i was at school and i sobbed

anonymous asked:

So I saw La La Land for the 4th time a couple days ago and it's consumed all my thoughts and I don't know what to do. Do you ever listen to the soundtrack and you can just SEE the exact scene that songs from and their exact actions in parts of the song? Because I do that everytime I listen to the music. The music takes me back to my happy place, sitting in the theatre sobbing into my large bag of skittles.

YES YES YES!!!! i even made a spotify playlist of the songs from the soundtrack and score going in order in when it played during the movie and i can just see everything in my mind. sometimes at school i actually listen to the movie (using illegal ways shhhh) and even though i don’t actually watch it i can still see what’s happening in my mind lol

anonymous asked:

hi, you've been giving some really good advice to anons lately and idk i wanna know if you have any advice/just anything idk about my situation: i've always been a pretty happy person but lately (ever since i started high school) i've been really stressed and sad and just feeling really down. i try to be happy but sometimes i can't and last week i missed 2 days of school because i started sobbing and hyperventilating abbot. i just can't handle school anymore and i'm only a freshman. 1/2

not posting the second part just because it could be triggering for some followers.

well, sweets, it sounds to me like you should talk to someone about the way you have been feeling lately. being vocal about your feelings can really help you get everything out. you can try counselors, nurses, even a trusted teacher?

if you are comfortable with speaking to a parent/guardian that would be great too. maybe see if you could schedule a doctor’s appointment to find out what is causing you to feel this way. it could be as simple as changing your eating and exercise habits, it could be meds.

if the doctor thing isn’t something you can/want to do, you can try channeling these feelings into something creative

- writing in a journal
- drawing
- music

or simply doing something that makes you happy.

i hope this helps you a little.

you are loved.
you are valued.
you are worth it.

stay alive.

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I recently read Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat and I fell in love with watching Damen and Laurent fall in love… ;o;

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Hanzo: brother no.

Genji: brother yes.

As I’ve mentioned before, I was raised in a strict Christian household. It was full of love, but it was also a house that didn’t like Ellen DeGeneres or Rosie O'Donnell simply because they were gay. A house that would turn off the tv when the lesbian episodes of Friends were on (while I ran to the tv in my room and pressed “mute” to see it). One that would roll their eyes at the idea of gay marriage. Parents that meant well and just went by what they were taught, wanting us to grow up with something to believe. I remember sobbing in high school, thinking they would absolutely kill me. Things slowly started changing when I was 16+.

My Mom was the one who asked if I was gay. She was my biggest supporter, my secret keeper, and the one I told everything to. My Dad? He went from not wanting me to come out, to protect me, to telling everyone he knows if they ask if I’m “dating any new guys” - because that’s simply who I am. In his words “why hide it? Who cares?”. My Mom came to me about Carol on her own, wanting to watch it to see the love story. When gay marriage was legalized, I called my Mom sobbing. She was sobbing with me, after yelling “YES! THANK GOD” in front of all of her friends.

After being raised to hate who I was, not even allowing it to be an option - to now, my Mother texting me just now saying “Do you have any more Human Rights Campaign stickers like you have on your car? I want one on mine”

Change is a beautiful thing. Believe in it and believe in people.

THAT’S parenting.

Please, excuse my shadow. I can’t
stop leaving. I don’t know how
to name what I don’t know

well enough to render
in a single sitting. Every poem
about us seems an impossible labor,

like forgetting the face
of the sea, or trying to find
a more perfect name for water.

Joshua Bennett, from “Still Life With Little Brother,” The Sobbing School

I HAVE A FUTURE

OKAY SO 

I KNOW I SAID I WAS FEELING REALLY DOWN 

AND THAT I NEEDED A FEW DAYS AWAY FROM TUMBLR TO CHILL AND FIGURE SHIT OUT

AND I STILL DO FEEL LIKE I NEED SOME SPACE TO MYSELF BECAUSE THIS WEEK HAS BEEN AWFUL

SO I STILL WON’T BE ON TUMBLR FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS

BUT

GUESS WHAT

I JUST GOT NEWS THAT

I GOT INTO THE HONORS COLLEGE AT MY STATE UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!

I’M REALLY, REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE EVEN IF I DO GET REJECTED FROM MY DREAM SCHOOL (the letter comes on Feb 15 HAHA…), AT LEAST I GET TO GO TO MY SECOND CHOICE WHICH IS THE BEST UNIVERSITY IN MY STATE!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY FOR ALL MY SCREAMING I JUST… REALLY NEEDED SOMETHING TO BRIGHTEN UP THIS AWFUL DAY AND THEN THIS AMAZING THING HAPPENED SO I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO SCREECH IT OUT TO THE WORLD OTHERWISE I WON’T BELIEVE IT’S REAL AHAHAHAHA

high school au (part two)

(read part one here)

Andrew has spent every Sunday since he got out of juvie either in church or at an Exy tournament. It’s not a future he would have predicted for himself two years ago.

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BTS as Fathers Would Include: Jhope

Fatherhood BTS Series

Originally posted by jeonsshi

  • putting underwears on their heads
  • him crying when his child brings back their art from school
  • “it’s just so beautiful can you believe our child invented art ????”
  • “hoseok this is the fortieth time you’ve done this we’re running out of space on our fridge”
  • having the luck of getting triplets on the first try

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  • Someone: what do you do?
  • Me: I'm working on my phd
  • Them: oh you must be so smart!
  • Me: hahahahahahahah hahahahahahha hahahha hahahha no
  • Them: *inches away nervously*
  • Me: *continues to laugh until i start sobbing instead, curls up in the fetal position, only stops when my PI emails with another paper to read*

Commission for @zk0x

If you’re interested in commissioning me for something in this style, please PM me! xoxo

Just let me breathe you in like a cigarette;
Burn every corner of my heart till ashes of my emotions are blown away from every lie you say to the point where my feelings are over the place and lost.
—  A.D.
I won’t marry someone unless they propose to me with Dr Mendel’s proposal from Falsetto’s (2016 revival).
Boys Boys Boys: A Solangelo Fanfiction

I’ve been severely lacking in inspiration because of how busy I have been. So I went back to basics: some personal experiences I’ve had at bars in NYC and around where I go to school, and a College AU set up. Could I be inspired to continue this? Heck yeah I probably could. 

I hope you all enjoy!

Trigger Warning: homophobic slurs 

Also read on AO3 

Preview:

Will immediately half-swerved, focusing desperately on keeping his gaze forward at the line of liquors mounted on the wall, and not ogling at the dude next to him because damn he was fine—the kind of fine that would have him sobbing on the carpet of Lou Ellen’s dorm at four-in-the-morning while stuffing his face with veggie pizza and watching Ru Paul’s Drag Race later. But for now, it definitely wouldn’t help him to freak out the dude by staring. Besides, everyone knew that hot guys in leather jackets who wore Iron Maiden tee-shirts were generally as straight as boards. No use getting his hopes up.


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