Broken Heart. Part 3
Relationships: Bill Skarsgard x Reader
Summary: Your friend -Bill- is getting married. He wants your help. Are you gonna help him or are you gonna confess your feelings?
I know I said it would be the last part but I decided to continue the story for a
while with the messages I received from you. Thank all of you for your massive support.I know this part is a bit
I hope you like it.
English isn’t my native language.
I know I made mistakes. But my native language is very different than
English and the story is full of mistakes. Please understand.
Just Please warn me if I have made any grammar or spelling errors.Meanwhile, don’t hesitate to text and say your opinions. I take requests btw.With love.x
If you think LA is hot in August, you should definitely visit Phoenix. Y/N leaned on a beer standing on the table and hoped that the cold bottle would cool the palm of her hand. It hasn’t been much since she took it from the fridge, but the bottle was already warm. When she took a sip from a beer that had managed to stay a little cold, she leaned back on the sun bed and closed her eyes. She focused on the rhythm of the music playing in her ear buds and tried to sunbath. Although she was in Phoenix a few days, she had already tanned. When the water splashed on her, it made an effect of ice. She opened her eyes with frustration. When she found her brother in the pool grinning at her, she rolled her eyes.
"James, you can’t even behave well for two minutes.“ James smiled at the edge of the pool and rested his elbows against the marble floor. He took a big sip from his beer.
"The water is so beautiful, come on.” Y/N shook her head and leaned back. She was in a good mood. She tried to ignore him. If she knew that her visit would coincide with his brother’s visit, she would postpone her plans. She never told anyone what was wrong with her, all she wanted was to be with her loved ones. Her mother kept her mouth shut even she saw something was wrong. She knew her daughter well; she knew Y/N needed some time to bare her heart.
“Come on, Y/N; are you still afraid to swim?” She snorted. James was five years older than Y/N. After graduating from a medical college, he started to work in hospital in DC. He hit the top in his life by marrying childhood love. She wanted relationship like them. A couple who looked at each other with love…
“How quickly did you forget the days I beat you?” She walked to the poolside, sat on the cold floor and dipped her feet into the water. As she felt her body got cold, she mumbled.
“I would let you beat me.” Y/N moved her foot inside the water and splashed to his brother standing a few steps away from her.
“Liar, you just can’t give in.” James rolled his eyes to her sister and swam a lap in the pool. When she realized she got used to the cold water, she dived.
“If the pool was big enough, I would have offered to compete.” She smiled at him. She noticed the tattoo on his muscular shoulder.
“I still can’t believe you got a tattoo. Where is James (Y/L/N), who wants to stay away from everything that isn’t hygienic? "James stopped moving and glanced at his tattoo.
"Hey, I found a man and he did it. I think,it’s pretty good. "She thought the tattoo cute. It was very meaningful that he had tattooed his son’s birthday.
”Cannonball!“ She tried to escape when she saw her nephew running toward them. Harry jumped into the pool, laughing. She decided to focus on the good things that happened in her life and she was grateful for that moment.
When she came in front of the small café she used to hang out as a teenager, she took her sunglasses and went inside. She looked at the people to find her friend. When Zara shouted at her and waved, she directed her steps to the woman. She hugged her friend. She pulled back and checked the woman out. She never changed. She was still beautiful as the day they met.
"Oh my god, you haven’t changed at all. You’re still smoking hot. "Y/N smiled at her compliment.
"I would tell the same thing for you.” As Zara sat back in her chair, Y/N left her purse in an empty chair and sat. It was so nice to see a friend she couldn’t talk to for a long time. Zara had never left the city she lived in, and Y/N couldn’t visit often.
“I want to know everything that’s going on in your life. But first I’ll order you something cold. You aren’t used to this hot weather. "Y/N excitedly nodded. She lost the track of time when she caught up on Zara’s life. She could listen to the woman for hours, and her friend was very happy, unlike her own life.
"No, you did not.” Zara nodded at her, laughing.
“It really happened. You had to see how I left the house. I never thought a 35-year-old man was still living with his mother. "Y/N took a sip of lemonade while laughing. Zara stopped talking and looked at her friend carefully.
"Enough of my stupid memories we talked about. How are you? When was the last time we saw each other? "Zara kept her eyes closed trying to remember.
"I think it was Anna’s wedding, wasn’t it? You don’t look as happy as you used to. Tell me, what’s wrong? "Y/N glanced away and cleaned her throat.
”Nothing. Everything is fine. “Zara rolled her eyes to her.
"Oh my god; you still don’t know how to lie.”
“I can’t believe he left you there alone. Is he stupid or something? "She looked at her without saying anything. If she spoke another word, she would start crying. Her eyes are already burning.
"Why? Why didn’t you go after him? I would go after him and learn what to talk to that woman. "Y/N had asked this question to herself many times. Bill went after Alida and left the woman alone; everyone in the house waited quietly for her reaction. She just wanted to cry at that moment. She figured out how stupid she was hoping that everything would get better. A few minutes later, Valter reached out and hugged tightly. She still remembered his words, "Come on, I’m taking you home.”
“I guess I was afraid of what I could see. I don’t know, Zara. I didn’t want any of these happen. The day Bill brought along that woman and introduced me as his lover, I swore myself to keep my feelings. But God damn it was hard. It was so hard to see him with another woman. Then I said to myself that he is happy. I had to give up hoping of someday he would come to me. “Y/N noticed her voice and bit her lip.
"Then they started to fight. It was my mission to wake up at three o'clock every night and try to sober Bill up. He was telling me everything with his drunkenness. He explained why they had a fight, that Alida never understood him. I hated to tell him that everything will be okay. I was sick of cheering him up. He fell asleep on my couch, I woke up in the morning and I hated finding the couch empty. I hated it when he told me his problems and returned to his lover. "She didn’t look up at her friend for a moment while playing at the edge of the table.
"One day, I decided to tell him everything. I was going to get Bill to confront him, tell him all my feelings. Do you know what happened then? I called Bill to invite him to my house; he said to me … "A little hiccup was knotted in her throat.
"He said to me,” Hey Y/N, we’re getting married.“ I don’t remember feeling so stupid in my life. I fell in love with a man who would never want me. “Zara held her free hand on the table and held it firmly to give it confidence.
"Everything has begun to upset me. I could no longer keep a secret in me. I knew this. And I confessed, he told me that he loved me. He slept with me, laughed, danced, and spent free time for hours. And now he’s back to Alida. He played me like I am some kind of toy. He threw me at a corner like every child who was bored of playing same toy. "She clenched her teeth to not cry and finally looked at her friend who listened to her all.
"Do you think I’m a fucking loser?” Zara cleared her throat and tried to smile at her friend.
think you’re one of the bravest people I’ve ever seen in my life.” Y/N
shook her head and denied. She already knew she was the biggest coward. It was
too late to be afraid to get rejected. She always acted like an idiot because she
couldn’t stand to lose people in her life. She couldn’t get away from him even
if Bill broke her heart.
“Here I am now. I got a plane ticket that evening and I came here. I left everything behind me. My family is aware of everything but they don’t say anything. My mum expects me to tell. Still I can feel her anxious gaze. "She smiled bitterly. It felt good to tell someone how she felt. It felt like a weight lifted over her, and she needed time to heal her wound. The phone on the table buzzed and she looked at the screen.
"I’m sorry, I have to go. I promised Harry and Sara to go out to eat ice cream.
"Did you know that gorillas can catch human colds and other illness?” Y/N giggled as she watched Harry climb up to the chair. The little boy was telling everything that came to his mind.
“I didn’t know that. Wait, let me help you. "Harry stepped into his chair and shook his head.
"No, I can sit by myself, thank you aunty. Did you know that the deer have no gall bladders? "She liked to spend time with her nephew, yet Harry made her feel stupid with his all knowledge.
"Hey, do not bother your aunt with the fun facts. You may be enjoying watching documentaries with your father; it doesn’t mean everyone likes your fun facts. "Harry nodded at his mother and continued to eat his ice-cream.
"Sorry Y/N, sometimes I have to remember that I have a very intelligent son.” She shrugged her shoulders to mean “it’s okay.” She glanced at the television on the ice cream shop and began to watch the woman on the screen. The TV sounded off, but with the headlines, she could tell what she was talking about. She was shocked as she read the words on the screen.
“Are Bill Skarsgård and Alida Morberg expecting a baby?“