“You all have different sets of struggles and insecurities that you hope no one else sees. Don’t let the voices in your head tell you to be something other than you are. I want you to be as happy as you make me.” — Taylor Swift
Alec’s hands are griping Magnus’ shirt backing him up towards the bedroom, leaning down to kiss him passionately as they go, lips crashing together as he’s pulled against the hard lines of shadowhunter body.
Magnus is loving this turn of events just days after their first date but can’t help wonder why Alec suddenly seems so forward when something dawns on him. Quickly he breaks the kiss, gasping for breath with a hand on Alec’s chest to try and keep some space between them.
“Alexander…wait a moment please.” Magnus smiles at Alec and takes a small step away, hoping to slow things down a little.
“You do know just because I told you about the 17,000 doesn’t mean I expect to add you to that list right away. I think you and I could have something really special here and that means that I want to treasure every moment with you.
We don’t have to rush this, you only get one first time and you need to be sure you’re ready. And then, when you’re sure we’ll make it special, meaningful. Most of the others I don’t even remember their names, they were just a way to pass the time on lonely nights. A quick bit of fun, you already mean way more than that to me already, you know that right?”
Alec blushes and looks away, unable to hold Magnus’ gaze.
“I…I…I just want to make you happy. I don’t want you to find someone else Magnus, someone who knows how to do this, who can give you a proper relationship with everything that involves. How can I compare to all those other experiences you’ve had when I’ve literally done nothing! ”
Magnus slides his hand from Alec’s chest up to the front of his shoulder and rubs small comforting circles with his thumb until the shadowhunter looks at him again.
“Alexander, you don’t have to compete. You have my full attention and there is no one I want to spend time with more than you. I love just talking to you, I’d love to snuggle with you while we chat, kiss you some more but only if you want it too. It’s ok if we take this slow, just try not to overthink everything. You’re not the only one that feels vulnerable. ”
Alec searches Magnus face trying to figure out why the beautiful, confident man in front of him could possibly feel vulnerable.
“What are you worried about Magnus, you’ve lived forever, had so many experiences. You must know how handsome and wonderful you are, how attractive others find you.” Alec says, no heat behind his words just feeling confused still.
“Well, I try…” Magnus chuckles gesturing at himself, drawing attention to his make up and jewellery before looking a little more serious when he continues. “But there’s things about me you don’t know yet. I’m hoping you’ll get to know them eventually but let’s just say not everyone over the years has been as tolerant of warlocks as you are. Not all experiences are good ones.”
“You know that how I feel has nothing to do with you being a warlock or not. It’s you as a person that I like.” Alec reassures.
Magnus smiles up at Alec before taking a deep breath, his face now reflecting his inner insecurities and doubts, deciding if he really wants to continue with what he’s about to do.
“What’s is it Magnus? ” Alec asks as he notices not only the expression change but also the way Magnus whole body seems to have stiffened slightly.
“I want to show you something Alexander, I think it’ll help. You’ve told me about your insecurities and fears tonight so it’s only right I share a big one of my own. ” he tries to smile at the taller man but it feels week even to himself.
“Only if you’re sure…” Alec repeats back Magnus’ earlier sentiment.
“I’m sure…its just…I’ve lost people who I was interested in before over this, I don’t want to lose you but I don’t want to hide from you. I trust you and it’s important to me that you know exactly what you’re getting into before you decide if you want us to go further.”
“Er…okay?” Alec says as he watches Magnus closes his eyes, take a deep breath and seems to steady himself for a moment. He takes both of Magnus’ hands in his, interlacing his own fingers with the other mans ringed fingers trying to reassure the man in front of him.
Slowly Magnus’ eyes flutter open and Alec’s breath catches at what he sees. Gone are the deep brown eyes that he’s used to seeing Magnus with, the expressive eyes that always give away what the warlock is feeling and now in their place are honey gold orbs with narrow almond shaped pupils. They seem to sparkle in the light and Alec can’t help but stare.
Magnus looks away blinking as he puts the glamour back up, sadness reflected on his face as he tries to turn away and Alec immediately realises he’s not said anything yet and had just been examining the warlock marks, his gaze intense and emotionless as he tried to take in every detail. He quickly lifts his hand to cup Magnus’ face in his palm and guides it back towards him.
“You’re beautiful” he whispers, his voice breathy and low “seriously Magnus, I got a little lost looking at them and I’m sorry if that made you doubt my reaction but your eyes are just mesmerising.” Alec leans in to gently place a kiss on Magnus’ lips before pulling back to smile at him.
Magnus lets out the breath he hadn’t even realised he was still holding and smiles up at his boyfriend, his heart squeezes in his chest and he’s pretty sure it’s the last fragments of the walls he’d built crumbling and falling away.
They stand like that for a few moments, neither one saying anything just looking at each other and smiling. Alec is the first to break the comfortable silence.
“Don’t feel like you ever have to hide from me Magnus, I love your real eyes and I’m honoured you felt ready to show me them. Now can we get back to where this night was originally going. I might have started with all the wrong reasons but I’m sure now. I trust you Magnus and I want to spend the night with you.”
“Alexander, you never cease to amaze me!” Magnus whispers as he reveals his cat eyes again and this time it’s him who reaches up to wrap his hand around the back of Alec’s neck, pulling him down to kiss him deeply as they slowly start walking their way to the bedroom again.
Magnus stirs early the next morning, the rising sun shining in his eyes where he forgot to close the curtains last night. What catches his eye though is the perfect form laying next to him, the sheet covering Alec’s lower body but his torso is bathed in sunlight and Magnus reaches out to trace the runes across the muscled sholders and back.
Alec yawns and groans as he slowly wakes up, rolling over to smile at the warlock as long fingers slide from his back, across his ribs to land on his chest as he moves.
“Morning sweetheart” Magnus whispers as he places a chaste kiss on Alec’s cheek.
“Hi,” Alec breathes “so last night really happened.” A blush spreading on his cheeks.
“You don’t regret it do you?”
“Of course not Magnus, it was wonderful, you were amazing. I just wish I could have made it as good for you as it was for me” Alec ducks his head, avoiding Magnus’ gaze.
“Darling, you have no idea how good it was for me too. Being your first was an honour but it was my first time too. The first time I got to be with you, a memory I will always treasure. It’s something I hope to repeat often though.” Magnus chuckles and gives Alec a fond look.
Alec just smiles and snuggles close and rests his head on Magnus’ chest.
“I think I like that idea…very much!”
“You know Alexander, I think I had to kiss a lot of toads first but I finally found my prince in you.”
Alec just rolls his eyes at the cheesy comment but suddenly every last doubt he ever had about not being able to compare to everyone in Magnus’ past has gone. They might have got to have a small taste of this magical man but Alec is the one who gets to keep him.
I love how even though Ochako is basically Izuku’s main love interest, she’s still her own character with a legitimate goal, problems, insecurities and is a character who still has a lot of growing to do. But for once, unlike other shōnen, she’s not a constant damsel in distress for the main protagonist to come and heroically rescue. They’ve both helped each other out in numerous ways. It shows that though she’s not physically strong like say Bakugou, Todoroki, or even Izuku when he’s using One for All, she’s still VERY capable and somewhat independent. (Which I can only see growing more as the story progresses) She wants to be strong in a way only she can.
I’m just really proud of Kohei Horikoshi for breaking away from standard shōnen tropes and making something that’s both fresh and engaging out of such a tired genre. He said Naruto was one of his biggest inspirations, but honestly… He’s handled this series way better than Kishimoto ever did with Naruto. Y'know those stories where the student eventually surpasses the teacher?
Well, pretty sure Horikoshi wasn’t Kishimoto’s student, but in actual literal terms, Horikoshi has surpassed him greatly.
Kai Parker x Reader ( x Klaus Mikaelson & Caroline Forbes)
WORD COUNT : 1890
AU :Klaus is still a hybrid , Caroline is born from a werewolf bloodline and they have a child together. Caroline dies in childbirth breaking Klaus’ heart but just when everyone think she is dead , Caroline wakes up and they realise that she had died with the baby’s blood (who has Klaus’ vampire blood) in her system. Later on she turns into a vampire. Years go by and Reader grows up into a young woman. After Kai gets out of the Prison world , he meets Reader and falls in love with her.
*not my gif __________________________
Kai thought the day Bonnie finally let him out of the Prison World she had him stuck in for over 20 years was the happiest day in his life , but he was wrong. The happiest day in his life wasn’t the day he had gotten his revenge on the Gemini coven , it wasn’t even the day thanks to the Maxwell bell he got out of Hell either. No. The happiest day was when Kai had met her. Y/N.
Kai had spent his first few weeks back enjoying every moment. Even the people walking and talking loudly on the streets made him feel happy , it was so nice to hear the buzzing sound of conversations , laughter … to see people running around like ants. None of the things that usually would bother him did.
Kai sat on a bench in the town square , that’s when he first saw her. There was something different about her , in the way she walked and looked at the world around her. She sat on a bench not far away from him , letting a small pile of books down next to her. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from her. At some point she looked in his direction and smiled. What kind of a person smiles at a complete stranger ? he thought looking around to see if there was someone else. There wasn’t. She took one of her books , opened it and started reading. Kai waited a few minutes. The girl had peeked his interest , so he decided to go and talk to her.
“Hi.” he said smiling at the girl. “Do you mind if I … Can I sit here?” She glanced at him and nodded with a smile. “Sure. I’m just waiting for my mom.” said closing the book. “Are you new in town ?” “Um no … not really.” Telling someone you’ve spent the past 20 somewhat years locked away in a magical prison world was not the way to start a good conversation , he thought to himself. “ I’ve been away for a while.” he laughed nervously. “Sorry , manners. I’m Kai.” he said outstreching a hand to shake hers. “Y/N.” the girl said smiling , shaking his hand. Suddenly Kai felt all warm and fuzzy. What was happening to him ? Something wasn’t right… but at the same time deep down he knew that finally in his life something was right. He sneaked a peek at the book Y/N was reading. A school book about history. She noticed him starring at it. “Using every free moment to study.” Y/N laughed nervously.
They talked for a while and every time Y/N smiled or laughed Kai got the same warm and fuzzy feeling , his heart beating a little bit faster.Y/N glared in the distance. “Oh there she is.” she said starting to gather her books. “My mom , I mean.” she added after seeing Kai’s confused expression. He followed her gaze and saw someone familiar but definitely not friendly walking towards them. “Yeah , I have to go too.” Kai said starting to get up but he was too late. Caroline was standing a few steps away from him and Y/N. He prepared for the inevitable burst of anger from her. “What are you doing talking to my daughter !?” Caroline nearly screamed at Kai , yanking Y/N’s hand away from him. Kai looked confused. She was Caroline’s daughter ?What ?! Caroline looked pretty much the same as the last time he’d seen her. It wasn’t possible , was it ? “It’s OK , mom.He is a friend of mine.” Y/N said calmly , looking embarrassed. “Sorry , over protective mom.” she added. Kai’s eyes darted between her and her mother , clear shock on his face. Of all the people in this town … What are the chances ?! he thought “He is NOT a friend. That’s Kai who put that awful spell on Elena and he is the reason why Bonnie will never get to see her again !” Kai started to say something but Caroline didn’t let him. “Stay away from my daughter!” Y/N turned towards him mouthing “Ignore her. I’ll call you later.”
*** (A few hours later …) ***
Kai had expected Y/N to reject him. Caroline clearly would’ve told her everything about him , all the things he had done … so the surprise when Y/N walked ino the Grill and headed straight for him with a smile on her face was huge for him. “So ..” she started “ I realised something on my way home. We never exchanged phone numbers.” Y/N laughed , starring at Kai’s startled expression. He laughed , unsure what was happening. “I just … I just assumed after Caroline told you who I was , my past… ” he said trailing off , still unable to believe that Y/N had come back looking for him. “Oh please , my father has done worse things.” she smiled. “Plus I am not one to judge…and I really want to get to know you.” “I want to get to know you too.” Kai said smiling too. They spent the rest of the evening talking , laughing and learning about each other. Y/N was a witch , just like him but she also had the werewolf gene. Kai told her about his family , his childhood , the Prison worlds (tho he was vague about it) ; how he had turned into a vampire but being a siphon before he was now both , a hybrid. He felt like he could tell her anything which was new to him and the more they talked , the more this warm and fuzzy feeling he had in his stomach grew bigger.It took him a few moments to realise what this feeling was , he had only experienced it once in his life but it hadn’t worked out. Suddenly all Kai wanted was to kiss Y/N , pull her close and never let her go.
You quickly sat up straight on the matress, panting . Your night gown soaking in sweat. Your chest vigorously heaved , you placed your trembling hand on your chest and clutched it around the fabric of the night garment. You could feel your heart pounding like a mockingbird trapped in a cage and trying to fly away for its freedom.
You heaved out a sigh of relief once you realized it was just another one of your nightmares where Jack and Lucille were trying to eat the flesh off your face.
HEYO STAR WARS FAM! it’s me, calling from the other side. Lmao, I am so funny, rip. ANYWAY, there has been a LOT of negativity in the fandom lately and meanwhile, I am more than HAPPY that I do not have any part in it, I do see some of it on my dash. It makes me SAD &&. makes me think about how we used to be ( wow, cheesy ) when I joined, the fandom wasn’t like THIS but well, time never stops ( *fight the urge to athlete student meme this —* ). So, I know, I know - this post won’t change ANYTHING but I just wanted to do something to maybe cheer us all up a little. Negativity should not take over a fandom and should not be the reason people neglect their blogs. Have your Clique, have your faves as long as YOU feel comfortable because THAT is all that matters. And now, something bright &&. nice so yes, under the cut are some Positive Callouts!! happy reading and spread the positive vibes!
A/N: Happy Satan Sunday babes! This was requested by @lust-for-pan! I hope you all enjoy this! Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! I love you all so much <3 <3
If there was one thing you enjoyed more than hunting, it would be spending time with your boyfriend Lucifer. The two of you were always getting up to no good without Dean and Sam in the bunker. The last time you and Lucifer were alone, the bunker almost caught fire. You decided to take it easy this time and do something tame.
Lucifer was in your room watching Netflix. You, on the other hand, decided you wanted to make cookies. It was winter and you were in the mood to make cookies. You took out a few bowls and the hand mixer you found weeks ago in a different cupboard. You spun on your heels, opening up the cupboards that contained the ingredients for cookies.
“[Y/N] I thought you were just going to the bathroom. What about Netflix,” Lucifer asked as he leaned against the wall. The fallen archangel noticed the bowls and the hand mixer on the counter. He raised an eyebrow and padded towards you. “What are you doing?”
Kai Parker x Reader
( x Klaus Mikaelson , Caroline Forbes , Elena Gilbert , Damon Salvatore)
word count : 2 317
* not my gif
Kai couldn’t believe what had just happened. That must’ve been Klaus or one of his minions. Before he had had even the chance to react , they were both gone. He looked around the school’s front yard , trying to find them somewhere in the crowd but there was nothing. The young heretic clenched his jaw , anger burning in his eyes. There was no way he’d let anything happen to her.
In a haze Y/N opened her eyes , feeling a pain in her neck. She blinked a few times until her eyes opened noticing someone standing close by.
“Arhh… Was that necessary ?” Y/N asked Klaus who had knelt on the ground next to her. She looked around recognising instantly where they were - the old Lockwood cellar.
“No , but it was definitely fun.” he said smug smirk on his face. “Oh your phone is not here. ” he added noticing her hands trying to reach her bag nearby. “I made sure you dropped it when I grabbed you.”
Y/N rolled her eyes. Of course he had.
“What do you want with me ? They will figure out I am gone and will find me … sooner than you think.”
Klaus laughed for a second.
“I am counting on that sweetheart. Personally I want nothing with you. You are just leverage… Its quite unfortunate you’ve been dragged into this.” he sounded almost apologetic. “All I want is one generous blood donation from your mother. As soon as thats done , you get to go home…and be with your charming boyfriend.”
Y/N’s thoughts were swirling like a tornado. Klaus knew about her and Kai. He had been watching them.
“I don’t care what happens to me.” she said. “But if you touch a him …”
“Don’t worry love. I don’t plan on hurting your boyfriend … or you. Unless absolutely necessary.”
She kept thinking about the moment she had last seen Kai barely a few hour ago. At least someone knew she was missing. There was no doubt in her mind that he will be the one to find her. Until then , it was better to keep Klaus on his good side.
“Satisfy my curiosity…” she started. “How did you find out … about my mother being a human again? Who slipped up ? Caroline or Alaric ? Or was it Matt ? I know he still has a thing for your sister…”
“It’s not important.”
“OK then … Why didn’t you just ask like a normal person? Maybe if you didn’t do things like kidnapping , blackmail and what knot people wouldn’t be scared of you. Maybe you’d even get to be with Caroline. I know she still has a thing for you…”
Klaus looked amused by her words. He got up pulling out his phone from his pocket , texting someone - probably her parents or Caroline.
“I like when people fear me , love. Surely your family had told you that.” he said looking up from his phone for a second. Y/N’s gaze drifted to something behind him , noticing a step in the drit that hadn’t been there a moment ago.
“Why are you doing this ?” she asked curious. “Caroline said last time she saw you , you were different. Nicer. Why slip back to the person you were before ?”
Klaus sighed a serious look on his face. For a moment he hesitated but then took a step towards her. He started to say something and then suddenly his neck snapped.
“Let’s get you out of these , shall we.” said Kai appearing from thin air. Y/N had never seen the look he had on his face in that moment. He looked ready to slaughter anyone who got in his way. Somehow that made him look even hotter. Kai pulled the chains off her hands , breaking them in a second, hugging her before she has even had the chance to blink. “I was so worried something might happen to you. He didn’t hurt you did he ?”
Y/N’s lips found his before she answered him.
“No. I’m … I’m fine.” she smiled , her hands cupping his face. “I knew you’d be the one to find me.”
Kai smiled at her , helping her up. “Let’s go before he wakes… other ways I don’t know what I might do to him.”
They ran to her house , opening the door and getting inside. None of them expected to find someone inside , except everyone but Bonnie were there. The look on her parents’ and god-mother’s faces was pure shock. Caroline vamp-ran towards them , Kai raising his hand causing her a witchy headache.
“Hey hey… stop.” Y/N said softly.
Caroline stopped screaming in pain , her gaze shifting between Y/N holding onto Kai , Elena and Damon and back towards the surprise visitor.
“What is he doing here ?!” Elena said rushing to Y/N’s side , grabbing her daughter’s hand pulling her away from Kai.
Y/N pulled away from her mother and went back to Kai’s side. ‘What?’ Elena mouthed.
“He saved me … from Klaus. I guess he does know about my existence after all.” Y/N said. “.. and Kai is here because , he is my … boyfriend.” she said intertwining her fingers with Kai’s looking nervously around.
“Alright , that is enough. I thought we saw the last of you 20 years ago. Whatever spell you have put on my daughter , lift it NOW and run before I change my mind about setting you free.” Damon said.
“You are just not as threatening at this old age , Damon.” said Kai amused. “I haven’t put any spell on her. We met and fell in love. Strange how the world works , isn’t it ? I tried ruining your lifes and in the end your happiness brought me mine.”
Y/N laid her head on Kai’s shoulder smiling at him.
“This is disgusting… but we don’t have time to discuss it now.” Caroline said. “Thanks for saving her , but we got it from here.”
“No, you don’t.” Kai said snaking his hand around Y/N’s waist. “You are the only vampire left standing here. Even with Bonnie’s help you won’t be able to protect your friends and her. I can keep her safe like no one else in this room.”
Everyone’s eyes were on Kai , looking at him as if he had dropped a nuclear bomb in the middle of the room or something. It had been years and they still didn’t even want to give him a chance , even tho he had just saved her.
“Why should we trust you ? You have crossed us so many times …” Elena said calmly.
“Because I am in love with Y/N and I can’t think of a better way to die other than to save her life.” Kai said , his tone filled with love and making it clear it was not up for discussion. “For once in your life , put your trust in me … and if not in me then in your daughter.”
“Please ?” Y/N pleaded with her parents. “Whoever he was back then , he is not the same person. I love him and I trust him with my life.”
Elena turned to Damon who was shaking his head fiercely in disagreement.
‘No.No .. No.’ he mouthed.
Kai titled his head around , Caroline doing the same clearly hearing something the rest of them couldn’t. They shot worried glances at each other and the next second the door flew out of it’s hinges. Kai swiftly vamp - ran holding onto Y/N to the far end of the room away from the flying door. Caroline stood protectively in front of Damon and Elena.
“Klaus.” she muttered.
“Hello , love. It’s nice to see you. Unfortunately as much as I would love to stand here and chat with you , there is something I have to do first.” said Klaus vamp - running towards Y/N and Kai. A second later Klaus dropped on the ground screaming in pain , Kai’s hand raised in the air.
“Still think you don’t need my help ?” he asked , not taking his eyes of Klaus who was trashing on the floor with his hands holding his head.
Caroline quickly grabbed a wolfs pain / vervain syringe they had prepared earlier , sticking the needle in Klaus’ neck. She blew some hair out of her face looking at Kai who had wrapped his arms tightly around Y/N.
“We are NOT done talking about this.” Elena said going to her daughter to give her a hug. “Go. Now. But if something happens to her , you will be held responsible. Got it ?”
“Got it.” said Kai. “Do you need something from your room , sweetheart ?”
“Maybe just my laptop.” she said smiling nervously. “Can’t bear it if something happens to all our pictures …”
Kai kissed her forehead and whooshed upstairs to grab it. Y/N turned to her dad , running to hug him.
“You have lost your mind.” he said , holding onto her tightly. “He is a -”
“No. He is not.” Y/N pulled away. “Remember when you told me the story of what you were when you first met mom ? How she saw the good in you even though you had done some awful things ? It’s the same with me and Kai. He is not the person you knew.”
“Just be careful.” her dad said letting her go.
Caroline gave Y/N a hug too and then Kai showed up. He had picked up more than just her laptop - there was an overnight bag in his hands. At that moment Klaus started to groan , the wolfspain / vervain shot starting to wear off. Kai snaked his hand around Y/N’s waist as she turned around for one last look at her family. Elena had tears in her eyes and Damon looked as if he was in pain.Caroline gave them a small smile and then turned her attention to Klaus. Together Kai and Y/N walked outside and in a split second he whooshed them away.
“This is not how I imagined our time alone together.” Y/N said pouring herself 4th cup with coffee for the day. Kai snatched it from her hands , pouring it into the sink. “Hey ! I was going to drink that … ”
He kissed her cheek and pulled out a pack with a decaf coffee getting ready to brew a fresh pod.
“It’s been 3 days. You have barely slept - all you do is toss and turn all night. When they deal with Klaus , they will call.” said Kai softly , brushing her cheek. Y/N’s eyes had been filled with worry ever since they got to his place a few days ago. Kai had put a boundary spell on the building and on the apartment itself making sure no supernatural can enter.“We are switching to decaf. I don’t want your parents getting Caroline to kill me because you’ve died from going over board with your caffeine addiction.”
Y/N smiled for the first time the past few days.
“Ahh there it is! I missed your smile.” he said , kissing her briefly. Y/N however didn’t want a brief kiss , she wanted him. Their little moment however was cut short when Kai’s phone rang. He reached into his back pocket , checking the caller ID. “It’s Caroline. Hello ?”
“Put it on speaker…” Y/N asked in a hushed voice. Kai had clenched his jaw refusing to meet her eyes and that only got her more worried. He didn’t say much , mostly listened. “What… what is it ?”
“I understand.” said Kai , hanging up.
“What is it ? Tell me.” she insisted. Kai’s tone was so guarded it made her stomach tie in a knot. Something bad must’ve happened or he would’ve told her straight away what the phone call was about.
“It’s … um … It’s your mother….” he trailed off. “Klaus took her.”
“What … ?”
Y/N felt as if the world had darkened. After all Caroline hadn’t been able to keep her parents safe. If Klaus had her mother … Her eyes started watering , tears threatening to fall down her cheeks at any moment. Kai pulled her into a hug , gently brushing his fingers through her hair. She pulled away from him , running to their bedroom. A few minutes later she came out fully dressed , her hair pulled in a tight ponytail.
“Let’s go.” she said with determination.
“No. We are not going. Caroline called specifically to ask me NOT to go anywhere. Damon said -”
“I don’t care what my father says. We are going to find my mother , got it ? It’s not up for discussion.” she said , searching for a map in the book shelf. Y/N opened the map onto the coffee table , reaching for the letter knife when Kai grabbed her wrists. “Let go of me.
Kai wouldn’t listen to her. Y/N had a crazy look in her eyes mixed with worry and recklessness like he had never seen before. She was going to rush into danger and get herself killed. No way he’d let that happen.
“Kai. I mean it. Let. GO.” she said starring into his eyes. He sighed , letting go of her hands and rubbing his forehead with his thumb and index finger. Y/N cut her finger letting a few drops of blood fall on the map. He knew what she wanted - a locator spell.
“Y/N … I know you are worried but … if something happens to you…”
“Nothing is going to happen to me. Just help me … please.” she pleaded , tears starting to roll down her cheeks. “I can’t lose her…”
He started the spell , the blood slowly moving on the map of Mystic Falls stopping near one of the back roads out of town. Y/N quickly pulled out her phone , mapping the area where a single house was located. She headed for the door only to have it blocked by Kai a split second later.
“Wait for me , sweetheart.” he said calmly , grabbing his jacket and car keys.“We are going to save your mother. I promise.”
A/N: Expect smut in the next part and finally knowing what happened that drunken Monday night (; Also, this is kind of long because I didn’t want to leave you guys waiting any longer than I already have. Hence the typos that are bound to be there as well. love ya babez.
“Hey, Y/N.” Scott greeted me as I entered the copy room.
It was Thursday afternoon and up to this point it had been next to impossible to get Scott alone. He was either wrapped around Kira or stuck to Stiles. Whom I’ve also not seen a lot of. Stiles was uncharacteristically quiet at his desk too. Normally, he’d add a smartass comment or unwanted opinions in conversation with the girls. But since our little…um…accident, he’s barely utter a single word to anyone but Scott. No matter how hard I try I can not remember a thing from that night. I racked my brain over and over trying to call to mind what happened that night but it’s all just blank. And after being ignore and deprive of vital information, I decided that the only way to get what I wanted is through an aggressive approach.
“Hey!” I replied to Scott as I walked to the copier next to him with my papers. I regarded him coolly wanting no diversions from my mission.
He smiled at me warmly but I wasn’t in the mood for pleasantries. I wanted answers, and I wanted them now. But I also need to play this smart, or I could have him retreating. So I took an easy route.
“How’s Kira?” I asked casually.
Scott looked at me feigning bemusement, but I gave him a knowing glance.
“She’s fine.” He said finally with a shy smile. His tan face turning a rosy hue.
I giggled softly shacking my head. I don’t understand why the two of them pretend that no ones knows they’re together.
“Today’s you’re date with Isaac, right?” He quizzed, and I knew he was eager to change the subject.
“Mmhmm.” I hummed as I set my papers on to the machine and pressed the start button. A second later they began sliding through the copier, their replicas launched out and resting on the tray to the side.
“That’s cool. Where you guys going?” He’d just put another stack of papers into his copier.
“Not sure. He wants it to be a surprise.” I rolled my eyes but I couldn’t suppress my grin.
“I’ll bet he does.” Scott said snidely.
“What’s that suppose to mean?” I questioned as I eyed him.
“Nothing, Isaac’s a great guy.” But somethings about Scott’s tone made it seem he was telling a joke I didn’t get.
I was getting frustrated, we were seriously getting away from the real reason I was here.
“Scott, I need to ask you something.” This caught his attention away from his copying and he searched my face for some indication on my mood. I gave nothing away.
“Okay…?” He said cautiously.
I took a deep breath.
“So, I know you picked Stiles up from my house the other day…” I began.
He looked at me like he wanted to say something. To lie maybe. He open his mouth and then, wisely, shut it.
“I know you guys are best friends and all, but you’re the only person other than Stiles that knows exactly what happened that night.”
At my words, his brow furrows and his lips settled into a hard thin line. His reaction is…unexpected. It’s a mixture between disapproval and confusion with a dash of disbelief.
“What are you asking me?” He inquired although I sensed he already knows the answer. After a moment of silence, I realised he was going to make me say it.
“What did Stiles say happened Monday?” I diverted my eyes away from him, unable to meet his gaze.
“You don’t remember?” His tone is incredulous.
I shook my head. “No, I-”
The copy room door opens behind us and of course of all the people in the entire office building that could’ve walk in at that moment, it had to be Stiles Fucking Stilinski.
I blushed grabbing papers from the cooling rack and bustled out of room, Stiles stepping aside to let me pass. Once out the door, I turned and pressed my back against the wall next to the place in which I’d just fled. Was I ever going to know the mistake, or mistakes, I’d made on my one night in a drunken stupor.
“What the hell was that all about?” Stiles asked his tone a little more than a whisper. My eyes widened and I held my breath. Not wanting them to know I was still there.
“Dude, you’re not going to believe this…” Scott said almost confounded.
I couldn’t see their faces, but I assumed Stiles gave Scott one of his famous “let’s hear it” faces and probably a gesture or two.
“She doesn’t remember.” Scott scoffed in complete amazement.
“Doesn’t remember what?”
“Any of it. She was trying to talk me into telling her what happened.”
It was quiet for a beat and I caught the sound of Stiles exhaling deeply. I could imagine him running his hand through his wild hair, with the other hand perched on his hip. After another moment of silence, I feared I might get caught ease dropping so I scurried back to my desk. I began working with only more questions, and no closer to any answers.
“Lydia!” I implored her. “Please just pick one.”
Lydia rolled her eyes and stood from her perch on my bed. She looked over the outfits I held in either of my hands on hangers.
“Let’s see, plain jane jeans with a frilly white top and chucks or an outdated aline skirt with a frumpy sweater. Both of these suck.”
I groan. “Lydia, please. Can’t you just be a little bit of helpful?”
“I thought you never ask!” She beamed and pushed me aside, making me stumble to the right, out of her way and she sifted through my closet.
“Last season, ew last year.” She counted off the reason all of my clothes weren’t suitable for wearing one by one until she stopped.
“This.” She pulled a plain black v-neck of the hanger and held it up to me.
“That? Really?” I asked not really believing she was serious.
“And…” She walked over to my chest of drawers and rummaged through for a second.
“These!” She produced a pair of black skinny jeans with a hole in the left knee.
“Lydia I don’t think..”
“Black is sophisticated, elegant, and sexy. Besides you don’t know where you’re going. So a skirt my be over dressed and honestly the frilly shirt is just god awful.”
I ignored her jab, taking the items from her and looking them over. She looks at me with anticipation, her eyes big and green.
“Sexy, huh?” I said holding the shirt to my torso with a smirk.
Lydia squeal and hugged me tightly. “Now let’s do something with this hair.”
“My hair?” I wined with a slight fear to my words as the strawberry blonde pushed me to the vanity.
By the time Isaac texted me to say he was outside, Lydia had thoroughly done me up. My dark hair was curled into loose waves and my eyes lined with black. I hated to admit it but I looked…hot.
I grabbed my purse and house keys off my kitchen table before heading out. I turned to lock the door behind me. When I swivelled back around, Isaac was leaning up against his black Camaro with his arms folded. He wore a seductive smirk on his face and I took the short walk to him, to admire how handsome he really was. He was tall and lean, with light hair and captivating eyes.
“You didn’t get all dressed up for me?” He asked a little smug.
“Why? Are we going somewhere nice? I can change.” I asked now worried Lydia’s choice was wrong.
“No, no. You just look hot.” He chuckled.
His bold comment caught me off guard.
“Oh, thanks.” I said awkwardly tucking my hair behind my ear dipping my head averting my eyes from his.
I dreamily walked to my side of the car, anxious for what lie in wait for the night, and got in.
His surprise date was just to the movie theatre.
Not dinner and movie.
Not hanging out watching movies.
A completely public, non-intimate, movie.
And on top of that, it was some gory scary movie.
I hate scary movies. Our conversation in the car oozed chemistry. We had so much in common and, although he wasn’t very witty, he was funny. And after all that, the fucker takes me to the movies. I don’t know why I was so mad. Maybe because I’d hyped myself up for some elaborately planned out date with hearts and flowers, and I was getting an extra butter popcorn with a box of Mike and Ike’s.
I hate Mike and Ike’s.
As we stood in line waiting for the girl behind the counter to provide us with our goods, I heard a familiar laugh behind us. I glanced over my shoulder and saw Kira walking in. I brighten immediately at the sight of her.
“Hey, I’ll be right back. My friend is over there!” I told Isaac not even giving him a chance to respond as I rushed towards her. She hadn’t spotted me yet, so I waved my hands to grab her attention.
“Kira!” I shouted.
“Y/N!” She shouted back with the same amount of excitement.
We collide hard when I embraced her.
“I’m so glad to see you.” I sound relieved, and I am. “What are you doing here?”
“I’m here with Scott…as friends.” She added quickly.
I rolled my eyes as we detached from each other.
“Where is he at? Hiding?” I tease.
She blushes and jabs a thumb over her shoulder in the direction of him. I looked and see him just as he walked through the doors.
“Y/N” Scott hollered with glee and engulfs me in one of his famous bear hugs. Something about his reaction to seeing me startles me. He didn’t even seem surprised to see. Like he’d expected me to be there.
“Hey Scotty,” I chuckled patting his back.
“What are you doing here?” He asked releasing me from his tight grip.
I furrowed my brow, he knew very well what I would be doing here.
“My date…with Isaac?” I said still a little baffled.
“Ohhhh! Was that tonight?” He ask with a theatric attempt at confusion.
What was he playing at? I look at Kira for some answers, but she only shrugged and shook her head equally as confused. From behind the pair I could see a familiar mess of hair and looked beyond them to the new comer to theatre. Stiles strode in with a certain skinny, dark haired, big boobed girl at his side. I felt my face turn hot. What she doing here? What is he doing here…with her? I mean, I didn’t care obviously but the possibility that this was all a coincidence seemed highly improbable. I suddenly had the overwhelming feeling that this was all planned. But as I watched Stiles snake his arm around the girl who I’ve come to know as, Brielle, and join the group; a sickening feeling washed over me that I couldn’t explain. I looked down at my knotted fingers to avoid them.
“Hey, Y/N.” Stiles greeted me with a soft voice taking me aback.
I hadn’t expected anything from him let alone a hello. Hell he hasn’t even talked to me since Tuesday, and here he was all brown eyed and bushy tailed regarding me with a smile.
“Y/N, are we going this or what?” Isaac asked appearing next me popcorn in hand. Stiles smile fell and he narrowed his momentarily at Isaac. In the same moment, it reverted back to a, if not hasty, smile.
“Hey man,” Stiles said to Isaac. “Thanks again for inviting us!”
My head snapped to the boy standing next to me.
“You invited them?” I hissed.
This date was just getting worse and worse. This was suppose to be a romantic evening and it’s turned into a double, excuse me, triple date.
“What?” He shrugged unapologetically shoving a few pieces of popcorn in his mouth.
I took another look at Big Boob Brielle then to Stiles and rolled my eyes.
“Let’s just go, the movies about to start.” I mumble and pushed past him.
I made sure to sit in a row that was too full so the others would have to find somewhere else to sit. I was determined to get this date back on track. I liked Isaac, though I knew little about him and I wasn’t going to let Stupid Stilinski muck it up. Unfortunately for me, I could see the foursome from where I sat with my own date. Though I refrained from acknowledging them. They would not ruin this for me!
A sort of scary part played out on screen and I strategically grabbed Isaac’s arm, feigning the poor damsel in distress. He look down at me and I up at him gazing in his eyes, willing him to kiss me with my mind. He smiled then glanced down at my hand and back at me.
“You okay now?” He whispered and a wave of embarrassment washes over me. I withdraw my hand and sink into my seat. It was very clear now. This most certainly was not a date. When he said he wanted to show me around town, he meant it literally. He was being friendly not flirty, and I’d been stupid enough to mistake one for the other. Is this what my friends meant by be careful? Or was I just not his type? I snuck a peek up at him threw my lashes. He was totally fixated on the movie. I groan and without really thinking about it, glanced at my friends. They weren’t far from us, and I could perfectly see the back of their heads. Scott and Kira were clearly making out, give the people behind them quite the show. It made me chuckle, softening my ever worsening mood. I scanned either side of them looking for Stiles and I found him.
Staring at me from over his shoulder.
When he caught sight of me, he whirled his head forward again. Clearly being caught. His date noticed and gave him a concerned look. Mistaking his action for fearful. She wrapped both of her arms around his one and laid her head on his shoulder pulling him annoyingly close to her. And for some reason, this was my breaking point. I’d had enough of this whole night and just want air. I rose from my seat, noting that Isaac didn’t so much a flinch as I did so, and exited the theatre.
The lobby was pretty dead. It was late and most of the movie were in progress. There was the occasional straggler, who drank too much during the previews and needed to pee or was refilling their popcorn bucket. I saw a cushion-y bench against the wall near the entrance of my movie and I briskly walked to it, sitting down. I let my head fall in my hands as I went over in my mind the crazy first week at work I’d had. It was impossibly chaotic and I was positive if I pinched myself I’d wake up from the dream I must be having.
“Scary movies not your thing?”
I looked up to see Stiles standing in front of me. I instantly frowned.
“What do you want Stilinski?” I rolled my eyes, leaning back until my head gently touch the wall.
“Nothing.” He answered awkwardly.
We sat in silence for a moment, but somehow it was comforting.
“I don’t think that I’m on a date.” I finally say squeezing my eyes shut.
“What?” Stiles asked bewildered at my sudden admission.
“I thought when Isaac ask me to come out with him, he was asking me on a date. But I think he was just being friendly.” I wasn’t sure why I was telling him of all people this.
It was quiet again.
“Kira and Scott are secretly dating.”
And this makes me laugh. He laughs too.
I look over at him and he’s bearing into me with his eyes from behind his glasses. And I know this is my chance. I’ve wanted to know all week long what happen between us and this light mood may be my only opportunity.
“Do you want to get out of here?” He cuts me off.
“What? Like ditch our dates?” I scoff gaging his words.
He smirks and admittedly spending a few hours with a guy I may or may not have had sexual intercourse with and also who may or may not hate me, didn’t seem as bad as shamefully walking back to my not date and watching a movie I don’t like.
Morning afters with Barry were amazing. We would just lay in each others arms till noon and then we would go out for lunch. This morning however, was different. Barry wasn’t in bed with me when I broke up.
But I could smell pancakes being made from the kitchen. I pulled back the covers and grabbed my underwear from last night and put it back on. I grabbed one of his shirts and threw that on as well. I walked down stairs and saw Barry in a pair of Star Labs sweats with no shirt slaving away over the stove.
“Good morning,” I said walking over to him. He turned around and wrapped an arm around me to pull me closer to him. “Morning,” he placed a kiss on my cheek and flipped over another pancake. “And what made you want to make breakfast this morning?” I asked him. “What? Can’t someone make breakfast for their beautiful girlfriend?” he asked.
“Not gonna disagree with that,” I said. I walked away from him to get something to drink from the fridge. “Hold on,” he said. In seconds he was standing in front of me. “Is that my shirt?” he asked wrapping his arms around my waist. “Could be,” I smiled at him. He smiled back and leaned down to press a kiss to my lips. This morning was just as good if not better than our other ones.
“Barry,” I told him pulling away. “What?” he asked. “Your pancakes are burning,” I said. “Oh my god!” he yelled and sped back to his food as I laughed.
A while back, I had a kind anon send me some very nice messages about my art. They were very sweet about it, so I offered to doodle something for them when I had time. They asked for anything with the bublets (specifically Daken, Laura and Raze), so here they are if they were in a shoujo manga high school students in Japan :”)
… I don’t really have an explanation for this other than that Daken’s half-Japanese and I kinda just wanted to see him in a standard Japanese high school uniform?? It makes sense to me ok.
Bonus, here’s kindergarten!Kendall, because I’m always going to include her as one of the bublets:
Happy Sastiel Saturday! (Ok I fucking hate that I couldn’t do something better, but here’s a rant)
These guys care about each other so much. Castiel wants to heal Sam, wants to make his pain go away. But Sam wants Cas too save his strength, to use it on someone who “really needs it.”
Knowing that Sam is selfless and wants to help others more than himself, he also wants Castiel to be safe and not hurt himself, hence the SELFLESS part.
I hate when people say that Sam doesn’t care about Cas (we all know who I’m talking about). Not forgetting about other times when Sam shows genuine concern for Castiel’s health and wellbeing, it’s clear here that Sam CARES. He wants Castiel to be safe as much as Cas wants Sam to be safe.
And that’s why I ship it. The amount of genuine concern and selflessness in this ship gives me life.
This is for Makayla. @hyme615405
Its been weeks since Nate has come back form tour, when he first came back from tour we couldn’t keep our hands off of each other and were with each other every second of ever day. Now he’s spending a lot of his time with Swazz.. Now don’t get me wrong I love Swazz and all but when Nate is with him its all about them and never, not one bit, us and I honestly can’t stand it and Nate knows this. Today,Swazz was over and they were playing Madden. Nothing new for them honestly, seen he just got back from tour. He was kinda over the music vibe for a min, he always was after a long tour. As they were playing Nate kept getting mad because Swazz kept scoring on him. This caused Nate to get very frustrated. I watched him, as Swazz kept scoring, Nate kept running his hands through his hair and standing up making it look more intense than it should be. I was actually very shocked Nate was losing because Nate ALWAYS bets Swazz. No offense to Swazz but he wasn’t that good. Nate had to have something in his mind to be losing to Swazz. “Dude I just beat you at your own fucking game.” Swazz says to him. “I noticed.” Nate says frustrated but I don’t think Swazz catches the frustration in his voice. Swazz’s phone begins to ring. He answers it causing Nate to finally look over at me, when he notices I’m already looking at him he looks at the ground and runs his fingers through his hair, which is now all over the place because he’s been doing that for almost an hour. “Okay I’ll be there soon then.” We both hear Swazz say and then hangs up the phone. “You leaving bro?” Nate asks him. “Yeah man, Katie needs me.” I watch as they both stand up and say their good byes. Once Swazz is out the door my eyes are still locked on Nate. He sits down on the sofa, sighs, and runs his fingers through his hair once again. This boy just doesn’t realize what he’s doing to me just by doing that. That was one if the hottest things Nate could do, is to run his fingers through his hair. “Nate?” I finally say standing up and walking over to him. “Yeah?” He says looking up at me standing right in front of him. I sit in his lap, straddling him. “You look frustrated baby.” I say as his eyes never leave mine. “Just a lot on my mind Lil Mama.” He says placing his hands softly on my hips. I wrap my arms around his neck. “Want me to help you take your mind off of it babe?” I say then start kissig his neck. Nate turns his head giving me more access. “Please.” I hear him say, and his grip tightens on my hips. This causes me to rock my hips back and forth causing Nate to moan in pleasue. I behind to actually kiss Nate. It soon turns into a huge make out session. Soon I’m being lefted into the air Nate breaks the kiss. “We gon take this upstairs Lil Mama.” Nate says as he begins to carry me upstairs. I can now feel how hard he is threw his sweats. Oh my god it was killing me at this point. I crashed my lips onto Nates once again as we enter our room. Nate lays me on the bed, he begins to kiss my neck. I moan, knowing his leaving his marks, this turned me on even more. Nate grinds his hips into mine, making me moan again. Nate kisses down my neck sliding his hands up my body. “Lil Mama, I need you so bad.” Nate says kissing me on the lips before slipping my shirt off. “I’m all yours.” I say to Nate before slipping his sweats pants down his hips. The sight of him made me even wetter. Seconds later I was laying on the bed completely naked with Nate on top of me still in his underwear. I flip us over to where I’m on top of Nate. “I’m gonna take care if you tonight. Is that okay baby?” I ask Nate sweetly. Nate pulls me into a kiss, “I wouldn’t want anyone else too Lil Mama.” He says making me blush. Sweet Nate was my favorite and I was loving this. I help Nate take his underwear off causing his to sigh at the little bit of relief he was gettng. Nate looks at me with a serious face, “No teasing.” He states in a very demanding voice and I can’t help but to give him exactly what he wants because at this point him just laying on the bed naked was teasing to me. I slowly slid myself onto Nate letting the pain soon turn into pleasure. Nate and I both moan, I place my hands gently on Nates check. “Oh my god.” I can hear him whisper. He closes his eyes for a second, then looks up at me, “Come here.” Nate says pulling me into a kiss. I rock my hips back and forth at a slow pace to begin with. Nate slips his tounge into my mouth as I moan hits my spot. Nate helps me rock my hips making me hit that spot every time, I moan into his mouth. “Go faster Mama.” Nate says and I do so, loving the feeling. “Oh my god.” I almost scream. “Keep going.” Nate says as I begin to slow down, knowing my high is coming soon. “Nate.” I say as Nate begins to kiss my neck again most likely leaving more marks. “I know babe, I’m close too. Keep going.” Nate says and I begin to try to rock my hips faster. “Ahhh, Nathan.” I say hitting my high, with my vision bluring and thighs shaking. “Ah, fuck. Oh my god.” Nate mumbles into my neck while cumimg into me. It felt amazing. We stayed there for a second coming down from ours highs. Finally I roll over and lay beside Nate. “So did tat take you mind off of it.” I ask Nate. He nods, “You always know just what to do baby girl. I love you.” He says. “I love you too.” I say kissing his cheek. “What was on your mind anyways Nate?” I ask hoping to get an answer because I had never seen Nate that frustrated before. “You honestly want to know?” He asks, I nod. “Of course your my man I should know what bothering you.” I say causing Nate to smile, and not just a fake smile I’m talking about dimples and all. My favorite. “I was thinking about your birthday plans and how I was going to top last years surprise. I don’t see how I’m going to top a surprise visit with an off day on tour.” He says and it melts my heart. Nate always planned something big for my birthday but last year was the best be surprised while in tour. I hadn’t seen I’m for like 3 months at that time because something always came up when we planned our visits and knowing he was trying to top that made me want to cry , it was really sweet. “Nate, you don’t have to do anything for my birthday. You know I would rather sit here in bed with you than go out to town or something. I just want you here okay?” I say he shakes his head. “Nah, you my Lil Mama and I gotta spoil you, and I will. I make no promises, I’ll figure something our for your birthday.” He says. I smile at him, with that he pulls me into him cuddling, and we stayed there wrapped in just each other talking all night long.
Its been a thought in the back of me head for awhile now about how AMAZING it would be to have a Transformers 2D fighting game. I’m pretty sure I remember somebody doing one a long, long, LONG time ago with like flash or whatever [and it was kinda terrible] but I’d love to see a legit one all cool-like and stuff.
SO. I decided recently that I wanted to do a sort of mock-up with my own art. It started off as “oh i’ll just make a picture that looks like itd be a screenshot or something” but I got a wild hair and decided the other day to draw up a pic and draw up every body part separately [for the most part] in hopes that I could convince someone to someday put a little animation to it. And someone did!!!!
And it looks awesome!!! I’ve always wanted to see my art style realized as more than just drawings. Animated, sculpted, CGI’d [is that a word? it is now] whatever! So this is a real treat for me!
Now I’m gonna have to draw up a Megatron and paint a bkg to finish it off!
Peridot is trying to help Lapis with being near water and going into the ocean again, and pointing out all of the cool things she sees.
This is the first time drawing the gems not in human form on this blog… how did I go this long?
I am very happy with how this turned out! (Minus the background, but that’s because I don’t know how to make fitting backgrounds on TV Paint yet)
I know I said yesterday I was working on a picture of them, but I got distracted and wanted to animate something, since it’s been a while. This took way more time than I expected.
Anywaaays. This is for @lapidot-love. I’m one of the members or the group and wanted to draw fanart as soon as possible for it! Anyone who likes the ship, can draw, and would like to join in, message the admin of the group @spacemonkeymafia42.
I’m still working on that other picture, but I’m going to put it on the back burner for a while.
So this is Greg, better known as Onision. Many people hate him. I, when I first saw him three years ago, did as well. But I decided to watch him again about four months ago, and can I just say this; I love Greg. When I started watching him again, I was not doing good. I was not eating, considering killing myself, all this stuff right. Well he gave me the harsh slap in the face (not literally) that I needed. He made me realize that I don’t have it so bad. He made me realize that I should be grateful for what I have, because many people have it a lot worse. People don’t like him because he expresses his opinion. I love him because he does that. Just because you don’t agree with an opinion doesn’t give you the right to hate on the person whose opinion it is. I don’t agree with all of his opinions, but I’m a decent human being who knows how to accept that other people think differently from me. If you hate on him for hating something you like, than you’re being a hypocrite. I grew up and realized that it’s ok for other people to support things that I don’t. I grew up and learned to take a joke. Yes, he will sometimes make jokes about sensitive topics. But if you get upset by that, then just don’t watch it! It’s that simple! It’s his channel and he can do and say what he wants. That’s all I’m gunna say for now. Greg, if you’re reading this, just know that I love you and that I’ll always support you
“You all have different sets of struggles and insecurities that you hope no one else sees. Don’t let the voices in your head tell you to be something other than who you are. I want you to be as happy as you make me.”