i was actually crying doing this


chris wood + musical talent ♡ It’s a little known fact that you can sing, you’ve had some training. Is there a music career down the line for you? Do you record music on your own?  I write but pretty selfishly for me. It’s something that I do to release and find comfort. I’m actually pretty shy when it comes to music. I’m better at, like on tour, playing the Pantages in front of however many thousand people. I’m better at that than like if there’s six of us in a room and someone hands me a guitar. I’m like petrified. I’ll sweat and get nervous. Do you play guitar and any other instruments?  I play drums and some piano, and a bunch of random, weird instruments. But yeah, guitar is sort of my go-to. It’s more of a comfort and a private time kind of thing for me at the moment. But who knows.

anonymous asked:

This is a strange question but why do you think Dean used to call Uriel "junkless"? Is there a reason behind that? Castiel appeared to be more sexually frustrated than Uriel really...


It’s kinda like how Dean projects onto Sam about wearing women’s panties, crying during sex, being gay, being a nerd, enjoying reading… most of the stuff he uses as a derogatory term towards Sam I think have pretty much ended up being revealed as actually true about himself?! 

I read this amazing post about his projection around Cas, that Dean, when he is feeling crappy about himself gets sexual with Cas, saying “blow me” and “last person to look at me like that, I got laid” for example, because he is taking a dig at himself and the fact that he is attracted to Cas rather than attacking Cas himself. It’s about self torture and despising himself so attacking that part of himself which he sees as ‘bad’ or selfish rather than actually attacking Cas.

With Uriel, I think he is so aware of his attraction to Cas and how Cas is junkless ie. not interested in sex / romance and appears at this point to not be interested in him other than just as a tool (ironic right, given the reversal this takes in the later seasons) that he projects away onto Uriel who he actually does think is a dick, cos he is. 

I mean, the first time Dean meets Uriel, Sam and Uriel may as well not be in the room in 4x07 when Dean and Cas are staring at each other so intently, even me with my non shipper goggles on at the time was like woah wtf is THIS?! 

Originally posted by destielette

Dean is basically saying that he perceives Cas to also be junkless, that he is just an Angel in a vessel and not interested in him other than as a tool for their plan and he projects this onto Uriel, the dick Angel who does just use him as a tool. 

He’s paralleling Uriel and Cas, putting them in the same basket because they are both Angels and he is self loathing about his attraction to Cas that he uses this go - to mechanism to project onto Uriel.

Got7: their s/o calling them when they're drunk

Jaebum:  he was waiting by his phone the entire night, knowing that you’d call eventually. He hates that you two just had a huge argument, and his heart is breaking when he hears you choking up over the phone. He’ll put down everything and rush to your aid. “I’m on my way, baby, please stay where you are. This is all my fault…”

Mark:  “uhhh you wanna tell me why you sound like a dying horse?” Won’t even hit him that you’re actually crying, he legit thinks you’re messing around as you always do. He’ll start to panick, thinking that you got yourself into trouble or that he’s done something to upset you. He’ll rush to your side in no time, but he’ll probably scold you for scaring him like that.

Jackson:  as soon as you start crying bursts of affection, he’ll get a lil teary eyed and asks what you’re even doing. He knows that you do this often, even when you’re not drunk, so when he makes sure that everything is alright with you, he’ll sit back and enjoy being emo with you for a couple hours.

Jinyoung:  he’s ready to bust open some doors and fight, no one makes his baby cry. Is hella confused when you’re repeating his name and ‘I love you’ over and over again, but is amused nonetheless. “Please tell me you’re not sitting by yourself and drinking. Actually, you know what? I’ll be there in 10, crack open another bottle.”

Youngjae:  the most worried out of all of them tbh, you really caught him off guard and he doesn’t know what to do. Youngjae starts cussing over the phone as he trips on his shoe, trying to find the other pair. “Y/n, I don’t know what happened but I’m coming over, yeah? Just…stop drinking jfc”

Bambam:  he gets needy when you’re not around so he does this all the time as well. Even when you’re not fighting, he still feels the need to apologize for being away for some time, and having you call him and being a crying mess isn’t helping. He’ll continue talking to you over the phone until you’ve got yourself together and brushed your teeth and everything. “Just imagine me sleeping right next to you, y/n, I swear I’ll be there in no time.”

Yugyeom:  freaks out a lil and asks his hyungs what he should do. He’s literally holding the phone like a meter from his ear, mouthing 'what do I do? I don’t think I upset y/n, I don’t wanna break up!!!’ Blushes a lot when you profess your love to him for the millionth time, but he makes you promise that you’ll go to sleep soon and eat a big breakfast the next morning.

Originally posted by jiminschicken

How I Deal With Things That I Don’t Want But Have To:
  1. I cry a lot and feel horrible and do the thing while in a suicidical state which ends up destroying everyone around me and their day and I end up guilty and it goes on and on.
  2. I  cry and tell people that I feel horrible and beg them to give me permission to not do the thing and apoloıgize constantly while still crying.
  3. I act like and asshole and do not give a shit, so I do not do the thing. (I stack up all the guilt and break down days later in a crying and apologizing poodle)

anonymous asked:

Hello what to do when you're crying and you need distraction but nothing is enough and you cry harder and everything is awful im so tired

Have a look at the Coping Skills Toolbox post we reblogged awhile back. It’s an amazing post and has some great ideas that could be helpful for you right now.

I’m so sorry you’re feeling so bad right now and I hope things get better for you soon.


anonymous asked:

tuafw bees are a huge special interest and you were Really Excited when your mom picked up beekeeping as a hobby, and Hugely Excited when you got your hive two months ago, but today you got stung twice and had a Huge Allergic Reaction and you're so fucking upset because you love bees so much and know they dont mean to kill they just want to defend your home but if you get stung once you'll have a reaction i'm crying as i type this im so sad i just want to love bees why do i have to be allergic

Do you have any idea how much I loved the Seelie Court kiss in the books? How much I anticipated for them to be together despite the fact that they “were” siblings back then. It happened and I literally screamed at my book and was happy and yet totally overwhelmed by the feelings. 

THAT kiss happened in the latest SH episode and idk it was just so underwhelming that I could cry.
I am so unhappy with the Clace development and I really hate the writers for destroying one of my first OTPs. At this point I actually prefer Jaia over Clace just for the fact that Jace deserves so much better than Clary who acts totally hostile towards him. 

Just a Friend pt. 2

Just a Friend by Mario
I wanna know you name and
I wanna know if you gotta man (I wanna know)
I wanna know everything
I wanna ya number and if I can come over and
I wanna know what ya like
I wanna know so I can do it all night
But you’re telling me I’m just a friend
You’re telling me I’m just a friend

Part One 


Originally posted by fyeahdanielsharman

“I’m better than I ever was" 

I purposely bumped into Scott so he could hit the lockers. I was way better than when my dad was alive. That guy made my life a literal hell but no more. Derek cured me of pain,  I can finally protect myself from anyone who tries to hurt me.

"Isaac, go with Erica”
“I’m sorry, was that an actual question?”
“You do it because I told you to. Simple as that”
I growled under my breath and grabbed my jacket. He was always bossing me around and making me do the most unnecessary things. Erica went inside while I waited on the side of the building. From where I stood, I could hear the sounds of someone crying and screaming for help. Something inside compelled me to sprint over to the source of the sound.

My eyes turned yellow and my claws came out as I tackled him down and ripped him to shreds. The girl placed her hand on my shoulder making me whip around and snarl.
She gasped and tumbled backward onto the hard ground. I immediately stopped and looked down to see the man crying, blood dripped off my fingers from digging into the man’s flesh.  
“What did I do?”
A hand grabbed onto my arm, pulling me away from the severely injured man. I looked to see it was the girl. “Come on!” We started running away from the deserted area and into a store. She pushed me into the bathroom and told me to wash off. After I scrubbed my hands as clean as it could get,  she came back into the bathroom with a new change of clothes as mine had blood on it. Without saying anything, I tore mine off,  my muscles flexed in the adequate lighting. It wasn’t until I began to unbuckle my pants when the girl bit her lip as she gazed over my half naked form. I cleared my throat to bring her out of her trance. “Right, sorry”
She turned around and allowed me to undress and change outfits. She grabbed my clothes and stuffed it in a plastic bag. We snuck out of the store and began to walk towards her car.
“You work here?”
“Yeah, I was headed out to my car when I got attacked. If you hadn’t been there…”
“Thanks for the clothes”
“It’s the least I could do for my hero. Speaking of… What are you?”

Derek really pissed me off this time.
“She will never accept you”
“Humans and Werewolves, don’t mix”
“You’re not allowed to see her”
Y/N was special. She wasn’t like other people.  She was someone who might have understood him before he was a werewolf. How would he know about love? Holy shit. Did I just say that? Did I just say I love Y/N? Maybe I do. It was a small attraction when we first met but overtime I found myself liking her more.
I stood at her door and waited for someone to open the door.
She stood before me with a smile on her face.
“Hi Isaac”
“Before I chicken out, will you go on a date with me?”
Tears flooded down her face, my heart felt like it sank.
I managed to speak and got her to look at me.
“What’s wrong?”
“I wish you would have asked me three months ago”
“Because I’m moving, Isaac”


Originally posted by teenwolf--imagines

Beacon Hills was a terrible place filled with girls with low self-esteem and disrespect for themselves. Girls like Liam. He was always bitching about something and I was so glad when he got expelled from Devonford. It so happens that the little slick bastard joined the lacrosse team.
But something was different.
Something about his attitude and demeanor was different.
His aggression grew out of hand and was pulled back by his captain.
Of course.
The little shit went and got himself bitten by a werewolf.
For me, that meant twice the fun.
I bumped into him on my way to the vending machines when I saw the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on.
From the tiniest strand on her head to her feet, she possessed something rare that most girls wanted; my attention. I was going to talk to her but my tongue was tied, my mind a white blank. She grabbed her drink and left before I could say anything. What the hell?

*Two days later*

My friend Lionel was throwing a party that most of Beacon Hills was attending. I wore my best outfit and went out with my friends. When I got there it was the total party scene, liquor and girls swarmed the place. The house was hot with sins and desires in resemblance to an ordinary night in Vegas. Luckily for me, Liam’s posse didn’t show nor were they invited. I went to get a drink when I saw her again. This time I had a bit of liquid courage on my side. I threw my head back and gulped down a full cup of beer before walking over.

I chuckled and placed my hands in my pockets. I knew she would be hard to get.
“I just want to make harmless conversation”
“Then why are you still talking?”
“Oh, come on,” I put my hands on my chest and gave her a pouty face, “give a guy a chance?”
She finally looked in my eyes and gave me a once over. Little did she know I’ve been checking her out for at least twenty minutes.
“Just one”
“Thank you, oh great one,” she laughed as I bowed to her, the pleasant laugh echoing in my ears.
“My name is Brett, and you, what is your gorgeous name?”
“I wouldn’t say it’s gorgeous but, it’s Y/N”
“Don’t be so humble, anything that belongs to you is beautiful”
She peered in my eyes to see if I was telling the truth; I certainly was.
“Brett, what do you expect to happen tonight?”
“It’s a good quality”
I brought my lips next to her ear and lowered my voice.
“I was hoping you’d let me kiss you”
When I pulled away, her eyes were unreadable but her plump lips draped in a smile told me a different story. The next thing I knew, I was pushed into a bathroom wall with a perfect mouth attached to mine. My hands drifted down to her hips as she jumped up on the edge of the sink. “Y/N”
I moaned into our breathy, kiss as she rolled against my growing erection. This wasn’t anything desperate or rushed like most of my encounters. We were genuinely invested in exploring each other’s mouths, running our hands around our bodies. Just as I reached for her shirt she chuckled and pushed me back.
“Sorry hun, I don’t go for one-night stands”
She kissed my cheek and left the bathroom, leaving me frustrated and horny.  Never in my life did I want a girl this bad. I smiled despite my discomfort and touched the ghost over her lips on mine.

*Game Night*

“What’s the matter, Liam? Can’t get it up?”
I rammed into him and threw the ball in the goal. I chuckled as Scott ran to his side to make sure he was okay. Liam was escorted to the bench where I heard a familiar voice.
“Let’s go Liam! You can do it!”
We both looked at the source and a fleeting smile crawled on my lips.
It was Y/N.
How did he get the pleasure of knowing  beautiful girl like her?
Maybe he’s not so bad as I thought. Something in me forced me to play fair. I gave their team a fighting chance but it didn’t matter. We still won. After the game I rushed into the parking lot looking for Y/N. When I found her I spun her around and placed my hands at her waist like I did at the party.
“Thought I’d never see you again”
I leaned in to kiss her but she pushed me back and chuckled.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m about to kiss you”
“Yeah, I don’t think so”
She moved my hands away from her and took a step back.
“You hurt my friend, Liam.
"I was a little hard on him”
“A little?”
“Once I hurt him, I held back. You didn’t see that?”
“It doesn’t matter. If you’d like, we can be casual friends but I can’t go past that. Goodbye, Brett”
She started walking away and I scoffed.
“At least give me your number!”
She smiled and got in her car then rolled the windows down.
“Now, why would I do that?”


Originally posted by nadiacth

“Oh my goodness!”
Y/N held her chest and heaved it up and down, her breathing erratic. I laughed and stepped through her window to enter her bedroom.
“Theo, what the hell are you doing?!”
She swatted my arm, her strength no match for me.
“You always said you wanted someone to romantically come in your window”
“Keyword being romantically, you came in here like a cat burglar”“Cat burglar? I do love your choice of words”
A smirk formed on my lips and I gave her a wink as I sat on the edge of her bed.
“You’re so gross”
“Tell me about it”

A silence fell in the room. It was just the two of us and it was oddly satisfying. The silence usually bothered me but just looking at her magnificent form made that go away.

“Why are you here?”
“Cause I can be”
“And who gave you that permission?”
“I’m pretty sure it was implied”

She chuckled and crossed her arms. She was so damn sexy and she knew it too. Y/N was a way for me to escape my problems and for once be human. I beckoned her to come to me with two fingers while I bit my bottom lip. I had to taste her again.
Y/N walked to me and sat on my lap so I could properly kiss her sweet lips. With my hand on her ass, I slid my tongue in her mouth and drowned her in deep passion. She squeezed her thighs together and moaned my name in my mouth. A growl emitted from my throat as her hands tugged at my hair. Fuck, the things this girl did to me.

“Hey, Y/N, did you get the chance to–oh my God!”

Y/N scrambled out of my lap and covered her mouth, her mother stood shocked at the door. Shit.
“What the hell is going on?! Who is this?”
It then occurred to me that I hadn’t labeled our relationship. I came over sometimes while we either made out or hung out just for the fun of it. Just to give a reasonable answer I spoke up but not before Y/N blurted out, “No one. He’s just a friend of mine from school”
I rose an eyebrow and looked up at Y/N, “A friend?”

anonymous asked:

What's your favorite Anime, Asian Food, and Are you going to the Anime Expo??

My favorite anime hands-down has to be Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (When They Cry), because the meaning behind all of it and the message about true friendship in both the actual show and the character song CDs they released is one I don’t normally see in other shows.
I KNOW other shows do it… but I never felt like they personally touched on it as deeply as that one did. Warning: Most people talk about that anime to hype up the very few gore scenes and psychological horror… trust me, it’s so much more than that and I’m so sick and tired of people hyper-focusing on that and ignoring the deeper messages.

Other favorite anime of mine for my own personal reasons are: Kill la Kill, Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Naruto (the first series), Code Geass (I refuse to acknowledge the sequel), Angel Beats!, Fullmetal Alchemist (Mash Brotherhood and the first one together), Ghost in the Shell, Samurai Champloo, Hellsing, and Cowboy Bebop.
There are, of course, many more anime that I enjoy and would recommend, but I feel like these are the ones at the top of my must-watch list for either their animation value, music, story-telling, etc.

As for my favorite Asian food… does white rice count? Thai food? I mean, that’s common in my household despite my family not being Asian.

I am going to AN EXPO–@mystery-camaro and I are scheduled to share a booth at Modesto Con this year! We’re going to be selling prints and stuff to try and make up for the horrific terror that was Tulare Sci-Fi Con…

casper-the-friendly-hobbit  asked:

I have an irrational fear of babies that can swim. How do they know to hold their breath underwater they can't even hold their heads up right????? I think if I saw a swimming baby irl I'd actually cry and try to punt it away from me

I- I may also have this fear?

I’ve never thought about it before

but now

I mean, it’s just



thank you for bringing this matter to light my friend


anonymous asked:

Viki I hate to be The Bitch Who's Always Crying About Isak™ (actually I don't it is who I am deal with it) but u kno when in s1 he's '''confessing his feelings''' to Eva he says the same things he feels about Jonas but switches the names like 'do u think I like listening to u complain about him and being your fucking adviser? I just stand there like an idiot waiting for u to realize he's not good enough for u' kILL ME PLS

uMM did i ASK:):)

anonymous asked:

my kpop mom!!! i hope you're doing well. please get enough sleep and food. take care of yourself. love you~

Hi sweetheart,

Actually, I’m not so great today. I am very sad, as I lost a dear family member today. My cousin’s wife of 40 years lost her long battle with cancer this morning. She has been a vital part of family gatherings and get-togethers since I was a teenager. She will be sorely missed. I think I’m just gonna watch sad kdramas and cry for a while. 

Sorry guys, don’t think I’ll be posting much today. I hope you understand.

Thanks for thinking about me! Love you too sweetie, take care!

Your kpop mom

a-moment-of-emotion  asked:

I'd like to add on your last anon,that Harry also fulfilled his contract and he suggested they take a break AFTER the contract ended!They all act like H asked the boys to do something they didn't want!And let's not forget that this fandom from late 2014 and the entirety of 2015 kept crying about how exhausted the boys looked and that they should take a break,but when it actually happened they all backtracked??Y'all need to get your shit together and leave Harry the fuck alone


nuzzlecas  asked:

Hi! two days ago I was having a bad day (there was some crying involved, nothing working out the way I wanted, depressing thoughts™ the usual). then I saw a giveaway post with cute little prizes but it was tagged 'last 5 minutes' so I was sure I was too late. And you know what? turns out I was actually the last person to reblog it in time and then I was announced one of the winners! I wanted to share that (I can't really tell anyone irl) and say that yes good things do happen <3 <3 <3

YES. GOOD. i’m so happy for you and im very very glad that you got something good, bad days can totally bring you down but this was there to help u up a little again. I’m so glad to read this honey, and btw know u can vent to me anytime :3

misha nudes


I was tagged by @nc-ty THaaannnkksss!! 

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

1. Drink: Orange and Mango
2. Phone call: I actually can’t remember, most likely my mum 
3. Text message: To my friend Chloe 
4. Song you listened to: Ribbon In the Sky - B.A.P
5. Time you cried: I think it was yesterday watching something, but whatever it was I cry at like 99% of shows and films I watch
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope
8. Been cheated on: nope
9. Lost someone special: Family members 
10. Been depressed: eeeeee not really???
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope, luckily I can drink a lot without feeling anything

12-14: Turquoise, light grey, purple 

15. Made new friends: yep
16. Fallen out of love: Nope, never even been in love
17. Laughed until you cried: Yep 
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope but I don’t know if people do but oh well 
19. Met someone who changed you: No don’t think so 
20. Found out who your friends are: I’ve always known 
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Everyone I think, maybe one or two old internet friends but I’m sure I don’t have them on facebook anymore 
23. Do you have any pets: I’ve got two doggos, one Westie and a Scottie 
24. Do you want to change your name: nope
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I had like four birthday meals, they were all with different family members and then different groups of friends 
26. What time did you wake up: 8:20 ish??
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I got my friend into listening to my fav band, so I just ended up watching all their old mvs (the band is Set It Off) 
28. Name something you can’t wait for: Going to China next month!!! 
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Like 20 mins ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: That I actually had motivation and passion for things 
31. What are you listening right now: Wake Up - NCT 127
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: uummmm I can’t seem to get a job at the moment/no one is hiring 
34. Most visited Website: Tumblr
35. Elementary: Finished 
36. High School: Finished and I don’t even miss it 
37. College: Just finished my A levels but I’m staying for an extra year to do a foundation diploma 
38. Hair color: Ginger
39. Long or short hair: long hair
40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope
41. What do you like about yourself: I like to think I’m an easy going person and get along with people easily i guess??
42. Piercings: None
43. Blood type: I don’t know but I know it’s a rare blood type??? 
44. Nickname: I don’t have one 
45. Relationship status: single af
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: The vampire Diaries, Doctor Who and I’m still a bitter person that Pushing Daisies was ever canceled 
49. Tattoos: Nope but I feel like if I got one I would want to change it (I can’t commit to something like that)
50. Right or left hand: right
51. Surgery: yeah I’ve had a couple (fun times)
52. Piercing: Nope and I’m not that bothered about getting any
53. Sport: Trampolining and I used to do synchronized swimming which was fun
55. Vacation: I’m going to China this year but I do want to go to Australia again
56. Pair of trainers: I just wear my off brand converses all the time

57. Eating: nothing atm… but I like anything sweet or anything with fruits 
58. Drinking: I love smoothies so much and I like anything fruity (and fruity ciders)
59. I’m about to: Have a shower…Like any of you need to know that 
61. Waiting for: uuummm… to go on the trip I guess?? 
62. Want: a job, so I’m not bored all summer 
63. Get married: I want to live my life before getting married 
64. Career: idk, I wish I knew what career I wanted 

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs
66. Lips or eyes: eyes 
67. Shorter or taller: taller
68. Older or younger: older i guess??
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms??
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

74. Kissed a stranger: nope
75. Drank hard liquor: yes
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yep but luckily for some reasons I have three pairs of glasses (but I always find them when I lose them) 
77. Turned someone down: yep
78. Sex in the first date: no way and I wouldn’t ever do that 
79. Broken someones heart: More likely no hopefully 
80. Had your heart broken: Nope
81. Been arrested: Nope
82. Cried when someone died: Yep
83. Fallen for a friend: Nope 

84. Yourself: eh idk?!
85. Miracles: Sometimes
86. Love at first sight: A tiny bit but I wouldn’t say that would class as Love 
87. Santa Claus: nope
88. Kiss in the first date: why not 
89. Angels: nope


90. Current best friends name: Ellie
91. Eye color: Green 
92. Favorite movie: x+y and two brothers

I’m tagging: @xlks-lbcc-dtks @jaehyun-popped-this-cherry @jaehyunscult @dorkyungsoe @mad-ncity @haechaniie @murkkuri

anonymous asked:



birdsovprey  asked:

do iris for the ask game !

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: she is so brave and so independent and truly is one of the best heroes apart of the flash universe i will stand by that forever
worst quality: um……can’t relate. nothing applies here.
ship them with: barry “it’s still beating” allen
brotp them with: wally, cisco, and linda
needs to stay away from: savitar legit needs to leave iris the FUCK alone at all times
misc. thoughts: literally my favorite flash character if not one of my favorite characters of all time. honestly there would be no flash without iris west! i would lay my life down for her