i want you back

I`m starting to think that maybe you were the love of my life, but I wasn`t yours. That`s what hurts the most.
—  I guess you were it for me
Losing people or growing apart from them is difficult. Break ups are simply terrible heart wrenching things, but ending things with a best friend? Nothing compares to that. Nothing can hurt worse than realizing who you are as a person doesn’t fit with your best friend any longer. All those years filled with memories and laughter and tears and promises of a friendship that will always last, suddenly seem so distant. There’s just this huge gaping hole in your past that no one can fix or fill. Yeah, that’s something you’ll always carry with you for the rest of your life. I’ve had my heart broken before, but nothing hurts like losing your best friend.
—  I wish I could have you back