i wanted to make a happy thing for them

anonymous asked:

Rational Me: Yeah I mean JK was probs just gesturing in general --- Intellectual Me: They legit said they wanted to do things they already did and JK pointed at Jimin when he said he wanted to record 'people' I see you boy you making my LGBT+ heart die I meaaaaaannn how can one man be so soft I love ji/kook I love them being them and being happy and comfortable with eachother omg

ME !!! like, i tried to be like “he was just gesturing in general” but then i was just. nope. he gestured at jm. rapmon even looked over at jm after he gestured. and htat’s like. wow. he really did that. i love how soft they are. 

anonymous asked:

I run a tiny misha and destiel sideblog with about 2 followers and STILL the bi-bros and misha haters find my posts and reblog them with trash comments. I never tag Jensen and rarely tag Dean, and I always tag Destiel. Why are they so desperate and bitter that they scour the spn tags looking for something they hate? Are they just that far up their own behinds?

Yeah, I don’t understand it either. 

I wanted to create a blog that could make me happy. I wanted to post things and create things that would put a smile on my face– and maybe put a smile on other people’s faces too. I don’t have the energy to be angry 24/7, so I don’t understand how some people can create entire blogs and spend all their days just sending hate to others. 

It seems like such a waste of brain power. Why even bother? I understand voicing an opinion when it really counts, and fighting for what you believe in when faced with adversity; but simply disagreeing with someone’s own happiness to the point of attacking them, seems like time and energy that could be focused on actually doing good in this world. 

Just let people live and be happy about the simple, harmless things. We all are just trying to get by, so why not let each other get by with a smile?


You’re right, I guess there are some people you don’t see right away. Some people just sneak up on you…”

“You alright?” *Grabs hands*

(Jackson makes a feeble and humorous attempt to “gaze” at said hands)

“What do you mean you’re glad we’re from different families?!”

The only good thing about this AKWARD AS H*** plane ride that NO ONE WANTED….

The blood that SAVED THE DAY and sprayed them all over the face!!!! Is it bad to say I laughed a little too hard at that?!? ;)

I’ve never been more happy to see blood so that it kept those two from kissing on a plane!!!!

“Gif Rant” over.

For now….

rikusqueenofhearts  asked:

This is beautiful. My ocs have come to life. All of our ocs and ourselves have come to life 😍 were in it. This is the happiest thing that's happened by far... but all i want is to flirt with the Chocobros and be poly with em LOL

rikusqueenofhearts said

8D … Okay. Adding to what I said earlier. I’m so happy for comrades and making my ocs, but remembering Monster of the Deep, all i wanna do is make my avatar there and flirt the shit out of those boys LOL

When I first got this ask I was like “WHAT IS SHE TALMBOUT” then I realized that Comrades was released and got with the program, LOL!

Like, I love the idea of making your own character legit, and from what I’ve seen of screens the character creation part seems ultra customizable (even though now my question is, do dark skinned folks look real or is it just “heavily tanned Eurocentric featured person”?) which is nice.

But I also kinda feel like after having written so much overall trash for this fandom that I’d play then get irritated that there’s no insta-bone button on my controller because LISTEEENNN I’m trash, idc if I’m trying to be a bootleg Glaive member or not, if I don’t get to bone Ignis then I’m going to feel angry and likely remember that I can just write my fantasies out and go do that with the time that I would have spent trying to play Comrades, LOL!

If you’re thinking of quitting

read this first.

1 0   t h i n g s   to   ask   yourself   b e f o r e  q u i t t i n g 

(and their answers).

1. Why am I thinking of quitting? Is it because of outside forces or because of something inside me telling me I don’t want to do this anymore? If it’s because of people bullying you, being unkind to you or using you, then you shouldn’t quit because of them. You should, however quit THEM. Cut them out of your life completely, or as much as you can, until you learn to zone out their voices. Were they the reason you started? Then why should they be the reason you quit?

2. How do I feel when I wake up every day? Do you feel happy thinking of the prospect of doing this hobby/job/thing? Does it make you want to jump out of bed, or snuggle under the covers? Does it make you want NEVER TO SEE ANOTHER DAY AGAIN? Sorry, that was a bit too dramatic, but if that’s the case, then quit. No matter the cost. That’s no way to live. If, however, the thought of doing this thing makes you happy when you wake up, that’s a good indicator that you shouldn’t quit. 

3. Is it because of money? Sadly, we have to eat in order to live (I know, I was disappointed too, when I found out, but my mom fed me anyway, so here we are.) Sometimes the things we want to do don’t pay well. That’s the truth. Also sometimes, the things that bore us or are making us unhappy or unfulfilled pay really well. If the question is: how do I choose the thing that I really want to do over the thing that keeps me alive? Well, now, first of all, when you read that question, I bet something very specific popped into your head when you read ‘the thing I really want to do’ and something else popped into your head when you read ‘the thing that keeps the bills paid’. If so, then congratulations. You’ve found your calling in life. DEFINITELY don’t quit that. Maybe don’t quit the other thing yet, just make a plan. How many years until the thing you like starts paying off? Save money, plan ahead, get to working hard on your dream. But no, don’t quit because of money. 

4. Is it because people betrayed you? That question might not mean a lot to most people, but to me it’s the main reason I’ve ever thought of quitting anything (even this life). To me, the purpose of living is to be loved, and without that I can’t see the point in staying alive, much less committing to anything important. I wanted to quit my studies, everything when I lost my dad, but at least he didn’t leave me on purpose, so I kept on going. But there have been other times when the last person on earth I would ever expect to betray/ignore/hurt/abuse me did, and those were the times that I physically couldn’t create or find joy in anything for long periods of time. If that’s the case with you, let me tell you one thing born of years of experience and struggle: Don’t quit. It will get better. Days, years will pass and you will see that the fact that this person showed their true colors was a blessing. Learning the truth about someone, however painful at the time, can be so healing and freeing. Stay away from them, take as much time as you need to get over it, whether it’s a close friend, a family member or a boyfriend/spouse. But the thing that makes you you, your talent, your dream, has NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. Don’t quit because of anyone other than yourself. If, however, they have betrayed you in a business sense, and you have to sue, or lose a significant amount of money, then you need to consule a lawyer, and depending of the seriousness of what they did, you might need to go a different direction. That isn’t quitting, of course, it’s just a detour on your way to success. 

5. Is it because you feel you’re not good enough? Now that’s my favorite question. Because there’s no if in the answer to that. The answer is always “don’t quit, but work harder.” Because you can become better, if you’re not good enough. It’s as simple as that. Stil, you should also check to see why you feel that way. Is it true? Are you comparing yourself to others? You should NEVER DO THAT, nothing constructive comes out of it. Do you have proof you are bad at something specific? What’s the proof? What are you lacking in? Be extremely specific. Why? Well, because after you finish being extremely specific, you are going to go out and buy books, take classes, consult teachers on that subject and become the best there ever was. Simple.

6. Is it because of illness? Then you should take a break. If it’s mental illness, don’t just take a break, go to a therapist. Go on medication. Do whatever needs to be done. Dreams can wait when health is the issue. Our well being is much more important. That being said, my therapy for the past 10 years almost has been writing. Illness, for me, is a reason to keep going all the more. But it’s not so for everyone, as I’ve found by talking to a lot of lovely peple, so do not quit, but take a break. You deserve it. You’ve earned it, just by staying alive.

7. Is it because you don’t want to do it any longer?

8. Is it because you feel it’s not right? If you feel it’s not right, morally speaking, then it probably isn’t. Piracy, plagiarism, exploitation… All those ugly words may not strike us when starting a project, but if they occur to you when you’re halfway, stop IMMEDIATELY. Not only because… you know, it’s wrong, but also because you could and will be persecuted. Also, if you’ve started creating something morally ambiguous  that’s hateful, bullying, harassing or promoting unhealthy things (like writing a fanfic about abusive relationships portrayed as cool, or a pro ana blog or things like that) you might consider letting it go. That’s not something you want to do for the rest of your life. It was fun for a while, but you can and you will mature out of it. You can leave it behind, and it doesn’t have to define you. Your life has a purpose, and that purpose can’t and shouldn’t be to teach young girls how to make their bones protrude from their bodies. You know I’m right.

9. Is it because your interests have shifted? Then you should probably quit. No reason to keep at something that brings you no joy. However, I don’t think you’d be reading this article if you were no longer interested in pursuing your dream. No, you are interested, but something else has you questioning it. 

10. Is it because you got discouraged? Then don’t quit. Simple as that. Do look inside yourself however, because you need to become stronger. You need to learn to persevere. Nothing comes easy in this life, and in order to mature you have to take failure and meet it head on. So what? You failed. Or you might fail. You might fail a thousand times. You’ll get it right the time after that. This comes from a person who has faced so much failure, if I began to tell you it would read like a horror story. I’m not joking. So get over your fear or disappointment, because if you let it stop you, you’re the one who will miss out on your dream.  

BONUS POINT: Is it because someone told you so? Of course you should never quit something that makes you happy because someone told you so, we’ve covered that above, but this is important: Who told you so? Was it a hater? A bully? Or was it someone who genuinely cares about you? Was it a parent? A good friend? A s/o? If so, then you must carefully look into their reasons (ask them). Do they believe it’s not time yet? Do they believe it’s harmful for you? Do they believe it’s morally wrong for some reason? Do they believe it’s a waste of time and why? Do they believe you’re not mature enough/not ready yet/not determined enough/too fragile? Talk to them, let them help you determine if this is the right path for you, and what skills you need to achieve to start on this path. 

If life has taught me one thing, it’s that only conceited or stupid people don’t take advice from someone who cares deeply about them (I’m not talking about unsolicited advice here. Nor am I talking about passive aggressive internet people who need to put you down to make themselves feel better. I’m talking about LOVE. People who love you, and have proven so not with words but with constant action). Yes, they might be misguided -that can be easily fixed by communication. But it’s far more important that they care. Do you know how rare that is? If I had someone in my life who cared enough to tell me I was making a mistake when I made the greatest mistake of my life (which made me sick for at least 5 years, among other things) I would be a completely different person now. Of course I’d still be writing, but I’d have avoided so much pain and loss, it boggles the mind. But I didn’t. No one cared back then. I was alone, and it’s a mirake I’ve come out of it alive. Well, maybe I had the dude, but he was in it too. We were facing it together, and we had NO ONE to help us. If someone cares about you, I’m sure you can talk and make them understand what you need, and they will help you figure it out. People who help us and care for us genuinely are as rare as a needle in a haystack. Appreciate them, listen to them, talk to them, let them into your life, because that’s the road to real happiness.

certainbeardeer  asked:

I don't understand how you guys seem to think it's possible for a human being to fake his entire life. It's just not realistic. Maybe his marriage has been crappy in the past, maybe they still have issue, but clearly they're good together. SA's actions have proven he is more like his wife than we used to think. I wish you would stop entertaining the idea that the more we see them together, looking as happy as ever, it's because they have something to hide. It makes no sense. It's not a show.

Thank you for your opinion. But please don’t tell me what I should and shouldn’t be doing. This is my blog and everything I write is my own personal opinion and the way I personally see things.. and last I checked, I’m not claiming that I know anything. It’s a free world where we can say whatever we want.

If you don’t like it it’s your problem, don’t make it mine. 

Again to anyone who thinks they can come to my blog and tell me what I should and shouldn’t do, my blog, my rules and I’ve made it clear in the past and will say it again that I don’t like to be told what to do on MY blog or be bullied because I will strike back and will not sit back and take it.

Thank you. 

findinganameisannoying  asked:

I'm native and started identifying as ace a few months ago when I realized that I was panromantic not pansexual

YES!!! I did the same thing!!! Like “I can potentially love everyone, but why don’t I want to have sex with them? Does that mean I’m actually a liar?” And why did I know what a pansexual was when I was like 13, but didn’t know what asexual was until 24??

And native as in Native American?? If so, I’m so happy to see that! I feel like I used to see more Native Americans, but in the last decade I’ve seen like one and it makes me super sad. And then angry. Then I start ranting and that fucker Andrew Jackson…

The real Taylor Swift:

April 23rd 2009-July 10th 2010: The Fearless Tour

The Fearless Tour. Taylor decided to walk through the crowds at her shows, greeting fans of all ages, genders and races because SHE wanted to meet the fans that had been supporting her and helping her reach where she is to this day. After each show, Taylor held a meet and greet called ‘The T-Party’. This was a room where fans could go to eat pizza and meet each other and get to know other people and then get to meet Taylor. Taylor would walk around stadiums and hide behind food bars and then surprise fans in the line. Each night she would walk a number of miles to meet as many people as she could.

February 9th 2011-March 18th 2012: The Speak Now Tour

Much like at the Fearless Tour, Taylor said she wanted to continue walking through the crowds during one of her songs at the Speak Now Tour. Taylor hugged as many people as she could and thanked them for coming. Sometimes Taylor would tell her security to move out of the way and to let her hug more people. Taylor continued her ‘T-Party’ meet and greet. Taylor’s team would walk to different areas of the stadium during the show and hand out free meet and greets to fans who had gone all-out; screaming and dancing the whole time and wearing bold and creative costumes/handmade posters.

September 8th 2012: Ronan

The lyrics to this song are based on a blog she read about a four-year-old boy, Ronan Thompson, who died from neuroblastoma in 2011.Taylor wrote the song by putting together quotes from blog creator Maya Thompson, Ronan’s mother. Thompson is credited as a co-writer of the song. Taylor first performed the song live for Stand Up to Cancer in September 2012, and has only performed it publicly one other time, at the Glendale, Arizona stop of The 1989 World Tour, at which Ronan’s mother was in the audience. All proceeds from sales of the single go to help fight cancer.

2014: 1989 Secret Sessions

In anticipation of the release of her album, 1989 on October 27, Taylor held a series of “1989 Secret Sessions” over the past few weeks at her various homes across America, where carefully-selected fans were told they were attending some sort of secret event, with no knowledge of what was in store for them. When fans arrived they were told to sit in a room together and wait. Taylor then jumped out and surprised them all and they all got to hear her new album before anyone else. Taylor baked cookies and other goods, fans got to meet Taylor’s cat, Olivia Benson Swift, and they danced together and each got to meet Taylor and just hang out.

May 5th 2015-December 12th 2015: The 1989 Tour

At each 1989 concert, before perfoming her song ‘clean’, Taylor gave a 3-4 minute inspirational speech, telling fans to love themselves. This is what Taylor said to the crowd of 60,000 at Hyde Park, London on June 272015: ‘There are people here from all over the world, so if you travelled to be here, thank you so much for coming. And, you know, looking out at you, thinking about the fact that we all come from different places, maybe we all have different accents, we have different hobbies, different backgrounds, whatever. But there’s one thing that we have in common that I know for sure. That thing is that when we feel a great amount of joy, or a great amount of pain, we turn to music. That’s why we’re all at Hyde Park tonight. From talking to you so much, and getting to know you, it’s never been more apparent to me how difficult it is to feel okay about yourself in 2015. Real talk. I mean, every single day we go online – and trust me, I love the internet, okay? Love it – but, every day we go online and we scroll through the highlight reel of other people’s awesome lives. But we don’t see the highlight reel of our awesome lives – all we see is the behind the scenes. We see every single moment, from when we wake up and we’re like “oh, God, not feeling my hair today. Not going to be a good day today for the hair”. We see our doubts, we see our fears, we see our concerns. You are the only one who is inside your brain feeling all of your anxieties and the voices who are telling you that you can’t be who you want to be, or that you’re not who you want to be, or that you want to be more like that other person over there. Let me tell you, people are mean to each other, but no voice is as mean as our own voices are to ourselves. Is it true or is it false? It’s true, right? Okay, so if there’s one thing that you come away from this night remembering, I want it to be this – every day when you look in the mirror, and your mind is telling you all the things you are not – if those things are that you’re not cool enough, you’re not pretty enough, you’re not popular enough, you’re not successful enough, you’re not special, you’re not wanted, you’re not unique – those are not the things you are not. Let me tell you the things you are not. Okay? You are not somebody else’s opinion. That’s what you’re not. You are not going nowhere just because you’re not where you want to be yet. You are not damaged goods just because you have made mistakes in your life. Those are the things you are not. Let me tell you the things that you are. Would you like to hear the things that you are? You are your own definition of beautiful, and worthwhile, and no one else’s definition. You are wiser, stronger, and smarter because you made mistakes in your life, not damaged. And lastly, London, England, you are someone who is probably standing here tonight going through your own battles, fighting your own ghosts, trying to cover your own scars, stressing about your own stresses. But, rather than wallowing in them, you got up, you put on an awesome outfit, and now we’re all standing here together having the best time of our lives at a concert on a Saturday night. I realise that it’s not about being perfect, it’s not about feeling perfect. I think that sometimes it’s just about getting on with things and realising that you’re happy today. That’s all that matters. I just want you to know that one thing I have learned in 25 years, and I’m still learning, is that if you get rained on, you walk through a bunch of storms, life is constantly coming at you – that doesn’t make you damaged. It makes you clean.’

May 5th 2015-December 12th 2015: The 1989 Tour (Loft 89)

At Taylor’s 1989 concerts, she held a meet and greet called ‘Loft 89′ where Taylor, again, could hang out with her fans and dance around with them. Taylor met lots of different people including children with disabilities and illnesses. Taylor made sure everyone had a great time and that everyone was included and treated equally.

Christmas 2014/2015: ‘Swiftmas’

Taylor Swift surprised 13-year-old fan Delaney Clements who was diagnosed with neuroblastoma at the age of seven. Delaney, who is a massive fan of the 26-year-old singer started a campaign to meet Taylor called #TaylorMeetDelaney and on Saturday (19th December) her wish came true. Taylor surprised the family by turning up unannounced and the afternoon was captured on Instagram and Facebook with Delaney and her Mum posting photos. Taylor became so into the idea of ‘Swiftmas’ that she also sent a number of other fans packages of merch and other little presents.

Award acceptance speeches

To any award acceptance speech, there is always something directed to Taylor’s fans. Taylor thanks her fans for everything because she knows that we are such a big part of her life and she wouldnt be where she is now without us.

A very important quote Taylor has said:

Long story short: Taylor is one of those few artists who does nothing but good for her fans and everyone around her yet she gets body shamed and name called everywhere. It really does break my heart. 

Taylor has been there for me through everything and I know that she always will be because she has never failed to make us all smile and to make us all feel better about ourselves, She has made me feel loved and wanted and she has introduced me to some of my bestest friends ever. To me, Taylor Swift is not just an artist, she’s my best friend.


November Horoscopes

SCORPIO: You can remember every terrible thing that’s ever put its hands on you but recalling a small act of kindness can bring you trembling to your knees. Sometimes you have to fight back against your brain, against the voice that’s telling you that all you’ve ever gotten from the world is heartbreak and devastation. There comes a moment when you have to choose what to forget and what to remember, and that time is on the horizon. You’re running out of space in yourself for newer, softer memories. Don’t cast them away for those things that don’t deserve it.

SAGITTARIUS: Devote time to yourself this month. I know that sometimes every positive thing that leaves your lips feels like a lie and the people that surround you don’t always tell you that you matter, but you’re still whole. Nobody can take that away from you. Do you remember the last time you laughed so hard that your belly ached? I know that it often feels like you’re never going to reach that feeling of joy again, but you will. Don’t be afraid to cut out the people that bring you down. Your heart is not a toy or something to prod and subject to experiments. Act tenderly.

CAPRICORN: Lately everything that’s graced your tongue has been tinged with bitterness, which says more about your taste buds than it does about what you’ve been pressing to your mouth. It’s not always that the object or the person or the situation itself that’s bathed in sourness: sometimes it’s the way you’re consuming it. You have the tendency to take a perfectly sweet environment and turn it into something difficult to swallow, because whenever life comes easily to you a cloud of suspicion engulfs it. Give yourself a break from making things more difficult than they need to be.

AQUARIUS: Have you ever thought that maybe ghost stories fascinate you so much because of your inclination to play dead? It’s so much easier to be a spirit than to have one, to hide under beds and sneak around the issues: but what are you avoiding by doing this? Who are you hurting? I know that this is easy to forget when you’ve been not quite a person for so long, but everyone would much rather embrace your physical form than whisper disjointed fragments to an invisible, intangible body. Existence looks beautiful on you. You were made for color.

PISCES: You have maps with red pen marks littering your bedroom floor because you’ve only ever dreamt of being in a house that isn’t this one. That could be because you love traveling, but it could also be because you’ve never found a place you could comfortably call ‘home.’ I suppose this is a cliche that you’ve seen before, perhaps on a poster in a doctor’s office, but you have to become comfortable with yourself before attempting to navigate landscapes or else every location you visit will feel like a movie set. You’ll find your place eventually. Give it time to grow for you.

ARIES: It’s easier to make people laugh than it is to tell them how you’re feeling, and at this point you could be a stand-up comedian with all the practice you’ve had. I’m sorry that you’ve so often felt the need to hide behind a mask in order to make everyone around you comfortable. I want you to know that you’re allowed to be vocal about the things that make you happy, or the things that upset you. You don’t have to be afraid of asking for help, if you feel that you’re slipping off of the edge. There are so many hands outstretched, ready to lift you up.

TAURUS: You know more than anyone else how exhausting it is to tend to people that don’t deserve it but, for some reason, you keep doing it anyways. Perhaps it’s all become routine, or you’re comfortable with the familiar, however that doesn’t change that your average level of happiness is set on a sliding scale dependent on another’s attention. You define happiness with instagram likes and unremarkable moments: this has become commonplace. It shouldn’t be, but I think that you already know that. So, why are you refusing to believe that which you know is true? For what purpose?

GEMINI: Every dream that you have is short-lived because nobody’s ever told you that it’s okay to linger within a state of indecision. Not knowing what you want from the world has become a dirty secret that you bury in your laundry basket, praying it’ll magically clean itself. The hard truth is that it won’t magically become manageable, but it’s still okay to close your eyes, exhale, and contemplate your personal definition of desire. Stop taking into account the feelings of others when doing this: determine what you wish you could be, apart from any social influences.

CANCER: The smoke alarm has been ringing for days and you haven’t bothered yet to turn it off. There’s something incredibly intimidating about confronting your noisiest problems, and lately your solution to this has consisted of hiding under the covers with tattered photo albums and headphones. I’m not saying that you have to immediately tackle every issue that wanders into your life, but a plan of action is always a good thing to have. Set manageable goals for yourself and try your best to stick to them. I promise, progress will make you feel better.

LEO: So, another person let you down and you’re busy feeling sorry for yourself. You’ve fallen in love with how tragic your reflection becomes once you’ve cried every night for a week straight. Adopting unhealthy habits has become a game, like how quickly can you ruin your life before anybody asks how you’re doing. Maybe there’s something thrilling about being reckless, but trust me when I say that there’s nothing exciting about actively wrecking your chances for happiness. Allow yourself to heal. Stop punishing yourself for being alive.

VIRGO: Your to-do lists are all written in permanent ink which says a lot about how confident you are in your ability to get things done; this is to say that your list keeps growing at an incredible rate and you’re angry that you can’t keep up with it. It’s easy to blame it on your situation, and that definitely pulls some weight. But I think that a lot of this overactivity stems back to you and the way you hold yourself back whenever you get close to something you could love. Buy some pencils. Prioritize. Stop pretending that you need to save the world.

LIBRA: Spring cleaning has been over for months now but that doesn’t mean you can’t start a little later than usual this year. There are so many dust-covered boxes surrounding your bed that it’s making your allergies worse than ever before; you can’t remember the last time you slept through the night without waking up in a coughing fit because of what you refuse to throw out. I think you need to acknowledge that things are always going to be changing, both the good and the bad, despite how much you dig your heels into the ground. It won’t ever be the same. And that’s okay.


The Signs as Quotes About Love, Part Two

Aries: “Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell.” - Joan Crawford

Taurus: “The music in his laughter had a way of rounding off the missing notes in her soul.” - Gloria Naylor

Gemini: “Yours is the light by which my spirit’s born: - you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars.” - E. E. Cummings

Cancer: “If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever.” - Lord Alfred Tennyson

Leo: “When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.” - Arrigio Boito

Virgo: “I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.” - Charles Dickens

Libra: “If I were to live a thousand years, I would belong to you for all of them. If we were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one.” - Michelle Hodkin

Scorpio: “I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.” - Pablo Neruda

Sagittarius: “The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved – loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.” - Victor Hugo

Capricorn: “If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.” - Haruki Murakami

Aquarius: “My wish is that you may be loved to the point of madness.” - Andrè Breton

Pisces: “This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you.” - Paulo Coelho

Things I will never get sick of reading in 8th year fics…

  • Harry giving Draco his wand back, their fingers lingering at the hand off
  • 8th year shared common room 
  • Harry and Draco being assigned as roommates
  • And at first its so awkward and strained but then they realize if they stop fighting about everything they actually get along fairly well
  • that moment Harry sees Draco in his pajamas for the first time; its early morning and Draco’s hair is falling around his face in soft looking wisps, there are pillow lines on his cheek and he looks younger, softer somehow, and its the first time Harry has ever seen him without any facade.  It makes him question everything he thinks he knows about the other boy.
  • Or the first time Draco sees Harry asleep, and of course he’s used to seeing Harry casual and relaxed so its not even the sight of him curled in his bed in just a pair of pajama pants and a worn Chudley Canons shirt that throws him off kilter, it’s just that he’s not used to seeing him so open.  It does something to Draco, watching Harry’s face as he sleeps, hes so exposed laying there without the brave face he puts on for everyone else.  It makes something inside of him break.
  • which ofc lead to each one of them trying not to notice what the other one looks like with flushed cheeks and windswept hair; what they look like when they’re really free and happy and how much it shocks them to realize that they want to be able to make the other one look that happy too
  • Party Games Trope need I say more
  • Harry helping Draco learn how to cast a Patronus
  • Harry and Draco comforting each other from nightmares because its so much easier to talk about it in the middle of the night when no one can see you, as if the darkness protects you from your truths
  • EVERYTHING.  Seriously give me every damn thing about 8th year and Harry and Draco growing and healing and finally being free to be teenagers and have fun and be silly and goof around and discover themselves and find love and finally, fucking finally, find happiness; to find each other.

Screencap redraw of this:

But confession, I’m a couple of episodes behind and I have no idea what’s happening here…. But I love whatever’s happening and I love his face. I took some… liberties.

touken’s wedding night headcanons ((mini-fic)) 💖💍

i’ve said on my twitter (you should follow me there as well! 👀 ) that i was going to write a fic about their wedding night, but the truth is that the plot itself is extremely generic, the structure of the fic feels too weak for me to get inspired and start writing, so i decided to write down some of the headcanons that i have for it instead, this could be considered as part of my mini-fics series (read those here!), but in the end this is just a list of all the headcanons for their special night… although at the end i got a bit carried away and it ended up looking like a fanfic 😂 so i don’t know anymore…  enjoy!! ///


“This is what I’ve chosen, Kaneki,” she weeps quietly, feeling his lips on her skin. She’s smirking as she cries. “I want this, I want this so badly, and I’m really happy today, I really am… y-you have no idea how badly I wan—”

“I know,” he whispers, quieting her with a kiss. “I know.”

They stay silent for a while, kissing on the lips, kissing each other’s hands, cuddling until Touka feels her body slowly falling into slumber. She’s not quite asleep yet, she can still hear Kaneki’s words whispering “I love you” to her, firmly and desperate, he wants her to hear him. And she does.

She does.

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Terrible boyfriends

Aries: They will find something wrong in literally ANYTHING you do. Seriously. They’ll use every single one of your mistakes just so that they can make fun of you and make you feel bad, because for some reason that’s super funny.

Taurus: Kinda lazy, when it comes to expressing love. I’m not saying that they should tell you that they love you every single day and always give you compliments and say things to make you happy, but sometimes, they think that all they have to do is to buy you things and that’s all. They technically buy your love in a way…

Gemini: Are they even in relationship with you ??? Who knows ???? I mean I’m not saying that staying an individual in a relationship is a bad thing (it is, in fact, amazing), but these guys ? Sometimes cross the line way too much. They act as if they didn’t even know you.

Cancer: They become super selfish. Yes, it is great to do stuff together and go places together, but this guy gives literally zero fucks about you and only wants you to participate in activities he enjoys doing. Also don’t expect him to ever ask about your day and then actually listen.

Leo: They constantly need you to remind them of how beautiful and amazing they are. If you don’t give them attention, they’ll whine and get moody. Sometimes they’re more of a son than a boyfriend, really.

Virgo: Listen. You won’t ever be number one. Get over it or don’t date a Virgo. Because for him, there’s many more important things than a relationship. A work for example! Whatever project he is working on right now, it is more important for him than a date with you. 

Libra: In my opinion maybe the top sign to become a fucking police once they’re in a relationship with you. Prepare for 30 texts a day as well as arguments and A LOT of questions. As if he never did any of that himself. Also if you don’t compliment them at least once a day, they’ll get pissed at you.

Scorpio: Way too personal?? Obviously everyone has different standarts, but sometimes they’re just way too touchy and/or ask you too much? In return, they often act cold and detached. Find a healthy balance, Scorpio !

Sagittarius: There is a reason why Sagittarius boys are often listed as the biggest fuckboys from zodiac. Even when dating someone, they’ll still flirt with other people and don’t really five a shit about the other person’s feeling. They’re likely to cheat in my opinion. Perhaps that’s why they’re always mentioned as the biggest fuckboys..

Capricorn: You will come out of this relationship like a dry plum. No but seriously, they will emotionally drain you like no one !! They’ll always want you to admire them and take care of them, but they’ll barely do anything in return. Might get jealous VERY easily.

Aquarius: They don’t know what they want ! I swear to god, they want you to be super loyal and make them happy, but at the same time they can get really distant and also don’t mind flirting with other girls while they’re in a relationship with you..

Pisces: If Pisces boy is moody, he IS moody. He’ll tell you things to make you feel bad for him and to make him feel good. Prepare for a lot of complaining and crying. He gets annoyed super easily as well.


Demons - 707′s (song) doujinshi (2/3)

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(Please do not repost. Do NOT edit. More information at the end of the post)

Hi! I finally finished the chapter 2!! For many circumstances it took longer than expected, I’m sorry.
Hum, this is spoiler free, so do not worry! (But chapter 3 will be full of them again).

I always imagined what would be one of those secret agent missions that Seven and Vanderwood constantly talk about.
The truth is that in my mind I imagined so many cool things typical of shonen manga, but … well, for now it’s what I could do.

Again, I want to thank all the people who have written to me. Your comments really give me a lot of encouragement and make me happy. Thank you very much! I really hope you like this chapter too. I am open to comments :)

read part 1–> here


About reposting “Demons”

Please DO NOT repost the pages in any social network or edit them.
If you want to share my work on any social network you can upload the “cover” (or the title page?) with the skull, and make sure to write a link (in your captions) back to the original tumblr post and my IG username (@aehruh)
so everyone can read it comfortably here! <3 I wrote a similar post for chapter 1, explaining more about it. You can read it here.
Thanks for your understanding!

anonymous asked:

soo ive seen a lot of posts on how to be a better dm, but do u happen to have any tips for how to be a better player? like tips on how to improvise/roleplay better or just things that you wish your players did more?

First off, Anon, I am so sorry it’s taken me a while to get to this. I wanted to do it justice, and with the wedding, I let the blog fall to the wayside. But though the answer is long overdue, I hope it helps.


We talk so so much about GMs needing to accommodate players and needing to make sure players are having fun and just How to Be a Good Storyteller/Improviser/Mechanical Genius/Memory Gremlin/Mediator/Babysitter/Friend/Person, but you’re right, we rarely touch on the other side of that equation. We expect a lot of our gamemasters, and they do carry a lot of responsibility when it comes to a DnD game. But we as players can definitely make that process easier, and we should! Everyone at the table should be having fun, including the GM. Here’s some ways that you, the player, can help facilitate that.

Before the Game:

Make a character that will fit in the world/campaign you’re playing in. GM’s should help accommodate you, but if you make a lone wolf dragonborn barbarian with a deep seated hatred of nobility in a game that’s mostly political intrigue, that’s kind of your bad, bro. Oddball concepts and characters that defy tropes of the setting can work, but don’t break the flavor/nature of the game before it’s even begun! I promise you the GM wants to make your concept work, but they also want the spirit of their setting to continue to work as intended. Player/GM relationships need to be about compromise.

Make a character that meshes with the party (or will in the future). I’m talking about this from a purely flavorful standpoint. If you make a loner vigilante who screws everyone over, not only is that taking enjoyment away from other players, it’s making more work for the GM. You don’t have to start out with a ‘we’re one big family’ attitude, but you should have a character who is open to working with others, or who will change and grow in that direction.

Talk to the GM about your character. Unless you’re playing a really impromptu session, or the GM specifically said not to, you should definitely discuss your concept and even mechanical build with the GM! It can help them seed story hooks for your character and build challenges that test your class. Obviously this is less of an option in Adventure League play, but we’re talking about private campaigns for now.

Come to the table with a positive and open-minded attitude. I hope that you are playing because you want to. Let the GM know you’re excited! Actively engage and participate in things at the table, both in and out of character. Be open to things not going your way, cause they can’t always, and try to be good-natured about obstacles and changes in the game.

This last one segues us into

At the Table:

Be distinct in the difference between in character and out of character. This is probably something your table needs to discuss, whether you’re using a hand sign and everything else is considered in character, or if you have to specify that you’re speaking in character, or what. But I love it when players use voices or otherwise signify that they are in character. General roleplay tips can be found here!

Be gracious about accepting when you’re wrong. Look, I’ve seen my share of arguments at the table. I’ve been in a few of them, and they suck. When you’re disputing something, take a second to step back and ask yourself if it matters in the long run before you push the issue. Don’t argue for the sake of being right - we’re all wrong sometimes! And while you shouldn’t let a GM make unfair rulings, you should also be open to house rules, even if you disagree. It’s not your table, and if you want to open the issue for further discussion, you should do so outside the game.

Be aware of your fellow players. There are going to be sessions where some players are more relevant than others, especially in story driven games. That’s okay! Recognize when it’s an opportunity for someone else to have the spotlight, and help them recognize those moments too! In an ideal world, everyone gets the spotlight every time, but the reality is that sometimes you gotta recognize when it’s your time to pull back a little bit and let other players take the lead. Being aware of other players and having an open dialogue about your characters can also help you bring them more into the game if they’re feeling out of it. I love when my players help each other in this way.

Be aware of the story. Look for story hooks, and go after them when you find them! I love it when my players make decisions that are narratively interesting, even if they’re not the smartest decisions or even if it pushes their character in a new/different direction. There’s nothing more frustrating as a GM than laying out a variety of story hooks and having the players ignore them. That being said, if you’re not interested in the story hooks, tell the GM what you would be into.

Be open to character change. This is a huge one. So often we talk about people who say, “It’s what my character would do.” This is fine, and in fact you should know your character’s ideals and traits. But you gotta acknowledge that people change, and if a character decision is gonna be narratively destructive or just in general going to cause a lot of unnecessary strife in or out of game, you should ask yourself if that’s the decision you want your character to make, rather than being less stubborn and making the character change a bit. Balance between what the character wants and what is good for the table is important.

Communicate. In general, I really like having feedback from players on how they enjoyed sessions, things that worked/didn’t work, what they’re excited for, theories about the plot, and what I like to call the character check, which is when they give me an update on the emotional and moral state of their character. Knowing these things can help me make sessions feel more personal, like they’re tailor-made for the party. Most importantly, though, I like to know if they’re having fun. I want them to come talk to me if there are issues, because I can’t resolve them if I’m not made aware of them!

I hope this helps! Happy gaming!