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'He Knows He's Going to Regret This'

Hello my wonderful Reylo fam! In honor of the one-year anniversary of posting the first chapter of ‘He Knows He Needs to Stop’, I wrote a little one-shot from that verse, 'He Knows He’s Going to Regret This’.

Summary:

Poe and Finn drag Ben out for his bachelor party. Ben is about as enthusiastic as you’d expect.

“No way, uh uh,” Ben says as he takes in all the bare skin undulating around him.

“Come on! It’s your last night as a free man! Don’t tell me Rey cares about you just looking,” Poe says with rolled eyes.

This year has been life-changing. I found out who I want to be when I grow up. Turns out I love writing like I’ve only ever loved Mr. Downing. It gives me joy and fulfillment like nothing else I’ve ever tried to do.

You have all been fantastically supportive. I have received so much encouragement and endless kindness. I am humbled and I am in awe.

Thank you all for an amazing first year, may there be many more!

I want a Harley movie. But not one where she is all overcoming her hardships over the Joker. I don’t want a healing movie where she is getting out of a bad relationship.

No.

I want a sexy dark film about how she fell for a mad man. I want to see the Joker move and twist her. I want the audience to fall in love with them. Ship them so hard they feel dirty. 

And I don’t want the writers to tell me they are in love or that he is abusive. I want to see it.  I want it to be slow at first. Simple things like small degrading phrases that turn into punches in the face followed by kisses of “I love you.” 

Then I want the final act to be the Joker shoving Harley out a window. I want him to tell her she is a piece of shit and make her feel like dirt. I want the audience to gasp in horror as her broken body lays in the street looking up asking “what did I do wrong?”

I want the last scene of the movie been Harley locked up in prison. Borken and bruised. Promising with her jagged breath that she will never go back. That he doesn’t really love her. That she is better than what she is going through.

Then she turns to see a small rose with the words “My Harley Quinn.” 

And before it cuts to black we see her smile whispering “My Puddin” 

Because abusive relationships aren't just some loser who doesn’t text you back. It’s not just you falling out of an airplane and him leaving you.

No, it’s making someone so in love with you that you don’t think you can live without them. You are so dependent on them that you don’t think there is a life without them. They twist you until you don’t know what way is up and you justify every hit and unkind word.

I don’t just want a Harley movie to tell an audience what it is like to be in an abusive relationship. 

I want them to feel it. 

‘I? What am I?’ roared the President, and he rose slowly to an incredible height, like some enormous wave about to arch above them and break. 'You want to know what I am, do you? Bull, you are a man of science. Grub in the roots of those trees and find out the truth about them. Syme, you are a poet. Stare at those morning clouds. But I tell you this, that you will have found out the truth of the last tree and the topmost cloud before the truth about me. You will understand the sea, and I shall be still a riddle; you shall know what the stars are, and not know what I am. Since the beginning of the world all men have hunted me like a wolf - kings and sages, and poets and lawgivers, all the churches, and all the philosophers. But I have never been caught yet, and the skies will fall in the time I turn to bay. I have given them a good run for their money, and I will now.’
—  The Man Who Was Thursday, GK Chesterton

anonymous asked:

(Tobi) I'm a dumbass for trying to get back with my ex.He even said let's start things slow and I got my hopes up.Once I came out as transgender to him.He didn't want anything to do with me because I'm a male and he's a straight man.Now he's texting me that he's talking with girls and I'm feelings are hurt. 😢

Block + delete his number to start with. The first step to moving on is cutting that chord! He doesn’t want you? His loss. You need to respect yourself Tobi because you are important and worthy and a better, more fulfilling relationship will come. He’s also kind of being a dick about saying he’s texting other girls and that’s just a BS move. I think you just have to tell him “I need to move on and talking to you prevents that”.

anonymous asked:

I keep going from completely loving to hating my therapist and it sucks. He's so great, I love him so much. I don't want to hate him. But I can't tell him this fully, cause I can't say I hate/love him. That'd be weird and scare him. Man I hate having attachment issues. He always tells me he's proud of me, appreciates me sharing difficult things with him, likes talking to me, etc. He makes me feel safe. At the same time, I feel the complete opposite though. Has anyone had this experience before?

Hi there, you are certainly not alone! I don’t want to invalidate your experience of course, but I think this is fairly common amongst people in therapy. First of all, there’s a weird power balance - in which you know almost nothing about your therapist, yet they know the very intimate details of your life - and sessions are heavily comprised of vulnerable, uncomfortable moments. That’s not to say therapy is always draining; sometimes (hopefully often) there’s laughter and the wonderful feeling of relief that comes with finally getting something off your chest! Either way, it’s natural to feel intense emotions towards T  - and for them to vacillate between positive and negative.

Anyone else have thoughts?

anonymous asked:

Noblesse x M!Reader fluff

You cuddle her in arms, noting how soft her skin is when your fingers brushes by her cheeks. She doesn’t complain about it at all and you are glad about that. Ciel tries to oppose the cuddle session and Lu turns him down, telling him that she wants to spend time with her one and only man.

“Lu…Did you really have to tell him that?” You asked during the silence, feeling embarrassed. “Ciel looks as if he wants to kill me later on!”

Lu shrugs. “It doesn’t matter. I can always reprimand him.”

You laugh nervously. “Mayyyybbbeeee….You don’t let him go on dates with other people?”

“Yes and no.”

“What about me…?”

“You’re the only exception.~”

You swallow in nervousness, but you cradle Lu closer to your chest. “You’re cute….Just the way I like it.”

Lu giggles, her long pigtails getting in your face. “I know I am~.”

10

“I wish you’d never retire.” This actually made it for me, because that phrase alone just sums up how much this man loves Yuuri. We’ve all been talking about Victor’s future plans, what he might want to do after the Grand Prix is over, will he return to the world of skating? Is he planning on retiring? But the thing is Victor knows his time is up, HE KNOWS IT MAY BE TIME FOR HIM TO LET GO OF THIS WORLD, so he is not worried about himself. ALL THIS TIME, he has been thinking about Yuuri alone, AND THIS HERE, it’s him telling the boy, “I love watching you skate, and I wish you’d never stop doing it, I wish you’d never had to retire.” And the beautiful thing is that Victor’s seen from first seat what kind of skater Yuuri is, what he is capable of, he just wants the boy he loves to keep on doing what they both adore, skating. Even if they know it’s “almost time”, either if Yuuri continues skating for a few more years, we know their time in a competitive rink is comming to an end, but the difference is that now they know they’ll face that together. Yuuri asking Victor to be his coach until he retires, is just like saying, “please stand by me, until this journey ends”, and after it’s all over they’ll have each other, they will have another story to write, and they’ll remain together no matter what comes their way.

During SFcon, Jensen had about four different security guards assigned to him, and Jared had about the same. One of the attendees asked me why they had so many, and I couldn’t really give him an answer. Later on however, I overheard one security guard telling the man that there have been so many incidents of fans grabbing and groping Jensen that he was about to quit doing conventions altogether. 

I just think it’s so sad that some fans can’t control themselves around him– he’s still a person. I would want protection nearby too if rabid people constantly felt it’s their right to grab me however they want. 

So, this is just a reminder that if you do really care about Jensen and Jared and Misha,  and you want to have the chance to see them up close and hug them and take photos that you can look back on with a smile … then you need to be respectful of them and their personal space. If you’re not, you could ruin these experiences for everyone. And not only that, you could ruin the trust that these wonderful men have in us, and ruin the idea of “family” that this community prides itself on. 

Just, please keep that in mind. 

Are you scared? Are you pissed? Take that second one and hold it close because it’s gonna be a long four years. If you don’t remember Bush, well, this is worse. A lot worse. And shit is going to get dark. I’ve seen a lot of posts going around about donating and volunteering for various organizations. Do that! But that’s not the only thing you, as an American, need to do.

The Democrats have not disappeared. The republican majority in the Senate is small. And the republicans have just given us a playbook of exactly how to stall from the opposition.

Write your senators and representatives. Tell them that you want them to play dirty.

Tell your senators that you want them to be obstructionist and filibuster every bill that would take away hard earned rights.

Tell them to filibuster any repeal of Obamacare.

That man they elected is a thin-skinned bully who has no idea how the system works. Do you think he understands that there’s no such thing as a line item veto?

Make sure that Democratic senators and representatives attach poison pill amendments that will cause him embarrassment.

Attach riders compelling him to release his taxes.

Attach riders declaring the Michael Bloomberg is richer than him.

Attach riders saying that his hands are smaller than the national average.

And then tweet at him to make sure that he and the entire world knows. Make sure he understands that every bill he attempts to pass contains a minor blow to his ego.

And then, you fucking vote in 2018. Get the Senate back. Get the House back. And in 2020 you vote for whatever incredibly cautious, incredibly moderate, incredibly white man that the Democrats put forward.

This sucks. Build up the armor again if you lost it or never had it in the first place. You don’t need to pretend you’re okay. And remember that Hillary Clinton won the popular vote. It’s the only thing that might help a bit in the years to come.

00Q - london spy / skyfall

« And while he did everything he possibly could to signal to the world that he wanted to be left alone… more than anything, he hoped that someone passing would understand that what he really wanted was the exact opposite. And that this someone would sit next to him… and strike up a conversation. »

Called Out (Part 8)

Summary: Bucky has been crushing on you for a while now, but he refuses to say anything. That is, until he butt-dials you and leaves a voicemail that records a very compromising conversation.

Word Count: 611

Warnings: None.

“Called Out” Masterlist

A/N: Surprise! I have the night off and I’ve taken a nap, so writing was on my mind. Hope you all like.


Originally posted by stuckwithbuck


Clint whistled as Sam and Tony shook their heads. Meanwhile, Steve had a victorious smile on his face. All their gazes were intensely focus on the giant screen in front of them, where drama was just about to unfold as the elevator doors opened and Diego and Laurie tore apart in surprise.

“The both of them will kick your ass. I promise you that, Rogers,” said Tony.

“But at least they’re seeing what I’ve been wanting to tell them this whole time!” protested Steve.

“You just had to take it one step further, man,” said Sam. “And meddle. You always meddle.”

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BTS Reaction ~ When You’re Afraid To Have Your First Time With Them

Request: Hiiiii! :33 I wanted to request a Bts reaction, when you are affraid to have your first time with them? Thank you~~ ❤❤


Hoseok:

He would be understanding that you were nervous and afraid since it was your first time so he’d straight up tell you that you didn’t have to do anything sexual until you were ready. (he’s such a sweetie, his smile man ugh.)

Originally posted by bwipsul

Suga:

Yoongi would be cock blocked but litro would understand where you’re coming from, instead of being fussy about you being afraid and uncomfortable about losing your V card he’d happily just be lazy with you instead.

Originally posted by bwiyowo

Jimin:

Would litro mollycoddle you because he thought he made you really uncomfortable and took it too far, he’d apologize if he scared you or thought you needed to do anything and promise that he wouldn’t take advantage of you.  

Originally posted by chimcheroo

Jin:

Will be a cutie and just mother you bc he lowkey thinks he scared and almost rushed you into something that you possibly didn’t want and he’s kinda just feeling bad like ‘shit’

Originally posted by bwipsul

Taehyung:

TaeTae will stop when you do, noticing the kinda hesitation on your face. He can read you and your emotions like a book so he’ll ask if it’s okay to cuddle you bc he don’t wanna make you anymore uncomfortable than you already are.

Originally posted by hellosarang

Rap Monster: 

Namjoon would kinda nearly take it too far where it was on the verge of sex but not quite and would then realize how shook you were so he would stop immediately and curse at himself for not asking you if you were ready so he would treat you like a little glass flower all day. Poor child.

Originally posted by raphohoho

Jungkook:

He’s too nervous around girls, don’t worry you’re safe (((:

Originally posted by bwipsul

Hoped u liked tho
~ Admin Kai

I just want to tell something to most everyone who felt the need to explain how Liam for ME:A is going to be okay, because you believe.

Straights and/or Whites/Non-Blacks (and/or Men for Sera) saying that Sera and Jacob were written perfect have literally no effect on how I feel about how badly they were written.

Like I’m sorry if it sounds mean, but it is a fucking reality that SHOCK, SURPRISE the straight, white, and/or men liked the marginalized characters a Straight White Man wrote.

Marginalized people are oversensitive to these things, not because we’re petty. But again SHOCK, SURPRISE we are raised in a world where we are constantly pelted with backhanded comments, micro-aggression, and unknowing/unconscious “polite” bigots.

Racism, Homophobia/Lesbophobia, and Misogyny can be subtle, it can be subtext, and it can still fuck you up. It can still be internalized, it can still keep all those bigoted mindsets alive. It can confirm stereotypes, it can validate a bigot without meaning to, it can instill unconscious bias (because humans are fucking weak mentally).

So yeah, good on you for having faith. But I don’t have to have shit. I’m CONCERNED, as a Black Person. I AM CONCERNED.

As someone who has followed Bioware for a while loyally and seen Liam’s writer fail to write sympathetic marginalized character, without some “quirk” and insult on their character. I AM CONCERNED.

As someone who has seen Branka’s and Hespith’s “tragic lesbian love story” written by HIM. As someone who has seen Marjolaine’s and Leliana’s “tragic lesbian love story” written by HIM. As someone who has seen Jacob “Black Stereotype” Taylor written by HIM. Aveline “That Slattern” Vallen written by HIM, and Sera “Crazy, Internalized Racist Lesbian” written by HIM. I AM CONCERNED.

You telling me it’ll be okay, isn’t going to make me suddenly believe a man who still being lauded for his work despite the above, is going to drastically change his writing style after 16 consecutive years of poor creative decisions.

One other thing

Thorough the week mostly everyone speculated that it will be Victor who gives the ring

But it’s actually Yuuri

It’s Yuuri who gives him the ring

This might be a small thing, but I think this have such a BIG meaning. Yuuri is no longer that crying man inside the stall. He’s no longer a man who has a massive inferior complex. He’s already able to step up and tell the world what he wants.

This man is a lot of things and I love everything about him

Did anyone else notice this?

I was re-watching the setlock video of Moriarty getting off the helicopter and when I slowed it down to see it in detail, I recognised Loo/Molly standing on the rocks near Jim/Moriarty:

I’m almost sure it’s her because she was wearing black trousers, a burgundy backpack, a slightly short jacket and the pink-ish shawl on her head:

And, in the second 0:20 of the video, you can see the man in black in front of her (who looks like Mark, btw) doing some signs with his hands and Loo lifting her right leg as if she was rehearsing a (kick?):

I don’t know if I’m too obsessed about S4 and I’m going mental with everything! But I wanted to share what I observed with you all. 

Tell me what you think! 

soulmate first words au prompt

ok but like keith having ‘you kids get off my lawn’ written on his wrist and panicking for most of his life because he thought his soulmate was gonna be a grisly old man

keith hearing the tail end of lance telling a story with keith’s words being the first thing he hears and him just yelling ‘oh my god thank fuck you’re not an old man’

lance being the only kid in his town with cussing in his soulmark and getting teased mercilessly by his older siblings about it

lance hearing those words being shouted by this jerk right in front of him and just freaking the fuck out