i want to travel now

5

doods done between finals: zelda edition

“Sometimes I’d start crying in class for no reason. Then when I got home from school, I’d just go straight to my room. I couldn’t even talk to my mom about it because I’d just start crying. People would tell me: ‘Just get up, exercise, and take a walk.’ But none of that helped. Things got so bad that even the school was watching me. I started bawling during a chemistry exam and I ended up in the school psychologist office. I remember thinking: ‘I don’t care if I ever see another chemistry exam again. Or my friends. Or my mom.’ And I started to get this feeling that I was definitely going to do it. I was going to lock myself in my room that night and take a bunch of pills. The only thing that stopped me was imagining my mom finding my body. That was three years ago. That time seems so far away now. I found a great therapist. I learned so much about myself. There’s so much that I want to do now. I want to travel. I want to get married. I want to have kids. There are so many poems that I haven’t written and songs I haven’t heard. So it’s terrifying for me to think that I came so close. My problems were small back then. They were teenage problems. But I came one step away from not being. And I had made the decision to take that step. I’m afraid that I can go back to that place again. And next time, my problems will probably not be so small.”

(Bogotá, Colombia)

TIME FOR STRESSING ABOUT MY FUTURE WHEN I SHOULD BE DOING WORK FOR THE PRESENT

The Thrawn Crisis Regency AU 

for @operaticspacestrash 

Welcome to Myrkr estate, Sir Luke…

After being set upon by Imperial agents and left in the woods to die, Luke Skywalker, the secret son of late and unlamented Lord Vader, is rescued by Captain Karrde, a notorious smuggler, and the mysterious Miss Mara Jade. He soon discovers that Miss Jade was once the ward of the former Emperor, and that she desires nothing more than to see him dead. Meanwhile, Admiral Thrawn’s fleet gathers off the coast and no one knows which way the tide of war will turn…

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Results from the last couple streaming sessions and some more practice. I’m really rusty lolllll need to stop playing so much games and start drawing again

Started with me just wanting to draw Deadlock McCree, then the rest turned into a dumb sequential thing of Present!Hanzo meeting Past!McCree. Idk, up to you if you want to imagine it as a de-age or time travel trope, I just wanted to draw dumb faces :’)

UPDATE: Now with a sort of sequel HERE

Space Travellers
Miyano Mamoru
Space Travellers

English & Romaji lyrics
Lyrics originally in English are in italics. Feel free to let me know if you see any errors. ^^

English

Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space?
Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space?
Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space?
To the Moon
To the Mars
Wherever you wanna go

Into the sky
It’s a starry night
Take flight to the light
Let’s go with zero gravity

We’ll break through the atmosphere until we see space
I’ll take you at the speed of sound, take you away
Your heart will tremble
But this voice will guide you, to the space

See, the earth looks round, crossing paths with a shooting star
As I overlook the milky way
Here I come, here I come, yeah

If you close your eyes, you can go anywhere
Let us go, sing it now (oh, oh, oh)
With just embarking, you’ve already taken flight
Sing it now (oh, oh, oh)

Destination unknown, preparations are complete
Futuristic, we can’t wait to get absorbed in it, fire it up
We’re leaving the ground

We’re travellin’ the space, with our synced heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, I’ll take us there
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, with our rising heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, you can hold my hand
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy

Once we’ve circled the moon
Shall we be leaving, my girl?
Because we can always come back again
That kind of imagination can lead us back to the space

See, the earth looks blue, passing a shooting star
While we overlooked the night sky
Here we come, here we come, yeah

If you close your eyes, you can even create that place
Sing it now (oh, oh, oh)
In that moment, leap up and shout!
Let it out, sing it now (oh, oh, oh)

Destination unknown, preparations are complete
Futuristic, we can’t wait to get absorbed in it, fire it up
We’re leaving the ground

We’re travellin’ the space, with our synced heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, I’ll take us there
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, with our rising heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, you can hold my hand
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy

Into the sky
It’s
a starry night
Take flight to the light
Let’s go with zero gravity

We’re travellin’ the space, with our synced heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, I’ll take us there
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, with our rising heartbeats
Travellin’ the space, you can hold my hand
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy

Romaji

Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space
Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space
Come with me, come with me
Do you wanna go to outer space
To the Moon
To the Mars
Wherever you wanna go

Into the sky
It’s starry night
Tobitatsu to the light
Mujuuryoku de ikou

Taikiken toppa uchuu made
Onsoku de tsureteiku take you away
Kimi no mune no oku furuwaseru
Kono koe ga michibikunda to the space

Hora chikyuu ga maruku mieru
Nagareboshi to sure chigau
Amanogawa wo mioroshite
Here I come, here I come, yeah

Me wo tojireba doko e demo ikeru
Let us go, sing it now
Oh, oh, oh
Kimi wo norikomu dake de mou tobitateru sa
Sing it now
Oh, oh, oh

Destination uknown, junbi wa zenbu kanryou
Futuristic, mou yamitsuki machi kirezu ni fire up
Leaving the ground

Travellin’ the space, kasaneru kodou
Travellin’ the space, tsuredashite ageru yo
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, takanaru kodou
Travellin’ the space, kono te wo nigireba ii
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy

Tsuki no mukou gawa mawattara
Sorosoro kaerou ka, my girl
Mata itsu datte koreru kara
Sono imagination michibiku to the space

Hora chikyuu ga aoku mieru nagareboshi oikoshite
Yoru no sora wo mioroshita
Here we come, here we come, yeah

Me wo tojireba tsukuridaseru sono basho made
Sing it now
Oh, oh, oh
Kono shunkan ni tabidateru sakebe
Let it out, sing it now
Oh, oh, oh

Destination uknown, junbi wa zenbu kanryou
Futuristic, mou yamitsuki machi kirezu ni fire up
Leaving the ground

Travellin’ the space, kasaneru kodou
Travellin’ the space, tsuredashite ageru yo
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, takanaru kodou
Travellin’ the space, kono te wo nigireba ii
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy

Into the sky
It’s starry night
Tobitatsu to the light
Mujuuryoku de ikou

Travellin’ the space, kasaneru kodou
Travellin’ the space, tsuredashite ageru yo
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy
Travellin’ the space, takanaru kodou
Travellin’ the space, kono te wo nigireba ii
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up like crazy


it’s here

IT’S HERE

IT’S HERE

*screaming*

A huge thank you to @fy-good-earp-cleavage for getting this signed by Alycia and posting it back across the world to me.  I will buy you many a drink in Vegas next year <3

I lack motivation

So it’s been two weeks since I’m back to college and I have zero motivation to study and do homework. I enjoy going to class but once I’m back home I just want to chill or do other stuff. I know that I have to study but I just can’t.

The last three months I’ve been working so whenever I got home I could do everything I wanted. After three months, the habit is still here and I find it very difficult to put myself again in study mode.

I don’t know what to do to motivate myself since all the usual tips and tricks haven’t worked yet.

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A Kris A Day, Keeps Me Sane [bonus anime sketches]

will be continuing day 5 when I get back

On Thin Ice *Part 2*

Originally posted by stallingdemons

Gif isn’t mine

IM SCREAMING !!!! You guys totally loved the first part of On Thin Ice, and, as I promised, here is part 2 on Valentine’s day! Hope you guys like this one as much as the first part :)

Summary: After running from the ice rink, Newt comes after you to see why you left in tears.

Warnings: A little bit of angst in the beginning, mentions of blood.

Author: @xfandomqueenblrx (me)

DO NOT post this on other sites and claim it as your work.

Reblogs are fine

For anyone who hasn’t read the first part, here’s part 1

Enjoy !!! 

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It was frigid outside. You were running against the wind, tears streaming down your face. This just wasn’t your night at all. You really thought you could just let go of your feelings for Newt for one night and have some fun, but it seemed that luck wasn’t on your side tonight.

You continued running until you reached the front of the Goldstein’s apartment complex. You yanked open the doors and ran up the steps towards their apartment, your elbows stinging on the way. Once you were there, you rushed to the bathroom, searching for the first aid kit. You opened the cabinet and came face to face with a little box that read ‘First aid kit’. Pulling it out, you set it down and opened it, grabbing bandages and alcohol pads to clean your elbows. God, this was gonna hurt.

Unbeknownst to you, Newt was already on his way to the apartment. He noticed you leave last second and stopped skating with Tina to ask Queenie and Jacob why you had left so quickly. They both explained that you had fallen onto your elbows and that you were hurt. Once Newt heard this, he immediately took off his skates and put on his shoes so he could go and see if you were ok. He couldn’t bear to think of how badly you might be hurting now. 

Meanwhile, back in the bathroom, you had just washed your hands to get rid of the dry blood. You dried your hands and picked up one of the alcohol pad packets. This was going to sting… A lot. There is a way you could heal them with magic, but you couldn’t remember how to, so this was the only way to go. Opening the packet, you pulled out the pad and slowly applied it to your elbow. You gave a loud hiss when you felt a terrible stinging sensation. Tears started to spring in your eyes again. Had you really fallen that hard?

All of a sudden, the sound of a door banging open and footsteps could be heard in the room. You jumped and tried to close the bathroom door, but it was too late. Newt was already in front of the bathroom, pushing the door open and looking at the scene in front of him. 

He stood there for a second, staring at your disheveled state.“Merlin’s beard Y/n, have you been crying?” Newt looked at your puffy eyes. You lowered your head so he wouldn’t be able to see your face. His gaze then traveled to your scraped elbows.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?” He came closer to you to inspect the damage. You immediately shrunk back and tried to hide your arms away from him, hissing once again when you accidentally rubbed the alcohol pad against the torn skin.

“Wait here, I have something in my case that will help to heal you up.” He slowly took the alcohol pad away from you and packed up the first aid kit. Once he had the kit back in the cabinet, he ran out of the bathroom and into his case. 

Newt came back a little bit later with a jar that had a strange green paste in it. You sat on the toilet and looked down, still avoiding his gaze.

He lifted your chin and examined your face. Your lips were trembling and your eyes were still red and puffy from before. Newt set down the jar and took off his coat, wrapping it around you.

“Newt, no, you don’t have to-”

“No, I insist. You must have been freezing, running away so fast. Now, let’s take a look at your arms.” He took your hand and slowly stretched out your arm. You grit your teeth and clenched your fist. Realizing that you were hurting, he started to rub small circles with his thumb onto the back of your hand. 

Newt took the jar from the counter and opened it up, taking some of the paste onto his hand. He then continued to take your arm and rub the strange green paste onto your elbow. There was a little tingling sensation that soon went away, leaving a cool bliss in it’s wake.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?” Newt asked. You were really hoping he wouldn’t ask this question again, but now it seems like you’ll have to answer him.

“I didn’t want to ruin your fun. You seemed to be having a really good time with Tina.” You glanced up at Newt to see what his reaction would be.

His eyes were narrowed in confusion. “Y/n, you wouldn’t have ruined anything for me. You were hurt, and I should’ve been there to walk you back.” Newt took your other arm and stretched it out. He then started to rub some more of that green paste onto your elbow.

“Well, I would’ve messed up a special moment for you and Tina. I wouldn’t want to get in the way of what you guys have.” Newt stopped rubbing to look at you. You’re eyes were downcast again.

“What we have? Do you think… Do you think I fancy her?”

You didn’t respond to that. Instead, you hung your head even lower, your hair covering your face.

“I don’t… I only see Tina as a friend. Besides, how could I have feelings for her when I have the most beautiful girl right in front of me?”

Your head shot up when he said this. Newt was looking at you with such intensity you could almost melt on the spot.

“I… What? Are you talking about me?” You asked.

“There’s no one else in front of me, darling.” 

You smiled. You felt your heart explode with happiness and you couldn’t help but giggle from all of the emotions brewing inside of you now. Newt smiled back at you and gently kissed your forehead. 

“So, you really like me?”

“Yes, in fact, I’ve fancied you for a while now, but you haven’t noticed.” A slight blush crept up Newt’s cheeks. You couldn’t help but giggle once more. 

“Well, I’m sure I fancy you too Mr. Scamander.” You leaned forward and kissed his cheek. He smiled and pecked your nose.

Newt stood up and rinsed off his hands in the sink. He then looked back at you and extended his hand.

“Come, I have a present for you.”

You put your hand into Newt’s and he pulled you up from your seat. He led you out of the bathroom and into the guest room the both of you had been sleeping in.

He let go of your hand and walked over to his bed. Stooping down, he looked under the bed and grabbed something. He stood back up and walked over to you, hands behind his back.

Once he was in front of you, he took his hands from behind his back and showed you what he was hiding. In his hands was a small brown box with a silver bow loosely wrapped around it.

“I didn’t really know how to wrap the bow around the gift the proper way, so it looks a little lazy.”

You chuckled. “It’s ok, I like it.” Gently, you took the gift from Newt, surprised at how light it was. 

You untied the bow from the gift and opened the box. There, in the box, was a ticket for a boat trip to Spain.

“I know we finished writing the book together, but I want to travel with you more. And now that we know of each other’s feelings… Will you be mine Y/n?”

You laughed and wrapped your arms around Newt’s neck, bringing him in for a hug. He put his hands on the small of your back and hugged you back.

“I’d love to travel with you once again, Newt. And I’d also love to be all yours, If you agree to be mine.”

Newt broke away from the hug, his hands still on your shoulders. He then pulled you in for a sweet and gentle kiss. 

Pulling away, he looked at you and smiled. 

“Of course, darling.”

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This is short but so sweet and honestly I could not be happier with the outcome of this story 

Please leave feedback and let me know what y’all think

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anonymous asked:

Can you please do a blurb with Niall and his gf or girl he is seeing the morning after they were out and it's the first time anyone has found about them? (Kinda like Niall & Celine) and she's upset and how he reacts! Thank you xx

Slut.

Whore.

She’s not good enough for him.

What’s he see in her?  She’s not even that pretty.

I heard she’s a real bitch.  

She keeps trying to make them happen.  When will she accept that they aren’t going to happen?

Look at Niall’s face, he clearly doesn’t wanna be there.

Pfffft.  Don’t worry y’all.  This is clearly a PR stunt.  Niall’s new CD is coming out.  She’s nothing.

Thank God.  I never imagined Niall would choose someone like her.

Gross.

I wish I’d never looked at Instagram this morning.  I don’t know what on earth possessed my sister to post a picture of Niall and I kissing on her Instagram last night.  It was her engagement party, why she wanted the spotlight on anyone else but her was beyond me.  But there it was in screaming color.  Niall and I holding onto each other, almost fused to each other while we shared a quick, private kiss on the dance floor.  

The picture was nice actually.  An intimate moment I probably would have put in a frame and kept by my bed for those nights when he was gone.  But now?  I wanted that picture to disappear.  

Word travels fast.  And in the One Direction fandom, it travels at twice the speed of light.  My sister posted the picture seven hours ago and there were already 3,281 comments on it.  I didn’t realize people could even type that fast.  Some of these girls wrote entire dissertations on why it is I was completely wrong for the boy I’d been dating for the past seven months.  

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