i was a marauder

It Meant Something

Part 5 of “A Muggle?” 

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“Moony,” James whispered, giving his friend a nudge. Remus turned his attention away from the two teenagers off in the distance and gave James a questioning look. “Are we gonna do something about those two, or what?” James asked, motioning to Y/N and Sirius, who were laying together under a tree near the black lake. “Have you forgotten what happened last time we tried to meddle in Y/N’s love life?” Remus raised an eyebrow at him. “Well that was because we were trying to mess it up. This time, we’ll be helping them get together. Besides, that bloke didn’t like us. Not only does Padfoot love us, but he’s one of us,” James shrugged. “That brings us to my next point. I love Padfoot as much as you do, but you know how he is with girls. I can’t let him do that to Y/N,” Remus shook his head, turning his attention back to Sirius and Y/N, who was laying with her head on his chest and pointing up at a cloud. “But Moony,” James protested, grabbing his attention once again. “This is different. When was the last time you saw Pads even look at another girl?” James asked him. Remus pondered this for a minute. “I don’t know,” he finally admitted. “It’s been months, Moony,” James told him. “Months.” “I still don’t think it’s a good idea to get involved,” Remus sighed.

Lily and Alice exchanged knowing looks as Sirius continuously grabbed small pieces of food of Y/N’s plate. “Sirius,” Y/N laughed, giving him a light shove. “Knock it off!” “Don’t know what you’re talking about, Love,” Sirius shrugged before grabbing another piece off of her bread. “I mean it!” She laughed, “Eat your own dinner!” “Where’s the fun in that?” He smirked. “Well, you’ll get to eat dinner, and-wait for it, this is the fun part- I’ll get to eat dinner, too!” Y/N feigned excitement. “I think my way is more fun,” Sirius decided, continuing to steal Y/N’s dinner. “You are such a pain, Padfoot,” Y/N rolled her eyes with a sigh, swatting his hand away from her plate.

“Potter,” Lily whispered. James’ head shot up. “Um, yes, Evans?” “Come here,” Lily waved him over, and James practically leaped out of his seat to go sit with her. “What can I help you with?” “I’m not one to meddle, but something has to be done about those two. Honestly,” she said quietly. “I was just telling Moony that earlier!” James agreed, causing Lily to shush him. “Keep your voice down. I know that Sirius is a bit, er, flirty, but I really think that he likes-” “He does. He really does. I can tell,” James cut her off. “Can you make sure before we start trying to get them together?” Lily asked. “I’ll do the same with Y/N.” “We?” James asked, fighting a smile. Lily gave him a light nudge. “We,” she smiled. James felt a surge of confidence run through him. “You know, the guys and Y/N and I, we’re all going to be in our dorm tonight. Just hanging out, we’ll probably have some firewhiskey, if you wanted to join us… and Alice and Marlene, of course,” James added. “I think Marlene has plans with her boyfriend tonight, but I’ll talk to Alice about it,” Lily nodded. James couldn’t stop himself from smiling as he got up and returned to his place next to Sirius.

As the firewhiskey grew warm in the teenagers bellies, they sat around, reminiscing their first kisses. “Who was yours, Lily?” Y/N asked, playing with the sleeve of Sirius’ flannel, their fingers occasionally brushing. “Mine wasn’t anything special, just a boy who lived down the street from me when we were younger,” she shrugged. “Oi! It wasn’t Snivellus, was it?” James cried, earning an angry look from the redhead. “Watch it, Potter,” she warned. James put his hands up in a playful surrender. “Alright, I’m sorry,” he laughed. “Mine was a girl called… Emily, I think,” James announced. “Alice, who was yours?” Lily asked the girl who hadn’t quite come out of her shell, yet. Everyone else had consumed just enough alcohol to be extremely honest, but Alice had chosen to stay sober, so that she could walk Y/N and Lily back to the dorm safely. “Mine was Frank,” Alice blushed, looking at her hands in her lap.

“Where is Frank tonight anyway?” James asked her. “Huddled up in his dorm, working on the charms essay,” Alice sighed. “Wait, what charms essay?” Sirius’ head shot up. “The one due on Monday..” Lily offered. “We have a charms essay due on Monday?” Sirius asked, his eyes going wide. “Padfoot,” Y/N groaned. Sirius knew he was about to get a tipsy-scolding about how he has to do his homework, so he quickly picked up the previous conversation. “Anyways! My first kiss was…” Sirius thought for a minute. “Hmm. It seems I don’t remember who my first kiss was,” he finally admitted. Y/N looked at him incredulously. “You don’t remember your first kiss?” She asked him. Sirius just shrugged. “Guess not. ’S not a big deal. ’S just a kiss.” “It is a big deal! It’s your first kiss! Like, the first one ever!” She exclaimed dramatically, her words slurring a bit as she earned a loud laugh from the Sirius, and agreeing nods from everyone else. “Well if it’s so important, who was yours, baby?” He asked her, an amused smile across his face. He couldn’t help but think she was adorable, getting so worked up over something so small. “Also, think you’ve had enough of this,” he chuckled, slipping the bottle firewhiskey out of her other hand. “My first kiss,” Y/N said, matter-of-factly. “Was Remus.”

Sirius’ eyes shot to Remus, along with everyone else’s. “And I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough of this, thank you,” Y/N leaned over and took the bottle back, easily prying it out of his shocked fingers. “Um, what?” Sirius finally managed. Y/N shrugged and took a sip of firewhiskey. “We were playing truth of dare with some kids from our neighborhood, and they dared us to kiss.” “They all thought we were secretly in love, or something,” Remus added with a chuckle. “Why have none of us ever heard this story before?” James laughed. “We were 12, it wasn’t a big deal,” Remus laughed. “Wait!” Y/N cried. “Where is Wormtail?!” “Had a date or something,” James shrugged. “But we aren’t done discussing this!” He laughed. “So then was Y/N your first kiss, too?” Lily asked Remus. Remus nodded, and James burst out laughing, only Y/N noticing how quiet Sirius had grown. “Pads, you okay there?” She laughed, giving him a gentle nudge. “You-you, and Moony?” He asked, staring straight ahead. “It was just a kiss, Sirius,” she giggled. “I could kiss you right now, doesn’t mean it would mean anything.” Suddenly, the whole room grew quiet. “You don’t think it would mean anything?” Sirius asked her. He knew she was a bit drunk, but it still hurt his feelings a little. “Are you trying to tell me that every person you’ve ever kissed meant something?” She raised an eyebrow at him.

She had a point, even drunk, but Sirius wasn’t quite ready to admit that. “Maybe,” he grumbled. “Well then, we’re going to fix that philosophy right now,” she drunkenly announced, and next thing Sirius knew, Y/N’s mouth was on his. He knew that she had, in fact, had a little too much firewhiskey, and that she probably hadn’t realized what she was doing, but Sirius couldn’t help but enjoy himself. He’d wanted to do this for so long. James, Remus, Lily, and Alice couldn’t do anything but stare in shock as Y/N so carelessly kissed Sirius. Did she really not know how he felt? Were they all actually wrong? Could it be that Y/N truly didn’t have feelings for the boy they were all so sure she had fallen for? No one knew how to react. Y/N, however, became extremely aware of what was happening as soon as her lips touched Sirius’. The shock of her own actions sobered her up quite quickly. The kiss left them both breathless; Sirius leaned his forehead against hers as they pulled away. “See?” Y/N panted. “Just a kiss. Nothing to worry about.” “Yeah,” Sirius breathed. “Nothing at all.” But it sounded more like each of them were trying to convince themselves, rather than the others.

Sirius couldn’t help but chuckle as Y/N groaned as she plopped down next to him at breakfast the next morning. “Feeling alright there, Love?” He asked her with an amused grin. “My head hurts so bad,” Y/N whined, burying her head into her arms on the table. “Had a little too much to drink last night, did we?” He laughed. Y/N only nodded into her arms. “And, who tried to warn you?” He asked, causing her to lift her head and scowl at the smirk on his face. “I don’t need a lecture, okay?” she huffed, putting her head back down. “Also, I vaguely remember kissing you last night. Sorry about that,” she added. “’S okay. I know I’m irresistible,” he smirked. Y/N turned her head to look at him. “Yeah, That’s what it is,” she laughed, shaking her head before burying it in her arms once again. “Babe, do we have plans today?” Sirius asked, giving her a nudge. “I don’t know. I hope not,” she sighed into her arms. “What, are you nervous to hang out with me now?”  Sirius quirked an eyebrow. “Oh, absolutely. I just can’t handle how in love with you I am,” Y/N lifted her head to roll her eyes at him. “You said it, not me,” Sirius put his hands up in defense. “But don’t feel bad, everyone is in love with me,” Sirius smirked.

He wasn’t wrong. In the few months that Y/N had been going to Hogwarts, it had become apparent that girls fancied Sirius everywhere he went. She had heard rumors of his reputation- a player, they had all said, but she thought it bizarre, as she hadn’t seen him romantically with anyone all year. Y/N pondered this, and began to wonder if any of the girls that seemed to always find themselves around him were more to him than Y/N knew about. He was her best friend, if he was seeing, or even fooling around with someone, she would know, right? The thought made her stomach churn. “If we don’t have plans, can we make some?” Sirius asked, snapping Y/N out of her thoughts. “I really don’t want to do anything today, Pads,” Y/N slightly whined into her arms. “Then let’s not do anything together,” he suggested. As if on cue, a Ravenclaw who’s name Y/N was unaware of came strolling over and took a seat next to Sirius. “Hey, Sirius,” the girl smiled. Her closeness to him caused a knot in Y/N’s stomach. “Um, I’m not feeling so great. I’m going to head back to my dorm,” Y/N placed her hand on Sirius’ shoulder, avoiding his gaze and gnawing on her bottom lip as she got up. “O-okay?” Sirius nodded, confused by her sudden urge to leave. As she was exiting the great hall, Y/N heard the ravenclaw girl speaking up once again. “I overheard you saying you didn’t have plans today. Thought you might like to hang out again since you’ve been so busy lately. We haven’t spent any time together in ages!” Y/N heard the girl say. She rushed out before she could hear Sirius’s answer.

Y/N went straight to the marauders dorm, looking to find Remus and get some advice. Y/N didn’t know what was going on with her, and Remus always seemed to know what she was feeling before she did. She always thought it was part of the wolf-thing, but it might have just been how close their bond was. Upon finding the room empty, she went ahead to her own dorm. By the time she stepped in the door, Y/N’s head was dizzy and her heart was pounding, and she had a feeling it wasn’t from the slight hangover she was experiencing. With a huff, Y/N threw herself into her bed. “Y/N, are you okay?” Lily’s voice made Y/N jump practically off of the bed. “Merlin, Lily!” She exclaimed, curling back into her blankets. “Sorry… are you okay?” Lily repeated, concern evident in her voice. “Yeah, I just…. yeah,” Y/N sighed. “Do you want to talk about it?” Lily offered, gently sitting at the foot of Y/N’s bed. “Not really. I don’t even know what’s going on,” Y/N admitted. “Okay… I’m going to the library, come get me if you need anything, okay?” Lily gave Y/N’s leg a gentle pat, and when Y/N nodded, Lily stood up and left the room, leaving Y/N alone.

Meanwhile, Remus entered the common room, and was surprised to find Sirius sitting alone in a chair, absentmindedly fiddling with the pages of Y/N’s favorite book. “Pads, where’s Y/N?” Remus asked as he approached his friend. “Her room, I think. She wasn’t feeling well at breakfast, and then she just got up and left… didn’t want to make plans for today or anything…” Remus could tell that Sirius seemed distracted, but he had to talk to him before any of this went any further. “Mate, can I talk to you about something?” “Uh, yeah. ‘Course,” Sirius stood up and followed Remus to their dorm. “Sirius, what exactly is going on with you and Y/N?” Remus asked, not bothering to beat around the bush. “Um, nothing… I mean, I really, really like her, Moony, but she’s your best friend and I wouldn’t put you in that kind of position. And especially now… you guys have a history.. and I couldn’t-” “We do not have a history,” Remus chuckled. “We kissed one time when we were twelve because some bloke that lived down the street dared us to, and Y/N was too competitive to pass.” “So you never had, feelings, for her?” Sirius asked him. “Of course not. Y/N is my best friend!” Remus laughed. “But I don’t want to talk about me and Y/N. I want to talk about you and Y/N.” “Well, what about me and Y/N?” Sirius flopped into his bed. Remus gave him a look.

“I think I love her, Moony. I really do,” Sirius sighed. “At first, you know, she caught my eye because she was pretty, and then she started hanging around us and she seemed so unaffected by me, and I’ll admit that I liked her because of the challenge,” Sirius told him. “But then,” he continued, “She started to spend time with us, or me, to be exact, and she was so understanding, and kind, and I mean, she’s special, Moony, you know that,” Sirius sighed. “I don’t know what happened to me, but I know that I love her.” The room was silent for a moment as Remus tried to decide what to say. “But it doesn’t matter,” Sirius shook his head. “She doesn’t feel the same way, Moony. I thought she did, for a little while. But she doesn’t. I think maybe she was unsure, and when she kissed me last night, she made up her mind. She was acting strange today, and she didn’t even want to hang out with me…” Sirius trailed off. “She drank quite a bit last night. She’s probably just not feeling well. She feels the same way about you, Pads. It’s obvious,” Remus shook his head. “I don’t know, Moony. I know what she’s like when she’s sick and when she’s hungover, but this is something totally different. It’s like she was being distant,” Sirius sighed, lunging forward and burying his face into his pillow. “I’ve got to go to the library for a bit, but if I see her, I’ll talk to her,” Remus told Sirius, leaving the room before Sirius could reply.

“Remus!” Lily whisper-shouted as Remus entered the room. “Hello, Lily?” Remus made his way over to her, confused. “Have you talked to Y/N today?” Lily asked him. “I haven’t today, why?” Remus replied, beginning to grow concerned. “Something’s wrong with her,” Lily started. “Are you sure she isn’t just hung over?” Remus raised an eyebrow. “No, this is completely different. Something is wrong, wrong. I don’t know what it is, because she didn’t want to talk about it, but she’s definitely not okay,” Lily told him. Remus didn’t need to hear anything else to stand up and start heading out of the library. His concern only grew as minutes passed as he quickly made his way back to the common room, and then up to the girls dorms.

“Y/N, Love? Are you still here?” He asked as he knocked on the door. “Yeah. I’m here,” he heard her call from inside. “Come on in, Rem.” He immediately entered her room and took a seat next to her on her bed. “What’s going on, sweetheart? ’S wrong?” He asked, giving her a gentle nudge. “Nothing,” Y/N shook her head. “Everything,” she admitted before Remus could reply. “I don’t know,” she finally sighed. Remus gave her a questioning look. “Everything just feels… wrong, Remus. I don’t know what happened. I felt weird when I woke up, I mean, aside from being hungover-weird. And then I went to breakfast with Sirius, and everything felt more wrong,” Y/N told him. “He told me you didn’t want to hang out with him today,” Remus shrugged. “I mean, I told him I didn’t feel good. But then some Ravenclaw girl came over and made plans with him, so it really doesn’t matter,” Y/N muttered. Remus noticed a slight bitterness in her voice. “Y/N, could all of this have anything to do with Sirius?” Remus asked her. “What would it have to do with Sirius?” Y/N asked, incredulous. “Well, there is the fact that you kissed him last night-” “I was drunk, Remus,” Y/N rolled her eyes. “Yet you still feel so unsure of things now that you’re sober,” Remus raised an eyebrow. “And now it’s bothering you that another girl is interested in him,” Remus added gently. “I didn’t say she was interested in him. I said she asked him to hang out,” Y/N corrected, earning a look from Remus.

“So what if she’s interested in him? Everyone is interested in Sirius,” Y/N shrugged. Remus continued to look at her sympathetically. “I’m not jealous, Remus! I can hang out with Sirius any time I want to. If he wants to go out with girls that throw themselves at him, that’s fine,” Y/N huffed. “You sound like you don’t approve of him dating,” Remus bit his bottom lip. “And none of you approved of me dating, is that supposed to mean that you were all jealous of the guys I tried to date?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “We’re you’re best friends, and we know what boys are like. We just wanted to look out for you, mostly,” Remus told her. “And I just want to look out for Sirius,” Y/N said stubbornly. “I said mostly,” Remus said softly. Y/N shook her head. “No. No! Remus, Sirius is my best friend and only my best friend. It’s not like that,” she protested. Remus raised an eyebrow, but Y/N misunderstood. “I mean, obviously you’re my best friend, but Sirius is also my best friend. It’s just… different,” Y/N defended. “Different?” Remus asked her, waiting for the gears in her head to start working. “Yeah. Like, I love the guys, but I’ve known you longer and we’re closer, so obviously I love you a little bit more than James and Peter… but Sirius and I have gotten really close, too. Closer than the others. I love him just as much as I love you, just… in a different way,” Y/N pondered out loud.

“In a different way than you love me, your best friend?” Remus asked gently. He saw it all click in her brain, and then she began to shake her head. “Remus…” she said softly. “Y/N, it’s different with Sirius because you’re in love with Sirius,” he told her. Y/N knew he was right. She had known it deep down all along, but she tried to push it away. “Well it doesn’t matter,” Y/N chewed her bottom lip. “It’s not like that for Sirius.” “How do you know that?” Remus asked her. “He’s just flirty. Besides, he could have any girl in this school. I’m just one of the guys,” Y/N shrugged. Remus opened his mouth to speak, but Y/N cut him off. “Rem, this is kind of a lot to think about. Can I please be alone for a little while?” She asked nervously. “Of course. If you need me, I’ll be in the library,” Remus kissed her forehead and left the room.

It was a few hours later when Y/N’s door barged open, and she wasn’t feeling any better. “Stop sulking baby, I’ve come to rescue you!” Sirius’ voice boomed as she felt a strong pair of arms lift her out of bed, blanket still wrapped around her. “Sirius? I thought-” “I know you said you didn’t want to do anything, so we’re going to not do anything together. Along with Moony, Wormtail, and Prongs, that is,” he cut her off. “Okay,” Y/N nodded, fighting a smile as she pulled the blanket closer to her and leaned into Sirius’ chest. Shortly after arriving to the boy’s dorm, Y/N felt much better. It was nearly impossible to be upset when the marauders were around. “Can’t quite handle your alcohol, huh, Love?” James teased. “Oh yeah, like you have any room to talk,” Y/N laughed. “Mr. ‘Wake up in the middle of the quidditch pitch.’” “Hey! That was one time!” James whined. “And I still have absolutely no idea how I ended up there….” All five of the teenagers laughed. After a few more minutes of joking around and snacking on chocolate, Lily poked her head into the doorway. “Um, James, Remus, Peter, I need you guys,” she said. “Okay, let’s go!” James exclaimed, excitedly standing up. Remus and Peter jumped up as well.

“What’s up, Lil?” Y/N asked, standing up as well. “Nothing really, I just need the guys to help me with something,” Lily shook her head. “Well alright. Let’s go, lads,” Sirius shrugged. “Uh, not you,” Lily said quickly. “Why?” Sirius raised an eyebrow. “Because.. I only need three people,” Lily said. Her tone made Y/N suspicious. “So why those three?” Sirius asked, seeming a bit offended. “Remus is clever, James is strong, and Peter will do whatever I ask him to,” Lily smirked. “So you don’t want us to come with you?” Y/N crossed her arms. “No, no. You don’t feel well. And besides, Sirius, you can stay back and take care of her,” Lily smiled. “Lily, I feel fine-” “Okay bye! We’ll see you later!” Lily cut her off, and the four of them rushed out of the room, leaving Y/N to roll her eyes. “I am just as strong as Prongs,” Sirius grumbled. “No, you aren’t,” Y/N laughed. “Alright, well I’m stronger and smarter than Wormtail,” he retorted. “I actually don’t think you guys give Peter enough credit-” Y/N stopped when she saw the dirty look Sirius was giving her. “But fine. I’m sure you are,” she laughed, playfully rolling her eyes as she plopped back down on the bed. “Budge over, babe,” Sirius gave her a gentle push to make room for himself on the bed. Y/N pulled her knees to her chest and began to chew on her bottom lip, unsure of what to say. It was silent for a few minutes.

“This is never going to work!” James cried as the four teenagers made their way into the common room. “It will,” Remus said simply. “Let’s leave them alone in the room together, then they’ll surely realize they’re in love,” James said sarcastically. “Except they’re always alone together, and nothing ever happens,” he rolled his eyes. “Just trust me, alright. This time is going to be different. This is gonna work,” Remus assured him. James grumbled something about how Remus thinks he knows everything, as Lily spoke up, “Wait, did anyone talk to either of them about this? I forgot to ask Y/N about it…” “I talked to them both,” Remus nodded. “And?” Peter asked excitedly. Remus gave a dramatic pause before answering. “The ‘L’ word was used in both conversations,” he smirked. “The ‘L’ word?” Lily raised an eyebrow. “YOU DID NOT GET PADFOOT TO SAY THAT HE LOVES SOMEONE?!” James shouted incredulously. “I didn’t get him to do anything. I barely got two words out before he was rambling about how he loves her and how special she is,” Remus shrugged confidently. “Merlin. This is it. Y/N is the one. They’re going to get married,” James was flabbergasted. “Hang on, Y/N told you she loves him?” Lily asked. “Y/N was a little bit more difficult. She isn’t very in touch with her feelings. She’s extremely oblivious to things like that, you all know. She did, however tell me that she loves Sirius as much as she loves me, but in a different way,” Remus explained. “This better work. I can’t handle them both being so dumb about this any longer,” Peter groaned.

“You’re being awfully quiet today, Love,” Sirius nudged Y/N. “You’re being quiet today, too,” Y/N shrugged into her legs. “I was waiting for you to start a conversation. You’re usually the chatty one,” he chuckled. “I am not the chatty one,” Y/N muttered, earning another laugh from Sirius. The two were quiet again for a few minutes. “I thought you had plans tonight. With that Ravenclaw girl,” Y/N finally spoke up, avoiding Sirius’ eyes. “What? Why would you think that?” He asked with a light laugh. “I thought I heard her ask you to hang out tonight as I was leaving this morning,” Y/N still wouldn’t look at him. “I mean, she asked me, but I’d rather spend my night doing nothing with you,” he smiled, gently nudging her. “I’m glad,” she glanced at him quickly, nudging him back. “I mean- I’m not glad that you turned her down to do nothing with me, but I’m glad that- that you’re here with me- I- you know what I mean,” Y/N rambled.

“I’m glad I’m here, too,” Sirius grinned. “Even if our friends left us,” he said with a laugh. “Hey, why’re you sitting so far away, huh? Barely seen you all day. C'mhere,” Sirius said, putting an arm around Y/N and pulling her to him, earning a squeal and a happy laugh as she fell practically on top of him. The two adjusted themselves so that Y/N could comfortably snuggle up to him, and for the first time all day, she truly relaxed. Her relaxation was short-lived, though, as Sirius soon began nudging her. “’S the matter with you today, anyway?” He asked her, a smile still on his face. “Been acting strange,” he said, another nudge, his fingers lightly tickling her sides. Y/N just smiled and shook her head. “C'mon, Baby. ’S going on?” Sirius smirked as Y/N squirmed under his hands. “Nothing!” Y/N laughed as he began to tickle her. “Don’t think you’re being quite honest with me, babe,” he grinned, making his way in between her legs and continuing his attack on her sides. “Sirius! Stop!” She laughed, trying desperately to push him off of her. After quite a bit of struggling, Y/N finally got ahold of both of Sirius’ hands, their fingers intertwining during the struggle.

The two’s laughs slowly faded as Sirius stopped trying to tickle Y/N and the two locked eyes. It only took a few seconds for Sirius to decide what he was going to do. Slowly, he leaned down and placed his lips on hers. Y/N melted into him, this felt so much more natural than the night before, when she drunkenly threw herself into him. Sirius gave Y/N’s fingers a gentle squeeze before slowly sliding his hands out of hers to grab onto her waist. As Sirius deepened the kiss, Y/N found her fingers tangling into his perfectly messy black locks. He pulled away for only a moment to speak. “So um, that kiss last night… it meant something to me,” he breathed, leaving Y/N to smile into him as he kissed her again. Their mouths explored each other for a few more minutes until this time, Y/N pulled away. “It meant something to me, too,” she told him, her eyes still closed and her head spinning. “I have to admit that’s a relief, or this whole thing would be a bit of a problem,” Sirius chuckled, motioning to his position on top of the small girl, her legs still wrapped around his waist. Y/N just laughed and rolled her eyes, pulling him back down to her lips. It was mere seconds before Sirius pulled away again. “Wait a minute,” he spoke up. “What?” Y/N whined, pouting a little bit as she tried to reach up to him. “Take it easy, My Love. You’ve got me forever. I just realized something though,” Sirius’ romantic tone made Y/N blush. “What did you realize?” She asked, moving one of her hands to cup his cheek. Sirius turned his head to place a chaste kiss to her wrist. “Do you think the others left us here on purpose?” He asked her. “After the talk I had with Remus earlier?” Y/N laughed. “Absolutely.” “Hm,” Sirius hummed, leaning down to peck Y/N’s lips. “We’ll have to thank them for that later,” and with that, he leaned down and kissed Y/N again, the two of them finally expressing a love that had been within them for a long time.

Originally posted by couplenotes

Originally posted by cold-blue-flame

A/N: This is probably the most requested thing I’ve ever had. Thank you to everyone who read all of the other parts and sent in suggestions/requests for this one! I based this one off of this request: With A Muggle p4 I think you should make her get together with Sirius. Maybe the Marauders (including Remus) and Lily try and get them together because hey both like each other but are too oblivious. If that doesn’t seem right you can change it or not do it at all! Xx

So thank you to the anon who sent that in! I hope you all like it, and I love each of you. 

I might do one last part, just to see how the Marauders act with the two of them together, if you guys want me to. Let me know! 

I love you all so much. Thank you for everything♡♡♡



I got my shrimp bowl set up!
No shrimp in it just yet, gotta let the bowl settle and make sure everything is okay. So I’m going to go and pick them up after work on Sunday.
@chronically-witchy, the bottom picture is one of the candy cane shrimp in going to pick up :) they’re very cute.

Dear Journal,

I woke up during the night. My heart was pounding and i could barely catch my breath. I had water on my forehead. It was sweat. I also had water on my cheeks, but it wasn’t sweat… They were tears.

“Baby what’s wrong?!” Sirius said next to me.

“I-I had-d a..” i said, breathing heavily.

“Breathe baby I’m here.. You need to breathe okay?” He said, his arms around me.

“I-I’m s-sorry pads…” i said, sobbing.

“About what love? Relax okay.. Breathe for me..”


He rubbed his hands on my back trying to calm me down. After a few minutes, I was feeling better and I hugged him closer. I still had silent tears running down my cheeks.

“You had a nighmare?” He asked, slowly wipping away the tears on my cheeks.

“Yes..” I whispered.

“Do you want to tell me about it?” He said, brushing his fingers on my forehead.

“W-We were in this never ending forest.. And you couldn’t change into padfoot so we were trying to hide you before the full moon was out but the forest was never ending.. and then i changed and I b-bite you..” i said, softly sobbing again.

“Baby.. You didn’t.. See, I’m here.. I’m safe.. awe babe.. You’re going to make me cry!” He giggled, holding me close.

“I love you Sirius.. I love you so much..” I said in his ear.

“I love you too Remus.. I can’t even show you how much.. I love you to the Sirius star and back..” He smiled.

“I’m sorry I woke you..”

“Don’t be love.. Let me get you a clean shirt okay? You’re all sweaty..” He said, standing up from the bed.

Instead of heading for my wardrobe, he walked up to his suitcase. He picked up a soft black t-shirt of his and sat next to me. He helped me remove the sweaty one and i slipped the other on. My eyes were red and my lips were swollen. He put his warm hands on my cheeks and he softly kissed my lips.
We layed back down in the sheets and Sirius slipped his hand under my shirt, tracing shapes on my back. We were facing eachother, foreheads touching. My eyelids were slowly closing. I could tell that Sirius was waiting for me to fall asleep. I guess I did get some sleep because I woke up to Sirius writting in a journal, the sun shinning through the curtains. He never told me he had a journal!

“Hey babe.. What are you writting there?” I asked, sitting up.

“Oh that’s nothing!” He said, throwing it into his suitcase.

“Come on! I saw you! What are you writting there!?” I said.

“It’s nothing!” He giggled.

He tried to hide it but I was quicker. I grabbed it and he jumped on me. I pushed him away and opened it, ready to read all of Sirius’ little secrets. But there wasn’t any writting in it.. There were drawings. Beautiful drawings… i looked at him and he had red cheeks.

“Pads.. How come you never told me?” I asked.

“They’re bad moons..”

“Sirius they look amazing! You drew all of them?!” I asked and he put his face in his hands.

“Yes I did but they are not that great.” He said, trying to hide his smile.

“Sirius they are truly beautiful! Did you ever draw me?” I asked.

“Maybe..” he smirked.

“You did!” I gasped.

“They’re at the end..” he smiled.

I quickly went to the end of the journal to find drawings of me. Beautiful drawings of me…


“Some of them are from when we weren’t even dating! I was kind of a freak..” He giggled.

“They’re beautiful! I love you!” I said, quickly kissing him.

“Well.. thank you.. Let’s cuddle, i’m still tired..” he yawned.

He layed down on my chest and fell asleep a few minutes later. I was looking through all his drawing, examinating them slowly. I ran the tip of my finger on the pencil marks. Sirius drew those.. i hugged him close and felt myslef drift to sleep again..

February 23rd 1976


Wolfstar for “You’re too young to hate the world”

requested by @mrncwton

Pairing: Remus/Sirius

Word count: 2241

Warnings: Angst, a bit of kissing (idk if kissing needs a warning, but better safe than sorry), slight canon divergence* 

* The incident with Sirius trying to get Snape to enter the Whomping Willow is said to have found place early into their Hogwarts years. In this fic, it happens during their sixth year, sometime right before ¾ marauders become animagi, which I also moved forth a year. Sorry about this to those who prefer things to stick to canon 100%.

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anonymous asked:

i wouldnt be opposed to marrying barty (;

Barty: That’s so nice of you, but-

Regulus: -HE’S MINE.  STAY.  AWAY.

Barty: Hm, you’re sexy when you’re jealous…

Regulus: Look me in the eye and say that… without blushing.

Barty: *Clears throat and looks Regulus in the eye*

Barty: You’re sexy when *blushes* uh… when you’re jealous.


I’ve decided to write the first issue of “the quibbler” myself. Within the issue, ill be pointing out what each person on my staff will do. This way, if I get a staff, they may look at it for help and reference. The theme for March will be…. The Marauders! I’ll be gathering content throughout March so please tag this blog in anything you think you’d want to see featured! And please check out my last post, it is important!

(I’m tagging the members that I can think of) (and also If youre a member, maybe check out/follow/ befriend some other members who are tagged! They are all great blogs!)

@fireheartfray @whizardwheezes @pansyparkquinson @abditorv @fredweazlcy @nevtscalamander @nargles @lilywittyevans @howlingremus @fjrebolt @nevillelonbottom @preciuosnewt @jilys @regulusblqck @lilygrabharryandrun @hufflepotters @boggvrts @jamesdeerly @klausbaudelaier

                                            “I think you’re like James,“ said Lupin,

                          “who would have regarded it as the height of dishonour

                                                    to mistrust his friends.”

Indie James Potter
Canon Divergent

Promo by @siiriusblxck

hiii guys! i’m actually scared for this ep but i’m really interested in what’s going doing in arkadia and we’re finally getting some answers. bellarke is getting separated… again but we all know what that means ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (another cool reunion)

here’s a sleepy selfie because my uterus is trying really hard to kill me and i’m tired.

tagging @marauders-groupie and some new mutuals (feel free to ignore this it’s nbd!!) @deathbyhook @starkdelinquents and @clarkeswalkabout 

tag me in your selfies if you feel like it! have a great week <3

ladyoakensheildmalfoypurdymanson  asked:

Severus, would you mind if I said I'm basically your daughter there are many valid reasons why (or at least my small group of friends say so). I'm kinda quiet, I fancy the dark arts and the list is long. So I'm not asking this because some instantly assume it's a daddy kink but really it's just a legit thing where I'm drawing conclusions your the father I never had. Sooooooo yeah. Also Lucius, how do you keep the volume in your hair, need advice, pls halp!

Severus: If you say so.  I would never have a daughter, though.

Lucius: A little bit of magic and some good old muggle hairspray (don’t tell anyone I use muggle hair products).


So I have seen confirmation that the marauders were the marauders until remus died 

but like

Remus alone the last dedicated marauder really to be alive 

just there he is sitting there thinking about all the fucking good times 

he didn’t deserve what happened to him 

He watched his best friend die and before that he was betrayed and knew one of the others died 

like what the hell please stop hurting my baby