i wanted to post my emotions

I want a taste of you. I want to kiss your lips. I want to feel your body crushing into mine, making the biggest explosion of emotions. I want to undress your soul. I want you to be mine.

ispentoomuchtimeonthisusername  asked:

Do you think there is a possibility Norman is alive ? My friend told me about how at the end of that chapter you just seem him in awe.With no confirmation of his death. My friend said they could of asked him to be a scientist to work for them a parallel to the mama choice. When the kids are escaping we see normans ghost in Ray's mind.I concluded this could be The author confirming his death buy this could also be just his guilt/emotions towards Norman at this moment thinking he is dead thoughts?

I’ve actually wanted to make a post on this for a while! Sorry it might be a bit long!

I’m certain Norman is alive. First of all, he’s a main character and part of the key trio and I just don’t think it makes sense for him to die before the end of the first arc, but I do understand the necessity of removing him from the plot for a while. The Norman on the wall I feel was meant to cause us pain by reminding us of his absence and show the children are aware of it, but it is just the children’s feelings of guilt.

Remember back in the early chapters, where Norman says that he always gets what he wants? Well at this stage before his shipment all he wants is to live. He’s desperate not to die (which is perfectly understandable dear god. It’s only been a few months since he found out the truth of the farm but always had to hope of escape) Unlike Ray who’s been accepting his death since the age of 6 this is where Norman really realises that he is going to die and it actually gives me physical pain, he’s only 11! Him being only 11 though is another reason his shipment doesn’t sit right with me. We know that Krone told Grandmother about the children’s escape and them removing a child in order to make it more difficult can’t be ruled out as a possibility but they don’t know the children, why would they remove Norman who is the most intelligent of the Top 3 before his prime? 12 is when they are at their best which is why Ray’s shipment isn’t until his birthday so why would Norman be sent off before then? 11 years of cultivating him just to kill him early? If they wanted to eradicate an escape the easiest way was to remove Norman. Emma is reckless and Ray gives up easily while Norman is logical and passionate. The other children relied on him and removing their pillar while also shattering the ideal of ‘all of us together’ would kill any normal child’s motivation. I suspect there is something else lined up but I also don’t think Norman went to that gate to die. The idea of him becoming a scientist and such is not one I’ll rule out. Mama said that there is only one route of survival open but why would she bother learning about a route of survival that’s of no benefit to her? As a female her only route was was the Mama programme but someone had to be Ray’s father. Someone had to drop the Minerva pen for Krone. There has to be somewhere that the male adults come from and (based on our current knowledge) they are either raised for purpose at headquarters or from the farms.

Now Norman’s trunk may just have a few things in there to avoid the other children in his room from becoming suspicious of why he wasn’t packing, but I think he probably had an escape of his own planned. Norman had planned for almost every situation he can’t have ruled out the possibility of an early shipment but what was his largest concern? That Ray or Emma would be sent out in his place. The demons largest concern? Maintaining their image. If Mama came running up to the house in a panic and was suddenly ‘RAY DARLING THE COUPLE WANT YOU AS WELL, QUICKLY PACK A BAG!’ all the kids would be confused and asking ‘what happened to Norman?’ while Emma; Don; Gilda and everyone else who was aware of the escape would have hope that it was possible. It was risky but his only option of leaving and protecting everyone was to leave at the final moment.

Another thing that sort of bothers me about him dying is of course this final panel. The only dead body of Norman’s we’ve seen is in Emma’s mind, but also that face…He looks confused and frightened but I just think that Norman who has never given up on anything would look….I don’t know but more desperate, more depressed if he had truly given up. There are a few reasons we might not have seen Norman’s dead body. One of them is that the chapter can only be so many pages long and showing his corpse and all would have filled a final page that would be better filled showing Emma and her reaction to this in order to cause an emotional reaction to us poor readers. Another reason might be to give us false hope so that Norman’s death is confirmed at a later date it’s even more heart breaking and we experience our grief all over again. I don’t think Norman will return this arc, but he’s continued to help the children in his absence through his preparations. He’s simply too important to be gone from the plot completely.

anonymous asked:

I saw the bachelor auction post and thought of the Vegas team doing 'win the day with a player' to raise money for charity & all the Pens out bidding each other to spend the day with Flower & he brings in the most because hockey players and spends the day with the Pens because they all crash the winner's day and I'm really emotional about Flower and the Pens and my heart hurts. It's a rare day all the Pens are free and it starts early and no one wants to go home ever because then ~reality

facedown in the dirt rn

hey lovelies, my next post hints at miscarriage and stillbirth so please if you want to block that tag just blacklist tw: death because i dont want any of you to see it if that’s something you don’t want to see!!!

edit: i think im gonna make a little thing on my blog for tags you can block bc id never want you to see something that could cause emotional pain to you at all

lady-of-angst  asked:

I just wanted to say that you continuously make my days so much lighter, and I'm so grateful I follow such a lovely person!! ^^ I saw one of your posts today and didn't stop smiling unconsciously for so long. You really are wonderful, and I hope you know how loved and important you are too ;u; I love you!!! ♡♡♡

This makes me so happy, grateful, and a little emotional to read! I really care about you and everyone who follows me a lot, and I’m just glad my page actually makes people smile. 😊🙈💕

i want an intense scene between keith and lance. they’re in the middle of battle, all the other paladins are somewhere else. everything around them is moving so fast, but then it’s a close up of them, and keith asks “do you trust me?” and they’re looking at each other, eyes searching, and lance says “yes” and they’re still looking at each other, intensely, logger than needed, before the moment is forced to break

You asked why I’ve been taking pills lately.

I told you it’s to help me sleep.

The pills help me stay asleep instead of having to wake up feeling empty.

—  4am // @loveactivist

the new taz ep was really fucking good and emotional I almost cried and this is what I’ve decided to draw to express that


“ More because I was  f a k e  before. I was just lying at home watching Narcos and gaming and stuff. And I’m over that. Now I want my life to be  r e a l

Someone: I really like you!

Me: what a Bad Choice but pls don’t stop


spock: every single thing i do is for logic and not emotion

spock, swirling around in a dramatic black cape, eye makeup masterfully applied, brows plucked to perfection, not a hair out of place: it is only logical to look good, to increase the chances of jim wanting to date me


Seeing these two amazing leaders together makes me so sad. Kahi started crying because she saw Nu’est and Jonghyun said he almost cried because of Kahi. The moment I saw Kahi crying I started bawling as well. Kahi was the one who first introduced Nu’est back when they debuted and I think she feels like a mother to them. I just checked instagram and saw that former After School member/leader Jungha also posted about Nu’est saying that she supports them. Lizzy commented on Jungha’s post about how sad it was to see them. I’m just glad that Pledis Artists are supporting them even if Pledis itself isn’t doing a good job.

Also hearing Baekho saying that he wishes Nu’est was as popular as Seventeen or IOI just breaks my heart. These boys are so talented and I just hope that after this they can finally get the recognition they deserve. As always I want to wish all the contestants luck throughout this really tiring and emotional process. © ©

Jean Moreau ‘firsts’ to consider:

  • the first time Jean allowed himself to enjoy a blue sky
    • the trojans had dragged him off to a picnic for “team bonding” and it was the first time he’d been allowed to look at the sky without Riko looming over him
  • the first time Jean felt the grass under his fingers
    • on that same picnic, while Laila and Alvarez were wrestling playfully nearby, Jean looked at the grass under the blanket and ran his hands over it and was in awe at how smooth it was
  • the first time Jean went to a party
    • the Trojans just won a game and wanted to celebrate, so of course they made Jean come along, and at first he’d been apprehensive, but then Jeremy grinned at him and it turned out to be not so bad
  • the first time Jean genuinely smiled
    • unsurprisingly, it was because of Jeremy, who made a stupid pun that Jean wanted to groan at, but he found it humorous somehow so he just… couldn’t help it
  • the first time Jean failed and didn’t beat himself up over it
    • the Trojans rarely lose a game, but sometimes Jean can’t stop a shot that should have been easy. One day he can’t block a shot and he’s surprised to realize he’s just thought “I’ll do better next time”
  • the first time Jean lets himself love
    • it’s not just Jeremy, but also Laila and Alvarez, who show him that love isn’t supposed to be painful or possessive or suffocating and who give him the courage to let the team love him
    • even Jeremy
    • (especially Jeremy)
  • me: [just chilling]
  • me: [starts thinking about how for over 10+ years yuri was constantly pushing himself to grow up faster and to exceed others' expectations like when he was a literal infant he just kept telling his grandpa he could do better and he was fine without his mom and as a teenager he told lilia he would give her his entire soul and body to win but even that required him doing routines that he didn't necessarily enjoy and otabek is the only person who's never made him feel like he has to prove himself or be anyone other than who he is bc from the very start he's always viewed him as an equal and fully respected him so yuri can finally act his age and do what he wants to do and canonically otabek and yuri have a loving, supportive friendship that could one day set the grounds for a healthy relationship]
  • me: [choking back tears] n-nice..........
In which I get a wife in my first session of a campaign

Context: So I made a new character for this campaign, and she is a very punchy fighter by the name of Mae Gjallarfjall. And her trouble is “Punch first, ask questions later.” I joined one or two sessions late, so I have no context for this campaign other than “Magitech is a thing that exists and can do things.” I am a crewhand on a ship traveling across the sea.

DM: All of you hear the crashing of wood as a cannonball tears through a bit of your ship’s hull. You then hear the captain yell “PIRATES OFF THE PORT BOW!” What do you do?

Me (OOC): I run over to the captain and tell him to get me in punching distance.

DM (as captain): Wait what?

Me: Get. Me. In. Punching. Distance!

Wizard: *grabs me by the shoulder* Hold on. *rolls Magic to teleport*

DM to me and Wizard: You two end up on top of the pirate ship’s mast, a good sixty feet above the deck. The ship is also flying above the water. Below you see six pirates that do not seem to know you are here. What do?

Me (OOC): Well, my trouble is “Punch first, ask questions later,” so I’m going to roll Fitness to sprint down the mast and activate Fist of Havoc.

DM: Alright, roll.

Me: *rolls +2 on Fitness and 18 damage on Fist of Havoc*

DM: You kill two of the pirates instantly and send the other four back a ways staring at you in shock and fear.

Me (OOC): I want to roll Persuasion to convince them that fighting me is a terrible idea.

DM: Um… okay, roll for it.

Me: *rolls +2 on Persuasion*

DM: You succeed on two of the pirates. Pirates 1 and 2 sheathe their weapons and take a step back. Pirates 3 and 4 are not convinced.

Everyone else takes their turns.

DM to me: Alright, so Pirate 3 has been smacked by [Paladin], and Pirate 4 tried to attack but accidentally lost grip on his sword and is floundering to pick it up. The pirate captain has come up from her quarters and yells “What the hell is going on on my ship‽”

Me (OOC): I run over to her and punch her right in the face. *rolls +3 to hit and another +3 for damage*

DM: Wow. So you run over and deck her right in the schnoz and she staggers back a bit. In retaliation, she shoots you. *rolls +2 and deals 3 points of damage after armor*

Me: Bitch!

Engineer: *busts out from under the ship and yells* “ABANDON SHIP OR BURN IN HELL!”

Me (OOC): *rolls neutral on Fitness and jumps overboard, rolls again for Hero Landing™ and gets +2* Wait, where’s pirate captain lady?

DM: That’s a good question. *rolls dice* She says goodbye to her crew and ship and jumps overboard.

Me (OOC): I roll Initiative to see where she’ll land, and Fitness to catch her.

DM: Go for it?

Me: *rolls +1 Initiative and crit Fitness*

DM: Holy shit, give yourself a fate chip and let me paint you this word picture. [Engineer] sprints out from the engine room and yells to get off. Both of you dive off and land on your ship. [Paladin] jumps off and lands on his horse, and then Pirate Lady jumps off after you guys. You look up and hold out your arms and catch her bridal style so comfortably that she swoons and blushes profusely at you.

Me: I apologize if your fall from heaven hurt. *rolls persuasion and gets +3*

DM: She is so overcome by her emotions that she is now profusely in love with you and wants to marry you.

Me (OOC): I say yes and marry my new pirate bride.