i want to squish you forever

how terrifying, to be aging and girl. at 18 i was told by men that i was “the perfect age,” and i still thought it was a compliment. is it because at 20 i figured out how sharp those words were. i felt old at 21, felt like if grey hairs came and my spine cracked i was done for. how scary. i am reminded constantly by “realistic” ideas in fantasy novels that i should have five kids.

my life feels short. like it is squeezed into my twenties. like at 30 i become ghost, just another mother or hard worker or both, just another background character. like if i am not settled and making a difference by 27 i should just give up already. is this something men feel? like a clock is painted on their back, one hand warning: your beauty is something you are valued for and it is something you cannot get back.

and why was i only beautiful, i wonder, at 18 on a riverbank. i’m told often my childish face is a blessing. that i shouldn’t want to look older. one told me i was a trap falling: “you look young but you’re not” he said to me, “it kind of led me on”. am i not young? 

maybe i am wrong. maybe it’s just how we all feel, getting old, like time is slipping from us. maybe men do worry that they will be alone forever if they don’t settle by thirty, maybe it’s even because they think they’ll turn ugly. maybe we all squish our lives into that incredibly young decade. what do i know. i’m still learning.

Thing's my players roll for

(honestly don’t remeber what anyone was playing (It was also a really oddly home-brewed game.) but it went something like this)

Player A: I… Pull an umbrella out of no where.

DM: Okay… lets roll.  

(20) With in this home-brew a 20 was the instant ability to forever be able to do said acton.

Player A: Wait! WAIT! So i can pull umbrella’s out, when ever the hell i want?

DM: *face palming* I-I guess? I mean. Yeah? 


(We enter a cave, dead end except a small hole within the back.)


DM: Are you sure…

Player B: YUS!


DM: You get part way before you are stuck at the hips

Player B: My ass is just to much… I'ma keep trying.

DM: Suit your self.


Player B: YUS! Forever i shall get threw all small spaces!!

DM: Okay, I think I need to sit back and rethink how i want this to work.

(I was player B. My DM had to rethink how they wanted this all to work out, we didn’t get far after that.)

BTS Reaction to Their Girlfriend’s Touchy Habit

(A/N): To be honest, if I was in a relationship, I’d probably do this all the time x’D. Especially if it was them. Touching Jiminnies abs though. 🌚 Thank you so much for requesting, anon! <33

Kim Seokjin-

He had been standing in the dorms, talking to Jungkook when he felt small hands travel up the hem of his shirt and run up his back. I think Jin would take this habit of yours as just another way you show him you love him, which is exactly what it was. He wouldn’t mind as much as some of the other members, depending on where you two were. He didn’t mind it most places, unless the two of you were in public. If you two were in public he’d probably hold your hands when you went to habitually slid them under his shirt. 

*Kissed the knuckles of your hands softly* “ Not right now, jagiya. There are a lot of other people around~. “

Originally posted by bwiseoks

Min Yoongi-

I really don’t see this boy being a big fan of your habit. I don’t think he’d really understand why you had to put your hands under his shirt or sleeve to touch him. What was wrong with just touching him directly? Though, I feel like if he really loves you, he’d put up with it. He’d sigh or give you a face every time he’d feel your cold touch against his milky skin, but he’d do nothing about it and be quick to brush it off and go back to what ever he was doing at the current time.

*Looks at you, giving you a weird face* “ I don’t understand you, babe. “

Originally posted by jeonbase

Jung Hoseok- 

Hobi would love it. It would make him feel so warm and loved. Not to mention the fact that he would find it absolutely adorable. When he felt you hands slide against his skin directly he’d turn to you and grin, brightly. “ You’re so cute, angel!~ “ he’d chirp often, following it with a sweet, caring peck on the lips. It’d be like your way of hugging or holding hands in public, something special you did to him to show your love and he adored it.

*You slid your hand under his sleeve when he was holding you, gently rubbing the skin. * “ Why are you so cute, (y/n)?!~ “ *He would kiss your cheek*

Originally posted by nycbtslover

Kim Namjoon-

If I were you, I’d find away to retain your habit when it came to this boy. When ever your hands would slick up under his shirt, he would immediately take it as a sexual suggestion. Who could blame him? His adorable baby was touching his skin directly in such a loving way. If you were at home or alone, this would probably end up in a heated make out session and sex. But, if you were in public, he would probably clear his throat in some way of warning you what you were doing to him.

*You two had been cuddling all day, watching movies and eating snacks. That was until your hand ran up his stomach, underneath his baggy sweater. He’d look at you and grin.* “ Do you really want to start this right now, baby girl? “

Originally posted by namjoonsgurl

Park Jimin-

Shy shy shy. Every time you push you hand against his skin, underneath his clothing would leave this cutie a blushing mess. When you first did it, he might pull away and look at you, in shock, but as he realized it was more of a habit for you, I think he would like it. He would become embarrassed, but would smile, feeling your love in the simple gesture. 

*You hug him from behind, running your hands up over his toned stomach. He would blush and giggle a little.* “ Ah, you scared me jagi. “

Originally posted by yoonmin

Kim Taehyung-

This little squish would LOVE it. I feel like he’d have a very similar habit. His would be a little less often and bold since he wouldn’t want people to see your skin or think he was pervert, but I feel like he’d be the type to run his hand up your shirt and rub your back when the two of you are cuddling, or to lift your shirt up a little and wrap his arms around the exposed skin. Touching you and your skin, I feel, would be a relaxing thing to him, a promise to stay each other’s forever.

*You were talking to a friend you hadn’t seen in a while when you felt your shirt lift up a little and warm arms wrap around your waist, overlapping the skin. You’d stop talking and look up at him.* “ Don’t mind me, baby. Just keep talking. “ *He nuzzled into your hair as you continued the conversation.*

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Jeon Jungshook Jungkook-

I think that this not so innocent bun would be another person to not really like your habit. I feel that if you tried to put your hand up his shirt he would jump and look at you in shock. “ What are you doing jagiya?” he’d ask, blinking. He might let you put your hand up his sleeve, but I feel like that still make him a little bit uncomfortable.

*You slid you hand up his shirt and he stops talking mid-sentence to stare at you in shock* ‘ I don’t know Hyung I- “ *his eyes snap to you* 

Originally posted by askmeifimadalek

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bts as boyfriends (hoseok)


♡ his face lights up whenever he sees you 

♡ orders take out and pretends he cooked it 

♡ gives you a resin necklace for ur first anniversary

♡ playing footsies whenever you are out with the other members


♡ “do you think i should get us matching outfits with mickey?

♡ squishing your cheeks is his thing!!

♡ sings really loud in the shower

♡ communicating with only facial expressions 

♡ late night, dim light giggles while cuddling

♡  eating instant ramen @ 3 am

♡ sucker for bucket hats 

♡ you wont want to pull from his hUG FOREVER AND EVER

♡  cheesy good morning texts!!! 

♡ “you are the risk im always willing to take.”

♡  sweetest human being 

♡  remembers every small detail about you


♡  Hogs all the blanket

♡ play with his hair and hIS BAD MOOD IS GONE 

♡  you’ll catch him staring at you every morning with the daylight on his face 

♡ “ I want to dedicate this is to my family, to the ARMYS and to my lovely sunshine, Y/N. I wouldn’t know what would I be without you. ”

Safe and Sound- Kai Parker Imagine

Originally posted by yeslovablemeenyaaxx

Requested- by anon
Word Count- 1181
Pairing- Kai Parker x Reader (ft. No Humanity!Stefan)

A/N: I may have strayed from the request, but followed it best I could! 

The fire crackled, signifying that someone was home. She shut the door to the Salvatore house quietly, putting her coat on the clothes rack near the door. Y/N had taken residence at the Salvatore house after her parents left town after her graduation. However, she hadn’t been there since Stefan turned his humanity off, Damon didn’t want to risk him hurting her or anyone. Y/N needed to go home and sleep in her own bed, she’d risk the chance to get a decent sleep.

She had come back from a night out with Kai, her boyfriend of a little over a year. Y/N persuaded Damon not to kill Kai because she was so deeply in love with him and if Damon killed him, he’d kill Y/N along with him. Kai dropped her off, after much arguing how it wasn’t safe. With one look with her puppy eyes and her quivering bottom lip, he caved in.

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[SCENARIO] How the Performance Team will Propose (MH/DN)

AND WE’RE DONE WITH THE PROPOSAL SCENARIOS! Thank you so much for supporting this mini scenario series. It was definitely enjoyable to imagine how these scenes would play out, and we hope you guys would love it too! We’re not currently accepting any more scenario requests, so be sure to look out for the reopening of our request box if you would like to see a new scenario series!

A/N: That wraps up the Performance Team! Hope you guys enjoyed this <3 Pepo Team’s Maknae line always makes me so soft ugh I wanna squish them forever.


Originally posted by saebum


Okay, so they may not be the most romantic or flamboyant, but know this: though unconventional, the boys can be pretty darn sincere and so so so sweet with their proposals your teeth will get cavities. Who needs epic and grand proposals? They want the special moment to be for you and ONLY FOR YOU.


Originally posted by minghaos

  • The Shyest but the sweetest kid ever
  • So he’s really shy at initiating
  • As a boyfriend, he is always the considerate and understanding
  • From helping you queue for your favourite oppa’s merchandise
  • To surprising you with your favourite food when u tell him you’re hungry at 2am
  • Will definitely prepare many many many MANY things just for the proposal
  • Probably already has approval from his parents
  • Invites you over for a casual date in his home
  • Buys flowers and everything romantic WHEE
  • Prepares like dimsum for a nice meal before the big event
  • WILL GIFT YOU THE prized family possession
  • Okay abit cliche but you know the part where he just takes out the gold-ish jade-ish bracelet and he goes
  • “This used to by my mum’s”
  • /takes your hands
  • /looks into your eyes
  • /puts on the bracelet for you
  • “Now its yours”
  • Both of you just pause there for a moment, enjoying each other’s silence and loving gaze
  • You’re just staring at him like he’s the most precious thing in the world
  • “Will you marry me? Y/N?”
  • And internally you’re just frozen, like you’re so so SOOOO Happy and delighted
  • This shy boy, making a proposal, in front of you, in his apartment
  • Your pause made him feel uncertain and he just looks somewhere else like ANYWHERE but your eyes because he’s 1. Nervous and 2. Super shy and slightly embarassed and 3. AFRAID OF YOUR REJECTION (But ofc he is very sure of the relationship that the both of you are in)
  • THEN AGAIN how could you reject someone so precious like Minghao
  • As soon as you nod your head, he just LETS GO OF HIS EMOTIONS like you can see all his stress fade away from the relief on his face and he’ll pull you in for a long, tight hug
  • At some point you’ll feel his tears trickle down your neckline as he leans the side of his face on your ear during the hug
  • Both of you will be a crying mess just laughing at each other
  • “Why you crying pabo”
  • “But you’re crying too”
  • Just in total bliss the both of you would be
  • Ah love <3


Originally posted by livelovelunch

  • I’d like to imagine that Chan would love to date someone that loves dance as much as he does
  • Like, you don’t need to be a professional dancer or anything, but he gets so soft every time he sees the sparkle in your eyes whenever you watch someone dance, your passion, your awe, your sheer appreciation for that art
  • He prefers if it was him you were watching, though
  • You both do this thing where he would play soft music in your home, the empty practice room, anywhere private really, and you would just hold hands and feel the music, swaying happily in each other’s arms
  • You both watch that show and you both love that scene so so so so much
  • He even tries to call you ‘my Sapphire’ for a nickname once but you both ended up getting teased by the boys (he still saves it as your contact name, tho)
  • And his name on your contacts has a little red ruby emoji next to it 🔴
  • So anyway, back to the proposal
  • I doubt Chan would be exactly willing have a GRAND, ROMANTIC proposal that involves all the preparations and all that stuffs
  • And he wouldn’t tell the boys when he’s planning to propose
  • Because he really doesn’t want them to freak out or become super overbearing or anything like that
  • Also because he wants this moment to be special just for you and only the both of you
  • It’ll just be like any other day, you both will be taking a relaxing walk through the gardens
  • Kids are already home for dinner now so it’s pretty deserted, but oh so romantic with flowers readily blooming at the peak of spring
  • Maybe he’d be having a bad day at practice, so you’d bring him out to relax and unwind after work
  • And he feels so lucky that you’re always looking out for him and taking care of him
  • Hand in hand you’d bring him to a small but prettily lit pavilion
  • “It’s really nice here, isn’t it?” you tell him.
  • “Would you like to dance with me?”
  • And he does, slipping your hands into his you both waltz to a slow, melodious song, his body behind yours, his chin on your shoulder
  • You can feel the timbre of his voice when he lightly hums to the song, and it makes you so soft and it takes all you could to not melt in his arms
  • He’d start planting little butterfly kisses down your neck and you laugh in protest because it tickles.
  • And your laugh is just melodious to his ears. He wants nothing more than to be able to wake up to this every morning.
  • So he tightens his hold on you and sighs ever so blissfully, “God, I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”
  • You chuckle again, “You flatter me, Chan.” But the look in his eyes were dead serious and so full of emotion. “I mean it, I want to be with you forever.”
  • And he gets down on one knee.
  • “I know I don’t really have everything prepared… I’m not the most well-endowed, nor am I the most talented, but I’ll try my damnedest best to make you the happiest girl on Earth, so please…
  • “Will you be my dance partner for the rest of my life?”
  • Your only response is gleefully throwing your arms around his neck, and he happily lifts you off your feet and swings you around the pavilion, planting sweet kisses along your jawline (like how Ruby does alsjflkjfsaf) as you both celebrate.

BOOKS READ IN 2016: the score by elle kennedy 

I look around the front lobby of the dance studio, then meet Dean’s twinkling eyes. “I thought you said you didn’t want to salsa dance. And Dean Di Laurentis only does what he wants, remember?” 

He shrugs. “I am doing what I want.” 

My eyebrows knit together as I wait for him to clarify. 

“I’m making you happy.” 

Squish. That’s the noise my heart makes. Because it’s so fucking full of love it can no longer contain it all.

Swiggity swoogity hOLY SHIT WHAT???? I can’t believe we have reached 200 followers!! I was stunned when I had 100, but now 200?? I’m utterly speechless!! No amount of hugs or squishes can even make up for how I feel right now. I’m so happy that my thirsty witch baby has somehow managed to capture the heart of my mutuals && followers! But before I get all sappy, let’s get started!

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The Office

2 teams of 6 good looking men, 1 intern, 1 receptionist and an overwhelming amount of tension and flirting.

Part Seven - The Fern & The Pepper

Genre: CRACK | Fluff | Angst
Members: OT7 
Word count: 3,037

A/N: I wrote some of the parts in these later chapters months ago, and this one has got to be one of my favourites. As I was writing I was laughing my ass OFF. J-hope you guys love it, thx - Amelia

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Originally posted by jamless-vibes

A few months ago I bought Jin a fern for his birthday. I don’t know what he’s been doing to it, but I think he gave it some sort of miracle grow because hot damn that thing is huge now. My only regret is trying to support him and his fern. Now, I have 5 angry men and one passive aggressive boy glaring at me all day as that giant fern sits atop Jin’s desk and basks in the radiation their angry bodies emit. I never should’ve bought him that fern. I should’ve left it at the store with that red velvet cake I told myself I didn’t need. Where was the restraint, Y/n?

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Anonymous asked: “hey my handwriting sucks an d i’ve alwyas hated handwritng my notes bc they take forever & a mess. any tips?”

Anonymous asked: “do you ever type your notes? do you think it’s better?”

i’ve gotten a few asks about not handwriting notes, and i wanted to respond publicly saying: yes, i feel you on that handwriting notes take forever and they often look messy and chaotic; personally, i am a much faster typer (my wpm is like 90 or something lol) and i like to be able to go back and add things that i might have missed before, without making it seem all squished up. 

i wanted to show you a sample of my chemistry notes (PLEASE DO NOT TAKE WITHOUT CREDIT), which i often type up instead of handwriting them. as you can see, i incorporated pictures and colors (that corresponds with my chemistry book). one of the main reasons i like typing my chemistry notes is because of the way i format my notes. this format allows me to easily identify the main concepts and details. in addition, if the book references back to a concept, i can add that detail right underneath the concept; whereas in contrast to handwriting notes, i would have to take a sticky note or try to squish the detail into whatever remaining space i have left on the page (again the whole messiness thing). and also i can add pictures, whether they’re from my book or online (this saved me when trying to draw s, p, d, f orbital shapes)

but, like all things, this is all up to you! i still handwrite my math notes and latin notes, but my history and chemistry notes are both typed. these two subjects have more pages of notes. i cut down on the note-taking time by typing it and allow myself more time to study.

hope this was a tiny bit helpful? if you want a more in-depth post, feel free to ask for it. if you have any more questions, send me an ask or a message! 

Seventeen as people I’ve met in College

S.Coups: My Shakespeare professor that’s fresh out of grad school, but has quickly become super popular with both students and staff. Makes a lot of dumb dad-level bad jokes, but they’re actually hilarious because he’s the one saying them. Has a comb over even though he’s only thirty. Most anyone who’s ever taken one of his classes would probably take a bullet for him. Super passionate about his work and does everything he can to get his students as excited as he is about literature. 

Jeonghan: This ridiculously beautiful art major who always looks shockingly perfect even when she runs in the room ten minutes late with paint smears on her face. She’s completely unreal and belongs in some sort of indie movie. I lowkey thought she didn’t like me for a whole semester until she complimented me on my lipstick one day, and it felt like a blessing from the lord himself. 

Joshua: Catholic honors-student girl who seemed very normal at first, only talking about makeup and lacrosse boys for the first few months of our friendship. Turns out she actually reads a lot of One Direction and 5SOS imagines. Can eat a banana without using her hands (it’s terrifying). Gets really excited about Mac and Cheese. She can tell the best stories, and has everyone rolling around on the floor in tears by the end of them. 

Jun: Ridiculously ripped even though he’s not an athlete, constantly drowning in girls asking him to sleep with them (which he usually accepts unless he’s writing a big paper or particularly invested in an episode of spongebob). Likes to walk around the dorm building with nothing on but a pair of gym shorts. Kind of a douche but also a really cool guy who will pop your back for you or give you his extra ethernet cord if you ask. His favorite song is Life is a Highway. Yes, the one from Cars. 

Hoshi: This girl on the golf team that really loves the moon. Her snapchat story is almost always pictures of the sky. Cried when we got to look through a telescope for astronomy class. I’ve only ever seen her wearing non-athletic clothes a handful of times. Kind of odd, but makes you feel really special and funny when she talks to you. 

Wonwoo: The guy that lived next door to me last year who smoked a lot of weed but was otherwise a great neighbor. Wore a lot of big hoodies (the hoodies actually weren’t actually that big, he’s just small). Always late to floor meetings because he was either asleep or in the dining hall. Came off as a badass at first because he talked about the fact that he did car-jousting and had a crazy resting bitch face, but sometimes I could hear him singing show tunes through the walls at night. 

Woozi: Girl who was on her debate team in high school, and therefore makes really class discussions scarily intense. Immediately takes over any group project, which is nice because you don’t have to do anything, but at the same time makes you feel very inferior. Pulls all-nighters about twice a week, has an addiction to cheap energy drinks, and is really good at putting on eyeliner. Not so secretly reads a lot of gay fanfiction in her free time. 

DK: This one guy who wears an abundance of obnoxious Taylor Swift shirts. His reputation proceeds him and literally everyone on campus knows about “Taylor Swift guy”, but you can never find anyone who actually knows his name. One of his shirts hangs outside his dorm window as a kind of Taylor-pride flag. 

Mingyu: Ridiculously tall guy that lived on the floor below mine. Crazy beautiful face (there were some rumors that he modeled when he was younger, but I don’t know if those are true or not) but a kind of cringey personality. Obviously made up stuff for attention sometimes, but other times seemed pretty cool. Wears nothing but white dad sneakers. 

The8: Graphic design major that is a literal cinnamon roll; he’s so little and squishy that you just want to protect and love him forever. Really likes adventure time. The longer you get to know him, the more you discover that the innocent squish act is mostly a front, because he’s actually a sarcastic ass with a grindr account. 

Vernon: The president of the whole college. Upbeat and cool with the students, even though he’s decades older than all of us. Came from nothing as a child, but now definitely has more than a few dollars. Likes to end speeches with Eminem lyrics. The first time I visited the college he literally dropped the mic at the end of his welcome talk.

Seungkwan: President of the history club who seems like he’d be quiet based solely on his appearance, but is actually ridiculously good at shit talking and telling people when they need to get themselves in check. Sass master. Uses the phrase “cool beans” a lot. Easy to assume that he’s gay, but is actually very VERY into girls, he just doesn’t talk about it much. 

Dino: My freshman year roommate. Smol. Undecided major. Can name any and every scooby-doo episode in existence by heart. Once asked me if Hamilton was “that play about George Washington”. Has a Chic-fil-A calendar in her room and genuinely thinks the cows that misspell words are the funniest things ever. 

BTS Reaction #5 - When their girlfriend is overly affectionate

bts reaction to their gf being affectionate towards them but there are times where she’s like over affectionate and spoils them with love       

I hope you enjoy anon!

Seokjin: *please ignore the subtitles* “Okay sweetie, but remember since you get to treat me like a prince, I get to treat you like a princess later on!”

Originally posted by taeguk

Namjoon: “You’re too cute y/n~ But please don’t go out of your way too often for me. I love you and I want you to think of yourself too.”

Originally posted by taestylips

Yoongi: *loves it* “Yah! I can die happy now with such an amazing girlfriend!”

Originally posted by sugmon

Taehyung: *teases you a little, but is mostly a big squish and you have a nauseatingly cute relationship* “I love how much you love me y/n~ But really though, I love you so much!!”

Originally posted by bwipsul

Hoseok: *big, fluffy marshmellow, happy all the time* “OMO YOU ARE JUST THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER AND I’M SO LUCKY YOU CHOSE ME!!”

Originally posted by jeonsshi

Jimin: *he’d be a cuddle monster all the time* “My princess is so amazing~ Her prince is going to treat her right too always and forever!*

Originally posted by vminv

Jungkook: *Confidence boost, tries to be manly* “Yah, I love all this attention babe, but you have to let me dote on you too.”

Originally posted by kookie-bts

Essays in Existentialism: FtWD VII

please continue the ftwd au

The smell of the salt of the sea woke her. It popped with every drop of rain that plucked at the surface, kicking up kernels of ocean that mingled with breeze and the storm, wafting through the open porthole, dripping from the railings and sails and ropes. As wonderful as it was, she dug her nose into the pillow and inhaled the heat of bodies, the lingering hint of skin, and that clean, soapy remnant from freshening up before bed. Eyes closed and ears not working just yet, the taste and smell of a morning storm and lingering bruises made her purr as she stretched in the sheets.

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I recently passed the 100 followers milestone, which wow it’s a miracle all by itself, so I decided to celebrate this joyous event with a thank you post. I adore all of you and I am so grateful for your support, you have no idea. This fandom is so great and you all have made me feel at home. So here’s a little list of people who have been ultra nice to me:

First of all, my wonderful followers who are a bit shy to come out of anon but that still manage to make me smile every single time they ask a question because damn you are a wild bunch but I wouldn’t want it to be any other way. You make my day every time you send something in and I will always be thankful for the little interactions.

                              ~ : My Partners In Crime : ~

@ice-daddy-vitya: the first person to come up to me and welcome me into this madness. I am forever thankful for that and all the crazy bits and pieces that we have come up together. You really bring out the most ridiculous part of my muse and that is simply awesome.

@softbeka:Sweet, sweet, sweet! Lovable and a soft and cuddly Otabek and my Yuri just wants to squish and cuddle and… other things, but that’s beside the point here. My point is that I love how you can come up with ways of surprising both my muse and me, and how our threads can get outrageously sweet and spicy at the same time. It’s like making candy!

@otabangbang: What can I say? You complete me? That’s too 90s movie, but it pretty much goes about it all. Your Beka is awesome and can handle my muse so easily, it’s incredible. I love our threads and how they get plot twists even without us planning anything beforehand. 

                                       ~: The Wild Gang : ~

@goldenbeka@anxious-katsudon, @mystique1400, @yurioplisetsky1304: You all have made my stay here all the more lovely. Your questions, your interactions, your muses and your messages ooc. Thank you, really, for making me feel at ease.

And finally for something a bit different: 

                                         ~ : The Regulars : ~

@theholmesalone, @theniftycat, @glacialispictorem:these three right here, these three persons are entire constellations bottled up and shown in human disguise. These three, even when they may not follow every single crazy rp blog I create (because seriously that would be wicked) have been there for me for a very long time and I am simply grateful to life that we crossed paths. Wonderful people, seeing them in my dashboard always makes my days a bit brighter even when I am feeling down. You motivate me to be a better person, if only to try and return something from what you have given me.

So there you have it! I have nothing more to say than to thank each and every single person who has taken the time to interact with me and my muse, you’ve really made the short time I’ve had this blog a blast and I look forward to all the new things the future holds for us.

Love you all,

~ Abril


Summary: You’ve been feeling off lately, but can’t quite put your finger on it

Word count: 1479

Warnings: None

A/N: It’s been a long week and today I haven’t really felt like a human (I don’t know how to describe it… kinda like when you need a hard reset?) and towards the end of today I realized that I’m homesick. Obviously, I needed my Winchester boys to help me get through it since my parents are halfway around the world this week ;)

“Hey Y/N. Glad to see you’re still alive.”

“Whatever, Dean,” you muttered and shuffled toward the fridge in search of comfort food. You weren’t sure what was wrong, but you knew that you felt off. Something was going on with you and you couldn’t put your finger on it.

So you did what you always did when you didn’t understand how you were feeling and sequestered yourself away until you got your shit together.

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anonymous asked:

Imagine iwaizumi working in a bakery and he brings home sweets all the time and daichi will eat them while studying and one day he goes to weigh himself and he's shocked by the number on the scale and he's ranting about it to iwa wondering how it could've happened and iwa just conforts him and gives him love


CHUBBY DAICHI YESSSSSSSSS even after daichi figures it out, iwa keeps bringing sweets home for daichi

Daichi: “I told you…” *munch munch* “…to stop bringing home sweets!! I…” *nom nom* “…don’t want them!!!”

Iwa: “You know you’d be more convincing if you weren’t eating them.”

Daichi: “Well, we shouldn’t waste them…”

Cue smirky Iwa who then proceeds to pepper those chipmunk cheeks with kisses ( ˘ ³˘)♥ Daichi wants to be annoyed because hello he’s trying to eat, but he can’t because Iwaizumi’s puckers give him a tickling feeling, making him feel absolutely giddy (he has to try not to laugh tho otherwise food would be flying everywhere)

Arranged Marriage (Taehyung)

And now it is time for the second half of the Daegu line, my bby squish, my love, the cutest lil pup with s u ch a cute giggle oh my g OD it’s literally just so precious and I want him to giggle and be happy forever, Kim Taehyung aka V

  • For the original prince!Tae post, you can click here
  • I am gonna be straying a bit from the plot of the original post but the actual characteristics of prince!tae will still be the same
  • For everyone that hasn’t read the original post, he is just the cutest lil prince tbh
  • He doesn’t think of the people in his town as “his people”
  • They’re just his friends, his family, his favorite people
  • He’s out there on a daily basis, even if he can only spend like an hour with them, he’d rather do that than not see them at all
  • He lo v es playing with all of the kids, he’ll literally have like 20 to 30 kids around and he’s just giggling away and playing along with all of their games
  • He’s the b es t at playing freeze tag ask any one of those kids who the best is and they’ll all immediately point to him bc he never leaves anyone frozen for long
  • And if he gets frozen o H BOY, there’s just this lil army of kids all running to him to tap him back into the game bc they can’t lose their MVP
  • He could honestly spend hours with them and they all love him so much like we’ve seen how Tae gets around bbys and kids, he’s just s o amazing with them and it’s just all so cute
  • And the adults love him just as much bc it’s tae how do you not love tae he’s a walking ball of sunshine who just wants to have fun and make people happy and make them smile and laugh and he’s just cuteness
  • He takes care of all of them and has monthly parties where the castle chefs come out and cook a shit ton of food for everyone and everyone’s  just happy and he lo v es that day so much
  • His parents tell him about the marriage a couple months before the wedding date
  • They tell him that the two kingdoms are gonna be joined together and turned into one and it’ll only be positive
  • They also tell him if he really really doesn’t want to do it (they do insist he meets you and gives it some time to actually get to know you before he makes any decisions) they’ll call it off immediately
  • He goes into it with as much of an open mind as he possibly can bc he knows that his parents would never arrange a marriage for him with someone they didn’t think would he would be able to love
  • He puts on some ni ce ass pants and a nice shirt and he’s in all black and it’s just really fucking nice bc have you ever seen tae in black that is some good shit right there especially if it’s all black !!!!
  • His hair is that beautiful orange color that just made him look so w ow like he looks wow in every hair color let’s be real here but the orange will always have a special place in my heart the styling of his hair, the color all of it was beautiful
  • He’s a lil bit nervous about meeting you for the first time bc there are so many different ways this can go down, you can possibly hate him, you could have zero interest in him, you could blame him for the arranged marriage like there are so many things !!
  • But when he sees you, he still smiles all wide and honestly once you see the eye smile your heart does the thing bc here’s your future husband like his face is beautiful, his body is nic E but then his smile is so cute and pretty and it’s square and that’s so fucking adorable
  • And then you hear him talk and the v oi CE is just oh wow who would expect this smol bub with the cute smile and the adorable eyes to have this voice that’s just d e e p as fuck
  • And as the night goes on, you find out that not only is this bub adorable as fuck, he’s good looking AND he has a great personality like what the fuck how
  • He’s funny and goofy and he doesn’t take himself too seriously and he’s so laid back like you can ask him to go on a late night stroll, he’s down, you can ask him to travel with you to Iceland and he’s down as fuck, he’s just ready for adventure
  • You two already know you’re gonna be best friends, by the end of that night, he’s glued to your side and he keeps making you laugh and smile and your cheeks are honestly sore by the time you go home but you can’t stop smiling, even just thinking about him makes you smile
  • You meet everyone in his town and seeing him interacting with all of the kids is honestly s o fucking endearing bc he gets so happy and that makes you happy bc tae has one of those smiles/giggles that are contagious like when he giggles all of the kids giggle too and it’s all so fucking cute
  • It doesn’t take him long to fall in love and honestly by the time you two move in with each other a week before the wedding, he’s head over heels
  • There are just nonstop cuddles and being woken up by kisses and sleepy “good morning babe” and we’ve heard his morning voice and I would like to just scream right here and now just thinking about it :)
  • He starts making these lil hints that he’s not feeling anything platonic anymore and that it’s been bumped up to romantic
  • He starts holding your hand more, his kisses start getting closer to your lips instead of your cheek, he gives you those love filled looks, he hugs you every two seconds
  • He’s trying to figure out if you love him in the same way like he knows you definitely love him as a friend but is that shit still platonic to you??
  • This one night he gets brave and decides to actually kiss you and thankfully, you do kiss back
  • He doesn’t stop smiling for the rest of the night bc he’s just so happy and he’s giggling into your shoulder
  • The next time he sees the parents, he makes sure to shout a “thank you for introducing me to my love, I’ll be the best husband ever!!”
BTS react to them being your first boyfriend



“Omo, so cute” *pinches cheek*

“Don’t worry Jagi, I’ll take care of you” *smiles genuinely* *pecks your nose*

Originally posted by coffeewithbts


“You don’t have to shy and awkward around me” *gummy smile*

“I want you to be comfortable around me” *pecks your lips* *laughs when your cheeks heat up*

Originally posted by coffeewithbts


“Don’t be shy jagi!” 

“I’m your boyfriend and you should be comfortable around me okay?” *smiles a v cute smile*

Originally posted by holdmettightbts


“Aigooooo, so cuuuute” *squishes face makes you look like a gaping fish*

“C’mon jagi, I’ll be the best first boyfriend, and the best and last husband” 

“laughs bc he smooth af*

Originally posted by hobisu


“Aw jagi, don’t worry” *smiles*

“I’ll be your first everything, yaaaaay*

“I want to be your first and only husband too okay?” *smirks* *raises eyebrows repeatedly* *winks*

Originally posted by bts-ships



“Fear not my lady” 

“I will be your forever knight and shining armor” 

*starts acting like a knight*

(im sorry y’all i just watched the clip where taehyung was writing poems, again hahah and i just)

Originally posted by glitterjin


both of you are in the same situation


“so uhm, how do we do this?” *chuckles nervously*

“we’re both awkward penguins, what do we do” (<== that is you btw)

“welp, i guess we have to just be comfortable with each other”

Originally posted by yo0nseok

anonymous asked:

Hi, I've been following you for what seems like forever, and I just wanted to say you are my most fav spn blog. <3 I was also catching up on your blog and came across your selfie... omg, you're gorgeous... I think I'm in love. :* :* <3 <3


;~; i needed to hear this. 

You are so kind. TOO KIND. this has honestly brightened my day agjkhfakjhgadg /squishes/ idek what to say. but you are so damn wonderful okay. bless. ♥


Anon requested:

Can you do a story where yoongi and his pregnant wife get into a big argument Thank you~

Pairing: Yoongi x reader

mild angst | fluff

Requests are open | click here

Originally posted by eatjin

You had been on edge, snapping and getting into the stupidest fights ever with Yoongi. You had been married for about half a year and yes you were happy, happy beyond belief when he asked you. You had to stop yourself from crying multiple times during the wedding but right now? You wanted to absolutely just, agh! 

“Yoongi!” You yelled from the kitchen, annoyance already leaking into your voice.

“What do you want now?” he yelled back from the living room.

“Nothing, nevermind…” you said, annoyed that he ate your yogurt, but it was stupid and you didn’t wanna argue about it again.

“No,” he walked into the kitchen, “Tell me what’s wrong?”

“It’s really nothing!” you said, turning back to the fridge to look for something else to eat.

“It’s obviously not something if you had to call my name.” he pointed out, watching as you looked for food.

“It’s stupid, honestly.” you muttured,

“Then tell me!” he said, sighing because you were being so stubborn.

“I’m angry because you ate my yogurt Yoongi! Okay?!” you yelled, angrily looking for something else.

“I was hungry and wasn’t paying attention!” he said, yelling because you were yelling. 

“This is the third FUCKING time!” you screamed, slamming the door so hard that some of the magnets clattered to the floor.

“I’ll buy you yogurt later!” he yelled, sighing again.

“I wanted yogurt now though, yoongi!” you yelled, “at first it was fine, but this is the third time!” you stared at him, “The THIRD FUCKING TIME YOU”VE EATEN MY YOGURT!” you screamed, “You keep saying the same thing, you’ll buy more. But you always eat that one too!” Groaning you drank a glass of water and slammed the cup onto the counter pushing past Yoongi.

“I’m sorry! Okay?! I’m sorry! I don’t mean to ea-”

“I don’t wanna hear another excuse Yoongi!” you yelled, whipping around to face him, “I’m tired of excuses,” before you walked away.

“Hey! You can’t walk away from me when i’m talking!” he yelled, following you.

“Just watch me!” you snarled before slamming the bathroom door closed. 

“Ya! Open this door now y/n!” he yelled knocking on the door.

“No! I’m pregnant, pissed, and all I wanted was a yogurt cup, but you just had to eat it, again!” you yelled, childishly facing away. Yoongi ran his hands through his hair before walking away.

“It’s just yogurt!” he yelled before plopping down on the couch to think.

“No! It’s not just Yogurt Min Yoongi!” you yelled coming out of the bathroom. “It’s the dirty clothes you leave everywhere! It’s fine if it’s in the bedroom, no one goes there anyways, but it’s also the hallway, and the living room, and the bathroom!” you yelled, “I don’t want clothes everywhere when the other guys come over! It’s embarrassing!” 

“Oh, so i’m embarrassing you now?” he shot back eyes narrowed.

“What? When did I say that? I said it was embarrassing when you left clothes everywhere! Not that you were embarrassing!” you said exasperated.

“Is that all?” he said drylily. You stared at him,

 “no, actually, I hate it when you don’t eat meals or take care of yourself either!” you said, looking at him.

“It’s because i’m working!” he defended,

“Yeah, but you don’t eat either! I have to remind you!” you snapped.

“No! You don’t!!” he responded like a child.

“I do! Otherwise you won’t eat at all!” Pausing you groaned. “No, you know what I’m not arguing with a child, Yoongi.” you snapped, before walking into the kitchen.

“I am not a child!” he yelled, 

“Yeah? Well you’re sure acting like one!” you screamed back, before the door opened and the other boys walked into Yoongi yelling back.

“I am not acting like a child y/n!” 

Yes! You are! You’re acting like a child because you can’t admit that you were wrong!” you shrieked at him, slamming down the plate so hard that it cracked in half, which made you even angrier. 

The boys stared, heads turning between the two of you as the yelling continued. Flinching when the plate broke.

“Look! Now you’ve broken the plate!” Yoongi scolded

“Yeah? No shit Sherlock!” you yelled, infuriated that he even had the decency to scold you as if you were a child. 

“At least I don’t leave my clothes fucking everywhere and at least i close my drawers!” you yelled, you were at the breaking point. 

“Hey, guys let’s not get too over our heads no-” Jin started 

“Stay out of it Seokjin!” you both yelled at the exact same time. Jungkook had to resist laughing at Jin’s face, because you may be arguing with Yoongi about the stupidest things in history, but you were both meant for each other if you both yelled at Jin at the exact same time.

You looked at Yoongi, “I’m tired and pregnant. All I wanted was yogurt but you ate it!” you said, sighing giving up. Yoongi’s eyes softened, and just like that the storm had past. He pulled you in for a hug.

“I’m sorry I ate your yogurt, i’ll make sure to buy extra next time we go shopping.” he murmured, “I’ll try to pick my clothes up more often too. Just for you!” he kissed your forehead, then your nose. 

“Sorry for blowing up at you, I jus-” you got cut off when he pressed his lips to yours.

“It’s okay, I understand where you’re coming from, Taehyung is the same and he used to always eat my food too.” he murmured before kissing you again promptly ignoring Taehyung’s noise of frustration.

Smiling you leaned into the kiss, it was soft and it said all the words Yoongi couldn’t. He hugged you closer, 

“it’s okay, you can yell at me all you want. Even if you yell at me more than usual because you’re pregnant, i’ll still love you.” he whispered into your ear.

“Even if it’s about something stupid?” you asked, hiding a smile.

“Even if it’s about yogurt again.” he said back grinning his gummy smile.

“I love you,” 

“I love you too.”

“Forever?” he asked, eyes already smiling.

“Forever.” you laughed squishing his cheeks.


“You guys had an hour argument over, yogurt?” Jungkook asked in disbelief, the others stifling laughter at how stupid you guys were.

“Married couples are weirddd.” Taehyung said, scrunching his face up in distaste. 

You just rolled your eyes as Yoongi pecked you on your nose, earning some gagging noises from the boys who quickly got scolded by Jin.