Damn I miss you so much. I miss everything. They say it will pass but I don’t feel like it. They say it’s just a broken heart but I’m paralyzed. I want you by my side, you knew it, you said you wouldn’t leave me, but you fucking did. You said you weren’t like the others, but you fucking were.
Losing people or growing apart from them is difficult. Break ups are simply terrible heart wrenching things, but ending things with a best friend? Nothing compares to that. Nothing can hurt worse than realizing who you are as a person doesn’t fit with your best friend any longer. All those years filled with memories and laughter and tears and promises of a friendship that will always last, suddenly seem so distant. There’s just this huge gaping hole in your past that no one can fix or fill. Yeah, that’s something you’ll always carry with you for the rest of your life. I’ve had my heart broken before, but nothing hurts like losing your best friend.