i wanted to give you happy things

spookywriters  asked:

I will ask about your pointy child Tryptek for the oc thing! 14, 38, 39 and 50 if you like :>

14. Happy birthday! What kind of present would your OC want? 

Honestly? Give this boy some hugs. The tighter, the better. Bonus points if you crack his back in the process.

38. Random thunderstorm! How does your OC react?

nice

39. A strange talent of your OC? 

Well, they put on this fucking absurd, Escher-esque wrap-skirt/loin-cloth that I devised in 5 seconds flat everyday, and I feel like that’s gotta count for something.

50. What is your OC’s happy place?

This one.

anonymous asked:

I am such a big fan, but I need one thing. Please, please don't let Jensen be messing around on Jared with Momo. He's suffered enough and deserves to be happy with Jensen.

first: ♡ hi. thank you so much for loving this story to the point of investment.

second: i’ll gently lay myself out on the tracks and say that the momo/jenny aspect was a secret want of mine and @dollylux was beautiful-hearted enough to give that to me, in the exact way i wanted it. there were other things along that vein (circumstantial things) that the needle won’t ever find now – because it would ruin the band ultimately. there’re things jared can look away from, lump throated, and then there’re things that would surely tip him right over the edge of someone-you-don’t-wanna-fuck-with to “…has anyone heard from jason?”

so no, jensen won’t be secretly giving his red lil heart or his pink lil pussy to anyone in the band that isn’t jp. jensen’s in love and 14 year old boys in love can be singlemindedly obsessive. (and every jensen belongs with every jared.)

but all the knucklebumps in the world for BFF momo. besties 4ever.

Originally posted by futuregoldmine

♡ , homopink

anonymous asked:

Personal HC for Scum :3 What would you do if you met the RFA members irl and they're exactly what you expected? Wanna go on a date with them and share ice cream, give them lots of happiness? just wanting to drop some happiness before a bomb of angst feels for V's route

Oh man…..Oh man, I would die, to be honest. Realistically, I would probably…..stick to Yoosung, haha!

Alright, for real? The things I would want to do with em?

Well, for Zen, I would def want to be drinking buddies with him LOL. I feel like he would be fun to hang out with, and just talk. I could probably only take him in small doses though, if he didn’t calm down on the flirting. But he seems like he would be fun to hang with and at the very least drink with!

Jumin would be very fun to get to know, but IRL I would be way too fucking intimidated to try any moves LMAO. I can’t even talk to the businessmen where I work! Imagine trying to talk to a successful rich handsome one oh my god. Buuut. I would just try to treat him like a real person, I guess. Laugh at his terrible jokes, and listen to him about Elizabeth 3rd! I love cats man… I think I’d just try to get to know him, try to be a friend, but I wouldn’t push it further than that, even though I love him to bits.

Jaehee I would bond with over crazy work, holy shit. I’ve had jobs where I’ve worked really hard and sometimes crazy shifts, but Jaehee has def had it 10x worse than me. We’d probably go on friendly coffee dates and watch Zen’s DVDs together. They seem like they wouldn’t be my type of plays, but I’m down on making her happy okay abfhjbg I’d probably encourage her to vent and do things that she liked, if she had the chance to.

I’d hang the fuck out with Seven for a while. If he wasn’t trying to do the whole ‘pushing away’ or being a little guilt trippy, I’d probably be friends with him! He’s fun, relatable with the depression, and we both like to laugh, soooo. Def friendo. Though, I wouldn’t prank Yoosung with him LMAO, I felt so bad for the sweetie. But, I’d try and be supportive, and hang out with him at least.

With Yoosung I would try and…date….( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ I think we would get along pretty well, and he’s smart too, just very gullible… He tries to be positive, he’s cute, and loves video games, so I would at least be friends with him! If he felt comfortable I’d try to progress further than just friends. I do like creepy things, and he probably doesnt…Tho I still love him….

V would be fun to hang with if I could. He’d be the dude I could talk to art about! I think it would be nice! Looking at his photos and seeing the great skills he has! I would hope he would be fun to talk to about art and photography!

And Saeran……..( ̄▽ ̄*) I wish I could date him but I prob wouldn’t be his type. I’d probably just try to help him in any way I could when it comes to depression and so on. I don’t know…I just wanna see him happy.

And that’s it. Really boring answer, but in irl they uh, probably wouldn’t be into me besides a friendship!

Follower's gift suggestions

First of all, I can’t believe that I’m close to another milestone - it baffles me completely that so many of you like what in doing + making, and honestly, I still don’t really understand - how?! Nonetheless, I’m happy and grateful beyond words, you are the best!
However, I’m completely clueless and uninspired about what to give you as a gift, so I’d like to ask you to give me suggestions of content you’d want to have as a follower’s gift here, in replies, or in asks! I might make a poll out of the things you suggest of there will be enough suggestions, we’ll see. Thank you for your input!

anonymous asked:

Hey so I know you probably don't do this but I thought I'd ask - I've seen your moodboards for the 2nd generation (they are awesome btw) - and was wondering if you could sort your 2nd generation into houses and give justification. I've seen many different versions of their sorting and was wondering if you could do yours, if you don't want to you don't have to but thanks anyway 😘

A/N: thank you so much for your ask anon, and no I don’t usually get asks that aren’t for ships or imagines but I am so happy to give you my opinion on the next generation Hogwarts sortings and btw if anyone wants to ask random questions for my opinion on things please feel free to :) 

MASTERLIST


SORTINGS

James Sirius Potter: Gryffindor

James Potter would be so much like his father and grandfather, a little cocky, such a mischief maker, charismatic, adventurous, spontaneous, valiant, let’s be real he would be so sarcastic, but I also feel that you could have no better friend than James, he’d be loyal to a fault, intelligent but would hate to show it, also witty and secure with the person he was 


Albus Severus Potter: Slytherin 

Alright so before you hate on me for sorting Al into Slytherin hear me out; so he’d be a softer Slytherin so not all that bold and assertive but growing up with Mr. Perfect James Potter as an older brother he learned pretty quickly how to use his intelligence to his advantage, he’d became quite self-reliant and independent from an early age and would be able to hold a grudge for weeks, and even though he may not be the most ambitious person he would be adaptable and realistic about the goals he would set himself so he had the best chance possible to achieve them 


Lily Luna Potter: Gryffindor

Lily I see as having a mixture of all her grandparents best traits, like Arthur she would be inquisitive but wouldn’t take things at face value (which I think is a very Ravenclaw trait), but the reason for being in Gryffindor is that she can be fiery and short tempered but all that comes from being extremely passionate, like James she’s adventurous and tries not to take herself too seriously. Like her grandmother of the same name she is vivacious, genial and is strong-willed like her other grandmother. 


Rose Granger-Weasley: Gryffindor

I know a lot of people would have sorted Rose into Ravenclaw, and as much as I believe she would share a lot of the Ravenclaw qualities Hermione had, I do believe she would be a Gryffindor. Like Hermione I think that being in a house that valued intelligence wouldn’t have been the best for Rose, Gryffindor would get the best out of her, show her the brave, outgoing, generous, fun-loving, sociable interior that was sometimes hidden behind her focused, curious and wise exterior. 


Hugo Granger-Weasley: Hufflepuff

I think Hugo would be a lot like Ron, and not that he wasn’t necessarily brave, but I think Hugo would like to be in a different house than the rest of his family and make a path for himself rather than just following everyone else into Gryffindor (which is in itself brave as he is choosing to stand alone). He is very loyal, open-minded, amiable, has a fantastic sense of humour and would be enthusiastic, but can bring out his forthright and insightful traits (he got from Hermione) when required. 


Victoire Weasley: Ravenclaw

Victoire would be the most poised, considerate and forgiving person you could know, but that doesn’t mean she’s a pushover. Remember he father was a Gryffindor and her mother competed in the Triwizard Tournament so she would share an element of fearlessness and perseverance, but I think Fleur and Bill would have raised her to value using her brilliant mind and mental strength over her physical strength, but also to see the world through unbiased eyes and to question everything. 


Dominique Weasley: Gryffindor 

Dominique in my mind is that very carefree, ‘doesn’t care what people think cause I’m going to do it anyway’ kind of person, one that can sometimes get caught up in trying to be as bold and daring as she can and forget to be gracious and understanding, and although she might come off as being a little presumptuous or rude, she does have a warm and benevolent heart. She doesn’t value using her mind and wit like her siblings do, she’s always the more outgoing of the three and would prefer to venture into the unknown rather than play it safe. 


Louis Weasley: Ravenclaw

Louis was the probably the shyest of the Wotters, internalised most of his feelings and preferred to be alone. However, he’s extremely creative, loves art, especially painting. In my opinion, Ravenclaws don’t always have to be focussed on academic success but instead aspire to learn and perfect something they are extremely passionate about which is why I think Louis would be a Ravenclaw. He’s very passionate, patient and accepting which are very Hufflepuff qualities but his dedication to his art and his strive to master the skill is what I think found him being sorted into Ravenclaw. 


Molly Weasley II: Gryffindor

Ok so Molly, I picture her to be a lot like Ginny actually, very ‘stand up for what you believe in’, lively, independent, resourceful, maybe not as popular as book Ginny was but not caring about how others view her. I think in a lot of ways she was a lot like an older version of Lily Luna but a little less lively and impulsive. She is also idealistic and decisive, tbh I feel like Molly’s would have been a pretty easy sorting, she fits Gryffindor perfectly in my opinion. 


Lucy Weasley: Slytherin

Alright so people are probably gonna give me shit for sorting Lucy into Slytherin but I just totally see her being really ambitious, driven, assertive, and determined - which are all traits I believe Percy had, I also see her being a little stubborn (again like Percy), and a little blunt and brutally honest sometimes. I think she has a kind heart and is very dependable which are more Hufflepuff traits, but her drive and her extreme want to be the best in everything that she tries is why she would end up in Slytherin. 


Fred Weasley II: Gryffindor 

Fred, like Molly II, I think fit perfectly into Gryffindor. I also like to believe he knew even from a young age that he was a true Gryffindor through and through. He didn’t really like school but like his dad and uncles that didn’t mean he wasn’t intelligent or intuitive. He was very proud to carry on his uncle’s name and always wanted to make sure his mother and father could be proud of him. His procrastination levels were beyond anyone else’s, and I think he would have loved to be inventive and create new things for his dad’s joke shop. 


Roxanne Weasley: Gryffindor 

Roxie I think would have basically been exactly like her mother, Miss Angelina ‘take no bullshit from anyone’ Johnson. Her and Fred would have had a similar sense of humour but unlike her brother I think she would question whether she belonged in Gryfindor, having the love for learning she associated with Ravenclaw, the ambition she associated with Slytherin and the loyalty of a Hufflepuff. The deciding factor for Roxie I think would have been that she was brave enough to let the sorting hat decide which house she would belong best in even though all her family that had come before her had been sorted into Gryffindor. 


Teddy Lupin: Hufflepuff

J.K got this one bang on when she sorted Teddy into Hufflepuff in my opinion. He is the definition of how Hufflepuff’s aren’t always push overs, boring or naive. He is the softest little puff ever but if you cross him my god does his strong, fiery, and ‘can hold a grudge for ten years’ side come out. But if you give him reason to trust you he would literally go to the ends of the earth to make you happy. I believe he inherited his mothers and fathers selflessness, noble and debonair manner, and had a great sense of right and wrong. 


Lorcan Scamander: Ravenclaw

I feel like Lorcan would be very much like Luna, believing that anything is possible and not letting the negativity or disbelief of others get in the way of his opinions. He would have a great interest in how magic works and what makes the world the way it is. I also believe that he would have some Gryffindor qualities, he would be gallant and chivalrous, wear his heart on his sleeve but would also sometimes get a little too confident in his abilities. 


Lysander Scamander: Hufflepuff

Even though he and Lorcan are twins and they have much in common, I believe they would be sorted into different houses. Lysander would have the same interest in learning about the world as Lorcan but I believe he wouldn’t place as much importance on it. He would be very dependable, ardent and generous, and being the younger of the two would sometimes be seen as naive and too trusting. He had a tendency to keep his emotions close to his chest, unlike his brother, which lead to people thinking he was closed off. 


Scorpius Malfoy: Slytherin 

I think people don’t like to think of Scorp as a Slytherin and instead maybe a Hufflepuff because of his kind nature or even a Ravenclaw because of his love for learning, and as much as I agree with those aspects of his personality I really do think he belongs in Slytherin. The Scorpius that’s in my mind is driven by wanting to please his family and wanting to do them proud, he is organised and always comes prepared, over thinks about all the different scenarios to make sure his goals are realistic and like his father he would be charming (and also slightly awkward at the same time), dedicated and wouldn’t mind a little attention sometimes. 

Small Lists

Things I like about my body:
-the way my shoulders curve
-the color of my eyes

Things I want to experience:
-eating haluhalo
-college graduation

Things I miss:
-mornings during childhood
-the taste of ginger broth
-ice cream cookie sandwiches

What haunts me:
-Cirque du Soleil shows
-My past

Futures I fear:
-Decay
-Stagnation

People I love with ardor:
-my online friends (though you already knew that)
-every member of my family (and my irl father doesn’t count)
-my cats

Things that make me cry:
-Sappy moments in cartoons
-Happy songs
-The pain of my loved ones

What gives me hope:
-Interns with dreams of being published and elegies swirling about their fingertips
-Fox lovers who rejected their mantles of exceptionalism and learned self acceptance
-Young artists in indigo hijabs, still learning, still laughing, still loving, unstoppable
-Girls who love makeup, John Mulaney, and WWE with equal fervor and zero shame for any of them
-Boys who cry and who love stories of robots with hearts and zombies with dreams of the sun

let me tell you,

so I owed my mom 100 dollars this week for her buying me groceries

and now I’m incredibly happy because she actually doesn’t mind waiting for it (my bank account has like 50 bucks now so thank god holy heck)

but she mainly has to wait cus uh…that 100 dollars I was supposed to give her I spent on the vinesauce pcrf stream instead lmaoooooo

heres the thing-my mom wanted to use my money to go to six flags with my brother this weekend

there aren’t very many times where I do something where I’m scared of the consequences-especially if those consequences involve my parents. That’s usually time where I’m filled with guilt and regret

I regret nothing. I’m in a way happy that my mom is probably pissed she has to wait for that 100 dollars

That 100 dollars went to sick children in need instead.

Sick children who are spending time in chemotherapy

Sick children who cant go to six flags during the summer with their family like healthy kids

Not an ounce of me regrets anything.

greeneyedgirls4  asked:

Hi, when your back to writing and stuff, and I'm not trying to push you here because I know how hard life can be and I understand but when you get back into it you almost need to update 'His Wedding' first. I'm in some kind of limbo and need these two to have a happy ending (preferably together) lol I keep rereading it to keep it fresh because I love your writing so much! Anyway take your time and do your thing first of course but I just wanted to let you know :)

hi, i know you mean well and all and i tried to take this in a good way, i really did. but i cant. you need to stop with this demanding. and what do you mean by “need to update” like am i getting paid to update any fics around here. because if so, then please give me a commission and i’ll proceed with the story even tho it will be written crappy as fuck

and stop with this “i need them to be together” bullshit. have you seen them? their relationship is beyond repair and their time together is running thin. hell, even i can’t do anything about it that’s why i’m stuck with the writing. because i don’t know.

so stop sending me messages to update a fic faster bc i truly can’t unless i have the fucking inspiration to fucking do so.

you say “take your time” and all that, but here you are again, in my stupid ask box, writing and demanding the same thing again.

i can’t do this anymore, sorry.

anonymous asked:

I just want to say you have inspired me so much to try and accept myself. Your words of encouragement, the photos you post...I struggle with eating disorders and body dismorphia, but just seeing someone on here who has been in the same shoes but has come so far in their life and in their stuggles is amazing. Lots of hugs sent your way! Never give up!

Im so happy to have inspired you, and i really hope the best for you ❤❤💖thanks so much!!! I will definitely keep posting all the encouraging & positive things i do ^__^ its so great to know that i am inspiring to others.

Tag Thing

 I was tagged by the lovely @ask-oncies-jizz :D

 Rules: Answer all the questions in a new post and then tag 15 people. 

 5 things you will find in my bag: 

  • Glasses 
  • Wallet 
  • 2 lanyards with keys 
  • At least like 13 hair ties 
  • Receipts 

5 things you will find in my bedroom: 

  • A sword 
  • An Aztec calendar 
  • A lot of books 
  • Amibos 
  • A small mountain of plushies and pillows 

 5 things I have always wanted to do: 

  • Travel around the world 
  • Learn to swim 
  • Meet my online friends and give them nice big bear hugs 
  • Start a garden in my yard 
  • Learn another language 

 5 things that make me happy: 

  • My pets 
  • Video Games
  • My wonderful friends :D 
  • Going to a park with a nice view 
  • After work smoke sessions with coworkers 

 5 things I’m currently into: 

  • The adventure zone 
  • Ava’s Demon 
  • Pokémon 
  • Writing (even tho I almost never get past the planning stage lol) 
  • Overwatch 

 5 things on my to do list: 

  • Help my lil bro get a switch and Splatoon 2 
  •  Buy some cotton candy grapes 
  •  Clean out my closet 
  •  Finish watching Jojo’s bizarre adventures 
  •  Finish reading Berserk

I tag @chiarathekiwi @gaymelodrama @doesthiscountasone @fp-mechanic  @roselythrone  @i-am-the-cactus @catmoons @ixikett @newtbrain @god91125 @ghettooyster  @time-knows-no-end @arsenicgodhead and anyone else who wants to do it :D

Jhope’s Mission is to have one BTS member say “Let’s get married.”

SG: Is this a mission?
JH: No.. Hyung, if I clean up, cook for you and give you massage. Is there something you want to do with me?
SG: ?????????????? take a trip?
JH: *says same thing to Taehyung*
V: Hyung, I love you.
RM: (who overheard all these) HOSEOK-AH! HOSEOK-AH!!! Let’s get married!!
JH: *HAPPY SUNSHINE MISSION COMPLETE*

(JOON AND HIS MIND READING REALLY) ©tvxq4bts57

CANCER: Lately it seems like everywhere you look there’s another promise shattering at your feet and you can’t even think about cleaning it up yet because that makes it official. That makes it irreparable. You want to hang onto the person you were when these pacts were made, when you still believed that the people you loved were incapable of hurting you. I know it’s difficult to accept that the summer night buzzing with cicadas in your chest is going to fade to autumn, and then to winter. But sometimes you need to let things die in order to try again, and that doesn’t mean you’re giving up. It means that you’re choosing yourself over the shards at your feet.

LEO: It’s terrible that no matter the length of time that you manage to hold onto something beautiful, it always takes twice that amount of time to forget about it. It’s been weeks since your heart was ripped from your chest and you’re still dreaming nightly about icicles and dark movie theaters and other things that can’t stay. I know that this is something you’ve heard before and have refused to believe, but you deserve people that don’t leave. You deserve people that know what to do with everything that you give them. You deserve more than what you think you do.

VIRGO: You’re starting to wonder if you really made the right decision, all of those months ago. Forgetting the love that you buried under an unmarked gravestone has been more difficult than you thought it would be, even with your cement-infused heart. How long has it been since you’ve washed your mirror? You should know better than anybody that trying to evaluate yourself under a sheen of dirt is next to impossible. It’s okay to go back through the photo albums just like it’s okay to discard anything that makes you feel as though you’re trying to run through quicksand. Choose for yourself.

LIBRA: There’s a big part of you that wants to climb atop the nearest mountain and scream until your voice gives out. Scream until your efforts make a difference. Scream until your family decides to let you make your own choices. Scream until the world notices you. Scream until something, anything, works out. I don’t blame you for feeling angry or upset, or as though you’ve been shorted happiness that you deserved to get back. Things haven’t been working out but you need to remember that it isn’t your fault. It isn’t always your fault. Don’t bottle up your frustrations.

SCORPIO: You’ve brushed so much under the rug that it’s become noticeable. There’s now a lump to avoid in the center of your floor and the only thing left to do is confront it. But it’s been so long since you’ve let yourself ruminate on the cobwebs in your memory that you’re scared to acknowledge the spiders that made them. There’s no telling what’s waiting for you, and putting it off is so much easier, I know. You’re so much stronger than you think you are, though. You survived the mess its first time around and you’ll survive it throughout its victory lap. The house will feel so much safer once you get this done.

SAGITTARIUS: The best and worst days of your life tangle up so often that you’re beginning to wonder if they’re secret lovers. It seems like you can only ever be rewarded after something is taken away, like your happiness is a set of scales that somebody with a bad sense of humor is in charge of regulating. The fact that you manage to prosper despite these odds is a reason to be proud of yourself each and every day. I know that you don’t hear this too often, but I mean it when I say that you’re doing incredibly well despite the moonless nights you’ve had to endure. Don’t be afraid to let joy run rampant in your life. She’s kind.

CAPRICORN: The future feels like an avalanche that’s barreling towards you without any sign of slowing down and lately laying down in front of it has been looking like a better and better option. I know that it’s discouraging to see people younger than you are putting their life together without an instruction manual, but it’s okay to not know how everything is supposed to connect yet. You have so much time to determine who you want to be, and where you want to be it. Anybody that pushes you to think faster isn’t worth the effort to think about them. Stand tall when the storm hits, you’ll be surprised by how much you can handle.

AQUARIUS: It’s difficult to mask your impatience when it comes to personal reinvention. You’ve been waiting for so long to feel this free and susceptible to the world, you want your skin to pick up its pace: shed and regrow into something that feels more like a home and less like a body. You’re forgetting that everything meaningful takes time to reach its zenith. You know, you deserve something that doesn’t bite back when you try to feed it. And this time the universe is actually attempting to give you that. Good things are here, embrace them.

PISCES: You’ve been feeling more grateful than ever for the experiences you’ve had and the people that you’ve met, and I’m so happy that you’ve been feeling that type of light. Too often you’ve found yourself in situations not worth remembering and with people not worth your friendship, but not now. It’s okay to let your guard down, to bask in the rays of what you’ve sown. It’s improbable to believe that you will never again feel the wound of sadness, but it’s okay to live as though you won’t. You’re allowed to be happy about what you have.

ARIES: You’ve never felt this free before. It’s almost as if the past few years were all just leading up to this current era of your life. With all of this change I know that it can be difficult to decide what you should keep in your life versus what you should discard, but you have to trust yourself and your instincts. It may be easy to prioritize the happiness of those around you but prioritizing yourself should always come first. If something is causing you great stress, you’re allowed to get rid of it. You’re allowed to do what’s best for you.

TAURUS: Lately the past has been digging into you like a shovel to the earth and you’re tired of waking up with new reasons to remember what you’ve been trying to forget. The good news is that these incoming negative thoughts are no longer a cruel surprise. The bad news is that these incoming negative thoughts are no longer a cruel surprise. Sure, the distance between you and the last person you gave a piece of yourself to might be endlessly fluctuating and uncertain in its boundaries, but that doesn’t mean its grip is powerful enough to stop someone like you from thriving. Go on a road trip. Control your own space. Tell yourself that it’s okay to let go of what’s already let go of you.

GEMINI: You’ve been finding yourself on your own a lot more than usual and this isn’t something you’ve been coping with in the healthiest of ways. It doesn’t seem fair that you always have to wonder about your expiration date, about how long it’ll take for people to deem you rotten and toss you in the trash. I don’t want to lie and say that this will definitely be the last time that you lose someone you believed to be permanent, because it most likely won’t be. But I can assure you, the people that are capable of meshing with your vibrant personality will know how to stick around. You don’t have to worry about being alone forever.
Fuck it

lets get personal: send me a number
1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
4: What do you think about most?
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
7: What’s your strangest talent?
8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
11: Do you have any strange phobias?
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
13: What’s your religion?
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
17: What was the last lie you told?
18: Do you believe in karma?
19: What does your URL mean?
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
21: Who is your celebrity crush?
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
23: How do you vent your anger?
24: Do you have a collection of anything?
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
28: What’s your biggest “what if”?
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
36: Define Art.
37: Do you believe in luck?
38: What’s the weather like right now?
39: What time is it?
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
41: What was the last book you read?
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
43: Do you have any nicknames?
44: What was the last film you saw?
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
48: What’s your sexual orientation?
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
50: Do you believe in magic?
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
52: What is your astrological sign?
53: Do you save money or spend it?
54: What’s the last thing you purchased?
55: Love or lust?
56: In a relationship?
57: How many relationships have you had?
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
59: Where were you yesterday?
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
61: Are you wearing socks right now?
62: What’s your favourite animal?
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
64: Where is your best friend?
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
66: What is your heritage?
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?
69: Biggest turn ons?
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
77: How can I win your heart?
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
80: What size shoes do you wear?
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
82: What is your favourite word?
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
84: What is a saying you say a lot?
85: What’s the last song you listened to?
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?
87: What is your current desktop picture?
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
90: Turn offs?
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
92: where are your parents from?
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
96: Do you have any relatives in jail?
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
98: Ever been on a plane?
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say

4

Hotel Books - Changes Consume me

Happy birthday, @stilesandderek, thank you for being the most incredible friend anyone could wish for 🎈💕

[TRANS] ‘Seventeen’ Magazine 2017 Aug Issue - BTS Interview (P1)

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KRN - ENG © ktaebwi

RAP MONSTER

- Why are you called “the destruction god”?
JIN: He might seem intelligent and cool, but he’s actually very slow and clumsy. He breaks all kind of stuffs in our dorm from electronic equipment to kitchen tools. That’s why we call him “destruction god”. (laughs)

- What’s your favorite place?
RAP MONSTER: The lake park nearby. I really like going for a walk at the park on nice days.

- What do you want to do in Japan?
RAP MONSTER: Shopping!! There are many clothing brands I like in Japan. If I go to Japan for work, I can’t eat out much, not to speak of shopping… But it’s okay. I’m not upset. I want to travel off-work to Japan and have fun as much as I want some day!

JIN

- What are you interested in these days?
JIN: Nintendo DS. I always play it whenever I can, in my room or in the car. I have to fly a lot because of the world tour, so It’s a perfect way to kill time.
JIMIN: I bought one right before going to Japan because of Jin-hyung too. Just a few more week and other members will be into this too for sure. Except Suga-hyung. (laughs)

- You’re called the trendsetter of the group, is it true?
JIMIN: Once Jin-hyung is into something, other members will somehow be into it too. It happens a lot. The only exception is Suga-hyung, he’s way too unwavering. (laughs)

SUGA

- What are you interested in recently?
SUGA:
There’s a convention about music equipment from all over the world, I watch the videos from that convention and check out the newest equipment. I’ve been liking up-to-date equipment since I was young. I adopt computers or electronic equipment faster than anyone else. 

- Any episode that can tell you’re like a music maniac?
RAP MONSTER:
His room is flooded with equipment. Those music equipment emit so much heat that his room’s hot like hell!! No one would be able to stand it without air conditioner. We plan not to come near his room in the summer. (laughs)

J-HOPE

- Tell us J-hope’s secret!
V:
A secret would no longer be a secret if it’s disclosed. But if I have to tell one… He gave me a present not long ago, a watch I wanted to have, as a surprise. He even put in a handwritten letter ♡

- What is the main choreography point in ‘Blood, Sweat & Tears’?
J-HOPE:
The ‘blood, sweat and tears’ chorus. The dance move of stroking from the neck to the face like wiping tears!

- If you can live one day as another person, who do you want to be?
J-HOPE:
Jungkook. I want to be young. What do I want to do? Hmh, I think I would do nothing like a maknae would!

JIMIN

- Where does your nickname (Slow Jimin) come from?
RAP MONSTER:
The reason we call him that… It’s because Jimin’s always late. (laughs) He wakes up late and does many thing slowly. He tends to be slow.

- Anything you were slow on recently?
JIMIN:
May 8th is Parents’ Day in Korea. It’s like ‘Father’s Day’ and ‘Mother’s Day’ in Japan, a day for children to express their gratitude to parents. I wanted to give them something on that day, but I kept thinking of what to give to make them happy… Two months passed and now I still can’t decide what to give. I’m late with presents too. (laughs)

V

- If you can live one day as another person, who do you want to be? 
V: No one. I know the members too well so there’s probably nothing I want to know from becoming them. And I know every secret of Jimin and Jungkook. Right? Right?
JUNGKOOK: …….Right. (laughs)

- What is V’s secret?
JUNGKOOK: He sometimes pretends to be cool. He’s always playful but on some certain days he can be cool depending on his mood. I was saying “Those who are good at English are so cool” and he suddenly spoke in English. He started to appeal himself “I’m cool right?”. It’s cute.
V: That’s right. I’m cute ♡

JUNGKOOK

- If you can live one day as another person, who do you want to be?
JUNGKOOK: Rap Monster-hyung. He’s really smart. I want to be smart too!

- No one can beat me on this!
JUNGKOOK:
Listening to music. I listen to music all the time. Also I don’t lose when it comes to passion. My heart is flaming more than anyone else!! I’m warm-hearted ♡

- Tell us Jungkook’s secret!
J-HOPE:
Secret.. Does he have any? We live together all the time so I don’t know what is a secret anymore. (laughs) Should I say it’s that Jungkook has a lot of greed? Not like doing as he pleases but in a good way. He’s greedy like “I want to challenge this to improve myself”!

P2

She doesn’t like to be called babe because it’s sort of a lazy way of saying baby, she loved it when I called her by nicknames, babygirl, princess, tiger (because she wants to reincarnate into a tiger if she one day dies) beautiful, etc, she doesn’t like when others call her by her name, because she prefers “soph” but she loved it when I called her by her name and she sat there smiling at me for ages. Her favourite drinks are iced coffee, those frappe things from McDonald’s and rubicon (the mango one though) she loved coffee and I’ll never understand why. Shes insecure of her face and when You look at her too long she’ll cover it, she’s insecure of her body, though it’s perfect just the way it is to me, she’s insecure of her smile but I find it beautiful. No matter how many times I called her beautiful she didn’t once believe it because she believes she isn’t. No matter how many times I tried to prove to her she was beautiful she didn’t believe it. She’s insecure, she’s scared of being hurt, she’s scared of wasting time, she’s scared of putting her all into somebody to be left alone, her guard was up, even after I showed her the craziest amounts of love, because she’s afraid of letting people in and it’ll take her ages for her to be able to trust you and open up, the way she is stubborn drives me crazy because I want her to tell me what’s wrong but she won’t. She’s spend all night crying over me but has been happy for me the next day because whose wants to see a smile on my face, she will be emotional, she’ll cry, she’ll cry and lot, she won’t tell me she’s crying though because she’s scared to bring attention to herself. She gets jealous but only because she doesn’t want to see me with anybody else. She has days where all she wants to do is be alone and cry, there’s days she’ll have no motivation but all you need to do is try to be there for her regardless of how much she acts as though she doesn’t care because deep down she does and her pain is too much to explain so she’ll keep it in rather than tell me what’s wrong. She thinks she’s stupid and not intelligent (which I think and believe she is) and regardless of what i tell her she will never believe it, she always believes she isn’t enough but she is more than enough, I look at her and see my future, I look at her and it will physically hurts me because i know that she is worth much more yet she sticks around just for me, I think back to all the times I’ve hurt her and made her cry because of stupid arguments, I’ll look at her and my eyes will light up from the way her smile forms and the way her pupils dilate, the way she turns her head to the side so I won’t see her smiling or laughing. she never wants to see me upset, she may never say much but she knows, she wants to say things but her shyness takes over, she wants to be here for me but she will have no idea what to say, she will try her damn right hardest to be there for me and even though i don’t realise how much effort she puts in she will still carry on doing so. Even though I don’t thank her enough for making you happy she will still carry on doing so because she wants me to be happy. She never really speaks about what’s on her mind until i physically beg her to, she hates to talk of her past and her future and if I’m lucky she’ll tell me a story or two about her past, I need to pay attention because she hates to repeat herself, i need to reply to her like I’m interested or she’ll think i don’t care. She hates to talk of her future because it’s “depressing” because she doesn’t believe in herself but now is the part where i should interfere and motivate her to believe that everything she wants will be hers as long as she tries. She hates it when i give her “positivity rants” on the phone because it makes her overthink. She hates feeling like I’m not paying attention to her. She hates when I don’t realise everything you do for her. She hates feeling depressed and alone so i much bring as much happiness to her as possible, she hates knowing that I’m not okay. she loves sci-fi movies and that’s another thing I’ll never understand why she loves but when we’re married I’ll sit with her through 3 hour sci-fi movies because it’ll put a smile on her face and I’d do anything for that, She loves to mess and play with her hair, she is so downright passionate about photography and she loves relating to somebody, she loves when I know things about her, she loves having deep meaningful conversations, she sometimes stays up until stupid o clock to check up on me and to see if I’m okay or just to speak to me because she craves me and the feelings I give her. She stays up some nights doing things for me which I would never expect and some nights she will cry herself to sleep because I upset her or because im not okay. She loves to play fight and she loves it when I look into her eyes and she loves it when I lay in bed with her and just talk absolute shit. She loves long walks and pleasing sights, she loves going to pretty places, she loves the nights and one day she would love to travel the world with the love of her life, even though she’s never been an an airplane before but it’s fine because neither have I. she would love a long car journey to wherever as long as it’s with somebody she loves, she loves old music and she loves to make you happy. She loves wearing casual clothes and rarely ever wants to look “feminine” but I love it because its her character and who she is and she will never change that. She will make me happy even if I’m not making her happy because she loves me and will do anything to see a smile on my face. She doesn’t like going to busy places like concerts or crowds etc, she loves dogs and practically develops bonds with them, she dislikes her dog because she’s ‘boring’ but she still loves her and sees her as a sister, because she’s grown up with her. She is sometimes so full of life and so happy that its literally contagious, her smile makes me smile and her laugh is honestly the best sound ever, I see my future every time I look deeply into her eyes and i realise that she is worth so much more than me yet she sticks around, once she loved me she has not once stopped, ever since that day 3 years ago. Sometimes she will act heartless but only because she wants me to show her that I care, sometimes she’ll cry and not tell me because she wants me to figure it out. She doesn’t like to be around many people, she doesn’t want to go to college because she hates the whole school vibe but I respect her for that because going straight for a apprenticeship takes guts, she doesn’t have many friends and although people think they know her, I can assure you they don’t, she will make you feel as though you know her but you really don’t, even I don’t know/understand her to the full extent, because she doesn’t really let anybody in unless she really wants to tell them something, she doesn’t really open up to anybody, she may talk a lot on the phone sometimes but in real life it is the complete opposite because she will become shy. She loves her dads car because of it’s blacked out windows so people can’t see her. I’d describe her as mysterious and as every single day which goes on I carry on learning more about her. She is the book I’ve opened and I will carry on reading her till I am finished reading her which will be never because she is an endless story. She loves it when I hype her up when she looks beautiful when I replay, screenshot and reply with endless emojis because her beauty takes away my breath. Sometimes she’ll have an attitude because she’s upset about something and she wants me to figure it out. But her attitude is nothing to fuck with at all because she can talkkkkk I assure you, she will fight her opinion onto you and she will make her point, but she won’t say a word in person, regardless of the arguments and regardless of the heartlessness she will love me entirely and will carry on doing so and I will never question that. Her heart is made of gold and she will always want what is best for me. I’d keep on going because this isn’t everything about her, if I could, but quite honestly I’d be going on for hours, I could never lie, me and her have made the most happiest and craziest memories together, and I could never doubt that. If forever does not last for me and her and you’re the next person who falls in love with her, take this all in and realise what you’re getting yourself into. Treat her well because she is honestly a queen, you’ll learn to love her, but let me assure you something, you will never love her half as much as I do. But for now and hopefully till forever, she is mine and I will carry on loving her till the day I die.
—  dedicated to my wife.
Kaneki’s Hope

I think the best page in this whole chapter was Kaneki having hope and wishing to go on living❤️

And yet Ishida-sensei presents his idea in the most breath taking way. Look at the contradict between what Kaneki faced and what he was thinking about.

He was scared of death after seeking it for a loong long time, he was scared to the point he even remembered the mother and her child at Yamori’s playroom.

And at the point where he thought he was only going to face death, his thoughts are interrupted, but by what exactly? by Touka walks in, and then he faces the reason he wished go on living for, he faced his life.

And what is the first thing he thought of when he saw her? “I love her”. Sure you do Kaneki, she gave you hope and meaning of living. She made you think truly about life and made you say “I want to live”.

Well, didn’t your best friend Hide told you this?

And to be honest, the first thing crossed my mind at this panel was Kaneki remebering Hide’s words, I felt like he was answering him.

Please Ishida-sensei, give this boy the happiness he desire. T_T

get to know me

i know i dont really talk to you guys but i want you to get to know me. so heres 100 questions you can ask me, just send a number or make up your own questions.

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

4: What do you think about most?

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

7: What’s your strangest talent?

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

13: What’s your religion?

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

17: What was the last lie you told?

18: Do you believe in karma?

19: What does your URL mean?

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

23: How do you vent your anger?

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

36: Define Art.

37: Do you believe in luck?

38: What’s the weather like right now?

39: What time is it?

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

41: What was the last book you read?

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

43: Do you have any nicknames?

44: What was the last film you saw?

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

50: Do you believe in magic?

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

52: What is your astrological sign?

53: Do you save money or spend it?

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

55: Love or lust?

56: In a relationship?

57: How many relationships have you had?

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

59: Where were you yesterday?

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

62: What’s your favourite animal?

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

64: Where is your best friend?

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

66: What is your heritage?

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

77: How can I win your heart?

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

80: What size shoes do you wear?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

82: What is your favourite word?

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

87: What is your current desktop picture?

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

98: Ever been on a plane?

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

So, the time has come where I have decided to share my hidden Nashcon 2016 Cockles photo op with everyone.

Why did I wait so long? Because I told myself, as a silent promise to Jensen and Misha, I was going to wait one year from the day, before I share it, even though Misha said to share it initially. Haha. Anyway, it’s been four months past the year mark, and I have decided to finally unveil the photo, I know it might garnish some stuff from haters, and I might be called “disrespectful”, however I ask everyone to read below first, on how my situation went down with receiving the photo, and then cast your opinions.

 So, I am waiting in the photo op line nervous as all hell haha, I keep the front of the book hidden the entire time, just patiently and nervously waiting. The book I held in my hands was “The Threesome Handbook”, by Vicki Vantoch (For those who don’t know who she is, she’s the amazing woman married to Misha!!). I’ve had the idea in my mind for nearly a year on how funny it would be to take a photo of the three of us reading it, I could imagine Jensen’s “what the hell position is that?!” Face, I can imagine Misha’s mischevious intrigued face, and then I would just be there looking like a dork, haha, either way, it was a year’s idea in the making. So the time has come and here i am shaking with my book…When it is my turn…I walk up to them…I immediately went to Jensen first because above anyone else, I wanted to get his Blessing for the photo, I didn’t want him to do it if he was not comfortable with it, and I was perfectly fine if he would have declined…So, I’m right in front of Jensen and I say “I completely understand if you don’t want to do this but, if not, it’s okay, but can we do something with this?” I showed him the book Misha’s wife wrote “The Threesome Handbook”, and he was like “With this?” He replied with like a shocked laugh as he pointed at the book, I laughed a bit in embarrassment…Then at this moment Misha comes over to the two of us, he sees the book and giggles as he grabs it, Misha being amused at the sight of the book, all I could do is look on in embarrassment and nervously laugh. At this point however, Jensen’s handler came up right away and was like “ Nope. No. No.” And she snatched the book out of Misha’s hand. So he was like “Oh Well” with a shrug kinda look then I was like “Oh well”, I knew at that point it was the risk of asking, so I didn’t mind. So I turned to Misha and Jensen and was like “Hugs then?” So we did a hug picture. The bliss and awesomeness of being between those two, still sends shivers down my spine. Forgive the capital letters but this was the exciting part…after the picture I THEN HUGGED THEM BOTH AND SAID THANK YOU, THEN THE HANDLER GAVE THE BOOK BACK TO ME. I WAS READY TO WALK AWAY WHEN MISHA GRABBED MY HAND, PULLED ME CLOSE TO HIM AND TOLD THE PHOTOGRAPHER TO TAKE ANOTHER. SO MISHA HUGGED ME WHILE WE HELD THE BOOK AND JENSEN GAVE HIS LIKE “WHAT?!” FACE. I WAS IN SHOCK!!!! SO ALL I HAD ENOUGH REACTION TIME FOR WAS TO MAKE A DORKY LOOKING “Idk, worth a shot” SUGGESTIVE FACE.


It happened so quick…I was not expecting it at all…After the picture all I could do was happily give Misha another hug, and just mutter “Thank you thank Misha”, I gave Jensen one more quick one and kinda high tailed it out of the room shaking.

Now…I was absolutely happy, and just speechless, I had two ops, the op I wanted to do, and I spent more time with them. The thing is though…After some time…I felt bad…because I wasn’t sure if Jensen was upset…or kinda just disappointed, because I felt maybe he didn’t want to do it and it was forced, as much as I appreciate it…To confirm, I decided to apologise to him when I got my autograph…The stressful part of it all, was the timing…See…I had to wait for the pictures to print, I wanted to grab it right away because I know sometimes people take photos of other people’s pictures, and I didn’t want this to get out by someone else’s hand. The thing is Jensen was then signing autographs in the same time…So, I was pacing back and forth from the picture table and the autograph hall to see how the lines were, just as it seemed like autographs were almost over, as they called my row many minutes before, the pictures were put out. LUCKILY I received my picture and I was able to make the line for Jensen, photo hidden. So again I nervously wait in line, when I got to him in line, he recognized me and said “Hey you” and smiled, and of course I was like “Hi” *giggles* and then I said “Jensen I’m really sorry about the book photo op”. He smiled and was like “ah, it’s no problem at all” And I said “Okay I just wanted to make sure you know I didn’t mean anything bad by it” and he said “Don’t worry about it, it’s perfectly fine”. I apologized to his handler also and she said “ Its okay honey, I’m not mad about it” and they both said you have a good night and pretty much don’t worry. So *SIGH OF RELIEF*

Got my autograph and his Blessing!! However me being me, I wanted security…So…To Make sure…When I got my Misha autograph, I walk up to Misha with items in hand to get signed.


Misha: “Oh hey it’s you, how are you?”


Me: “I’m good thank you, how are you?”


Misha: “I’m good, I’m good, are you having fun?


Me: “Yeah, it’s been really great”


*Misha begins to sign my items*


Me: *Nervously* “Can I ask you a question?”


Misha: “Of course go ahead”


Me: “Was Jensen upset with the photo with the book?”


Misha: *smiles, then giggles* “Oh no, he wasn’t upset at all. He would have gone through with it if a certain handler didn’t snatch it away from us”


Me: “Are you sure? I really don’t want him to be upset, I just didn’t think it’d be bad”


Misha: “No, don’t worry about it at all, he wasn’t upset” *Misha hands back items*


Me: “Okay, thank you Misha, thank you. You have a great night” *I say while gathering my stuff*


Misha: “You’re welcome. You too” *Misha smiles*


*I turn to walk away when Misha says to me*


Misha: “Don’t give it a second thought”


I respond by just smiling and saying a relieved “Okay”, and then I turn and head out to the hall.

So…This is that photo, from my amazing Nashcon 2016 time…I hope those viewing, find the humor in it as much as I do…If you’re gonna share it, please just attach this story with it, so people know, that yes while some might find it tasteless, it was done with a calculated understanding of the actor’s feelings behind taking the photo and not without asking their personal consent for it first, the events that unfolded from it, were not expected and were out of my hands, just as well I finally want to thank Misha and Jensen and just as well, Jared!! (Though they may not ever read this haha) for everything they’re do for the fans, it was a great time and is now a hell of a story I can add to my life of events. Everyone else…enjoy. :)


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In Defense of Kudos

Confession- Kudos make me HAPPY.

I keep every story comment and every Kudos email from Ao3.

That one click per reader is a good thing. I’m blessed that they come regularly, nearly every day.  It gives me a lift to see a new person leave kudos on more than one of my stories.  I ‘SQUEE’ and say, for instance, “Hey there, ClockWeasel.  Welcome! Thank you for all the love!  I wish I could hug you right now.”  :)  It tells me they liked one of my stories enough that they looked for more from me.  

It makes me want to finish WIPS and write more stories. 

So, yeah, comments and reblogs are AMAZING.  It’s a dream come true to read a thoughtful question or insight RE a story that I put thought and time and effort into. 

But, Kudos matter, too.

Thank you to every reader who has given me the gift of Kudos!