1110 // I’ll be brave for you
So apparently, i’d be here until Tuesday. My brother already booked a flight for me on Tuesday afternoon instead this weekend and he paid for it also using his card so i had no choice but to get that one instead of going home earlier. Uggh. I’m so bored here, i don’t even know what am i going to do for the rest of the week. I also miss everything back at home. And i’m mostly worried because i didn’t bring much wearables for this staycation. I only planned to stay for 3days here and go back home. Sigh. I guess i have to go buy and shop this Saturday.
Anyway, they got Papa’s results and they say he’s fine although he has to take meds like regularly because he’s in stage 3 in his prostate enlargment. I was a bit hysterical about it but brother dear explained everything to me awhile ago so i was mostly consumed about these things for the whole day hence i forgot to eat that’s why i’ve been posting and asking people to hang out because i’ve been meaning to get this out from my chest but everyone had plans so there’s nothing i can do about it and decided to take out some food instead and sulk inside the unit for the whole day. And i had no one to talk to about it so i have to wait just until i come home and go to his doctor. I’m seriously stressed about this but i’m trying to shrug it off.
Isa pa ‘tong nabuburyo na ako dito. Pero sige lang, i trust Him. I even tried to make another bargain awhile ago, you can cut me out of having a happily ever after with someone but don’t cut my Father’s life just yet. I don’t know why i always seem to end up using that as my greatest bargain. Siguro because that’s how much i wanted to fall in love also and start a long term relationship since i feel like that’s the only thing that’s been left out in my life right now? But if somehow that fires back to harming anyone of my family members i would gladly to give up that crazy idea. I can personally endure the pain. I just can’t endure seeing my love ones excruaciating in so much pain. So with this, i hope you guys will also pray for the betterment of the condition of my Father. I love my parents so much and i’d be forever grateful for the sincered prayers.