you were the light. you were everything 
✞ after a while he unlocks the door and sends your robot-cat in with flowers and a note in his mouth 
✞ it’s a handwritten letter from saeyoung, telling you he was just scared 
✞ that he was so sorry. that he loved you more than he could ever understand and he didn’t know how to deal with that yet 
✞ you slowly walk out, seeing him sitting on the ground somewhere, surrounded by the mess that he’d made 
✞ he had thrown all the cushions and pillows on the couch. ripped up the first drafts of the note. he’d even knocked one of his monitors to the ground, shattering it.
✞ you sit with him and talk together 
✞ you make a plan for how you can both deal with these times better 
✞ he promises to spend his life making sure you’re as happy as you can be 


☼ i’m so sorry but i don’t want to hurt this precious roll 

Buy this game, don’t believe the haters. It’s fun, the characters are soooo perfect, here’s a list of my favorite things
-tons of things to do
-good story so far
-great graphics (sometimes glitchy, but worth it
-Krogan Grandpa
-kallo jath is adorable
-space kitty
-space hamster returns ^^
-terrifying your crew while driving the nomad
-random dialogue while I drive the nomad
-Vetra’s voice
-Vetra Nyx O///O ♡♡♡
-Vetra’s emails
-Crew mail, couchessss innnn spacccceeee
-movie night
-love triangles you put yourself in
-running over giant space bugs while you crying “speed bump”!
-Kill… me… now… (failing at flirting with Suvi)
-Suvi’s accent

That’s just the beginning people!!!

anonymous asked:

I am curious on your thoughts of Kira with Yoriko during her baby/toddler years

Kira is not a people person.

He is especially not a child person.

Truth be told, he doesn’t even know why he hasn’t already killed her while she was sleeping and make it look like a case of SIDS. Kira has no especially fond feelings for Yoriko as a baby, since babies can do no more than babble and cry and drool and he neither wanted nor asked for a child. He merely tolerates her for a long time, until she starts to grow.

As she grows up and starts to show signs of an actual personality, he interacts with her out of sheer curiosity–if she is going to exist, he may as well see how a human grows. Who does she take after more physically? Personality-wise? Who will she become?

He never goes out of his way to push her into activities, unlike his parents and what they did to him. He starts to warm up when she gravitates towards more intellectual pursuits all on her own–when she starts to show herself to be cautious and even a little standoffish. These are the traits that remind him of himself, and he starts to feel genuine pride in being her father.

She’s grows into someone who he can share the silence comfortably with, who knows when to keep her distance. Eventually he starts to refer to her, genuinely, as his daughter.

Unfortunately for Yoriko.

I almost didn't wear mascara today.

Shouldn’t have bothered. I cried it all off by noon.

I found out my best friend’s Mom passed away suddenly yesterday… while my best friend and her Dad were trying to save her life. She learned CPR when she went to dental hygiene school like 20 years ago (she’s older than me) and never had to use it - until yesterday. I felt like the worst person… wanting to offer her support while we spoke on the phone and all I could do is cry.

I’m so done with this GD dreadful continuation of 2016 called 2017.

Me and Daddy had our first fight today

I dunno if I’d really call it a fight but… I had left the room to do something for a few minutes, and when I got it all cleared up I came happily back. I literally skiped into the room talking to him, when I found that he was gone. I was devastated. Like, maybe a bit overly devastated. I looked for him for a while in diabeleife that he was just gone, but when I couldn’t find him I started to cry. I’m a cry baby. Sorry. But I didn’t even get a good bye kiss, and I don’t get to see him often… I called him and I was more then a little upset. Now I think he’s mad at me cause he isn’t responding and I’m spiraling like I do… I dunno what to do…

Originally posted by uchikina-kiti

To you, yes you

So, thank you to all of my followers you guys are great and thank you so much to everyone who has sent a request. It has been so long since I answered one, and you guys have been so patient with me. Thank you, you make this gay boy cry. T^T As the number of followers I have has been increasing very fast, I would like to do something to show my gratitude. I’m not very talented but if you like, I can do something for my 1111 followers mark! (I’m awkwardly blushing at this point). If you have ideas for what I could do, send in ideas, I love hearing from you guys. Ask box is always open, and my PMs are a cozy place to slide into. It might take me a while, but I will reply, I swear! >.

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

OOC from John Mun!

|| oh boy… this… this was hard to do. i was not expecting to cry while i was online as much as i did. maybe it was from being too in character or because i’ll miss being this dork. i had so much fun in being john! and no, this isn’t me leaving the blog, i still have plans to stay on here and create more angst as a different character. 

thank you to all of the amazing anons and tumblr users that would send me asks whenever i got on, you made me confident in my cosplay. i still remember one of the first times i went on and answered over 15 asks. just thank you all so much for everything you’ve done <3

anonymous asked:

How do I deal with the death of someone close?

I am sorry to hear about your loss. When somebody close to you die your world changes, you change. To be an active part of that change, give yourself whatever time you need to mourn and grieve the loss, while you grow into your new life.

When you feel sad, let yourself be sad. Let yourself remember the times you shared and cry as much as you need to. There is no set time for how long it takes to mourn a loss, but in time the sadness hurts a little less and eventually it becomes manageable.

It can help to think about the stages of grieving. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. These stages are not so much in order but happen at various times throughout your grieving. Be patient with yourself, so if you feel depressed or angry, remember that is part of the process. When acceptance settles in, depression passes.

Take care of yourself and those around you who are also mourning. Be patient. Breathe.

If they do kill Captain America in Infinity War, my ideal scenario would have everyone standing around crying over Steve while surrounded by enemies and then Carol Danvers comes roaring up and blasts Thanos back to the stone age and she’s like “I heard you needed a CAPTAIN” and the Avengers are like “We don’t know who you are yet but we’re already willing to die for you”

anonymous asked:

the last ep of supergirl makes me sad. cos like, haters are still gonna call monel abusive n the ep just reveals theyre gonna have to do this while ignoring his own abused past or the abuse he endured growing up under rhea. so like theyre gonna cry out how hes terrible for being abusive but not even pause to say the same thing about rhea being abusive towards him. all the people wanting kara "safe" bc they think monel is abusive wont say shit about wanting HIM safe bc rhea is in-ur-face abusive

Babe, honestly this fandom is full of hypocritical people. And people who only see what they want to. I don’t like how some Karamel shippers are calling Sanvers “abusive” in some kind of way though, because they do deal better with their problems, but Kara and Mon are still learning, they both have unresolved issues to adress. She didn’t listen to him twice already, she kept ignoring the fact the was afraid of his parents for a reason. He also didn’t listen to her. But why they just point out what he does wrong remains a mystery. Rhea is a manipulative bastard, and this fandom actually laughing about the abuse he must have been through is just ridiculous. And it says a lot about this people. But my advice is just ignore them. Really.


keith is and always will be, in my entirely biased eyes, The Most Beautiful Human In The Galaxy™  

the set so far: Keith | Lance


Baekhyun lullabying Aeris to sleep - {{audio}}

Little Star lyrics: (the part Baekhyun sang)

Close your eyes and listen carefully to my story

Before my story ends, you will dream

Little Star~ Tonight~ I will watch over you all night

When i first met you, you are so blinding

When i first saw your smile, it felt like i had the world

Little Star~ Tonight~ I will watch over you all night

When i see you fast asleep in my arms, i can’t take my eyes off you for a second

You’re so pretty, i feel like my breath will stop, how can i fall asleep

My love, my everything, my angel from heaven

A letter to every fanfiction author

Yes, this post is for you, the person who just spent another night writing a chapter for their fanfiction, writing for hours for those hungry fans who are following your work. 

This goes out to those amazing fanfiction authors who write amazing pieces of work. You have an amazing plot, beautiful descriptions and your characters are always perfectly in character. Reminding us all of the stories we love so much.

You make me laugh out loud. You make me cringe in embarrassment. You even make me mad enough to rant for hours. 

Originally posted by staycuteandcozy

But then, with your beautiful words and imagery, you make me sad. 

You make me cry and scream for those characters I love. You make me want to throw my tablet across the room while still wanting to hold it tightly to my chest. You make me feel emotions for these characters, emotions only the true creators have managed to pull from me.

Originally posted by a-chaotically-peaceful-soul

Why would you do this? Why break my heart into a million pieces and throw them to the wind to scatter my sadness around? I’m sure it hurts you more to create these stories. To see those characters you have loved, just as much as I, hurt or get hurt. It must break you bit by bit to write the words to complete that one scene. 

Originally posted by sooper-dee-dooper-natural

But also, thank you. Thank you for the beautiful story you crafted for hours. And thank you for making me feel those beautiful emotions. Thank you for letting me live with these characters for a little while longer.

Originally posted by behindthezenes

                                              Just, thank you.