i was cleaning the couch with the same towel i was using to dry my tears with

do you ever just get in those moods where you’re really upset and the littlest things can set you off
like today I made a bowl of ramen and I went to go sit down and it spilled all over me and the couch and I just spontaneously burst into tears because dropping that bowl of ramen felt like dropping a steaming hot bowl of my hopes and dreams